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New
Ok it might sound like i am being a baby but here i go i am tierd of people who say thay are my friends and wont me to bye things for the and then they dont wont to talk to me when i am here so i guess i am going to start over. I will keep my friends that wont me to but thats all. To my true friends thank you for being their much much love to you. if you cant talk to me dont be my friend COME READ MY MUM AND HELP ME OUT

Random Thoughts
Thank you soooo much to all the friends and friends of friends who have tried to help me level. I really appreciate all the lovin, and have been trying to return it right away as it was recieved, but I am affraid I may have missed some of you. If I missed you, please leave me a message, so I can hit your page!! Kisses, Anita My sister is in her first auction!!! Please come and bid on her if you can, I promise you won’t be disappointed if you win her. She is really a great person, so go show her some lovin’… Dear Fu Friends,

Poetry
"Again" You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside You used to lift me up Now you get me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? Again, again... You're killing me again Am I still in your head? You used to light me up Now you shut me down If I was to walk away From you, my love Could I laugh again? If I walk away from you And leave my love Could I laugh again? I'm losing you again Lacking me inside I used to lift you up Now I get you down Without your love You're tearing me apart With you close by You're crushing me inside Without your love You're tearing me apart Without your love I'm doused in madness I can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness Can't lose the sadness You're tearing me apart Crushing me inside Without your love (you used to lift me up) You're crushing me inside (now you get me down) With you close by I'm doused in madne

My Shadowverse
Hands clenched I raise my voice against the choice made by the one who startled me with love. Upon the wind my frustration churns in echoing resonance and burns crimson tears from my eye, inside I die once again. Primal feelings of ferral rage that inundates my soul is smothered by melancholic darkness wherein lies fantasies of blood slattered lace as I forcibly place a brick in her face. Do you know how I feel, a storm with a single continuous peal, of thunder shout for a soul neglected and ultimately infected with loneliness. Shed the bonds of a sober one, throw the chains assunder. Talk to your hands and make them weap, for they know of the distant lonely thunder, that trembles the boundries of your everyday life.

Funny Stuff
Top 10 Scientifically Inaccurate Movies Armageddon We could put together a long list of all the things wrong with Michael Bay's feel-good ode to global destruction, but NASA has already and they counted at least 168 mistakes. But perhaps the biggest problem is that the plot itself -- splitting a Texas-sized rock in two with a single nuke -- has a Texas-sized hole in it. We don't have a nuclear bomb anywhere near powerful enough to do the job. As strange as it might seem, this is a case of a Michael Bay movie not having a big enough explosion. Independence Day That mammoth mothership hovering over the earth in geostationary orbit would be doing more than just freaking out the world's population. Because of its close proximity and mass -- 1/4th that of the moon, according to the film -- the flying saucer's gravitational pull would cause massive tidal waves, volcanic eruptions and earthquakes. The aliens wouldn't even have to roll out their anti-matter ray to blow up the White House -

Truly!
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own. Can anyone explain the 5 steps? Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the Stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of

Rawr
I sit here and make myself miserable, I listen to songs that make me think of you, and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with you and hide away from the world. I feel pathetic. I have come too deep in this and I am scared to hell. I feel these things for you that I have only begun to feel, things that make my heart leap and roll and ride this wonderful rollercoaster. I love you much more than I could have ever thought was possible. And that also scares the hell out of me. I don't think I have even realized the tip of how you feel about me, and I don't think I ever will. Maybe one day I will see it, and maybe it will surprise me. I always think down upon everything good in my life, I never see myself being lucky enough to have anyone feel about me the way I feel about them. I always see myself giving you the world and never getting an ounce of feeling from you. Or anyone for that matter. I am not what you expect, I am me, and I am all I can give. And I love you. my heart is ma

Wiccan Rituals And Spells
Prepare area, gather all tools and set up altar Bathe, add Sandalwood, Frankincense and Cinnamon. Add Sea Salt, light candles and concentrate on what is before you. Purify space and open the circle. Face the East, raise your projective hand and point to the sky. Say..."Powers of Air, I do summon, stir and call you now to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Air, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the South, point your hand & say..."Powers of Fire, I do summon, stir and call you now to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Fire, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the West, Point your hand and say..."Powers of Water, I do summon, stir and call you to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers of Water, be with me as I journey between worlds." Turn to the North, point your hand and say..."Powers of Earth, I do summon, stir and call you to witness this rite and guard this circle. Powers

From The Mind Of A Chain Smoking Sex Toy!
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Evening ..xox
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style? It's the time of the Old West. A citizen of the town comes running into the saloon and screams, "Big Bad Bart is coming! Big Bad Bart is coming! We gotta get outta town." Everyone gets up in a hurry and takes off as fast as they can, including the saloonkeeper, who when hopping over the bar slips on a beer and knocks himself unconscious. When he comes to, he makes his way outside to see the biggest, meanest man he's ever seen riding down the center of the town on two buffaloes, whipping them with a rattlesnake screaming, "Giddyup! Let's go, come on." He makes his way over to the saloonkeeper, dismounts, and enters the saloon. Breaking both doors off the hinges while entering, he walks up to the bar, slams his

Cherry Tap Anonymous
Life is exactly what I thought it would be work eat sleep and do it all fucking over again. Name: Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam) Gender: Male Occupation: Dishwashing Bitch/Prep Cook Location: WORCESTER COUNTY,MASSACHUSETTS,UNITED STATES, Date of Birth: 13th Jun 1982 Looking For: Friendship,Dating,Serious Relationship,Whatever I can get Interested In: Women Political Views: Who Cares What Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)'s Up To:Cherry Tap Current mood: Artistic Where I am:Massachusetts I'm listening to: 107.3Waaf,Metallica,Megadeth,Tool,Eminem I'm watching: Boston Red Sox,New England Patriots I'm playing: Final Fantasy Xll,With myself I'm annoyed at: Fake friendships/bitches online I'm loving: How fun the internet world is I'm looking forward to: New friends on here I'm IMing: Anyone that I want to I'm shopping at: Walmart/Cheap Retail Stores Rpg Gamer Mark(Live On Webcam)'s Favorites: Favorite Musi

Mostly Mj Legalization Related
From: Stoner Stuff Date: Jan 1 2007 3:52 PM Marijuana Health Mythology June 1994 by Dale Gieringer, Ph.D. Coordinator, California NORML HTMLized by Chris Pressey, Cat's-Eye Technologies, cats-eye@cats-eye.com. Table of Myths Myth: Marijuana is a dangerous drug Myth: Marijuana is harmless Myth: One joint equals one pack of (or 16, or maybe just 4) cigarettes Myth: Prohibition reduces the harmfulness of pot smoking Myth: No one has ever died from using marijuana Myth: Marijuana is a major road safety hazard Myth: Marijuana prohibition improves public safety Myth: Drug urinalysis improves workplace safety Myth: Random urinalysis is needed in safety-sensitive transportation jobs Myth: A single joint has effects that linger for days and weeks Myth: Pot is ten times more potent and dangerous now than in the 1960's Myth: Pot kills brain cells Myth: Marijuana causes sterility and lowers testosterone Myth: Marijuana causes birth defe

Thyroid Cancer
Papillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. Thyroid Cancer Papillary and Follicular Cancer, or CarcinomaPapillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. They get their names from their appearance under the microscope. Some are pure papillary, some are purely follicular in nature, and some are mixed, that is, both types of cancer cells may be present in the same tumor. In fact, some of these tumors are actually referred to as “follicular variant of papillary carcinoma”. The important thing to understand is that 1) the typical forms of these cancers are quite curable in a very large percentage of cases and, 2) they behave in somewhat dissimilar ways, and affect slightly different age groups, though there are often exceptions to the rule. Papillary carcinoma is more common in the younger age groups, though oldsters can also get the disease. Any thyroid mass in a chil

Hey Blog....
Its been a long ass week of total emo crappiness. I mean when you think of the word emo, dont envision the emo trend crap, but the whole i want to crawl into a hole and die. where what i have to do is keep myself busy so i dont think about anything. so guess what im gonna share my emoness cause hell its better than crawling into a hole and dying right now at least... so to start with my biggest deal is that my classes and my major arent suiting me. well that and my minor, i just picked a combo that i thought would be perfect for me. well guess what i was wrong, i love history but damn i just cant keep up with it. The homework is getting harder and the classes are just well not interesting me like i thought that they would. So now i have to go back to square one and re-evaluate everything. so its awesome that i have to go back to square one to begin with, im unhappy and my teacher for English history is hounding me cause im not doing well in her class and i almost failed her midterm.

Poet-try
I havent been feeling like doing much lately. I guess i figured that if i just start writing thn something will magically appear from the keyboard that I havent been able to find on my own. I don't really think I'll be able to hold a job, ever. I realized this finally after 2 years of proof, It shouldn't be this way but I don't see the light where I become this hugh impact player on the world seen. Fuck it, even the neighborhood scene, I just want to do what I want to do all the time. If that conflicts with your interests then we can part ways. I have submilinally trained myself for whatever the fuck it is that I do. It's not anyones perfect picture of what life should be, but it seems to work for me. My arrogance is going to be what ultimately forces me to the challenge that I won't be able to overcome. It's just at this point you have to keep fighting. The trampoline that I have under me is made of dental floss and cardboard. I'm 300 feet up and juggling fire, but it's f

Oregon
THIS IS WHAT JEFF FOXWORTHY HAS TO SAY ABOUT LIVING IN OREGON: If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don’t work there... you live in Oregon. If you’ve worn shorts, sandals and a parka at the same time... you live in Oregon. If you’ve had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed the wrong number... you live in Oregon. If you measure distance in hours... you live in Oregon. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once... you live in Oregon. If you have switched from ‘heat’ to ‘A/C’ and back again in the same day... you live in Oregon. If you install security lights on your house and garage but leave both doors unlocked... you live in Oregon. If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching... you live in Central, Southern or Eastern Oregon. If you design your kid’s Halloween costume to fit over a 2 layers of clothes or under a rainc

My Thoughts...
Stats Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population. Characteristics private sensitive quiet leaders great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves introverted abstract in communicating live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life abstract in communicating artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired very independent orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand Towards the self INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are

My Thoughts
With every breath I take, I pray it is my last. Something's taken over I long for death & fast I'm tired of my feelings I keep burried deep inside I want something more than these pothetic tears I cry Something to end the pain that hangs over me Something quick & painless Something to set me free Make the voices stop I try to silence in my head Maybe they're the reason I'm wishing I was dead They won't leave me alone, always mocking me Why won't they go away, and just let me be ? Something's gotta give 'casue I can't take this shit Life let me go, I'm breathing my last breath Goodybye to those I know & the few that gave a fuck Death comes to all It happens & it sucks Can you dry the tears I cry & capture the horrors i dream each night ? Save me from my morbid hell ; free me from my fucking shell ? Each day I wake, is this life ? I close my eyes & roll the dice Wanting the end to come right now Please God take me... somew

Relationships
Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair. When suddenly she rose to leave, I saw her hobble down the aisle. She had one leg and used a crutch But as she passed, she passed a smile. Oh, God, forgive me when I whine I have 2 legs, the world is mine. I stopped to buy some candy The lad who sold it had such charm I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad If I were late, it'd do no harm. And as I left, he said to me, "I thank you, you've been so kind. It's nice to talk with folks like you. You see," he said, "I'm blind." Oh, God, forgive me when I whine. I have 2 eyes, the world is mine. Later while walking down the street, I saw a child with eyes of blue He stood and watched the others play He did not know what to do. I stopped a moment and then I said, "Why don't you join the others, dear?" He looked ahead without a word. And then I knew, he couldn't hear. Oh, God, f

Dont Miss Out On What You Have
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her li

Just Me
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot to stay alive. 17. 911 - Governm

My Recipes
Chicken Cordon Bleu Ingredients: 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 8 slices of boiled ham; thin 4 oz Bleu Cheese (or Swiss if you prefer) 1 Tablespoon melted butter 1 Large egg; beaten 3/4 cup Parmesan cheese Pound chicken breasts to about 1/3" thick. ( I like to put it in a zip lock bag, keeps the spatter down) Place ham on breast then 1/2 oz of bleu or swiss cheese. Roll up; securing with a toothpick. Dip each breast-roll into a mixture of the melted butter and beaten egg. Roll in Parmesan cheese and place in buttered baking dish. Bake at 350ºF for 30 to 35 minutes or until browned and tender. Serves 4 Greek Seafood Salad Prep time: 20 minutes Marinating time: 20 to 30 minutes Grilling time: 3 to 5 minutes Dressing 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/4 teaspoon crushed red chili flakes 5 medium vine-ripened red tomatoes 1

