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Separated
Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol.. life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time.. Never make a Man priority when he only makes you and option. ~Unknown~

Not~ Blog Worthy
SO what...I miss him. I can't help it. What am I supposed to do, NOT miss him? He has been a big part of my life for so long. I miss him. :( One regret to another. Sick of the way life is. People complain about life being unfair but who said it was going to be. Not everyone wants to be rich and not everyone can be. Not everyone wants a family and not everyone has one. Some care more about themselves, others care about their family, some care about money or partying and having fun. We dont all have the same ideas of the perfect life so could life ever be fair?

Yoink!! (stolen Blog Things)
Your Body's Element is Air You are competitive, assertive, and dominant. You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose. You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff. People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you. Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing Your power color is: white What Element is Your Body? Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the first definition it gives you. 1)Your name?: Van -a large vehicle used to smoke pot in, drink alcohol in, or to do "the nasty" -also known as: "the shaggin' wagon" -the name "van" originated by an everything-loving hippie named van wilkie. her legacy lives on even to this day, and her afro holds more memories that you could ever know. "van wilkie could just be the most amazing hippie of our time." "who doesnt love a good gang bang in the shaggin' wagon

Wednesday 13
i think the president should be shot i hate the government i believe in fate not religion if i were to walk into a 7/11 id be shot rock music has gone down hill thanks to bands like My Chemical Romance 9 times out of 10 I've Got More Of A Fucked Up Life Than You what if school never existed what if we had control of our lives without the government why does anyone give a fuck what i think someone should kill Britney spears and chop her head off what the fuck is are world amounting to? if the world ended who would care? Obvously I'm not Wednesday 13 I'm just a big fan on him and the Murderdolls you can call me 13 for now i might let you know my name later i have no clue about this site a few things about me; i play the drums,i write music for my band,i work with band promotion well if you really want to know me just ask and i will tell

Erase/ Replace
Attention Pay attention No mention A sickest array A mission An admission Ignition Detonate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it Not one more word about it Oh no don't think about it No please don't think about it Oh please don't think about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace A vision Division Revision Recognate An action A reaction Distraction Question the fate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you

Upgrades.
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpectingly a child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, TroubledUser..... _____________________ REPLY: DearTroubled User: This is a very common problem that men OFTEN complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 ,thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 IS AN OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete

Atix Hakan,rony T,crespo
Bir gül olmak isterdim neden mi?Beni koparýp kokladýðýnda, vücudunun derinliklerine girip, bir daha oradan çýkmamak için... Why would I want to be a rose? Because... when you'd pick and then sniff me, I'd enter the depths of your body, never to return from there again Seni seviyorum diyen sözlere deðil,senin için aðlayan gözlere inan Ben boþ bir kutuyum, içinin sevginle dodurulmasýný bekleyin... I am an empty box, await that the space inside shall be filled with your love

Auction
Offer is: -1 SFW salute -11s on all pics during a happy hour -rate stash during a happy hour -put owned by(whoever buys me)in my name for 2 weeks -buy a gift/drink everyday for 2 weeks -2 edited photos(one that the pics change, 1 with different templates) -add to my MSN or Yahoo -link on my page to your profile for 2 weeks Hey everyone I am hosting my second auction since the first one was so much fun!! If you want to be in the auction I will need you to send me a private message with a link to the picture you want me to use as your auction picture, and I will also need your offer for whoever may bid on you. I am also charging a 25K entry fee that you will need to pay before you join the contest. The opening bids will be 50K fubucks so you will get it back as long as someone bids on you. The person bidding on you may bid with fubucks or cash prizes such as VIP/blasts/or even a HH!! So think of some good offers. Some common ones are: -Rate all stash/pics during a HH -

First Dates
So I am not quite sure why I am writing about this but then again I am not sure why I am even on this site! Maybe it's just a way of meeting new people or maybe it's a way to pass the time. I have a date tonight... my stomach hurts, and I am hoping for the best but expecting the worst. We have been talking for 4 months and I have so much fun on the phone and through texts with him that if it doesn't work out tonight I am gonna be upset because people are so shallow and although I may take a good picture I am not 100 pounds wet! I hate rejection and I hate being lonely. I hope all goes well! HAVE A GREAT DAY and THANKS FOR READING THIS!

Comment Bombing Contest
Please please help me and I will be sure and return the favor. If you click on the link you can go to my pic and bomb away. Thanks everybody for your help. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&i=1283503168

Soldier
Ok, This is basicly a rant about civilians who say "bring our troops home". I have a question for all you people. Did you ever think to ask the soldiers what they want? Your not the ones in afgahnistan or Iraq getting shot at, living in tents and sleeping on disqusting cots. Why should you get any say on what we do? We're the ones putting our lives on the line so you can bitch about "us" being over there. I'm sorry, but its our job, not yours. So shut up and let us do our job(that by the way WE volunteered for). Oh yeah, and dont EVER reffer to us as "young boys and girls", anyone who wears a uniform is either a MAN or a WOMAN. Don't try to make it out to be a bunch of kids who are scared and want to go home. So sit down, shut up, and we'll do the fighting!

Auction
@ fubar AUCTION NOW OPEN ITS AUCTION TIME BABY GO BID ON THIS HOTT FUCKER!! CLICK LINK BELOW TO BID My Offer Owned by in my name for 1 month Added to top friends list Rate all pics 11's up to 1000 pics Rate stash up to 500 Add to yahoo Pimp out in blog pimp out bulletin If offer goes above a 100$ value: you will get all my fubux i make in the next month 5 grafics made by sweets 3 dj promo's made by sweets If offer goes above 200$ value: All above plus prince jesse sighnd T~shirt mailed to you. 2 personal sfw salute's If offer goes above 300$ value: All above plus signd T-shirt plus boxers 3 personal webcam chats My home # good for 3 personal phone calls 2 nsfw pics for your eyes only If offer goes above that then ill haft to come up with somthin....lol @ fubar

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys The pet store was selliing them for five cents apiece. I thought this was odd since they are normally a couple thousand apiece. I decided not to look a gft horse in the mouth, so bought 200 of them. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let on of them drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in the genitals. I laughed. They punched me in the genitals. I stopped laughing. When I got home, I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech and hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Althought humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into it's third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive They all died. No apparent reason. They all just sort of dropped dead Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five ho

Moving
So,I'll be moving back to Massachusetts finally.We'll be flying out Tuesday morning.I'm so excited to get back to where all my family and friends are and familar surroundings.I won't be on much,between settling in and starting back to work I'll be very busy and tired.I'll talk to ya'll when I get the chance...

Various Lyrics
The honey of romance, so sweet for us Through swaying grass we run in arms, just us The honey of romance, our treat to us These arms I fold around you. It's just us. Your charms so rare My flesh laid bare In arms we dare I will kiss her mouth and her dark eyes Lose myself freely in her dark eyes Fall right through her soul, her mind, her skies Our limbs entwined Then comes our minds It's hope we find The red lips of her mouth they call to me Her mind is mine Her flesh my kind Warm, soft, smooth, mine! I lack for naught Her mind welcomes my thoughts Entering the dark, so close, entwined We drift away to nothing And no-one will find Within our arms we sleep deeply I pull her close to me, near me, into me. Lover put a knife in my hand Lay down right there, that's my command Do as I say in this blood play Claw at my skin, I'll let you win Caress your flesh. Burns like fire Rosey, sweet breath, and your desire Your skin is all I

This Is My Mind
So this is my mind, these are my thoughts as i go through this time. My dad died on the weekend. He was 49, he left behind myselfa younger brother and a new wife and 5 month old baby. I hated him. I still do... i can never confront him now about my childhood about what he did. He ruined me, he stole my dreams and happiness. I hope he burns forever. My childrens father died just over a year ago. His family wanted nothing to do with the children, now they want to take over. I was fine with them having relationship with them, seeing them every so often but the random dropbys and the telling me how to run my life! now its that my new boyfriend is spending time with the kids! WTF!! this is just getting to me... every little thing is commented on, critisied! When does a single mum of two get time to study? To improve provide a better life for her children. What am i meant to do? I just want to give up...

Poetry - Faded Away
Faded Away Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry A little boy is walking with flags in his hands suffering a loss that most can’t understand He kneels beside a headstone tears rolling down his face taking the flags one by one giving each a place Words have been spoken that just don’t make any sense like Sunni, Shiite, and Muslim what exactly is defense? The little boy only knows daddy has faded away no more riding on his shoulders no more fishing at the lake He stands and wipes his face taking his mommas hand he can see the tears she’s crying pain he now understands

Poetry - Not Drug Induced
Not drug induced Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry You titillate my mind much like the champaign bubbles slowly creeping in ones head leaving them wanting for just one more taste Cheshire grins hiding in the tree limbs of the willow in my soul making me smile lavishly and think of dirty foreplay I can close my eyes and see you running your fingers through my long blond hair whispering, "Baby, did you watch the Colbert report last night".

Poetry - Ode To The Beatniks
Legends Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry It's true what the dead say about the silver lining and it's touch of grey The Grey in this case is that: Legends die. The silver: They got to live. Cassady somehow always had his fast fingers in it. Bridging the generational gap. Taking the furthest even further. You dig? Kesey and his intrepid travelers. Bill and his syringe in some bathroom. Oh, and Allen with Flowers in his hair. Owsley and his bear. Jerry was on the bus. You dig? They got to live. Did you?!? Currently reading : The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test By Tom Wolfe Release date: 05 October, 1999

Ma.ry.j.an.e
Mary.Jane Current mood: high Mary its been a long time since I've seen u this ti.ght Ive seen you through some hard lines We danced with the devil all our li.ves Ive seen you whole I have watched you Gl.eem sitting by windows ripping by the sea.ms Ill probably never Mary, get the strength to walk a.way When your broken by the sunlight and sleep away the d.ays 1/31/08

Miscellaneous
"Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it" Anne Frank’s ’37 holiday card turns up in shop Dutch teacher finds Jewish diarist’s hand-written card in antique store -- from msnbc. com A handout photo made available by Kastermans Studio on Wednesday shows the back of a New Year's card signed by Anne Frank, which a Dutch teacher found at an antiques dealer in the Netherlands. AMSTERDAM, Netherlands - A Dutch school director preparing an exhibition on Anne Frank has found a holiday postcard signed by the Jewish teenage diarist, a museum said Wednesday. The card, sent in 1937, was addressed to one of Frank's best friends, Samme Ledermann, and postmarked from just across the Dutch border in Aachen, Germany, said Maatje Mostard, of the Anne Frank Museum. Decorated with a clover-covered bell atop a snowy field and wishing "good luck for the new year" in German, the card was signed "Anne Frank" with no other handwritten message. Mostard said the museum

Tired
Just tired of all the lies..players..etc lately. Sorry if I seem in a pissy mood tonight. Just way I feel. Had a friend who's been avoiding me for couple weeks now. He said hes been busy working. I see his name lit up..but hes not on.. hmmm. I could almost believe that somewhat. The fact of he is here..and not speaking to me though..tells me the truth though. I realized tonight hes found someone else hes interested in. I am cool with that. Fact hes lied to me.. and avoiding me.. not cool with. So,I am down a friend tonight. Hurts when you become good friends with someone..just to loose them. Also lost a female friend on April fools joke..due to a joke me and my friend did. She thought I hurt my friend..and ripped right into me. She even came to my page talking about how I am a married woman..and getting fumarried on here..and how I am a loser. That was part of the joke.. I got fumarried to someone..and hurt my friend. Anyways.. just alot on here has been pissin me off. I ge

Watch For Motorcycles
I am reposting this off a friends page whose son was injured in a bad motorcycle wreck....Hugs and blessings to u both... BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me,

Evil And Its Presence
this is exciting i just cant wait, my sun was out and now its raining, not in a litteral sence but still, i dont know why i dont know how but somthing brought me down, somthing had brought me to a stop, a long pause for my well being, my happy is being drained............ just fucking kill me now, im tired im sick, the girl i fell for the hardest, said herself that she thinks i am discusting, and that she had never loved me....yet for some odd reason i get haunted by her name i wanted to forget i wanted to be happy again but now i am reduced to tears....somthing is fucking with my head, the only good its doing is the favor that society may not have to see me again, its either going to kill me some how, or drive me completly insane, and institutionalized, locked away in my own little play pin never to be seen from nor heard from ever again, i loved her with my heart and my soul, and nothing would ever change that...at a loss of words i sit with tear drops trickling down my face, the war

My Poems
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall. When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most

The End
“Get out! Get ready!” said the email in my box last Thursday. “Prepare while you have the chance.” There was urgency in the tone. “Get out of the big cities… quickly. And away from coastlines.” Well, warnings like this had been coming for about five years now. Some from possible crackpots – but others through reputable intelligence sources. Now the warnings were growing more urgent… * Our world economy in danger of collapse * angry nations planning to invade when the collapse occurs * trial runs in some cities for possible nuclear attacks * Planet X on its way toward Earth, to cause a pole shift and global destruction * An alleged Mayan prophecy of doomsday in 2012 * 30% of the bee population became extinct last year, and the situation worsening this year * hundreds of dead zones in our oceans, growing by the day * Baby deformities, cancer and degradation of DNA spreading globally from Iraq and Afghanistan depleted-uranium-dust blowing into bo

My Time
I have alot going on with my stores that i've opened and have alot of PTR,PTC and PTS sites.Just opened 2 more stores today and am working on new web pages.I'll stop by and say Hi as much as I can.

My Life
I met you when my crippled heart no longer believed in love. Love wasnt what we were about. A little fun, a lil wild, some hot sweaty sex for sex'x sake. Poor Larry. One day he decided he had nothing worth having, off he went in cyber land looking for the missing pieces. We met online, but I got to know him on the phone, and I fell for him in his arms, in hotel rooms, the back of the truck, in empty parking lots at 2am. No one under stood him, he was all alone in his "lifestyle". I was coming off a strong man who decided he didnt want me anymore, and told me so, in kind but definite words. A rare man among men. I needed a strong man, I thought. And I thought I had found one. A master to subdue me. I was daddees slut. My love promised to show me the world, to open my eyes to things unknown, to make the family "we" both wanted. I found that I was the only one trying to live that dream. The man I was sleeping with wasnt who I thought he was. Larry is whomever you dream him to be. He fills

To My Friends And Family.
I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I have been working on the road for the last 6 months. I'm home now, not sure for how long. Anyway, I don't want anybody to think that I am ignoring them, I just haven't been on. 88! I'm heading back up to New jewsey in the morning. Hopfully I can make it there a month without snapping. 88! And now I'm back up here in jew nersey.

ÐÐ_ÐïvÅ My Fuwife
COME JOIN US TONIGHT!! DJ TRICKY & DIVA WANT TO INVITE ALL OF YOU TO THE CELL BLOCK 69.. TO CELEBRATE THERE WEDDING OF A LIFE TIME.. THE WEDDING WILL BE HELD AT CELL BLOCK 69 TONIGHT AT 12AM EST... imikimi - Customize Your World COME JOIN US TONIGHT!! JUST CLICK ON THE CAKE TO JOIN THE CELEBRATION!!

Things
well Joey has not had surgery as yet... Its now set for next Wednesdy the 23rd. He has had his pre-op already so I'm fairly sure it will be a go this time. He's again suffering from the gout as well so has been in a lot of pain for the past week. Hopefully this flare up will go away quickly as the dr has prescribed another gout med for him to take to try and help. He's also given him new pain pills to try to see if maybe he can get at least enough relief to be able to sleep a bit. Please keep praying. Love to all. Jodi Well for all who may (or may not) be interested, things here are going well (except for Joey's feet of course). My training as a manager has taken an upward swing at work. We have recently lost 2 managers so I will be getting trained a bit faster now (or so I'm told). I am hoping that it will be expidited because I feel like I'm really not learning much of anything as things stand right now. But my boss assures me that it won't be long and the "real" tra

Back In The Good Old Days
"What came first, the chicken, or the egg?" I believe it is fairly obvious that this question is based on an assumption that there must have been a beginning of Time. I’ve thought about it before and arrived at the conclusion that it is equally ridiculous to assume that Time has a beginning and an end as it was for the first people to take sail on the seas to fear falling off the end of the world. The egg came from the chicken and the chicken came from the egg, so, is it not obvious that neither could have come first, and that, just like the three dimensional world and everything in it, Time is round and not linear? Many of us believe that when we die everything ends for us. This is simply not true. Our consciousness continues to evolve after we leave this physical form. All you have to do is take a cursory look into NDE’s (Near Death Experiences) to find that people in deep comas have been able to describe leaving their body, as well as accurately describe the room t

Help Me On My Happy Hour.?
BE SURE TO SHOW UP AT MY 2 HAPPY HOURS TODAY @7:00 A.M.PACIFIC TIME = 10:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME & 10:00 A.M PACIFIC TIME = 1:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME PLEASE SPANK ME GOOD ..:) HELP ME DO THIS FU~HEADS ? GODFATHER ME PLZZZ.?? PLEASE STOP BY & HELP ME MAKE GODFATHER MY FRIENDS AND RATE THE CRAP OUT OF MY STUFF. STASH,PICS,BLOGS WHATEVER I HAVE. I NEVER ASK ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.PLEASE SHOW THE FU~LUV !!! ADD/FAN/RATE TOO WHILE YOUR @ IT PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL YOU REPOST THIS PLEASE? THANKS IN ADVANCE...:) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@

Fu-shnikens
some fu's have "too cute" or "too sexy" as their profile name guess what... youre not when did guys start saying this so much? i mean, its cute to say to your g/f, but really.. its left in comments, in lounges...does anyone actually say this in person? what the f**k is a huggle anyhow?? ** huggles ** why do girls insist on reminding everyone they are going to bed alone, like its something that upsets them?? most of these girls are very attractive, and have about a thousand guys on their profile, yet put "in bed..alone..again.. :-( " on their status.. this is like someone rich saying "i cant find anything to buy"... if you dont want to be in bed alone, you obviously dont have to... and dont lie...i saw the midget come in the back door with the foot long vibrator

Breastfeeding In Public... Offensive Or Natural?
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I quickly came to realize that people are almost as opinionated about breast feeding as they are politics, abortion, and the homosexual debate. I was dumb founded by things I heard coming from both sides. Everything from, "Breastfeeding is barbaric and/or perverse" to "You can’t possibly truly love your child if you choose to bottle feed". Here is something that took place in Denver last year and made nation wide headlines. There was a woman at Elitch Gardens (for those of you who don’t live in Denver it was a Six Flags amusement park called Elitch Gardens) who was nursing her 5 month old son by the wave pool. A security guard approached her and asked her to please cover up or go to a more secluded area because they had received a complaint. She advised the guard that she was aware of Colorado law (she was there vacationing from some where else) and that she wasn’t in violation of anything. She asked the guard to leave

One Moment At A Time
One Moment At A Time We live our lives one momment at a time always affraid of what may turn up next aware of this fear we hold it deep inside bottled up beneath our rage an emptiness but once it finally releases we explode our thoughts on fold and our minds shut down we hold so uch back for so long when it fionally arises we shrink up inside and fear the next step for it maybe the one to change it all to avoid such fear we take short cuts thru life never knowing what happiness we could truelly have what surprise may lay ahead of us to bring such great joy the answers of life never unfold an our minds fill with such great sadness we go on not thinking of what the next risk we take may achieve can it always be so hard we will it ever go right for just me until with faith oneday it all pays off you may do great things to save a life or mothera new born child and with the first breathe of your new born child all the pain you have over come will seem wort

Walmart Funny...
Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.. and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. Sept 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry and asks, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Oct 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror, and picked h

A Kiss In Time
When you press your lips slowly againest mying Softly inhancing every second With the feelings i hold deep inside Lotting two hearts connect For the very first time You look into her eyes And lot her know how Much you love her And how much you truelly care You watch the smile upon her face And finally your heart's can melt as one

Bulletins I Made Ppl
OK! TIME IS RUNNING OUT! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar Is your Host so be sure to F/A/R him while your checking this out! Auction ends April 18th at 5pm EST. So don't let time run out! So let's take a look at who's up for sale!!

