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Words Of Wisdome
Once again thank You Lady V!!! Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination.

Pinky's
I may not be beautiful,but I am sweet. I may not be the right size, but my heart is still beating and I have feelings if you call me fat. I may not be young, but I am wiser. I may not have a man in my life now, but being alone at times makes me appreciate the one I had. Remember if you are cruel to me, someone may be cruel to you at some time and you will know the pain. Life is short, live it as if today may be your last day. Dance while you can. Love everyone who is special to you, and tell them how you feel. Tell your kids you love them every day. Be kind to one another. Beleive in God and he will beleive in you. My favorite part of a date is the good night kiss. I want to know 20 things about you. Answer them and send it to me and than post it on bullenton. 1.Do you like most of the people you meet on Cherry tap? 2. What do you think of my profile? 3.Do you think we could become friends? 4.What do you think a true friend is? 5.When you date someone how many dates do

Popping My First Blog Cherry! :d
I loved bill very very much!!! I just lost my grandmother this last week and just had her funeral on thursday..... I been devistated... i told bill tonight that someone else wanted me in the hopes he would fight for me but he didnt!!! Yeah i know that sounded like i am playing games but i am not!!!! i needed to hear that he needed meand still wanted me i guess i went about it the wrong way!!! The guy i said is in love with someone else..... bill has been online alot and never talked to me nor more i was hurt and was trying to see if he really loved me! he dont even want to be friends!!! I am not a evil woman i dont go around hurting people i am not like that!! yes i love bill yes i care but he dont want nothing to do with me.... he cant understand my grief.... Thank you cherry tap! I met a wonderful man who has asked me to be his girl!!! He is coming to meet me and my family. I know some of my friends are upset I now have a man but hey be happy for me for I would be happy f

Skins!
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny Todays New GGC Video: Riley Martin on Jerry Springer Well I'm a CT noob but I'm learning skinning to add to the features at my website: MyFknSpace I'm doing ok so far and hope to learn the whole system and make a mess of skins and generators for everyone to enjoy! Check me out! Johnny

The Dhammapada
6. The Wise Man The wise man tells you Where you have fallen And where you yet may fall - Invaluable secrets! Follow him, follow the way. Let him chasten and teach you and keep you from mischief. The world may hate him. But good men love him. Do not look for bad company Or live with men who do not care. Find friends who love the truth. Drink deeply. Live in serenity and joy. The wise man delights in the truth And follows the law of the awakened. The farmer channels water to his land. The fletcher whittles his arrows. And the carpenter turns his wood. So the wise man directs his mind. The wind cannot shake a mountain. Neither praise nor blame moves the wise man. He is clarity. Hearing the truth, He is like a lake, Pure and tranquil and deep. Want nothing. Where there is desire, Say nothing. Happiness or sorrow - Whatever befalls you, Walk on Untouched, unattached. Do not ask for family or power or wealth, Either for yourself or for another. Can a wi

Look
MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments She was standing at the kitchen counter as I walked up behind her. I pulled the hair away from her neck and started kissingnibbling on it. I reached around and cupped her breast, massaging them through her shirt. I slip my right hand under her shirt and trace the curve of her bra across her breasts. She puts her hands on my left hand as she leans back into me. I slip my right hand under her bra, gently twisting on her nipple. After a few moments my hands slide down to the top of her jeans, unfastening them. My left hand moves down inside her pants, seeking her clit, while my right travels back to her breasts. A sigh lets me know my fingers have found what they were searching for. I light rub her clit for a few seconds then slowly peel her jeans and panties off her butt. I kneel down and kiss the top of her crack, letting my lips and tongue travel over her bare ass. She leans forward and places her hands on the c

Rants
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks. I hate noise. Especially noise from nerds. I just moved to another floor, and at first, it was much more quiet than my pervious location, until this week. Some guy came back from a job, and he hasnt shut up all week. why can't people work without talking all day. example of what I have to deal with, actuall quote from this guy. “I was watching European tennis championships and team Argentina….” to quote George Oscar Bluth, "COME ON" As a desk jockey, I get rather bored at work sometimes. I enjoy reading news and opinion articles at work. But lately, primary on forbes via yahoo, I came across alot of news slideshows. Why do they make these things, I can see for some stuff, but yesterday, I looked at one about 10 common

Lyrics
Tide Began To Rise Demon Hunter I don't belong here I never saw this on the path I walk The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I spoke have left here all alone I should have known this I could've burned it when I had that choice And now I'd die to kill this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before So I remember on the inside If this is all the love my spirit can give Just take it b

Fun Fun Fun
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no school..lol [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio just be

Rascal Flatts
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom

My Poems & Songs
Time,yes who don't it embrace Run if you think it will do any good Life's one big rat race anyway Still time will get you,jus like it should An enemies are just like dust We can let them be,or stir them up Hate if you need to,but then who can you trust? And the bigger question hangs apon your door Who could ever trust you?When actions and words Are all that we have,nothing less,nothing more In between the cradle to the grave Is every persons life line,a time line To leave their imprint,it's what we all crave Its a commen denominator,that draws us all together I choose to live in peace,in a world that has none I control the animal withen,the beast that strives To take down others,so as to feel that I have won A higher spot for my imprint to be placed That's jus no way for me to run this rat race -2007-Alexis Landry I reach for you a 100 times a day I come away with faded images Of a life I couldn’t save And sometimes late at night I roam

Please Help Me Win
Here it goes!!!! This one is fun... Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to all your friends, including me. This is for your entire life! Been to Canada X Been to Mexico X Been to Florida X Been on a plane X Been lost X Been on the opposite side of the country ( USA )X Waded/ Swam in the ocean X Cried yourself to sleep X Played cops and robbers X Played with a Tonka Truck X Sang karaoke--- X Paid for a meal with only coins X Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X Made prank phone calls X Caught a snowflake on your tongue X Danced in the rain X Written a letter to Santa Claus X Been kissed under the mistletoe X Watched the sunrise with someone you care about X Blown bubbles X WAS THAT HIS NAME? Yes and he liked it!!!!! Made a bonfire on the beach Crashed a party X Crashed a wedding Crashed a fu

Ty Alllll
come and listen to the best dj in ct all are welcome click the link below (repost of original by '~ÅnÅrchy~§küll~NSL~Head~Crypt~Keeper~ (mÅ§Tër~ Øƒ~§åÐì§Tï©~£ìgHt )' on '2007-05-15 02:54:34') (repost of original by 'Ðj §åÐì§Tï© £ìgHt {N.S.L Asst Night Manager} ÅñÅ®¢H¥ §kü££§ Mï§T®e§§' on '2007-05-15 02:57:57') ok guys me n my otehr half need your help were lookin for room names for the new lounge were gonna make so post them on this blog or send them in a message dont leave them on cometns tho plss please send all pictures to my cmail acount at anarchy_skull@cherrytap.com

It Means Something
When you walk outside your door, What do you wish for? When you get in your car to head into the office, What do you wish for? When you sit down at your desk, Get behind the wheel of your comapny vehicle, Start prepping for the lunch rush, What do you wish for? Do you wish for more time to do your job? Do you wish for less job so you have more time? Is there an instance in your life that your NOT wishing? Everyday I wake up, wishing the sun would sleep a bit longer, wishing the day would not be drawn out, wishing I had more to look forward too after getting up, wishing my life was so much different. Then I wish I wasnt so selfish, and go about my day. Yeah so I'm here again... not all together sure why, but I can say the first sign of bullshit again and I'm gone for good. I have a few friends that continue to have me logging into fubar to see pics or something *you know who you are :P * ANYway... I like this

i need to make some money to move i have some shirts i am selling the price is 15.50 please give some advice what to do thanks sonia dear friends and fan december 8th at about 9.30 a lighting started for about 2 seconds and then immediately it started pouring for about 10 minute and the roof over my studio/ the rain started to pour into my studio like if you where ouside without an umbrella and even if you had an umbrella you could not sheltered it pour for about 10 minutes and immediately quick i lost everything the only thing i save was my laptop it is a very difficult thing for me because i have no family. i am selling some shirts i have the picture on where it say photos clip there gave some imput what to do in such a desperate situacion thanks you all that are part of me take care and thanks sonia britton this occur in the downtown area of san diego between 6 and broadway in front of the marriot hotel the building across. good nite i am looking for someone to sponsor a blast f

Heroes
acidous@ fubar Crash kills young firefighter imikimi - Customize Your World by Michaelangelo Conte Friday September 14, 2007, 6:09 PM A 25-year-old Jersey City firefighter left behind a 2-month-old daughter when he died from injuries suffered in a collision on his motorcycle in the Jersey City Heights yesterday near his home, officials said. Eduardo Pena, 25, of Sherman Place off Summit Avenue died as a result of injuries suffered in the collision at Kennedy Boulevard at Thorne Street, Fire Director Armando Roman said this morning. The firefighter was conscious and coherent when first brought to the hospital. "They were working feverishly to stabilize him and they rushed him into surgery but he had serious internal injuries and he took a turn for the worse,'' Roman said. "He was on full life support when he died around 2 a.m." "This was a stand up kid all around," Roman said this morning. "He was a very dedicated member of th

Sadness!!
Well this morning another family member has passed away... This is my second loss this year and my 5th since January 07' My Aunt was 55 married for 37 years 3 grown kids and 3 grand kids... She has been living with Multiple Sclerosis for 25+ years and her fight with this disease is over... The Dr's are unaware of exactly why she decelerated so quickly. She went to the hospital a couple weeks ago because of a UTI and then she got a bowel infection... She had an irregular heart rate on Sunday... Monday she went to ICU... She remained in ICU Tuesday morning about 12:30am her kidney's started to not work properly so they had her on dialysis from 4am yesterday till she passed away this morning... There is a song I would like to dedicate to her to you... If you haven't seen the bucket list you should watch it... This song is SAY by John Mayer... Life is short... If you love someone tell them if you don't and you are living a lie are you really living? Be honest with

Military Blog Updates
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Canadian Armed Forces Personnel Support Pages Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT Capt. Jack SparrowArmy (97-01)Brother-in-Lawis in ArmyDeployed to IraqVisit his PTSD BlOG ~ Echo Angel ~ Check out herWhen A Soldier Comes Home...21 Pic Salute!! Ok, I know this update took me a long time. I'm sorry for that! But I have some health problems, mainly Serious Mirgraines, to deal with. If you sent me a message to add you & you don't see yourself, You might be in the almost 30 messages I still have to go through. If you want to make sure, please send me another message or wait till t

Thoughts
So it is 10 30 at night, I just went and picked up my airboat for work tomorrow, went to start it up and nothing. So I started working on it and found out a floater is sticking, which was bound to happen at some point. But still, it is late at night, and I gotta have it in point aux chene at 6 in the morning and I need a carberator. All because I wanted to be lazy today since I got the day off, I am in a bind. I should have gone ahead and grabbed it earlier that way it could be fixed. Goshdarn procrastination. I'm passing out now. Maybe a magic monkey will show up in the middle of the night with one and fix it for me. We had our share of busy times, weve had our share of quiet. Weve had our share of working hard, and times that were a riot. Weve had our share of differences, and sure, weve had a spat. Weve had our share of making up...And man..We're good at that. Weve shared the good, Weve shared the great. Weve shared a tear or two..And I woukdnt trade a moment of the times Ive shared

Another Moment Is Another Eternity
Ever felt crushed? I'm not talking like" oh you broke my promise" crushed.. I'm talking like someone threw you off the Empire State building and someone broke your fall. Well that's exactly how I'm feeling right at the moment. I should have expected it, and honestly deep down I knew this was going on but hearing it and reality sinking in is a lot different than thinking. So as everyone knows, Aaron and I split up a lil over a week ago. He called me yesterday afternoon to tell me that he had someone else already. I was sure he did anyway but ya know, you don't run around on someone when they're across the country from you. And I'm not stupid, He's already slept with her. You should check the pics on her myspace. Theres NO FUCKING WAY you just lay around the house in nothing and let someone take pics of you. I'm pretty sure hes been fuckin her way before this but I dont understand why he couldnt have just sat me down when he realized that he lusted, liked, wanted her wtfe and told me tha

Poetry!
Praying to God! Single mother struggling Wondering how she’s going to feed her baby Just laid off from her job No money in the bank Bills need to be paid And got a new one in the mail today Only one thing on her mind Feeding, clothing and paying for the life insurance for her baby Can’t get food stamps Don’t qualify! Can’t get assistance Don’t qualify! Unemployment if qualify Not even enough to provide for her child! Baby daddy might as well say a dead beat I guess if I was his cousin’s baby momma (baby daddy’s new girl) then I might get some help!! His family doesn’t even call to check up on the baby Her family can’t help out They so far into debt they can barley provide for them selves Sitting back trying to get a grip on things in her life Losing her mind Stress on high Life insurance $20.00 a month Baby food $.99 or $1.09 a jar Baby juice $2.25 a bottle A months supply of diapers and wipes $55.00 Cl

Unexpected
so my beautiful baby girl turned 3 yesterday! yeah, she is one of the most precious things in my life... Well saturday Aaron and I had her a small party with family at perter piper..I invited her father to the party and never heard anything from him.. well as we were opening presents he walks by the window and i thought WOW he showed, no.. he walked in with his father and brother and as he did muttered something that sounded like oh crap! and walked by went to the counter and then walked right back past us... He didn't stop to say happy birthday or even hi.. well then he texted me and said he was sorry but was late for work.... umm hello but she's your kid and if you cared you could spare a few seconds... He acted as if he was a shamed of her and I don't understand it because she is the sweetest thing ever... i don't even know if his parents know about her or if they do and he just denies her.. which he has never done to my face... but i am over trying to involve him... i told either b

Masterhardxdrive
I have done a lot of females in my time. most found me to play intoxication fetish games I do this fetish avg once a week. I female slave believe or not told me loved me after I ragged her the first time. she said I been looking for a man like you for a very long time. I think I said my past female slave bottle me my first real bottle. I ve been into this kind of fetish since 16 and really got into it when isaw this hardcore rape film in times square, nyc still no film today even cums close and most ch films do it so fake looking its not funny. nothing like seeing the fumes effect that person as if k the shit out of her. there is a good reason why I fuck my female sub as I give it to her and not after I do it to her. my ideas and some exp are just too hot to share, wink im so lucky so many out there are dieing to find a person who can do it and who and take it and I have always found that person. I have had it done to me many times by females who wanted to rage me and blow me at th

Mines
my life is so depressing and i cant figure y all i know is that something is stopping me no matter which way i go, it aint like i really got any good going for me, i dont have friends around i have no gal, and i dont live whee i wanna live cuz of work, its so depressing to be some where and know no one whats life turning into when u aint got anyone NoLa New Orleans. How wonderful those words sound when said with no quirky emphasis on odd syllables. They always seem to elicit some response. Have you been there? Have you ever been to Cafe Du Monde for beignets and cafe au lait? Have you ever sat for hours in the piano bar at Pat O'Brien's sipping hurricanes? Have you ever been to Mardi Gras - Bacchus? Endymion? Rex? Have you ever had oysters at the Acme House? Have you ever sat out on the "fly" eating crawfish and drinking Dixie beer? Have you ever sung karaoke at Cat's Meow? Do you know who John Folse is? Have you ever risen at 6am to roam the streets of a "q

My Poetry
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I

What's New
Hey Everyone, For those of you who weren't aware I was missing from your friend's list on My Space ... My profile got deleted a few weeks ago so I renewed my account. If you wish to be re-added to my friends list send me a friend request. My new My Space URL is http://www.myspace.com/cara_lott (if the link dosent work copy and paste it into your browser window) or search Cara Lott. I'm looking forward to seeing you all again. I miss you! Love and licks, Cara Lott Happy Father's Day! Hey Guys, Just wanted to wish all you wonderful Daddy's a happy Father's Day, especially all you first time Fathers! Even if you're not a Dad, this is a day to not only honor your father, but a day to celebrate all men who have acted as a Father figure - whether as Stepfathers, Uncles, Grandfathers, or "Big Brothers." Have a great day all! Love and licks, Cara Lott Hey Everyone! Just wanted to let you all know I'll be getting my Birthday licks live on air at Ksex Radio dot com

Quizzes
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you? The Withered LoverTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Do you Match Me?Take My MatchMe TestBrought to you by:OkCupid - Free Online Dating! My score on The Ultimate Purity T

Miscellaneous Entries
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings, where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that.. While Hard Work and Knowledge will get

Why Is Dating So Hard?
So here I am...a year later. I don't think I've written in quite awhile. Why? Because I've been busy. Not busy GOOD but busy necessary. Unfortunately with busy comes "lack of fun". The good news is that my daughter is finally doing well health-wise, so that is a big load off my mind. Financially I am still not doing well, even though I've taken on another job and make pretty good money. The economy sucks. Where is my knight in shinig armor to take me away from all this? The reason I write this blog today is this: My daughter and I had a conversation last night that is still bothering me. I have posted a profile on a site for rich men (supposedly). She told me she is very upset by this. How could I "lower" myself to putting myself out there like that? How could I let everyone know that I am a gold digger? I explained to her that I am only trying to find a different caliber of guy...and that it's just as easy to fall in love with a rich guy as it is a poor one. Why

Almost There.
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. I am almost to the next level, please help so I might post more pictures.Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe

Rock Girl Tia
ROCKGIRLTIA/TIACINDERS:FOUNDER SERENE BOMBERS tracey 'spudbaby angel of mercy .seren bombers ' 'VampireGirl: Seren Bombers' Richtee. Member of Brits on Tour Seren Bombers Roxanne 'ur2gd2betru1' Seren Bombers Canadian_Hottie..."Seren Bombers"'s PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS PLEASE DROP BY CONTEST RATE AND VOTE FOR ME COULD DO WITH SOME HELP THANKS

To My Friends...
Confusious say; Man who stand on toilet, high on pot just wanted to let u know i changed my profile info. just some insight to who i really am...so here it is First let me say hey to my friends and let them know yes my shit in this particular space has changed but im still the fun lovin moron u grew to love, or at least tolerate…lol.. Im not going to hit on woman just because you have nudie pics. Im an artist and appreciate the female form without wanting to f*ck it. I could use friends not ex-f*ck buddies, I have enough of them. What I do need is friends that I can open up to and get honest feedback from. They can expect the same. Imagine that, a male point of view without the opportunism that usually follows. Yes that’s a big reason we listen, if youre hot, we wanna be there in case you put out. Any man that says that’s wrong is probably trying to get into your pants right now. And no im not playng the sensitive role to get laid either. That is a tired idea. I enjoy dee

Random
TIME GETS BETTER WITH AGE I learned that I like my teacher because she cries when we sing "Silent Night". Age 5 I learned that our dog doesn't want to eat my broccoli either. Age 7 I learned that when I wave to people in the country , they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9 I learned that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up again. Age 12 I learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14 I learned that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15 I learned that silent company is often more healing than words of advice.. Age 24 I learned that brushing my child's hair is one of life's great pleasures. Age 26 I learned that wherever I go, the world's worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29 I learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 30 I learned that there are people who l

Annoyances
This site needs a more advanced search then just "who's on TAP", gender, pic/no pic, and distance from zip code! People who stop by my page/blog and don't say 'hi'! People who rate less than 10! (and for some reason, it's almost ALWAYS a chick! Wassup with that?) Slow connection speeds, viruses/worms and the like (get alot of those from here), plus hard drive overload!

Temps Thinkin Out Loud.....
You are the light in my eyes when i wake to a new day You are that shining sun i see through a clouded haze You are the reasons that i do everything in my life You are my reasoning, my love, my life lead to right You were just a little girl when everything changed You were too young to know why your daddy was estranged But you never once doubted me, or lost your faith in us You were always that smiling face and you never lost your trust You will always and forever be my number one girl As years do pass your hair will straighten from the curls Your wisdom and your intelligence are so way beyond your years I can share with you so much, my hopes and dreams, my life , my fears Because the bond that i have with you, my once baby girl Is that you and your brother are all that matters in this world To see your faces when i come to spend some time You have no idea of the love that blossoms knowing your mine So proud that the past hasn’t hindered the young lady you;ve

My Blog
As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, ge

Story Of My Life
BLAH! FIND ME A REASON TO SMILE AND MAYBE I WILL!!!! Yep Im MIA. Have been for months. Im rarely on here anymore. Few contact me here so Ive just taken a step back. When yall wanna talk, you know where to find me. So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in

Back In The States
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt. I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states

Read Me And Find Out
Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. fuck dumbass guys. 2. fuck mustangs!!!!!!!!! 3. fuck frogs 4. fuck you. 5. fuck 1% milk 6. fuck your mom! [inside joke] 7. fuck really sharp knives 8. FUCK US AIRWAYS!!!! 9. Fuck working at a job you despise... 10.Fuck Salt! 11.Fuck the drama 12.Fuck me (yeah i said it) 13.Fuck the Valley... 14. Fuck work 15. Fuck this 16. FUCK DUMB ASS GIRLS WHO CANT GET THEIR OWN MEN! 17. FUCK JENNA!!!!!!!!!!! 18. FUCK INSECURE PPL 19. FUCK WHOEVER WROTE #17!!!! 20. FUCK HER IN THE BUTT!!! (inside joke) 21. Fuck the police! 22.FUCK PEOPLE WITH NO TRUST !!!! 23.FUCK what you heard! 24.F*U*C*K* MY CAR BEING A P.O.S. 25. fuck not having any money to buy the new linkin park cd!!!!! 26. fuck this fuck list 27. Fuck Gangsters 28. Fuck you and your motherfuckin mama. 29. Fuck snitches 30.Fuck me 31. Fuck stupid blonde russian bitches who disrespect while here on a visa. 32.Fuck who started th

Just Blogs
Handcuffed and shackled being lead down the hall Sterile room, gurney waiting Strapped in ready to go knowing im gonna meet my maker soon Last words saying im sorry Hoping for a call that never comes Eyes closing, lethel drugs running into my veins Time to sleep Closing my eyes forever 5 mins and what seemed like a lifetime i hurt bleed and should have died i made a terrible mistake ten years ago and ive spent what seems like a lifetime paying for it maybe now i know the reasons why i havent died as the lord know i should b dead havent heard of many people surviving hitting a concrete wall in excess of 100 mph like i did on thanksgiving eve 2003 with no selt belt on and live to tell about it i was in my own hell and didnt care who i hurt or not my mother bless her somehow has still put up with me and the hell i put her through ive lived through a personal hell of not seeing my kids for over 9 years and because of a sudden burst of rage i have spent the last 9 pl

Ya know,it makes my heart plum proud ta see so many people out ta celabrateour country's birthday,yes sireee! Even when ole mother naturetries ta dampen things up a might,folks still got out and wavedtheir flags.Even magot inta the spirit a thingsthis year - took it on her own self ta some celabratin' out on the farm.Yup she bought some flags and streamers ,rounded up some of the youngens from the neighberin farms and some how some how got her hands on some fire works.I gotta tell folks ,it aintever good when ma's got gun gunpowder!still, she did a right fine jobsertin eveything up. the whole day went off without a hitch,That is until the sun went down and it was time fer the entertainment..Reckon se'd been watchen'the tv and figured she she had to handle cause she set lilin' those ole crackers up real neat like-almost like she new what she was doing'. The rest of us were mighty impressed.We hunkered downon the edge of the driveway and could hardly wait.Ya know that ole womenhad bin

Angel
I have been thinking about my life the choices I have made. All of us makes choices in our lives bout are the choices we make the right one always. It is true that we do not make the right choice everytime but what is more important is how we see it. I have come to learn to see things in a more poitive way and take things as they come. What is the point of crying or telling yourself how sad your life is. I have learned tolook at life in a more positive way, like having a loving family who loves me no matter what or having a boyfriend who would do anything to make you happy. It could be just the feeling of knowing that I have food to eat everyday and a roof over my head, small things which I have not noticed so much because of my negligence. Life does have its share of sorrows but with that comes its share of happiness as well. God will never give us heartache or problems which we cannot handle and all the things that happens in our life happens to us only because we can handle it

It Is What It Is
I smile as I slide the blade through my already bleeding flesh. Do I look insane to you? Fuck you. Let me enjoy this moment. This is my one luxury. I crave this pain. I watch as the blood puddles on the floor, such a beautiful red. The more it hurts, the more I am able to relax. This will only last a few moments and then I will be left with nothing but the scars, but for those few blissful minutes, all is okay in my world. How did it come to this? How did my world just fall apart in a matter of moments? Everyone expects me to be okay...how can they not see the look in my eyes? How can they not see my pain? What right do they have to tell me to "suck it up"? Fuck them. My world is destroyed, completely, and they want me to be okay? I can't do this anymore...I won't do this anymore. You have no right to ask me to. Just let me go. Let me find my peace. I sway to the melodic beat of the madness. It never leaves me. It is who I have become. I reach out to touch it,

Please Read
hwy whats up everyone...i don't have a computer any more so its hard for me to get on here so if anyone wants to get in touch with me especially if your in the fayetteville area heres my new number (910) 476-5440 i'm lookin for some ladies in the fayetteville area that would like to meet up and have some fun, maybe let me suck their toes and lick their pussy...serious ladies only, no bullshit...send me a msg if your interested my computer hasn't been working so if you sent me a msg or comment or friend request i'm sorry it took so long to get back to you, any way i'll be online any chance i get but if you would like to get in touch with me especially if your in fayetteville nc my cell number is (910) 527-6736, just send me a txt msg and i'll reply

Abused Pitbulls, That Dont Deserve To Be Hurt!!!
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Stuff I Like.
I would like someone to morph ONLY the dragon into me if this is possible. either of these will work As most of you know, I am into Dragons of all kinds, I currently own 5 right now. Still looking for the elusive winged one though... LOL But you all also know that I am just a big gamer kid and love to play vid games, unfortunately I only own a PS2, I watched the show today about Halo 3 and that was enough to hook me. Here is where the problem begins, I am living on a very low VA disability and can't buy one outright from a store. (hint hint hint) an early Christmas present would be the best-est thing since sliced bread and bologna... OK, groveled enough....lol hugzzzz y'all I know that they weren't a part of this family here, but I needed to share with you all the loss of some very dear friends of mine and ask for you all to give thier kids and family the strength to go on. Larry and Jacque Callaway (Crutchfield), 49, of Queen Creek were tragically ta

Poems That I Have Written
How can you hurt me? you tell me that you love me Im very special to you too you chose to hurt me even though you dont realize you are doing it we are together then you fall for someone other than me and expect me to let it happen and never mind how much you hurt me doing this As I love you thinking that it will fade and we be back as before and pray you will realize that you made a mistake But then life happens and now you are no longer in my life in person as you told me that I will be joining you in a few weeks but am I? I wonder as I know you attacked me and and throw my love in my face how and why do you want to hurt me? Best friends Friends for a short time We talk about things that seem so easy for us like we know each other for years You are there for me as I am here for you You are so caring, sweet When I need to vent I know you are there with a shoulder to cry on or be a sounding board or give me advice if I need it I

Lil One's Poetry
Broken dreams, Embittered trust. These things are, Never a must. Family first, Is what you said. But that thought, Was shot down dead. There for me, You always were. But now I know, That times a blurr. My best friend, My cousin dear. I hope you've listened, I hope you hear. Because of you, I'd had no fear. But now I'm not sure, I wish it were clear. One day I hope, You'll go to normal. But then again don't, Go to formal. Fond of you, I'll always be. But my trust in you, Was broken by three. How can life, Be so unfair? I wish I could see, You standing there. Your gorgeous eyes, And wonderful smile. Could be seen for more, Than 10 country mile. I can't wait for, Us to meet. Dare I believe, This more than a dream. I long to hold, Your hand in mine. And kiss you, Each and every night. Past lives that seem, To Coincide. Could you be the one, To righten my life? She raises her head, And looked around. Her