Whats Up People
Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no) _________ well i did it to my self once again... i don't know how but i ended up getting a pinched nerve in my back on the upper left side... i know i know how or what was i doing. well hmmm i guess its been all about getting stressed and bowling with 2 leagues and well working like i was shot out of a cannon. well thanks for listening

Just Blogging
Fetish/Medical Terms Acomoclitic - A preference for hairless genitals. Acousticophilia - Arousal from (certain) sounds. Acrophilia - Being sexual aroused by heights. Acrotomophilia - Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee. Actirasty - Arousal from exposure to the suns rays. Acucullophallia - Circumcision. Adolescentilism - Playing the role of an adolescent. Agalmatophilia - A fetish for statues/mannequins. Agonophilia - Pseudo-rape, pretend struggle or wrestling play as a form of foreplay. Agoraphilia - Arousal from having sex in public places. Agrexophilia - Excitement from knowing that others are aware of a persons sexual activities. Aischrolgia - The expression of obscenities. Albutophilia - Arousal from water. Algolagnia - Both Masochism and Sadism. Algophilia - Enjoyment or arousal from pain. Allopellia - Orgasm from watching others have sex. Allorgasmia - The need to fantasize about a more desirable partner i

I Doubt Anyone Will..
http://radio.lanecho.com/lezka/playlistA.html Yo momma's so fat she needs a VCR for a pager Yo Momma so fat the back of her neck looks like a pack of hotdogs Your mama's so fat that her belly button makes an echo Yo momma's so fat her cerial bowl comes with a lifeguard Yo momma so fat when she walks past window we lose four days of sun light Yo momma's so fat she had to get baptised at sea world Your momma's so fat when she fell over, she rocked herself to sleep tryin to get back up again Your mammas so fat and stupid, when it was raining she used the freeway for a slip and slide Yo momma's so fat that when the whales saw her they started singing "we are family" Yo momma is so fat when she goes to a restaurant she has to be greased in and out of the boothes Yo mamma's so fat she was attacked by japenese mlitary, they thought she was godzillas wife. Yo mamma's so fat when she went on school feild trips the school had to raise fund to feed her. Your

Being Single Doesn't Mean No One Wants You...it Means You Don't Want Just Anyone!
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN says,I'm not trouble I'm just a challenge to handle. Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong relationship.is still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great...

What The Fuck Are You Thinking
dear oj lol.....man what the fuck are you thinking....no one is going to get you out of this one....i know lets write a book say if you did it that this is how you would have done it....LOL what the fuck are you thinking always telling the truth bratt here i go ...watching tv when it hit me a fast food plade i will not say names is giving kids toys in kids meals ok i know that but the deer horns are what got me.....WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING deer season is coming up ??????????? a dad takes is son hunting for the 1 st time and this son loves his toy hes going to take it and dad dont see the cool toy jr has to go take a piss and on his way back puts his toy on his HEAD??????????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING bratt what the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love f

Works By Magic Mike The Poet C-towns Finest
A very simple dime,dropped because they thought you did a crime..No one wants to hear what you have to say, time is up on your life today..A dimes value is only ten pennies, but after it's dropped it will affect so many..Now your standing in court with nothing to say, and this is your judgement day..Who can tell between right and wrong,when once captured we all sing the same song..And this may be true of some, but I am not the one..I was on the the block like always grinding, and had no idea this kind of trouble I'd be finding.. just then a car flies down the street, six shot's later a family to rest in peace..I reacted what would you do,emptied the clip and layed to rest their crew..Now here I stand to face my crime, all caused by the drop of a dime..... CHOICES LIKE SO MANY VOICES IN MY HEAD, FROM THE EARLY MORNING TILL I HIT THE BED. THIS IS A TRUE STORY THAT IS STILL BEING WRITTEN, IT HAPPENED TO HER AND IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU AND I AM NOT KIDDING. YOU SEE WHEN YOU GROW UP YOU

Mizzou Tigers!
Area recruits fit Pinkel's 'kind' Three local footballers committed to Big 12 programs, three to MU. Allen Vaughan • News-Leader • June 28, 2008 Read Comments(4)Recommend Print this page E-mail this article Share this article: Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine What’s this? In town earlier this month for an individual football camp at JFK Stadium, University of Missouri football coach Gary Pinkel laughed when asked about recruiting. Underwhelmed by various analysts who consistently ranked Mizzou's classes in the 20s or lower, Pinkel took a second to remind them which team shot up to the top spot in the AP and coaches' polls last season. "Obviously, they've been wrong," Pinkel said. "We were ranked No. 1 in the country at one point. We know what kind of kid we want, and it works for us." That "kind of kid" has Mark Hill and many others from the Ozarks excited. The Branson High School senior has seen three other area football players announce their NCAA

My First Help Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS FOR A LITTLE BOY OUT OF FLORIDA AND HIS FAMILY...I SUPPORT CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS...THNX...Tammy Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos (repost of original by 'CherryCherry¢â For All The Lost Children.' on '2007-06-10 16:53:37') (repost of original by 'motor fish' on '2007-06-10 19:11:13') (repost of original by '¢¾ BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr ¢¾' on '2007-06-10 19:58:19') (repost of original by 'Bi~Babe' on '2007-06-10 20:00:09') (repost of

Do I
idea's 4 my salute............? what kind should i do? a sexy one? or just a pic of me with a boring paper? or maybe both? give me some thoughts please.......... i cant make up my mind i will be on a trip 2 n.c. i'm leavin wed till about a month latter. i drive 6hrs and the another 6hrs. its about a 12hr drive. all by myself yay me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just a note here 2 let ya all know. does anyone know how 2 fix mumms i cant do one and i dont know y/ please help me!!!!!!!!!

Tannim's Blog
9/19/09 This morning the crime cabal that runs DC announced more credit and bailouts for Wall Street at the expense and ongoing turmoil of Main Street. Never mind that A) they don't deserve it, and B) we do. Here is the correct, accurate, prophetic, and definitive rebuttal by Dr. Ron Paul, a man who has forgotten more about economics than those other yahoos have ever learned. Dr. Paul gets it. Bush, Chris Cox, Ben Malarkey, and Pat Paulsen don't. http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/politics/2008/09/19/ron.paul.bailouts.cnn This is stopping the bleeding by adding more blood and no bandages. This is going to get worse. Meanwhile we get the bill, the execs get millions to walk away, and all our wallets get emptied and asses sore from the screwjobs. Best advice: pay off your debts, stop using credit cards (but don't close the accounts), conserve your monetary resources, NEVER do ARMs, get out of the stock market and into non-oil commodities, and cut back expenses. Let the

Pimpouts From My Friends
> IT A SPECIAL LADY BIRTHDAY AND WISHING HER MANY MORE FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THE DREAM TEAM. DJ SUNSHYNE AND A PARTY TRAIN FOR ALL THE FOLKS TO HOP ON AND DO THE DAM THANG! RATE/FAN ADD ALL AND YOU ON THIS PARTY TRAIN. New Nintendo DS Lite Its Your Birthday - Uncle Luke HERE THE CREW OF PARTY PEOPLE! THE BIRTHDAY GAL DJ Sunshyne ~Married

How Can I...
rules for drawing are as follows: STARTS 5PM EASTERN TINE AND ENDS AT 5PM EASTERN TIME SUNDAY if you are bidding on the cherry bombs private message me with your bid. bombers and blingers i get a message from fubar profile raters must f/r/a me and comment at the end of each profile pic that they rated this folder private message me telling me you rated my entire profile. only ppl who comment the last pic and pm me will be entered into the drawing. thank you and have fun i will message the winners of the highest bids and once i get the fubucks i will award the bomb during the next happy hour the winner of the drawing will be awarding during the next happy hour good luck!!! pass the word onto your friends iIF YOU ARE BIDDING ON 2 CHERRY BOMBS IT IS 2 SEPERATE BIDS NOT JUST ONE i always see by peoples names either "fubarewifey" or "fubar hubby"...just what exactly is that??? my curiosity has the best of me...thanks How can I remeove someone from my family list??? Is there a way to do tha

Drama ♥drama♥ Drama
funny thing about secrets...shouldn't have any you don't want told. but really i dont have any...i just know what i see..if i mention it to someone in conversation..i mention it. Local boys....you wanna play with the local girls..thats cool but dont fault me if they get curious and we all chat about you. hahahaha "we take our own chances..and pay our own dues..that silver tongued devil and I" thats all the drama I have :) So I am chatting in the good old shoutbox when I look up and see something bizarre... {«(v)åÇHÏÑ3»}: I am a Cuckold Hubby - I share my wife w/Hung Black Men - I watch and take pics/vids, have you ever heard of this lifestye? haha wtf? yea this is retarded..like I give a fuck about some dude and his perversions..I dont know who it is...if its a joke..or if this person just thinks I need to know about it. anyhow the rest of my shoutbox rocks..just had to share this with you :) back to my stealth mode again ♥ oh

Carrie Unleashed
Your Kiss is Blue You prefer kissing to be a meaningful, emotional experience. You don't like to kiss strangers, and you don't like to kiss someone you're mad at. A kiss can change how you feel about someone - for better or worse. You don't take anything lightly... especially kissing. Kissing Type: Deep People See Your Kisses as: Genuine You Kiss Best With: A Green Kisser Stay away from: A Red Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss? You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You? You scored as Normal Sex. You like to do the things the way they were meant to be done. But this doesn't mean you can't be an animal in bed.Oral Sex89%Normal Sex89%Anal Sex83%Phone Sex

Wisdom Words
Dont Take Anything Personally. Nothing Other's Do Is Because Of You... What Others Say And Do Is A Projection Of Their Own Reality, Their Own Dream..... When You Are Immune To The Opinons And Actions Of Others..... You Wont Be The Victim Of Needless Suffering... Don't look back on your past and have regret , Look at you future and know you can do better next time ! You know you love someone when you look in their eyes and see everything you need and you fall in love again every time you look at them.

Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. Ralph Waldo Emerson It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln

Free 4 All
1st off... If anyone gets offended by this blog. Get Bent! I'm not angry or scorned. That's not why I made this blog. If there were not a need and a reason to have such a thing I wouldn't have created it. This is not about slamming people for the hell of it just because they pissed you off a little. There are tons of nice people in this world but for each one there is a JerkWad! That one person boy or girl that thinks they can get away with it all or believes the internet is just a playground to anonymously hurt people for their own gain. So with that said... **************************** I think the Amber Alert thing on FU-Bar is great. But they should also create the Jerk Alert. For people that con others or screw you over online or otherwise. That way everyone would know who the bastard was that did you wrong. Pay FU-Bar $100 to deem someone a Jerk and watch their name turn a flashing bold and bright irritating orange. There could be Mumm Jerk

Friends
"Alone I Break" I will make it go away can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone these feelings will be gone these feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I am ready, Heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running from? is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?) Is it always black in space? Am I going to take it's place? Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?) I guess god'

Poems
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7" Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides............... These two guys meet after not having seen each other for many many years. First guy a

Important Things
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea t

Names That Say Rate And I Will Return The Love !!!!
I am offering to friends an opportunity to get a 3 day blast....i will offer 3, so first in best dressed........deal is ,you nominate a pic ,i rip it and once you tally up 3,000 comments you will earn a blast....just give me a yell and its on, you won't get a better offer as i have seen 5,000+ comments required minimum for these 3 day blasts......hope some friends are interested...... Cheers from the Assassin,Ian WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ON THIS SITE? I SENSE A SLIGHT SENSE OF BOLLOCKS IS GOING ON WHEN I HAVE SEEN A HUNDRED OR MORE BODY PAINTED "I SUPPORT/LOVE AMERICA"....YET MY ONE SINGLE BODY PAINTED PIC THAT HAS LESS BODY FORM SHOWING WAS REPORTED.....WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ASSWIPES DOING THIS?????????? I am sick of this shit!!!! Just another gripe due to excessive childish behaviour from idiotic morons on cherrytap!!! The Aussie Assassin,Ian......ciao. I was almost entertained today by a young girl on cherry. Her "name" was "why don't people take the time to rate me when

Attention All Fubar People
attn friends and family im up for auction so come on by show sum luv and bid on me http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1634271&i=1109876035&idx=5 hi i am desperately trying to lev el up so please send some luv my way and comment and rate my stash and pics i will be very greatful thanks although i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.

Poem
A star fell from the sky. I picked her up. She was a bright star. The brightest I have ever seen. I hugged her and squeezed her. I took her home and I treasured her. And kept her shining for all of time. But, one day something took her from me. I didn't know what it was till she told me. The star is a lil faded now. But, with the right touch she will be bright again. 'Tis the bond of friendship that will keep us both strong. Friends till the end of time is our oath. Never to be broken is the code. Thank You for brightening my life with yours.... JLM I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letti

Life Sucks?
Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook at

More Thoughts
Ok so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt. Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.