Sounds Of The Ocean
the waves of the ocean sounding so fierce At times fierce enough to crash againest the shore And break away at the little pieces From the biggiest rocks And yet with the sounds To ease a crying baby in the night So perfect in pattern And such a beauty to see The waves of the ocean With the ease of each morning dawn Can stay on you mind For such a long time And calm the anger Creeping over your shoulder

Go To Bed And Sleep Or Get Some ???
here is a link that was shared with me to help with profile layout...good luck "How To" blog on ripping/creating skins: http://www.fubar.com/blog/10463/715358 Im a little tired so should I go to bed and get so me sleep or have some wild sex ?? a) get some b) go to sleep

Poems Of The Altered Life
Sometimes it shines and everything seems alright Everything feels good And we all know it should Looking at that special someone In the fall moonlight Smiling wide, holding on so tight For a moment it's like a perfect dream Just like heaven ought to seem But when we wake up sometimes And the clouds move in The darkness comes You know you have to let them go And start all over again Moving on and maybe it's not right Sure you could stay and try to fight I hope your strong enough to survive The only thing that's really tough The breaking of a heart Echoes throughout eternity And I hope you don't ever quit And I pray that all or at least some Of you out can just see The way that I do and what it means to me The sun always shines Even in the dark It's not always a walk in the park Sometimes it's hard Most times it's not if we only Try our best and worry not If we learn to love and see the greatness and beauty Of everything around us And embrace it with our

Pimp Corner
IT'S SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY! THEY NEED LOTS OF BIRTHDAY LOVE! AND I BET YOUR WONDERING WHO... CLICK ANY OF THE PICS TO FIND OUT WHO THE BIRTHDAY BOY IS!! BE SURE TO TELL HIM THAT CUFFED DESIRE TOLD YOU TO CUM! darkprince75@ fubar ONLY NEEDS 576 TO LEVEL!! OK WE GOT HIM LEVELED BUT HE KICKS ASS SO IF YA WANT GO SAY HEY TO HIM ANYWAYS!!

Spotlight Fund
Please take a minute to check these people out! They all have donated to me getting the spotlight and they are great friends to have! So please take the time to stop by and F/A/R them. You won't regret it! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar ~DJ Twiztid~Fu Fiance to SiMpLy AmAzInG~ Dj Mng.@Club Too Sexy@ fubar darkprince75@ fubar nukka@ fubar CrazyPhil@ fubar Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* Bartender for Unholy Confessions & Space Hotties@ fubar subliminalone76

Calling All Friends
WE ARE LOOKING FOR GOOD PEOPLE TO BOMB OUR GOOD FRIEND BRATT. SHE IS THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS HELP AND ANYONE THAT HELPS EVERY DAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, SHE WILL RTF,IF YOU WANT 11'S BLING,HELP IN A CONTEST.SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT AND ...... C O M E B O M B ~ B R A T T ~ HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: HAVE TO ADD THE HOST AKAMRS.T ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ @ fubar ---------------------------------------------- AFTER SHE ACCEPTS YOUR INVITE CLICK ON THE PIC OF BRATT AND HER DAUGHTERS ABOVE AND RATE AND BOMB YOUR HEART OUT. AND BRATT WILL GET WITH YOU!! T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y O U !!!!!

Just Some Stuff
So.... some of you have seen that I am not in the best of spirits lately.. For those that have been there for me and have listened to me cry and hugged me, even if it was here, thank you.. I want to assure those of you that care about me that I will be ok.. I get like this a few times a year, and when I am pushed away from people I care about deeply. I haven't hurt like this in a very long time. I probably have a very long road ahead of me but I know that I have friends that understand if I am not my normal bitchy go lucky self, and I am so thankful that I have friends like you all... Just know I will get better and I will bounce back a little stronger and much wiser than I was before ... I feel like I have been pushed over the edge I am hurting right now I just want to make it stop I am so tired of the lonliness I have tried to do right with my life I have made mistakes I have tried I have failed I cannot make it go away I can't sleep I put on a front to the ones who love

Not A Very Good New
hi had a bad new : i try to explain the most clearly than i can what happen : i have been notified by the major of my town that big works will be made in my street they are going to change all phones cables of the town so i'll not have internet from the 8th to the 20 th of this month that piss me off Miz

Friends
Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT! Here is the link! Contest runs for NINE DAYS!!! you guys got 10k comments for me in less than 2 days last time! Will you help me blow this one out of the water? THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS YOU SOOOOO ROCK!!!! NEVER HESITATE TO CALL ON ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING!!! UPDATE!!!! HERE IS MESSAGE JUST RECEIVED FROM THE CONTEST HOST IN RESPONSE TO MY INQUIRY ABOUT THE SPECIFICS OF RULES AND PRIZES...KINDA WENT INTO THIS ON IMPULSE!!! I LIKE MY VIP!!! === 'cindragon~Shadow Leveler~Rider of many trains!' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-09 06:26:42'.. > > Could you please send a link to the rules

Non-stress Diet
This diet is designed to help you cope with stress which normally builds up during the day. Breakfast: 1/2 Grapefruit 1 Slice Whole Wheat Toast, Dry 8 oz. Skim Milk Lunch: 4 oz. Lean Broiled Chicken Breast 1 cup Steamed Spinach 1 cup Herb Tea 1 Oreo Cookie Mid-Afternoon Snack: Rest of the Oreos in the package 2 Pints Rocky Road Ice Cream 1 Jar Hot Fudge Sauce Nuts, Cherries, Whipped Cream Dinner: Loaves of Garlic Bread with Cheese Large Sausage, Mushroom & Cheese Pizza 4 Cans or 1 Large Pitcher of Beer 3 Milky Way or Snickers Candy Bars Rules For This Diet: 1. If you eat something, and no one else sees you eat it, it has no calories. 2. When drinking a diet soda while eating a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are cancelled by the diet soda. 3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count as long as you don't eat more than they do. 4. Foods used for medicinal purposes NEVER count. Example: hot chocolate, brand

Just Deaht
If you won't talk to me I have to write out these things that bother me I know you probably wish you never met me never heard anything about me I know you've heard people talk of me but they don't know they don't know anything and you, how I wished you would be different and accept me as I am but it seems I just don't fit in anyone's world I'm just too much and that's why I'm cutting off my dead branches now they darkened my world I want to let the sun shine over me and I want to heal I want to become me not just a shattered shadow on the wall I want to be someone who can be loved I'm going through this katharsis because I can't live with that girl, me who scared you away I can't be like them the other girls you know cuz I'm different I'm me and I'm difficult and I'm broken but I want to heal and I'm so sorry if I've been too much now I'm going through a serious fight I really need to heal come out of the dark wi

Sugar
So I'm officially ill. I have been for a while. I knew something was up, but I thought it was just getting old, or down to my drinking! For the last year or so, I've been tired all the time. Not that kind where a good nights sleep will sort you out, or a couple of resting days off work would cure, but a complete draining tiredness. Like being emotionally spent. Just fucking knackered!! That and losing concentration, loss of memory, getting so fat that a whole new wardrobe is needed and a bit of a depression. Plus, always thirsty and needing the toilet and the odd dizzy spell. My doctor is a harsh bitch, no other word for her! She thinks sick people are a waste of time and interfere with her day! She told me I had to stop smoking, halve my drinking & that I was, and this is the official medical term, Very Obese!! Its the one thats between Clinically obese and Morbidly obese!! So basiclly she said I was a fat drunk and to sort me life out! But she did send me for some blood t

Powertrips
You assholes are so caught up in your hurt...you cant see who you hurt the most...the ones that had your backs...and over what...pussy!!!....what happened to bros before ho's....i think you both are frauds...all the rumors bout he is this ...and he is that...i just think you both are the most self centered bastards i have ever loved...and i dont hate either one of you...but...when you took me outta your family list Tony...that was the last straw with me...you wanted to walk away so be happy...you bastard...you crushed my daughter...and i hope that makes you feel good about yourself....i have yet to tell em we arent talkin anymore...Tori will be devistated but you go on with yourself..and get over yourself kevin...we arent turnin our backs on you...you did that when you made your bed at someone's home...i blame the both of you and the third party for all the pain...and you three can still only see your own hurt...well...i could care less about what you bring upon yourselves anymore...a

Nasty
this is the worst girl on fubar her name is (WITCHY WOMEN MR MMS LADY Mmmm)if you see her kill her she has like 3 different kinds of herpes and aids just shit like that she is a nasty dirty slut ass bitch.

Show Her Love Would Ya!
"There was a blind girl that hated herself because of her blindness. Not only did she hate herself but she hated everyone else, except he loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her,"Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?". The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too! She refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later he wrote a letter to her. It simply said, "Just take care of my eyes dear.". This is how the human brain changes when our status changes. Only a few remember what life was like before and fewer who to thank for always being there even when times were hard or even painfully unbearable." That`s enough sap for today. Time to go throw on some Murderdolls! lol This is odd for me. 2 blogs in 2 days! Yea

Favrite Qoutes
Two of them; Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.... A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Robert Heinlein

?????????????
Take a Free IQ Test. I was thinking of my daughter today Wondered what she was doing and if I was in her heart and mind. So much more than I am or what I will ever be; but in her mind I am a superhero and a god. Bless her little soul and god please keep her safe in your arms. So from this time to the next I will wait to see her again and pray that the time flies so I can see her face again. She is my little ray of sunshine though she tells me now that she is not a little girl anymore. Everything she says to me brings tears of the greatest happiness ever. I know it is years away, but it seems the older I get the faster the years go and as my exwife tells me it will be no time at all before she starts dating and ask me if I can handle it. I really don't know, this is my only child, my little precious angel. Only don't tell her I called her little or she will punish me...lol However she is everything to me. So here's to all the parents out there and to all the kids who a

I Love You Phil Bailey
Don't know how to explain it, but i love you in words to hard to be put down. You are the core of happiness, and the starter of my heart's fire. Everytime i see you the future comes to mind, why? I really dont know, but it may be because i see you by my side, no day goes by without you on my mind, nor do i sleep in peace without you being involved in my dreams. Honest to God i would never leave you for another person, for you are everything i have wished and dreamed of ....I LOVE YOU P.B.

Taking Jamie
my friend darcy was dating this guy timothy hutchinson but hated being alone liked her friends close so she asked me go out with them all the time it was awkward lol i liked her bf too much and was a 3rd wheel so he started bringing his cousing he was 15 almost 16 yeah please dont comment lol i was almost 23 he ended up thinking i walked on water followed me to the bars after he climbed out his bedroom window hed wait outside till i got drunk then walk me home always trying to cop a feel lol i didnt know my 14 year old sister had a crush on him or that they were dating until he dunpded her yeah ouch all summer the 4 of us were together always about a week before i was to leave for boston timmy invited us out to his island for the weekend the four of us on a small canadian island getting drunk having a big send off party we get to timmys island small only a house a little bit of land in the middle of the thousand island seaway we unload the boat putting up the supplies in the house dar

Any Authors In The House?
Looking to network with other authors to find out marketing techniques, publishing avenues and services needed such as editing and reviewing. I need reviews for my 7 books and am looking for reviewers. Know of any? I offer editing services so I can offer that to the roundtable for authors. I do reviews for free as well but alas, can't review my own books. I need more marketing techniques. As many authors know an authors budget is tight. I'd like to see how others are marketing their books. I got an excellent deal on half marks which are half the size of full book marks. I've been sending them out to people I know and now they want to buy my books. I can refer you to the book mark maker. I can also refer you to a site that offers free advertising on three sister sites. Free is in my vocabulary when it comes to marketing. Do you have free resources that you use? Let me know. Take care, Anastasia

A Tune Up....
Hi guys! As some of you know I’m having outpatient surgery tomorrow and have scheduled to be out recovering until April 25th. Hopefully I will be a quick healer and will be back in action sooner but as of right now the 25th is the date. Don’t worry I’m not sick, I’m just having some repairs done. LOL….that kinda makes me sound like a car huh? Yeah, let’s just say I’m getting a tune up! Hehehe! Since I don't have a laptop I will be out of touch until then. I’ll miss ya’ll when I’m out recovering. T-belle aka Wonder Woman

Stuff
We are jigsaw pieces aligned on the perimeter edge Interlocked through a missing piece We are renaissance children becalmed beneath the Bridge of Sighs Forever throwing firebrands at the stonework We are Siamese children related by the heart Bleeding from the surgery of initial confrontation Holding the word scalpels on trembling lips Stand straight, look me in the eye and say goodbye Stand straight, we've drifted past the point of reasons why Yesterday starts tomorrow, tomorrow starts today And the problem always seems to be we're picking up the pieces on the ricochet Drowning tequila sunsets, stowaways on midnight ships Refugees of romance plead asylum from the real Scrambling distress signals on random frequencies Forever repatriated on guilt laden morning planes We are pilots of passion sweating the flight on course To another summit conference, another breakfast time divorce Screaming out a cease fire, snow-blind in an avalanche zone Stand

Route 66
WE'RE HAVING A DRAWING TUESDAY NIGHT AND GIVING AWAY 100,000 FUBUCKS AND A CORVETTE COME IN AND SUBSCRIBE THEN LEAVE A # BETWEEN 1 & 1,000 IN THE COMMENT BOX CLICK ON PIC TO ENTER Once you cum in we will keep you cuming back CLICK ON PIC TO ENTER COME PARTY WITH MISLILBIT CLICK ON PIC TO ENT

Poetry
My Lady...My Love, I awake every morning with you at my side Often times I just lay looking at you With each new day my love continues to grow And I'm blessed by all the things you do. There are not enough words to discribe my love Only that in God we have become one No one could ever separate what we have For what God has joined can't be undone. In 8 years we've not ever had a 'fight' People find that hard to believe these days But they don't have what we have together Because we do things a very different way. We invited God to be the center of our wedding And placed our marriage into His guiding hands He was the One that brought us together With a love that will continue and forever stand. I love you more today than yesterday, but less than I will tomorrow...tjg

Brutus
Well, was invited to join fubar by a very good friend, Madame Scarlett. She said I'd find lots and lots of friends in here and have a few drinks with them. As for me, I'm just a wild and woolie farm boy, who loves to have fun. I'm easy and can be had, by anybody who wants me. This, of course, is only for the ladies. So come on and be my friend and see what happens. HUGS to all the beautiful ladies out there. Scarlett, I love you

Update.....miss My Friends
I have been away again for a time ...unfortunately things havent been going well. A short explanation so friends wont be worried. I had let a so called friend stay with me for a short time with her kids and boyfriend...unfortunately they took advantage of it. They ran up my bills, never gave me money for rent and almost 3 months later managed to get me evicted, beat me up, stole my computer, money, clothes and a list too long to mention. So I am temporarily in transition. Stayng with friends of my own until I can manage somehow to get back on my feet. Will try to get on when i can to update everyone. Miss you all anad hope your doing well. Cyas all soon hopefully

Single Breath
A single breath so instinctive needed to live is denied her a tight ribbon constricted neck as she struggles the cuffs tethered almost no slack and tries to draw her mouth agape nary a sound a single breath.

What?
What's in a kiss That can make me miss You so much That I long for your touch What's in those lips Those finger tips That makes my heart race As you touch my face What's in those eyes That hide no lies My mind you completely undo When I think of you When you look at me What do you see The other half of a whole? Your eyes capture my soul What's in those hands With strong demands Touch me in the night Turn dreams to delight Fulfill all dreams Undo me at the seams Till we flow in to one And all loving is done

Back In Business
Hello all. Just wanted to let you all know that I am back in great health and feeling wonderful. It was a hard road for recovery after my surgery. but I feel like a million Bucks... Keep an eye out for my Birthday Blast. If you happen to see it please screen shot and send it to me. I have yet to see it. I am back in the lounge too. Working on making it the best lounge ever. Please come by and show me some love. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668 MySpace Graphics & MySpace Awesome music, awesome Staff, NSFW (Adults only) Hope to see you there.

Fingers
He lifts me gently With callused, masculine hands Cradling my neck in his palm His fingers curling, resting Finding their home His caress navigates Reads the smooth lines And angles of my neck like brail Coaxing shallow moans From my hollow depths His fingers tread my curves And take their position Seek the lines Of my intricate figure He tickles and teases In playful torture And knows I will confess To any crime Anywhere Any time His fingers flutter and dance Over my taut frame Releasing butterflies in my belly Walks the sinew of my body A master of tight rope Plucks my lithe strings Hits all the right notes Eyes shut, lost in me He knows my form well Doesn’t need to see To know how good this hurts His rugged flicks Stroke me into submission Ego-maniacal, sadistic He wants me to beg Hurts so good I no longer care Never want to stop Singing for him To him Oh…God…. Yes… Right…..there… So perfect in his rhythm Just the right

My Escapades, Education And Family
I came back to my dorm room after lunch today to find three campus policeman searching my room. They told me that someone tipped them off that they smelled pot burning and that they thought it was coming from our room. During their search they found a 1/4 ounce of weed. I know that it belonged to my roommate Carl. He came back after they found it and completely denied it of course. They took us both down to the security office and after two hours of questioning they let us go. They say that I will have a hearing in front of the admissions dean tomorrow and based upon prior cases, at the very least I will lose my on campus housing, and quite possibly I will lose my scholarship. The new admistration here is zero tolerance to the max. I can stand to lose my room since my mom lives only 20 minutes away, but if I lose my scholarship I will be lost. I don't know what I will do with only one year left to go. I can't afford to pay the tuition and my family certainly can't. I suppos

Slow Ride
I like hard fucking sometimes, that painful push pull shaking bed thrust. but when you lie there, looking up at me, when the power is mine, the control is mine, I want it slow, slower still. I will ride you at my own rhythm don’t hurry, no rush, please wait I want to play with you, tease you tease myself, stroke slow, rock up and on and on, let me take, let me be. playful kisses and I want to stay here without time cock inside, a hint of motion, smug smile. I am not the woman I once was, but here, on top, here on you, here full of power I am everywoman, my best woman, my best self. so let me. let me ride you, play you, tease you, touch you. let me set the tone, be in control, take you as I want because what I want is you, is this moment, to last forever

Please Pray For My Brother
I got a call this morning from my dad. My brother Sean has had a fever of 105 for a couple of days now. He is in the hospital and they got his temp down to 101. I don't know all the details yet and the Dr's still don't know whats wrong. I'm waiting to hear back from family but I'm checking into flight's right now. I'm sure Sean will be fine but, if everyone could please say a prayer or whatever it is your belief's have you do. I would greatly appreciate it and s will my family. Sean just got engaged not too long ago. Thanks everyone and I'll keep this updated as I know anything.

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Untitled
You were my light You were my happiness You were the sun in my day You were my love You were my heart You were my soul You were everything to me I never wanted that to change. Now you’re my darkness Now you’re my sadness Now you’re my grey skies Now I question my love Now you’re loosing my heart Now you’re loosing my soul Now you’re loosing everything I gave you. How did we let this happen.

Phone Sex
Mmm, phone sex. It’s so hot Hearing your voice on the other end of the line Talking dirty to me Getting me wetter Hearing your moans Hearing you call out my name As you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours Fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard I moan back in unison with you Thrusting my hand all over and into my pussy Getting it drenched in my wetness Fantasizing the same thing that you are Hearing you cum for me Cumming so hard Knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too Feeling my orgasm approaching Moaning louder into the phone Almost deafening you Then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you All over my hand Tasting myself as I bring my hand to my mouth Wishing you could taste me too Both of us feeling satsified Saying goodbye and hanging up the phone Knowing that both of us can hardly wait till the next time that we will do this again.

Probs Herein Tunes
alls i know is when i went into a lounge i have been goin into for months now i got no tunes. well come to find out i got banned from the server. the server is owned by the people i use to dj for with my EX and i dont know what the heck i did to the other then go into their lounge so i could talk to one of their djs who i know personally yes in rl hes a sweetheart lovers u slayer and mommy. well anyways i got off track they r not unbannin me cuz of my ex he is a hacker and if u know him he will somehow f@ck up ur stuff i havent been with him in 8 months and it has come back to bite me in the azz. he has stolen 4 of my fubar names and 5 of my yahoo sn. alright get back on track here. they said i hit their server over 200 times in a hour and the program i am runnin i know that cant happen it has to be manually turned on and off lmao and i cant do that 3 times a min for an hour like i would want to waste my time doin that just to what get banned hell no i aint into doin that that would be

Untitled 2
You were only thirty-four. I was only seven It wasn’t time for you to go. There was so much you need to teach me. So much I had to learn. We never got a chance. I lost my best friend the day you died. The friend I didn’t get know. I did give anything to have just a little more time.