Fasty Mcnasty
I sit cooking in a cauldron of frustration At the thought That I will never have you. I keep digging, and digging, And all I find is a rock What garden do I imagine to landscape? Why won’t this hopeless love just die? I toss and turn in my sweat-socked bed Burning with unrequited desire Going mad, insane, crazy, round the bend, going nuts: Yet you sleep soundly, unbothered. Why this curse? Oh wretched love, why did you ever come? When I express my soul to you, You freak Turn away. Is my love too much? Then you built this wall with solid bricks of disbelief. And now I punch hard with my fist To make a window. Yesterday, I thought today, was vain. It was clear, I could hear, it was plain. Inside my mind, I could not find, it was cold. But I thought of you, yes it's true....."I fold, I fold!!!" As my lips could not speak, I got weak, but you knew. My hands cound not say, but I May, I still love you. But as it is known, that while

A Few Thoughts
Sometimes he removes her walls not to free her but to show her how much he cares When he sees her want to run he watches and waits because she will return if it is where she is to be When she runs so far she is lost He will be her beacon to find her way back _______________________________________________ Written by Restrictive ... I am glad my blog inspired you to write this ... it is a wonderful honor to have you finish off what I couldn't ... Thank You :-) For you I'd make the world turn, For you my heart will always yearn. For you I'd give my life at will, For, you are the one who makes my heart stand still. Without you, my life is dull, Your smile warms my deepest soul. Your laugh is like a thousand bells, And when you laugh... my heart doth swell. For every wave that finds the shore, My heart loves you a thousand times more. For every bird that sings it's song, My love for you grows deep and strong. Always and forever, I'll love you till I die,

Anyone???
ok, i am a part of vampirefreaks, myspace and on here on cherrytap. and i am looking for my other half. i am kinda picky on who i am looking for. for example. man the more i think about, i used to be so openminded when it came down to relationships. they have to have piercings and tatts and have a big ass or big breasts...lol. tatts and piercings turn me on. they have to be gothy. thats a must. anything else i can think of, ill add more. ok, so tonight was a bad night. i had my ex calling me and stuff. telling me someone did a number on her and she was crying. then she changed her mind and wanted me to come over tonight. i was already at someone's house using the pc. does the fucking gsmes ever end??? im so tired of it. i loved her. i still do. but EVERYONE i have met online has/had played games. im so tired of this heart i have. this romantic heart of mine... by the way, im feeling so damn suicidal...cause of this bullshit

Family
IF U WERE KILLED TOMORROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL CUZ ID B N JAIL 4 KILLIN DA MOTHA FUKER THAT KILLED U! ..._...|..____________________, , ....../ ..---___________----_____|]=D ...../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/ .....), ---.(_(__) / ....// (..) ), ----" ...//___// ..//___// .//___// WE TRUE HOMIES WE RIDE TOGETHER WE DIE TOGETHER

Blind Guardian - Follow The Blind Album Lyrics (1989)
High in the sky where eagles fly Morgray the dark enters the throne Open wide the gate friend the king has come Blow the horn and praise the highest lord Who'll bring the dawn he's a new god in the palace of steel Persuade the fate of everyone The chaos can begin let it in [Lead:Andre] [Bridge:(Kai Hansen)] So many centuries, so many gods We were the prisoners of our own fantasy But now we are marching against these gods I'm the wizard, I'll change it all [Ref:] Valhalla - Deliverance Why've you ever forgotten me [2x] [Solo:Andre] Magic is in me I'm the last magic man Never found what I was looking for Now I found it but it's lost The fortress burns Broken my heart I leave this world All gods are gone [Bridge:(Kai Hansen)] So many centuries, so many times We were the prisoners of our own fantasy But then we had nothing to lead our lives No no we didn't play with our time [Ref:] Valhalla... [By Fred Fassert] In deserts I was preaching The ha

Vamp1964
My life is good and I could not be happier right now.I am in love with the most BEAUTIFUL woman in the world. I have never had anyone show me so much love in my life.I can feel in her touch,her kiss,I see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice.I don't know what I did to deserve her but I'm sure glad I did it.Just what to say I love you Nancy!Thank You for loving me and letting me love you! Hi everyone, Well I know I have not been on here much but I have had other things to do!!!! I went to WVA.with my sweetheart for a few days and OMG it was beautiful there. I had the best time of my life.Spent some time with my soon to be new mother-in-law!We have one more day off and then it back to work again.But I have really enjoyed our time off together.Talk to everyone later! Just want to let everyone know I have not forgotten any of you. I have a new girlfriend and well need I say more??? I will be stoping in for time to time. Everyone take care and much love to all. Later

Native American Poems
If I have left a memory, and my name is called, do not weep, For i am with you in full spirit, I do not sleep. Dancing with the eternal winds that blow, i am the diamond glint in the fresh autumn snow. When gentle sunlight dancing on ripened grain field, Or a warm autumn rain that deep in your heart you felt. When you awaken in the morning silent hush, let me be your swift uplifing rush. Like a quiet bird in high circling flight, And the warmth of a soft summer night. Do not think of our days lost, with tears that cared But remember our joys and all the love we shared. The years past has made a mark deep into my soul, I have been taught to be graceful turning old. I have no regrets for the life i have lived or what i have done. I put myself equal to others, but second to none, And always holding the great spirit as nimber one... Cherokee Rose ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She goes by the name of Cherokee Rose. A symbo

Just Because ........
A young lady got into a terrible car accident. Her face was burned terribly. The doctors couldn't use any skin on her body to graft onto her face for reconstructive surgery. As a result, her husband offered the skin off his butt for the surgery. She had the surgery and was as beautiful after as she was before the surgery. One night she and her husband were watching TV when she broke down crying. "What's the matter?" her husband asked. She said "I can't believe you did this for me." Her husband hugged her and replied, "Don't worry about it, I love you, and I'd do anything for you." But how will I ever repay you?" she asked. With which he replied, "You don't need to repay me, you wouldn't believe the satisfaction I get every time I see your mom kiss you on the cheek." Jack and his friends were playing golf one Saturday. As they are getting ready to tee off, a guy walks up and asks if he can join them. The friends look at each other, look at the guy and say, "

Stuff!!
Over 800 cowboys hold a Professional Bull Rider membership. They are a diverse group with different backgrounds, origins, and personalities but all sharing the same goal…to ride a bull! But not just any bull. They strive to conquer the rankest bulls in the world and everyone knows you'll only find them at the PBR! It is the one place where each ride is a true test of man versus beast. Riders hail from vast parts of the world including: USA, Australia, Canada and Brazil. These cowboys have grown up in areas ranging from inner cities to farms and ranches. Their determination and will to succeed sets them apart from others. This sport is daring and dangerous; which requires a true competitor and driven athlete. In addition to the non-stop action, the unique team of bull riders keeps the sport going strong while making every second count! In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from

Just A Thought
Family * a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants. * a group of related things or people * a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together Ok so here are three definitions of the word family. I’m giving them because it seems that the majority of people have forgotten what the word means. When people love each, are friends with each other, and care what happens to them it’s considered a family. It isn’t strange, or weird. And above all it’s not a cult. Even on here we see Fu- marriages and families and no one thinks anything of it. So i ask what is the difference. No i’ll tell you, it’s reality, honesty, truth, honor, loyalty, and righteousness. Well that’s a few anyway. So people who can’t understand the simplest of concepts like family, need to step off and get a life in the real world for once and stop hiding on th

Noc's Poems
What if I walked up too you, and kissed you're moist and juciey lips, as my tongue slipped in you're mouth! as my hand grazed you're face couze'in you too moan! We stopped then looked at one and other we didn't say anything, but the deafening silence and my cascading thought's where all broken by looking up, and saying I shouldn't be doing this ! I reached down under her cloak and her panties where soaked! She took my hand and placed it on her breast's, her breast's where so firm, and her nipples prutruded nearly a full inch! Suddenly we went in too the bedroom ripping one and other's cloak off each other, then she placed her lip's lightly on mine, as I kissed her gentley then in an instant she pulled me down on the bed, I then turned her over and nibbled my way down too her soaked paint's as my teeth slowly pulled them off of her, as my head went between her leg's eatting each and every layer of her inner walls, the more I licked the mor

The Voice Of World Control
I have never, not once, ever lied to a friend on Fubar. Not ONCE. So it hurts, a lot, when a friend calls me a liar and blocks me without barely a word. I have spent a while worrying about them. They just had a medical procedure. Now they are back. And when they asked for my yahoo instant messenger address I gave it to them.. and then got back a message saying that "the name doesn't exist." Then I offer to try from my end and they say that I lied, and no thank you, and dropped me as a friend. So thats what friendship is worth. Hooray. I guess the fun of fubar is wearing thin. I am starting to question whether I should stick around at all. What is the point of "making friends" when really it's just people who want to see others naked so they rate em and fan em.. but never really anything else. WHat is the point of a social site where no one is.. social? I guess I need to decide. I am going to be honest here. First off, to all you women who have the balls, or lack the

Wolvespak Stuff
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You? Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird? Well I said in my last blog that I would keep you up to date on what was going on with me wanting to get a truck. After agreeing to look at cars, we did get a truck. I am happy now, but I am sure that I wil

R. I. P. ~ P.j.~
I have been away for a few days, but with good reason. My Brother died tragically in an auto accident on Wednesday June 6, 2007. He left three children ages 14, 12, and 4 so we have been scrambling to get things taken care of. Things are settling down a bit now, but I expect it to get ugly real soon! He had sole custody of his eldest (we were able to secure temporary custody of her but her Mother is going to make things hard) but was in the midst of a custody battle over his son, and his youngest is currently in the custody of her mother, who is a major addict doing nothing to improve her lot in life. PJ was trying to get custody of her as well. Both women have informed us that we will not be permitted to see the children. We will continue his fight, but it is going to be a long hard road. SHEPHERD PAUL V., JR. "P.J." Tragically on June 6, 2007, of Mt. Troy. Devoted father to Amber Marie, Justin Paul and Alexandra Tiara; son of Paul V. Shepherd, Sr. and Cheryl L. Beatty; brother of

Poems
What is love Is it that happy feeling Every time I'm with you Or is it when my heart hits the ceiling I've learned now That it is actually neither Love isn't what they say I can see love when he beats her I can see love in the pain That you inflict I see love when you lie to me Everything you do is easy to predict See love isn't a good feeling Its acutally all of the bad ones When some one says they love you... Be prepaired to be hurt! written June 27th. When no one is really there When I feel I've lost everything I remember that you truely care And realize that I have something When my life doesn't seem to matter You tell me you love me My tears seem to fade And I wish for better things to be Thank you for caring You seem to be the only one Thank you for sharing You make things better when my life comes undone! Written October 17, 2007 Deticated to Thomas I never said I was perfect It just goes to show I mess up every day This you shou

The Rogue's~kingdom Of Wolves
In The Beginning: The Final Days of The L.R.L.~Society of Wolves.After 2 Failed Merge Attemps an a Major takeover,for Wolferz of the Honorable Society of Wolves.Lord Wolf's Precious L.R.L. Society was Finished.He walked from the Ashes of Distruction. The Only Friend he had Left was FTW Lost Goth,Royal Elite Bomber.Deanna + Jeff,got close.2 Lost Souls with nothing but each other.Lord Wolf was Feared an most of Cherrytap hated him.Then the Kingdom of Wolves emerged 1st as Rogue Bombers. Then as Mercenary Bombers,Then others came to the Kingdom.Wolf Princess came with her Elite Bombers.She also offerd Love for Lord Wolf,an wanted a real Relationship.Lord Wolf Cared for Tami,but did not Love.Then Deanna got into Bad Car accident, Lord Wolf was beside himself,what would he do without his Precious Dedicated Personal Bomber.That was always by his side,Thats when Lord Wolf had a Revelation.He was Madly in Love with FTW Lost Goth.He Prayed to his Wolf Spirit,He even Prayed to God,a

Therapy
I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I don't want to deal with the sh*t I have to face. The stupid shit I deal with on a daily basis. I put myself in such deep denial so long ago about so many things that I think it actually f*cked my head up. Wow, maybe I am crazy. Everyone gets divorced these days. No biggie. Everyone's husbands are complete horrifying shitheads to them. Nothing new. Everyone's, every last relationship, hookup and even friendships never work out. What's new? Everyone, sooner or later, eventually leaves. I guess that is why they started saying "suck it up and drive on." I don't try hard to find the perfect man or the ever lasting love. IT's not even about that sh*t. Ha, yea ok. But hell, companionship with someone who does not drive me up the wall, is always a nice thing. Everyone has bullshit they have to face in life. I never try to make myself anyone's pity story or anything like that. I too, like everyone else, has some issues and bullsh*t to deal wi

Updates On Baby Kaleb
July 2 2007 Kaleb is still doing well. The first day after surgery he was wide awake and moving a whole bunch. But now he seems to be sleepy again. Josh and I seem to think it is a result of the Phenobarbital they have him on. This is a VERY Strong anti seizure medication. It slows EVERYTHING WAY DOWN. Other tahn that though he is very stable. He is no longer on a ventilator and is breathing great on his own. If he keeps this up, hopefully we will be going home soon. I can't wait until he is home. I have been able to hold him more lately. Yesterday when I was holding him he made a baby noise. I got so excited. There is not much more news as of right now. I am just praying that he doesn't get some kind of infection from the surgery. A lot of people are ridiculing me because I seem too "happy" and that I look "cold" in pictures because I am smiling. I AM happy. I am happy to see my little boy making progress. I am happy because I fully rely on God to make everythi

How To Make The World A Better Place
Have I ever thought of this before Did I ever look behind the door Have I ever tried to understand Did I listen to the other hand Have I ever tried to see Parts of you that aren't a part of me Did I ever really want to know Or am I just drifting with the flow Lead me to the angle of your life Let me see from there Lead me to the angle and I'll try To see the world from there Why is it that I'm so full of hate Why am I so dumb, but so afraid Have I ever tried to understand Did I listen to the other hand Why am I so dumb Why am I so blind So narrow-minded Why am I so dumb Lead me to the angle of your life Let me see from there Lead me to the angle and I'll try To see the world from there You ask if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have

You Can't Frame Me
So, my roommate, the guy I thought was going to go to jail? He's seriously considering killing himself. I tried talking him out of it, but he's determined. He started the conversation out with, "Do you think you and Damian could pay for this place all by yourselves?" to which I replied, "No, and if you're going to off yourself, it's a stupid idea." He misses Lisa and his kid so much, but he needs to realize that she is gone and she took their kid with her. She turned her back one hundred percent on him, and even though he feels like he's got nothing to look forward to, he can learn from the things he liked and didn't like about that relationship and use that knowledge to make it perfect. He won't listen to me, though. I told him, this is the lowest point in your life. Do you know what that means? You will get better. You WILL get better. He just shakes his head and says, no, it's easier just to think about the things I did wrong. I hate it when people come to me w

Mike And Roy Show Ct Contest
Sponsored by Roy. This is the Britney Spears Death Pool. The Cost is 100 Fu bucks. if Britney kicks the bucket in 2008 and you pick the day you could win a Fubar Happy Hour. When You Do the Fu Transfer Make sure you say which dates you want. Messages and dates will be placed on the board by a 1st come 1st serve and who emailed 1st. If someone beats you on getting a date and it cause their message beats yours. You will be asked to pick another date. No ReFunds! We will use your fubar Id# to mark the dates you buy. If you lose you account your SOL. since we can't know who everyone on fubar is and what their Id# is. Start Date is Feb 1st. Any Questions? Feb 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 March 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 April 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25

Today
When lost what does one do? One reaches out their hand. But at the other end of that hand what is it? What is the ultimate reason for what is at the end of that extended hand? Do you know? Do i know? Do you want to know? I dont think I do..... Okay now I really do not get it..... I have a pic on here of a chick with her lips stiched shut. I have had this on here since I signed on to this site and all of a sudden on Dec 8, 2008 they decide it is NSFW.... What is the deal... I have been a member for 2 years same photos and then all of a sudden things change??????? when did this pic become NSFW????? What the hell is going on with this site????? Is FUBAR going some where we really do not want it to??? REALLY. Think about it. One has to specify what tyoe of picture they are putting on here and then all of a sudden the status of it can change due to someones opinion of it. What if I thought some of everyone elses pics were NSFW???? ie.... GIRLS IN BIKINI TOPS???? SKIMPY TOPS????? G

Friends
I am touching base to let you all know I have been extremely busy lately, have not been on much at all I have a myspace account with friends on it , some may laugh but most of the people on it are people I really know in person. I am spending more time there lately If you happen to have a Myspace p[lease look me up i am sweetfox2007 there too ... The people here that have become dear to me know who you are and I love ya I will be back around here more when my life allows fore it myspace.com/sweetfox2007 Some care and umm well some dont give a furry rats ass but to those that do care .... Because of recent changes in my life I have not been able to invest the time to the family I was a part of ( which may I add made me sad) but I have met some awesome people that I love dearly As a result Of DSC on to 25 to Life. Even though I am not a part of any of the families by name I love many of the people I have met. I am trying to find balance and find time for Fubar

Everything
Body: Some Jerk-off from "Cali" wrote this shit and it took a real person from the Grand state of Illinois to offer the rebuttle---------- CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around

Poems
feeling like i dont belong wanting to disappear tired of this shit going on in my life the last few months the person i call mom is pushing me to the point of doing things i never want to do again but im so close to doing it and she doesnt realize it i feel like im losing losing the love of my life losing everything i want in my life losing everything i have worked for losing everything i have put up a fight for im tired of trying im tired of crying im tired of the restless nights im tired of the depression im tired of of everything i just want it to end..... 4/14/08 12:05 am Bridgette M Bailey i miss your voice i miss your touch i miss your kisses i miss your laugh i miss your smile i miss the way you hold me i miss wakin up and seeing you next to me i miss the late nite meals i would cook for you i miss the way you would comfort me when im upset i miss the constant tickling i miss you makin me laugh all the time this is so

Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

Quiz
1. Do you have a tattoo? no 2. How old are you? 52 3. Are you single or taken? single 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? both 5. Do you dream at night?sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse?yes 7.George Strait or Jay Z? Jay Z 8. How did we meet? fubar HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? live every day as thought it were your last 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? wouldn't change anything 11. Do you trust the police? depends 12. Do you like Country music? a little 13. What is your fondest memory of me? multiple 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? lose weight 15. Would you cheat ? no 16. What do you wear to sleep? briefs 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? yup 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? yes 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? many things

Wit And Wisdom
The song "America" is sung across America as one of the National Anthems. It was written by Reverand Samuel Francis Smith in 1832. It was first used at a children's fourth of July picnic in Boston. Lowell Mason discovered the tune in a collection of German melodies and recommended it to Rev. Smith. The music to "America" is the same as that of the British national anthem, "God Save the Queen." It is said that Henry Carey put the melody into its present form. Words are: My country, 'tis of thee, Sweet land of liberty, Of thee I sing; Land where my fathers died. Land of the Pilgrims' pride, From every mountainside Let Freedon ring. My native country, thee Land of the noble free-- Thy name I love; I love thy rocks and rills, Thy woods and templed hills; My heart with rapture thrills Like that above. Liberty Bell The Liberty Bell represents America's freedom. The Liberty Bell is located at the Liberty Bell Pavilion on Market Street between 5th and 6th Stre

Did You Know
Did You Know - March of 08 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "The basis of action is lack of imagination. It is the last resource of those who know not how to dream." ~ Oscar Wilde *March 6th - Michelangelo born in 1475 in Caprese, Italy. He was a Renaissance sculptor, painter, architect, and poet who exerted an unparalleled influence on the development of Western art. *March 9th - Daylight Saving Time Begins *March 10th - Eastren Orthodox Lent Begins *March 13th - Artist Hans Bellmer is born in Katowice, Silesia in 1902. He is noted for his drawings implying the passing of time. *March 15th - Fantastic painter and sculptor De Es Schwertberger (Book: Heavy Light) born in Gresten, Austria in 1942. *March 16th - Palm Sunday *March 17th - St. Patrick's Day *March 19th - Actor Bruce Willis (12 Monkeys & The Fifth Element) born in 1955 in Germany. *March 20th - Spring Equinox Begins *March 21st - Good Friday & B

Stuff
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. "You're not taking that old thing, are you?" Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. "I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!" "It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. "Thanks!" I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mom and the rest of my family, since we were in Colorado and they were in Illinois But that shirt help

Educational
Left Brain V Right Brain Test - The funniest videos are a click away The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise? If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it. LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities impetuous risk taking

Where I Have Been Lately
Ok people feel free to wrap your minds around this and give an opinion as i am beyond confused. Lets see where to start? Well two months ago i met a women that is actually awesome. Well she has had a ton of bad luck with guys so i have been patient but after two months i have gotten no where except over to watch a movie twice. Oh and a hug lol. She claims i am the greatest guy she ever met which at first made me happy as hell but as time goes on and she refuses to go any farther than a movie and a hug goodbye. I am starting to wonder if all my efforts are just a waste of time. I am really hoping not but well being the nice guy and actually respectful towards women i just might be a little to naive to realize i should just give up and move on. I am confused as hell and extremely frustrated. so go ahead and put in your 2 cents or just mail me a dollar lmao. ok what the hell is the deal i have recently had a few well to be honest disgusting people give me low ratings and what blows my

Bubba's Bored
http://www.friendsearch.com/my.friends/156529/dickforu/ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and l

Who Knows?
i don't have much time for fubar anymore, cuz i'm working 2 jobs and going to school. which is stressful, but hey, gotta bust your ass to get where you're going! i did, however, make time to get to the lamb of god concert in atlanta last wednesday. it was my first concert, and it was the SHIT. children of bodom kicked ass, too. i'm going to see no doubt/paramore in june, and hopefully, metallica in october. i've got some new tattoos, but no way to get pics up. oh well. can't please everyone. my computer is down for an unspecified bit due to some stupid malware program attaching itself in an unwanted fashion. >:( so that's why i haven't been on, and that's why i probably won't be on too much in the next few days. keep in mind that my birthday is coming up on the 22nd, so be prepared to love me. :) then please keep my two friends in your thoughts for a while. they just lost their 2-year old son wednesday night. i cannot imagine how this feels; i hope i never know. please remember th

Us Marines
What Is A United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a S

Friend Who Awesome And Make Id
Hey my friend he a great guy and he also make id go check him out and read his blog about getting a id made Later ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻OFFICIAL TEAM SHOCKER SECRETARY~ID MAKER~I.A.R. #35@ CherryTAP Hey my friend he a great guy and he also make id go check him out and read his blog about getting a id made Later ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻OFFICIAL TEAM SHOCKER SECRETARY~ID MAKER~I.A.R. #35@ CherryTAP Hey my friend he a great guy and he also make id go check him out and read his blog about getting a id made Later ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻OFFICIAL TEAM SHOCKER SECRETARY~ID MAKER~I.A.R. #35@ CherryTAP

Favorite Song Lyrics...
The Black crows - Seeing Things I find it hard to shed a tear You brought it all on yourself my dear Wrong, yes I may be Dont leave a light on for me cause I aint comin home It hurts me baby to be alone Yes, it hurts me baby A hundred years will never ease Hearing things I wont believe I saw it with my own two eyes All the pain that I cant hide And this pain starts in my heart And this love tears us apart You wont find me bent down on my knees Aint bendin over backwards baby Not to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first time, oh yeah Im seeing things for the first time In my life, in my life I used to dream Of better days that never came Sorry aint nothin to me Im gone and thats the way it must be So please Ive done my time Lovin you is such a crime You wont fine me down on, on my knees Wont fine me over backwards baby Just to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first

Life Without Them!!!!!
I was supposed to be going back to Mass in Sept but I just found out I have nowhere to live...My x is to busy to help me...What an asshole..So I'm stuck here in Hell!!!!!!!I need a change in my life so bad...I'm thinking of moving downstate to live with my bf but want to make sure its the right decision.....I just need to get out of the house I'm in and away from all the drama here...Hopefully things will work out for the best....... The Lost Soul, Susan aka Cleo I finally feel happy and loved....My bf is the best thing that has happened to me and he makes me feel so special and loved...I've never felt the way he makes me feel and feel like I'm a princess when we r together....I just hope I dont fuck this one up like I usually do cause I dont think I could handle losing him....Well just thought I'd let u guys know whats goin on in my life right now...Peace out!!!!!!! ive decided to move to Cheboygan with my bf.....My family will be pissed but he makes me happoer then ive ever been..