Something From Me
div align="center" style="text-align:center; clear:both; width:380px;"> hahahaha ok..not the best but my voice is on my profile now lol remember it should go through but im not sureeeeeee.. almost shot time for me lol sorry my peeps .lol leave me a present under my tree while your at it lol its nothing what i fear its something i dont want its not that i dont like it its from what i need.. will you ?

Random
So what IS reality? Reality is - what IS. Whatever IS, whatever is happening, the rain, the trees, etc. Only we know it as rain and trees and body and thoughts and "ME" and "YOU" through the prism of perception. Reality IS - that's it. So whatever you're "seeing", that's it. You're looking directly at pure and total reality, right now, already, without any effort, without any search, without any "enlightenment". Only there is a belief that you're seeing reality as it is and that there is a separate "seer". Reality includes the seer, the seeing and the seen. Reality is all of it. We can only say it's broken up by using the mechanism of this perception, this mind, this limited perspective. So see if any of it stands up to this realization that we can never actually know reality directly - we can only know that we ARE IT, that whatever it is, we can't know it directly, we can only BE it, but not as some individual "ME" character, which is just the prism. You are reality -

Iron Horse Saloon
BENEFIT POKER RUN MELVIN SCHNURE (former owner of 3-D art) Scarlet D 264 Chestnut St Mifflinburg, Pa 17844 570-966-5400 Saturday, June 28th Rain date: Sunday, June 29th Leaving at 1:00 pm Registration begins at Noon $10. 00/person Poker Hands drawn at the end or the beginning ( for those of you who might want to stay out and ride) Complimentary Picnic Style Buffet Provided Upon Return ALL BIKES WELCOMED ALL PROCEEDS BENEFIT SCHNURE FAMILY HOPE TO SEE SOME OF U OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUGS MISTY AS YOU ALL KNOW WE REALLY DONT CARE TO MUCH FOR DOWNRATERS HERE ON FUBAR... WELL THIS GIRL WAS CALLING MY FRIEND A WHORE AND TELLING HERE SHES CALLING IT AS SHE SEES IT...

These Are My Words... From My Heart They Flow
Last beverage → coffee Last phone call → mom Last song you listened to → Christmas music Last time you cried → it's been awhile Last text message - Kel HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → yes Been cheated on → yes Kissed someone & regretted it → Yeah. Lost someone special → Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS → Purple, Black, Pink IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Made a new friend → Yeah. Fallen in love → No. Laughed until you cried → Yeah. Met someone who changed your life → Nope. Found out who your true friends were → Yeah. Found out someone was talking about you → Yeah but it was no surprised cause the two bitches are know as gossiping shit talkers RANDOM: How many kids do you want to have→ two Do you have any pets → Yep, 3 dogs Do you want to change your name &

Lyrics & Vids And Crap And Crap!
rattlesnake shadow cast over the heart forever I am there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there whistling dixie yeah if this is hell well then I'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell then i'm lucky rattlesnake shadow cast across the heart forever we are there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there aaah whistling dixie yeah if this is hell if this is hell then i'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell well then I'm lucky barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark "Hell Yeah" Alright now boys and girls we've got another story for you now! We want to introduce to you another frie

Adult Thoughts Nsfw
Tony -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Drama ~ noun. (Draw-muh) highly contagious sexually transmitted disease. symptoms include; mood swings, irritability, cloudy judgement and irrational behavior. Known to inflict on non-carriers frequent headaches, vaginal dryness, erectile disfunction and sometimes rash “Hey Tony, what are you doing tonight?” “Nothing sweety, how about you?” “Not much, I am tired and sore from moving all day” “Awww poor baby….sounds like you could use a good massage” “Yeah that would be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice right now” “K…..so do you have any massage oil?” “Yes I got it at XXXXX where I dance” “Ok, well call me when you would like one and I will take care of the rest…” ….conversation continues with the days and weeks event. Later that even comes a call; directions to the apartment are given. As I approach the door, a very punge

I'm Not Like Those Other Girls.
[Dearslutgirlwhosalwaysnaked:]They choose you because you're easy to come by and a quick high. They choose you in larger masses because you're safer and relenting and can be taken in larger doses. They choose

My Secrets
Here is how the Rate Party works you go out and you rate people and your reword for doing so is the joy of helping others and to gain points it is unlimited 11's all day foreveryone so go out help someone and have loads of fun.

Dmx Music And Lycis
Ha ha ha ha ha ha uhh See to live is to suffer but to survive well that's to find meaning in the suffering. Chorus Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I gots to get up Get me back on my feet so I can tear shit up! (Repeat) -1- I been through mad different phases like Mazes to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids doing something more constructive with they time than bids I know because I been there now I'm in there (uhh) sit back & look at what it took for me to get there (uhh) First came the bullshit the drama with my mama she got on some fly shit so I split and said that I'ma be (whooh) that seed that doesn't need much to succeed (Uhh) strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed (what) I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was baggin' niggas when I caught

This And That
Sorry, I just had to save this for posterity! It comes to my Blog by way of the Mumms, as written by Vonnie. This just sounded a little too familiar, funny as it is *snicker*! Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. (Kenny, baby, this does not pertain to you in the least! Love u ;-P) 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next

Just Some Stories ..
There was this man who loved gold so much that, everything he owned was yellow or just like gold looking.He had a yellow house,everything in the house was yellow. And even his bed sheets were yellow. His pajamas were to yellow as well. Then one day he came down with Jaundice and got real sick. By the time the ambulance showed up he was dead..The problem was they were having a hard time finding him.. With all the yellow around him.. So the moral of the story is: Don't hide your self in your glory cause you might never be found .. Have a blessed day. A Friday Funny A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job. "The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to

Angel's Thought's On Whatever
OK THE WAY I SEE THIS, IS I HAVE SET MY NSFW PIC'S TO FAMILY ONLY. THERE WERE ALOT OF COMMENTS ON WHY AM I FAT. WELL YOU SEE MY OTHER PIC'S WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO EVEN SEE THE NSFW. I FEEL IF YOU DONT LIKE THE BIG LADYS THEN DON'T ASK TO BE MY FRIEND OR FAMILY JUST TO PUT ME DOWN. I KNOW I AM NOT A SIZE 5. AND AS YOU CAN SEE I AM NOT. SO KEEP YOUR NASTY/HURTFUL COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. OK THANKS ANGEL. Check your Driver's License I already removed mine. I suggest you all do the same. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security! Go to the web site, and check it out. It's unbelievable!!! Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove." This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. Please notify a

Stressful Times ...
HMMMMmmmm ... it seems that one of US is special ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I think You’re THE ONE … The more I love you, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I’m hurt. The more I’m hurt, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I love you. ONE of US is dirt! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Love 'n(no more) Stuff, RHEY ... September 08, 2007 Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUES

Why The Hell Do They Do This?
->nida: and you have no idea how much of a woman i really am.....you wont even get a sniff of me.....done . footsweepe...: you have no idea what a winner i am, no clue footsweepe...: im fukn 25, 27 year olds, doesnt matter, they are legal dude ->nida: fuck you idiot....i am not a dude and you are a child begging for tits for a kid that cout be your own child.........loser. footsweepe...: people love to look at car wrecks too lol footsweepe...: wasnt begging, you just want to think so footsweepe...: you know a boyfriend would be too much to ask for footsweepe...: no wonder you are looking for a lover footsweepe...: I am milked dry footsweepe...: i saw so much 27yr old tits and ass last night footsweepe...: especially from a girl who could be a dude ->nida: at 44 even on your birthday you shouldnt be begging to see tits and ass. ->nida: rochester ny....western ny footsweepe...: kansas, u? ->nida: happy birthday!! Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

Life
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes

General Stuff!
well everyone says my job is so freaking easy and it doesnt take much to do it... i tell ya what i used to do welding, concrete and roofing with my dad and i never did as much manul labor as im doing now...

Erotica
The Do’s and Don’ts of Bdsm Do’s Do use common sense. Do demand that all safety precautions are being taken. Do require that personal information is shared between both before meeting. Do listen to those voices and feelings that tell you something is not quite right. Do meet in a public place. Do watch how they interact in public around others. Do set up safecalls and a safetynet. Do be realistic. Do demand you “know” someone deeply before giving over a deep trust. Do listen to your instincts, if something seems suspicious, wrong or out of the ordinary… pay attention to those red flags. Do use and demand safewords and signs… it is not a sign of weakness, it shows you care about yourself and your partner. Do make known your hard and soft limits ( Regardless of whether you are a Dominant or submissive). Do stand up and voice yourself, you are responsible for you, even if you share that with someone else. Do stay true to who you are inside, being

Helping Out Other Fubers
fu-friend SexyKitten (5702018) needs help with her playlist and can't get it to work; I have no clue about this. Anyone want to send information to her (or to me and I'll pass it along to her) on how these things work? (Better to send to her directly so as to start a communication as to what the problem is, etc.) (reposted from a bulletin :))

My Thoughts...
A blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident". The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way"! Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved". After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says,--- "How many is a Brazilian?" 2000 B.C. - Here, eat this root. 1000 A.D. - That root is heathen. Here, say this prayer. 1850 A.D. - That prayer is superstition. Here, drink this potion. 1940 A.D. - That potion is snake oil. Here, swallow this pill. 1985 A.D. - That pill is ineffective. Here, take this antibiotic. 2000 A.D. - That antibiotic is artificial. Here, eat this root. ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.'

Blazequal
Sometimes I feel like I am back in high school while I'm here. Beautiful women everywhere, games to play, and everynow and again I actually meet someone I wouldn't mind getting to know. I have always been a loner, so I don't really play to be the most popular fu. I do my own thing and don't worry about the results.

Skins!
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny Todays New GGC Video: Riley Martin on Jerry Springer Well I'm a CT noob but I'm learning skinning to add to the features at my website: MyFknSpace I'm doing ok so far and hope to learn the whole system and make a mess of skins and generators for everyone to enjoy! Check me out! Johnny

Contest
Well after a little contest break I've decided to try another one. This one is for a Happy Hour! I know many have joined....329 to be exact. I just hope that if you are giving a few votes to friends, stop by and give me a few as well. Starts 8:00 PM PST April 1st. Ends on Joes birthday. Check his profile for it. :) Mike :) Sexiest Playmate Contest END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST Mr. August 1st - 11108 2nd - 3573 3rd - 2555 4th - 1520 5th - 1507 6th - 1195 (my standing) I know that first is way to far to get to. I am hoping to get at the very least 3rd. If your not to busy, stop by and drop a few comments. I will return the favor! Just PM me your links and I'll help you out in return. :) That's right! 4 hours left and I'm in 4th place in the Tap the Keg Contest. 900 points seperate me from 3rd place. Can anyone please help me get these 900 points before 11 PM EST TONIGHT! I want to thank those who helped me. You will alw

Goody's Blog's...
An attorney arrived home late, after a very tough day trying to get a stay of execution for a client who was due to be hanged for murder at midnight. His last minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling worn out and depressed. As soon as he walked through the door at home, his wife started on him about, 'What time of night to be getting home is this? Where have you been?' 'Dinner is cold and I'm not reheating it'. And on and on and on. Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar ritual, he went and poured himself a shot of whiskey and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by the predictable sarcastic remarks as he drug himself up the stairs. While he was in the bath, the phone rang. The wife answered and was told that her husband's client , James Wright, had been granted a stay of execution after all. Wright would not be hanged tonight. Finally realizing what a terrible day he must have had, she decided

Poems By Me
for all of u who dont know im i am kays one and only her future husband. the last few days kays been getting alot of messages from former and new friends sayin she doesnt belong with me or u can do better them him. this bull shit needs to stop shes happy im happy. for the fact that im am her first white boy should have nothing to do with it i treat her like a princess i have treated her better then and BLACK MAN ever has. so tuff shit shes mine get over it we will be married in march. i dont appreciate all the FUCKIN disrespect that i have been gettin from all u jelouse haters. the the few who say u should come over to me bc my dicks bigger. i am the only one to get her off and shes been with bigger so fuck off. im happy and shes happy. jut bc u think u love her and wanna be with her u all are two lil two late. and for the few who want phone sex that shit dont fly shes not in to that. and when a girl says NO i dont do that it means NO!!!!!....... ok im