The Attic
(COPY & PASTE THIS TO A MESSAGE, FILL IT OUT AND THEN SEND IT TO ME PLEASE) DATE: SCREEN NAME: FUBAR URL: EMAIL ADDRESS: CITY: STATE: COUNTRY: HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A MEMBER OF FUBAR: IS THIS YOUR FIRST FUBAR ACCOUNT: DAYS/HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK NO PREF: MON: TUE: WED: THUR: FRI: SAT: SUN: WHICH POSITION ARE YOU APPLYING FOR? ()GREETER __EXPERIENCE? ()PROMOTER __EXPERIENCE? ()BOUNCER __EXPERIENCE? ()BARTENDER __EXPERIENCE? ()MANAGER __EXPERIENCE? ()DJ __EXPERIENCE? ()FU-PRIEST __EXPERIENCE? PLEASE LIST TO TWO PREVIOUS LOUNGES IN WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN A STAFF MEMBER IN: 1) 2)

Fantasy
Her screams were heard by the neighbors The police were called right away For they were sure That what they heard Was someone dying today But when the police arrived They saw the most depraved site She stood over her man With a whip in her hand He wasn't putting up any fight Her turn had come much earlier As he whipped her ass, so red As they came together She picked up the leather And tied his ass down to the bed Now it was his turn to scream But a scream could not be heard For she sat on his mouth As her whip struck about Her pussy swallowed his words She stopped her abuse but for one thing His cock, once more stood erect In her mouth did it slide Her grin could not hide It was a site the cops wouldn't forget Perhaps if he had given her something To scream her orgasm into The neighbors wouldn't have scared The cops wouldn't have cared They could have beaten themselves black and blue But alas the call was made And now the young cops stood to arrest The

Copperheads Lounge
hey ya'll why not come join in the fun and listen to awsome music @ copperheads lounge we have some of the best DJ's on fubar come on in click and join and have some fun we are a close bunch of friends and family see you there dont forget to join so ya'll can come back

Shadow Levelers April 7
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 3,714 to Level 9 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 7,278 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 17,097 to Level 19 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 22,128 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 22,785 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,385 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 41,947 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 49,106 to Level 21 farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~rmember of Dylon's Divas~~and Stiletto Girls!@ fubar 49,608 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 83,270 to Level 21

Thoughts 23
What was supposed to be a calm, do nothing kind of weekend, turned out to be a very busy weekend. We went to Paul and Betty's for dinner Friday night. Every time I go to their house, it makes me want to sell my house and move there. They live in town but it is up a hill on a secluded area that feels like when you drive up it, it is totally away from everything and feels like the country. It is so peaceful there. The only problem is that the very few houses that are for sale there are over 1 million for the price tag! Ouch. It will be a while before we can move. Not until this terrible market turns around. I really do want to get out of this area. Saturday I spent cleaning and shopping. Then we had some friends over for dinner Saturday night. I was wanting to eat outside in the backyard but that didn't happen since the weather turned cold that day. We played cards and had a good time despite my son who was a total jackass to us that night when he came home. Yesterd

Blackness
Blackness Blackness all around No point in looking down I jumped without a thought I figured I’d get caught The truth remained to be seen It turned out to be the same old thing How could I be so dumb? I think I’m the only one The lies were easy to believe I blame myself for everything I took it at it’s word Fucking thing was absurd That this time it would work That for once it wouldn’t be me getting hurt I discovered the lot When my heart turned to rot So next time I choose to leap I’m going to rest assure I land on my feet I’ll be the one in control I won’t ever let him know This heart will be closed down I will from this point on Always look down

Fight
“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.” GothsCircle I LimboRednecksCircle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy WindGreensCircle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & SnowMilitant VegansCircle IV Rolling WeightsHipstersCircle V Stuck in Mud, MangledRiver StyxThe New York Yankees, Oakland Raider

If You Get Bored...
My VIP runs out in 3 days, I'm getting close to godfather and would really like to make it before it runs out or at least get closer...I will rate back those of you that decide to help me, just send me a private message so I know who to hit up, we all know that it will only hold so many in the "see all" section and I don't want to miss paying back the love...Thank you, Tina

Writings And Fantasy
Let your eyes devour my soul and eat it up whole I will still never let you go My demonic angel in disguise Get ready for a big surprise right before your eyes Watch my wings unfold I never promised anything Wanted for nothing You walk in and the world disappears Walkin down the road we've chosen Not knowing where it shall lead You probably see the dark side of me. But yet you still walk by my side. I never promised anything Wanted for nothing you walk in and the world disappears See you rise from the grave and it makes me insane. Gotta kill all the people that's around me everyday. I'll make them pay for their sin's as I laugh maniacly. Watch the world burn in flames as I see the ghosts around me I feel the rage inside me. Let the powers that bind me burn the world alive. Welcome to my heaven you might call it hell. But a thrive and thrash in my dark oblivion. My heart bleeds black for those not welcome Look deep in my eyes and get hypnotized in a tr

Public Apology
As you all know, I was a Bouncer for a while. During this time... I fucked up several friendships, stabbed numerous people in the back and done things I really shouldnt have done. I admit, I was wrong. Bouncers... it was fun at times, then again... most of it sucked! Sorry, but that's how I honelsty feel about it. I wasted too much damn time marking pics than anything else. Any and all members of the After Hours and Centerfolds lounges... you have my apology as well for the stupidity. Enough said, right? I did the Bouncer thing because I thought it was going to be fun. I was wrong. I lost contact with the "REAL" DIDDY. Now Im back. Which brings me to the most important part of this post... this isnt a post to beg for forgiveness. Its not to try to re-friend with anyone. We're adults and you can make that choice on your own. All in all, this is my public apology to anyone and everyone. You can accept it if you wish, but dont think Im going to bed your asses to be my frien

Roadtrip!!
whAt's gOod yA'll? uR giRl went on a liL rOadtRip this wEekend... stArted thUrsday niGht n i jUst gOt bAcc lAte lAst niTe... wAs gOin to flY oUt 2 meEt up wit a fRiend, oRiginally. wHen that plAn fEll thRu, i dEcided tO stAy @ the hOliday inn i wAs alReady chEcced intO n hAve sOme fUn... shOpped, wEnt oUt 4 dRinks, mEt sOme peOple n jUst hAd a gOod time... nEw piCs r up of me n mY hOtel n whAtnot... hOpe u like... hAd fUn but glAd 2 be hOme cUz uR giRl is tiRed!! lOl... smoOches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

Maury The Skull
Hey all what up? the shelving community has issued there monthly gossip. they caught the home invader them dirty rats!!!! there was two of them I am not gonna name any names nut seeing as they know who they are they feel the quilt they have to live with for doin what they did!!! they are BAD!!! but what can ya do everyone needs a second chance. Just incase we cannot trust them we have hired some guards to protect the shelving community right now we only have four guards but soon we hope to aquire four more, they come from a well known company and do not require a big payment!!! Which is awesome because since the babies were born we have been havin to buy a lot of food they sure can eat. I knew they would soon come to realize that there is life outside the shelving comunnity and lately I have been called to go lookin for one of them and it is more so chaos more then anyone else I tell ya we named him right!!! There is rumer goin around that there may be a wedding happening at the shelve

A Gripe
I just got mail from fubar saying that someone reported 1 of my photo as nsfw.And It was 1 of my animal pics for god sake.Which I know wasn't a nsfw.I wrote fubar back to see which photo It was because It's not linking me to the picture they told me that I could be deleted because of It yet I can't see which photo It was.People that report photos as nsfw needs to get a life.This really pees me off,and I wanted whoever reported It to know this too.I know that anyone outside of friends can viewed my blogs so I'm hoping they will see this.

Ode To The Bouncer
I'm Rating Photos, I move to fast, and there you are to bust my ass. just doing your job. I understand. no appreciation for the man. but don't you remember, Don't you know. you just stop me five minutes ago. so give me a break. you know my face. as long as i have been in this place. so to all the bouncer let me say. i'll try to slow down and you have a nice day. *** just being silly, but i thought it was funny so I had to write it here. lol

Ect
This is just a little something that I've been working on. Kinda reminds me of a country song. Probably won't make sense for a while since it's still in progress. When I was young I was rotten to the core. I worshiped the bad ol boys like the Bucth Casidy and Jessy James. I did a ton of rotten things, I can't even begin to say, but I'm a different man today. I guess you could say I was a bad bad boy and became a good good man

Comedy Show In Mattoon Il
If you were thinking about going to the show in mattoon, you need to call the bar and reserve tickets or go buy tickets now...if the show doesn't sell its not happening Tim As of right now I will be featuring for Paul Frisbee who I have worked with numerous times in the past...he is hillarious, and has been on the BOB and TOM show. we will be in Mattoon, IL Saturday May, 17th...at JeLeNiz Martini Bar...we are looking at doing 2 shows that night and as far as I know it is a done deal...the show will be MC'd by my good friend Otto from Indianapolis. I'll update as soon as I know more....you can also link up to me on myspace under bonebomb or on yahoo instant messenger under thebone369 and send me a request to be put on my comedy friends list. Tim Show date is confirmed for May 17th @ Jeleniz Martini bar 1414 broadway ave, Mattoon Il. ph 217-235-6789 Showtime: 8:30P Tickets $7 in advance $8 at the door Lineup: MC/Host: Otto Feature: Tim Bone (BONER!!) Headliner: Paul Frisbe

Throwing Fu Out The Window
I cant stand the drama this has built up for me... I am a stress free guy but this damn place in the past 2 yrs has just grown to be a DRAMA SPOT.. I thought "Myspace" was bad. Shit Tom maybe I had more fun with you.. Peace. those that know my emails and im's hit me up. okay... why the FUCK do ppl think life is a game.. ppl act like it aint all that hard to get them. they start a lil drama thinking it funny. maybe you all should be looking at your t.v. did ou see that poor 15yr old grl who got her ass kicked? they were kids. look you come starting drama on my page and doing some funny shit like "take my grl" your going to get it like the fucking post man.... thanx ppl now go fuck your yourself. I am a good friend of Scott. he was rushed into the hospital monday at 7am. he had then yet under immediate surgery. he is very sick and we hope and pry for him to be out with in a few more days or late next week. plz feel free to contact me here and I will let you know how he is. Mike.

Giving Up On You
I'M GIVING UP ON YOU AND ME. I HAVE TRIED SO HARD,BUT IT WILL NEVER BE I'M LETTING GO OF ALL MY DREAMS. ALL THESE YEARS A WASTE IT SEEMS. I'M TIRED OF ALL THE FIGHTS. THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRY AT NIGHT. I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENUFF FOR YOU. IT'S ALL SO HOPELESS NO MATTER WHAT I DO. SO THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE. I'M LETTING GO OF YOU AND ME.

Other Ways To Reach Me
For all my freinds here who are being very supportive in my staying. I figured that i woudl leave you some other way to reach me when i am not on here. my yahoo ID is a_rohr7333@yahoo.com. or my AIM is cranfill88. I hope you all will still try to reach me. I love you all

The Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

The Meeting
She was late. Although I think there was nothing she could have done, it wasn't her fault the plane got delayed. But I was sitting at the airport for 3 hours now and I was getting real anxious. Finally we would meet in person. For months we had been chatting and talking and sending emails, and today was our moment of truth. Unfortunately I looked like a wreck, cause I hadn't slept for days. I was too nervous to sleep. So here I was looking out for her. So afraid I wouldn't see her... but I couldn't not notice her. It was like a ray of sun walking through the hallways. I was rooted, but somehow I managed to move my arms and get her attention. She was even more beautiful than I imagined. Our first hug was very intense, we couldn't let go. But I had to make sure this wasn't a dream. My fingers felt her nose, her eyes, her cheeks. They went through her hair as my lips softly touched hers. And at that moment I knew it. We didn't have to say a word, we both felt it. Tonight would be ano

~biker Code~
It used to be that all bikers shared a common bond, an unspoken code of ethics and behavior that transcended words and was built on actions. There was never a bible written on this Biker's Code and there was no need for such. But the times are a-changin' and there seems to be a lot of new riders out there. These days the riders you see blastin' down the road are just as likely to be clad in shorts and sneakers as jeans and engineer boots. And the roughest, toughest-looking biker you pull up next to could be your doctor or lawyer and may be wearin' a Rolex watch under his leathers. There's nothing wrong with that, so long as these new riders learn the Code just as we old-timers did. Being a biker used to be about using your creativity to take a basket case old hawg and using only grit and ingenuity, turning it into a one-of-a-kind eye dazzler, then risking your life on the asphalt on a bike you made yourself out of pride. Bikers wore leather and grease because they knew cagers would

Daily Thoughts
So today I gave blood and it felt great. When asking some of my co-workers why they weren't, I got the dumbest, most self-centered replies. Some said they were afraid of needles. Others said they didn't have the time. I just think it's sad that people don't realize that one pint of blood can save a life. yet, they are too focused on themselves. it's really a shame. why do friends ask for advice, and when you don't say what they want to hear, they get mad? I have a friend that told me they wanted a dog, and I told them it's a bad idea because they are going through a lot. She gets pissed and all that. 2 weeks later, she's looking for somebody to take the dog. Same friend gets in a relationship with a guy. their first date, he gives her a ring, flowers, the works. I tell her to be careful because that's too much. Again, she's pissed telling me I never support her or am happy for her. He moves in with her and they date for a year. Come to find out, he's married with a kid

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

On Call...lover?
So I'm sitting at the bar last night with my room mate and a couple of our guy friends. Somehow me and my sex life becomes the topic of conversation. How this happend....go figure. Anyway one of the guys that's been trying to date me for awhile now asked me what exactly I was looking for. But when I explained to him what I was looking for he said that men fucking hate woman like me. I don't see how this is possible. I just got out of a 7 year realtionship not too long ago. So I'm not looking for anyting serious unless I ofcourse stumble across Mr. Right. But other than that I'm looking for a kinda of guy that likes to hang out. Makes time for me! Show's me there's an interest. and ofcourse my other FOUR Rules: 1. Has a Job, 2. Has his own Place, 3. Has a Vehicle, 4. Is NOT married!.. I love hanging out with my girlfriends and I'm a firm beleiver that a guy needs to have his away time too. But at the same time i'd like to cuddle on the couch every now and again. I don't expec

Just Had To Say...
It's been exactly 2 months to the day that I was t-boned and rolled by Mr. Speedracer guy while I was going to work. While my truck and I were lying on the opposite side of the street of which i had been driving on, alot went through my head. And I was amazed that there are still some genuinely kind ppl out in the world. You hear about them on tv and may run across them here in there in everday life. It was nice to see first hand and very much appreciated - especially under the circumstances. Being trapped in your vehicle really sucks ass and you can't help but feel "alone" at that monent and time. Since all that happened it has been a long and hard road - oh yea can't forget painful as all hell!!! But I think I'm heading toward getting back on my feet. I went from being able to do nothing for myself to now being able to do some light stuff on my good days; cook something easy, fold a few clothes and take a short walk. Right now, I still need someone to help me with things since I

Surveys & Random Stuff
READ THIS FIRST BEFORE LOOKING AT PICTURE! Here is a visual-perception challenge for you. See how quickly you can find the dogs in the picture in the attached file. Men seem to do better at this than women, for some reason. Average times for men and women are: Women - 12.46 minutes Men - 1.23 seconds Typical comments by women taking the test: 1 .'I couldn't see a dog and I stared at the picture for a good 10 minutes.' 2. 'I think it's one of those pictures where you have to stare at a certain spot till everything comes into focus .but i t never happened to me.' 3 . 'I'll be glad to give it another try later' Hint #1: The dogs will appear to be white with black spots. Hint #2: There are only 2 dogs in the picture. Good Luck ! Ok, so if you've ever wondered why I turned out the way I did, read this....lmao So, I was babysitting when this all went down, and if you dont already have one, this is a GOOD reason not to have your Mom and your frien

And The Stars Lie
Where is your cell phone? In my pocketYour signifigant other? Non exsistant.Your favorite store? Target probably, though I go to Walmart way more often. Helzburg Diamonds isn't too bad thoughYour favorite color(s)? Dark dark blue, normally I'd call it midnight blue. A bright limey green has been attracting me a lot recentlyWhen is the last time you laughed? After I won Alannah a stuffed orange elephant from a claw machine today. I have NEVER won anything from those things before!When is the last time you cried? Its been a while, suprisinglyWhere were you last night? At home Muffins? Are yummy... I should bake someWhere did you grow up? New JerseyLast thing you did? Put Alannah to bedWhat are you wearing? skirt and a tube top. Not something I'd wear out of the house.Your TV? Small and bulky. contradiction? maybe but its true Your pets? Are in NJ still.Friends? I have a couple.Your life? Most days its good.You mood? Ok, I guess.Missing someone? Yes. Something you are not wearing? a bra.Y

My Owner
¢¾Dawnie¢¾Owner of Mr.7000000¢¾Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers¢¾@ fubar She's owned me for two auctions in a row, and she swears she's still not sick of me! I don't believe it either. But if you don't know her, you are missing out! I strive to be half as special as she is, and I still fall way short. This isn't your usual "I love my owner" bullshit blog. I've gotten to know Dawnie over the last few months, and she's probably one of the toughest, kindest, most wonderful people on here. She helps everyone, even the asshats who used her coding skills, then tossed her to the side. I get links every day from her for people she's seen that need leveling. Most she's never met. She makes graphics for her friends, she is always positive when things around her always aren't. I look forward to talking to her every day, and thats no lie. So get to know her, show her love. Let this special person into your life, and you'll be a better person for it. ¢¾Princess¢¾Securit

Just Some Poems By Me
I let him in Trusting he would be differnt He promised he was Life with him wouldnt be the same Yet here I am Sad and alone Wondering what he really wants I have done all I can To show him my feelings He knows I love him And would do anything to make him happy I cant help but feel hurt As if he doesnt care Even though he swears different I should have known Not to le another in You were never there From day one It was me and him But then he turned away too Leavin me to fend for myself Not caring he was all I had I thought I could do it Been holdin my own for years Then you took the only one who cared Got her to betray me Because you screwed up You needed someone to get what you couldnt She did once again leavin me alone Ive gotten used to being alone Not having the noraml family But dont try not Im an adult Have a life of my own Its too late for you Id rather be alone Than let you back in my life At least alone I dont get betrayed I have a boyfr

Stalker Much?
Out of nowhere this "person" appears in my shout box, we exchanged witty conversation, then she rates me a 1. I can feel the love =D Bottom to top kiddos jelly: bye bye ->jelly: why does it matter to you if I comment on every mumm? Seems like you have no life if you're keeping up with what I'm doing all day. jelly: TALENTED... with a pic like you got... yehhh right ->jelly: I'm just talented enough to do RL stuff and mumm jelly: do you have a life? you comment on every mumm SADDDDDDD

My Lovely Life
Well everything went good. I am having Braxton Hicks contractions now. She said it normal. She put me on Zantac and Ambien. He is growing really well. 147 was his heart beat. I have only gain an extra 3 lbs from my last appointment. He moved around alot too while he was getting his pics taken. So so far he is fine adn I am fine. She said also since we wanna go home in June she will try and make sure everything will be ok enough to go home for a week. If not we have to stay. It really lies on what my doc says as to if we can go home. So we will see. Also I had the next ultrasound and appointment on May 12th so that way I know he is home. I heard some talking about sending people home early too around here. I dont know if that goes for you but thats what I am hearing. So we will see about that. But eveyrthing is good. I posted an ultrasound pic if you guys wanna go see. Lata-Maranda

Help To Level These Wonderful People
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level. Disciple Cute "n" Naughty '130,000 to go "INFARRED"~~FU MARRIED TO JEEP MAN~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~443,000 to go [[FüĸFäcє]]™ owner of and owned by [[Pєя]]™477,000 to go Rippedflesh625,000 to go gypsysoul fubar wife to finsterbaby member of club far and pink lady lapdancing club654,000 to go *§qµ¡®t*691,000 to go

Romantic
I long to feel your heart beating against me, in time with mine. Run the back of my fingers against the cheek of your face. Wanting to look into your eyes, wishing for you to look into mine, with the same gaze, the same love & longing for my touch as i do for yours. Just to hold you once softly, gently & lovingly in my arms. Feeling your head rest on my chest listening to my heartbeat as i feel your arms wrapped gently around me. How i wish for your touch,how i long to look into your eyes, with so much passion & love. Feeling your lips kiss mine, that's all i ask of, that one kiss to taste the sweetness of your lips pressed against mine, but i know it can never be. That is all i have ever wished for, that one kiss, for as long as i have known you & then i can know how it feels to be really alive. Written By Cloud 08/04/08 01:15am

Neil
On April 5th my brother has been dead for 10 years and I guess I've been thinking of him a lot lately. He would be 31 years old now IF he was still here. I really miss him. He was my best friend and little brother at the same time. I think of him all the time it's just certain times I think of him more often and this is one of those times. I love him dearly and at one time I was afraid I would forget him but now after 10 years I know that is not possible.

Will B Away From Fubar For A Bit...
i have to ask that my fubar friends please be patient with me, a situation has arose in my family that needs more time of me...i will not b on fubar for a few weeks... i apologize for not sending out profile comments like i should to my dearest and closest frinds...