Random
A Japanese explanation about the small arrow on your computer monitor. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when you move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? The mystery is finally solved. Now, through the miracle of high technology, you can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes visible. Click on the link below and you will find out. The image may take a minute or two to download an d, when it appears , slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the magic of the arrow is revealed. http://www.1-click.jp/ Rules of living in the Houston area. Rules of Houston , H-Town, 3rd Coast, Bayou City , The Dirty 3rd, or whatever you wanna call it... 1. You must learn to pronounce the city name. It is "Hue-stun," not "Ewe-stun", or "house-tun" Oh yea, the street is pronounced "San Phil-ee-pay" not "San Phil-eep" ( San Feli

My First Blog
Now , I only live 3.5 mi. from work...so this is not that hard for me...(unless it rains, then I can't work anyway...LOL) I bought a "cheap" bike from "Walmart" for $60 and change...then I had to buy a seat that didn't make my butt feel like the next experiment for freezing until the future comes around with a cure..for what ever ales me..LOL Then one day after the purchase, the back tire went flat! If you have never changed a tire on the back of a bike, then you have not lived...LOL! I got that taken care of ..then guess what? The front tire went flat as well! Fuck...............I remember the trials and tribulations from my youth that go with a bike, but never in my entire life did I have 2 flats in one day! So , I guess the moral to this story is , "You get what you pay for...!" I know, waa, waa, waa! Oh, well, life goes on and I won't have to pay $ 2.89 for a gallon of gas!....LOL So, FUCK THE OIL COMPANIES I will get it figured out! (please reply!) Here is t

Depressed Christopher
Today I learned that someone or something out there in the universe is determined to make sure I never know true happiness for any longer then a brief micro-second. I said I was happy Monday and today I learned that one of my best friends died. So, this always happens. Every time I think things start going my way something bad happens. So I ask you, what the bloody point of it all? This only proves that my dreams will remain unfulfilled and any chance of happiness will always allude me. So what is the point? I had to delete my lounge because nobody joined it. It was costing me 250 fubucks a week to keep it up for nothing. Plus it cost me 500 fubucks to create it in the first place, so that's 1,000 fubucks I won't be seeing again. Thank you so much for being such caring friends who find me "attractive" for making me waste my money and time. Why I don't just end it all is beyond me, it's clear by how many people who want to have sex with me that I have nothing to live for and t

Poems (please Read And Rate)
Daddy I know you may never see this, but I miss you. I sit and cry every day, worried about you. I know your not doing so good. You have some health problems. But daddy I pray for you. I pray that one more time, I will get to be with you, Daddy, Its been so hard without you near I dont understand why its this way. Its been rough in my life. I need you back. Daddy, I want you to know I love you. The past is the past. Everynight i talk to Tec, I tell him that I love you. We have a future ahead, let the past go. I really miss you daddy! But for now I must go, Love Your Baby Daughter, DJ! To My Son, I Love You I feel so fortunate to have you for a son I love your bright face when we talk seriously about the world I love your smile when you laugh at the inconsistencies in the world I love your eyes when you are showing emotion I love your mind when you are discovering newideas and creating dreams to follow Many people tell me that they cannot talk to their c

Poetry
Sitting tryin to think, visions of you make me weep. Watching you hurting all alone, all i can do is be on the phone. Listening to you cry in my ear, wanting to hold you near . Not knowing where thing are going, yet the emotions are flowing. Wanting to be with you through it all, not wanting to watch you fall. Sometimes I still sit and cry. At night I lie and wonder why. He took you up to a new place, to share with him in his space. Although you are better now. I still don't understand how. You left without even a goodbye, now you know why I cry. My eyes still fill with tears, as I look on into the years. Your voice I can remember, though not always tender I know you loved us all, but my heart is still dull. Parents are forever true, because they will always love you. You might not see this as you go on, but you will when they are gone. It was a hot summer night The moon full and bright Your body surrounding mine I lost all track o

No Category
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .... I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancée is still a virgin, in every way". The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willard in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, and taped it all together; .. an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She says, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, "Look at this, .....still in the CRATE I rear-ended a car a few days ago. It was a REALLY bad day! The driver got out of the o

A Place To Call Home
Hmmm..oddest thing...a blast from the past rolled into my driveway today...asking me about my mustang...lol...Loren Wells....we had a nice chat....He asked about what everybody from my past was doing....I told him I really didnt know....We talked about the way people live their lives nowdays and things that need to be changed and about God....Was pleasent....Not the druged out Loren I use to know....Im happy to see that there is hope out there for everybody after seeing him....So God Bless....be kind and remember....God does love you....even though you dont think he doesnt hear your prayers...he does... OK...This guys rates my pics today...ok...well..he says its his bday so I thought I would be kind AND rate his page...well when I did...it said ERROR and deducted 1,000 points from me...JERK...he is cameraguy1976.....Dont talk to him or go to his page...Other than that...In a good mood.... ....Just letting mu gang know I wont be posting mums for atleast 7 days...Got flagged....so...Ill

I Love You
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start I lay unadorned for you Desnudo... Descubrir... My beating heart fueled The touch of lyrical lips, fall upon lovers skin. --Inscribe your dreams-- I wait longing for you Esperar... Mariposa... My emotions taste your words Fingertips, found your heart, grasping to make you feel. --Holding on to this reality-- I alone; breathing; beating (heart) Si para el uno... Embracing love; taking --my love-- My precious, mi pricioso Pursue "this" reality... ...exhale. ~*For thoes who need it translated*~ I lay una

"i Am A Witch"
I found this letter in a wicca group that I belong to online. I thought it was very powerful and wanted to share it with you. Those of you who would like to add this to your book, feel free. Blessings. Author Unknown. (If anyone knows the author of this letter, let me know, as I would like to give credit where credit is due.) Thanks. I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world, and there are people w

Redneck
Dear Mull, I am rightin' this here letter slow as I know ya cain't read fast. Me and my wife and the kids and 6 dogs went and moved last week. I took the house numbers with us so we don't have to do one of them there address changes. I got me a good job here. I finally got to be a pilot. I work for Daniel's Tree Service. They cut the wood and I pilot. Things here are about the same. We took Grandma to the doctor so she could get Grandpa some of them Viagra pills. She slipped them into his coffee so he wouldn't know. He went crazy. He grabbed her and ripped her clothes off right there in front of all us. He throwed everything off the table and kept taking her over and over again. Grandma said the sex was great but she is upset that the people at McDonalds said we couldn't come back no more. I went whorse back riddin' the other day. I'm lucky to be alive. That whorse took off and I almost fell off. I was hangin' on for my life and screamin' my head off. I don't know what I'd don

Angel
NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO PUT MUSIC IN A LONGUE AND TEACH ME PLEASE I AM BEGGING 4 HELP.. THANKS ANGEL HELL LONGUE ANGEL People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you w

Lyrics I Like
Another Song Parody - This one based on Shaun Cassidy's "That's Rock 'n' Roll" - Enjoy! *********** Well I was surfing the web from home When a friend messaged me on my phone It was a website They said to try out. Its called Fubar. So I set upMy account Became a fan and rarely log out Cause I enjoy it, While in the Blast Box When at Fubar.

Native American Tribes
Language: Blackfoot, or Siksika, is an Algonquian language spoken by 8000 people in southern Alberta and northern Montana. The two main dialects are called Pikanii and Siksika Blackfoot. Many children are still learning Blackfoot, but the language is currently undergoing linguistic shift, with 'Old Blackfoot' being spoken by older generations and 'New Blackfoot' being spoken by younger ones. People: The Blackfoot Nation really consists of four distinct Blackfoot nations, who share a historical and cultural background but have separate leadership: the Siksika (which means Blackfoot), the Akainawa (also called Kainai or Bloods), the Pikanii (variously spelled Piikani, Pikani, Pikuni, Piegan, or Peigan), and the Blackfeet Nation. The first three nations are in Alberta, Canada, and the fourth is in Montana. ("Blackfeet," though the official name of this tribe, is actually a misnomer given to them by white authorities; the word is not plural in the Blackfoot language, and some Black

You Are
"It is a 110 yards from the 'E' ring to the 'A' ring of the Pentagon. This section of the Pentagon is newly renovated; the floors shine, the hallway is broad, and the lighting is bright. At this instant the entire length of the corridar is packed with officers, a few sergeants and some civilians, all crammed tightly three and four deep against the walls. There are thousands here" "This hallway, more than any other is the 'Army' hallway. The G3 offices line one side, G2 the other, G8 is around the corner. All Army. Moderate conversations flow in a low buzz. Friends who may not have seen each other for a few weeks, or a few years, spot each other, across the way and renew." "Everyone shifts to ensure an open path remains down the center. The air conditioning system was not designed for this press of bodies in this area. The temperature is rising already. Nobody cares." "10:36 hours: The clapping starts at the E-Ring. That is the outermost of the five rings of the Pentagon and is

Story
Hello all... Found out i have a hidden talent for writing erotic stories lol i write one part each day..decided to post it on here...let me know what you guys think k? Make sure you read them in order lol peace ~cin i wake up to hearing soft voices from the other room...i yawn and stretch a bit trying to doze back off a bit before Master comes to wake me. i sigh realizing i cant. 'Master must have our evening company over already" i think to myself i start to sit up and realize Master has been watching me and most likely heard my thoughts to myself. he simply smiles and me and stands. "rest well pet"? i nod "yes my Master, this one thanks Master for allowing her to rest" he nods and stands slowly walking over to me "you are right pet" he grins knowing i know he read my thoughts "we do have company over this evening" i nod and smile again.."how shall this one dress Master"? he grins "as you are pet" i blink and gaze at him "well..almost as you are" he reaches forward and places a t

How Many U Done??
10 layers of me [[..THESE ARE THE 10 LAYERS OF ME..]] LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: kristen Birth date: august 6, 1987 Birth place: new bedford Current Location: gulfport Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: brunette Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Leo LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: french and english Wut Shoes Did You Wear Today: Flip flops Your weakness: eating what im suppose to Your fears: spiders, and ne kind of bugs Your perfect pizza: chesse Goal you'd like to achieve: get a degree in early childhood LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW: Your most overused phrase: ur funny Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?? Your best physical feature: ive been told my eyes and smile Your bedtime: when i can fall asleep Your most missed memory: my friends and family in mass LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: diet coke McDonald's or Burger King: neither cant eat there ne more Single or group dates: both

Attention Mummers.
A I posted earlier. One of my MUMMs was flagged NSFW then deleted. Followed by a week of banishment from the MUMM until I frakin beg Scrapper for my privileges back which I totally think is BS. Especially because some non-saluted hater can slam my shit and screw me for a week when I'm a paying VIC. OH, well on to new news. This bulletin passed my way yesterday...... How they killed the Mumms. Just saw this. Yes, good idea. Yes, they are killing this place. I might comment more, but will hold for now. With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments f

B's Blogin' Again
There is nothing a man loves more then when a woman/women tell him he is a good friend or such a nice guy. If your a man and you hear something like that from a woman that you have been trying to date or whatever it's like having you dick cut off.There you are trying to spend time with her, doing things you think she may like, putting your self out there showing her how you feel and she says, "you a really nice guy" or "you such a good friend to me" now there you are in the friend zone, one step above the gay guy that does her nails. Thats why you can't really do nice things for women. I feel like they want you to treat them like shit, I have a friend that slaps the shit out of his girlfriend every few week and she keeps talking about how much she loves him and how she hopes he never leaves her, it's not like she is ugly and couldn't better then him, shes hot and they have been together for 3 years. But i take a woman out to some place nice to eat maybe a movie then a bar or for coffee

~ Are These People Stupid? Crazy Or What? ~
Unbelievable Snowboard Run He watch this old rally race for the 70's notice nobody has on any helmets,, fire suits nothing, sunday best clothes lol @ 57 sec watch the guy on the bike lose it in the dirt, back on the road then back into the dirt again lol @ 1:50 watch the VW and when it spins it throws the guy outta the door, so much for seat belts lol @ 3:27 watch the IDOT in the VW convertible with passengers in the car race in and almost losing it lol First of LOOK at how steep that is? Oh and i just can't believe what happened. Talk about LUCKY?

Recipes-entree-ish
Beef Steak 2 lb Round steak 3 tb Oil 4 Lemon slices 3 md Sliced onions 2 Cloves minced garlic 1/2 c Flour 1 cn Beef bouillon 1 cn Beer 3 tb Brown sugar 1 Tbspparsley flakes 2 ts Thyme Salt and pepper to taste 1 oz To 8 oz cooked broad noodles -or 2 cups cooked rice GARNISH: Green pepper slices, fresh -parsley and cherry tomatoes Cut steak into serving size -pieces. Brown on both sides -in 3 tb Oil to which you have added -lemon slices. Place steak in pan large enough in which to bake it. Layer onions and garlic over meat. Sprinkle flour over top. Now combine bouillon, beer, sugar, parsley flakes, thyme, salt and pepper. Pour over steak and bake uncovered in 325 degree oven for 3 hours. Serve over cooked broad noodles or cooked rice. Garnish with green pepp

Eh What Ever.
Take the Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz Got informed by my overnight Asstant Manage last week that I was being made full time. Just signed the paper work for it lastnight. I am now full time at work. Yay for me. This is basicaly a just because. Was invited by GuardienAngel1980 to joine Fubar. I decided to take her up on it, lol. That and I have see her coming here a few times and it looked intresting. Yes I know her in person. She happens to be the mother of my 2 children and is a very good friend as well. Any ways I do hope to have some fun and make some friends. I would have to say if you are curious about me just to ask for the most part I would cosidere my self a unique individual with some excentric qualities but that is my own opinion, lol. Any ways hears hoping.

Lol
· JACKASS re-rated you a '2' from a '1'! 1 min ago Nice shout this morning... ~ Cathy~ ...: hi hun if you like fan and add me youll have access to my pics, thanks Just trying to get people away from Drew's blog.

Just For The Fun Of It!!!!!
Delete the other person's first name and repost this with the title "What does your first name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen. FUBAR NAME: D: You Are Great in bed J : People Adore you. C : You are really silly. R : Easy to fall in love with. A : You like to drink. Z.: Always remembered Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. M : Best kisser ever. O: Awesome kisser. M : Best kisser ever. REAL NAME: K:your wild and crazy E: Awesome in bed L: You Are Great in bed L: You Are Great in bed Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You Are Great in bed E: Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you. K:your wild and crazy L: You Are Great in bed M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P

The Disclaimer
What a day. I came home after 5 days out messing around. House was ok, no one broke in, but I left alot of lights on and the tv blaring, so I feel kinda bad about the environment and the dead dinosaurs coal that got burned on that account.. I went into the kitchen and noticed a peculiar oder and traced it with a clever nose to the microwave which produced a chili covered bowl of nachos I meant to eat before I went out five days ago. Not being the man I once was I decided not to eat them and but thought maybe some critter outside might still make good use of the meal. So I grabbed some latex gloves and headed to a spot in the yard that was far enough away from the house to deliver the savory dish. I found some sandalwood incense and some bleach setting to rectify things, only to notice the neighbors dog partaking of the nachos. A few seconds later he was on his back and sporadically kicking his legs. I rushed out the door and grabbed a lawn chair forgetting my ice cold te

Thanks!
check it out gotta a friend in a 4 day bombin contest..... need my peepz friend family & fan to give him some extra luvn ... he'll return them.... HIT HIM UP :p:p:pBooooYaahhhh:P:P:P (Spankers members if u hav any extra time plx help him out ) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLease bomb me contest ends sept 22nd at midnight central time contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time . (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME' on '2007-09-18 22:17:08') (repost of original by '¶Kéa£aßøÎ' on '2007-09-18 22:19:19') (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME' on '2007-09-18 23:54:02') (repost of original by '*~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* H.T.A.' on '2007-09-19 00:07:46') (repost of original by 'Riot Girl -KKs Lovah- Spyders Shawty -UG Brat-' on '2007-09-19 01:38:14') (repost of original by '¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE

Pimping Friends
please comment bomb my wonderful friends pic for this contest Each of these nice people need 50,000 comments to win their own happy hour in Stephanies contest...so bomb them...O ya..and help steph and BBG find her gerbil please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ #################################### $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% IM WITHDRAWING FROM THE CLEAVAGE CONTEST..FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW MY 14 YR OLD DAUGHTER IS IN TREATMENT...FOR SEVERE BEHAVIOR PROBLEMS...I JUST GOT BACK FROM MY 1ST APT WITH THE SHRINK...AND I REALLY NEED TO DEVOTE MY TIME TO HER DR'S APTS AND VISITING HRS WITH HER....SO...THANKS FOR EVERY ONES HELP UP TO THIS POINT..BUT I JUST CANT DEVOTE THE TIME NEEDED FOR THIS...I HOPE EVERY ONE UNDERSTANDS...

Lung Cancer
My dad was diagnosed with Stage Lung cancer in Nov .06'..after being missed diagnosed with Tuberculosis.He lost 40 lbs with the meds they gave him his weight when he was diagnosed with cancer 98 lbs. During that time he lived in Houston Tx. with no family with him ..so I moved him up here to be with me and my brother in Feb 07.. April of 07 my grandfather passed away from Leukemia , which was unbearable for me...and then in May my husbands uncle passed..So at this moment I'm kinda in a numb state ..I received a call earlier from my brother ..He had taken my dad up for his hematologist appt. We received news that his cancer which had already spread to his liver has now grew in size and now he has a tumor in the pericardium of the heart and another in his other lung. Stage 4 in cancer means it has spread to other parts of the body, in my dads case it was his lung and liver he has had 5 rounds of chemo and now we have been told it has spread further. I was devastated by the news .We had

Poems
*Written by Me* My brother is one of many Heroes Who fight to keep us Free Giving the ultimate sacrifice if need Be Never hesitating to do what needs to be Done He has been trained to protect and Serve Always putting his country above all We dont always get along but i still love Him To me, he is just an older Brother To his country, he is a Solider But to some he is a true Hero I have lost my smile some where in the mist of the nights. Have you seen it, It was the one that would make my world shine bright?? I look for it in every great day but no matter how far i get it just runs away. I use to smile and be so happy but now I`m all dried out and nothing is happening. I feel as if my world has fallen and i am no where to be found what ever you do if you see it make sure you cherish it because I have trouble to seem to. IN MY SHYNESS In my shyness . . . At times I retreat to my "shell," Clinging to the security of being alone. In my shyness . . .

On A Lighter Note...
New cpu...$1199 Internet service...$50 Gettin back 2 fubar...priceless I'll b back n about a wk,guyz. Peace...xox YES I KNOW-AND I APOLOGIZE...ITZ OFFICIAL,MY PAGE IZ A MESS-TOTAL REDESIGN CUMMIN,PROB 2MORROW!SO SHOW ME LOTZ OF LUV CUZ IM GOIN 2 NEED THE MOTIVATION,LOL!!! AS 4 NOW,IM ON MY WAY 2 A SHOW-LOCAL MUSIC SCENE N THIS BURG IZ SUPRISINGLY GUD,SO IM GONNA GO ROCK THE FUCK OUT AND I WILL C U GUYZ LATER ON.HAVE A GR8 NITE LOVED 1'Z AND FUBARIANZ N GENERAL.pEACE...XOX Hello kiddies,itz me again just when u thought it wuz safe 2 go online,lol! Well ur all still semi-safe since my time and capability 2 really hangout here much iz severely limited,but at least im able 2 pop n 4 quick visitz now.Thought id warn ya,lol! xox

Help
what do u do if u hit the wrong button on ur messages i was trying to just delete messages and accidently hit block sender please help i need to get it unblocked as soon as possible HEY FUBAR I WAS JUST WONDERING IF WE WERE GOING TO HAVE A HAPPY HOUR TODAY, I WOULD LOVE TO BE ON IT BUT U KNOW HOW IT GOES WHEN U DONT HAVE A CREDIT CARD TO PAY FOR ONE!!!! LOL to all my family friends and fans who helped me level up i thank you and love you allGet More at COMMENTYOU.com

Horoscopes
OMG!!! I really need to listen to this horoscope. I have a decision to make that will affect someone else's life. I am so stressed out about making this decision because I don't know how things concerning this decision work. If I make the wrong decision, I will feel terrible and responsible for making someone else's life harder than it should be. For November 9,2007 There's too much at stake for you to make up your mind easily. It's a situation that calls for more information, but you may have a hard time tracking down the facts. Try to settle down and wait for clarity. God!! How much closer can these things get to what's happening in my life right now?!?!?!? September 17,2007 You're taking care of so much weird emotional business right now that you might be torn between one important person and another. Take a deep breath and try to figure out your priorities quickly! Here's another horoscope that's right on target for me. August 27,2007

My Friends
show my girls good friend some love she needs to level~J*E*S*S*I*C*A~@ fubar help this hottie level ONE HOT MAMA 618@ fubar can u please help my friend level every lil bit will help thank you* Dazed *@ fubar

Poems
I miss that spot, where I saw you for the first time And you melted me with the warmth of your smile. I miss that spot, In the palm of your hand That presses against mine as our fingers interlock. I miss that spot, at the small of your back that i touch to let you know im here that makes ME weak in the knees when i kiss you there. I miss that spot on the top of your head that i kissed as you fell asleep in my arms. I miss that spot laying next to you in the dark falling in love with the sound of you breathing. I miss that spot halfway up those 13 stairs that i pinched myself to make sure you were not a dream. I miss that spot inside your heart that you opened up and let me in to blossom. I miss that spot inside my head where i dream of you where i grow old with you. I miss that spot my place in this world, where you became my world. wrote this one too be mine, again ive watched you from a distance for a while now rememb

Thank You!
Hi Friends, as you know my son is in the Army and currently in Afghanistan. My daughter sent me this site, where you can send a thank you note to the troops. This is free and would make a soldier feel good. Please take a minute and send one. http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html Thank you Many of us celebrate diffent holidays this time of year. I want to take this opportunity to wish all my friends Happy Holidays and wish you all a GREAT NEW YEAR!!! THIS IS REAL! Below is a link to snopes which verifies the legitimacy of this virus and I would encourage you to go to snopes because there are SEVERAL variations placed in the subject line of the infected e-mail and snopes informs you of them. Sands Here is a link to the snopes page: http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp (ihttp:// www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp i HAV PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!! A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified

Ohh No
My friends cat just had 5 kittens at 9 this morning...birthing is an odd messy but beautiful thing...kinda ironic The roses bloom Sky turns blue time ticks by where am i going what shall i become..... The sky turns gray time seems to fade life will never be the same as the sun turns to stone wondering lost and broken souless and heartless life becomes empty as the heart becomes stone lifeless eyes, grey and lost nothing is anymore blades shine with ectasy the walls never talk take this lifeless body for i am no one anymore nothing remains but a shell take this waste of space No one knows the battle that rages inside me,No one can tame the flames The longer I fight, the stronger it gets, but at the sametime I can't let it win I fight to go on, and the whole time this empty void is never filled. why am I here I ask my self, and no answer comes, I try and try but soon I shall fail, just as we all do, but mine will never be forgotten soo easily I have so

My Poetry& Some Rants,raves...and Fantasies
will someone please tell me how i can read the comments on my blog...pleeeeeeeze!!!??!!! beneath the sea, an oyster met a tiny grain of sand said the oyster,"you're a bother, you'll never be something so grand!" well, a diver brought up that oyster, shucked it open,then jumped! in surprise what once had been, that grain of sand, was delight to his old, weary eyes! a thing of such great beauty! yes,that tiny,grain of sand what had been seen, as a bother, was the pearl that he held in his hand. "now take this pearl my daughter, as you wear it, please, never forget! they, who some people view as a bother, may be pearls who they haven't yet met Copyright ©2004 Andrew R. Thornton i'd like to take your hand in mine and stroll along the shore just you,and i,the world shut out all static we ignore. as the sun sinks low,we'll find a spot perhaps,upon a dune and gaze in to,each others' eyes as we wait the rising moon. with blanket s

Peace
We Can Create A BETTER WORLD! The common people of all nations want peace. In the presence of great impersonal forces they feel individually helpless to promote it… common folk, not statesmen, nor generals, nor great men of affairs, but just simple plain men and women like the few thousand Quakers and their friends, if they devote themselves to resolute insistence on goodwill in place of force, even in the face of great disaster past or threatened, can do something to build a better, peaceful world. The future hope of peace lies with such personal sacrificial service. To this ideal humble persons everywhere may contribute. ~ Henry J. Cadbury “I have no idea if world peace is attainable. But aiming for it is.” ~ Stockard Channing “If you don’t like the way to the world is, you change it. You have an obligation to change it. You just do it one step at a time. ~ Marian Wright Edelman "I like to believe that people in the long run are going to do more to p

For The 1 That Got Away
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite sexual position: Do you think I'm cute? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Scale of 1-10? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Lost A Part Of Me I lay next to you watching you laywhy couldn't I have done everything to make you stay.I look back at all our smiles and frowns.wondering h

I Dunno
Witty Screen Name and Zena are looking for a good home! Please adopt us! What does this mean? You will 1. buy us stuff from the gift shop, 2. buy us bling packs 3. buy us vip’s 4. buy us the occasional blast and whatever else pops into your pretty little head. 5. you will check on our well being daily 6. post positive affirmations in our profiles, blogs, mumms etc. We in return will: 1. Add “fu-adopted daughter of…..” to our names 2. Ask you to buy us stuff on a daily basis 3. bug you to keep us entertained 4. slam the doors and scream “I hate you” when you don’t give us what we want 5. Bring home inappropriate boyfriends 6. play our music real loud to disturb the neighbors 7. make a salute for you. But only after you buy us stuff. I think in the end you will find this is more than a generous offer. If you’re interest please buy me something. If you’re not interested, please buy me something and apologize for your lameness. All rud

Life
so far I have managed to keep from losing my internet.... We'll see how long it lasts, I can only catch up on this stupid bill a bit at a time so its just a matter of hoping I can beat it. I'm wrapped I can still be here with yas all. You make my day so much brighter. Thanks Guys! In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers! I have a lot of ... Unread Books, Wayward BobbyPins, Unworn Shoes, Teddy Bears, Pores On My Epidermis, Baskets, Bricks On The Outside Of My House, Dusty Teapots, Odd Socks. I have little of... Forks, Lightshades, Walkable Planks Food Containers With Matching Lids, Make-Up,

Mine
well on another website....a couple of guys asked for my number...we had chated for a quite some time so i figure okay kewl no worries....well i got a call from unknown number and i don't answer those...so it goes to voicemail...i check it and i guess she was looking for becca (name i use on the other site) that the number was saved on her phone but she call in unknown...well if she really wanted the truth she would have not blocked the number or it wasn't her phone it was saved under...either girl thinks i'm stupid as all get out and she got the number from his phone and blocking her number....or this dude is got some bad aweful game....lol...so the lesson to be learned here is to always keep ur phone locked and never save an number from the opposite sex in ur partner's phone.....big big no no!!! He was a great person and loved everyone around him with all of his heart, passion and soul. He was loved by everybody that knew him even if just for a few minutes.... Man dies after tru

More Friends Then Fans?
if you are a fan please re-friend request.. all friends are removed till i figure out who fans and who dont. if u fan back il add u back if not no loss i removed all friends and im adding back only ones that are a fan and did fan back, dont freak out its temp... il be removing all fans i gave now too but again il add back fans for the ones who fan me. . it will take some time but il get you back as soon as i can AGAIN.. I FAN ALL MY FRIENDS. BUT FRIENDS CANT RETURN THE SAME SO IF YOU ARE A FAN AND U GAVE ME A FAN THEM REQUEST A FRIEND . IF YOU CANT FAN ME I WONT FRIEND YOU.

What Is This?
IS THIS TRUE ?I NEVER ASKED TO SIGN IN ..WHY NOW ? IT WOULDNT LET ME OTHER WISE . DID I JUST GIVE A HACKER MY PASSWORD ? I EVEN ENTERED BY GOING THROUGH MY E-MAIL ACCOUNT TO SEE ..AND I HAD TO PUT IN MY NAME AND PASSWORD ..THIS NEVER HAPPENNS SO Y NOW ? ANY ONE KNOW? is fubar just a game ? real people are involved ! so please show some respect ! on tv new show Pushing Daisys ..its hillarious! came on last week its on now ..shitty name but its good ..

Awareness
A picture is worth a thousand words......Pure madness!!!!! I was in the checkout lane at my local Wally world (Wal-Mart)when I saw a little chlid putting candy in his pocket while his mother wasnt looking!! I spoke out to the mother saying that her son was putting candy into his pocket! She looked at me with this shitty face and told me to mind my own damn business! I replied "Just trying to keep the crime rate down in the future! Now my question is if you saw a young kid, especially if it's not your child, shop liftting would you say anything to that child's parents notifying them of the situation? A) Not my child, not my business!!! B) Notify the parents and the in-store security to what has happened!!!! All life is precious!!!!

World Internet Main Event
World Internet Main Event Review World Internet Main Event (September 2007 in San Francisco was an amazing event! Howie Schwartz presented at the event on Sunday morning to a PACKED ROOM. Attendees from the Internet Event were standing in the hall and sitting on the floor! Everyone was amazed as Howie demonstrated how he TOOK OVER Google for the "World Internet Main Event" - right before the event took place, when the online traffic meant the most! Conversation Domination was also launched at the Main Event. world internet main event, Howie Schwartz,internet main event, internet marketing, online marketing, fusion power World Internet Main Event World Internet Main Event - San Francisco On September 13, 14, 15 and 16, 2007 Imagine... being able to generate money online, at the touch of a button. Imagine that you have a system that allows you to operate your business from virtually anywhere in the world. Imagine a system that automates your business so you can wal

Fantasies!!!
I have a very vivid imagination and sometimes what I feel, crave, even desire needs to be put down on paper these are just some of those things!!! They maybe from the female prospective or the male or in story form...nevertheless they are from deep inside ME!!! Enjoy! And try not to get your keyboards too sticky in the process!!! We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses

Drama
If you had a mate who you knew had problems drinking and controlling themselves when they were smashed, would you forgive them and stay with them if you found out they went out and got drunk and slept with someone? A) I would stay and forgive if they sought help for their illness!!! B) It's unforgivable and the relationship is over, permanently!!!! My next door neighbor, Sam is a good man. He respects his marriage, works long hard hours as a crane operator for a good company, LOVES his wife and kids and has NEVER put anything above his immediate family! So it pains him to know that his wife has been running out on him! Apparently she has a few problems with alcohol and gambling! She was seeking help for her addictions but Sam sat down with me and told me that she's returning to her "old" ways! She's out at ALL hours of the night with her "sisters" and she's forgetting to pay the bills on time! But as stated earlier, Sam has found prove of her infidelity! He found a few mote

My Place To Speak
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: tiffany Date: Dec 11, 2007 1:26 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~blake's girl~Date: Dec 10, 2007 8:45 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND

Fire And Ice Leveling Crew
' °º¤Dragonard¤º°' wants to give a shout out to the fire and ice crew for helping him get almost leveled. he went from 22k to 5k. he said we are awesome!!! i just love this part. special thanks to ♥§Ã§§Ë®§♥ rex 'blue eye devil sue 'aussiecplvic david '~*~N_B_K~*~BADBOY~4~life and any others that i did not see but came by to rate... thanks for the help, i appreciate it. just started today, need all the points so i dont stay a newb for long. please view/rate/comment anything you want.... i am up for anything. what goes around comes back around. thanks me can you all stop by and show my friend some love, he has been helping me level up. i have been on the same level for over a week now, ugh!!!! so he has been trying to help me, and i would appreciate it if you all stopped by and rate his page, thanks http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=477704&albumid=652160&i=3371272253

Check This Out
HELLO group I hope everyone is well I haven’t posted lately and wanted to let everyone know. Im planning on massage tech school in the spring and am looking for people to practice on to further my study in the field. This massage lasts between 45 minutes to an hour. Couples and singles welcome and I come to you. Really looking for people in and around warner robins. This is a free massage all I ask is your honest opinion. Yes this is real as am I. Nothing against singles males but I get a lot of guys wanting other things and it is safer more me with couples or females with partners that are aware of the massage. Thanks everyone just got a brand new wecam. if you buy me a blast i will use your salute in the pic! brand new cam. does anyone want a salute pic!!