Poetry
Goodbye, goodbye again So weighed down Drowning in my sins I go down to the altar I genuflect the deities there I was told I was a star Where is the light? Where is the light I was supposed to shine? Are all stars as obscure as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again Nightmares wait For me to come to bed I go down to the water I wash the blood off there I was told I was great What happened to me here? What happened to me here That stole me away into fear? Are the great as lost as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodbye, goodbye again For the last kiss on your fiery skin I go down to the fire I burn my iniquities there I was told I was beautiful What happened to my visage? What happened to my visage? I was supposed to be this wonderful image. Is all beauty as horrid as this? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again One more kiss You give my flesh and then We go down to our dreams

Poems
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make A Lover's Lullaby Lay your head on my heart, Close your eyes, And I’ll sing you a lover’s lullaby. Drift away from the world’s insanity, fall into a sheltered sleep, I’ll take you where tears are things of mystery, and where your soul may freely be. Because I love you, is the Why, My deepest affections, Heard only in a lover’s lullaby. I’ll heal your wounds, and ease your pain, Let no storm reach you, ever again. Feel my heart

Stories
Mistress was away on business and left me home alone. Before she left she decided to tease me to no end by playing with me for 3 solid hrs before getting up and walking out there door leaving me on the floor on the verge of climax. She would be gone for 3 days by the time i saw or heard from her again and i couldnt take it. I searched the house for something to releive this tension she had built up but found nothing i could use. I went into the bedroom to the toy chest Which i knew i wasnt to ever use without Mistress instructing me too and i pulled out some of my favorite toys.Mistress always left the spare keys in the same place when she left just in case. So it didnt occur to me to check for them before i started taking toys out to use. I dug around the chest and found my legirons a locking ball gag My favorite butt blug and my harness before sitting on the bed to put it all on. I started with the leg irons making sure to double lock them and make sure they were plenty

My Boring Crap
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon. This has got to be one of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks. I came across it at a buddies house when he was throwing a cockail party. They were using it as a mixer but since I was driving I just had it straight. It's basically carbonated water and orange juice. It's supposed to be healthier than soda cuz it's juice but I don't even care about that. If you like orange

The Bruno Chronicles
Last night I was reminded of one of Bruno and my favorite games to play together. Most of our games have defined separate roles. For example in fetch I throw things and he either looks at me in disdain or runs excitedly to go retrieve them depending on his mood. And in tug of war he tries to dislocate my shoulder and I try to hang on and get my brand new dress shoe back from him.

Day Dreamers Dreams
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies w

Religon
Releasing Negative Beings You can make this ceremony as simple or as elaborate as you like. To perform this ceremony you will need a smudge stick, a candle, and lavender or some other pleasant scent. Start by calling on your protector. Once you feel its presence, say a simple prayer of protection, such as: "Creator, Great Spirit, Universal Energy, I call upon your love and your protection. I call upon the beings of light and all those beings that help lost souls. See this being that has lost its way home. It believes it is of the dark; it has forgotten it is of the light. Please surround it with your love and gently guide it back to the light so that it may heal. Please surround this place and all within it with your love and protection. I give thanks. " Light the candle and smudge stick. Thoroughly smudge the area and yourself and allow the smoke to clear the area of any negativity. Then stand in the center of the room

The Face Of ...
So check it! I went out to the titty bar, thinking I was only gonna bring a 6 pack drink it, tip a few ladies, and enjoy myself there. Low and behold who did I find at the club. This lil lady I had eyeballed a few times coming into the club at The Stairs. Man! Saw she was dancing there, an my face lit up! We chatted a bit and what not! Tipped her and the other ladies I usually tip at the bar. Before I knew I found myself thinking I wanted a VIP. I was conflicted, I was short on cash but she was looking BAM BAM BAD ASS! So after like 30 minutes of fighting with myself internally I broke down. I asked her if she wanted to go back in VIP and she just looked at me and smiled and said, "Only if you want too I won't make you!" Welp that did it for me, I went back there, ole girl FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKED me up! I was in awe, she did this trick until right now I can't even still figure out how she did it. Man that girl has got skills skills skills! Anyways what was suppose t

Daily Updates
This will be the new level up requirement,basically the same but left out 100K because we just dont seem to have enough members online when we do 100K and takes forever to level someone .But might keep the 100K level up for only Family members of MoonLight thinking about it,just let me know what you think about it.

Tis True
Long are the nights since the day you went spring like fall is so gray and memories in the heart simply already forgotten and a prayer, truthful prayer that you'd return. Sea of tears in my two eyes, my heart screams, come back to me. My voice breaks the silence, if only you'd hear, you'd hear. How desolate is my room since the day you left, the heart of the clock on the wall fell silent and lonely in the corner is the chair you loved, without you the world is so orphaned. Sea of tears... I'll return my child - so you promised, just wait for me and remain mine all this time you'd only sent me one letter the pages faded a while ago, as has my hair. Sea of tears... Ok one thing on here that Bugs the living hell out of me is guys who call me names like hot sexy omg you look sooo good. Reality check ? No I am not hot sexy or any of the above or otherwise words that describe that. I can safely say I have never been hit on in person 1 time, and yea thats tru

My Poetry
Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story!

Misc
The influence of your Day of Birth; You were born on the ninth of the month, which means your birth number is 9. You're a broad-minded, idealistic, generous and energetic woman. And talk about a flair for the dramatic! You truly enjoy making "an entrance," whether it be into a room or into life. For you, life is one exciting adventure, which you nonetheless take quite seriously. You're the type of woman who wants to experience everything there is to do at any one time. Going on vacations with you can be frustrating for friends and family because you want to see and do EVERYTHING! Your Destiny number; To those who know you, you're as solid as the Rock of Gibraltar! You're a 100 percent reliable and trustworthy woman. The reason why you have your feet on the ground 24 hours per day is that you're under the influence of a 4 Destiny. Women with this Destiny are sensible, hardworking and live life with integrity. In fact, you probably adhere to that old saying, "Honesty is

Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Evening/Good Night Everyone!!!

This And That
☥Twisted Goddes...: I like strong men for the same reason I like muscle cars, fast motorcycles and spritited horses... All that power in My little hands I was stood up once again by a subbie boy. I have to say if you do not have the balls or gumption to meet Me don’t waste My time!Anything on these sites starts with a coffee date. My Husband will ALWAYS be with Me on said date. I do not have people I do not know in My home. I meet all potential subs in a public place of My choosing. I want to be able to size you up before I invite you into My home.

Tephenson's Blog
African fashion in its most sophisticated form is on display at the University of Florida’s Samuel P. Harn Museum of Art in a cutting-edge exhibition titled “Kabas and Couture: Contemporary Ghanaian Fashion.” The installation offers an unprecedented look at the 50-year history and contemporary social impact of one of Africa’s most vibrant fashion industries and features the work of several internationally noted Ghanaian designers, including Juliana “Chez Julie” Kweifio-Okai. The Parisian-trained pioneer’s innovative creations paved the runways for Accra’s current generation of fashion designers. African-Americans often resign the wearing of authentic African attire to Black History Month or cultural festivities. But for Ghanaian women, it is a form of dress that has become a symbol of national identity. Everyday attire The kaba consists of an elaborately embellished, tailored blouse worn with a wrapped skirt. Not only is it

Fun Stuff 3
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot88%Soft75%Sweet69%Exciting63%Shy56%Wet25%Violent6%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com Number One Idiot of 2006 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thank You
So its been brought to my attention recently that rumors have been flying about me. First of all thisis a gae people and i am here to play it . I dont really care what you say about me but i do have some friends on here that i truly care what they think of me. I am NOT nor have i EVER been on or worked for a sex site . What my ex did with pictures i trusted him with ..i have no idea nor do i care because whatever site he may have posted them on is a fake and no one will ever get a true reply from me! Do i have nsfw folder ..hell yeh i do ..every woman on this site at one time or another has had a photo marked nfsw ..that doesnt mean we're whores or sluts it just means your a damn PRUDE and ridiculous! I have a nsfw general folder which my family can view but the stuff in the named nsfw folders are no worse i just chose to make them private for that person or they ask me to make them private. Theres nothing on my nsfw that 85% of women dont have on here. Do i respect those women that po

Poems
the pain the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen rhiannonm franklin MY DREAM OF YOU I had a dream the other night. The dream was all about you. Oh, how I wish this crazy dream, Would someday really come true. I met you in a beautiful garden, Lit up by the moon from above. You took me into your loving arms, And said, 'Darling, let's make love.' I was so excited when you kissed me, Softly pressed your cool lips to mine. I felt your hands caress me. The ecstasy was simply divine. I could feel your maleness now. Our heavy breathing was the only sound. As you pressed me so close to you,

Ranting And Such
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H

Can Yall Help?....
Omgosh this year has been crazy nuts. Things just seem to keep getting more crazy. i hope everyone is having a happier holiday season than. i crave men like i crave clamidia, or genitl warts..... boys lie and are dumb!!! or i should say i need to learn to make better choices! i guess its all just about learning the fact of life! Life lessons! Learn move on and be happy... be real dont be "used car sales men that walk yll around in circles" and ppl really wonder why im gay??? lol Hi y'all =) I just wanted to let everyone know that I am gone for a week in Phoenix, AZ. I may or maynot be online. Just know I will be back and thanks everyone for the sweet ass emails, letter, gifts ect. They make me feel really good! Love, ~me~ oK SO I WENT 4 MY LAST BOUT OF CHEMO TODAY. I CAME HOME AND COLAPSED!! I JUST WOKE FROM LIKE A LIL UNDER A 9 HOUR NAP. I AM JUST SO HAPPY TO BE DONE WITH IT. IVE BEEN "THE SAD HORMONAL" END OF MY PERIOD CRYING TODAY..ANDI HATE THIS. I REALLY THINK I WOULD REATHE

Hi Lovelies!
So License to wed wasn't worth the money. EVEN with John Krasinski in it. So I was disappointed. Saturday night is Karaoke night with Laura and Jen. Oh I am so fucking pumped. I gotta find a really good song to do this week to top the last ones. Oh and I gotta go suck some cock for beer money you know how I do. SO I am totally unhappy about some shit goin on at my house and im seriously about to go homicidal. Oh well. July 10 Smashing Pumpkins - Zeitgeist Spoon - Ga Ga Ga Ga Ga July 24 Yeah Yeah Yeah's - Is Is August 21 Architecture In Helsinki - Places Like This Minus The Bear - Planet Of Ice Rilo Kiley - Under The Blacklight August 28 VHS or Beta - Bring On The Comets Sept 11 The Good Life - Help Wanted Nights I need a job to buy all the pretty pretty bras panties and babydolls at Fredericks of hollywood. that is all.

You Might Be A Redneck If
You might be a redneck if 06 You might be a redneck if...Your soap on a rope doubles as an air freshener.Your wife's hairdo attracts bees.Your baby's first words are "Attention K-Mart shoppers."The antenna on your truck is a danger to low flying airplanes.Your primary source of income is the pawn shop.You pick your teeth from a catalog.You've ever financed a tattoo.You refer to the time you won a free case of oil as the "day my ship came in."Your hairdo has ever been ruined by a ceiling fan.Your mother has been involved in a fist fight at a high school sports event. You might be a redneck if 07 You might be a redneck if...You've ever barbecued Spam on the grill.You own all the components of soap on a rope except the soap.The best way to keep things cold is to leave'em in the shade.You've ever raked leaves in your kitchen.The neighbors started a petition over your Christmas lights.Your brother-in-law is your uncle.You entire family has ever sat around waiting for a call from the

Rusty
I am hosting a Hottest Panties Contest to start on New Years Day. I have 10 spots open. If you are interested send a messege to me with a link to picture you would like to use. It is a rating and comment contest. So there will be two winners! i miss all of you!! I have started working for a Comm. roofing company. I start at 6am til 5pm. So hope for rain in Chicago, so that i can cum and visit you all!!! as of Oct 1 I will be "semi-retired" from roofing. I start at the local Pipefitters Union 597. It's a BIG pay cut, but worth it in the end!!! Wish me luck, plz.