Mariesweetslove
DoratheExplorer@ fubar Why do people said "If you hit rock bottom the only place you can go is up"? Really what do you do when you hit rock bottom? Well everyone's has been asking "What's going on with you?" Well right now I'm building a new bike with Carl (yes that is my Ex) Carl and myself are still good friends- hell we have to be we have a son together. I'm having a great time building this bike it has been a long time since i've doing this and done something that really makes me happy. I will be taking pictures as we go long- so watch for them. My Babygirl is going to get married so I have also been busy with that there is lots to do. He is a very nice and sweet man and makes her happy. I'm so happy for that and I wish her all the blessing God can give them. My Son and I have been working on filling out papers for him to go to school in Dallas, TX. There is alot to do there too. Damn there is many papers to fill out. He is very happy about this school and can't wait to

Some Suggestions- Please
I'd like for you my friend to give me a lil help with this one any and all suggestion are welcome! It gets somewhat boring here in this place so I thought I'd get a companion while I'm here in this apartment and didn't think it would be fair to a dog to be locked up in an apartment all day while I was at work! So this is my new lil friend. and she's a spunky lil thing!! I haven't given her a name yet and thought I'd maybe get some suggestion from my friends. Ao if you would please let me know what you think and when I have made a choice on what suites her best out of the seggestions I will let you all know!

Love
well im still single but i am looking. not having alot of luck finding someone. i wish that i could find someone. well im still single. have been since august 2nd and not sure how long im going to be. hope it is on to long, i need to have someone that i can depend on in my life. thought i found that before but they turnd out to be really big ass holes and treated me like i was not a person. well we will see what is going to happen. Why is he asking poeple on here what he sould do? I am not using him. No one understands what is going on with us. Yes i do admit that i sat at home not doing anything, but he told me i did not have to go to work. then when we told me that the rent was going up i went out and go a job, and about me missing work for a week you have to understand what was going on with me. since that happend i have been to work everyday and i will not miss a day unless i am told to stay home. i just wish he would talk to me about it and not post our problems on her

Up Comming Weddings
UP COMMING FUBAR WEDDINGS TO BE PREFORMED Damien & wicked lil Angel 5-2-08-wicked intentions john & micky 4-20 7pm eastern wicked intentions 1) ALL PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST GIVE ME AT LEAST 2 WEEKS NO LESS THAN A WEEKS NOTICE PRIOR TO THE DATE THEY WISH TO BE MARRIED THIS WAY THERE WILL BE NO CONFUSEION AND I WONT END UP SCHEDULEING 2 WEDDINGS FOR THE SAME TIME 2) PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST AT LEAST HAVE 2 WITTNESS'S 3)DEPENDING ON HOW U WISH TO HAVE YOUR CERTIFICATE DONE I NEED PERMISSION FROM BOTH PARTYS TO RIP A PICK OF THEM SO THAT THEY MAY BE ADDED TO THE CERTIFICATE I CAN DO THEM EITHER WAY IN OTHER WORDS WITH PICKS OF THE COUPLE OR WITH OUT OR PROVIDE ME WITH A PICK U WISH TO APEAR ON IT IF U DONT WANT A PHOTO OF YOURSELF 4) SPECIAL BACK GROUNDS FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WISH TO BE MARRIED IN MUST BE PROVIDED BY YOURSELF OR THE ROOM OWNER 5)IF YOU WISH A BULLETIN MADE TO ANNOUNCE YOUR WEDDING I MUST BE LET KNOWN OF THIS IN ENOUGH

Own Me, You Know You Want To!!!!
Alright guys Im in another auction, it is a fubucks only auction put on by Nilla and Taz of Dirty Deeds Radio. So if you think you got the cash, and would want to own me, go here http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=413052&albumid=950302&i=3882275231&idx=17 and check out what i offer and to place your bid!!!

Oh Yes Own Me Baby!!
Yep guys or girls I am n a auction so if you wanna own me heres your chance to bid...lots of love n hugz n kisses!! I wld crawl to u like a purring kitty n run my right hand up ur shirt lightly touching ur skin as I move my body closer to u I wld kiss ur lips lightly w a nibble....while im kissing u my right hand wanders to ur pants n I tease u by pulling u closer to me by ur pants were I can feel ur manhood throbbing mmmmmmmm.....then I wld slowly un fasten ur pants n un zip them while my other hand is playing w ur hair ....I pull ur top off n i kiss ur lips n wonder down ur chest softly kissin n flickin my toungue when I get to ur belly button i take my hands on the rim of ur pants n pull them down lifting over ur hardness mmmmmmmmm then i work my tongue around it teasing till u are litterally throbbing n precum comes out........then I slip ur huge cock n my mouth tasting u like a lollipop looking up at u seductivly w my big brown eyes

Hating This Place
Okay... so I got home today... And am sittin' in my room... Look up out the window to see my little brother smearing horse shit under my car door handle... Not too happy about that... So I said, WTF is wrong with you? You don't do that shit to people's cars.... he just laughs... It pisses me off because he has no respect for anyone elses stuff... I'll loan him a CD or DVD, and the next day, it would look like he took 20 grit sand paper to it... Loses things, breaks things, downloads viruses... just gets old... on top of that... I want some change... I've been in this God forsaken state for almost 21 yrs now... And I hate it just as much now as I did before... This fucking weather makes ya depressed. I just need a change. Pack up and move somewhere no one knows my family or me... And start completely over, not turning every corner and thinking about memories from that spot. no one to guilt trip me for things ive done in my past, no one to judge me for dumb shit ive done or mistake

Seriously?!?
Ok, I've been a member of this thing for about a month now. I've met some really decent people. I've met some not so decent people. My picture on my profile does not suggest that I am a sex starved MILF, so why, oh why, do about 15% of the men on here send me messages wanting to fuck??? Does it say anywhere on my profile that I want to be hit up for sex??? Get a clue guys, if ya want sex, get off your fucking computer and out into the real world!

Boredom
Yeah so I'm soooo bored I've decided to write a blog about how bored I am..... well It'll start out that way atleast, but it's not like anyone ever really reads these things but me.... :P So here I am, all grown up and nowhere to go. Isn't it funny how age creeps up on ya? I mean I still feel like a teenager playing house most days and I'm pushin 30 ffs Lmao It's just never what you expected is it? I always expected some kind of epiphany, but instead the years just kinda crept up on me. And all those grandiose plans I had in my youth? Yeah we all know what became of those Lmao But I wouldn't change a thing, even the shitty stuff cause it made me the woman I am, and gawd how boring would I be without a lil spice to keep it interesting? ;)

Private Pic Are Now In Default Now!!!
If i could get your help with bombing my my pic starting on July 12,2008 at 12am central time that would be awesome for the help from all of you. Here the the link that you would go to http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1559624&albumid=1059202&i=4164815522

Fire
I got home from work last night to find the newly built complex behind my house on fire...in less then 1/2hr it was a fully involved fire. I spend the next few hours hosing down my house and yard...embers ranging from 1" to 5" were raining down on my property...it was the scariest few hours I've ever had. A house on the other side of the complex had their siding melt right off the house from the heat. And sadly it seems the complex, for seniors and assisted living, people had started moving thier stuff in...and rumor has it...that it was started by some kid!!! What's wrong with kids now adays doing stuff like this...grafitti is no longer a statement....destroying peoples lives and endangering many is the way to go!!! Maybe I'm just getting old but i'm so angry for what my family and others in my neighbourhood had to go through and the seniors who have lost everything. Maybe in a couple of days I'll cool off?

The Last In Line
We're a ship without a storm The cold without the warm Light inside the darkness that it needs, yeah We're a laugh without a tear The hope without the fear We are coming - home We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the toss You can release yourself But the only way is down We don't come alone We are fire we are stone We're the hand that writes Then quickly moves away We'll know for the first time If we're evil or divine We're the last in line We're the last in line Two eyes from the east It's the angel or the beast And the answer lies between The good and bad We search for the truth We could die upon the tooth But the thrill of just the chase Is worth the pain We're off to the witch We may never never never come home But the magic that we'll feel Is worth a lifetime We're all born upon the cross The throw before the to

Vip Contest
Hiya all.. I am in a VIP contest and i need some help.. I need to have 10,000 comments. Below is the link to get you there.. Please tell all friends and family.. Thanks so much in advance... MUAH!!!!!

Auction!! Auction!!! You Want In See Here
Well the biggest Auction of the fu has came to an end *cries* What a ride it was !!! WOW is all I can say about the bids the rates and everything else. Total were more than any recorded on Fubar Fubucks = 2,006,625 Cash bids = $3,568.70 SEEE WOWWWWWWWWW Bids were Blast 1 day = 3 3 = 1 7 = 9 30 = 2 VIPS were 1 mth = 10 3 = 5 6 = 5 1 yr = 1 Bling packs = 32 Happy Hours = 19 Prepaid Visa cards = $110 Also had bids of chocolate chip cookies and purple marsh mellows In the rates contest Booboo won with 692 rates Also she received the highest bids with a HH a month till she made Prophet.. Bid was won by Gary of the Shadow Levelers So finally here are the Entries and their new Owners ~GoddessWildCherry~

Erase
don't leave you said to me and for a moment i feared i'd stay but your plea rang hollow so i quietly walked away i can see you through the glass and i wonder was it done in vain now i'd do anything to simply make the pain go away if you'd have me i'd take you back again and erase the mistakes i've made if you'd have me i'd take you back again and add to the mistakes i've made i remember morning light and a shower to clear my head everyday a reminder of what a fool i've been seemed when i left you i'd left everything i'd known now you have shown me i'm not the man i thought i was i believed in you i had faith in you i was there for you now i'm lost in you

Gilded Cunt
Your misery is worn as a veil To hide bewitchment of the ugliest kind In place of Eve a bitter parody hails Daggers from the swagger Of a sodomite's concubine Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Your thin pretence overstretched and sickly Feigns love and light a long time laid in the grave My preference leans to killing you quickly Scissored in the gizzard That a heart no more maintains But i am tied To the labyrinth and the beast The one way track of eyes Black and grey like panzers Loose your shell Shoot the mouth The gates of hell Have often dropped their jaws about Satan's agents are perversions to bear Side to side with the diversions You use to guide my fingers there Dirty little gold digger Gilded cunt You gilded cunt Nothing is above you save a boreal light That halo paid for by a consummated ring of ice And below you, will i see you tonight Glower from your tower Built of ivory and spite? For i am torn Between the sheets that keep me bor

Omfg
Well i'm single i was just informed that me and friend in the military are just friends. So i'm up grabs guys. I want to go out and have some fun. Yes i'm hurt but i think i was prepaired for this. I'm done crying over silly men who don't know a good thing when they have it. That is all drop me a line woot. I can't believe men. My soon to ex has sent me many message asking to help make the house payment but he can go buy a new fucking camera and buy a lot of little figures from World of Warcraft. That makes no fucking sence to me i have just started working. Have to ask my parents for money so i can eat and now i'm going to have to ask for gas money. WE all know how pricey gas is. Now his new GF is being all lovey dovey on his my space page. OMG make me vomit dont' get me wrong i'm glad he is not bugging me anymore and i have found a guy who is 110% better then my ex. I just feel like my ex is doing all this to piss me off and you knwo i can play those games to. I will if i have to and

Me Unpissy
Ok so my guy friend who was in the military got out of the army 3 weeks ago. which i'm excited about don't get me wrong. I talked to him some the first and second week he was out. This week i haven't heard from him but i also found out he might be visting a friend in new york who is in new york from out of town. Now his fucked up cell phone doesn't work out there and he doesn't have any of his stuff cause it won't get to him till the 13. The reason i'm worried is casue the person he is seeing is a women. Now don't get me wrong i trust Matt. Plus he know a good friend of are has strong feeling for this women, But i also know that if matt is drunk it would be very easy to take advange of him due to the fact that he hasn't had sex in 5 years (well sex in person that is we have phone sex a lot LOL). The reason i'm freaking out is that i'm still not sure what his feeling for me are. When he was getting all his stuff together to get out he was all lovely dovey with me again. we talked on the

Treasure You.. I Love You Grammy
Treasure You. When I Think About You A Million Warm Memories Come To Me. A Gentle Hand Reaching Out To Warm Mine, Kind Words To Move And Lift Me. So Much Wisdom And Happiness to share. You’re All Of This And So Much More. Always Strong, Ever Caring And Giving Of Yourself. You’re One Of The Greatest Gifts That I’ve Ever Received. A Constant Source of Joy For All Of My Tomorrows. And I’ll Love And Treasure You Forever. I Love You Grandma.... I Miss You, I Love You.. And I Will See You Soon..

Check Out My Band!
Show in Ville Platte, LA. Time, place TBA The myspace for my band Minimal Fall is www.myspace.com/minimalfall We are out of Ville Platte, Louisiana. We usually play 4 hour sets at bars in the local area. We have a wide range of music; classic rock to alternative, even a little country. Anything we enjoy playing, we play. Some of our original songs are posted on the myspace. The recordings were done in a living room with our mixer and a computer, definately not studio quality. If you would like to contact us, either message me here on Fubar, or message the band on myspace. Either way you will get a number and we can work things out. :) Thanks for checking this out! I'll keep my friends list posted on show dates.

The Not So Dark Side
its blackness over whelming, could it be, surley there was some mistake, on a day like today, never, but alas the sky was black and it poured its mighty waters, yet at the sight of rain i was rejoycing, for a miracal had on this day, rain, fantastic rain that covered its ground....rain sweet sweet rain, my birthday was today, and for the first time ever it stormed, i was happy to see such a sight, the rain taking over a hot miserable day... the humiliation, it was painstaking to hear those words, bt what was worse i didnt hear them directly. i saw them online through a friend...she has a bf, why wasnt i told and what did i do not to be told the truth im honest i know things but again i was left in the shadows....then i became awsome....er lol you taught me what love was, you showed me the light, you made my life complete and it was done with such gental care, you took me under you wing and alowed me to kiss your lips, the things you spoke to me the words you used, you cared for me, my

Dark Shadow Realm Lounge
'§.£ï††z69 CO HEAD ENFORCER/PROMOTER @ DARK SHADOWS REALM/ CLUB F.A.R.' wrote the following at '2008-04-25 00:59:34'.. click the pic to come join us click the pic and join me in Dark Shadow's Realm for a hip shakin good time

Who's Really The Racist One
racist people!!!! No matter what its called, its still called the same, racism... wether your white, latino, black, green,orange, purple, or gray..... Its still called racism.. -Unknown Desire- You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, nigger, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner,Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites

My Poetry!!
Comply with violence, no longer abide, disruption in silence, refusal to hide. Whisper soft sweet, sorrow too much, smiles defeat, permanent crutch. Shadows conceal, drinking in light, mysteries reveal, fight or flight. She calls her mind, together's a-part, nothing to find, nowhere to start... 18MARCH2008 ~*GIBBY*~

Am I Crazy...?!?
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say 'I love you,' instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say 'I love you,' And certainly there's another chance to s

Random Thoughts
So I have been gone for some time now. I got back on here, just to see if I still had an account. Low and behold I still have it..haha surprise right ? I haven't really seen a change in some people and how they function!! Why is it that some people have to be so EMO on here, or in general ? Why must some of the guys go for chicks that are like 20+ years older then them ? Is it lack of mommy issues ? Call me an analyst with life, but how the f*ck do dudes get off saying that we as women are the crazy ones ? If someone is there for the taking, then go for it, if someone is there for the taking of a friend then embrace it. But if someone is there and you can't touch it or even fathom being with them ever, why torture yourself and them ? So I was sitting here thinking. What is this site all about ?? What do we really get out of all of this?? I have talked to some interesting people and have caught a person in a lie that he couldn't get out of..lol. That was funny. But beca

Fire And Ice
She was sweaty and breathing heavily. Darilyn had forgotten how taxing the five and a half mile hike could be when carrying eighty pounds of camping gear. Only a half mile more and it would all be worth it. The anger was almost worked out of her system. ALMOST. She still couldn’t believe the events of the day. She had known that Ted would be hurt and upset when she broke off their two year engagement. What she still couldn’t digest is the anger that Ted had unleashed upon her and her belongings. He knew that the relationship was quickly deteriorating and that it was both of their faults. She had simply stated the facts and suggested the go ahead and cut their losses and move forward. The reaction was still playing in her mind. “You have 2 hours to get out!” he had screamed and started throwing her things out of the bedroom window onto the front lawn. He had punched a hole into the wall next to the window. Darilyn had run to the closet and grabbed her camping gear and rushed out the doo

It's Almost Here..prepare!
US National ID Cards by May 2008 October 30 2006 At large, the American people are still unaware of the issuance of the Real ID card forthcoming in May of 2008. This new national/international ID card, and its interactivity with national/international databases, can access our medical, financial, driving, Social Security, license(s), firearms registrations, and political status inside its high tech/little nano brain. In essence, it holds our private lives on a swipe-able card that is then privy to any organization, retailer, or person requesting our identification or our money. In other words, our life histories accessible upon command from one 2X3 inch card. Having no choice but to comply, most American people will accept their new national/international ID card. It is my understanding that without the card, we will be denied bank accounts in the United States of America, a driver's license, and the right to fly on airplanes unless we have been issued a Real ID card. One

Brittonyology
Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology" What is your salad dressing of choice? Catalina What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choices? Jack in the Box What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Red Lobster On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant? Depends on the check... always more than five. What are your pizza toppings of choice? pepperoni, sausage, cheese What do you like to put on your toast? Butter and grape jam What is your wallpaper on your computer? My kids. How many televisions are in your house? 5 including the big screen What color of cell phone do you have? I don't have one. Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right Have you ever had anything removed from your body? cysts What is the last heavy item you lifted? My kids Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Yes... I like to fight. If it were possible, would you wa

Play List
Jordan At Bath Time ..... New Website Update April/13/08 Just to inform everyone on the progress on my new Website. I'm currently rebuilding the site from scratch. I'm never really satisfied with any Website's I build, so I keep tearing them down and rebuilding. I will have some really old beats and freestyle's on the site. And I'm not sure what else I'm going to add? If you have any good ideas let me know. The one thing I will have is a friend page. So if you would like to have your Pic added to the friends page on the new Site just email me your Pic. Thanks Mic Please Send Your Pic with Name and Location to: Mic Technician mentalbreakdownrecords@yahoo.com If you would like to have your Pic added to the friends page on the new Site just email me your Pic. Thanks Mic Please Send Your Pic with Name and Location to: Mic Technician mentalbreakdownrecords@yahoo.com

This Guy Rated My Default Pic Which Is For Autism A 5
Just thought I would share this guy with everyone how can someone rate my profile pic a 5 its not my ugly mug its a supporting autism pic well this guy did it WhosDW

Oh Blah!!
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? POCKET 2. Your significant other? WHO? 3. Your hair? BROWN 4. Your mother? GONE 5. Your father? DAVE 6. Your favorite thing? HAPPINESS 7. Your dream last night? NEKKED 8. Your favorite drink? JACK 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? WORK 11. Music? LOUD 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ELSEWHERE 14. Where were you last night? WORK 15. What you're not? TALL 16. Muffins? MMMMM 17. One of your wish list items? TRAVEL 18. Where you grew up? CALIFORNIA 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? BASEBALL 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? CRAPPY 24. Your life? BORING 25. Your mood? BLEH 26. Missing someone? OTTER 27. Favorite Store? TARGET? 30. Your summer? TORNADOES 31. Like someone? MAYBE 32. Your favorite color? RED 33. When is the last time you laughed? EARLIER 34. Last time you

Drama
Ok... so it was a lot of fun while it lasted... but I must say that I have had enough of the drama. I have made a few friends on this site and the ones that really mean a lot to me know how to get a hold of me in REAL LIFE. It is time for me to move on in more ways than just one. And I don't need this site to show me who my true friends are. 90 percent of these people don't even know what a true friendship is anyway. Why would I ever want to base anything upon what these people think of me or want to say about me and the drama that they want to cause for me in my personal life. So to all you Fubers out there... I hope you can continue to have a blast on the site. It can be a lot of fun as long as you don't let people too close!!!