Gothic Vampire
life as a gothic vampire is a great life to live.u make a lot of friends and some people who make u feel like u dont belong.my life as a gothic vampire is sometimes depressing and happy to.i get judges on how i look wear my makeup and my clothes.i just wish people would think before they speak.gothic vampires and regular goths are just as nice,kind and friendly as everybody else is.we bleed,cry and also have feelings just like everyone else does.everybody is diffrent nobody is the same.i am glad to be a gothic vampire and not to be like everyone else.so just take my advice and everyone just get alone and the world would be a better place. Written By:Gothic Princess 1975. being a goth is a great life u get to be whoever u wanna be in this life u get to express urself like no other can. my life as a goth is good i wear black make-up black clothing listen to g

What Have We Become
ever feel lost in your head at times to the point you feel like the world is spinning around you so fast you cant be live the time date or how fast the year has flown by? Well thats how i been feeling the past few months with life, so many things going on and around my life, this year just kinda flew right by me, i cant be live its already Nov. I mean its not a bad thing really since my b/f will be going to school in less then 3 months, but man im 26 already, hell i remember my 21 b day like it was yesterday, but also i have grown up a lot and changed for the good, 5 years from to day i was alone single,had moved back in with my mom and dad had a car payment, had no money saved, just started a new job i thought was to hard for me to handle, was still very depresed over my ex and well just pissed alot of my time and money away. But now im 26 been at my job almost over 5 years, i have a great man in my life that i so cant wait to get married to some day!! My car is paid off, my car

Videos
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Song Lyrics (inspired By !natas)
================================ Baz Luhrman - Sunscreen Speech ================================ Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ?9...Wear sunscreen If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you�ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can�t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You�re not as fat as you imagine. Don�t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be

People I Care About
You're so good to me, baby, baby I want to lock you up in my closet, where no one's around I want to put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed I want to drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound I want to stay this way forever, I'll say it loud Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot Make me wanna drop You're so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby I can make you feel all better, just take it in And I can show you all the places, you've never been And I can make you say everything, that you never said And I will let you do anything, again and again Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot Make me wanna drop You're so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby Kiss

The Journey Of Life (the Pregnancy)
OMFG IM GUNNA BE A DADDY IN LESS THAN 7 WEEKS TIME N IM COUNTING THE DAYS AWAY ALREADY, IM SO EXCITED I COULD SCREAM, ALL IM ASKING FOR IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS ON FUBAR TO SEND THERE ENERGIES N WELL WISHES TO ME N RAVEN AKA MOTHER RAVEN, THANX

Ok Guys Heres The Cleavage Shot..think Ull All Like
HEY GUYS I NEED UR HELP TO GET TO FIRST...PLEASE COME HELP ME...ALL YA GOT TO DO IS CLIK THE PIC AND BOMB MY ASS....MMMMMMMMMMM THERE MIGHT BE SOME REWARDS IF I WIN CUM ON GUYS I NEED SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT KINDA SHOT FOR MY NEW CONTEST,,,,,ITS GONNA BE A CLEAVAGE CONTEST....AS U KNOW I'LL NEED UR HELP ....SO GIMME SUM ADVICE ON WHAT U WANT TO HAVE TO LOOK AT OVER AND OVER LOL...LEAVE ME SUM GOOD SUGESTIONS NOW...I KNOW ALL UR CRAZY ASSES HAVE SUM -----m CONTEST STARTS m ----OCT.14 COM AND BOMB ME..SHOW ME SOME LOVE OR LUST WHICH EVER U PREFERR...I'M GAME FOR EITHER ONE....PLEASE HELP ME OUT >>>NOT FAR BEHIND RIGHT NOW...I CAN CATCH UP EARLY...SO CLIK THE PIC BABIES...THAT IS IF U LOVE MY CLEAVAGE...OR EVEN IF YA DONT...LOL

Help Me Please?!?! :)
AngelinOK needs your help. Unlimited Comments Just click the picture to get there This is the prize AngelinOK is going after Special thanks to my good buddy Wild Horse... he's a wild one that's for sure! :) YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! TODAY’S PIMPOUT IS FOR TEASE COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please comment bomb and help support this young soldier in Iraq! Thank you very much! AngelinOK (D)(D)(D) YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young sol

Dedications!!!
~&hearts~Dedicated to Stephen~Mr. Nice Guy!~&hearts~ I ran across this old tune and was reminded that my friend Stephen loves Van Gogh. So I tried to combine his awesome works with a really great old song. ************************************* I believe the name of this masterpiece is "Starry Night on the Rhone" ************************************* The renowned "Starry Night" by Vincent van Gogh ************************************* Get this widget | Track details |

Update
I'm sitting here thinking about what has happened in the past week. not only have i been dealing with the everyday stress of trying to make a new life for myself, my daughter and eric but i lost a very close friend who i loved and adored. and still i found time for my friends. i may not have been the easiest person too talk to or be around but i still tried. now that i have emotionally hit rock bottom and i'm finding my own life just as pointless as roger may have thought his was i find myself losing even more "friends" nobody seems to understand what i'm going through and those who say they understand can i really believe them? i'm sick of hearing i'm there for you when you need me and when i look that person up they can't be found. i'm tired of people claiming they know me when they don't know jack shit. in the last 24 hours i have been called some very hurtful names and yet again who was there for me when it happened? i'm told to forget things and let them slide. well maybe i'm sick

Random Thoughts
ok, what in the hell am i doing?...lol here goes... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) i sometimes still sleep with a teddy bear i have had since i was 16 2.) i sing in the shower, in the car, to kids,to patients, kareoke anytime i can, but i feel like i cant hold a tune in a bucket. 3.) i sent a deep dark secret on a post card to a total stranger years ago, and it has been in a published in a book. 4.) proud moment that not a lot of people know.. no one has ever died on my shift alone. 5.) i have been rich, i have been poor, life was more simple when i didnt have alot of money 6.) i dont think i will ever be satisfied with being

Poem.....
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy'

Walls (series Of Poems, Follow In Order To Understand The Story)
The Coming Distance 10/30/2007 Her hand in his and the freedom to let Herself feel again Is the last thing known of the woman who Stayed behind Four walls of stone And the man who wouldn’t give up On the woman he knew He loved. Well now she is over come by the feeling Of Love, Its been so long since she Felt this way. She feels safe in his arms, Lost in his eyes, Melted by his touch, And free by his kiss. Yet she knows he must leave her soon for What will feel like An eternity Because it was a prior engagement he had Before her. The thought of him Being across the ocean fighting to keep His country safe Scares her to death But She’ll never let it show. She know she Has to be strong and show no fear. She’ll enjoy The time they have together for now Then cherish The time they had while he’s gone And Anticipate the times they will have. She knows The doubts he hides inside, She can see them In his eyes. She will do her best, all she

Baby
I made the call today to find out what the results were for my tests I've been having done. I was hoping for good news and thought that everything was going to be fine, but instead I got the bad news. I was informed that I completely aborted the baby. This is now my 4th miscarriage. Third in a row, had one in December of 2004, one in March of this year and one now. I'm not taking it very well to be totally honest. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. I just want to curl up and sleep and never wake up. I wanted this baby so bad and to find out that I lost another baby is like losing another piece of me. I feel so empty and feel like I have no answers for anything that's going on with me. I don't understand why this keeps happening. Anyway, if you have my yahoo feel free to try and reach me on there. If not I'm sure I'll check my fubar from time to time, but I'm not sure I'll feel like talking much for a while. I'm not really up for talking or anything. I am sti

Fool Me Once.... Shame On You!
I forgot myself for a just a moment; Forgot who I really was. Forgot that someone like you, Couldn't really be interested, In someone like me. Forgot the past Forgot all the previous hurts. I forgot, When I should have remembered. Thank you, For opening old wounds. Thank you, For reviving old hurts. Thank you, For reminding me, Of who I really am. I should have made a pledge, I should have taken a vow. I Should have wrote it on a sticky note And stuck it on the wall. I should have tattooed it on myself, Where I'd never fail to view it. I should have done this and more, So I wouldn't forget you see, Should have taken it to heart, So the hurt wouldn't even phase me. I forgot myself For just a brief moment. Is it just me, or do we all get to the point where we wonder, why try? Is is just me, or do we get to the point where we expect the failure, rather than the success? That when something good happens it's the the exception and not the rule? Do yo

Deathangel84
my name is alec im 24. recently i had a stroke b4 xmas it started out as the flu i got so dehydrated that my kidneys shut down right now i have no feeling in my left hand i just got out of hospital this tuesday. ne ways also my daughter has to have heart surgery n shes only a month old please pray 4 us thankyou n god bless My life sux right now and I dont know what to think anymore honestly. My dad had his sixth heart attack last week and the docs told us theres nothing more they can do for him. Sux balls then recently today the docs confirmed my gurls pregnant so at the same time Im depressed but excited. I dont know what to do right now. I need to go spend somemore time with him before its to late but I want him to be around to see his grandchild grow up. Life sux U never take life for granted cuz u never know when ur gonna go. My aunt is sick from colon cancder and has been for past two years but just found out a month ago. She made everybody aware recently she doesnt have to lon

Go Sox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Game 6, ALCS, THE SOX facing elimination in a must-win situation, and all hope falls on the shoulders of BOSTON's veteran pitcher, Kurt Schilling. THE SOX trail in the series 3-2, needing a winning performance from Schilling and run support from the rest of the team. But the question on everyone's mind is, "Can Schilling come through while recovering from a recent surgery to repair a tendon in his foot?" Bloddy sock and all, Kurt takes the field and, quite possibly, pitches what can only be described as the best game of his carreer. That was the scene at Yankee Stadium 3 years ago as THE SOX were tryin to come back from a 3-0 deficit in the ALCS against the YANKEES and advance to the world series. And now 3 years later, THE SOX find themselves in the same situation, trailing Cleveland 3-2 in the series. The only differences, no bloddy sock this year, and we're at FENWAY insteadda NY. But the same question still lingers, "Can Schilling repeat his marvelous performance?" And ALL of RE

Just Some Ramblings
This is what I do when I get bored..lol..Try one (or both) and see how you do. Feel free to post your results here as a comment. :) Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test A friend of mine posted a MuMM asking if everyone online is fake, or if there are real people out there. I left a lengthy comment on the MuMM and have decided to carry it over to a blog. I think the internet gets a bad rap when it comes to whether the people who spend their time in chat forums are real or fake. Everyone is real, obviously, but not everyone is telling the truth. People can lie just as easily in person as they can over the internet, in my opinion (and experience). It may be easier and take less time to prove or disprove the lie in person though. Some people get online purely for entertainment. They don't care to create "real" bonds of friendship, and couldn't be concerned less with hurting someones feelings or what the repercussions may be due to their callousn

Food For Thought
Make me fly, make me soar, Make me sit with the angels At Heaven’s door Make me dance naked on the moon Make me embrace all the stars But in doing all this Make me yours Make me want, make me need, Make me abandon my pride, Make me plead Make me cavort with the devil Make me reside at his door But in doing all this Make me yours Make me weep, make me irate, Make me acknowledge your power Make me hate Make me curse all my weaknesses Make me despise all my flaws But in doing all this Make me yours Make me silent, make me speak, Make me relinquish my soul Make me weak Make me befriend all my demons Make me succumb to their claws But in doing all this Make me yours

Prayers
ONE OF MY REALLY CLOSE FRIENDS LIZ (LIZZY28) HAS A LITTLE GIRL THAT HAS BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH CYSTIC FIBROSIS. THAT LITTLE GIRL WAS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL TODAY FOR PNEUMONIA. SHE DOESNT KNOWMUCH YET OR HOW LONG SHE WILL HAVE TO BE THERE. ALL IM ASKIN IS THAT THIS GETS REPOSTED AND MAYBE STICKIED SO THAT SHE CAN RECIEVE ALL THE PRAYERS THAT SHE NEEDS. ALSO TO THE NBSD PAGE SHOW HER WE REALLY CARE FOR HER AND HER FAMILY, AS SHE WILL NOT BE ONLINE MUCH TILL SHE FINDS OUT MORE. lizzy28 NBSD@ fubar ok i dont know these peoplebut my heart and prayers go out to them and i hope the same for the rest of u ok we still dont much more then we did we r thinkin of gettin a second opinion tomorrow , they said if its still swollen in a week they will start test , but it gets bigger every day and now is red and brusied looking ..i wish i had more to tell u all and thank u all for the prayers me nad my sisters appericate it all dont rate me if ur gonna hit the nsfw button on me

Straight Edge
Straight Edge: Not Just Another TrendFor a clean lifestyle movement born in the "Just Say No" era of the 1980s, Straight Edge has received little attention since its origination. Commercial exposure for Straight Edge bands, however, has recently brought the movement a little closer to mainstream attention. This, combined with differentiating beliefs from among the ranks within the Straight Edge movement, has some of its members fearing that their life's philosophy might be lost to a trend. The message of substance-free living may be overshadowed by the fashion and music styles spawned from the movement, therefore cheapening the basic ideals of Straight Edge. The general premise behind Straight Edge is "to abstain from self-destructive behaviour." What exactly constitutes "self-destructive behaviour" is constantly debated.Being true to one's beliefs is at the heart of what divides Straight Edgers from other people and also what divides them amongst themselves. While the original Straigh

Happy Hour
almost half way there! If anyone is bored and has nothing to do please come by my link and leave a comment or two! I have 27,000 left to go for a happy hour! Any help is greatly appreciated! Thanks Jennifer link: In one week all of my friends and family helped me to get up to 20,000 comments all that is left is 30,000 so if anyone is bored and would like to help out some more or have not helped out yet and want to contribute please stop by the link and leave a comment or two! I will greatly appreciate it! Thank you, Jennifer Link: I know alot of my friends are commenting others who truely need the comments because of the contests they are in, but if anyone is out there that has nothing to do right now can you please come by my contest picture and leave a comment or two! I would greatly appreciated! I have a little over 32,000 to go which is better then the 50,000 needed! Please help! Thank you, Jennifer Link:

My Dreams
but I won't you will become I will hold you will wonder I will stand she tries hard I don't she wants it I won't her anger shows I brought it her pain flows I caused it all cause Chase me I found out that Jose Quervo tequilla gold tastes awesome in coke zero!!! yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy y

You Love Me, Don't Lie To Yourself.
I guess I didn't get my male cat fixed in time. He's impregnated his MOTHER and SISTER! Look at him.... He's so guilty. Some guy posted a picture of his no no area on my page. It's been deleted, but seriously? REALLY! I want to kick people, NOW! Fucking gross. Even if I were straight, I still wouldn't want some guy to do that. I don't want any girl to do that. That's not okay. Cause ew! I'm just in shock that someone would post so many rates and comments on my pictures and whatnot, to turn around and post a picture of his naughty bits. He must not have read anything. See, if you would just read things. Give me ideas on how announce the lesbianism more. Because I'm super annoyed and I'm tired of blocking every guy that talks to me. Because I do like guys as friends, and I want to have kick ass internet friends on here. I just don't want to see them naked. *muahs* I just fucking did homework for 6 hours. I have been awake for 22 hours! I worked all da

You My Friend
I've written many lines quite easy to find All I had to see was you in my mind Thoughts so clear and bright Brought me a whole new world from darkness to light A picture is worth a thousand words! Only if it begins with I love you This much is true I'd search high and low for just a glimpse of you! Goes to the antage "What more can I do for you?" You touch a place in me long since withdrawn! Your warmth and presence brought me from hiding I hid all ! No sense lying I was a cold person! Didn't care bout dying With you in my life !So now I'm fighting! You gave me reason to go on You are the words to a true Love song I will keep you in my heart for evermore It's you my Love I truly Adore. Here I sit in another time. Searching my mind for yet another line Another line that never seems to define The Love I have for you! The Love i have for you occupies al of my mind! I didn't realize that from the start You

Ramblings Of A Kilted Caveman
Still no net at home, which really sux, cuz I can't get on here as much as I want, nor be on IM. Sighs. Hopefully, soon I will be tho. We (the gf and I) got our rental app approved for a mobile home in Warrenton MO. Will most likely be moving the majority of things on Friday. If anyone is around this area, and could help, would be enormously appreciated!!!!!! Thinking about going camping tomorrow night...sitting around a campfire, gtetting drunk, having fun...anyone close up for it???

Usmc
Why do people get mad at me for making my own decisions? Why do people act like I have been misinformed?! My decisions towards joining the Marine Corps were not made after some recruiters brain washed me.. I came to the decision on my own.. I even went and checked out the other branches..which they couldn't offer me what I was looking for..and that came from them... not the Marines telling me negative things about the other branches, because that did not take place at all. I am 22 years old.. and a mother.. I am adult enough to make my own decisions and don't need people constantly trying to talk down to me or second guess my choices. Especially one where it involves the future of myself and my son. This is my decision to make.. and I will make it! So I haven't been able to go to the gym lately because I had been going through alot of family stress and my dad hasn't been able to come out to my place to watch my son and it's all together way to much money to put into gas for me to dri

A Little Of This.......a Little Of That!
Zazzle Custom Stamps in New York Times Monday, October 15, 2007, 1:40:03 PM | Patrick Briggs, Zazzle Maniac Check out the article featuring Zazzle Custom Stamps in the New York Times! The articles talks about our cards and postage, which are great for customizing with your holiday pictures, messages or artwork to send to your friends and family (hint, hint). Here’s an excerpt from the article: Zazzle offers cards printed on thick paper, along with gift items like calendars and mugs decorated with digital photos. Zazzle also offers customized United States postage stamps — images of dogs, babies and family members are especially popular. Also, because this is the start of the giving season and we’re so excited about the coverage from the Times, we’re going to hook you up with a little extra love on Zazzle Custom Stamps. So enter this promo code, FREESHIPSTMP, for free shipping on three or more sheets of postage (don’t tell Bobby…). So

Contest Help Please
if any one is interested in helping a good friend midnight star please click on the pic. she is in a giveaway and doe not have much more to go. Thanks and have a gr8 weekend!!!!!!! my good friend midnight star is in a giveaway. she needs a little less than 5,000 comments. If any could help it would be appreciated. Thanks and have a gr8 night. im bombing my pic and any one bored can come help!! thanks and have a gr8 week!!!

Uhh I Dont Know
bored right now im hoping somebody calls me soon or gets online on msn or aim i really would like to chat with somebody i wish my friend nelson would like call me again i like talking to him. hes nice =] again and nobody is talking to me im so bored and feeling depressed i feel like nobody wants to chat with me somebody please talk to me before i start to cry again. everybodys like older then me they all could be my father or my grandpa lmfao im so young DONT FLIRT WITH ME SICKOS!!!!! lol

Spells
MONEY *Should be done during Waxing or Full Moon Black Snake Root Spell Purpose: to increase finances and bring good luck. Botanical name: Cimicifuga Racemosa. Common names and synonyms: Black Cohosh, Squaw Root. Voodooists of white magic believe that one should soak the root in a cup of boiling water for fifteen minutes. The water is then strained and the root is thrown away. The liquid is put in a bottle and left for seven days. On the eighth day, it is rubbed all over the bottom of one's shoes. The legend is that a person so anointed will be led toward money; either to find it, win it, or gain it in some legal manner PROTECTION *Should be done during Waning or New Moon Protective Fire Shield Spell Purpose: to protect yourself and/or loved ones from all types of harm. Lightly anoint a small, white candle with Frankincense oil and a small, blue candle with Myrrh oil. Light both candles and then sit or stand before them. Look into the flames and visualize

Misty Biatches's Blog
Check them out in the New Pics [[11/29/2007]] album! Need your opinion on this. I will post a new pic of my new hair color shortly. Tell me what you think by rating it. In a couple of days I will see who favors and who doesn't. The winner takes all... lol. Anyway, if it seems that more people like the dark hair better than the red, I will go back to dark. Same goes for the red. Keep it real. Thanks guys. I appreciate the help! New pics are coming soon. I am taking some tonight when I get off work! They will be in a album call "New Pics: 10/26/07". Enjoy!

True Love
Your love is so unconditional it carries me away. To a place where I always want to stay. Your smiles make me happy to be so near to YOU! YOU turn me into something so happy and so new. Every moment I'm with YOU is a treasure. And knowing YOU love me brings me great pleasure. When ever YOU are near my smiles go from ear to ear. But when I must leave YOU it always brings a tear. To see YOU go breaks my heart. But I truly know we will never part!!!! Subject: OBAMA'S CHURCH Obama mentioned his church during his appearance with Oprah. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this interesting. Obama's church: Please read and go to this church's website and read what is written there. It is very alarming. Barack Obama is a member of this church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page of their website, you will learn that

All My Frinds Yee Haw
hay to all my friends and family and all fubar users im a 40 year old man my wife is 38 and sick we live off socialsecurity and we cant aford to keep the bills payed i hate to ask but if anyone could send help we would be forever greightfull if u cant help its ok we love u all the same im glad to make new friends and wish i could buy the world a coke and keep them company if u read this and its affinding any of you im sry but blogs are for people to say help or how thay feal so please read at your own risk and all the help i get ill find a way to repay the grattiude ty for listining to me blurt love u all have a gr8 day richie someone please tell me y put all the pictures on here if u dont want people to see them can any one give me a good answer to this question another blogg by me yehawwwwwwwwww i dont know what the freek are bloggs for get one reader one rate heck are all u other people to bizzy for the l

Randomness
**THIS IS FROM A BOOK I AM READING TITLED "ON KILLING" IT IS WRITTEN BY LT. COL. DAVE GROSSMAN, IT INVOLVES THE PSYCHOLOGICAL COST OF LEARNING TO KILL IN WAR AND SOCIETY.** "We know, as surely as we know that we are alive, that the whole human race is dancing on the edge of the grave... The easiest and worst mistake we could make would be to blame our present dilemma on the mere technology of war...It is our attitudes toward war and our uses for it that really demand our attention." -Gwynne Dyer **THIS IS A GREAT BOOK, HELPS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OUR MILITARY GOES THROUGH PSYCHOLOGICALLY DURING WAR, ITS TIME FOR US TO STOP BEING BLISSFULLY IGNORANT, AND SUPPORT OUR MILITARY IN COMBAT WHETHER YOU AGREE WITH THE REASONS THEY ARE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING.** Teachers & Cops These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but boy a

General Stuff 1
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsun

The Winding Rodent
Listen to Andrea Gibson recite her poem: For Eli. http://cosmicrat.multiply.com/video/item/11/Andrea_Gibson_-_For_Eli Or read it below, or both. http://www.andreagibson.org/poems/poems_foreli.html My way is to speak to the mind, but Andrea speaks to the heart. We both want the same thing: End the occupation. Bring the troops home, and take GOOD care of them. -- captain rat Disregard the Linux Fubar problem- I found a patch update that lets it ignore bad flash. It works fine again. Good thing, since support is still silent. In case anyone wonders, when I rate pictures, it's because I like them-- I don't just pick a pic at random. I try to look at all you've posted, and choose the best one(s). I don't rate those who don't seem to be of you, and usually not 'morphed' ones. I find them irritating. People should move, but photos should hold still. Just thought you might like to know that if I rated your picture, it's a compliment. You're welcome. :) -

To All My Friends!!!
Here is how and the only way to get in...Is by one of 3 ways 1) Buy Me A Bling pack 25 credit( no less than that). It will get you in for 3 weeks! 2) Buy my A Cherry Bomb Bling or 3) Buy me an Auto 11 Bling Either of the last 2 will get you in for a month. I am always adding and will be taking certain ones out also...so if you want in there is the 3 ways to get there...NO EXCEPTIONS!! You may think it is a lot but my private pics show a lot!! And it is worth it to me! Once you buy me one of those I will let you in a soon as I get the message that it was purchased I will let you in and your time will start then. Any other questions PM Me. I had a relative who was in a accident this morning her children were with her. Her 11 yr old daughter died at the scene & the mother is in very critical condition they don't expect her to make it. Her son only had minor injuries. This accident was caused by her speeding because her kids were late for school she lost control going aroung

Favorite Quotes I Stumble Across.
You, too, may have met your hermit, or perhaps something else equally marvelous. Maybe it was a rock, a tree, a star, or a beautiful sunset. The hermit is the Buddha inside of you. --Thich Nhat Hanh, The Hermit and the Well Hell is other people. --Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit To drift like a dead leaf fallen from the tree and taken up by the wind, knowing not if the wind carries you or if you are carrying the wind ... -- Michel Jourdan (French hermit writer) I have known the silence of the stars and of the sea, And the silence of the city when it pauses, And the silence of a man and a maid, And the silence for which music alone finds the word, And the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin, And the silence of the sick When their eyes roam about the room. And I ask: For the depths Of what use is language? ... -- Edgar Lee Masters: [from his poem] Silence About three hundred years ago, an Indian chief said to the governor of Pennsylvania: "We l

Dynamite Radio
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Just A Poem
Brilliant light shown on his face As he walked through the dark murkiness That was once his world. Guided by a desire to reach the angel, And hold her in his arms, And not for a moment, For an angel is most precious When she doesn't know she's a blessing from Heaven. He knew once he seen her, That the halo and wings were missing, But an angel nonetheless is she. He longs to hold her, And have her feel his trembling hands Slowly and softly touching her skin. He longs to kiss her lips And look deep into the soulful eyes That let him see deep within her. She seems so far away, But his heart has bridged all time and space, He would travel to the ends of the world- Fight the flames of hell- For they are not hotter than the flame she ignited in his very soul. Should he tell her? He thinks that she would only run further, Only time will tell. Each passing day, he longs to hear her voice, And desires to have her by his side. Shall he follow? He leans against the har

Tonight
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

How I Feel
Misty My name is Misty I am but three My eyes are swolleen I cannot see I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm locked up all day long When I wake up I'm all alone the house is dark my folks aren't home Im really just an expensive joke no more no less then speed or coke Be quiet now! I hear the car my dad is back from Charlie's Bar I hear him curse my name he calls I squeeze myself against the wall on my bed its too late his face is twisted into hate I feel the pain again and again Oh dear God please let it end My name is Misty I am but three last night my father murdered me.... First kiss when u kissed me my whole body shook i didnt know what to do i didnt know where to look i gently closed my eyes and put my hands on ur face and i felt my heart start to race we looked at each other and smiled in bliss because u were my first real kiss Neva say I love u if it isn't really there Nev