Misc.
EARTHLINGS is a feature length documentary about humanity's absolute dependence on animals (for pets, food, clothing, entertainment, and ... all » scientific research) but also illustrates our complete disrespect for these so-called "non-human providers." The film is narrated by Academy Award nominee Joaquin Phoenix (GLADIATOR) and features music by the critically acclaimed platinum artist Moby. With an in-depth study into pet stores, puppy mills and animals shelters, as well as factory farms, the leather and fur trades, sports and entertainment industries, and finally the medical and scientific profession, EARTHLINGS uses hidden cameras and never before seen footage to chronicle the day-to-day practices of some of the largest industries in the world, all of which rely entirely on animals for profit. Powerful, informative and thought-provoking, EARTHLINGS is by far the most comprehensive documentary ever produced on the correlation between nature, animals, and human economic inter

Forever Ranting!
it pisses me off when she blames my son for stealing from her! She was going through her purse and thought she had lost $50 so started blaming Dylan for it. I called the school up to ask them to see if they could have a look in his bag to have her say I found it! It pisses me off because I was this close to accusing him of taking it when he hadn't! :s but it's amazing how in the mumms people seem to look down their noses at you thinking they are above the new people! Everyone on here was new here at one point in time and no one is better than others! I have been called a cunt in a mumm for posting a mumm about a child who was knocked back from a school. What's up with that? Then the same guy was putting women down in another mumm, I guess he has women issues and needs to come out of the closet! My point is people joined this site for fun and how can you have fun if people are judging you and putting you down. I didn't know there was rules to the mumms and how are people suppose to lea

Notes To Self
So. I'm home dressed up in layers like a hobo, making a used tissue pyramid and coughing like an aged alcoholic. I had coughing and a runny nose all week, but the fever just hit me today. The lack of sleep the past couple of days,

Read More
One of the most famous and extensively using metal cutting tools is the cold saws. Conventional systems may also be used to cut metals. However, these conventional processes need more job and working time. Steel is just one of the very extensively using metals these days. This can be one of the reasons why lots of Steel Cutting Saws will also be available these days

My Life
So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night. Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long. Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms around me n pulls me closer to him. which was weird for me but i was like yo w/e yano hes cockd i wouldnt let anything happen.. well then i was talkin to him more jokin around n he wouldnt tell me something so i kinda pushed his face to look at me to get him to tell m

Funny Stuff
- THE BASICS 2 - Name Hope Ashlee 3 - Gender Female 4 - Age 18 5 - Screen Name Gurltwista04@yahoo.com 6 - Birthday August 16, 1988 7 - Race Mixed 8 - School/Grade College Sophmore 9 - Job School 10 - Status Taken 11 - Hometown Springfield, Oregon 12 - Current Town Lewiston, Idaho 13 - Parents Still Together Yes.. 22 years 14 - Siblings 1 younger brother 15 - Pets Dog= Abby 16 - Smoker nope 17 - Drinker yes 18 - Virgin NOPE 19 - Orientation Straight 20 - Drugs Nope 21 - APPEARANCE 22 - Hair Color Dark Brown 23 - Is it Dyed? Yes 24 - Eye color Bright Green 25 - Height 6'0 26 - Style hummm 27 - Glasses/Contacts/None? Nope 28 - Freckles Yes 29 - Body Type Pear Shaped 30 - Shoe Size 9.5- 10 31 - Piercings 8 32 - Want More? Nope 33 - Tatoos? Nope 34 - Want More? yes, I want some.. not alot=trashy 35 - Braces? Yep.. had them 36 - Overall Best Feature? Eyes/Lips 37 - Overall Worst Feature? Ears 38 - Do you get most of

F*ck Me Like You Hate Me
They say you wanna leave meBut what do they knowYou know they don't understandThe CRAZY way we rollNow come over here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoWhere ya goin babyI ain't even close to done with youYou ain't enough for twoFor what I got in storeSo you better tell that other girlShe better not come round here no moreWhere ya goin babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better grab on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoaning out my nameJust give me one more hour babyYou'll NEVER be the sameI know you've been thinkinBut you better think twiceYou don't want me to send you outTo where it's cold as iceSo Take off your coatThrow it on the floorGo an turn out those lights babyAnd you better lock that doorCome here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better hold on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoanin out my name

Relationships
Trust is something that I give freely, because due to things in my brain, I assume that all people will do as they say. I met a woman on this site, and I put all of my trust in her. She knew about my head injury and how things said and done could/would affect me emotionally. So after talking for a few weeks, she decided that she would tell me she would come and see me for the week of my birthday. We made plans and everything seemed to be going well, then it got to be the day before she was going to leave. She told me that she wanted to see me so much that she was going to leave a day early. So she was leaving Friday afternoon at 4, or so she said. Friday around 10, after she should have been here, I text her and ask her if she is close, and she replies "No, I took a wrong turn." Finally I find out where she is and she is in Tennessee where it is storming. She says that she is going to get a room for the night there, so I am like ok. I ask her when she will be headed this way and she st

A Soldiers Opinion
Thirteen Things Dogs Don't Understand1. It's not a laugh to practice woofing at 3am.2. It's wrong to back Grandma into a corner and guard her.3. He shouldn't jump on your bed when he's soaking wet.4. The command "SHUT THE HELL UP!" means just that.5. The cat has every right to be in the sitting room.6. Crapping on the carpet is not something deserving of a biscuit.7. Barking at guests ten minutes after they've arrived is stupid.8. No, we said SIT!9. I know it's a nice leg, but don't ride it.10. Getting up DOESN'T mean I am going to take you for a walk.11. Just because I'm eating, doesn't mean you can.12. If you look at me with those big soppy eyes, I'm NOT going to give in and feed you. NO. NO. Oh, ok. just this once.13. No it's my chocolate ... Oh alright then, just a small piece. things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, Ab

General
have you ever hated someone so much all u wanna do is punch them in the face? cuz thats how i feel right now and i don't know what to do bout it. i consider myself a decent person and even christian. but having these feelings toward this person isn't very christian of me. i have no clue why its so hard to forgive this person. i guess its cuz they put my family through hell and then some and every fuckin time i give them the benifit of the doubt they go fuck up once again. well NO MORE!!!! im fuckin done. there is only so much i can take and thats it. if i have to spend time with this person i guarentee i'll punch them in the face. it sux cuz they're close to some people i love deeply and i can't stand to even hear their voice. omg i dunno what to do no more. i give up. i can't do this no more. the latest will definitly tear this family apart. its sad cuz ppl don't care. they just wanna be selfish and do what ever the hell they want to do. so i really hope ur gonna be happy.

Feeling The Need To Yap
Even though the baby is coming along fine, growing and moving like he should his amniotic fluids have dropped to 5% and his mother's liver isn't functioning properly anymore. It appears that she has started to get jaundice because her skin is getting that yellow tone to it. She is now 33wks and just had her DR app't today and will go back on Mon to get a biophysical done again and hopefully IF the baby is needed to be delivered early then the DR will do it instead of waiting until it's too late like he did with poor Dominik. Iam asking that people keep this baby in their thoughts and pray for his safe arrival even if he does come early. My family cannot suffer another loss like we just had with Dominik. Well just thought I'd stop in and let those who care know whats going on in my life these days since Ive "almost fully" left CT. Well....not awhole lot lol I did meet a really nice guy who wanted a relationship so after some thought, I agreed to it. That lasted 48hrs lmao

Master/submissive Poetry Written By Others
i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor i am worthless. i am a submissive woman. i am intelligent, and possess a strength and perseverence that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not nor will i ever give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... and Your ownership completely sets me free. i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. i have given You the book entitled "Me"... and invited You to read. You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... You have endeavored to erase the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Yo

Test
You Scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all! You are a Vampiric Elf! 92% Fallen Angel 83%

Life
You ever have a day, where every song you hear, you can relate to? It all seems relevant to whatever is going on in your life? I know that nowadays everyone has their ipods and mp3 players and who the hell burns cd's still, haha, so we can make our own playlists and keep those tunes and choose whatever we want to listen to, thats not really what I mean. But, turn on the radio, and every song they play during that car ride to work hits you somewhere? Ya. Love that feeling. I love how I can tell my life story in song. Here are just a few "theme" songs of my life--- I am sure if you know anything about me, you know why I picked most of them.

Rules
New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes, graduations and getting out of rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people's version of looting. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your flavored water. New Rule: If you're going to insist on making movies based on crappy, old television shows, then you have to give everyone in the Cineplex a remote so we can see what's playing on the other screens. Let's remember the reason something was a television show in the first place is that the idea wasn't good enough to be a movie.

I Dont Like You, So Get Over It
ok this is a contest to rename 7 Deadly Sins Radio, http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65457 ONE entry per person post your entries here winner will recieve 1 Million FuBucks Contest Starts Now and Ends Friday March 20th Hey Guys, I know I ask alot but my owner is such a kick ass guy, please show him some Love!!! ´¯`·->G$Xr_Rïçø post em here

Fubombers
My friend Peggy sue has made a discussion forum. There is even a Fubar thread come on over and check it out and join!! She loves new friends and old ones as well!! http://www.myforum.peggysuesbooks.com Here it is guys!! Indian Rose is on the warpath with her "little buddy" East bolt and here is a blog she posted: ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i don't do mumms, barely leave comments anymore, i'm not defending her, i know we bombed togther 1 night thats all i can truthfully say ~Tee~*FU-B...: she's been in my bar tab commenting MUMMS a whole lot the past week or so ->~Tee~*FU-B...: don't know about mumms i know she has a severe hernia, and hasn't been on much at all ~Tee~*FU-B...: what really looks bad is East saying she's too hurt to bomb yet we all see her MUMMING hours and hours a day ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i'm on here real late the status were bad ->~Tee~*FU-B...: i seen them on that page tee ~Tee~*FU-B...: if they were pissed it was because they weren't doing anything to help

Aaadd
AAADD They have finally found a diagnosis for my condition. Hooray!! I have recently been diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D.! Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it goes: I decide to wash the car. I start toward the garage and I notice the mail on the table. Ok, I'm going to wash the car, but first I'm going to go through the mail. I lay the car keys down on the desk, discard the junk mail and I notice the trash can is full. Ok, I'll just put the bills on my desk and take the trash can out. But since I'm going to be near the mailbox anyway, I'll pay these few bills first. Now, where is my checkbook? Oops, there's only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk. Oh, there's the coke I was drinking. I'm going to look for those checks. But first I need to put my coke further away from the computer. Oh, maybe I'll pop it into the fridge to keep it cold for a while. I head towards the kitchen and my flowers catch my eye; they need some water. I s

Thinking Blog
DAMNIT I NEED SLEEP LOL N I CANT SLEEP HELP LMAO MY HEAD KILLIN ME AND IM STRESSED OUT I NEED TO GO GET REALLY DRUNK AND STAY THAT WAY A COUPLE DAYS LOL LORD HAVE MERCY IM BABBLING AGAIN OK IM DONE LOL my family just needs prayer , we were told today that my cousins one yr old daughter might have cancer in the lymph nodes in her neck. i raised her mother so this is really breakin my heart..so if u could please keep them in your prayers i would appericate it thank u all for reading this here is a pic of the baby and her parents kelly n adam - her mom n dad kayliegh my life is cursed with sadness and loneliness...i sit and ponder my tortured soul and cry why always me ,what have i done so wrong... as i look inward i slowly die more everyday as the empty sadness eats at my soul...seems the more i love, the more i lose....i think my soul is forever cursed to be in darkness .. only bright spot in my heart and soul is my childern... they always bring brightness

To All Those Wicked Fubar Peeps
This is really cool and true! I love you all! have a good one http://www.inlibertyandfreedom.com/Flash/Think_It_Over.swf This was done using my real name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of All Russia Known in some parts of the world as: Lioness of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross. This is using one of my pen names: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Poppy Maundrell Known in some parts of the world as: Haunt of The Tormented The Great Archives Record: A soul in torment and tumult - hell of their own making! This is using my maiden name: The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Marchioness of The Great Oceans Known in some parts of the world as: Devil of The Hungry The Great Archives Record: One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and th

Contests
CONTEST #1: This contest will last 3 days! The first 2 people to comment this blog like crazy will be added to my family. You know what that means! Who deserves it, though? That is why I leave it up to you guys to decide. Only 2 people and 3 days! Get to it! and good luck everyone!

My Stuff
ok, as some of you know, a couple months ago, i decided to go back to school to earn my GED. Being a High School drop out has had its affects on me, and for the longest time, i've felt bad about not graduating. Especially after seeing both my brother and sister graduate.. But, i did however take a GED test Last Tuesday. and here are the results... What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland

He Makes Me Melt
Layin in bed awake last night just thinkin of you thinkin of you How far we've come how far how fast and wondering how does one define a thing so deep the depth so deep what went from us the perfect friends to now so heavy and deep so large as us the here and now. Wow! To rise a morning later not having slept for hours straight engulfed in thought with thoughts of you How far we've come how much we've breached and have we reached that perfect merge? What lies ahead I do not know. I cannot imagine a closer us. Could it still grow? And will we know? Can we make it to occur? What would it be like to bear the intensity of a more potent oneness? Could we stand the perfect bonding? I fear the power of more. And such were my thoughts until a moment ago last night. I want your powerful big arms around me, protecting my fragility as if I'm breakable. I want to wake up to your serene angelic face. To that playful smile on your lips. I want to heed your s

The Life Of A Juggalo
here the the 7 baby names that i like... let me know witch one yall like. jamie madrox michael monoxide toshiro michael pandora michelle kassandra nicole rayne destini faith jessika nicole marie people are so untrust worthy....i dont know if i want to keep being as trusting as i am. even when people screw me over i still trust them and they then screw me over again. im tred of being nice to people who dont deserve my kindess. i have been stressed out that i started to rock again. i do it composivly and a lot of the time i dont know that im doing it. patricia fucked alot of people over...in a big way. i dont think that she ever cared about me killing myself. she never cared about david or nicole. she used james for 1,200 and spend it on her self...took money out of my moms purse...she took my brothers xbox 360 and my mamas 4,000 bracelett....i could care less about the skank. she has done nothing but make people misserable. all the skank cares about is sex in a relatonship.