Being Pimped Out
I bid and won my First Fu Ownee as Wonder Woman would say.....and she made me the first amazing Pimp Out Bully so I copied it and pasted it here....You really should go and say Hi to her for she really is an amazing and sweet Woman....TY Cat .................................... The auction has ended and I am proud to say that for one month, I am Fu-owned by the ever so sexy.... 'Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~'. She is a super sweetheart and a great friend to have. If you don't have her as a friend yet, please go by and show her some love and tell her that I sent you. And if you have already had the pleasure of becoming friends with Ms. Wildcat, stop by her page and drop her a comment and again, tell her I sent you. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~' on '2008-04-08 01:19:51') ................................................ So please click

Future Plans
if dreams are only dreams if dreams are dreams and reality is reality then where in the world am i? i am niether here nor there, i am with you, yet with out you i am lost to myself yet you found me i am everything you want but i am nothing i want i am the darkest sky while you think i shine like a star, you think i am the world yet i am not of this world, you are my dream yet to you i am reality. i am nowhere but you take me everywhere. what am i??? i am the voice in your heart i am the pain in your heart, i am the reality thats comes from your dreams. i am you lover your companion, your enemy and your friend..........i am you yet i am me and we are one in the same and for that i love you heather and am greatfull that we are what we are... ...............always yours whenever, and where ever. Rob.xxx future paths this is my life on the wrong side of the tracks nothin in between, just the bare facts, brought up in a dump no shoes on my feet, left to fend for my self n wander t

Melody
1.) Online name: Insane_Melody 2.) Real name: Susann(pronounce {Suzanne})S. 3.) Nick names off line and on line:Insane, Melody,Mel, Sue, Suzy, Auntie. 4.)Children?- Don't have any.(yet) 5.)Pets?- Yes, 1 cat, 2 guinea pigs. Faves~~~ Likes?- Music,reading,drawing. Italian,steaks & Mexican food(no wonder I get heartburn) Color?- Purple, black,blue(NO NOT A BRUISE..LOL) Team? Chicago bears, white sox, Cubs,& Bulls. Favorite animals- border collies, dashunds,chihuahua,german shephard, guinea pigs, bunnies,koalas, chipmunks,pandas, and penguins. girly? tomboy?-Tomboy. What kinda of music?- All kinds I lovvvvvvve music. Name a few authors you like- Anne Rice, Laurell k. Hamilton,Maggie Shayne, v.c.andrews, patterson,peterson,King,Koontz. Cook.list goes on Have you seen a play? yes, Steel Magnolias. Have you been to a concert? Yes, Prince 2 different ones. Weird al-2ce. Have you been to a book signing? yes, Laurell K. Hamilton. Have you been to a professional wrestling revenue?

Atomic Bombers
Come and join the Hottest Fubar Bombing Family. Are you still looking for the perfect bombing family? Look no further!!! Its right here!!!We are an up and coming drama free Bombing Family dedicated to the love and fun of Bombing! We are looking for serious bombers, so if you are interested, Please drop us a line!!!!! Miss Trouble™ Club F.A.R Col. Dream Girlz Fu-Owned By *B!TCHWH!SPERER* and Suave (His Fu-Wifey Too)@ fubar Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/@ fubar Stop by and visit the Home page and read the blogs, check out our bombers and if you are interested, drop a line there as well!!!! Atomic Bombers Official Page

My Kids
I guess I just feel like venting to fubar about my kids. I am a proud father of two girls My oldest daughter’s name is Khyanni and my youngest is Jazmine. I’m really happy I have two girls. I look at it as my opportunity to perfect the female race. If I raise them right they will think like a man and at the same time rid themselves of typical female craziness. You can laugh now but I’m serious. Khyanni is 8 years old this year and is my handicapped child. She is autistic and mentally retarded. I figure it’s all my fault because I told God on the day of her delivery that I could not handle a handicapped child. I even ask the nurse to count her fingers and toes twice to make sure they were all there. God had something else instore for me and I am grateful for the hard learned lesson. Khyanni is very smart even though she is diagnosed retarted. She didn’t learn to crawl until she was two, and didn’t learn to walk until she was five. But by the age of six she could program my Tivo to r

Argh
Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in the period at the end of infinity’s most excruciatingly painful sentence. You know, the one it took 10 monkeys locked in a room 10 thousand years to write. After that sentence everything is so final. Nothing can ever be taken back. But I don’t know what it is I gave up so I don’t know if you want it back or not. I am not alone inside it though. The end of the world is in there with me. It is becoming me. Everything I do is the end. Everything I say is the end. Everything I think and feel. I may not be God but I sure am giving him a real run for his money. I realize that death is not the end. That destruction is still a creative force. Despite my desire to do otherwise though it is still the only type I can seem to muster inside there. With the world in ruin around my feet I realize that of all the insults I’ve egregiously committed those scars self inflicted are both the most painful and numerous. Standing in defeat, the purveyor of such utterly dis

Marq...the Plonker
the hotties reposted and he was in every damn one of them saying this..... ‰„Ma... April 7, 2008 @ 6:37 pm Lmfao!!! I wish everyone knew you Hope, but your true colors will show in the end.. I found out the hard way. I have a damn good reason for the way I act toward you, and you know it. So tell a piece of the story then, I know the truth and thats all that matters AFTER I POSTED THIS: NOW WHATS FUNNY IS I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID .....I JUST REMEMBER HIM BEING A TOTAL JACK ARSE TELLING ME WHO I COULDNT BE FRIENDS WITH WHAT TO DO ECT....ALWAYS TRYING TO CONTROL ME (ALWAYS)AND THE MOST FUNNY PART IS IVE SAID THIS TO HIM BEFORE (YOUR TRUE COLOURS WILL SHOW IN THE END!)ALOT OF THE GIRLS FINALLY SAW HIM FOR WHO HE REALLY WAS...OK SO HERE IS THE THING ITS BEEN MONTHS AND MONTHS THAT GO BY AND I FIND OUT HE IS STILLLLLLLLLLL SLAGGING ME OFF EVERYWHERE....WHY CANT HE GROW UP AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE?IM TRYING TO HAVE FUN HERE ON THIS SITE WITH MY "TRUE" FRIENDS.......

Bitch
When I stand up for Myself and my beliefs, They call me a Bitch. When I stand up for Those I love, They call me a Bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts Or do things my own way, they call me a Bitch. Being a bitch Means I won't Compromise what's In my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to Tolerate injustice and Speak against it, I am Defined as a Bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for Myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, Opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, Try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. An

Tattoos On Breasts
I see so many beautiful women on here and elsewhere that have tattoos on their breasts and cleavage. I don't get it, you don't need anything else for us to notice your tits, its one of the first places we look when we see you. I just think that is the most unattractive place for a female to get a tattoo. Don't get me wrong I love tattoos and I think they are sexy on females only if they are done right and in the right location. A female's chest is not a good place for a tattoo, I think looks trashy and in a few years it will be a dark blob and look like you have some disease or something. It's just my opinion and I am sure a lot of people will disagree. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

The Breast Cancer Foundation
The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corpor ate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Auction
center> THE Slut of fubars' Auction is closed! First! A HUGE Thanks to everyone that participated & all you bidders!! And a special thanks to Always Alone for paying so many entry fees!! And on to the winners.... please make payments within 24 hours! DJ Joyalicious©™ * RIP Jonathan*Owner Of KingVamp*'My Sex Slave TEH S3X N1NJA K1NG*Rate all stash/blogs during HH, 200 11's during HH, Add to family, Added to top friends list for a month, Added to YIM, Fu-own added to name for a month, Daily profile comments, Daily gift, Bling you once a week for a month OWNED BY Randy~~DJ@ ~~proud daddy~ For 30 day blast & 80k fubux

10,000 Down We Need All Git-r-done Members Here Asap! Lets Rock!
COME ALL GIT-R-DONE FAMILY MEMBERS WE ARE DOWN BY 10,000 AGAIN...UNACCEPTABLE...WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT I THINK! IF ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO HELP FILL FREE...WE WON'T MIND SO COME ON IN AND BOMB THIS PIC HARD FINDING OUT WHO THE BEST OF THE BEST IS AND WERE NOT DONE YET...LETS GIT-R-DONE! TO SHOW RESPECT TO THE HOST OF THIS CONTEST PLEASE ADD, RATE, AND FAN JOHNNY! JOHNNY@ fubar

Joke Of The Day!!!!
There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!" How do you identify a city worker's kids on the playground?.............................. They're the ones standing around watching the other kids play. Kind of cheesy yes i know!!! But it's still a joke!!!! A young man truly in love with his girlfriend decided to have her name tattooed on his penis. Her name was Wendy, and the tattoo was done while the penis was erect, so when it was not erect all you could see was W Y. Shortly after the couple was married they were honeymooning in Jamaica the man was in a bathroom in Jamaica, and standing next to him was a Jamaican man who also had a W Y on his penis. The American said to him "Oh is yo

My Tattoo
Hey Ya'll Hey I wanted to write a new blog because I am extremly bored right now. I am going to be gettin my first tatto in a few months. But I am so excited about it because I wanted to get something I didn't want to regrett and have to get covered up later in life ya know??? So I am going to get a pair of Angel Wings With Cross in the middle Of them and Then between the two wings it will have my itials and then goin to have down in the cross the words" strength and Determination". It is going to look really awesome when its done. I went with this Idea an the words because It shows how much my life is a savin grace and I am willin to be strong an determined to be here and I how rough of life I went through to just be here today. But I am so excited about gettin it Can't wait and Sorry for the ones that think I am writtin to much about it. My bad. lol But Yeah I'll deffently put pics up when I get it done and show ya'll. Racer

You Know You Want Me
You Could Own A Piece of Sweet Serenity.... We Are Auctioning Ourselves Off Live On Cam Bids Starting @ 25,000 Fubucks The More You Bid The More We Do Come See The Staff of Sweet Serenity Live On Cam Doing What It Takes For Your Bids..... 6/21/08 Starts @ Noon Hope To See You There **Just Click The Pic ** **Please Repost** I Could Be Yours.... For The Right Price You Could Have Ownership Of Me For A Month

Famous Speeches
Thank you very kindly, my friends. As I listened to Ralph Abernathy in his eloquent and generous introduction and then thought about myself, I wondered who he was talking about. It's always good to have your closest friend and associate say something good about you. And Ralph is the best friend that I have in the world. I'm delighted to see each of you here tonight in spite of a storm warning. You reveal that you are determined to go on anyhow. Something is happening in Memphis, something is happening in our world. As you know, if I were standing at the beginning of time, with the possibility of general and panoramic view of the whole human history up to now, and the Almighty said to me, "Martin Luther King, which age would you like to live in?" — I would take my mental flight by Egypt through, or rather across the Red Sea, through the wilderness on toward the promised land. And in spite of its magnificence, I wouldn't stop there. I would move on by Greece, and take my mind to Mo

Women
I have been talking with this woman for the last eight months, online, on the phone and in person. We have been seriously dating since January. It progressed to the point of us talking about setting a date and even picking out rings. Yes, that serious. Suddenly, a few weeks ago she just stopped talking. Didnt answer voice mails, didnt reply to emails or texts. I kind of figured she needed space. Well today I tried to call her and some guy answers the phone. She called back later and said she was going to tell me "in her own time, because she didnt want to hurt me". Tha question I have is this. How can you go from "I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you" to betrayal? I dont understand. I mean a simple "I want to see what else is out there" or "I am not ready for this step" would be fine. Fact is, she has hurt me much worse by having me find out this way. I guess I am just confused.

My Blog
COME AND BID ON PARADISE BIATCH THEIR AUCTIONING HER OFF@ the 504 !!!!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a total book worm. I love to read. 2. I love sports -- rugby is my favorite. 3. I write --- sshhh 4. I miss Twist. 5. The only thing better than a man in uniform is a man outta uniform. 6. Blow rocks....... I can talk to her. 7. This is harder than it looks. 8. I love great conversation. 9. So yes I can be a talker, but I can be really quiet too. 10. I care about what goes on in the world. 11. I wish I could code half as well as Poet. 12. I have the best kids, I am really lucky. 13. WOW I still have three more to go..... now two! 14. IF you are going to hit my SB at least

Poems (check Out His Other Ones @ Http://www.fubar.com/user/1625397 )
Here she sleeps now in my arms, To steal a Kiss, oh what the harm, Just a small one that none will miss, But still the essence of a Kiss. Oh for the chance to hold her near, And whisper things for her to hear, To say the things to make her stay, With me for now and every day. Oh for the strength to let her see, The things I keep inside of me, To ask her now to share my sight, For just this moment, if not for life. If just from her to see a sign, To show the way to make her mine, So for this sign I now do wish, The sign behind a simple Kiss. DQA Oh Star Light, Oh Star Bright, The Midnight Star, Shining Bright. Truth Be Told, Make It Bold, Leading Me Far, To One To Hold. My Star Light, My Star Bright, My Guiding Star, Filling My Sight. Of My Heart, To Never Part, Or Straying Far, New Life To Start. DQA I see you standing there like the eye of a hurricane, As the world around me keep spinning insane, You are the quiet calm through out

Why Are Doctors In A Hurry To Get You Out Of The Hospital
it seem like when you go to the hospital they dont care about any one my Mother just past away last week. the nurseing home sent her to the ER cuz she was throwing up blood but the doctor said it was just choclate with out testing her the nurseing home fought with the ER doctor telling him that she has not ate much in the last 2 days but yet the ER doctor forced the nurseing home to take my Mother back to the home and the next day she was not responeingso the nurseing home again sent her back to the ER where she coded 2 times in 24 hours and by friday they said there was nothing they could do for her but they never told us what the cause of death was and I'm trying to fight for my Mother but thank due to our Goverment they have made it hard to fight for justace so think about it the next time you go to the hospital and what the doctors say is it BS or do you think they have any clue or humanity for anyone think about it

Schhol--1958 Vs. 2008
SCHOOL -- 1958 vs. 2008 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1958 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack 's shotgun, goes t o his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack . 2008 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario : John ny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1958 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. John ny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2008 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests John ny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though John ny started it. Scenario : Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students . 1958 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2008 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. Sc

Songs That Feed My Soul.
I know this isnt a song, but I wasnt feeling like making up a whole other blog thingy. Today started of great, I as getting ready to go to my oldest sons assembly for student of the month. I cant believe how proud I am of him , and thought his father would be on my level of that. Well after reminding him all week pretty much daily how important it was to his son to attent, he was a no show..and also he had borrowed my camera with promises of bring to the assembly when I met him there. Well I should really stop giving people the benefit of a doubt cus he was a NO SHOW! He promised his son he would effin be there the look of disappointment on this little boys face, was enough to make god she tears himslf. Is it bad, that I wonna ring him by his midgit neck?? I mean jesus.. 20 mins of is time , is all jules asked. Over all I really shouldnt be that shocked..im jut uber PISSED. anywho..Jules did great! besides the overly blushin as they read his award out to the who

Mens Rules
Bomber's needed, ASAP!! He's got a very slim lead and need some help getting this contest over with... I've helped so many... won't ya help him a little just cause it's the nice thing to do?? if you leave 200+ comments I'll make you a personal Salute... 500 comments a sfw salute and we will negotiate what else. Just send me a message with the # of comments you leave and yes it will be watched to make sure I'm not paying out if you don't leave the comments. ¢¼ ¢¼ White Chocolate ¢¼ ¢¼ Wifey to ~Will~~ Owned by ღMz.NeNeღ@ fubar (repost of original by 'Carnie *Member of Life-savers* owned by Tiger Princess' on '2008-08-03 21:42:44') At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "#1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are

My Trip To New Orleans
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=170972&albumid=1357327&i=2226606615#1684457131 Copy and past link and own me for thirty days... You know you wanna own me!!!! My purpose is to nurture and to give. My future depends soley on my ability to take the positive and the negative from my past and create a blend of unity, desire, and focus. And as a result of those goals I strive to live my life to the fullest of it's boundaries and capacities. I was blessed with the gift of empathy and do not take for granted the gifts that I am exposed to. Not many are happy in their souls, but when you find the answer to your equation you will be free from all that prohibits your growth, and in the end you will reveal your true quest for happiness.... I am easily recognized by my radiant smile, but remembered for my seductive and mysterious eyes. Not many have forgotten the alluring sparkle that erupts from the center of my stare. But very few have been given the opportunity to explore the excitement t

Wtf????
So I'm kinda wondering why it is people seem to think that I wanna randomly hook up with them? If I dont know you, why would I wanna have sex with you? Just because people assume fat chicks get no love well your wrong!!!! If I wanted to hook up I wouldn't try to get it from a complete stranger who doesn't wanna know anything about me except if I put out or not, so please stop trying.

Stories
my new job Well it's been a long month since I gotten layoff from my job and tiring to find a new one. So one night when I was out with friends they told me I should start my own business. So being a handyman I started thinking that's what I should do. I live in a small town and I know i would get work being most of the guys that work have to drive a long ways and that doesn't leave much time to fix things around the house. I wasn't going to charge much because I just love doing it. So I put my name out there and before you knew I had people calling and fixing things from sinks and painting and even roofs. But this one day I get a call from this lady and she told me she has a list a mile long and if I had time to help her out. So Friday morning I drove to her place and as I drove up the drive the house was a mess. I know I would be here for some time. I knocked on the door and she answered and the first think that came into my brain is damn she's cute. Hi I'm Jackie thanks for coming

Pain
Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Help Me Out Im In A Contest
I need 10,00 comments I will pay fu bucks for them 50 comments for 600 fubucks 100 for 1300 200 for 3000 300 for 4000 500 for 20000 Private message me when done and let me know how many. At 9 pm tonight and for nine days. central time Please help out Im in a comment contest.

I Love U
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

Where Are They????
"LOVE YOURSELF FIRST" i remember these words from my sister in japan,back in 2001,because shes right,im a FOOL when im in-love,just like a water falls taht keeps on falling...why?!! is it wrong to be in-love like he's your everything and he's your life?!! what if you have so much love to give for that person??? can i just give it all??...thats what i thought before,but now i learned that its wrong to give too much...most of guys these days are PLAYERS...well,actually not all but most of them..they just like girls for SEX..thats not fair....whats worse is when you tell them "IM PREGNANT".....SEE YAH NEVER!!! or youll just say "IM 1 WEEK DELAYED" damn..theyre BUSY..wheres the real man these days??!! are they already extinct?? or the DNA of james bond already scattered everywhere that keeps on changing leading lady..ive been through a bad relationship,im glad that i can see better now...i ahve to expect,how it really hurts to lose someone that youve loved so much...you have to take all pa

Who Wants A Happy Hour
Hi friends -I am hosting a happy hour contest . Here are the details -The contest will run for 2 weeks (14 days) and the most photo comments wins . here's the prizes -1st place wins a happy hour. 2nd place wins a 1 month VIP 3rd place wins a bling pack.Contest will start as soon as I get at least 12 contestants.If you are interested contact Lala at the link below ♥LåLå®♥@ fubar

Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it's a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

Yep Thats Right
one should never judge a book by its cover nor a person by there profile. plz dont be a hater down rater lol remember your ip adress is connected to a physical address lol lmao muwahhhaaahhaaa. peace :)

Auction For Ladykaos69
Hello I am going to follow your advice and post my auction in a mumm on Sat. The mumm will start early Sat AM and end early Sunday AM. I have had a few people ask that I include some things in my auction like one of my G-strings, a hand written letter from me with my lip prints on it, an audographed picture of me. Do you think this is a good idea? What would you like me to add into the auction?

You & I
I miss your laugh that I’ll never hear, I miss your smile I’ll never see and I miss the you, the you that I’ll never hold. I miss the warmth of your body next to mine in the stillness of the night That will never be We are told that love awakens the soul and changes who we are But love burns like a fire in our hearts and brings no peace to our souls when kept apart And that’s what I miss the most, the you and I, that can never be If we would ever meet, we would do things we’d regret Because another owns your name And I don’t want to be just another woman To wait for your time and touch But it would happen if we ever met And though I long for you in my waking moments and dream dreams of us at night I know in my heart that you and I can never be I try so hard not to wish on such a foolish wish Somehow you always seem to find your way back into my heart And I no longer have the will to tell you no Even though, you and I will never be I’ve tried so many time

Beautiful Thoughts
If you can't see this please go here... Don't wait. You never know when tomorrow never comes. Let everyone in our life know how important they are to you. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a

This Is Still America Right??
Want to OWN me? Click the picture... Auction goes until the end of the month.. Auction Over!! Ty 2 all that bid and showed me love!! The winner was....with a Bid of 600K...... FU-KING JONLEE74 London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year -old boy charged

I'm Up On Tha Market!!!
HEY HEY YA'LL!!! I'M UP ON THA MARKET!!! IF YA HAVE EVER THOUGHT OF HAVIN YOUR VERY OWN PERSONAL DEVIL, JUST HIT THA LINK & MAKE YOUR BID!!! AND EVEN IF YA DONT BID, JUST LEAVE ME A LIL LUV BY RATIN MA PIC!!! LIXX & NIBBLES!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948767&albumid=958087&i=639144080

Amr Diab
TRANSLATION --------------- Amr Diab - Always With You I'm always with you Even if you are far from me your love is in my heart I'm always with you always on my mind and in my heart And I'll never forget you I always miss you even if I am with you I always long for you my darling My eye always calls for you And if the weight of the universe were upon me I would still, my darling, need you Always with you, my heart is with you, my soul is with you Oh most precious darling oh most precious darling No matter how far you are from me you are close to my heart Oh my coming and present live oh most precious destiny

Mental Health
Mental health, Introduction Mental health is about how we think, feel and behave. One in four people in the UK have a mental health problem at some point in their lives that affects their daily life, relationships or physical health. Mental health problems can affect anyone, regardless of age, race, gender or social background. Without care and treatment, mental health problems can have a serious affect on the individual and those around them. Every year more than 250,000 people are admitted to psychiatric hospitals and over 4,000 people commit suicide. Mental health disorders take many different forms and affect people in different ways. Schizophrenia, depression and personality disorders are all types of mental health problem. Diseases such as Alzheimers and dementia generally develop in old age, whereas eating disorders are more common in young people. There is no single cause of mental health problems; the reasons they develop are as complex as the individual. Mental healt

We Are Birds
every once in awhile in life peoples hit potholes in their relationships and some people let that ruin something that may have been beautiful. Thats why i wish i was a bird! they find a mate and are with them for life, thick and thin it just dion't matter because they don't sweat the small stuff. I was lucky enough to find that in my life but now i am miles away because of something i did. people when you find that bird you hold on for dear life and don't worry about what the next person has because you have something they only wish for.