Hi There..
The states already have public healthcare options.. 1>Medicare 2>Medicaid 3> The VA 4> Canadian Pharmacies . . not that funny.. but I'm trying.. #37.. has my attention.. I'm on a public healthcare board here in my county.. just a blogging to get more attention… ============================================= majikman@ fubarClick my photograph and see where it takes you……………

Little Bites And Nibbles /writings And Thoughts
Worry, anger, disappointment, frustration, tears Where are you? Said my piece waited for his nothing offer just a look say something? No longer the little boy Now a young man growing and changing Talk to me..... I trust you I believe in you I love you and I am sorry 2007 What stalks the night in deepest shadows, yet sees the beauty of the dawn, taking only those negatives which haunt the world? Look for one whose skin wears fur, whose soul knows pain, and beware the tempting fate of offering up your flesh and blood. Each night lost to the Beast within, relishing the animalistic hunger, which regrets twilight's brightening mourning a smooth fleshed prison. Beware the Wolf in Black Boots, for before this night is out, you will be either passion or prey. Which it is, is up to you. dma In a clearing starkissed with no one near, garments dropped at my feet as I stepped into Her delicate glow. The hour clothed m

Gossip Girl
The worst feeling isn't being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you could never forget What is the best engine in the world? answer- A vigana. It lubricates itself. Accepts any piston. Takes only a finger 2 start it & changes its own oil evey month. lol A baby monkey asked his mom why are we ugly? His mom said thank god we look this way u should see the motherfucka reading this. jk people lol

Poems
Fuck that not anymore... never again... will anyone see the side me this is stupid and weak I fell for you... and u turned me way i am so sick of opening myself up to anyone U did not break me i havent even been put back together even if i wasnt im not giving u that satisfaction how can i let u go when ur the only one who comes back... i gave you all of me you threw me away thats okay! it was my fault i am the stupid one for ever thinking anyone could ever want me... my soul is empty.... cut it down to the bone this way there is no mistakes all the blood will flow and so will the tears u may think there is no one.. u may think no one cared but ur death ur pain has hurt others more than u because now ur dead, because now they have this void the lose of u.... I love you more than words can say I have found great joy and happiness being with you yet, i have also seen my worset fears come true You love your cocaine You love your booze Those are yo

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Lets Do Something About This
This is still pissing me off, last night i got woken up to my naighbor getting the crap beat up out of her by her husband, at first i thought that they were just arguing till i hear her begging him to stop. i ran out of my apartment and straight upstairs, banged on her door, ranged her doorbell and no one answered, not til i was yelling out her name, then about 5 minutes later, she finally opened the door...i asked her if she was alright, and her answer was, why wouldn't she be? I looked at her and told her that i heard everything that was going on, and her tears just came like a storm, now her drunk husband stayed in the bedroom, i told her to get her stuff, get her kids ready and she should leave then he yelled at her to close the door and get her ass in the room, thats when i had enough of that, i pulled her to the side, ran inside, grabbed him by the neck and took him to the living room, he didnt fight back all that well because he was piss drunk. What i really dont get was, she s

Cozmo
EVERYONE HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY CHANUKKAH AND A HAPPY KWNZAA HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GOOD CELEBRATION!!!! R YOU SCARED??...... TO BEAT THE TOP RATES. AS OF RIGHT NOW IT IS 102... NOW REMEMBER YOU CAN RATE MORE THAN PICS... GET WHAT I MEAN?? ALSO WHEN YOU RATE ME YOU WILL RECIEVE POINTS TOO! THANK YOU ALL #1 BLESS ME WITH THOSE EYES! 'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose B

The Story Begins
Back at the operating room begins the difficult procedure on Tank to surgically attach his new arm. They start connecting each nerve ending to a wire on the arms itself. As they connect each set of nerves they test them through an incision they have mad through tanks skull causing twitches in the reflexes. After a while movement can be seen through the new arm as with every poke and prod the arm it self moves for a certain function. They then begin to run wires up from the new mechanical arm up through his skin implanting more wires to his brain. Graves stand outside the operating room the entire time with his thoughts on Tanks quick recovery Krash is found in the blood packs room as she goes into telling them about what she discussed with Graves. “What do you think is the deal with patient Zero? Do you think graves isn’t telling us everything?” Mary questions the group. Maybe he is trying to protect us from something, but still we need to know what it is?’ Krash respon

Poetry Such As It Is
I am a man divided, full of anger Yet wanting only to rid myself of its taint Every step forward has that moment In the corner of my eye, the evil I feel Creeping inside me Eating at what I want to be I can't get away from its source, not yet I am still held back by the consequences Of actions done out of love that nearly destroyed me I felt like a murderer holding the knife Ready to plunge it in the heart of the one I held dearest And I did, having no choice but to believe That what I wanted most was only destroying me That was the day I lost faith in everything I felt was pure I lost my innocence the day I betrayed my own heart to do as I was told Can I ever forgive myself? Life was never guaranteed to be fair But all I want is a chance to live a happy life Free of the things that anger me Is forgiveness too much for a man without a soul left to sell? Will the villain inside ever go away? What do people mean when they say normal? Is it the stereotyped American dr

Check Ebayrocks And More Out
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Crushed And Not The Good Way
Today is gonna be the hardest day for awhile. I am at my friend Tanja's right now but go see my boyfriend tonight about 7 to stay with him for the night then we leave about 7am to go to the airport. I so dont want to be coming back to the states. I keep thinking tonight is going to be the last night I get to hold him for 3-8 mths and its tearing me up!! Yesterday I did go buy him and I matching bears, yes you read right bears. I sprayed his with my obsession, and I will give it to him tonight with a note that says if you ever feel lonely or miss me hug the bear.... Mine is in my suitcase already....How is it physically possible when you love someone so much not to have it hurt so bad when you have to leave. God I wish I knew the answer to that! Have you ever felt like you just couldnt do it anymore? I am not talking about life, I am talking about love. Last night was very very hard on me. I wont go into details but my boyfriend did something that hurt me emotionally very badly. He did

Emotions
LISTEN AS THE WIND BLOWS FROM ACROSS THE GREAT DEVIDE VOICES TRAPTED AND YURNING, MEMORIES TRAPTED IN TIME THE NIGHT IS MY COMPANION AND SOLITUDE MY GUIDE WHAT I SPEND FOR AIR HERE AND NOT BE SATISFIED AND I WOULD BE THE ONE TO HOLD YOU DOWN KISS YOU SO SOFT , I'LL TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY, AND AFTER THAT, WIPE AWAY THE TEARS. JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES DEAR THROUGH THIS WORLD I STUMBLE SO MANY TIMES BETRAYED. TRYIN TO FIND AN HONEST WORD. TO FIND THE TRUTH INSIDE. YOU SPEAK TO ME IN RIDDLES AND YOU SPEAK TO ME IN RYMES. MY BODY ACHES TO BREATH YOUR BREATH, YOUR WORDS KEEP ME ALIVE INTO THIS NIGHT I WANDER. TO MOURNING RED I DREAD ANOTHER DAY OF KNOWING OF A LIFE I FEAR TO DREAM. AND TO A SEA OF WAKING DREAMS I FOLLOW WITHOUT PRIDE CAUSE WHEN THINGS STAND BETWEEN US HERE AND I WON'T BE DENIED AND I WOULD BE THE ONE TO HOLD YOU DOWN KISS YOU SO SOFT, I'LL TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY, AND AFTER THAT, WIPE AWAY THE TEARS. JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES DEAR mom calls the husband a

My Heart
I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34

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The No Drama Life
I just wanted to thank my friends and even strangers for all the kind words and thoughts sent to me on this hard day. I also want to thank those that took the time to go to my Moms FU page and show your respect. YOU will never know how much that means to me.

So True
View all Charlottesville events at Eventful What Rodney Means You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paran

The Ultimate Family
this is why i have not ben on much this last 6 days or so this was my 17 year old cousin who was killed this last saturday night. For those of you on my end who don't know, my nephew, Ronald "Ronnie" Allen Fraga, was murdered on Saturday the 12th. Suffering three stab wounds to his abdomin, one was a direct hit to his heart killing him almost instantly. Take a look at all that is lost. The fourth generation...Someone's son, brother, grandson, nephew, friend, boyfriend, but most of all, someone's DADDY.With a 4.0 GPA and a job to take care of his son, Joseph "Joey" Ronald Fraga, Ronnie was going places. He was somebody.This is a devistating loss for our family. Having Ronnie stolen from us is crippling. My sister shouldn't have to bury her son, but she is. My mother shouldn't be outliving her grandchild as my grandfather shouldn't be outliving his great-grandson, but they are. Jessica shouldn't have to raise Joey by herself, but she is. Ronnie won't get to see his son turn a year old

The Things Kids Will Say !
THE THREE LITTLE PIGS This is a true story, proving how fascinating the mind of a six year old is. They think so logically. A teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where first pig was trying to gather the building materials for his home. She read ... 'and so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said: 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?' The teacher paused then asked the class: 'And what do you think the man said?' One little boy raised his hand and said very matter-of-factly ...'I think the man would have said - 'Well, fuck me!! A talking pig!' The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes. The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: "Take only ONE. God is watching."

Thanksgiving
The Pregnant Turkey One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen and inserted it into the turkey. She then stuffed the turkey again. She put the bird(s) back in the oven to cook. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Ode To A Turkey... Tis the night before Thanksgiving and all through our house No turkey

Alys Blog
Your Heart is your Love, Your love is your Family, Your family is your Future, Your future is your Destiny, Your destiny is your Ambition, Your ambition is your Aspiration, Your aspiration is your Motivation, Your motivation is your Belief, Your belief is your Peace, Your peace is your Target, Your target is Heaven, Heaven is no fun without FRIENDS When tommorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But a

Just Some Food For Thought .
"Eleven Hints for Life" 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a d

Nsfw Jokes
Three tortoises, Rodney, Roger and Gary, decide to go on a picnic. Rodney packs the picnic basket with beer and sandwiches. The trouble is that the picnic site is ten miles away. So, it takes them ten days to get there. When they get there Rodney unpacks the food and beer. "Ok Gary give me the bottle opener." "I didn't bring it," says Gary "I thought you packed it," Rodney gets worried, He turns to Roger, "Did you bring the bottle opener?" Naturally Roger didn't bring it. So they're stuck ten miles from home without a bottle opener. Rodney and Roger beg Gary to go back for it. But he refuses as he says they will eat all the sandwiches. After two hours, and after they have sworn on their tortoise lives that they will not eat the sandwiches, he finally agrees. So Gary sets off down the road at a steady pace. 20 days pass and he still isn't back and Rodney and Roger are starving, but a promise is a promise. Another 5 days and he still isn't back, but a promis

Moi
A little birdie made me realize last night that I don't really take the time to rate ppl's pics much anymore. It's something I did all day during my early days on cherry tap. So... I think I'm gonna pick a few people a day and rate up all their stuff :P I can't keep track anymore of who likes rates and who doesn't give a rat's ass, so if you want me to stop by, let me know :) And please don't be offended if I give 10's because I'm gonna be using them up quickly now. It doesn't mean I don't luv ya ;) I'm having a Happy Hour!

Quizzes
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as DraculaYou are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula 100%Lestat 100%Marius 100%Akasha 100%Deacon Frost 83%Blade 83%Spike 83%Armand 83%Angel 83%Louis

My Poetry
GUESS WHAT IM UP FOR AUCTION SO IF YA WANNA OWN ME FOR A MONTH THE COME BID ON ME. HERES THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=328436322# Someone once told me when you want something never give up well that's just what i'm doing giving up. I've tried so hard but to no avail, these thoughts & feelings for her are making my life a living Hell. I cant deny what I know is true. In my heart there is only you. My spirit is in constant torment & my heart is in painful agony because of a need that wont go away, wont disappear. What has come to pass is my greatest fear, that I might have found a love without compare. My world is fading my life is wading near the edge of the pool of dispair. I cant think of anything else without a thoughtof you being there. My instinct says to carry on but my heart knows that would be wrong so I'll end this poem by saying I Love You but we can never be so I'm letting you free to decide who you want because I know it can never be me.

They Protect Us All
CHINESE PROVERBS Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok . Man with one chopstick go hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. Man who live in glass house sho

Poems
Evening Comes (a tribute to my deceased father) evening comes a sacred curse like a blaket it covers the land casting shadows on the ground slowly moving in slowly... moving... in the moon is peeking from the clounds to dance on the silky water it blows the winds across the shore softly rolling in softley... rolling... in people in town they went to bed they are scared of what's to come so I sit alone on the bench patiently waiting for patiently... waiting... for my father used to bring me here when I was just a lad we used to pray for the souls quietly resting here quietly... resting... here so I sense the moon and I watch the water feeling the cold wind on my back I hold myself and start to cry painfully asking why painfully... asking... why Dot and carry One Our reliable undeniable Infinate faunt of all things viable Sometimes laughable maybe cryable Ours alone and quite unbuyable. Waker to plaintime wail at night Calmer of sto

Me So Fickle...
but I'm okay. The day I understand women is the day they bury me. :D Blind me, erased what was Stillborn I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty, just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Lost in a dream Nothing is what it seems Searching my head For the words that you said Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes This sad scene replays Of you walking away My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much That in nothing we trust Time and again, She repeats let's be friends I smile and say yes Another truth bends, I must confess I try to let go, but I know We'll never end 'til we're dust We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much That in nothing we trust God

Bamblez
When your herat turns cold it causes your soul 2 freeze It spreds throughout your spirit likea ruthless feeling disease The walls that once were down now stand firm and tall Safe from hate/love,pain/joy until u feel nothing at all When ure heart turns cold a baby's cry means nothing A dead corpse is trivial Mothers neglecting children is daily Loneliness becomes your routine friend Death seems like tranquility Sleeping is never pleasant if u even sleep at all u forget ideals and turn off the reason 2 make sure the product gets sold You don't understand how i behave Just wait till your heart turns Cold! 2-Pac fly free,fly true there's enough love in your, heart for two, lost in thought one hurt you, lost in himself he waz too. in time theese hearts did mend, but not once did he lose his friend, not once did your l

Life
The Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Add MySpace Quizzes & MySpace Surveys to Your Profile! HELL, I hope you like things hot, stuffy, agonizing because you're on your way to HOTEL HELL-where you don't ever check out and the TV is stuck on Teletubbies. May I suggest canceling your reservation with a good deed or two? Maybe join the boy scouts, or help the old lady with her groceries...hmmm? We should all understand that by WAR bashing....we are telling the troops "what you are doing isn't important" and that you have forgotten about 9-11. We should just say "thank you" and realize that when you speak out against them that that very freedom to bash is fought for BY THEM and the fact that you can speak out on your own safe soil...is also provided and made possible BY THEM and deserves a simple thank you.Then maybe we should take the time to think about the sacrifices that our soldiers are making for us. Especially this time of year, we should remember them and their families. No

Dungeon Chamber
There's something about just submitting, loving, wanting his love, his control, his protection. Nothing compares to the complete surrender of heart, mind, body and soul, and it be accepted and cherished Dont say no... just his presence sets her heart racing makes her body throb her lips ache for his his eyes, filled with fire turned banked embers to infernos, flames of need, filling her with molten desire and then he touches her lifting her fingers to his lips and a thousand volts course wildly through her heart does he know how she needs him how his presence reminds her of her total dependence on him does he know that a word, a glance, a touch, can send her into throes of delight make her inner core pulse in pleasure her eyes lock on his and she knows.. knows that he knows knows that he controls her and she trembles joyfully even in his absence the thought of him makes her wet with wanting sets her on edge, aching to please

Important Things
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea t

Songs That Reflect Me
Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no "Nobody's Home" I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

Sex
Affairs can be exhilarating, exciting, passionate and romantic. They can also - more commonly - be damaging, destructive, cruel, painful, time-wasting and demeaning. But what is an affair? Well, what it's not is a drunken fumble at the firm's Christmas party. It isn't a one-night stand either. Neither is it a romance between two people who are both free of other entanglements. An affair is a sexual relationship that lasts more than one night where at least one of the lovers is publicly committed to someone else. And, sadly, affairs inevitably hurt someone and frequently they hurt all the parties involved including children, if there are any. Some affairs of course end happily for the couple - let's face it, plenty of good second marriages began as illicit romances - but the vast majority of extra-marital liaisons don't end in a new marriage or relationship. In fact I estimate that at least 80 per cent end up unhappily and cause misery all round. So starting an affair is not a

Realty
HERE'S THE DEAL GUYS.. SIMPLE: 4 ONE WEEK ONLY I'M ONLY ACEPPTING AD REQUESTS IF YOU CAN DO ME 1 SMALL FAVOR.. GO 2 MY PRPFILE & LOOK 4 THE LAST PERSONS LINK IADDED THIS MORNING.. RATE THE PICTURE 4 HIM..& COMMENT B4 YOU SEND ME A FRIENDS REQUEST.. IT'S NOT SO MUCH 2 ASK..IT TAKES 5 MINUTES!! WE ALL NEED HELP FROM TIME 2 TIME ON HERE.. IF WE ALL STICK 2GETHER & HELP EACH OT OUT THINGS CAN WORK OUT VERY NICELY.. REMEMBER YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU MIGHT NEED SOMEONES HELP 2! THANKS 4 TAKING THE TIME 2 READ THIS.& HAVE A GREAT WEEK!.MADDY SORRY 4 THE DELAY..HAD A FAMILY CRISIS.. PICS WILL BE UP SOON... PROMISE:) THANK YOU! MUAH!! Music Video:U + UR HAND (LIVE) (by Pink)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Please Read Info
AS OF SEPTMEBER 14, 2011.. IM NOT GOING TO HELP ONE GOD DAMN PERSON OR FRIEND ON HERE NO MORE! SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME SAYING THIS.. WELL TUFF SHIT! CAUSE IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF OTHER PEOPLE ON HERE COMING TO ME AND ASKING ME TO HELP THEM IN CONTEST OR TO HELP THERE FRIENDS... THAT GOING TO STOP AS OF RIGHT NOW! SORRY IF THIS IS CAUSING ANY PROBLEMS.... CAUSE I TRY GET PEOPLE TO MY LOUNGE AND I CANT OR CANT FIND ANYONE WHO WILL HELP ME AS A PROMOTER AND ALSO CANT GET OTHER HELP ME LEVEL UP EITHER. SO IF YOU WANNA HELP ME LEVEL UP OR HELP ME IN MY LOUNGE... WELL LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN MY SHOUTBOX OR EMAIL

J-roxxx Is The Host!
Happy New Year everyone!!!!! I had such a great time last night. :) I hope you all had as good of a time. Im really hung over, but it was totally worth it. J-RoxxX Hottest Mummer On Fubar contest will start Jan 6th (this sunday!) at 3pm cental time!! It will run until Feb 5th (tuesday) at 10pm central time. :) The winner will be decided by RATES ONLY!! So theres NO ANNOYING BOMBING NECESSARY!!! Although, its ok if your friends want to leave some love on your contest photo. :D NO DOWNRATING OR DISRESPECTFUL COMMENTS WILL BE TOLERATED!! Play nice everyone... THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 30 DAYS!! All entries remember, because of the new pic rate system your friends will be able to rate your photo up to 4 times!! Dont forget to take advantage of that. :) Hey check it out i added some new prizes!! ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to ca

Club F.a.r. Announcements!
YOUR IT TAG cuz Furby said Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1.- I like to eat greasy Cheeseburgers which are bad for you. 2.- I love doing the un-expected to people, but usually get in trouble for it. 3.- I love giving to people but find it hard to receive, but working on it! 4.- I likely think about sex to often and just light another Cigarette. 5.- Been smoking too much lately. lol 6.- Know the unexpected entertainer at the Party it was likely me. 7.- It kills me to hurt anyone, I can't be mean! Damn-it. 8.- I am to damn shy ! Then I am too Damn bold! ya never know what I may do! lol 9.- I wish I was taller

This N That
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a day, when that p

Art & Photography
I just added 10 new photos to my Black and White album. They were rtaken right after the last snowfall, earlier this month.. Please go check them out, and leave some comments. I have a couple of other blogs where I used to frequently post information about things concerning my art, and photography. If you like my art, and/or photography, and would like to see what I was up to, had to say about things I was doing, or are just bored you can check them out by using the links below: WickArts Invades MySpace WickArts Thank you Denny for wanting to use my photo to create a gradient that you then used to create these two very cool new images with.

Poems
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever I have a wall around my heart He is tearing it down piece by piece. My head is spinning. My heart is racing. I feel the tension as the brawl begins inside.

Pixelated Insanity
Been awhile since I've been on here or even blogged on here, but loads of you people (who dont even know me) have expressed concern. Thanks! Its pretty cool. As for me, I'm doing ok. She has moved on to better things and I'm moving on too. I'd love to sit and say it doesnt hurt that she doesnt even miss me or want to be friendly, but I guess thats just how it is, right? I love her, I loved her and I always will. The feeling isnt mutual. I realized that a couple of weeks ago. So I gotta move on, worry about me. She has a new man I've been told. Good for her! I hope it brings her much happiness. Because in the end, you hope the best for those you love, even if the love isnt shared. Thats how things are right? Me? I'm not really out even looking for anybody right now. To many things I dont love about myself to worry about someone else loving me right now. And yes, the rumor IS true. I did try to hurt myself some time back. It was stupid. I was drunk. There, we're done ta

My Poems
the one family member i loved and lost was my dog, oreo. i loved him so. He was around 11 yrs old and he died march 3rd 2009. My mom, cat, dad and i will miss him dearly. the second family member i had loved and lost was my papa, mark. i loved him so. he was around the age of 53. he had died from cancer, beer cancer that is. march 23, 2007. the thrid and final family member i lost and loved was nanny, aka as patty. oct. 23, 2006. she is a very loved angel. she was around the age of 56. this was writen by my 10 yr old who has lost all family but me and her dad. writen march 3rd 2009. i ask that if u comment on it please be kind. as like i said a 10 yr old wrote it who understands the meaning of life very well. tthanks to all who read it. dj wyldone A MOTHER IS LIKE WHITE WHITE ROSE BLOOMING IN THE MORNING SUN. SHE BLOOMS SO PRETTY, AND ONE OF A KIND, THERE IS NO OTHER. SHE BLOOMS UNTIL SHE BLOOMS NOMORE. SHE IS ONE IN A MILLION WHITE WHITE ROSE, SO LET

Dark Poetry
There is a problem with me, I am blind, but I still see, I see the ruin of the nation, I see the birth of creation, I see things that haven’t come yet, I know people that I haven’t met, I see the fall of the poorer races, I see the bodies of the dead, their faces, I see the rise of evil Kings, I see the birth of devils with wings, I see things that a human should not, I see through the defence of the emperor, his one weak spot, There is a problem with me, I fear, I am deaf but I still hear, I hear the wolf’s haunting calls, I hear the crumbling of far away walls, I hear the wind blowing at a ship’s sails, I hear the doomed souls screaming wails, I hear the blood oozing from an open cut, I hear eyes being opened and shut, I hear the cries of unnamed, I can hear the weeping of the unclaimed, I can hear whispers in a lover’s ear, I can hear the tremble in a voice filled with fear, There is something wrong with me I’m told, I still feel, only with my so

Poems
Heres a poem I wrote what seems like forever ago... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. Standing on the outside, looking in. Afraid to knock on the door in front of you. How many times have you stood at the threshold but been too scared to cross? What is it you fear? The unknown lies ahead. What awaits you on the other side? Only one way to find out. The door swings open, Will you enter? I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, T

Random Thoughts
I crashed out early and now the Vampire in me has awakened. At least three more hours till sunrise and I must feed. I would love to drain the life-force of another, feeling their body go limp in my arms... Their heart rate rise in orgasm then suddenly fall as oxygen is depleted causing a violent cardiac arrest. Like an "Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind" I crave to drain the memories of my chosen dysfunctional victim… Or is the other way around, and I would like to lose the memories of my damned path? Either way I must curb my bloodlust and find nourishment in another form. Similar to a lucid dream that interrupts my nightmarish existence an accident has caused a tailspin in sanity, confidence, and maybe vanity. What can I believe? What is real? What is happiness to me? The fiery star cannot rise quick enough to bring light to the darkness I am engulfed in at the moment. Pray for a Monet like "Vanilla Sky". Influenced by media, experience, and a limitless hope… Am I a w

Short And Sweet
Dr. Dave and I were discussing the word 'smurf' and what the plural form of it would be. He came up with smurves. LOL good times. A recent blog inspired me to do a little research. I found this website, and I think this paragraph could be reduced to a one lined sentence had they not been so redundant. At any rate, reading it made me chuckle a little. Brown Recluse Spider general information, Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention information, and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information is available here for your review. If you have been searching for Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention or Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information; you have come to the website of a leading provider of Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment provider. For anyone who doesn't know, I'm taking two college classes this summer. Last night my English class got our second essay scores, and before going over them individually the professor says, "I've d

Hello
I can't spell worth a damn and I tend to totaly ignore puncuation so here goes: I have two kids 13 & 15 the ex got every thing even the dog, car, and cell phones in fact the song she got the gold mine and I got the shaft well in this case she evan took the shaft which left me living with my sister and brother in law

In The Mind Of Insanity
Bathe in this pit of crystal tears. Feel on demand, like sharp glass tacs. Pouring.. Steaming... Adrenaline forrests. Phobia pickets the simpleton. Yet is this such simpleton really the loone? Fools dance on fire and truth burns the same. How can one speak as to judge one a string, to another thin theory of loss. Decompose generations of jokes and flags. My comrade now worn to the bone. Blood of the blue.. tainted thirst for the words.. Second guessing is never correct. Are we all just bored to be born again? Or will someday the apology breathe? All artificial in marching stampedes... Go forth and choose what you see without eyes. -Anna The cold dragon of emtiness slides and slithers thru my bones. In and out of all my hopes and devours all my want. Slaps me with its tail to awaken me and all a sudden its a picture perfect memory. Stale and unwanted like death. It stalks me and will until then. A boiling lak

Ghosts, Spirits, Parapsychological Experiences
My earliest memory from this lifetime is of me sitting on the floor as a baby. I was not even one years old. My mom rolled a ball to me. I stared off into space. I always stared off into space, so she says. I know I did, because I was always in tune with the spirit world. Things I remember from back then vary. The living room carpet was brown and easy to hide stains on. We had a lot of brown decor. I remember that. I guess that's why I don't like brown so much anymore. I saw a lady with red hair appear at the top of the stairs. I could see a light around her. It was just my mom and I at home. The lady looked at me and she smiled. I knew her in my heart. I recognized her. I don't remember now who she was exactly to me, but I know we knew eachother. My mom looked at me and had this look on her face wondering why I wasn't paying attention to the ball. I'll never forget it because she still makes that face at me, but now... knowing what's really going on when I stare off into space, she sm

The Southern Belle Enters
Myspace Comments @ 123glitter.com Myspace Comments @ 123glitter.com I broke up with my man about a year ago. We been together almost 7 years, in which I feel was completely wasted. He asked me to marry him on many an occasion, but I felt that he was a bum not trying to accomplish anything in life, so I gave him chances to change. Well big mistake...thats 7 years gone. But now that I am single, I am so horny from no sex and I am afraid to go out and get with someone because of all the sexual transmitted diseases in this here world, and you never know who has what, and I aint about to catch some deadly disease because I am wanting sex. I just dont know what to do, dildos and toys dont really do the job of satisfying my urges, and neither does masturbation, it only slows it down a while. That's right yall, I wanna do the nasty with a gentleman, but I'm to friggin scared, of the consequences !!! I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, friends. If anyone has any ad

Life
Sometimes in life, the person you want to be with the most is the person you are better off without. There are some walls you can walk through and some walls you can not. Recently, I have been catching myself walking through walls I can not walk through. Sometimes to live a better life, you have to unpack your wants and needs (including people) and only pack who and what you really need in your life to survive and to be happy. And the hardest is to leave the rest be hide.