Kira's Stuff
You scored as Mind Reader. You now know all... since mind reading is the ability that you would most likely have. Maybe you'll use it to catch up on all the gossip without even speaking to anyone, or maybe you'll use it to spread gossip (since you know secret thoughts...) Use this power well, and if you become a politician, well, have fun!Mind Reader56%Telekinesis44%Fire Starter44%Flying31%What magical power would you most likely have?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Toreador. You belong to the Toreador bloodline. Often regarded as vain or shallow, the Toreador are blessed with a striking, almost supernatural beauty. Toreador are so driven by the pursuit of beauty that they are often highly connected with art, music, or theater. While they do have a uncanny ability to seduce and manipulate mortals, many other vampires simply dismiss them as decadant pretty-boys. Toreador92%Gangrel71%Malkavian

Helpful Hints
Vodka has been enjoyed since at least the early Middle Ages, and is well known as one of the world's most popular spirits. Its versatility in mixing and high alcohol content have made it extremely popular in cocktails, and it is still widely enjoyed 'neat' (straight up) in much of Eastern and Northern Europe. Vodka also has a long history of use as medicine, having been sold by druggists to cure everything from infertility to colic and the plague. While some of those historic promoters were half-cocked, it's true that vodka has a wide range of potential uses beyond serving as a relaxer and social lubricant. Why would you want to do anything else with vodka but drink it? It is widely available, effective and less toxic than many of the chemical alternatives you might use for these tasks. Defeat Poison Ivy For many, one of the hazards of enjoying the great outdoors is an encounter with poison ivy, oak or sumac. It can lead to a nasty, long-lasting rash. Unfortunately, the

Just Some Ramblings
This is what I do when I get bored..lol..Try one (or both) and see how you do. Feel free to post your results here as a comment. :) Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test A friend of mine posted a MuMM asking if everyone online is fake, or if there are real people out there. I left a lengthy comment on the MuMM and have decided to carry it over to a blog. I think the internet gets a bad rap when it comes to whether the people who spend their time in chat forums are real or fake. Everyone is real, obviously, but not everyone is telling the truth. People can lie just as easily in person as they can over the internet, in my opinion (and experience). It may be easier and take less time to prove or disprove the lie in person though. Some people get online purely for entertainment. They don't care to create "real" bonds of friendship, and couldn't be concerned less with hurting someones feelings or what the repercussions may be due to their callousn

Picture
I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!! Free MySpace and Xanga Profile Flash Games To everyone, I'm so sorry I have not been around lately! Work, Holidays, Work, Massive court S**T, work and kids and work and kids. It's been a hayday and I'll try to do better at keeping in touch. I hope the holidays were great for eveyone and the New Year finds you in health and happiness!!!! Take care and all my love....Muah BTW.... I'm SO proud of my GIANTS!!!!

Dedicated To Those Who Serve, And Those Who Support Them...
Today I heard your voice behind me And turned to you with a smile. Can't believe I misplaced that sound, Even though it's been a while. Yesterday I laughed out loud And turned to tell you why. Too late, I remembered the truth, As a tear came to my eye. Even now I see your face And feel your arms holding me tight. Yet your shadow flees at my touch For I am alone tonight. Someday I'll turn and you'll be there. Your smile - your face - will be real I'll put my arms around you and know- This is the way love was meant to feel. I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find u

Luxury Of America
I hear this is gaining traction in quite a few states. If you'd like to help make a difference so we don't have to deal with this kind of spectacle again, please visit this website below: http://www.change.org/petitions/create-caylees-law If you cross the North Korean border illegally, you get 12 yrs. hard labor.If you cross the Afghanistan border illegally, you get shot.If you cross the U.S. border illegally you get a job, a driver's license, food stamps, a place to live, health care, housing & child benefits, education, & tax free business for 7 yrs. No wonder we are a country in debt

Even In Death There Is Love
My father passed away on sunday oct 5 2008 three days after my birthday he was buried with full military honors in north ga after serving 26 years in the us coast guard even though life has seemed to stop since he passed away and i tell people i know how to "pretend" well life will contuie to go on weither i choose to go out and live it to the fullest or stay at home and cry and boo hoo and stay in bed how ever bad i want to. Now i know it seems weird that a woman of my age would seem that out of wack but if u know me well u would know that my dad and i were extremly close and shared everything I would not be at the point in my life that i am if it wasnt for him and he was my rock. But i know that even though he has passed on he is some where watching over me and my family smiling because we have pulled together to get thru such a hard time and even though he has died life must go on.... thanks for reading my way of venting.... Blessed Be Sorry I'm so late, but I've been out walkin

Reflection
Hope is nestled in the darkest corners of my mind Penetrated by slivers of light Conjured up by dreams and aspirations Hope is knowing there must be more The end is yet beyond my sight Hope is the tiny carpet on which my Imagination wanders the vast open spaces of what could be Hope is distingushable only by the slightest breeze of euphoria Unaccompanied with desperation Hope is the thread of which my soul hangs on the tattered rope of life Hope is my morning cup of coffee my cold shower my enthusiasm for the day's existence Hope is my serenity my survival from chaos the killer of my pain Hope is my nucleus the very core of my being My shelter my water my breathe Were it not for hope To receive the most out of life we must take time to live as well as making a living We should practice filling our moments with enriching experiences that will give us new meaning and depth to our lives Take time for short walks by the be

Hostile Sayings...
Amazing song from an amazing band... Once more I say goodbye, to youThings happen but we don't really know whyIf it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?Oh yeah...Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snapOnce more you tell those lies, to meWhy can't you just be straight up with honesty?When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?Oh yeah...Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situationRun away try to find a safe place you can hideIt's the best place to be when you're feeling like..Me...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)All these things I hate revolve aroundMe...(me!)Yeah...(yeah!)Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)Me...

Just Me.... Thinking Out Loud!
Jacob Wayne Cox, 20 CHATHAM Jacob Wayne Cox died Saturday. Services are 2 p.m. today at Edmonds Funeral Home, Jonesboro. Burial will be at Concord Methodist Cemetery, Chatham To a great soldier, an awesome friend, and an all around wonderful man. YOU WILL BE MISSED VERY MUCH! I love you doll!! and i'm soooo sorry it had to be this way. i promise I will see you again someday! To all of you who know him.... you know that he was a great guy and he will be missed terribly. To all of you who didn't know him..... You missed out because he was awesome. This was written to him from his sister Brandi: Born on Earth Wednesday October 9, 1985 Went to Heaven Sateurday July 8, 2006 You may be gone from Earth but you are still very alive in our hearts. No one knows all the pain you went through here on Earth. But we know that where you are there is no pain. Someone came up to Grandmother at the funeral and asked her if she knew what happened? She answered "no". And he said

I Am Pagan
The magic broomstick or, to use its proper name, the besom is an important and largely misunderstood tool of the witch. Gaining its notoriety from the witch finders manuals and woodcuts of mediaeval Europe, it is a tool of a far more ancient origin. Evidence of besom practice and use can be traced as far back as ancient Egypt. Papyrus drawings and carvings on the wall of temples show the Pharaoh holding in his hand a long, narrow paddle-shaped instrument. A symbol of sovereignty and mastery over matter, only the Pharaoh or the high priest was allowed to use this: tool. But what was it used for? Travelers and scholars who have visited Egypt for thousands of years have marveled at the construction of her pyramids and wonders that even to this day have never been explained. Only recently has the theory of levitation been posed again. The ancient priest scholars of Egypt and the magical adepts knewthat the Pharaoh's paddle-shaped tool symbolized the power over airand gravity. It posse

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.

About Me
this goes out to all my friends I will be bringing the babies home on Tuesday afternoon. If you would like to actually view them please let me know and I will give you my yahoo addy. if you already have my addy just let me know if your interested anyways. my yahoo id is ldy_lylith Please let me start off by introducing myself to you. All of my close friends call me Hell. I am a Sanguinarian, which is a blood drinker or better known to the vast main populace as a vampire. Even though I think that title is a little funny since there are many more types of vamps out in the world than most realize. My life has always tended to lean more to the darker side of this world and the world beyond it. If I am approached in a posituve manner than I am very open to helping out others that may have questions or need help. I do have a caring heart and am rather eager to help improve other people's moods. If you are one of the darker side of this world please make yourself at home in my l

Lost Points And Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates I told my wife that a husband is like a fine wine; he gets better with age. The next day, she locked me in the cellar. "One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures." -George W. Bush

Starr's Rambles
Just wanted to let everyone know I will not be around for the next several days. I have lost a family member in a house fire and will be out of town. This is a horrible thing to have happen, somthing no one expects will ever happen to them or someone they love. I will be thinking of you all even though I'm not here. Just knowing that I have you all makes thing easier for me. Take care everyone. Lots of Luv, Starr Well in case you havn't heard, surgery went well and they could find nothing wrong. Now all I have to do is enjoy this beautiful fall weather, cool sunny days and crisp clear nights. Oh yeah almost forgot finish painting the house while it's not raining. It's really getting embaressing having the house half painted, got to get it done, I 've put so much work into the house this summer I think I've just gotten a little burned out on it. But I sure do love the finished projects, new carpet and roof, new washer/dryer and stove,new rider lawnmower and a couple of new piec

Important Questions
Okay, I hope I get good answers from this and it doesn't backfire on me. I don't want this to turn out to be a disaster and get nothing but bullshit answers and regret asking. This is a perfectly legit question. I was challenged by someone else to ask this. You can reply to me with a private message if you prefer. Think of the best lover you've ever had. What things, qualities or traits made him the best?

Strange
1 Man Utd 27 12 1 1 35 8 9 2 2 28 10 45 66 2 Chelsea 27 10 4 0 30 8 8 2 3 18 11 29 60 3 Liverpool 27 10 3 0 25 3 5 2 7 15 16 21 50 4 Arsenal 26 8 5 0 32 10 6 2 5 16 12 26 49 5 Bolton 27 8 3 3 20 12 6 2 5 12 16 4 47 6 Reading 27 9 1 4 26 16 4 3 6 15 18 7 43 7 Portsmouth 27 8 4 2 22 10 3 4 6 14 16 10 41 8 Everton 26 7 4 2 20 9 3 5 5 12 14 9 39 9 Newcastle 27 7 4 3 23 17 3 2 8 11 19 -2 36 10 Blackburn 27 6 2 5 16 16 4 2 8 14 22 -8 34 11 Tottenham 26 8 1 4 21 16 1 5 7 9 22 -8 33 12 Middlesbrough27 7 3 3 19 13 1 5 8 11 20 -3 32 13 Aston Villa 27 6 4 3 15 11 1 7 6 13 22 -5 32 14 Fulham 27 6 4 3 12 10 1 7 6 17 31 -12 32 15Sheff Utd 27 5 5 4 17 16 3 1 9 7 20 -12 30 16 Man City 26 5 4 4 10 11 3 2 8 10 21 -12 30 17 Wigan 26 4 2 7 13 20 3 2 8 14 23 -16 25 18 West Ham 27 5 2 7 14 17 0 3 10 4 25 -24 20 19 Charlton 27 4 3 6 11 17 1 2 11 9 30 -27 20 20 Watford 26 2 5 5 10 14 1 4 9

Baca (bikers Against Child Abuse)
This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!! ................... ................... Dear new found friends, I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

Nothing...
(copied from my myspace blog) ok so everyone keeps asking what exactly happened to my car...and understandably so...so here it goes.... around the end of april it was still vickie's car...there was a problem and it wouldnt come out of park...she took it to shumacker and francy's up on west chester pike b/c her brother in law recommended them...they did something along the lines of a bypass and fuse replacement and said it was fixed...so she gives me the car...two weeks later the same thing happens...so i get on the phone with the guys who fixed it and they tell me that something is shorting and blowing a fuse which stops the brake lights from coming on..and when that happens it trips a safety mechinism that won't let the car come out of gear...so they tell me how to trick it out of gear so i can get it back to them without a tow...they were just gonna look at it for free for me...then vickie and her brother in law got in on it and finally got the jerks to agree to fix it for free