Dexter Season 1 & 2 Full Episodes
Click On An Episode To Watch It.. Dexter - Season 1 Episode 01. Dexter - 01/10/2006 Episode 02. Crocodile - 08/10/2006 Episode 03. Popping Cherry - 15/10/2006 Episode 04. Let's Give the Boy a Hand- 22/10/2006 Episode 05. Love American Style - 29/10/2006 Episode 06. Return to Sender - 05/11/2006 Episode 07. Circle of Friends - 12/11/2006 Episode 08. Shrink Wrap - 19/11/2006 Episode 09. Father Knows Best - 26/11/2006 Episode 10. Seeing Red - 03/12/2006 Episode 11. Truth Be Told - 10/12/2006 Episode 12. Born Free - 17/12/2006 Dexter - Season 2 Episode 01. It's Alive! - 30/09/2007 Episode 02. Waiting To Exhale - 07/10/2007

Kitten Digs Her Claws
I cant believe it has been ten years since our little town of Springfield had the worst day of our lives. we lost family and friends on May 21, 1998. My heart broke cause I lost an amazing friend and more friends were hurt. The nightmares are still etched in my head and even after ten years it is like the wounds are brand new. I guess some wounds dont ever go away and having your friend die twenty minutes after talking to him on the phone is one of the worst ones I have. I can still hear his voice in my dremas sayin "Luv ya Baby Girl see ya at school. be careful I have a bad feeling today." then we laughed that he always had bad feelings and we hung up. I am going to go to the memorial on WED. and just say goodbye again. and bring Mike his favorite flower. a carnation. dont take a single day fro granted. one minute you could be talking on the phone next you are walking with your Ancestors in the Astral plains. HUGS I dont really understand the feelings that are flying thro

Guy's Rules
Please note...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. 1. If you won't dress like t

Lets Help Her Out
I know that there are a lot of ppl wanting to get the spotlight, you can add me to that list...My VIP runs out in 3 days and I know it's impossible for me to make godfather before it does...So, I'm asking that if anyone would like to contribute to my chance at the spotlight before my VIP runs out and give me a chance at leveling before Friday It would be greatly appreciated...Thank you all in advance...Please while you're at it, pls hit up this awesome woman who made this for me...Natural_Witch AKA Tina OK EVERYONE WE SEE SHE IS NOT ASKING FOR MUCH WHATS A LITTLE FU-BUCKS GONNA HURT ANYONE LETS ALL PITCH IN A FEW AND HELP OUR GOOD FRIENDS GET THE SPOTLIGHT ITS NOT TO MUCH TO ASK . JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND SEND A SOME LOVE IN THE WAY OF BUCKS . ~Natural_Witch~Fu-Owned by JWH *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar This message is brought to you by the ONE AND ONLY Tsisquo'ga ♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Club F.A.R~.D.S.C@ fubar (repost of original by '

Guest Djin Dirty Addiction
Come Join Us Tonight In Dirty Addiction Lounge And Welcome Our Guest: Come In And Watch Him Burn This Phuckin' B*tch To The Ground It's Only Happening In Dirty Addiction Lounge Tonight @ 9 EST So What The PHUCK Are You Waiting For? Click The Pics To Get There

Shadow Levelers Updated List 08apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 5,866 to Level 10 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 6,720 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 21,553 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 19,660 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,374 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 43,190 to Level 22 Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar 49,649 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 57,019 to Level 23 Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar 68,792 to Level 20 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 82,084 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ S

Gone For A Few Days!
Just to let my friends know that don't already, I will be moving back to TN. and leaving tomorrow sometime. I am in the process of going through a painful divorce and leaving CA to return to my hometown in TN. My uncle passed away today so I am leaving tomorrow. Hope you understand and don't think I am just ignoring you, I won't do that to my friends. I appreciate everyone's friendship and your support. Hope I will be able to get back online in a few days and talk to you. Take care all and god bless you! Amber (Sexygurl70)

Only In Iowa
FOR GRANDPARENTS Current mood: disgusted I think that the department of human services is getting away with too much. I think that us grandparents need to put a stop to this about department of human services taking away our grandchildren and adopting them out just to fill their pocket books. If you figure that a child is worth $1000 a month out of our taxpayers money even after they are adopted out then so be it but I as a taxpayer dont believe that it should be done because my husband and I both work and I know that we can take care of our grandchild and dont believe that we should be supporting them elsewhere from our taxpayers money when grandparents should have rights to be able to keep the child in the home with the family rather than adopting them out to strangers. They are so willing to pay these people $1000 a month or so because we have to pay for their clothing bills even after they are adopted and when grandparents can do it out of their own pockets and actually g

Updates And Venting
well i havent wrote anything in awhile so i guess ill do updates and stuff lol ok i still live at home with parents it sucks but what can i do. i have a job at the Coventry KB its barly parttime so im still looking fo a better job so i can save up for maybe a car and my own apartment. oh and resency i got my drivers licence i been driving around with mom to stores and stuff ive taking the car to the store by myself a couple of times. i like driveing alone better then with mom lol. my lil sis Sarah is almost 14 months old now shes getting so big she dont walk yet but she crawls very fast and stands when she is agaist things but she still is so cute still cant believe shes here. and im still single well kinda caues there this one guy i been getting really close to online but he live in MA and i havent seen him since he lived down here. i do like him and stuff it just sucks i dont get to see him or hear from him much now it sucks. and then i have ex and guys who say im too good for t

~yummy~
If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. V anilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be. 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventur ous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber.

Thoughts 24
I am very scared right now and just need to write and get this down. For about 2-3 months now I have had blood in my stool(sorry for being gross) off and on and for the last 2 weeks it has been every day. I also have been having lower abdominal cramps for the last few months and just thought that it was menstrual cramps. I have been having issues with that for the past year so I just didn't think much about it. For the last week I have been really scared and knew that I needed to call my doctor and should have months ago. You see, my younger brother had colon cancer at the age of 34 which is very young. It has been in the back of my mind for months now and have had this nagging feeling of needing to call the doctor. I just did and talked to a nurse since the doctor was gone for the day. I told her my symptoms and when I told her that I have had cramps and they are very low in my pelvic area, she was very concerned. She said that the bright red blood and lower cramps is u

Thoughts From Ladie_in_pink
Like air and water needed to live, I need you. Like a infant needs a mother to care for it, I need you. I'm helpless, lost, and scared if I don't have you. When I''m alone and crying I think of your face and It makes me feel better. When I feel I have lost all hope, I remember I have you by my side and I can accomplish anything. Like a funny joke to cheer me up, I need you to make me laugh. I can't think of another person that can ever do that. You are my wings to carry me away when I am falling. You are very special to me. I live for you. You watch over me as my guardian angel and keep my safe when in danger. I think of you as the sun that shines down on me. I think of you as my only world. Please don't ever walk out of my life. If there is no you..........there will never be me again An open heart finally set free. A heavy feeling lifting up light. Confusion and doubt are far long gone. Bad dreams and memories of you ar

Random.. The Things In My Head..
Tell me. What gets you out of bed in the morning? Every one has something, something that keeps them tethered to this earth. So what is it for you? Is it the warm kiss of the sun on your face, the sound of a new born baby crying, or the rush of seeing some one you love. What would you do if it was all taken away? In an instant it was all turned up side down. That rush is gone; it has been taken away and is never coming back. What then? Do you know, will any one ever know? Who are you when it’s gone? Are we any thing more than just flesh bound to this world? A world that we are lead to believe that dreams come true and if you really want some thing bad enough its yours. When in all reality it’s a prison that we are forced to live in. If there was a way to end it, to make it all stop would you do it?

Foundation
Think of true love as a house on the beach. I believe true love must first start with a strong foundation of true friendship. A storm can roll through and knock the house of true love down to the ground. With a strong foundation of friendship still standing after the storm, the house of love may be rebuilt with assistance. If there is no foundation of friendship there, after the storm has passed, the house will be totally destroyed and most likely the occupants won't want to invest the time or energy into rebuilding the house. Moral of the story: WIthout a strong foundation of friendship, there can never be true love.

Time To Push This Further!!!
OK FRIENDS, COME RATE THIS 1 PIC, JUST 1 RATE IT WILL TAKE YOU 5 SECONDS TO DO. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.. LOVING ALL MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT THRU THIS WHOLE THING AND IT MIGHT TAKE ME A FEW DAYS BUT WILL SHOW APPRECIATION THIS WEEKEND, AND THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME RATE TIS PIC, I'LL LOVE YOU FOR IT ~BRATT~

Oakley Sunglasses Military/government Discount
I was recently walking through a mall about to purchase a some bad ass sunglasses, when the associate informed me of a websight that offers special pricing for government and military employees. If you are a UNIFORMED GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE you can get a up to 75% off Oakley sunglasses and products. This discount is avaliable for all military, legal departments, and even the United States Postal Service. If interetested "shout" me or send me a message and I will give you the sight. The sight is a official sight of Oakley and not a sub contracted sight.

Own Me! Look Inside To See How!
Ok Everyone Deathtrain416s Auction Is Open Just Click The Pic & Place A Bid That Simple :) You Know You Wanna Own A One Of A Kind Luna ;) This Bulletin Was Brought To You By Your One And Only: Ðj Lûñã Fèlîñè™†Çø-Fdr øf Ð Ð†Ðêmèñtêd§ Fîãñcè†I ♥Têrè§ã†@ fubar

Going Away
Hey everyone just wanted to let u know that i wont be here as much or maybe not at all starting tomorrow night..Im going away for a semi long weekend..If you see me online and i dont answer its probably because i left my fubar page up....still leave brown sugar some luv..i will return the favor when i get back...take care.. hugz

Contest A Little Dif
This contest is a little different. Instead of the same old comment bombing thing im gonna host a scavenger hunt.. Rules are simple: 1.)submit a pic of you with each of the 25 items below (either next to or holding the object,you must be visible in each photo)1 item per photo 2.)link me a photo to use for the contest for you to place item photos in. 3.)if you don't know what something is just ask and i will be happy to explain. 4) 25 items 25 pics 5) place pics in folder as comments to your pic PRIZES: determined by time of last photo arrival 1st place-1 month VIP and 100 11 rates 2nd place-1 day blast and 75 11 rates 3rd place-50 11 rates contest will start on 4/11/08 and end on 4/25/08 if still no winner will go by most items good luck and have fun 1) a kids toy 2) any brand of toothpaste 3) a bumper sticker 4) a birthday cake(any kind) 5) a shot glass with any brand of whiskey on it 6) a Red candle 7) some kind of melon(ie.. watermelon, cant

Who R U?
those brains of the world unite unite with realities hidden secretly subliminal bring them out unite together as one as one reality let the truth be free use your minds freely freedom from oppression freedom from judgement freedom from structure organization another form of collaboration collaboration of those who should not those who should come together and be free let's unite and be free do you hear me? freedom from invisibility freedom from hypocrisy freedom from oppression feel it feel your minds come together as one streaming rushing hindrance

Sighhhhh
Ok i need ideas of something to do...since im limited it leaves very few options...any ideas anyone? lol Ok here i sit...on crutches for the next two weeks and bored out of my mind!!! Posted a mumm for a good laugh and it got reported so i can no longer post global mumms.....sighhhhhh

Thank You So Very Much!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW I FINALLY MADE IT! THIS IS REALLY BIG FOR ME!!!!! SO MANY PEOPLE CAME AND HELPED ME I COULDN'T KEEP UP WITH MY BAR TAB AND THIS HAS BEEN A LONG TREK SO I CAN'T POSSIBLY THANK EACH AND EVERY PERSON WHO CONTRIBUTED TO HELPING ME LEVEL AND I DON'T WANT TO MISS ANYONE! BUT I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS WHO CAME TO HELP ME AS WELL AS THE SHADOW LEVELERS FOR COMING AND BLOWING ME UP HERE AT THE END!!!! Y'ALL ARE ALL AWESOME!!!! SO THIS IS MY THANK YOU TO YOU ALL FEEL FREE TO COMMENT SO OTHERS CAN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ON A SIDE NOTE MY TARGET TO GET LEVELED NEXT IS MY BFF ~BABS~ WHO IS GETTING CLOSE TO DISCIPLE!!!!! SHE IS ONLY ABOUT 1.5 MILLION AWAY SO GO HIT HER UP!!!!! RATE HER PHOTOS & STASH AND BLING HER LIKE CRAZY!!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER"" ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!} Hey I just wanted to thank my wonderful friends new and old for working so hard to help me

Wow This Was Intersting
MuMM's are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind. Well ok then.. i just expressed an opinon of if ppl should vote on peoples mumms or not. and i apparently touched off a nerve. I got alot of rude comments which changed my opinon that this site is cool to a very low opinon of that there are just a buch of jerks here. Nice way to show your fubar pride. I really liked this place.. i met some great ppl.. but ppl calling me fat ugly stupid retarded "point whore" azz and so on.. hey i got freeking feelings too ppl. do i go up and say hey this is your 5th admendment right and whipe my azz w/ it.. IT WAS JUST A FREEKING MUMM My god! And if you dont like it then isnt also just as good to not be mean or a jerk or just belittling someone? I had a friend post mumms for me when she was making up my pages for me just cuz she was bored... so my first mumm was actually if you had super powers whould ya use em? i know kinda lame but only asked cuz of a reality show i se

Me
Crystal tears turn to infected fears That grace the face of sin, Hollow screams that linger mystify the air Masking a secret that's always there, At the bottom of the heart and forever in the head Always remembering until the day your dead. Every action has a consequence That can leave a permanent scar, So think and listen before you go too far. One decision can affect so much Like the night you let him touch, Just a laugh and a little bit of fun I'll be OK, no harm done, Carelessness punished so they may see The value of an action, for they are free. Too young, not ready, would never cope Now is the time to look for hope, Living and breathing with feelings too Feeling it move inside of you, The life you took was that of your own A little human already half grown. Bury the pain in your mind You can walk away and leave it behind Act as if you forgot You can leave it there and let it rot, But this is something you must not do, For this will always eat a

Priceless
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come

Taking A Leap
Ok well tonight I took a giant leap of faith as someone revealed to me today that they love me. I have had feelings for her for a while now and have been friends for around a year with her. She has helped me get through one of the toughest times in my life and has always cared for me unconditionally. Well tonight I told her I want to be with her and I broke up and kicked out my current girlfriend and informed my wife(you thought your life was strange). I feel now like a huge weight has been lifted because I am now exploring something I have wanted to see about for quite some time now. I do not know what the future holds but for the first time in a long time I feel positive.

Just Writing Something Silly.. Slow Jam Lol
I see you across the room And I want you so bad baby I must have you I see you looking at me too And your eyes have wanton desire I must have you now I walk across the room towards you Looking so longingly I trip over the ottoman in the middle of the floor I fall to the ground not so gracefully Who the hell still buys ottomans? I pick myself off the floor I brush myself off and start walking again Uh oh, why is the pitbull looking at me? I stop and look back at him He walks over to me and starts humping my leg I try to push him off and tell him to stop He looks at me and growls menacingly I say okay but make it fast After a whole tube of wet naps I start walking again Shit, I stepped in a garbage pail What's a garbage pail doing here? It's stuck, and I try to get it off I fall over again while I'm hopping around I get up fast and look at you with need I start again and some old lady gets in my way She starts talking about the good old

Be Aware
The National ID Card: It's Baaack! by Stephen Moore This article appeared on cato.org on September 23, 1997. Recently, a congressional subcommittee held hearings on H.R. 231, legislation proposed by Rep. Bill McCollum, R-Fla., to "improve the integrity of the Social Security card." McCollum's bill would mandate a personal photograph on each Social Security card in order to make it as counterfeit-resistant as a passport. In theory, illegal aliens would be unable to use forged credentials when applying for jobs. Last year, McCollum narrowly failed to win passage of his bill in the House. Supporters of the McCollum bill argue that making the Social Security card fraud-proof is far different from establishing the kind of internal passport system that typifies totalitarian regimes. In fact, there is even a section in McCollum's bill reassuringly titled "NOT A NATIONAL IDENTIFICATION CARD." But as the old saying goes: if it looks like a duck, waddles like a duck, and quacks like a du

My Fugroups...
ARE YOU SEXY ENOUGH?? COME FIND OUT ONLY LORD SKULL KNOWS IF YOu CAN BE AN "ANGEL" DO YOU DARE ASK HIM ? CLICK THE PIC TO YOUR DESTINY.... THE INFAMOUS "LORD SKULL" LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღGothiqueTemptationღ Owner-DSG&D- RaWღBeautifully Morbid GM ღ' on '2008-04-05 10:53:24') (repost of original by 'LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~' on '2008-04-05 10:55:52') (repost of original by '~☆TÅ§Tëë ☆~' on '2008-04-05 10:57:40') (repost of original by 'LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~' on '2008-04-08 22:19:32')

Fundamentals Of Seduction
Ok so I go to this Massage school for Massages (Obviously) now and again right? What is odd is that they give a lot of different types of massages but not sensual massage. Now I'm not saying "You give happy ending?" but I am saying that sometimes when you go for a massage you want it more to be about the massaging and pleasuring of the body then the healing of it. I mean after a long week or so of work I like to relax a bit. So I like to get a massage for that but the theroputic massages can just too a bit harsh. With all the muscle squeezing and the pressure point manipulation it's hard to get any real pleasure out of it. Sure it does the job it's supposed to but not nessaccerly the job you go in for. Now I can understand not touching a womans cheast (obvious sexual harassment suits) or under the undies. But a Mans cheast is a big part of his body and to not massage it seems pointless. Not like your sucking on the nipples or rubbing them in a sexual manner your a license

On My Mind
Injustice and pain undeserved. Spreading through the world as a virus... reverberating far beyond the impact point to slowly encompass the entire world. Stabbing into love's image until a thing so pure is left bleeding out into oblivion... engraved forever with the jagged scars of pain and fear and uncertainty... due to betrayal from those most trusted... or perhaps worse still due to deliberately fostered misunderstanding and ignorance. Emotion is the only truth in this reality. It is the darkest aspect of the world when understanding emotion becomes merely a means to perfect the exploitation of souls... by those demons who assume the guise of humanity in order to propagate dehumanization. Purity of emotion is fundamentally purity of life. Everyone should feel a pang of sadness at the innocent corrupted. Soon I think the whole world will experience fear of the end... thus forgetting the eternal beginning. You can't move out of stagnant past lives until you dec

Never Thought It Will Happen
Raluca, your Heart's Desire is 12/3 You love a good time. You are generally happy, friendly, and outgoing. You have a gift for gab. You are very witty, creative, and playful. You inspire and entertain people. You are considered by many a great companion. Many outstanding comedians have this Heart's Desire. You have a good mental and emotional balance and there is little that gets you down. You have a gift for self expression and are drawn to the verbal arts -- writing, acting, singing, and poetry. You may have a great talent in one of these areas. If your creativity is blocked or suppressed, you tend to daydream and fantasize. Your imagination needs a constructive outlet; otherwise, it may run away with you. At the same time, you may have great difficulty expressing your deeper feelings and important personal thoughts. You prefer to stay on the surface, entertaining people with your wit. If you fail to deal honestly with your inner nature, you may succumb to compulsive ta

Rayne's Random Ramblings
I'm suffocating with out your touch. I can't breathe when your not here. There's no air that I can find. My heart is over flowing. There is no where for love to go. I'm suffocating here. You are so far away. I need to see your smiling face. I need you every day. I can not breathe when you get mad. When I can not understand. I don't how to fix it. I can not hold your hand. I'm suffocating when you hurt. Feels like I'm dying deep inside. I don't know how to fix it. I can only use these words. I want to melt into your eyes... so soft and warm inside full of love and kindness a place that's safe to hide. I want to dive into your smile... feel your happiness enfold me feel your lips against mine let your laughter carry me I want to mold against your chest... Just listen to your heartbeat for while feel is reassuring up against my cheek forget the world, turn off the dial. I want to crawl into your arms... you'll protect me from the cold

Must See This One
You simply have to see this music video. Iron Maiden was recording the "No Prayer for the Dying"-album and used Steve Harris' studio at the time. They recorded this video on the grounds surrounding it... You can tell they had a great time doing this video...