It Never Fricking Ends....
OK, I’m not sure how this works but I’ve been given instructions to leave a message to everyone here. My name is Kevin Wolfe and I’ve been pretty much ordered to say that I’m Ross’s best friend. I’ve known Ross since junior school which would make it about 20 years now. We’ve grown up together and I’ve been with him through everything. I’ve known him from the very first den we made in the woods behind our houses through school, through college and through our adult lives and I can honestly say, I’ve never known anyone like him. He’s supported me through out my darkest times and he’s been my partner in crime in many a alcohol fuelled night out. Ross passed away on 14th March 2008. I spent the day with him on the 12th in hospital and he passed me a sheet of paper with a very long list of instructions. He asked me to go to this website and say goodbye to everyone. The following is a word for word copy of what he wrote - he wanted me to type this o

All You Need To Know About Me
Just thought I would let everyone who reads up on me know that june and july I'll be online more...may is a terribly busy party month for us...like that is a bad thing!! lol....I should be posting new video on myspace by the end of the week...maybe as soon as tonight, this will be without the watermarks...woo hoo!! Anyone with an abundance of free time and a need to party with someone fun should definately hit me up!! June and July I'll be writing a new show for the upcomming season that starts in august with the magic convention in st louis the 17th I have been honored with being master of cerimonies....as always, if there is a place around you that you think would be a fun place for a one man act for an hour before the bands kick off let me know..I'll contact the bar and see about comming to a town near you...its just that easy! Tim august 7th....st louis airport mariott...showtime is 7 pm....me startingg off the show with comedy followed by 5 comedic magicians august 9th...central

Rockstar Fantasy Train
The Rockstar Fantasy Train is looking for more fu-celebrities to be new friends..Want to hop on board? 1.You MUST rate the: "Guitars and Rockstars," folder and leave a comment on the last picture. Don't worry, it's only 30 pics. Try rating it during a happy hour if possible. I am making the train riders personalized tags for doing this, see example below... Start with this pic. 2.You must rate/fan/add everyone on the list "minus the mascot". rate, We have a rate, fan, cheering option for him... If you are already friends with someone check to see if you can re-rate them and leave them a comment "I'm famous, wanna be a rockstar?," or something relating to rockstars! 3.When new people join the train - Please, do not just accept the friend request. You must rate/fan/add/comment back. 4.No cheating! If you don't do as you are asked, when everyone else has already agreed to the terms, you will be removed from train. 5.Private message me,Princess Leia, when y

Deep Thoughts...
Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whose sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal. As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring. In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person... I have a friend who is very dear to me who has a very important mission in life. There is one problem...he is being deceived. I know that I must tell him, but here's my dilemma, he is very defensive toward me right now because he wants to do what he wants to do even though he knows what he has to do, so he is not recepti

Celtic Warrior's Blog
I wanted to write a little history about myself and how I got to where I am now helping Children of abuse and neglect. I was born and raised in Alexandria Virginia and I have never regretted it. When I was about 10 years old the movie "The Wild Angels" with Peter Fonda and Nancy Sintra came out. It was a biker movie that me and my friends watched I know about 6 times in a row that summer day in 1969. After that movie we went home and started our own Bicycle club and we were known as the "Disciples of Pure Hell". There was about 15 of us riding around the neighborhood on our 20" bikes thinking we were the coolest guys around. One day as I was riding home and I cut threough the Apartmeents down from my house, there were two guys sittiing on the small brick pilars near the street. I knew who they were I had seen them before on the Harley's. They were members of the"Hell's Angels". As I rode past the one big guy yells at me," hey bro nice bike". I waved my hand as to say thnak you when the

Poetry
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Please leave comment When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Please leave comment Love is like WAR.its easy to start but hard to end.

My Poems
At times your so sweet, gentle and kind, But other times i dont think you can make up your mind. At times you seem like you dont even want me, At those times i wish i could fly free. At times when i just want to let you go, I remember the sweet times and just go with the flow. At times i cry for you at night, Because i cant get you out of my sight. I love you and i want you, you know its true. Now tell me baby, what do you want to do? By: Emily "Emmy" "Living Dead Girl" LeMay wrote this when i was in like 9th grade Tear stained pillow, blood stained sheet, She's crying and cutting for an all new defeat. She slits her wrists as a tear falls down, She's wearing the same blood stained gown. She reaches out, extended hand, Knowing you could never understand. Her tears keep coming, Eyeliner running. She wants to know you love and care, Knowing life will never be fair. Blade of death, she bites her lip, Her mind's spinning with every sip. Her c

Love
My Heart Give this heart to everyone you don't want to lose in '08 (including me if you care). Try to collect 12. It's not easy! Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too! busy c ollecting stones. The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 4, 2, 28 and 44?" Little Johnny quickly replied, "NBC, CBS, HBO, and the Cartoon Network!" hello all what is up

A Letter To Me
I had a long conversation with a friend the other night about some study about chick flicks being detrimental to marriages. Apparently there are people out there that have a hard time separating fantasy from reality and expect their relationships will turn out with “happily ever after”. Now we all know that happy endings are only stories that haven’t finished yet but I have to wonder if there are really still people out there that believe they’ll find the one their looking for and be “complete”. Since a lot of really good “chick flicks” end in tragedy, I would think that most sensible women would be grateful for what they have after watching. I like watching movies that end in tragedy,

Firestar Wisdom
What be nasty if only a mere dream, yet not lived out with someone, who will make them more than just a mere dream? ©2008 Firestar Beating of heart is one moment with a lifetime of living. ©2008 Firestar Upon the whispering wind are thousand unlived dreams. Can you dare to pause to listen too them? ©2008 Firestar

Nsfw Rules
I am proud to announce that I have accepted the position of ENFORCER with Flamming Heart. We are a leveling crew and would love to help you reach your next level. If you have under 15,000 to level Drop me a line and we can help you out. Please see our founder if you are interested in joining us in helping our fellow fubarians level up!! Please drop me a message if you should need help Please visit our founders: RATE/FAN/ADD them and JOIN US WE LOVE TO RATE (** accepting new members and position open) Founder: latina69 founder of flamming hearts@ fubar Co-Founder: Superman {Co-Founder Of The Flamming Hearts & Wish Bone of T.H.U.G.S.}@ fubar He needs to love and help to level wizard@ fubar Today (last night) Someone reported me to fubar support for having an unflagged nsfw photo and it was flagged and i was given a warning about this. I know who the person is and I feel that I should have been private messaged about this first. If not then

Poetry
hearing your cries watching as your skin fries a lone man comes to save oh please don't misbehave he has come to save us and you gave him such a fus you think your safe and sound kneel bitch, face to the ground DEVILoution it's his age DEVILoution it's his time DEVILOUTION AN EVIL REVOULUTION satan sees your mortal soul offers you the gift of control the evil dream inside there's nowhere to hide your greed is your demise your body, food for the flies lost all that you had pray heathen, to your loving dad DEVILoution it's all around you DEVILoution there's nothing you can do DEVILOUTION A NEW KIND OF EVOLUTION God as come to save the day trying to keep your demons at bay his holy word, booming loud your true faith makes him proud his mortal child only to be defiled Jesus preaching his father's deeds trying to drive out your satanic needs Deviloution is here satan is calling you Deviloution is here he has something new Deviloution Devilo

I Watch To Much Tv
This is a show that comes on the discovery channel. It tells the story's of people that have been haunted by evil ghosts or demons. I like it. Its something paranormal to watch when GHI or Paranormal state are not on. Its not the best show in the world, but its the best thing on at 2 in the afternoon. This week they are investigating the " Most Haunted Village" In England. The first stop in the village was haunted but the other 2 were not. This weeks GHI was not quite so good as the others have been. It was a bit of a let down. Ghost Hunters returns on March 5th. A new 5 min show that comes on VH1 every night. This is a spin off of Best week ever. I love it and am so glad that they have it. It tells me about some of the things i may have missed going on that day.

Saying's
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. -- Robert A. Heinlein Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth. -- Matt Zotti Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness. -- Bertrand Russell The way to find out if you love someone or not, is by talking to them. The more you talk to them the more you either hate them or love them. -- Brad Breitenstein The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart. -- Jaime H. Young No woman/man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. -- Source Unknown If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever. -- Source Unknown If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them. -- Sour

Lol
2044201 My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would > do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in > my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. > Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had > served us all so well for so many generations. > > Obituary > Common Sense > > Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been > with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth > records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as > having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the > rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was > my fault. > > Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than > you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults,

I'm A Poet Or I Try To Be
Keep flapping those loose jaws No one listens It only makes you weaker to those who see it Cruel bully Ignorant fool You, the Fanged Beast Attacking me at the jugular Ripping me to shreds Go away I hope a hunter catches you, mutilates you Run and hide, little creature That's all you can do now One word And you'll be a wretched, Hairy carcass You've violated me, you've won Cease to exist, Pathetic fool arms raised to the sky fingers grazing the stars magick surging a tornado a torrent of heat as the bonfire blazes a sheet of flame before me it guides the energy out of my body blasting from my fingers into the universe Even as I lie here Bound, I know you, My Captor, I know your scarlet skin Better than my own blue: Every scar, blemish, flaw You may have my body Simple flesh, canvas, nothing more Your desire not within your reach Consumed, my heart, in shell, Protected, withdrawn, isolated, fragile My mind, the toy

Untitled 2
Risk There are no guarantees Life throws things at you You can catch or miss them But they will come, ready or not I always looked for the real thing Never trusting in the possibility Risk-taking not my forte Staying safe at all costs Even playing it safe is not certain Safe has hurt me Zero risk gets zero gain Sometimes playing it safe costs you more It has me, In not fighting the battle you may lose the war In not believing in a dream You may never sleep peacefully again So let go of the fear Reach out for the flame So what if you get burned Better that then numb for life Better to remember passion and joy Along with the pain and tears Then to have no memories worth Remembering So to hell with safe I am going to gamble and bet Until I win back everything I lost And my life is what it was meant to be HIDDEN HEART From the first day we held hands, to the last day we said goodbye, i'll never forget those momets, i'll never forget th

My Contest
Hi Guys (and gals) REMEMBER that our very own LORD GARFIELD is hosting the HAPPY HOUR of 8pm CENTRAL...and 9pm EASTERN.. That's the FIRST HOUR of the BOMBFEST, so let's get in there early, bomb fast and furious, and take an early lead. We are on a roll this week....we are almost back to bombing strength...so let's all WORK TOGETHER, HAVE FUN, and KICK SOME A$$ !!! I am at wits end. The contest hostess took Goddess Traci's pic off her contest page and left all the other one's up. I don't know why. Her SB is off and she won't answer my fu*mail. I left a comment in her comments on her page asking her POLITELY why she took Traci's pic off contest page. You may wish to leave her a comment yourself. but remember... WE ARE FU*BOMBERS DAMMIT!!! We have a lot of respect here in fu, so don't let your feelings take control and leave nasty comments, PLEASE!! BE POLITE>...show all of fu that FU*BOMBERS HAVE CLASS!! Y'all please be nice, ya hear??? We will once again have a 2 hour bombfes

Poem
My Land I keep dreaming a dream that will never be Anything more than a dream to me To be in your arms so loving and true To have you whisper I love you, too. To make those mignight calls just to say Wish you were here Because we miss each other deeply and need us so near To laugh and giggle all through the night Assuring each other it will be alright. Waiting for you to return back home To embrace me after you have roamed The world is what comes between us Trying to pretend it is just lust. It's hard to focus on real life. When I daydream of you and being your wife. So off I go, back into my land. My heart in the sky and my head in my hand. Mother A mother is someone who listens Someone who cares Someone who envisions The love that we share. A mother is someone tender Someone so bold Someone who uses a blender To serve drinks that are so cold. A mother is someone who's baking A whole lot of yummies Someone who likes taking Treats to school f

Contests/giveaways
With your help I can do it! I'm more than half way there on my giveaway can you please come lend me a hand. Click on the links below. thanks for your help. All help will be returned in your contests/giveaways. Silverpixi Just one rate thats all it takes...come on friends~! If you wanna bid on SilverPixi please do so...click on the pic below (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-28 20:25:47') Please come help me in my giveaway... I need 25,000 comments. I will help anyone in their contest/giveways that help me. Thanks in advance... Silverpixi The link is below

Alijah James & I Love Sporks
This was a bulletin that is going around right now about Sporks and Baby Alijah and Mullins... the link is below, but the whole story was also copied and pasted into the bulletin as well. I just found this on another website Please read this is the link but to save time I have copied the story and will post it here as well http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/metropolitan/5523074.html The mother of a 3-month-old baby boy found slain in Galveston has been charged with endangering a child. Caren Kohberger 27, had not yet been taken into custody Thursday, Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. Yenne said Kohberger is accused of handing her son, Alijah to his father, Travis Mullis, 21 early Jan. 29. At the time Kohberger knew that Mullis was unstable and may hurt the child, Yenne said. Mullis, who later surrendered in Philadelphia, told police he stomped the child's head and killed him because the boy wouldn't stop crying. If convicted, Kohberger co

Poetry
Darkness is my kingdom as astral vapors swirl about me, swaddling me in a blanket sewn of cosmic wind and undiscovered memories. Hidden within a locket lie all the answers the world has ever known and many more we dread. Aeons passed as nothing filled the endless void, a great black sea alive amongst the absence of life; great infernos rage, tumultuously tossed amidst illusion and unvision. Astral winds carry a scent of death and mystery, reminding us of a time when we were more than what we are now; a time of eldritch lore and cyclopean myth, where great creatures roamed, and we were free as we had never known; free to explore the cosmic sea, the astral void that we called home. Pools of lava burble around, I watch the beast between the eyes, Raise my sword to slay the beast. The beast lets loose a deafening sound. As I devise his demise I promise to avenge the deceased. The beast lunges, I swing my sword. The bl

Jay Kubassek
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Old Auctions And Contests
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Auctions/comment Bombings
HEY ALL, COME HELP MY BEST FRIEND PLEASE. HE'S TRYING TO WIN A MONTH VIP & SOME FUBUCKS JUST CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO START BOMBING HIM NOW!! Thanks A Lot!! §é×ÿ †ïgë® (Co-Founder of §ê×ÿ £êvëlê®§)@ fubar To All Who Is Willing 2 Help Me... I'm in my first auction since I've joined FuBar. It starts on the 8th and ends on the 13th {my b-day} I really want to be in it but I have a small problem. I'm leaving at 3am Friday morning to drive to Ocala, FL & Don't know if I can get on once I get there. So I guess I'm asking for people to keep this bulletin at the top if possible. And PLEASE. Bid away on me once it starts. :) Any &

Wealth Masters International Jay Kubassek
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Wmi Jay Kubassek
Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy CarbonCopyPRO is a marketing system that has been developed by WMI Jay Kubassek and his associates to help solve many problems most people face in a home based business and provide them with tools to succeed. Before you become involved in Carbon Copy Pro there is an application form to fill and a $49 fee in which you will receive a complimentary copy of inside out normally priced at $149 DVD/Workbook created by Mike Dillard and Jay Kubassek for only the first 100 applicants that register with Carbon Copy Pro. Before you become involved in Carbon Copy Pro there is an application form to fill and a $49 fee in which you will receive a complimentary copy of inside out normally priced at $149 DVD/Workbook created by Mike Dillard and Jay Kubassek for only the first 100 applicants that register with Carbon Copy Pro. Overall this is a great way of helping those who would normally have no clue as how to market or sell a higher tick

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For A Reason
The astrological symbol of the Aquarius is the Water Bearer. But don’t be mistaken – the Aquarius’ element, formally called a sign’s triplicity, is air, not water. The air signs of the zodiac are intellectual communicators who let their mind, rather than their emotions, dictate their actions. If you look at this sign’s symbol you’ll see the Water Bearer physically pouring water. This act is representative of the Aquarius dispersing the gift of truth to the world, which is exactly the humanitarian goal of the Aquarius. Behind the mask Where feelings are hidden The mask is the side That I turn to you If I am a clown It hide my fear even as a jester Nobody will see my tears But inside my heart Behind the mask There is a boy with tender Emotional feelings That only a few will ever see A heart hurt on so many places Grieve that's only for me If I cry it will be for nobody to see Cold is the world that surround me Fighting day by day Things nobody wil

My Crazy Life
Well, the first thing that I have to say in this blog is that I'm sorry. I have been keeping this a secret since we found out, so I have not been fine, having nice days, good weeks or anything like it. It's more like I'm depressed, aggravated, angry, depressed, wanting to kick all those doctors butts, and like my heart has been ripped out and danced on. I knew that Dad was sick before Thanksgiving but I never told anyone until now. He is one day out from surgey and now I tell you guys, well as they say denial is not a river in Egypt. I also did not want to put anymore on your plates than you already had to handle. Dad had his first bout last year and had radiation treatments. He was very sensitive to the radiation and got burns several times. His mouth and his neck. Sometimes these would put off his treatments for a week or once for three weeks and they had to start giving him a lower dosage. When he had gone through the full course of treatments, the doctors did in depth testing

Song Lyrics
If I could write a letter to me And send it back in time to myself at 17 First I’d prove it’s me by saying look under your bed There’s a Skoal can and a Playboy no one else would know you hid And then I’d say I know its tough When you break up after seven months And yeah I know you really liked her and it just don’t seem fair All I can say is pain like that is fast and it’s rare 1st Chorus And oh you got so much going for you going right But I know at 17 it’s hard to see past Friday night She wasn’t right for you And still you feel like there’s a knife sticking out of your back And you’re wondering if you’ll survive You’ll make it through this and you’ll see You’re still around to write this letter to me At the stop sign at Tomlinson and Eighth Always stop completely don’t just tap your brakes And when you get a date with Bridgett make sure the tank is full On second thought forget it that one turns out kinda cool Each and every t

Insight Is Mine
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com Last night I held her so close to me This was one of those hugs You would call an embrace One of those hugs where you massage her back Yea that one Can you feel the love in that I know Just hearing about it You can feel the love in the words It vibrates fr

Carbon Copy Pro Leads
Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Carbon Copy Pro leads - The biggest hurdle to ANY business is the Selling of the Product or Service. Most activities of any business is directed to this desired result or the business will fail. Problem is, NO-One wants to be the 'salesperson', especially in the Home Based Market arena. Carbon Copy Pro solves this problem by deflecting this task to trained professionals who know what they're doing! OK, so now you've got a competent salesperson on your payroll, what do you provide, ie: what's the product or service? One of the main reasons most home based businesses fail is the inherent LACK of value in what they're selling. EBooks, Magazines, Online Subscriptions, lotions, potions and pills are rampant online and can usually be acquired for FREE or through other easy to use resources. Hence, the home based entrepreneur is 'pressure selling' something to family and friends that they don't really 'need'. On the other hand, Carbon C

Random Songs
I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold [Altro:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach I'm ready when you're ready for me I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the palm of my hand And you were here with me,

My Giveaway
needs only 29,164 more comments 4 our prize needs 24k to get her prize only needs 40,260 more comments 4 his prize (repost of original by 'Evonne ~Spirit levelers~Sisters 4 life~~Fiesta Tappers ~Club Far~' on '2008-02-16 21:02:59') Hey hey everyone this Sweet Lil Lady is In A Rating Contest Swing By & Give Sugar Cookie Some Sweet lubins!!! only take 5 sec...She'd Do it 4 U!! repost plzzzzzz (repost of original by 'The Spankers Club' on '2008-08-22 07:20:13')

My Blogs
You Love me, Like no one else can, You where the one, who gave me a helping hand. You lifted me up, when I fell to the ground, If it wasent for you, I wouldent be around. Our love burns, Like a fire so true, Like the heart of the beast, That shows no Defeat. Our love is Pure, Like the ocean so blue, I would love nothing more, Then to spend Eternity with you. You are the one, That put a sparkle in my eye, You are the one, That I will be with when I die. My Heart is Kind, Loyal, and True, And it will stay this way, Only for you. Tell me what you think!!! Why is life so fucked up at moments? Why do we hate each other so much? Why do we love? Why is there pain? This world is full of pain, hate, love, saddness, depression, suicide, homicide, drugs, and no ones know why. No one knows the meaning of life. And no one ever will. Why where we put here on earth? To make fools of our selfs infront of our friends? To hate and kill each other? Why are we ammused by the most stupidest things? W

Just A Little Something
Hey everyone, i thought it would be neat if i started my very own salute folder of pix, but that means i will need you're help!...Make me a salute, you can say anything.. x Whats a good "free" morph tool? Click here to Vote for 7th Strain! Thanks for you're vote! I lovee 7th Strain!!

Her
I'm in a good place right now. Do you get it? Do you get it? Do you know what I mean. Are we right there. Am I talking to who I want and can never have. Or am I talking to the one I've always had but never seen. Do you know what I mean. You're reading this somewhere and you know what I mean. I see those laughing eyes, that knowing smile. That knows where you've been and no one else. You sat here, you touched this. Associations. The Heart and the Mind are often spoken of seperately. However, the Heart is only a metaphor for feelings and emotions that reside in the Mind. So the two are actually one. The Mind only seeks what it believes that it needs. Love is the goal of the heart. Therefore the mind believes it needs love. Though we are much like animals in the biological sense, are minds are much more complex. I can't believe the Mind seeks Love solely for reproduction of the species. Love must serve some other purpose. I speculate that Love might be a way for two halfs to become whole.

Quotes
Decide right now to make this day a memorable one. Make use of the precious moments now available to you to do something you'll continue to remember and be thankful for, years and years from now. This very day is your opportunity to move life forward in a significant way. Choose to find your enjoyment today in making a real and enduring positive difference. Do you realize how fortunate you are to be able to transform the fleeting hours of this day into something that will continue to add value to the world long after this day is over? Can you see how profoundly fulfilling it will be to live this day in such a way that you can always look back upon it with grateful satisfaction? Just imagine living every day that way. Then, go beyond merely imagining it and start to continually live with a strong and abiding sense of true purpose. The whole universe spreads out in front of you. And anything is possible in this very moment. Make this day a beautiful and memorable one. Then r

My Time In Iraq
WELL I HOPE TO HAVE A COMPUTER SOMETIME THIS WEEK AND MAYBE THE INTERNET WITHIN THE MONTH. RIGHT NOW I AM JUST TAKING IT EASY AND SEEING HOW MY MONEY GOES AND THEN GO FROM THERE. THE THING IS THAT IF I HAVE A COMPUTER I DONT HAVE TO GO TO THE BUILDING TO GET ONTO THE INTERNET LOL. ANYWAYS THANKS FOR READING THIS TWO SEE MARINES DANCING IS ONE HELL OF A SITE. IF THERE IS ONE THING THAT WE CANT DO IT IS DANCE TRUST ME ON THAT. ANOTHER THING IS THAT SOME OF THE MARINES THAT DANCE ON VIDEO DO WORRY ME BUT I KNOW THEY ARE JUST PLAYING AROUND TO BE STUPID. ANYWAYS LATER It was a very sorrowful day for us knowing that we have lost two of our own in a wood mill fire. This comes as not shock but that is the risks that we take each day as we receive 911 calls. The funeral was straight down to the point. There was nothing out of line or anything of that nature. While at the funeral they played the taps and I lost it crying. But when the fire truk lit up with lights and siren I really lost it wit

Carbon Copy Pro Money
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My Poems
Can you tell me why things are this way? Tell me why so many things are left to say... Can you tell me what to do? Tell my why i'm in love with you... Can you tell me how you feel? Tell me why this can't be real... Can you tell me why we can't be? Tell me why i'm so blinded to see... Can you tell me why she tells me you dont like me? Tell me why you show signs you do... Tell me why I love you... P.S Please Father way up there, look down here and see.. How much she really means to me... I know we will never be I've came to face it, you see It still hurts like hell Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell Tired of breaking out to be pulled back Why can't my life just stay on track I love her, but I cannot say it She needn't know.. It's the gods honest truth I sit in my room alone Not one sound, except the phone But I wont answer it not after all that shit Though it's in the past It came back to me in one big blast "It'd never go that far" She said, Left

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Vamps Log
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

Poems,thouhgts,bitching Post,ect............
well it has been a while since have wrote anything and now i have to state my opion on something... i think that it is pretty shitty that someone can RUN your life and TELL you who u are able to talk to and so on.......maybe this aint true but OMFG how somene can let a 24 year friendship go down the drain....i just cant belive that....for some one who is so smart and strong can let someone run your life is pretty flippen sad....and yes i know what you are thinking and that s fine but u know that im doing what i have to do...yes it might not be the right choice but for now it is..if i was able to come home and LIVE my life i would.....but this is BULL that you would let HER run your life.....i know that your not happy and u have not been in a while... we have had our good and and times over the years and i have to say to you again......i told you once i lost you and now that i have found you i WILL NOT let you go again..... and you know me well enogh that im not joking but

X
I just don't care much about websites I've joined, or anything like that. I dunno. I play a lot of games. But as far as talking to people online, or even IRL for that matter, I've been staying away from it. to the wind, and the rain, and the glorious fame. my empire of dirt.