Here I Go....
I hate being lied to I hate being hot I hate being yelled at I hate being pulled over I hate getting tickets I hate working retail I hate fast food I hate being told what to do I hate breaking my nails I hate stubbing my toe I hate when I trip I hate slipping on the ice I hate getting hurt I hate feeling lonley I hate when my ex calls me I hate when I answer I hate when my mom worries I hate when I work hard for no reason I hate when people don't call me back I hate packing I hate moving furniture I hate missing people I hate saving money I hate waiting I hate loving...and not being loved back I hate leaving I hate saying goodbye I hate when people rush me I hate feeling out of control I hate being disappointed (In myself or others) I hate when people give up (on themseleves or others) I hate when people tell me to be quiet I hate being made fun of I hate when people make me feel stupid (when I AM NOT) I hate cold soup I hate day old french fries I h

Rockstar Fantasy Train
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S OFFICIAL FUBAR STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await, including tags By Vollare Dave. 1. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, add, the crew, promotions team, and captain, just leave a blog comment for the captain saying you have completed all the steps. she will add you to the Starship crew and on board the ship. Comments are encouraged. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your comment, repost the bulletin. Also

Hello
I finally came to the realization that life is what you make of it. If you want to be happy then make yourself happy and find yourself someone to shre it with. Let that someone be the one you can love for the rest of your life. And have them love you back for you and not what they want you to be. I think I have found that person, but that person has always been in my heart, he was just away on vacation or something for 4 years. Just Thought I would write down my thoughts. Pixxie Why is it that when you find your life going pretty damn good someone tries to go and screw it up? Why can't people just leave well enough alone. I guess it is just because some people aren't secure enough in their life so they feel they have to make other people's lives just as miserable as theirs to maske themselves feel better. i will tell you something, I am proud to be me and if none likes me oh well their lose not mine. I am me and no one else and all that matters is that I like who i am. But I love to f

Surveys
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Billy 2. A four letter word: boss 3. A boy's name: Bailey 4. A girl's name: Blossom 5. An occupation: Bartender 6. A colour: Black 7. Something you wear: Berets 8. A food: Banana 9. Something found in the bathroom: Bar of Soad 10. A place: Bosnia 11. A reason for being late: Blah 12. Something you shout: 13. A movie title: Back to the future 14. Something you drink: Blue Volume mmmhmmm 15. A musical group: Beck 16. An animal: Bird 17. A street name: Biddy 18. A type of car: bmw 19. The title of a

So
Went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented ’You’re definitely going to Shit yourself’ chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it again the next day, both of your ass cheeks WILL falloff. Here’s the thing.. I had awakened that morning, and even after 2 cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No ’Watson’s Movement 2’. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits.

Mypersonal Stuff
9/11 World Trade Center Beams- Indiana Motorcycle Escort Ride in Calendar, Motorcycle Rides Expected to be completed by the tenth anniversary, Indianapolis is expanding it’s memorial to the 9/11 terriorist attacks with addition of two beams from the World Trade Center. These beams will be arriving in Indiana on April 9 with the assistance of a motorcycle escort from the American Legion Riders, Indiana State Police and other parties. Those steel beams will be the focal point of Project 9/11 Indianapolis. The Memorial will be dedicated on September 11, 2011, the 10th anniversary of one of the darkest days in American history. Project 9/11 Indianapolis will be built at 421 West Ohio Street along the White River Canal. It will become a part of the city landscape that includes the USS Indianapolis Memorial and the Medal of Honor Memorial. The steel beams are currently being stored in Hangar 18 at JFK Airport in New York. Hangar 18 is an 80,000 square foot hangar that houses all the ar

Favorite Songs
Vampira Night. Follows me when you're gone.And now... how am I to carry on?But into the night......into the darknessI must be strong, carring on.Night, follows me when you leaveAnd tonight, my mind is under siegeSo into the night......into the darkness.Unto the morn, carrying on...Hate as your co-conspirerHe'll set your soul on fireHate, make the flame get higherKneel for me now...VAMPIRA!!!GO !!!HEY, HEY !!!Night, follows me when you leaveWith the sights, and the sounds you'd not believe.So into the night.Into the darkness

Modern Day Romance
What Is A Friend ? Current mood: chipper Category: Friends Well....I have been inspired to write this, doe to recent events and activities. So, what do I think a friend is..... Well it is defined as: a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university" ally: an associate who provides assistance; "he's a good ally in fight"; "they were friends of the workers" Friendship is a type of interpersonal relationship that is found among humans and among animals with rich intelligence, such as the higher mammals and some birds. Individuals in a friendship relationship will seek out each other's company and exhibit mutually helping behavior. I guess I feel the last part of this is the most accurate way to reflect how I feel about friendship. I don't understand these idiotic post about "Fake Friend" bulletins, that don't want you to respond to the poster, but to repost the bulletin to prove your a friend. WTF is that

Just A Blog
November 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images It’s Magic, Little Hell-Raiser, Purr Purr Computer Graphics 2007 A Ruby Mystique, Angel, Back of a Lady. Doves (Just A Note), Breast Cancer Awareness, Cockatoo, Forgive and Let Go, Happy Thanksgiving, Harlequin Thank You, Have a Happy Harvest, Life is a journey to the soul, Living with the Fantasy, My Heart Belongs to you, Peace in the Garden, Simple Design Coming in December! Record albums, Christmas and New Year’s images, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ New Character Banners! Stargate Atlantis Jennifer Kelly, Larrin, Samantha Carter, Tyre Heroes Alendro Herarra, Angela Petrelli, Bob, Caitlin, Charlie, Maya Herrara, Molly Walker, Monica Dawson, Nana Dawson, Takezo Kensei, Thompson, West, Yaeko, Zach Buck Rogers in the 25th Century new section!! Admiral Asimov, Cryton, Dr. Goodfellow, Dr. Theopolis, Elias Huer, Hawk,

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Things That Inerrest Me
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime

Short Stories
Freedom Have you ever thought how lucky you are to have freedom I have and when I do I think of all those men and women that fought so we can have it They put their lives on the line so I can enjoy the freedom I have These men and women don’t know me personally they fight for their countrymen and women to keep them free These men and women leave their family and friends to provide people they don’t even know a place that they can do what they like and say what they like I also think of those women in the world that have no freedom They are nothing more than possessions of the man These poor souls suffer humiliation on a daily basis Imagine how you would feel if you had to do anything someone told you or suffer pain humiliation or even death These poor women do this every day Some women if they show even their wrist in public can be stoned to death even if this happens by accident Imagine being used to make your husband richer by being given to different men maybe several at a

Dispatcher's
Did Santa bring it A City cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said "did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there, Sir, did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top." From the voice that you take with you on each and every run The one who never sees you when you may reach for your gun. I give you the honor, and the respect that your job deserves. With the hope of you believing, I NEVER WANT YOU HURT! I can't see the child struck down, or see

Life...
Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. ------------------- If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their

Musings And Favs
THE LAWS OF MAGICK This section contains 2 versions what could only be called the Laws of Magick. The first is by P.E.I. Bonewits, ; "Real Magic"; Creative Arts Book Company 1979. His URL is http://www.pagansonline.com/~bonewits/ As for the second version, I don't know who it is by, but if anyone can fill me in, I'll be happy to give credit. Law of Knowledge understanding brings control;the more that is known about a phenomenon, the easier it is to exercise controlover it. Law of Self Knowledge the most important kind of knowledge is about oneself; a magician must be familiar with her or his own strengths and weaknesses. Law of Names knowing the complete and true name of an object,being or process gives one control over it. Law of Words of Power there exist certain words that are able to alter the internal and external realities of those uttering them, and their power may rest in the very sounds of the words as much in their meanings. Law of Association if any tw

Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker

Hi There
Hey there guys srry i havnt been on here much. I am working and going to school so I am not on here that much but I think of you all often. Wondering how everyone is doing. If any of you want to stop by and say hi to me I am always on messenger. If you want it just let me know. I met this guy last summer out by our pool in our apartment complex. He seemed like a nice guy and he wanted to be friends no big deal so he got my number. He then like a week or so later just showed up at my door and asked me out. I told him I had a boyfriend already. That was cool with him. We talked some after that. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary with him. Then when Jeff left he was calling me more nothing wrong was going on until like 2 weeks after Jeff left did thinks start to change. He still called me everyday or everyother day and he would come over. I started to get this uneasy feeling when he was around. My body would be tense all the time like it should be ready to run at any moment. He would

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

Random Items =)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Alright... So I got tagged... Here goes!!!! 1: My #1 fantasy is to make love on a roof in the middle of a thunderstorm. 2: I have an OCD with q-tips and my ears. 3: I love the smell of gasoline. 4: I wear thongs. 5: My favorite movie is The Crow. 6: I love Maroon 5. 7: I love watching cartoons. 8: Guys with long hair turn me on. 9: I've fallen in love with someone online before. We met and were together for 6 years. 10: I love animals. 11: I don't like basketball. 12: Jager is my favorite liquor (without the bomb please). 13: I love to color. 14: Cats are my favorite animal. (Yes, I have one.) 15: I love

Funny Thing Is
I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it? What the heck is wrong with people? Why do people feel the need to create more drama when everyone and I mean everyone has enough of it in their lives? Why stress yourself out over things that you do not need to stress out over. Why create a huge circus over things that are better left unsaid. Why hurt and burn others when you yourself need to keep skeletons locked away in a closet that is sure full by now. People are not perfect and deserve to have their own opinions. We are all human with feelings and emotions. We all deserve to be treated with respect. Why can't people learn to grow up and get a life inst

Food For Thought
Make me fly, make me soar, Make me sit with the angels At Heaven’s door Make me dance naked on the moon Make me embrace all the stars But in doing all this Make me yours Make me want, make me need, Make me abandon my pride, Make me plead Make me cavort with the devil Make me reside at his door But in doing all this Make me yours Make me weep, make me irate, Make me acknowledge your power Make me hate Make me curse all my weaknesses Make me despise all my flaws But in doing all this Make me yours Make me silent, make me speak, Make me relinquish my soul Make me weak Make me befriend all my demons Make me succumb to their claws But in doing all this Make me yours

Stuff
The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are 30% STUPID! You're not a complete moron, but you're definitely on your way if you don't watch out. Beware of brain farts!

Lyrics
In Between (M-Tz rmx) - Linkin Park Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed But somehow I got caught up in between Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between [Chorus] Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way And things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none [End Chorus] Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed But somehow I got caught up in between [Chorus] Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing

Pagan Thoughts
The following contains elements of a work authored by Mike Nichols, a Welsh Witch from K.C., Missouri. Go to: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bos/bos036.htm for the original text. Lady Cerridwen Gawr, June, 2002 GENERAL INFORMATION Gwyl Canol Gaeaf or Yule: December 21-23 (the Winter Solstice) is the festival of the Divine King's death and rebirth. This is the time which marks the vanquishing of the Holly King, the God of the waning year, by the Oak king, God of the waxing year. At this season the powers of light (Oak King) grow strong as they battle the powers of darkness (Holly King). Each clan elects a Shape Shifter whose job it is to balance the festival of Gwyl Canol Gaef. At this time the White Goddess gives birth to the Sun God, the child of promise, who will re-fertilize her and bring back the warmth and light to the kingdom. The Oak King rules. Although still young and weak, the days are getting longer now. This is the time for family. The traditional solstice

Poetry
i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i hate you today for the pain you put me through i hate you today because i dont know what to do i hate you today because i cant stop loving you and i hate you today because i cant hate you i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i loved you back then when everything seemed right i loved you back then when we never seemed to fight i loved you back then when we didnt want to say goodbye and i loved you back then when you didnt make me cry i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my h

My Various Ramblings... Thoughts... Enjoy!!
Every life has a story and I wanna know yours... doesn't mean that I love you just that I'm... curious I'm' not the type to hang on to I've got my road to travel along It's all set in motion even when it's going all wrong... Satisfy this need I have in our moment of trust... the intimacy factor isn't played out its definatly a must... you're throbbing I feel it .. that sweet release heart pounding so hard and in your eyes for a time I see peace so much troubles, many daemons, you can't let go they feast on the reason you can't find anymore Your essence is addictive more than the scent that will trail behind flavor and taste just what I expected to have... just what I had in mind come let me take you for a moment or two into this circus of mine all your worries slip away as you slip into the warmth that you sought a home to place your burdens generally buried deep I ache for a piece of you crave the touch you'll give in the absence there will be when you've gone away th