Just Some Stuff That I Thought Was Neat.
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

I Suck
Wrote this, and did the "art" awhile ago. Be all my sins remembered When they should long be forgot In every day and every dream, And every thing they're not Be all my sins remembered, When no other things remain No photograph, no scrap of text No going home again Long forgotten memories of love that would not die Long gone smoke from fires which darkened half the sky Letters, yellowing, bundled on a dusty attic floor Be all my sins remembered when these are no more Time trudges ever onward And halts for no one's plan And what was common knowledge When all of this began Is now the faintest ghost Left from the uncertain past But be all my sins remembered When no other things would last ~amf I just bought Bjork.. Barenaked Ladies.. Phish.. Less Than Jake.. Cd's from the Dollar Tree. It actually saddened me to think how bad the record industries doing when companies are sending it to an everything is a dollar store. Great deal for us. Terrible for th

Fiesta Tappers
This is a current list of all Fiesta Tappers in no special order. Please make sure you have everyone fanned, added and rated. FIESTA TAPPERS HOME PAGE (empty friends request will be deleted)@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma~ Happily married to Mr. JDub~ Fiesta Tappers~Owned by Claymore~@ fubar ღஜDa®k Kittÿஜღ ~~♥Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§♥~~Fiesta Tappers@ fubar ~~ Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fiesta Tappers ~~@ fubar Mr Pibb - Owned by / Owner of eLLe ~ Fiesta Tappers ~@ fubar Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*Rising Star's*FiestaTappers!@ fubar Shaggy Member Of The Fiesta Tappers@ fubar Smitty - Just Having Fun - Fiesta Tappers - Owner of Shannon aka '~Shannon~ 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Jadaira Fiesta Tappers member

Recall On Beer
Sam Adams Recall: Owens-Illinois Inc investigating Samuel beer bottles Owens-Illinois Inc has said that they will be investigating their Samuel Adams Beer bottles after issuing a voluntary recall. The Sam Adams bottles are produced in The Boston Beer Co, the ones affected are the 12-ounce bottles The bottles have been made to the same manufacturing specifications as all their other bottles, however after some routine quality control inspections a few defects were found on the Sam Adams Beer Bottles. Small bits of glass can break off, as a result could fall into the bottle. This poses a huge health risk, Owens-Illinois shares have been affected by this recall. The company’s shares fell 88 cents.

Year Of The Dog
Its amazing how accurate these things are, this fits me pretty much to a tee. The Dog Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nat

My Life
Alright so as you now I had an account on RMB as itskacibitch, cuteasakitten on here is also on RMB, she faved all my pictures, and added me to her friends list. I wanted her to leave me alone, so I was trying to hide from her, so I re-registered. Thinking she won't find me and leave me alone, turns out she found my new name, and added me to her friends list and faved my pictures again. WTF STOP IT I AM SICK AND DONE WITH THAT SHIT! I AM DONE DONE DONE! cuteasakitten is an evil evil person, I mean throughout the years she has said these evil things to me I don't do crack like you. That's why you have an ugly fUcked up eye. from all the crack you smoke, and your mom when she was pregnant with you. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 53 minutes ago there she is all cracked up laying on her bed trying to be sexy. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 6 hours ago (I had a picture of me and my best friends neice and cute said:) scary. those poor kids. notice

Achievements
Sucess is to be measured not so much by the position one reaches in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed... Booker T Washingon "An open mind is fine, but be careful what you shovel in" Three Kinds of People This old world of ours has three kinds of people living on it. They are known as the Wills, the Won't, and the Can'ts. The Will's accomplish everything; the Won'ts oppose everything; and the Can'ts fail in everything. Things come to him who hustles while he waits LET ME GIVE... I do not know how long I'll live But while I live Lord let me give Some comfort to some one in need By smile or nod...kind word or deed To ease things for my fellow man I want naught but I do my part, To change folks frowns to smiles again To lift a tired or weary heart And I'll not care how long I'll live Then I will not have lived in vain If i give and give and give

General Bs
A warm hug and a soft, gentle kiss Holding hands over dinner Looking into each other's eyes and realizing perfection exists right across the table. Walking hand in hand Tension rising as we arrive at my front door Passionate kisses as the door opens and we fall inside Laying on the bed exchanging kisses and nibbles and warm, loving looks Sweet, beautiful words.."I want you, I need you, I love you" The feeling of lace against my fingertips as I lower her underwear to her ankles slowly, and then pull them off. The sccent of her perfume as I inch closer to her, slowly kissing up her legs. Looking into her eyes... shy smiles biting my lower lip, watching her bite hers, in anticipation of what's to come next. Moments of passion and intensity. Wrapping ourselves up in eachother in every way imagineable. Orgasms so draining we can only fall asleep in each others arms afterward, completely speechless, yet completely contented. Knowing it will all happen again. These are the

The Things Kids Say...
1. A nursery school pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. 'How do you know that the cat was dead?' she asked her pupil. 'Because I p * ssed in its ear and it didn't move,' answered the child innocently. 'You did WHAT?' the teacher exclaimed in surprise. 'You know,' explained the boy, 'I leaned over and went 'Pssst' and it didn't move' 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later.....'Da-ad.....' 'What?' 'I'm thirsty. Can you bring a drink of water?' 'No, You had your chance. Lights out. ' Five minutes later: 'Da-aaaad.....' 'WHAT?' 'I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??' ' I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to smack you!!' Five minutes later......'Daaaa-aaaad.....' 'WHAT!' 'When you come in to smack me, can you bring a drink of water?' 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him 'How do you expect to get into Heaven?' The boy thought it

Im Memory Of My God Baby Due Oct Passed 4-8-08
This is in memory of my god baby SYMBOLIZE FLOWER STONE Everyone pls pray for my best friend she found out she has lupus and that was the cause of the baby passing.......i love her so much!I wish there was something i could do just snap my fingers and everything be ok.....this is awful why do things like this happen to good people?.... Hope..the mother fu#king princess(Wife to nic&Chris&ash)2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions*Major*@ fubar

Remeber Me?
WELL I DO HAVE ALOT OF NSFW PICS AND AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE ASKING TO SEE THEM. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO JUST GO SHOW MY "WHO HA" TO JUST ANYONE SO HERE IS THE DEAL: I WILL TAKE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING IN TRADE TO OPEN MY PICS FOR YOU 35K IN FUBUCKS 3 DAY BLAST BLING PACK (NOT ONE BLING) OR A PIMP OUT (STICKY) BULLY AND BLOG AND NOW 200 COMMENTS IN THE GIVEAWAY BELOW (PLEASE NUMBER THEM I WILL CHECK!) THANKS FOR YOUR TIME AND UNLESS ONE OR MRE OF THESE ARE MET NOOOOOO YOU CANT SEE MY NAUGHTY FOLDER!!!! > I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW WONDERFUL THIS FAMILY HAS BEEN TO ME PLEASE GO A/F/R ALL OF THEM. THEY ARE THE GREATEST AND HAVE TAKEN ME IN WITH OPEN ARMS AND HELPED ME GET CLOSER TO WHERE I WAS BEFORE MY ACCOUNT WAS HACKED INTO. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A FAMILY GO NO FURTHER YOU HAVE FOUND THE GREATEST THERE IS. HERE IS MY OFFER ADD, FAN AND RATE ALL OF MY FAMILY (LET THEM KNOW LILBABYBI SENT YOU IN THE ADD) AND I WILL GIVE YOU 10K IN FU-BUCKS YEP 10K AND A

What Is Up With Men????
Back in december i joined this dating website and met this really cute guy on there. We talked for quite awhile and then ended up meeting at a local bar one night, Had a great time and it seemed we really liked each other. But at the sametime I got really drunk and i coudlnt drive so he drove me home to his place and of course we ended up sleeping together but he did offer to sleep on the couch and I didnt want him to so you know how that goes. And I honestly thought I would never hear from him again after that but I did the next day at work. So we started dating....talking all the time and seeing each other when we could. He would call me at work to see how i was doing and then call me right after work for no reason and it was nice. Then his truck broke down and so i helped where i could even to lend him money to get it fixed, (what a mistake that was) money i really didnt have to lose but stupid me, i trusted him to pay me back when he got back to work. When ever we went out to dinne

''true Friends?''
NEVER, I MEAN NEVERRRR BELIEVE AND TRUST SOMEBODY THAT CLAIMS TO BE A FRIEND, BETTER TO JUST NOT BELIEVE THEM THAN 'TO' BELIEVE, THAT WAY WHEN THEY STAB U IN THE BACK, IT'S A LITTLE EASIER TO PULL THE KNIFE OUT :) I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!"" ......... , . ~ . ~ , ~ , ........... ......... ).. - ~. . ' ..( ............ ........ ( . . . ...(......) ........... .........| . . . . . ).....| ........... .........{.. . . . .(. . ./ ............ ............ =(.. /.)= ............... ............... -;..;-' ................ .................)|( , ................. ................. || _.-'| ............. ............. , _|| .._,/ ............. ....... , ... ....|| .' ................. ......|...|...,...||/ ................... ..../...| /|., |Y|| .................... ... '-...'-._....||/ ................... ..

Sorry
My internet was shut off and that is why I haven't been on....I should get it back up and running soon....I HOPE! LOL Thank you for being patient with me and Thank you to all those who left comments....I appreciate it very much!

Ripped Off By A Hollywood T.v. Production Company
I missed watching the premiere episode of "One Way Out" last night on Discovery but I recently found this link. http://www.northsouth.tv/#prod%20wed This is the website of North South Productions who "created" the show "One Way Out". If you watch the clip they have for this show on thier website you will see that the basic premise is the escape artist being challenged by devices created by a sort of "mad machinist" or engineer who devises brilliant traps to test the escape guy with. Sounds original, right? Now for a history lesson. In 2002 I became friends with a brilliant man in Kentucky by the name of Tim Hill. Tim works out of a small metal working shop behind his house and created some of the most bizarre and brilliant props I hhave ever had the pleasure of using. How it works is that I come up with the basic idea and Tim builds it and adds his own artistic elements. If you go to my website at www.thedarkmaster.com and use the pull down menu on the second pa

Music
well i got a song i wanna put up on my profile page.. and i cant find song on a site witht he codign so i can.. anyoen got any ideas where i can fidn the coding for psycho by puddle of mudd??? youtube has it but tcoding isnt there .. someone plz help me

~easy To Be Hard~
~EASY To Be HARD~ "Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle." Never take someone for granted... Hold every person close to your heart... Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. Peace.

Relationship Identity
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In re

Survey
You Are 90% Boyish and 10% Girlish You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it. You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive. Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself. You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

For The Guys
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Trust Issues
My boyfriend and I had broke up for two weeks, but we never stopped sleeping with one another (I know TMI) but I find myself having TRUST ISSUES with him now. Maybe they were already there, before. But I am trying not to drive myself and him CRAZY worrying.

Sneak Peek... ;)
thxXx sO mUch 2 all of u whO hElped me lEvel 2 piMp!! nOw i'ma fiNd me sOme fU hOs 2 mAke me sOme fu bUcCs!! lOl.. lUv yA'll 4 reAl... i diD whAt i sAid i wOuld: mOved a nAughty piC 2 my rOadtRip fOlder;) enjOy... n thxXx agAin!! smOoches!! ~*~mS. e niGma~*~ sO mAny of u hAve bEen sO cOo n shOwin lUv n hElpin me lEvel thAt i dEcided (sinCe i knOw u wAnt me 2 piMp u lOl) thAt if yA'll shOw mAjOr lUv n gEt me 2 piMp... i'Ll mOve a nAughty piC 2 my pUblic piCs... a liL snEak pEek if u wiLl... oh, n thE 1 whO shOws me the mOst lUv wiLl becOme a fAm mEmber wit acCess 2 all mY piCs... cOme on... shOw mAmi dAt fU lUv!! u knOw i dO it 4 u ;) mwAh!! smOoches... ~*~mS. e niGma~*~

Btwn H&h
BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL WANTS YOU!!CLICK TO ENTER!! BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL WANTS YOU!!CLICK TO ENTER!! WELCOMES U TO *BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL* COME PARTY WITH US... BRING YOUR FRIENDS HAVE SOME FUN!!! Come PARTY WITH US AT BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL!!!! IF U DARE...BRING YOUR STRAIGHT JACKETS !!!

Spank Me ! ♥ I Need Your Help!
Sw33t-H0n3y - 16002 > > You've been "spanked" by a secret admirer! At the end of this game, the people who receive the highest numbers of spanks will win millions of fubucks. > > For complete game information, please view my game blog at: > http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861/755760 > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has purchased it for you! > > > > > > This member has spanked you 1000 times. PLEASE HELP A HOTTIE OUT!! Click this picture and follow the directions ♥ XOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX She is Up For Auction!! It’s the 2nd Alarm Hotties Auction!! Come Bid on her!!! Don’t forget to check out all the other hotties!! :: RULES :: HOTTIE AUCTION RULES 1 day Blast = 50,000 fubucks 3 day Blast = 100,000 fubucks 7 day Blast = 250,000 fubucks 30 day VIP = 350,00 fubucks 30 day Blast = 500,000 fubucks Happy Hour = 1,000,000 fubucks

???who Knows???
Recently I've had to take on a second job to pay some things off. I won't be on fubar as much. I will only be on here maybe 3 days, if I am lucky!So thanks to all those that has helped me get to where I am at now. If anything came of this it was that fubar helped me not to be bored at work! Just kidding that is not all that has came out of fubar. It was also good friends and nice people! Thanks again! Luckyblue I've been on fubar for awhile now and I have quite a bit of people as friends that I talk to. I have thought about putting myself up for auction for some time now, but I really don't know if I really would have enough people to bid on me or even if they would even care to bid on me. Also there is the thing about how to go about it. What do I offer? Who do I go through?? etc... I need some feedback from those who read this. thanks bunches ~Luckyblue~ I find it freakin funny that some people actually take some things on here seriously. I also find it funny when I post mumms and

Thoughts 25
Well, my doctor's nurse called me back and told me that the doctor wanted me to come in and get some blood work done, pick up a prescription, stop taking all anti-inflamatory meds at once, take home a kit for a stool screening test (oh joy) and wait to hear from the GI clinic and if they don't call within 2 weeks, give them a call! I don't know how I am going to survive without being able to take anything for the arthritis in my neck and knees. I imagine by Friday, I will be in a great deal of pain and probably feel like I am dying. The last time I stopped taking Motrin (was taking 2400mg a day) I literally though I was going to die. This was years ago and I had to go back on it and wean myself off which worked. I don't have that luxury this time. It could be that the medicine I have been taking has caused big problems in my intestines and if not treated, could end in death. Isn't that nice? A few of my tests came back today but are always hard to read. One says my Eosinop

Why?
I read something on here today that asked if there was any truthful people out there. What I don't understand why not the truth? I even know that it hurts some times, not alway. I have made more people made at me for a saying right after my devorce. If you don't want the truth don't ask me a question. That there upsets more people. Oh well it is life an I will live another.

What's My Name Mean?
What Katiemae Means You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You h

Love Is Everywhere
May You Always Feel Loved by Sandra Sturtz Hauss May you find serenity and tranquility in a world You may not always understand.. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with optimism and courage.. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there even when you feel most alone.. May you discover enough goodness in others To believe in a world of peace.. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile, be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them.. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.. Teach love to those who know hate, And let that love embrace you as you go into the world.. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them.. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part

Color Of My Mind
Your Mind is Purple Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. What Color Is Your Mind?

Awards
I SEE SO MANY LADIES ON HERE ASKING FOR BLAST, HH, VIP'S. WILL WHAT ABOUT A MAN? COULD I ASK FOR A VIP OR 2. WHAT DOES A MAN HAVE TO DO TO GET 1 ON HERE? I WOULD LOVE IF SOME1 GAVE ME 1. I USE IT 2 HELP OTHERS LEVEL AND SOME LADIES ON HERE REALLY ARE HOTTER THAN A 10 AND DESERVE THE HIGHER RATE. IM NOT BEGGING FOR THIS AND DONT WANT ANY1 THINKING I AM. I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT A MAN HAS TO DO TO GET 1.

Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

I'm Not An Attention Whore!
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore?

Get The Hint Already
You are my ex. you fucked up. so what if i ran from you. your the one who decided me giving you head wasnt enough so you needed my friend to do it. you wanted to talk, i went with you. you flipped out and got angry and violent and wouldnt listen to me when i told you to stop. you constantly leave me comments on live journal. nor your sending me messages here..... and im going to post it here now.... just dropping you this because i feel i have to i really dont understand you and you never understood me that much is obvious i hope you find a way to not run awaty with this new guy as for me oh fuckin well i am just that guy that i guess proved you right and you win that argument i guess i really dont see how i could have ever have won it though i mean honestly the running away hurt more than any one ever cheating on me it hurt more than what my wife did i am not all that sure you ever understood that i am sorry i am sending this but for me it isnt over grant

I Need My Friends
I have heard from both JEWELS and his step daughter Nikkita he is back home doing ok but needs to rest more than he has been so he can get stronger. Thank you from them and myself for your prayers and well wishes too him. :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !@ fubar EVERY ONE ELSE IS SO I WILL TOO LOL I WANT SPOTLIGHT!!! NEVER HAD SPOTLIGHT BEFORE SO WAS THINKING IF I CAN GET ENOUGH FUBUCKS UP MAYBE I CAN HAVE SPOTLIGHT THE DAY I USE MY GIFT HH! I THINK THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY AWESOME!!! SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU HAVE FUBUCKS YOU DON'T WANT/NEED SEND THEM MY WAY!!! ALSO IF YOU WANT PHOTO EFFECTS DONE CHECK OUT MY EFFECTS I CAN DO FOLDER AND SEND ME A DONATION YOU THINK IS FAIR FOR THE EFFECT(S) YOU'D LIKE AND SEND IN A SEPARATE PRIVATE MESSAGE A LINK TO THE PHOTO(S) YOU'D LIKE ME TO USE WITH WHAT NUMBER EFFECT YOU WANT USED!!! TY TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO'VE ALREADY SENT ME FUBUCKS Y'ALL ARE THE BEST! XOXOXO!!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY

Honesty
whatever happened to finding real honest people?? people who respect each other, truly love each other? True friends? Someone to love you honestly, deeply and purely? What happened to being who you truly are? Nothing fake?

Fire Fighters Hal Fire Angels
OK PEOPLE I`M HOCKED UP WITH MY FRIEND JOHN IN FF HALL AND WE STARTING A GROUP CALLED FIRE FIGHTERS HALL FIRE ANGLES AND WE NEED YOUR HELP SO I`M CALLING ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS TO COME HANG WITH ME IN THE HALL AND GET THIS GROUP ON THE GROUND I THINK WE CAN DO IT SO HURRY UP SEE YA THERE FIRE FIGHTERS HALL FIRE ANGELS ARE LOOKING FOR new MEMBERS DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A FIRE ANGEL COME TO THE HALL AND ASK FOR FF JOHN COME SUPPORT YOUR HEROS AND SHOW YOUR LOVE JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO COME TO THE HALL just click on pic to join us (repost of original by 'FF John OWNER OF FIRE FIGHTERS HALL' on '2008-02-20 12:36:41') (repost of original by 'DJ Queen B MDA second command' on '2008-02-20 14:09:14')

Fu Owned By Bigsexy
I need all the help I can get from my sweet friends!!!! I'm in a contest and I need like tons of comments on my photo. The contest runs through the 23rd. Can you please drop by and leave as many comments as you can on this pic? I will definitely return the love!!! Thank you sooo much!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World I AM NOW FU OWNED BY BIGXEXY!! MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HIM SOME GOOD LOVIN!!! ~~BIGSEXY~~Cherrypye's FU-MAN~~FU OWNED by CAREBEAR.FU OWNER OF LEAH@ fubar HE WAS TOP BIDDER FOR ME IN MISH1'S MARS VS VENUS AUCTION, HOWS ABOUT SHOWIN HER SOME LOVE TOO!!! MishNumber1 ♥ FubarWorldCruise & WISEUKF Owner~SUP, ClubFAR, ShadowLevelers, SargesBadGirls@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World I WON HIM FAIR AND SQUARE, SO I FU OWN HIM FOR A MONTH!!! WOOO HOOOO!!!! PLEASE STOP BY HVAC Tech's PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME SWEET LOVE! HVAC Tech: Read Blog It's the Last day of my auction@ fubar HE WAS IN PJCOUNTRY'S MARS VS VENUS AUCTION.... SHES

So I Have Realized....
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter)and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you

To The One I Love
I want the entire world to know that I am standing at the top of the world screaming that I am sorry for the mistakes I made and I love her but that isn't good enough anymore. so someone tell me how do you live after loosing everything you love. I don't want to hear that you just move on because it don't work like that with real love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is to the woman i love and you know who you are. i would walk through hell to get you back. you are my heartbeat,the reason for reason. i know i fucked up but how long does a person have to pay for the mistakes in their life? real love cant be denied and soulmates cannot be kept apart, so you may be gone now but i'll get you back in the next life just like the movie showed.