The Written Word
You are my light At the end of the tunnel You are the moon That lights up the sky In the darkest of the night You are the stars in the sky Twinkling in your happiness Down on me You are the sun Lighting my way Throughout the day You are the sun’s rays peaking over the horizons At the break of day (chorus) You are my best friend, My passion, my love, My soul coming home. You fill me with peace, With you I am whole. You are the bright greens In the spring bringing life To the world and to me You are the tulips blooming In all their glory You are the rose The flower of love Velvety soft shorn of thorns You are the birds Singing their sweet songs In the morning light You are my dreams giving me hope In that now not at all Bleak future (chorus) You are my best friend, My passion, my love, My soul coming home. You fill me with peace, With you I am whole. You are the foam on the waves Crashing around me As I walk into the sea You are the sa

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Quiet Within
THE CAB RIDE Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One night I took a fare at 2 :30 am , when I arrived to collect, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation.. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's s tood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pill box hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase The apartment looked as if no one had lived

Life
Today sucked bad. First my day started off at 11:30pm when didn't got to bed til 4:40am. My mom woke me up and made me go shoping with her. We with to wal mart then to food lion. After we got home she cooked sheapard pie. After we ate i had to go with her to see my grandmaw and then to place use to leave there with my ex(ashley). Bc grandmaw selling and not letting me rent anymore. So we had to go up there meat people who going to make the yard look good. Then i came home hopeing get to talk to my gf. Ha Ha i had to go out again to see my sister. I thought that all i was going to do. When got there mom decid she had to plants sis flower so i was made to help. Then after 2 hour there i final get home. I didn't get to talk to that speal person in my life today. I miss her and love her. I hope if she read this she will call me so we can talk. She not been feeling to good. Plz call me This year i have went and spent bunch money on family. I bought my step dad new porble dvd player and His

Autism
All people with autism have difficulty with social interactions and relationships. Parents often describe their child with autism as preferring to play alone and making little eye contact with other people. Other symptoms of autism include: Difficulties with verbal and nonverbal communication. Language development in children with autism is almost always delayed. Limited, repetitive, and overused (stereotyped) patterns of behavior, interests, and play. Many typical behaviors—such as repetitive body rocking, unusual attachments to objects, and holding fast to routines and rituals—are driven by the need for sameness and resistance to change. There is no “typical” person with autism. Although autism is defined by the above characteristics, people with autism can have many different combinations of behaviors in mild to severe forms. What research is being done? The National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke (NINDS) is one of the federal government’s l

The Sweetest Suicide
Which is worse?Death or a broken heart?Death is only once ,But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry. some days i just wish thati could run and hide no matter where i go it seems like the only way out is suicide my life doesn't seem worth it all of this pain and suffering i dont want to be here anymore the only wayout is suicide nobody can help me the only way out is suicide nobody knows the real me i put on this person when i am actually miserable the only way out is suicide all i have ever wanted is to loved and accepted me the only way out is suicide i hate you look what you did to me you killed my spirit, you broke my heart beacuse of you i am empty inside BY: YOUR BELOVED TWEETY Depression leaves you lost Depression drops you into a never ending black hole You want to get help But you can't When you do You wish you didn't Depression leaves you numb With fear Depression leaves you no hope No ambition Nothing to look fo

Hey Everyone
Hey everyone, been kinda busy here lately, i been taking classes online and dealing with my kids, my son is 13 months and my daughter is 4 so i have my hands full, my parents are coming up to visit me they will be here wed. yay!!!!!! so i have a big question to ask everyone, please help me level up i want to upload more pics of the kids and i and my hubby :) so help me please and also come join me at this awsome lounge fubars hotspot :) can't wait to see you all in there :) hey everyone, well haven't written in a while, I am in my second block of classes and doing good, the kids are doing pretty good, my son is almost 2 May 12th is his b-day. Alexis is 5 now, wow! she's going to be going to Kindergraden soon!! besides that I am doing pretty good, just been tired.Oh yeah please help level me up. I will rtf!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, GUYS CAN NEVER MAKE UP THERE MIND ON WHAT THEY WANT, I FEEL AS IF I AM GETTING PUSHED AWAY, I AM ABOUT DONE WITH GUYS ALL IN ALL. EVERYTIME I

Hdtv
HDMI is a term you will come across if you buy a TV or a media player. But, what is HDMI? How is it different from the other available standards? What does it offer you? Let’s go for it. HDMI (High Definition Multimedia Interface) is a licensable audio/video connector interface for transmitting uncompressed, encrypted digital streams. Consumer electronics companies Hiitachi, Matsushita, Philips, Silicon Image, Sony, Thomson, and Toshiba founded this standard and released first version on December 9th 2002. This standard uses a single cable to carry uncompressed digital HD video, multi-channel audio and some control signals. HDMI uses a single 15mm, 9pin cable to carry both video and audio signals and a single remote control to operate all the devices in your home theatre. HDMI Devices have Gink intelligence? That helps devices recognize TV resolution and auto adjust it so you don’t have to bother about choosing the screen format. HDMI is an enhanced and robust form of DV

His Royal Saltiness' Blog
here is the newest poem running through my head!! Released I release thee from the bond that holds tight, to find one true loves light, never to haunt your dreams again, never to come on a moments whim. I release thee from the bond that ever was, dropped from mind but never heart, lost and found but never hurt, trapped in time was never enough. I release thee from the bond of pain, to never again know the breaking of thy soul, to live with all thy know, to be one with all but always heal thyself, to be with the one thy love with all thy might, to be with the one thy hold so tight. I release thee to the world thy know, i release the key that i held so long, opening the door for thee with so much glee, hoping that our lives should past in the distant day, i release thee from all your pain. that is all i hope you like. I wrote it from the heart and i hope you take it as a good thing. I will see ya'll on the flipside. Ares so okay i know i

Untitled Lyrics(my Own Work)
One year and 4 months since I opened my mouth, nothing changed much, rearranged much. What good does love do if the person you love doesn't love you? At least its less painful then being stabbed in the back. If your better off with a user who screws you & plays games with you? Dare not ask if the feelings are still there, ask if you've got them. But its like that because you lie, you just don't care. Brother, sister, cousin, best friend. I've come to realize they're merely words spoken and written in the end. Everyone is out for theirs, so as this cigarette slowly burns down I ignore all the hurt, emotions, and times I've been lied to, and turned down. Never going to be your husband, but sure as hell I hope this ain't how you treat your best friends. With therapy hopefully these dreams'll stop, lead to a yellow brick road, a better place, and a means to an end. My worst enemy, isn't envy or jealousy, hate is just a part of me. I'm waiting, some people are hesitating, and masturbating,

Poem
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. You're kissable and cuddly; You're lovable and sweet; You thrill me every minute, And sweep me off my feet. You're charming and disarming, Desirable and true. You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love you! A chance encounter of the

Nobody
hi yall my son and I have to go to the doctors today and get his test results. We had an appointment at the end of the month but want us to come in today to go over the results whitch cant be good so just keep us in ur thoughts and prayers when I come home from the doctors I will update anyone that cares please pray around 3oclock hey paper its me again seems like ur my only freind i wish i can talk to her tell her how i feel to show this time is for real no games no time to play she asked when it was comin heres that day that i stand up and say no more to the ragin war that lives inside of me its a war against misery theres nothing that can stop me now i havent taken my final bow this is fight to regain my life for my kids and my future wife i no its been a rough road Im prince that once was a toad Jason John Eberle, D.D.S. April 3, 1971-May 27, 2008 Jason Eberle, 37, died suddenly of natural causes on May 27, 2008

Private Writtings
Daddy Doms Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy

Reduce, Reuse, Recycle
Well, not really... Water is one of our most precious resources. Those that love in the west are starting to know this and we will all find out in the next 20 years. My garden appreciates fresh rainwater all summer long thanks to my rain barrel.... another interesting fact... In 2 minutes in the shower you use as much water as the average African does in a day. Lawn mower emit more polutants into the air than cars. Running a lawnmower for an hour emits the equivalent polution as driving 100 miles. For as long as I have owned my house this has been my means of cutting the grass: It is great exercise and I don't don't have to worry about waking the neighbors. Recycling one aluminum can saves enough power to run a TV for 3 hours.

Mad Tatters
Welcome to Mad Tatter's Tattoo Shop FuBar Blog Page!! The Shop is open: Thurs - Fri: 8PM to MidnightSat - Sun: Noon to Midnight Shop Min is $20. Appointment Only!Check out our web site for more information on the shop! http://madtatterstattoos.com We now have body Jewelry!! Hey, everyone..have an update on tonight............................ Saturday, December 13, 2008 we will be out at 40 Ounces of Freedom to hear my cousin's band play. We'll be there around 9 or so, and we'll have our Gift Certificates with us if you want to purchase one! So, come out to hear the band and remember.....Always have a designated driver!....................................... It's my cousin, Alan Ricci's band. (Yes, this is my first time seeing them.) The bar is in Jonesville. There is no cover charge. Hope to see you tonight!! Mad Tatter Hey, everyone! Mad Tatter's has the blacklight inks in! ALSO....We're now selling body jewelry. We don't have a huge stock yet, but it

Wonderful World Of Fubar!
Come join me at the Love Shack Lounge just click the pic!!! Come have fun and meet great people! Listen to great tunes! Have a ton of fun! So Come See What I am Talking About! Tell Them Plus Sized Vixen Sent You! Click Pic To Bid On ME! Join Us For The Love Shack Staff Auction! NOW Untill Friday, October 31st. So Come Bid On Me Plus Sized Vixen And Other Love Shack Staff! Click Pic To Bid On ME! Can't Wait To See Your Bids! Click Pic To Bid On ME! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ! Come bid on me and I could be all your for 2 weeks! Secret additions added! Come buy me so you can find out! (You may need to add JC to view the auction block) Will you come bid on me? http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=216966&albumid=908980&i=3772205893&idx=7

Love Poems
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection. I know you're going crazy, I've been there too. I can see how the weight is making your knees bend, Let me take some of it from you. Don't keep yourself closed off, I am here for you to open up and let go. There is so much you can't forget or forgive, Let me help you cope, we can work things out together. I hear the pain in your voice, You need me now. Don't worry, I'll move heaven and hell to get there. You can't talk, you won't talk about it, I understand. Put your worries in my hands. Lay your head down, And believe that I will do an

General Info...news Etc...
If any of you have Yahoo and read the news they posted yesterday, or pretty much any news source, then you are aware that we have reached 4,000 of our men and women that have died doing what they believed in. This is by no means a bash of any sort. I for one wish the war was over too, but will stand behind all of them until the day that I die!!! This is just so that those of us that believe in them know how many Angels have given all they had for us and that this is why we are here. 4,000 families given tragic news. 4,000 funerals. This is also so that those of you that may be reading this and don't support these Angels, just a little reminder to you of how many have given everything so that you may be entitled to that opinion, with no reprocussions. Nobody wants war. Nobody wants sacrifice. But these 4,000 along with the hundreds of thousands before them, believed in fighting for what you thought was right. For what this country stands for. THEY ARE ONE OF THE REASONS THIS COUNTRY IS

Dees Life
Im sick of all the bullshit drama. Everytime i find something that makes me happy i get the shit end of the stick so im done. I hope that everyone is happy. Thanks everyone. When someone uses the word love it should mean just that love unconditional as in understanding faith trust all that. Many people in my life have claimed to love me but they dont know the meaning of it. So next time someone says they love me they better mean it. I am tired of the game players , i aint no piece of ass sorry i dont swing that way. You got to earn your way into my bedroom. Patience is a key rule. Love you say you love me you say you need me you say you want me but how do i know your love is true the way you touch me the way you feel beside me the way you kiss me the way you hold me the way you make me feel like a schoolgirl the way you care the way the words come out so sweet I I Love I love you . Denise E. Pyle

Hey I Need To Tell U Sumthin My Friend......
Lisa Marie Presley Blog: Michael Jackson Knew He Would Die Like This Lisa Marie Presley, who was married to Michael Jackson in the mid-1990s, has take to her MySpace to unload some thoughts about the King of Pop’s death. Apparently “he knew.” Check out LMP’s interesting blog entry inside… Lisa Marie Presley:

Poems
For you, Peach...I shall now create a poem... Roses are red, Violets are blue. Wow you are smoking hot. Nice Rack! After it happen the doctors would not let me see her, but kept her wrapped up in blankets. because they didn't understand the greatness of the event because, they only knew why she had died, not how she had come to this. After turning to the world for what it owed her hand but would not give, she turned to herself who had nothing to give, Her empty, desolated hands made a gift of that something wrapped up in blankets -George Economou What are you supposed to do with all the love you have for somebody if that person's no longer there? What happens to all that leftover love? Do you suppress it? Do you ignore it? Are you supposed to give it to someone else? How do you fill that void? I hope you never find out that a broken heart hurts physically.

Random Writings
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, In May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss Just a day he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle y

Astral Force Rising
This is an excerpt from the sequel to "Astral Force Rising". Let me know how it grabs ya! "Behold my masterpiece!" Leo Gardasian exclaimed as he pulled a blue tarp off of a large horizontal cylinder which contained a human body. "Who is it?" asked Leo's sister, Tabitha, as she ran the fingers of both hands through her long auburn hair. "Take a closer look," Leo beamed with pride. "Don't worry, sis. She won't bite. Well not yet, anyway." "Of course not," Tabitha replied. "I'm the biter around here." She bared her extended canines for emphasis. Peering through a window at one end of the cylinder, she saw a famiiar face. A smile crossed her face as she remarked, "Niiiice! But why the change in hair color?" "I'm not sure," Leo replied, "but I suspect Lilith had something to do with it." "Speaking of Lilith," Tabby inquired, "where is she? I know you didn't kill her because I'm still here. You've been tight-lipped for months now."

Meh!
Your Deadly Sins Envy: 20% Greed: 20% Pride: 20% Sloth: 20% Wrath: 20% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. How Sinful Are You? You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear. What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You? Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a bite to eat, they talk about their moonshine operation.Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is inreal distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says,'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no.Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?'The woman begins to turn blu

You Know You Wanna
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and this is what I've come up with (among other things). I want to say that I'm sorry. For past mistakes, present, and future. Some say that you shouldn't say sorry because it can't change anything, and maybe they are right, but I'm giving it a shot. If I've done wrong by you, I'm sorry. I have a temper like you wouldn't believe and more often than not it gets the best of me. I've lost some amazing friends over some of the stupid stuff that I have done. I only wish that I could go back and change it. But, I'm the type of person who doesn't have regrets, but I try to learn from my mistakes. So, if you're reading this and this pertains to you, please take it seriously. If there is anyone out there who I've hurt, made mad, etc currently. Again, I'm sorry. To anyone who I may hurt in the future, don't take it personal. As I said, my temper gets the best of me and gets me into trouble. I have a smart mouth too, and anyone who knows me k

Omfg!!!
3 Men were sentenced to 25 years of solitary confinement. As a concession, the governer allowed each of them to take one item into his cell. The first guy asked for a pile of books; the second for his wife; the third asked for 100 cartons of cigarettes. At the end of the 25 years, the first prisoner was released and said: "Those books proved immensely invaluable. I've studied so hard I can now train to be a lawyer. I'm really happy." The second man stepped out of his cell, with his wife and 5 new children. He smiled, "My wife and I have never been so close. I have a beautiful new family. I'm so happy." And the third guy said: "Anybody got a match?"

Writings By Jolie Noggle
One famous person that i would like to have breakfast with is Seth Rogen. I just think he is a really cool and funny guy. Sure i have had some really weird "stalking and making out with him" dreams that i cannot eplain! But I just really admire him. As I wrote in a blog before, he kinda reminds me of my husband. And that makes me wonder what he's like in real life. Every character he plays in movies or on TV seem to be an extension of himself, or it seems like he is just playing himself sometimes. But I really don't know since i don't know him. I think he's cool because we are about the same age and over the last few years he seemed to come out of nowhere and take over the media and i love that! Of course i have been a fan since he was on "Freaks and Geeks" and his character "Ken" was my favorite. I even kinda had a crush on him when i started digging chubby boys! It sucks that "Freaks and Geeks" AND "Undeclared" got cancelled so soon because both shows were hilarious. It's great that

Just Being Me!
If you want bombed and don't have 11's, it is really easy. Rate two of my bomb folders while have 11's on and leave a few comments on pics in them...(helps with the bouncer) and then comment on this blog and when i bomb later tonight or tomorrow. I will bomb you. Oh and you must have a folder with 250 pics in it for me to bomb. happy rating... Kasper Click the Link below to Find out how to own me! [ fubar.com photo: 199084284 ]

Quizzes
What charactor from Twilight, are you?AliceYou're smart, funny, pixie cute. And can see the future! You're paranormal gift may be viewable now...or maybe it will start developing in a few years, but you will be special. Other Quizzes what kind of dragon r u *Awesome Pics*Dark DragonYou are the Dark Dragon. You are probably goth, emo, or scene if you got this. You like the dark(OBVIOUSLY!!), and want the whole world to be that way all the time. When you are in your room, you are in your own little world with the radio blared so nobody hears you crying and screaming. Darkness is isolated. If you like it, STAY THERE!! You are fine.How do you compare? Take this t

Another Poem
finding within myself a part of me that shouldn’t be molded out of pain and many sufferings shadowing in the darkest corners of my soul defining me capable of compassion and many ugly things scratched upon the walls of this box are my insecurities there is a sense of security in being lonely that velvet box that once contained my soul is crumpled up like tumble weed and rolls when pain blows all sides frayed and torn, like a flag after the storm

Midnight Special!!!
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer. Welcome to the Midnight Special Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar En

How To Use Your Hand For Your Man’s Pleasure
About Green Tea This is something that has been gaining popularity over the years. Though born in China, green tea has had all kinds of incarnations in different parts of the world. Made exclusively with the leaves of Camellia sinensis (haril chai), green tea is quite popular in the west. Science turned its focus on this recently and found that it is highly beneficial for health without having any side effects. And this accounts for people switching from the warmth of regular black to green tea. How does it vary from black tea? Tea in general is made from the leaves of Camellia sinensis. Predominantly, there are three types of tea -black, green and oolong depending on the way tea leaves are processed. And there is the not-so popular white tea too. Green tea is the least processed of all and thus retains the antioxidant, catechin polyphenols called epigallocatechin-3-gallate (EGCG) along with caffeine. This is the main ingredient responsible for the health benefits. Remember,

I Doubt Anyone Will..
http://radio.lanecho.com/lezka/playlistA.html Yo momma's so fat she needs a VCR for a pager Yo Momma so fat the back of her neck looks like a pack of hotdogs Your mama's so fat that her belly button makes an echo Yo momma's so fat her cerial bowl comes with a lifeguard Yo momma so fat when she walks past window we lose four days of sun light Yo momma's so fat she had to get baptised at sea world Your momma's so fat when she fell over, she rocked herself to sleep tryin to get back up again Your mammas so fat and stupid, when it was raining she used the freeway for a slip and slide Yo momma's so fat that when the whales saw her they started singing "we are family" Yo momma is so fat when she goes to a restaurant she has to be greased in and out of the boothes Yo mamma's so fat she was attacked by japenese mlitary, they thought she was godzillas wife. Yo mamma's so fat when she went on school feild trips the school had to raise fund to feed her. Your

Poems
im standing on the egde of a lake, wondering how much i wanna take, i could do this all day and all night, but now im wondering should i put up a fight. I listen up high I listen down low, wondering how deep does this lake go, until i dive in i shall never know, but maybe that is 1 step i dont wanna know. I could sink if i dont swim, the question i wonder is "would i save him?" the ansa is yes so now i scream, "WILL SOMEONE HELP ME OUT OF HERE PLZ" the deeper i dive the lower i go, how deep it does go no-one wil ever know. until that time il stay here, on the edge of the lake where no-one can hear!! in the middle of a crowded room i cant hear a single noise u shout over to me but i cant even hear ur voice .... somewhere amongst the crowded room my heart begins to beat but i cant feel u just the bang of peoples feet my wide eyes search but canot find all thats there is tied and bound i feel the pressure of the heat and all tha

Shitz And Gigglez
I'm going to need to get a shot, to cure this unnatural obsession with Twilight. I went to see the movie Friday (premiere day) at 7:45pm. We got there at 7. The line started just outside the TWO theatres that was playing the movie and then circled around the huge building allllllll the way to where people were still buying for tickets. The line was for people who already had tickets. We were finally let in at 7:15 and it took forever to get in to the actual theatre. I sat the second seat from the aisle on the left in the row that right before the handicap seats. It was so god damn packed it was ridiculous. I went again today. Not so many people so I was able to get good seats. I really think it must be 1 in the box office this weekend. I'm not certain if it'll have staying power, but stephanie meyers can take my $17.75 for the two tickets and then rest assured that I will be purchasing the DVD as soon as it comes out. As an avid Twilight Saga fan who has read alllll of the books

Dads Surgery Oct 17th 2008
hello everyone, as most of you know my birthday is october 17th, well i am upset about this birthday, no.. not because of the age i am becoming but because it is the same day my dad goes in for surgery to remove his kidney with the large tumor in it..i am afraid for him and ask for you all to please send positive vibes and thoughts, wishes, and your prayers please... most of you know his past medical and this surgery will be hard with his lungs being very bad and the one having a tumor in it..so please keep us in your thoughts and prayers on this day..thank you all for your support and thoughts and prayers for me and mine through all of this..many thanks, much love , and many hugsssssssssssssss....your friend....rose ok are you kidding me???..i am fully clothed and the only thing showing is a LITTLE cleavage, which i cant hide unless i wear a turtleneck ...so because i have curves my body is nsfw?????..you know i could understand if i was like alot of girls on here and had my legs spre

Let's Hear It For The Girl!
This is a pimpout and fanning blog for one of my new fu friends here, . Yes, it is time to fan my friend who is fan lonely, lol, I don't think there is a better time than right now and don't forget to buy her a drink if you wish... 3Mily! *3MiLy*@.k.@.*RedBone_Diva* ஐღDangerous Curves Memberღஐ* Let's rain on her Fu fan love today and make her ONE BIG PIMP!.... Please show some fu love for the pimptastic blogger, too! 'Princess Leia' ~Please help me level!~ LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED

Realization
We walk the narrow path, Beneath the smoking skies, Sometimes, barely tell the difference, Between darkness and light. Do we have faith, In what we believe? The truest test, Is when we will not, Or we cannot see. I hear them screaming, In the streets below them, And the women cry out, And the children moan. There's something wrong. It's hard to believe their love will prevail. It doesn't rain all the time, The sky won't fall forever, And though the night seems long, Your tears will hold forever. When I'm lonely, I lie awake at night, An I wish you were here. I miss you, Can you tell me, Is there something more to believe in, Or is this all there is? It won't rain all the time, The sky won't fall forever, And though the night seems long, Your tears won't fall forever. List night I had a dream. You came into my room, You took me into the walls, Whispering and kissing me, And telling me to still believe. You stayed until I felt safe and warm, I fell asl

Writings That Hits You In The Heart & Mind
It is better to be prepared for an opportunity and not have one then to have an opportunity and not be prepared for it. I THINK I CAN! Whether you think you can or think you can not... You're Right! Donna's fourth-grade classroom looked like many others I had seen in the past. Students sat in five rows of six desks. The teacher's desk was in the front and faced the students. The bulletin board featured the student work. In most respect it appeared to be a typically tradional elementary classroom. Yet something seemed different that day I entered it for the first time. There seemed to be an undercurrent of excitement. Donna was a veteran small-town Michigan school-teacher only two years away from retirement. In addition, she was a volunteer participant in a country-wide staff development project I had organized and facilitated. The training focused on language arts ideas that would empower students to feel good about themselves and take charge of their lives. Donn

Relationships
NO ONE AT FUBAR HAS EVERHAD A CRUSH ON ME. I GUESS IT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING REALLY, BUT STILL, NOT EVEN ONE. DO U SUPPOSE I'LL LIVE? MY LIFE MIGHT BE IN THE RIGHT PERSONS HANDS AT THIS MOMENT. I AM UNLOVED AND SMELL LIKE CHEESE I GUESS BOOHOOO LOL JIMMY KNOWLEDGE IS A WEAPON, KINDNESS CAN TURN AWAY RAGE, A LIGHT HEARTED RESPONSE, OR EVEN APATHETIC ONE WILL SUBDUE RAGE AND CONFUSE A BULLY BECAUSE YOU ARE DEVIATING FROM THE PATTERN THEY HAVE GROWN COMFORTABLE WITH. KNOWLEDGE-WHY IS A BULLY A BULLY? OUT OF THEIR OWN INSECURITIES, INADEQUACIES, AND FEAR. A BULLY IS A JEALOUS PERSON. THE PAYOFF MUST EXIST, OR THE BULLY WILL NOT BE FULFILLED AND MOVE ON TO OTHER EASIER TARGETS. YOU ENCOUNTER A VERBAL ATTACK ONLINE. CLEARLY THE BULLY LIVES WITH PAIN AND GETS RELIEF IN UPSETTING YOU. WHAT IF YOU CHANGED TACTICS? RESPOND LIKE A MATURE AND KIND ADULT. "I WISH I COULD CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME OR CHANGE THE LANGUAGE YOU USE TO REFERENCE ME. I FORGIVE YOU. BUT

My Thoughts....
I have been extremely busy with the kids and their activities so I have not been on as much as I would like lately. When I do make it on sometimes it is only long enough to burn my 11's and other times I am here for a little bit. I will be back on more normally as soon as we figure out a better way of getting the kids where they need to be. To all Demon Crew, Rating Revolution, and Shadow Levelers members I apologize for my absence but I will make up for it as soon as I can. I am currently taking donations for my spotlight fund. Any and all will help. Anyone that makes a donation I am bookmarking your profile to create a pimp out blog/bully! Being in the spotlight is now the only thing I have not done on Fu! Don't want to make a donation but would rather pay me for rates, graphics, and so on. Any thoughts, ideas, etc are welcome. I really want to make this happen! Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Ratin

Clean Slate
i spoent lots of time on here for the last year, LOts OF MONEY and made manyfriends, first and foremost i thank you for that.....but trials and turbulance does happen. my wife(queenie) is not on here and im not sure when she will or will be back. my friends from fetish lounge have all gone there seperate ways, and i cant afford to keep up with the auto 11s and the bombs. i am a mom 1st and foremost. back when i started i got rated how i still rate people, by friends and by scrolling, i never expect a payout altho i have paid out to people who rate all my pics. I appreciate the bling, mostly i got from toxic, gypsy, sweetest kiss, bug, and alot from tabs whom has been on lockdown for some tos shit, and has tried repeatly to show proof. the fun is gone for me i met people on here then i met them in real life and i love you all. to my sister she knows where to find me but it is time to close this chapter for a good while as life has called me to make other things more important. if you ne

Bulletin Codes
I have done an auction, given away FREE99 and now its time for a GIVEAWAY! So me and two of my sexy schmexy friends have decided to spread the luv to all you peeps here on Fubar! This is a most comments giveaway so if you think you hang, this is the right giveaway for you! Prizes will be awarded for most comments, most rates and also reaching a certain amount of comments whether you win a prize or not! NOW THATS HOT! Prizes are the following... First to 25K comments gets choice of 1 month blast or 3 month VIP First to 15K comments gets choice of 1 week blast, 1 month VIP or Ticker Package First 3 to reach 5K comments gets choice of 3 day blast of bling pack Most rates gets 50K fubucks in addition to All particaipants to reach at least 2500 comments gets 15K fubucks in addition to their prizes (if won) Now for the rules.... Contest will start Monday, June 9, 7 a.m. FU-TIME (10 a.m. EST) and will end when number of comments for

Who I Am
You have made it this far... I'm impressed. Now, about the name 'seppuku' - it is a Japanese word meaning "ritual suicide". This is my fighting name; Paul Buentello already made the name I wanted famous (The Headhunter), so I had to search and search to find something 'appropriate'. I call myself 'suicide' because anyone who fights me is committing suicide..... I began training in muay thai kickboxing when I was 17. Then I trained in a real mixed martial art for 5 years, a combination of aikijutsu, silat, and kali. Then last year I began taking judo and American Freestyle jujitsu. This year I started training in boxing. Look out 155ers, I'm dropping down to your weight class to wreck some shit and I'm bringing my 'A' game [so don't 'B' caught slipping or it's 'C' ya when they wake you up ;)] BRAD"THE BULL"SAWYER[8-2-1am] IS NOW RANKED ***8TH*** IN THE WORLD AT 170 POUNDS. I understand why they won't let me fight Brad again. He's becoming a known fighter in the amateur ranks, and

Time Windows
Where Time's Winds Blow by LateNiteFantasy© Where time's winds blow That's where you are; Your bright eyes glow Like distant stars. I call your name And there you are; In time's freeze frame Caught from afar. Where time's winds blow Things cannot last; We come and we go Like ships that pass. Love's not always sweet, nor is it just "tomorrows" It has sharp edges, barbs, and is full of sorrows; Yet we must love, and face the storm When time's winds blow..... Where time's winds blow That's where you'll be; Where love's fires glow Your smile I'll see. Across the stars Across the sea; Where time's winds blow Our hearts will be. Prelude of Time by LateNiteFantasy© Time cycles us upon its endless track Searching for completion and fulfillment We travel upon time's carousel innocently Whirling 'round as we glimpse vistas of possibilities And those few who dare, reach out To grasp a memory to keep forever. That precious prelude to

Blah
was thinking about how charaters in storys narrorate thier life and they are the main charater. if my life was a story i would only be a side note, you would be my main charater. You know the feeling you get when your really little and you know your getting alot of presents and exactaly want you wanted for christmas or your birthday? when ever i see you, i get that same giddy feeling inside. Do you know the feeling when your cats dies, your dog runs away or your parents fight. Thats how i feel now knowing i am losing you again. I guess you could all call me really pathetic, i would probley agree. why shouldn't i agree i'm like one of those people, fighting for a lost cause. No one knows whats best for you but yourself. i have always been told that but what do you do when your own mind can't answer you anymore with out everything ending in failure some way. Or even better it has not idea what so ever. Your screwed It hurts when you can picture a life of h

Fun Stuff
Black women beware of this guy: stretchnutz@ fubar apparently,he thinks "Black pussy taste like shit". His exact words.... just a heads up on this stupid fucktard!!! No one has diddled my midget yet???LMAO!!! Take a second to go rate this photo also if you would like to own me for a whole month you can bid right there in the commnets. Thank you ~KARMA~ XOXOXOXO

Where I Have Been ?
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I LOVE GLITTERY THINGS ! 2. I WISH I COULD GET FOOD STAMPS. 3. I REALLY DO LOL AT EVERYTHING LOL 4. I WANT TO MOVE OUT OF LOUISVILLE, KY 5. I WISH STEF AND SAM LIVED BY ME. 6. I REALLY THINK THAT IF THEY DID ALL HELL WOULD BREAK LOOSE. 7. I HAVE VERY BAD LUCK BEING A LIL FISHY OWNER. HOWEVER I LOVE AQUARIUMS . 8. I LUV RED VAMPY LIPSTICK 9. LOVE SPELL BY VICTORIAS SECRET IS CRUMPTOUS 10. MY FAMILY ARE REALLY HILLBILLIES 11. .I LUV TO SAY YAWL 12. I REALLY AM A PRUDE 13. MY FAVE VACATION THUS FAR WAS TO GATLINBURG, TN 14. I ONLY HAVE 1 BROTHER AND HE IS A COMPLETE ASSHOLE .. HE IS ALSO A MODEL 15. I AM A GENIUS :)

1st
Free Sex Contest Two Aggies drove to a gas station in Louisiana for a fill-up because they heard about a contest being offered by the station to patrons who purchase a full tank of gas. When they went inside to pay, the men asked the attendant about the contest. "If you win, you're entitled to free sex," said the attendant. "How do we enter?" asked the Aggie. "Well, I'm thinking of a number between 1-10. If you guess right, you win free sex." "O.K. I guess 7," said the Aggie. "Sorry, I was thinking of 8," replied the attendant. The next week, the two Aggies returned to the same station to get gas. When they went inside to pay, the one Aggie asked the attendant if the contest was still going on. "Sure," replied the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between 1-10. If you guess right, you win free sex." "Two," said the Aggie. "Sorry, I was thinking of 3," replied the attendant. "Come back soon and try again." As they walked back to the ca

Poems
The mask a mask is something we use to hide behind. It can be physical like the ones we see at a parade or on Halloween. A mask can be emotional the kind we wear everyday ones of pride. We wear a smile to hide our tears or our hurts. We wear them so no one can see what we feel inside is It wrong to wear a mask? Why must we wear them? Dose a mask show strength or weakness? These questions I can not answer only you can I know for me emotion is not a weakness but pride dose not let me drop the mask I hide behind. Love Is love just a four letter word? People say love means nothing some say it means everything some say it is a verb some say it has no value. But to me love means caring, and kindness and always being there to lean on a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, a smile when the sky of life are gray. People lie and cheat and say love as it means nothing to them. But it is something love is a verb you can say it but if you don’t show it it means nothing IN MY ROOM In

Rants And Rages
One Monday morning the UPS man is driving the neighborhood on his usual route. As he approaches one of the homes he noticed that both cars were still in the driveway. His wonder was cut short by Bob, the homeowner, coming out with a load of empty beer and liquor bottles. 'Wow, Bob, looks like you guys had one hell of a party last night,' the UPS man comments. Bob, in obvious pain, replies, 'Actually we had it Saturday night. This is the first I have felt like moving since 4:00 am Sunday morning. We had about fifteen couples from around the neighborhood over for some weekend fun and it got a bit wild. Hell, we all got so drunk around midnight that we started playing 'WHO AM I?'' The UPS man thinks a moment and says, 'How do you play 'WHO AM I?'' 'Well, all the guys go in the bedroom and we come out one at a t ime with a sheet covering us, with only our 'privates' showing through a hole in the sheet. Then the women try to guess who it is.' The UPS man laughs and say

Spells
Make sure it is night when you do this spell. Also, light one orange and one pink candle. Close your eyes. (You Must Have complete focus and be concentrating on the spell, ONLY.) Fill your mind with the color your eyes are. Picture that for about five minutes. Then picture the color you want. Chant... '' Become of me,'' three times. Repeat this hole process two times and you will see changes through the day. This is a spell to stop rain from coming to a town right before it falls. When it starts getting dark, chant this with lots of feeling: "Gods of power, Gods of might, I bid you now, stop this plight, Stop the rain, we need no more, Let it fall, nevermore." Put allot of feeling in stopping rain from falling from the clouds and it will not fall, it will simply move to a area away from where you are and then fall. What you need is a picture or an item that may represent what you have lost; 7 green candles and a gold or silver colored incense at a noon hour

Wishing U Enough
imikimi - Customize Your World http://www.wtov9.com/news/18960202/detail.html http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html AS I SIT HERE TONITE I THINK OF A CHILD NAMED CHRIS JOY JR..HE WAS 18 MO OLD CHILD BEATEN TO DEATH BY HIS MOTHERS BOY FRIEND..CHRIS HAD LIVED WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER AND FATHER ALL HIS LIVE FOR CHILD SERVICES CAME AND PICKED UP CHRIS TOOK HIM TO HIS MOTHERS HOUSE SAYING SHE WAS REHABALITAITED..A WEEK LATER HE WAS FOUND BEATEN DUE TO BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA .. THERE WAS PICTURES TAKEN OF CHRIS NOT BUT 3 DAYS PRIOR OF HIM WITH BRUSES ALL OVER HIS BODY .. BUT NO REPORT WAS MADE BY CHILD SERVICES TO THE POLICE .. WICH MEANS AT 18 MO OLD THAT LIL BOY WAS TAKEN FROM HIS LIFE.. AND ONES THAT LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM WAS ..TAKEN BY THE CHILD SERVICES AND PLACED IN HANDS THAT BEAT HIM FOR A WEEK THAT CAUSED HIM TO DIE..ABOVE ARE SOME LINKS TO THE NEW BRIEFIENG..I SIT AND WRITE THIS LETTER BECAUSE CRIS'S GRAND MOTHER WAS A FAMILY FRIEND AND IT HIT TO CLOSE TO MY HEART TH

Why
i gave up on love when he gave up on me i tried so hard not to hate him but he hurt me so much i said i would never forgive him for what he put me through but i am not mad any more i am done crying i am done letting the past run my life no more will i fall for the lies no more will i cry myself to sleep at night no more will i fall for what men say i know that one day i will find "love" again but till then i will not play this stupid little game "of love" i will NOT get hurt i will NOT open my heart up till i know that it will not get hurt again i will go on with my life i will forgive him and in forgiving him i will also protect my heart from others that want in i am not who i appear to be i am not but does it matter who i am on the inside does it matter that i cry at night missing him does it mater that i feel alone all the time does it matter that no matter how many people there are around me i still feel alone like i am sinking into a dark hole there se

Randomness
So I know that fubar is based on points...Ok....But when I joined, it wasn't so much a leveling, point whoring system as much as it was to meet people. They came out with the Auto's and CB's, and now, if you don't have one, nobody even rates your profile. I can sit and rate entire folders and not even get one single rate simply because I don't have auto's or a cb. And there are so many statuses with "nsfw pics for bling or auto...etc" WTH. Yeah, I have NSFW, but I don't show it to everyone. I don't use it to get shit here. Idk, maybe I'm just an old fashioned fu. If I wanted porn, I would go to a free porn site...If I wanted to sell pictures of my naked ass for shit, I sure as hell wouldn't be selling it for stupid shit. Idk, maybe I value my body enough that I won't show it to just anybody. Guess there aren't too many people like that left huh? So, no, I am not gonna be all "oh I'm so deleting my acct", but I guess I am just going to stick to the friends and fu members that I know sti

Why People Hurt People
i wonder why people actually treat people differently i mean my fiance is in a wheelchair and he tells me everyday he never thought he would find someone to love him for him & not take off because he is paralised he is a great man with a great mind what does it matter if he is in a wheelchair and me im different only because i have scars that are very visible but i still hold a job and pay my bills & life a relatevilly normal life i mean i have to be careful but everyone has something just wonder who gave people the right to judge or treat anyone differently they should walk one day in our shows and see how it feels to be us. can any1 tell me why people have to hate so much i mean i find people hate others because of there race or handicapt or they just look different but i cant understand why. being handicapt i come acrossed it daily & can ussually ignore it but sometimes it makes me cry because it seems so mean spirited. im no different then any1 else so i just dont understand why.

What The Deuce?
I got a Friend request from some person with a picture of a pretty chick in his or her profile. The person just joined today (July 5th) and already has 35 something friends and is already at level 4. This person only has one picture in his or her profile! But that is not the fucked up part about it. I went to the profile to check out the About Me section and there is a link to another site for people over 30. Is Fubar so boring and non-interactive that folks sign up here to redirect you to another site for some fun? If the person can't have fun on this site, then why the fuck would I follow his or her ass over to another site? It's obvious this person is simply recruiting. The perplexing part is how come the fools who leveled this clown up to 4 didn't realize this? Friend request: DENIED. I mean, isn't a fan someone who is a fanatical about a person? Fans are those outrageous people who will show you their titties at a concert, or ask you to fuck them in the b

Other Authors
A brief quotation . . . “The time has come,” the Walrus said, “To talk of many things: Of shoes—and ships—and sealing wax— Of cabbages—and kings— And why the sea is boiling hot— And whether pigs have wings.” ------------------------------ Lewis Carroll [Charles Lutwidge Dodgson] (1832–1898), British writer, mathematician. Through the Looking-Glass, “Tweedledum and Tweedledee,” (1872).The Columbia World of Quotations. New York: Columbia University Press, 1996. www.bartleby.com/66/. [Date of Printout]. English Poetry III: From Tennyson to Whitman.The Harvard Classics. 1909–14. 631. Break, Break, Break Alfred, Lord Tennyson (1809–1892)BREAK, break, break, On thy cold grey stones, O Sea! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me. O well for the fisherman’s boy, 5 That he shouts with his sister at play! O well for the sailor lad, That he sings in his boat on the bay! And the stately ships go on

Word Play
In her dreams, she can be Every thing you want to see In her mind, she's the one Who set the rising of your sun In her heart, all can hear Her shining voice ringing clear In her soul, a fantasy's face Quenching your longing with frills and lace In her eyes, a flame so bright Passions that crash beyond all sight In her hands, a love that burns Ripping away your twists and turns 'Tween her legs, is mortals clay Kneading all your seed away So when you pass her without pause You might simply wonder what's been lost Over the years, you've built a wall, brick by stone, big and small. In the past you've raised your fence, post and rail to war against. Childhood lessons, you were taught, feelings are best not spoken and battles best not fought. The mates you've chosen have always been fucked. Has it been poor choices, or only poor luck? Still you continue to keep the rest at bay. But are you aware of the price you'll soon pay? We can't touch

Just Thoughts
Well I haven't posted in this in awhile so I thought it was time to add one to it!!! The person I am going to add most of you probably know and are maybe even friends with, but I honestly don't care. I DO NOT tolerate people that lie and play people like their emotions don't matter. This person for several days told me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me and how wonderful I am and then turned around and said the same exact things to another girl. Well when I confronted him on it and called him out on all his bullshit lies he decided to block me...LIKE I CARE....I just want the rest of the fu-world especially the girls to be aware of this, so here ya go here's his link

Thank You So Much
I can't thank everyone enough for trying to help me win an Auto 11. I see five people acheived the goal of 10k last night. Thank you all for spending time bombing me last night. HUGS!!!! If I can help you in some way please ask!!! Love ya, Rhonda Thank You MySpace Comments PLEASE CLICK ON MY PICTURE AND STOP BY AND RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. FIRST 5 PEOPLE TO 10K GETS A AUTO 11. I'D APPRECIATE ANY HELP YOU COULD GIVE ME. THANK YOU FOR ANY HELP IN ADVANCE. MySpace Showing Some Love Comments HERE IS MY GIVEWAY CONTEST PIC WOULD HELP ME WIN. STOP BY AND SAY HI. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. KISSES AND HUGS ONLY POINTS THAT COUNT IS COMMENTS. PICTURE RATES DONT COUNT.

From The Grave
Listen people, I am very glad to have the add, rates and fans... I am actually grateful. However, I am not going to strip on cam for you, I will prolly decline to even speak when you are professing to be horny and erect and wanting to cum right now. I don't cyber, so I don't see the point. Now, I know you are going to comment on the NSFW pics. They are fairly tame I think and well about as racy as I will get. Have some decorum please, I like polite and chivalrous men. Oh I know you want a verena for Xmas. So, check out the fetish lounge auction and you can have me under your tree. If bids are real money or high enough you can have a naughty salute or even better a NSFW phone call where you can hear my whimpering. A girl has needs too. So, get your pennies together and buy a verena for your very own. *kisses* v Yes, my dear friends and family I am up for auction with Radio X Show! So you want me? You can have your lovely heroine starting at 50K fubux...

Whatever side of the political isle you are on just read this and see if it makes as much sense to you as it does to me. The writer is a conservative. The Top Ten Reasons Conservatives Should Vote For Obama My take by Andrew Sullivan. 10. A body blow to racial identity politics. An end to the era of Jesse Jackson in black America. 9. Less debt. Yes, Obama will raise taxes on those earning over a quarter of a million. And he will spend on healthcare, Iraq, Afghanistan and the environment. But so will McCain. He plans more spending on health, the environment and won't touch defense of entitlements. And his refusal to touch taxes means an extra $4 trillion in debt over the massive increase presided over by Bush. And the CBO estimates that McCain's plans will add more to the debt over four years than Obama's. Fiscal conservatives have a clear choice. 8. A return to realism and prudence in foreign policy. Obama has consistently cited the foreign policy of George H. W. Bush a

Heidi Wolf
It was fall when Heidi Wolf wafted in Clothe in the mist of a redolent wind Silhouetted by the waning moon Framed in the window of a pitch-black room Though the fragrant wind untilled the air The wind chimes hung silent riveted to despair The smell of hell perfumed the room Blood-shot eyes narrated visions of doom In the blackness deep as a bottomless hole Flagitious spirits wager for a wounded soul Lucifer rolled the dice twice, with a poetic charm But the Good Book flew open at the 27th Psalm Heidi Wolf surveyed the scene And festooned the room with her gracious beam From the west she summoned her Zephyr friend And a choir of angels the wind chimes send Then the dimmed moon ripened with light And Grim and his minions took flight When dawn arrived she stayed awhile And as the season changed she waved goodbye Across the field she gusted and frolicked carefree The lush meadows kissed undulated like the sea Now and again on a dark and stormy night When a sh

Angel Of Mercys Blog
A fun way temporary way to dye your hair, Mix any packet of kool-aid with a little water to make a thick paste & apply to your hair. The coloring in non-toxic and temporary. Great for the kids . Amy I have another tip on address labels. I carry some with me wherever I go. They are very handy when needing to fill in forms. When we go to the fair etc. Where there is booths set up to enter to win things. If you go to craft shows, food shows etc. It beats writing your name and address all the time. The whole April thing is a long story so I can shorten it for you. David was not working that many days at the temp place so my parents let them move in here with us. Well after they moved in David just stopped going to work period. He would not go out and look for a job, he yelled at April and the baby all the time, and he was a jerk to everybody. Well one day David told April that she had to start taking her medicine again cause she had stopped taking it. David even admitte

Friends
Hello everyone I am just curious anyone knows who has some nice backgrounds..if you do let me know please also I will flip some drinks or fu bucks your way if you can help me thanks! Hey everyone I know I come to your page and review it and rate and fan but right now I am in the hospital with my lap top and lot of pain in my stomach. When I get a chance I will be giving some extra 10's or 11's also. Just don't get upset if I don't add you. I am tired of a lot of fake people as friends. I hope you all understand. Try to enjoy your day or night when you read this. So please be patient! Thanks for your understanding. with feelings and blessings from Shadow Princess Hello everyone my VIP is up for a renewal and I am getting rid of mine within about 10 days from now. I think its time for me to get rid of it. Just so you know I will be giving out 11's the next couple of days and then I will be working off of just 10's I still be doing blings here and there. It's just not worth it no

Life
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!!

Idiot Hall Of Shame.
Ok This dude got butthurt by Supe in a MuMM, so he started to give Supe a bunch of low rates. He had Supe blocked so I sent him a beer and this is the message that I sent and his reply. from: Jim Online (On and off...Leave message) Novi, MI subject: RE: Bounty Hunter™ sent you a Budweiser received: 01/10/2009 04:18 pm replied: 01/10/2009 04:19 pm block this member Flag as spam Well if he wasnt so dumb he would realize that after you vote a few 1's they wont let you vote anymore until you vote a little higher for a few so I had to vote a few womens pics on his page higher so I could get some more 1's...Too bad that idiot cant live in the same state as me, Then the fun would start === 'Bounty Hunter™' wrote the following at '2009-01-10 16:15:13'.. > > "Superman said thank you for the points dipshit. " After receiving his reply he decided to take it to the shoutbox. Read from the bottom up. ->Jim: did he hurt your feelings? you are 41 for fu

Johnny Riggs
Train friends, I need your help to Spank the Master Master Riggs is a very dear friend of mine. He needs less than 320K to level to Henchman. He will be away the rest of this week. I would like to surprise him by having him level while he is gone... The Master needs a good spanking!!!! LOL Rate/Fan/Added/Comment him... He will return all profile rates, fans, and adds when he returns... Special Offer for Train Lovers If you will hit Master Riggs' folder below... Wallpaper Folder (54) In return, I will... Hit your page with 60 rates on pics or stash and make you a thank you tag. Please leave me a blog comment when you have finished rating his folder... Leave your the name you want on your tag as well... *************************************** This is a link to other offers for rating Master Riggs page... Would gladly accept any of these offers as well... Master Riggs Blog *************************************** This notice is brough

Fuownership Has It's Privileges
§å§hî~~ƒû Wîƒ€ÿ tø §håÿ~~Øwñ€ð ßÿ R€ðZ28 &Çh€®rÿ P®îñç€§§ &X©ît€M€~~Øwñ€® øƒ "Th€ Ð®øÞ Zøñ€"@ fubar Edit...Okay if you've ever wanted to own anyone that was worth her weight in real, non-fubar gold, she is the one. She is one of the best fuSlaves ever and always does what she promises. You have just two days left to bid on this lovely lady. Surely, her offers alone are worth more than just a ticker. Don't want to bid? You can still help out and here's how: Can you spare just ONE little rate? I'm in a Christmas auction & the person with the most rates over 350 will win a Bling Pack or a Blast! Can you take 2 secs to rate this? PWEEZE??? Btw, feel free to bid too if you like. :D Click on the auction pic to go rate it! Ends Dec 9! xoxo ♫☆♥rkkennedy84♥☆♫ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T&JoeyStyles@ fubar

Nothing More Than Feelings
So I have had a couple nights of little to no sleep. With many thoughts clawing at the back of my head. A few shed tears. My feelings...silly damn things...are so easily hurt. I have something to say. It may require a moment of your time to read, but that moment is worth it, I believe. I have never set out to intentionally harm anyone. I have never deliberately stolen the affection of anyone from another. I have not willingly seduced another to my bed, who did not ask to be invited. Or belonged to someone else. I have loved and loved deeply, a total of 4 men in my lifetime. I have lusted more than my share. Not that anyone has a limit you know...but my point is this, I am not after anything that belongs to anyone. I am incorrigible..I am flirtatious...I am impetuous...I am kind, gentle, and caring. I am sensitive and extremely passionate. I have issues, most odd...in an OCD type of way...others very personal. I don't betray confidences...as I fully expect my confidences be kept

Things That Cross Your Mind
CANT.....WONT I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE THAT WAS YOUR CLAIM WHEN YOU STEPPED TO ME NOW AS I LOOK BACK I DONT KNOW WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE BUT ITS NOT WHO I SEE I KNOW WHO I AM AND I WANT WHAT I WANT IF YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE........THINK AGAIN IM NOT BRAGGING BUT HEY IT IS WHAT IT IS I ALWAYS COME CORRECT BRINGING MY"A" GAME ALWAYS ON POINT MORE THAN ENOUGH PERHAPS TOO MUCH FOR YOU CAUSE IM THE REAL DEAL AND I WONT WAIT FOR YOU THAT I CANNOT DO..... SEE HOW IM BEING TRUE WITH YOU NO LESS THAN I ASK FROM YOU I WILL GO ON WITH OR WITHOUT YOU SO NOW YOU KNOW ,CAUSE I HAVE LAID IT OUT SO NOW ITS UP TO YOU WHAT WILL YOU DO? CAUSE I HAVE ALREADY SAID IT I WONT WAIT....CANT WAIT I DONT HAVE TOO Lie Clock" message A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks.

Lounge Post
Hello; I am the Gambeler head enforcer for the mystic unicorn and I want to thank you for taking the time and consederation Of visiting our lounge and taking the time to read the lounge blogs, for it is here that you Will find the information of the lounge and its staff aswell as any upcoming events or specile Promotions of the lounge… First of all I would like to take time and ask and encourage you to make comment or give feed Back on your thoughts of our lounge, be it positive or negative they are welcomed and will be replyed And responded to in the same courteous and thoughtful manner and please be truefual for it’s This feed back that will better enable us to create better ways of serveing and making your Next visit plasent for you…. In the same regards as the statement above if you have any complaints or issues with lounge , staff, memebers Or hell even me I would like to hear them and be able to resolve if possible , this lounge was created by me and My s

Glows' Thoughts
As in always your going to ask what my status means. Honestly it just one on of the things i say i'm gonna do. I wait to be so many things or means so many things to everyone. I can be the Best friends that you call at anytime that will get out of bed to talk or I can be the mommy that makes you think that her girls are lucky to have her. I have been and can be the wonderful Wife or girl friend. I can be the Piece of Ass. I can be the patient one that sits that understands or I can be the the one that just listens while you talk and hangs on every word as if your speaking to my soul. I do believe everything you say to me because i dont not lie to you. I am not always what i can be but i am always keeping track of what i do or say wrong past present future every memory of everything i ever focused on is in my head. Lately I have been the girl thats afraid. I am afraid to be happy i am afraid the love i am afraid to say things all wrong. If you ask me whats wrong i resist telling you an

Looking For Love
WHY DONT YOU TELL U LIES DUSTY U AND JERSEY BOTH ARE NOTHING BUT LIARS AND A FRIEND U KNOW HER FOR ABOUT 1 WEEK AND ITS UR FRIEND AND SELL DRUGS CMON DUSTY U CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT DRUG DEALER AND I WILL MAKE ALL THESE WOMEN AWARE OF U AS NOTHING BUT A WELFARE RECEIPT ,DRUG DEALER ,BEEN IN PRISON,CDONT PAY CHILD SUPPORT BECAUSE UR A 39 YR OLD MAN THAT STILL LIVES WITH MOM AND MAD I ME CAUSE I HAVE EVERYTHING U WANT AND U WILL NEVER HAVE GOOD TRY

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Terms For Bdsm
Acrotomophilia The person is sexually aroused by the sight of an amputation usually of a whole arm or leg. Adolescentilism The person is aroused by impersonating both the dress and behavior of an adolescent. Andromimetophilia A woman who is sexually aroused by impersonating a man. They purposefully look like and act like a man. Apotemnophilia This person is sexually aroused by having a part of their body amputated either by themselves or someone else. The memory of the amputation can serve to arouse them for years. It is the act of having an extremity amputated that is arousing; thus, they have to be awake during the process. Asphyxiophilia This is sexual arousal caused by loss of control over your ability to breathe. Self strangulation or allowing another person to asphyxiate you. Autagonistophilia Unlike exhibitionism where the person intentionally exposes their genitals to an unsuspecting stranger, in this paraphilia the person creates situations in which other people co

5 Good Minutes
To move forward from the last one sent to you, the Jeffrey Brantley & Wendy Millstine book used indicates regarding “FEELING RUSHED” the following: “A wise person once said, “be quick but don’t hurry.” Feeling rushed drives one to hurry. Constant hurrying can lead to mistakes, accidents, and even burnout. Try the following practice when you find yourself hurrying. It can help you become more relaxed – and quicker! 1. Whenever you feel rushed, stop and breathe, listen, or move mindfully. 2. Affirm yourself. For example, “I remember that I have all the support I need.” 3. Center mindful attention on your breath and body sensations for a few breaths. Reconnect with your body, and allow the flow of all sensations. 4. Notice any thoughts or chatter in your mind. Acknowledge the mental story without fighting or following it. 5. Attend mindfully to breath or body sensations for a few more breaths. 6. Recall a specific source of personal

Poems And Rants From Long Ago..ish
i am the beauty of everything you are not...the haterd of the makeup on your fake face...the heel to your fancey expensive lether black boot...i am the mosh to ur envied little pit...the height of ur jump and the sole of your downfall.....the smeared mascara around your eyes..... the baggy shirt sitting in your closet......the triple A batteries in your pocket the camera that remains off....the dream u wish was real...the honest opinion...the little child inside the woman.....the real....the honest...the scared....the tactful....the grown up.....the little black cloud to rain on your parade.....the shoe string the hits the floor when you walk..... that tap in your foot or foot on the seat......the dirty car.....the muddy floor.....the foot prints that i dragged in......i am the love ....that you can not find....the bottom of the heart....the unknown fear that noone else is aware of......the penny at the bottom of the pool.....the blue inside the eye.....the little imperfections that n

Friendship Circle Give Away Bulletins
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Jayden And New Pregnancy Updates
Well everything with my pregnancy has been going ok besides that i have been having contractions constantly. I went into preterm labor at 31 weeks and 4 days and i was in the hospital for 3 days before they finally got it stopped and then after that i broke my foot falling down the stairs at my house but the pregnancy has been ok. well yesterday and lastnight i was feeling bad hard contractions but the baby wasnt moving and usually she is very very active so i got worried and decided to go to the hospital. When i got there the nurse came in and hooked me up to the monitor and shes like well shes got a good heart rate and im like ummm do you not hear that? and shes like hmmmm yeah that does sound a bit strange but shes got a good rate so you should be ok. I kept insisting it sounded weird so she got her charge nurse to come in and listen. The charge nurse was like well im not even gonna lie to you... your baby has an irregular heartbeat. It could mean a number of things. So then the fi

Killing Time
for some reason i have a thing for writing dark and depressing poems. hmm but oh well heres another one... The sweet innocence of pain running in my veins causing me to weep to every pound it sends to my heart able to feel nothing, having blindness soon to be lost in darkness for life reaching out to find a hand but only to feel the dark coldness of the damned knowing that i have nothing left of the human soul only to turn my back and sleep to forget te unquestioed belief of mankind there is no god or human that could save a lost as i screaming as these demonic terrors clasp me throat laying on my death bed of graves that soon take my flesh and bones I feel like nothing i do will make my future better. its like im going keep making mistakes, and keep living in this darkness i have. it feels like i want to give up, but thats just to easy. but im afraid to keep on living this lie. the lie of happiness, cause i guess in reality im not really happy. i see the li

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