Relationships
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR GIRLS/WOMEN These are just some rules that the females should follow since everyone I know tends to lean on me when they got a problem alot of my female friends ask me advice because they wanna know different answers to question’s from a man’s point of view so I play the therapist from time to time so here are some answers that you may be looking for !!!!!!!!!!!! 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache dumb ass. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be I think Keyshia Cole said it best LET IT GO. 5 . Slower is better I wanna know what i’m getting into. 6. DON’T live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can’

Mom Pome
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the

About Me
whats does everyone think? wat should i possibly draw next? should i go for making tatoo's? or drawing up tatoo's? can u draw? how well do i draw? (comment please) can people accept me for who i am whether or not i belive in a religion or something to that extent... and or anything for that matter.(and no i don't beleive in the devil.. like i said i dont BELEIVE in anything)i am who i am, what can i say (please give me comments on what you think)

Writings
For you I would do anything Just to show you my love Walk through fire to be with you Thinking of you my heart Wants to shrivel up and die You are like a succubus Draining me with every breath you take Grabbing you tight wanting so badly To hold you forever never letting go My angel is what you are Your love so precious to me Looking into your deep eyes All I can do is cry Felling tied to you with biting chains Blisters on my soul a constant reminder No matter how hard I try Words cannot express my devotion Being the center of my world Every emotion I feel revolves around you Laying close at night Smothering you would be so easy How you have suffocated me with lies With you gone, so shall the pain Remembering my trembling hands Reaching towards you for the first time Beauty that could not be compared Your radiance surrounds me always Being with you has feelings of Shame course through my veins Dead I

For Our Troops!
Please Listen to this song..... It's awesome!! It's an answer to the Dixie Chick's song "Not Ready to Make Nice" Marine Cpl. David Thibodeaux's song If you do not support our troops please feel free to stand in front of them!! If you have read this thank a teacher if it's in ENGLISH thank a Soldier!!! Support our Troops with AMERICAN PRIDE!!

Pusher Man
HOW CAN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CALL YOURSELF A MAN, WHEN YOU GOT OUR SISTER AND BROTHERS HOOKED ON THAT GLASS, THAT PIPE THAT CAN. STILL KILLING EACH OTHER ALWAYS CARRYING A GUN, YET YOU’RE QUICK TO JUDGE WHAT THE WHITE MAN HAS DONE. MY SISTERS WALKING AROUND SHOWING THEIR ASS, WHAT ABOUT YOUR PRIDE... WHAT ABOUT YOUR CLASS. HAVE YOU FORGOT OR DIDN’T KNOW, WE ARE THE CHOSEN ONES THAT WILL CONTINUE TO GROW. THERE’S SO MUCH WE CAN ACCOMPLISH AS ONE, TOGETHER WE CAN CHANGE WHAT SOCIETY HAS DONE. BORN RULERS, WE WERE KINGS AND QUEENS, MANY THINGS BEHOLD IS YET TO BE SEEN.

Rebuilding A Broken Heart
It's hard when you've given all yourself to the one person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. As the time of every year passes by and you see the dramatic changed in that person but you can't say or do anything to make it stay the way that it was before now. An that person starts making you second guess everything you say and do to try to save your marriage. As they say you can't change anyone even if you go to hell or heaven. Love is a gamble you have to love before you can have your heart broken.

Me
Stay > > What is it about you that makes me think, wonder, > and dream of you? I don't really know, believe me, > there's a lot to show - how my feelings got > involved, with a problem I cannot seem to solve. > You, an unsolved mystery that has led me to such > misery - not in a sense of badness, but in a sense > that I wish to touch and caress - your innermost > masterpiece in itself that continues to hold so much > wealth. > I'm here before you composed of passion and > Ecstasy - cherishing every moment we spend is an > understatement - all the emotions you consume me > with. > So tonight, tomorrow, forever... > Will you stay?

Sex Ass Soldier
my sexy ass soldier is what you are to me, my sexy ass soldier you have set me free, my sexy ass soldier you showed me love and light, my sexy ass soldier you gave me wings and took me into flight, my sexy ass soldier you gave me your heart, my sexy ass soldier we will never be apart, my sexy ass soldier you are full of grace, my sexy ass soldier you bring a smile to my face, my sexy ass soldier you showed me the truth, my sexy ass soldier I need no proof, I am who I am because of you, I'm grateful to say, now im your sexy ass wife

Auction
Hey y'all i am in a new give away and i could really do with some help i need as many comments as you are able to lavish on to me i am really lagging behind soplease help ty Dave. PS here is the link Hey y'all im in an auction and could really do with some help please click in the pic and rate me and maybe bid to own me Ta Dave a href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1116800&i=1692548309&albumid=1082990" target=_blank>

People Who Jump 2 Conclusions
Recently someone ask me a question about if I was a member of the sisterhood(which I am not)....I didn't reply because I didn't want to sound like a dingbat, country girl and ask them what that was....anyway this was done by someone I had also put in family as well as he did with me(which was done after he ask me this).....he jumped to conclusions and asssumed I was and there4 blocked me before I could justify myself....POINT OF STORY : I am real and hope all my friends are....if there is problem...talk to me before blocking and me and jumping to conclusions....Love all who keep it real

True All The Way!!
Boston girls are pretty New York girls are smart But it takes a Maine girl To win a fella's heart Florida girls are tan Vegas girls are hoes But when you want the best looking girl Maine is where you gotta go Cali girls are wild Colorado girls are fun But Maine girls? Come on, they're number 1 Girls will be girls North, east, south or west But Maine girls Always rate the best To any man who reads this And truly wants to know If you have a Maine girl You should never let her go

Blazing New Mash-up..! Green Day V. Gwb V. Hulk Hogan
There's an amazing masher on GYBO that goes by the name of VeeringAxiom that made an amazing mash-up of Green Day v.The Rock (http://www.gybo.org/viewtopic.php?f=26&t=37407). I half-jokingly issued him a Triple Threat challenge of GW Bush v. Green Day v. Hulk Hogan in response, and he took it.. Here is the awe-inspiring beautiful pwnage he created in response: (http://www.gybo.org/viewtopic. php?f=26&t=37499) or (http://veeringaxiom.blogspot.com/2008/04/i-am-real-american-idiot-now-bring-me. html) Please show him much love as he put a lot of hard work and effort into this masterpiece..!!

Tales From My Ballsack!!!
On average, I would say there are anywhere between, 3 and 10 complaints a week written about me. It’s like there is a portion of the Fubar blogging community that has formed a complaint box in my honor. The hilarious part is how they fail to realize that all they do is continue to keep the buzz of Tales From My Ball Sack alive. There are leisure gentleman and trailer trash in heels type bloggers that would kill for that kind of buzz. (Thanks by the way!) Consensus: Pacey is an asshole Thanks for heads up! The sky is blue and shit smells bad too. In order to write some of the stuff I write, you have to be an asshole. So, I decided that I would dissect some of the things that make me an asshole, and share them directly with the "mindless sheep" (you the readers that bitch) who read this blog in an effort to help you examine why the fuck you guys just refuse to unclick the friendship button. I objectify women- This is my favorite. In case you live in a cave you are

Whats Wrong With This Picture?
A very interesting perspective... I hope you will all read this to the end. The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President; In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just isn't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we all so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than some see in a lifetime? Maybe it is the abilit

Daddy
just wanted to let you all know that it will only be days before daddy goes to heaven. I am going to be stopping by to on and off if I can. Thank you all for all your prayers and support. LOVE and HUGS~ more news to come

Jamaica Man!
Soooo...I am going to Jamaica. I want to know all the hot spots and all the awesome sites! I know some of you have probably been to Jamaica...so spill it. Information on the Caymen Islands would also be helpful. Thanks.

#4
Results of a recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet Someone and you both have sex until you are Blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner For a short time and you are so needy you will Have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner For a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and You usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner For too long. When you pass each other in the Hallway you both say 'screw you.

Poems
My heart is broken, Will it ever heal? Will I ever find someone who truly loves my heart? My heart is in a million pieces, And it will be forever before it heals, My heart aches for someone to love, To call my one and only, To help me heal, My broken heart, My heart is broken, Will someone help me heal it? Life Life is like a never ending story, It can be cruel, but it can be kind, It never lets u down, until u are in the ground, Than it could care less, let the worms eat u while u rest, rest in peace, more like rest in pieces. My life is bleak, My life is incomplete, My heart is broken, Without her, I cry and weep. Where are you my daughter? I cannot see you, I miss you, My daughter. I am lost without you, I wanted to see you grow, Become a woman. But they took you before my time was done, I miss you. Anna Marie. My life is bleak, My life is incomplete, Without you daughter

About My Lounge.
JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.. THAT I WILL BE CLOSING THE POOL HALL IN A WEEK.. IT IS DEAD.. NO ONE COMES THERE ANYMORE.. I HAVE HAD A LOT UNSUBSCRIBE. I HAVEN'T HAD ANY HELP WITH ANYTHING... AND I HAVE RESORTED TO BEGGING FOR STUFF AND GETTING NOTHING, BUT LIES AND BROKEN PROMISES... I AM A FAILURE..SO I WILL TUCK MY LOSER TAIL BETWEEN MY LEGS AND DELETE IT. I HAVE HAD MANY OFFERS TO HELP, BUT NOTHING CAME IN RETURN. IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR JUST A LOSER. SO, THE POOL HALL WILL BE DEAD IN A WEEK. NOT THAT ANY OF YOU CARE ANYWAYS. LEAVING MY LOUNGE TO GO TO OTHERS.. JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE MORE FUN.. MY LOUNGE COULD HAVE BEEN TOO.. IF THE LIARS ACTUALLY BACKED UP WHAT THEY SAID. I SEE MY "FRIENDS" OR "SO CALLED FRIENDS" PROMOTING AND WORKING FOR OTHER LOUNGES.. WHY? IF YOU HAVE WORKED FOR MINE.. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FUN LIKE THE LOUNGES YOU WORK FOR.. INSTEAD YOU ALL DESERTED ME AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT.. LIKE YOU PUSHED ME AWAY.. WELL, HERE IS TO THE DEATH OF THE POOL H

Something I Wrote - 2006
Some boxes and bows to be thrown out, Candy pieces strewn all about. Sticky prints and cookie crumbs what girls and boys are made of. No sugar for a cup of hot tea, Stretched out socks for my cold feet. Has been jammies from Christmas's past, it's amazing how long flannel lasts. A gift card within reach yet so far away, A mile from everything I need today. Hope tomorrow is sunny with no rain in sight, For my old painful body will once again hike. No gifts to return, I liked them all, but I really wonder why a set of knives. Smiles and laughter we once again shared, rehashing our memories of many Christmas's past. For four special but short hours, I once again was part of the family. I wrote this a couple of years ago. Tess

Why Im Not With You
not much to it than that. if you think you're an exception, youre wrong. either you're with someone and shouldnt be bothering with me or you hold interest in others and i cant deal with a man that cant make up his mind. no, choosing to be with all of them is not making up your mind especially not if youre going to lie about it showing insecurity. i'll be your friend, you can tell me tht you think im in love with you, get over it. this is the internet and i could be any one i choose to be or anything for that matter. I could be the flying dutchman or Elizabeth or Grumpy Bear. I could be a man, a woman, adult or child, living anywhere acting anyway I choose. How I see things is that I like knowledge and when I seek it, I dont want it wrapped in lies. If I obtain knowledge that is not the truth, I havent learned anything and that to me is pointless. All in all, what I want to relay is that I'll be with someone when it happens to be true.

Poetry
I stand behind the thin sheet of glass Watching my angel from a far I want so badly to be there To share in who you are So much has been taken from you These things I want to help you get back I pound my fists in anger but I'm held back by this fucking glass I fight more than just physically My emotions spinning out of control My body is stuck in one place In another is my soul My heart is no longer with me It was abandoned and left in the trash Somehow it made its way to you While I'm stuck behind the glass A cloud of darkness, surrounded my soul My heart was weary, out of control I needed peace, to see me through When I'd lost all hope, I found you So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight When I was weak, you were there Didn't waste time, you showed you care You believe in me, and believe in us

Poetry
My heart was bleeding Lying broken upon the floor It had exploded into tiny pieces The minute he walked out the door. I walked for awhile in the darkness Never veering towards love’s light My world was full of shadows Full with the darkness of night. Then you came along and opened me up You put the beat back into my heart Because of you my life now had meaning I was able to give love a new start. I know this is real These feelings I have for you You’ve made me feel so much inside Feelings so strong and so true. I killed our love before it ever got to start I sent him away but he took my heart I knew it was over when he wouldnt talk Again down the path of darkness I walk. I had found true love or so I had thought He had all the right things I had sought But again I destroyed whatever we had Now I sit here cryin lookin so sad. I knew better then to give my heart away But he had all the right things to say He w

Prayers Please!!!
Tonight, I ask that you, my friends, pray for a family in my neighborhood. My daughters best friend in fact. Her mother was a victim of domestic violence tonight and her and her daughter are resting easy at a friends house undisclosed. My daughter, who is finally sleeping, had the unfortunate opportunity tonight to find out what that term means and how bad it really can be. Her friends mother, which we will call Chelle, was attacked by her boyfriend. She was strangled and cut and did receive medical attention. My daughters friend, which we call, Taylor, was supposed to spend the night at our house. During the argument that spawned into the physical moment, she was at our house and didn't actually see this... THANK THE GODS IN ALL THE HEAVENS!!! However, from down the street, Taylor and my daughter could hear Chelle calling... screaming her name. It has been a rough night, and we are unsure of where things will go in the morning, but please, all that I ask is that you sa

Own Me!!
I'm Up for auction! I am offering *rate all pics during HH *stash during HH *comments daily *shitfaced once a week *pimpout bulletin *pimpout blog *One big pimpin gift *Add to top friends *Add to yahoo *add to family *personal salute

Wtf
in·se·cu·ri·ty /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊərɪti/ [in-si-kyoor-i-tee] 1. lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt: He is plagued by insecurity. 2. the quality or state of being insecure; instability: the insecurity of her financial position. 3. something insecure: the many insecurities of life. —Synonyms 2. precariousness, shakiness, vulnerability. in·se·cure Audio Help /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊər/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-si-kyoor] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person. 2. not confident or certain; uneasy; anxious: He was insecure about the examination. 3. not secure; exposed or liable to risk, loss, or danger: an insecure stock portfolio. 4. not firmly or reliably placed or fastened: an insecure ladder. vul·ner·a·ble Audio Help /ˈvʌlnərəbəl/ Pronunciation K

Inspired By A Man I Don't Know
A man and his guitar Current mood: adventurous Category: Writing and Poetry I had to be at the subway by five had to couldn’t be late at four forty five I bounced down the stairs an eternity of stairs it felt lowering into a concrete haven people everywhere all going somewhere some begging for change for a meal some late for meetings others on their way home to feed families but one man... stood near the benches strumming his guitar a Calvin Klein advertisement behind him the case of the guitar lay open exposing the red velor interior where money lay inside haphazardly this man had his eyes closed playing each chord from inside his mind feeling the strings with his heart letting the music just be he wasn’t trying to make a dollar he only wanted all these people for just one moment in time to stop and listen to sounds of wood and metal to the sounds of life he gently strummed

Giveaways N Such
Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 25,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better. (repost of original by '~ILoveTappinit~'PebblesinAZ'' on '2008-04-09 20:25:26') (repost of original by 'MsRain~Mr Hott's Fiancee'~~Fu-Mom to Jamiie~~ Read About Me & Military Support Blog~' on '2008-04-09 20:30:54') (repost of original by 'Mr_Hott>> MsRain's Fiancee & Fu-Father to Jamiie' on '2008-04-09 21:37:32') Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 15,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better. If you will stop by and rate/leave comments, message me afterwards and let me know and I will guarantee you a gift! Please be sure to send me (MsRain

Secret Diaries Of Lotr
The Very Secret Diary of Legolas By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Whee! Day Two: I like to run! Day Three: I look good when I run! Day Four: I also look good standing still. Running across Riddermark v. good excercise. I swear my butt has just gotten firmer. Is that even possible? Day Six: Is Gimli staring at my butt? Day Seven: No wonder he's always lagging behind. Day Eight: Unnerving moment when bumped into Eomer. Thought he might be prettier than me until he took off helmet. Fortunately he looks like an aardvark. He hit on Gimli but I warned him right off. Nobody tries it on with my dwarf. Am still the prettiest. Day Nine: Pile of dead and smoking Orc corpses so not pretty. Aragorn showed off and went on and on regarding hobbits laying about tied up. Do not know why he thinks kinky hobbit games so important. Still prettiest. Day Ten: Bother! Fangorn Forest. Leaf mold terrible for my complexion. Still prettiest but a bit on clammy, unwashed side.

Levelers List 10 April 2008
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 4,320 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 7,146 to Level 10 LilBabyBi@ fubar 14,382 to Level 11 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 18,026 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 37,813 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 39,969 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 43,293 to Level 22 **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar 43,713 to Level 22 SPAZZZZ Shadow Leveler proudly owned by !STARRY! ღ & ღhubby to DOUBLED2ღღ&#@ fubar 47,392 to Level 19 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 55,304 to Level 21

Healing Begins With "self"
This looked like a great place when I first got here.I was amazed by the amount of members and even had two of my close friends join.Today I am leaving. I've been sent pics uncalled for,asked questions about sexual positions I prefer,had comments that DID NOT make me smile,but moreso had me wonder what port of the puter you're sticking your schlong into lol. I mean seriously...don't you people go out???? Is your sex life that lame that you find total gratification through cyber? Each to their own but I guess I must still be old school huh? You know...when actual touch was involved and seriously,if you were out...would you walk straight up to a woman and ask her out of the blue some of the things I have been asked? No you would't and if you would,then no wonder you are left to cyber. Believe me,Im no prude..just because I won't cyber screw you or talk dirty THROUGH A SCREEN *rolls eyes* I thought maybe when people say on their profiles that they are looking to make friends...that it

My Answer To A Friend
But to be in love this is something I can remember wanting more than any thing. Until, I realized the difference between being in love and being loved by someone I loved the difference is like night and day. It is even harder to believe or yet imagine that there are some who use love for their own personal gain. This and other pitfalls do exist along the road of love, one of GOD'S gifts. The all mighty might have reconsidered the whole concept, once he him self had experienced the miracle. On any given day one can see many examples of dementia’s ones partial delusion love defined. As an example always copping the attitude "what you can do for me” this is also accompanied by must reward my self or simply me phrase. How did we come so far only to fall so short? It dose make most stop and wonder, but not usually until after they have experienced the effect of the "dementia love bug". Once lived, felt, loved the other side of the coin their attitude changes somewhat. Then they are partiall

Its My First Daughter's Birthday Today.... May She Rest In Peace...
Today is my daughter's 11th birthday & also the 11 yr anniversery of her death. It hurts just as bad as it did back then. I thought it would get easier, but it hasn't not really. I know she is in Heaven, but she would've been safe in her Mommy's arms as well. Im not 2nd guessing God, dont misunderstand me, He knows all & I know nothing compared to Him. But I miss her so much. I have another daughter she is actually my step daughter, but in my eyes she is mine & her Daddys girl. Anyways, I am paying tribute to my daughter Alexis, Alexis, Mommy loves & Misses you so much!!!!! Angel Kitten Alexis McKenzie Mann Born & Died April 10th, 1997