My Feelings
OK first off i want to straight out something right now that i am a real person and not a fake yes i am real in my age not fake in my age and if my profile says Sydney Australia then that's also real i have my own tastes in life including younger women some older women are my friends on here but in general i sometimes feel uncomfortable around older women as long they understand i only want to be just friends but that's just the way i am and i am uncle of a almost 2 yr old nephew and on this site i am been how i would be away from the pc and i am the way i am everyday i am a sensitive person with real feelings i just hope you can understand the way i am and the music i like is also real the cool cat and sexy part of my username is because of a nick name mr cool cat and i always think of myself as sexy everyday from Bruce ps i hope this clears up the way i am for you people. Things you all should know about when rating my page inlcuding my pics and blogs i like it when i

Seriously
So, after this time has passed, I’ve decided to let you all know what our Kill story is. I know many of you have seen where I’ve posted. Klaus’ health this, that, he can’t do this his stress won’t allow that, I figured I let you know his story. He is probably the hardest working and most gentle soul I’ve ever met. In 1998 he became very ill four days after his 40th birthday. So much in fact, he called me to bring him to the hospital. Now he is the man who won’t be seen by any doctor. He missed one day of work since he was 14 and that was the toilet blues. He couldn’t breathe. My biggest fears came to light. He had a bronchoscope done to find out why he was having difficulty breathing. No answer to be found. Meanwhile he is getting more ill as time goes by. His lung x-ray’s showed his lung shrinking. The doctor’s scratched their heads. A week and a half after he was admitted he ended up intubated. He was induced into a coma so

Cagooseshop
Louis Vuitton Bags In Every Coloration And also Design If you're away from picture the ones tend not to recognize anyone, then a Louis Vuitton handbags are the potential for acquiring discovered through other folks. Selecting appreciated drastically because of the style you've got. Purses are generally a vital factor for each female and so they don't sense complete whenever they do not carry their particular purse although going out. Totes received a fully different course by using this particular manufacturer. The bags are employed by simply all women which are employed to maintain many things. In addition to this kind of, the luggage can also be employed to illustrate the interior character and magnificence with the ladies. シャネルThey are more of a fashion statement and also token for the girls that carry these people everywhere they go. The women love to hold this kind of totes that will complement his or her clothes so they can improve his or

Contests
These accounts were created yesterday and today to downrate pics in my 'Sexiest feet in high heels' contest. And ratings dont even count, comments only. A disqualification has been done by me on the appropriate entry. hiitsme@ CherryTAP scammer@ CherryTAP mememe@ CherryTAP hithere@ CherryTAP john@ CherryTAP jojo@ CherryTAP julia@ CherryTAP heart@ CherryTAP tina@ CherryTAP I could us

Funnies And Anecdotes
If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher, you will love this! Do you have a pair of scissors like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: 'This is my kindergartens' artistic rendering of a pair of scissors.' I wonder what his teacher thought. I allowed myself just a small smirk when I saw it. I waited until he was out of the room before I started crying, from laughing so hard.' LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ___________________

Jokes
OUCH! You just never know...... You gotta love a good nurse... A motorcycle patrolman was rushed to the hospital with an inflamed appendix. The doctors operated and advised him that all was well. However, the patrolman kept feeling something pulling at the hairs in his crotch. Worried that it might be a second surgery the doctors hadn't told him about, he finally got enough energy to pull his hospital gown up enough so he could look at what was making him so uncomfortable. Taped firmly across his pubic hair were three wide strips of adhesive tape, the kind that doesn't come off easily. Written in large black letters was the sentence: "Get well soon....from the nurse in the Jeep you pulled over last week WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when Offspring become accountable for their own Actions? Is there a wonderful moment when Parents can become de

More Stories Etc
She stared in the mirror for the longest time. Tilting her face from side to side, hoping for some recognition, but it was slow in coming. Her hair fell, as it always did, around her shoulders. Her lips were still full and a held smile that opposed how she felt was on them. Her slender nose which had a tendency to wrinkle when she talked, her cheekbones which always looked as if she had applied the right amount of blush, even when she wore none. These were all the same… Her eyes… It was something with her eyes that were different, she realized. They were the same hazel color that seemed to change depending on what she wore. It was more than that though. More than the color, it was the depth. Her eyes betrayed her and told of a world beyond them. One that was just out of her reach. Watching her from the shadows, there was a smirk upon his lips. He could see the confusion in her expression and instead of concern, he was pleased. The work he had put into this was too much. Th

Quiz's
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too.Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack.Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com The porno of Wickey's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Jokes
Flat Tummy A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." So does anyone want to help my tummy get blown up? Dogs... Two dogs were sitting in a vet's office. The bigger of the dogs gruffs, "Whatcha doing here?" The little dog responds, "I'm getting 'fixed'. Whenever I see my master I get so horney I just jump on her leg and start pumping. It's very embarrassing." The first dog says, "Yeah, I know what you mean. One morning

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…Những cánh diều bay, những chùm bong bóng nhiều màu sắc trên bầu trờI Công viên Yersin. Cả hàng trăm em thiếu nhi đang loanh quanh chơi vui vớI cánh diều cùng vớI cha mẹ các em đến chơi, nghỉ ngơi, chuyện ngẩu, nhìn con em mình chơi. Trước mặt là Hồ xuân Hương, bên kia ĐồI Cù, tát xa là đỉnh Núi Bà …. Công viên không yên tĩnh. Tiếng còi xe ồn ào, inh ỏI của thành phố đang chảy theo dòng… Festival…Hoa(!) *** Hè – Đà Lạt không có phượng vỹ, không có tiếng ve. Hè Đà Lạt buổI chiều TrờI hay mưa. Mưa cả thành phố. Nếu không theo mùa thì Đà Lạt lạI lắm ông trO

Don't Hate - I Thought This Prayer Was Cool!!
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

My Thoughts
So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo

Poems
The Darkness calls to you Beckoning throughout the night Oh you lost and lonely soul So wounded and so wise The spirits whisper your name They reach out to your mind But don't be afraid The unknown lies before you The ordinary lies behind This new world is black and cold But still feels so much more like home With every shadow you embrace With every fear that you face You know danger lurks behind every corner As does a dark beauty, a strange solitude An intriguing mystery, an unimaginable incident You are not blind like the others No veil of disbelief covers your eyes You see and hear and understand The Darkness gives you sight Gives you faith, gives you truth Gives you that much needed sanctuary To shield you from this life Oh you wandering and weary soul So miserable and so misunderstood The Darkness heeds your cries And offers you a place to stay A place to rest, a place to hide Whether your spirit is tormented Or content and at peace The Darkness w

What I'm Thinking
I'd like to live like a poor man with lots of money - Pablo Picasso Don't look back. Something may be gaining on you. - Satchel Paige I'm against any deal I'm not in on. - Tip O'Neill In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play. - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche Show me a good loser and I'll show you a loser. - Jimmy Carter Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death. - Omar Bradley In the city of York there's lass Who will hitch up her dress when you pass. If you toss her two bits She will strip to the tits And let you explore her bare ass. Just in case I get busy; I wanted to wish all those fathers I know and all those fathers I don't know; a happy father's day. Only a real man can be a true father to their kid. This includes stepfathers, adoptive fahers and surrogate fathers. I raise my glass to you.

Poems
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reac

The Layman's World
So, there's this woman who I see on the bus, every morning. . . I always thought that she was really pretty, but I never gave her much thought beyond that. I'd just see her, have a seat, and try to enjoy the semi-crowded twenty minute ride to the office. I never saw her on the way home, though. Only on the way in. One evening after work, I stopped off at Borders to browse for something new to read. I picked up this book, Blink, and fretted over it for about forty-five minutes. I carried it around the store, and kept flipping through it. I'd read little excerpts and just try to get my brain around the content. I didn't end up buying it, that night. I guess I just didn't want to part with the sixteen bucks, at the time. I have tons of stuff in the stack to read, after all. The next morning, I board the bus at the normal stop, and there is the woman. . . reading the very book that I was so curious about. I'm not a believer in signs or fate or anything, but I definitely

My Wall
Sweetheart Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of y...our arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS, I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO? WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES , AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT YOU I WILL DIE.. U and I Every bit of our love Brings warmth to my heart Because you are someone special I knew it from the start You give a reason The joy of

Everyone
As the midnight moon was drifting through The lazy sway of the trees I saw the look in your eyes looking into mine Seeing what you wanted to see Darlin' don't say a word 'cos I already heard What your body's saying to mine I'm tired of fast moves, I've got a slow grooveOn my mind I want a man with a slow hand I want a lover with an easy touch I want somebody who will spend some time Not come and go in a heated rush I want somebody who will understand When it comes to love I want a slow hand On shadowed ground with no one around And a blanket of stars in our eyes We are drifting free, like two lost leaves On the crazy wind of the night Darlin' don't say a word 'cos I already heard What your body's saying to mine If I want it all night, you say it's alright We got the time'Cos I got a man with a slow hand I got a lover with an easy touch I've found somebody who will spend some time Not come and go in a heated rush I've found somebody who will understand When it comes to love I want a slo

A Day In My Life
if i feel love... i won't deny it... if you love me... i will cherish it... and if love's gone tomorrow... please don't hide it... a fool with a broken heart is just that...a fool!!!... wake up with a smile...good to know i live to ride another day...yay!!!

Me
A THUG’S LIFE I come alive when the soles of my Nike Airs Touch down on the concrete. It’s time to get that money, I’ve got the wind beneath my feet. No fear in my heart, Ice water in my veins. Walking through the shadows of darkness, I feel no pain. This game is all that I live for, Yet my conscience calls out for so much more. No friends, only potential enemies, My mind is constantly at war. Looking over my shoulder, never knowing what to expect. Relying on this piece of steel, tucked in my dip, to keep these haters in check. The women, they love my gangsta, when they hear my name ringing on the block. It’s amazing what some people will do, scheming and plotting to take my spot. I’m getting tired of the rat race, Living life at a fast pace. I need to find a way out, Before I wind up catching a case. Niggas might not understand, But it’s time for me to be my own man. My life is passing me by, I gotta come up with a plan. I

Blog Blog And More Blog
for those of you who actually read what other’s put in their profiles, i have some pretty amazing news! if you read my other blog (My Injury) or even my profile you’d realize that i’m wheelchair bound. although i’m not complaining about my disability there was one downfall: i wouldn’t be able to have children. yeah, i could conceive, but to carry a pregnancy to term would endanger not only my life, but that of my baby’s as well. well, to make a long story short, i’m a mommy!!!!! gave birth to a beautiful baby girl at 1:39 am Mother’s Day! needless to say i was in shock…due to misdiagnoses by both my primary doctor and pool therapist, i was lead to believe that i had developed fibromyalgia (arthritis of the muscles and joints) and the excruciating cramps i was experiencing was due to my muscles spasming in rebellion to my attempts to walk again. for the entire duration of my pregnancy i was on 5 different medications to combat the pains and symptoms of my “alleged

Waitin'
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

My Poems On Wild Cherry First Poem - Ode To Love
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006 Walls, that’s what divides us. Impenetrable walls, celestial walls- I felt my walls come crashing down the other day… In a pile of terrible debris- They did not fall sweetly into place- Like well stacked dominoes… But rather like skyscrapers… In an earthquake- An implosion of sorts… Why do we always build walls? And why

Read Please
One of the best things you can ever do with the woman you love, is just the most intimate thing you can do. There are so many things you can do with the woman you love. Its just so wonderful to have this woman in ur life. Its such a great feeling to be able to look at this woman and see her beauty everyday. If you love this woman and you know she truely loves you, evrything you do with her is so special. From just watching tv together, To just holding her hand. Its just so wonderful cause it feels so great. Just hearing her angelic voice is enough to make u melt. It feels so good to just spend time with her, One of the greatest things you can do with the woman you love is to marry her. when you express your love for each other. Making love is the most wonderful feeling u can ever experience, because both of you are expressing a truely intense feeling. Its called love and its so intimate. But one of the best things to do with the woman you love, is just hugging each other. IT

Chapter 1
Chapter 7 It felt odd but yet so exciting. Pam and I had discussed what if the woman wanted me for herself, would she be comfortable with it. She insisted that to have fun is to let go the feelings that I'm cheating. She wanted me to experience a date persay. We have been so happy with eachother and we want to experience the wilder side of our marriage and sexual desires. As if it didn't sound amazing enough, We were chatting with you on a day to day basis friendly hellos, sexy little flirts and always â€œwhat ifâ€ was my response. Then one day I was checking email on my break and saw the email that said. â€œWhat Timeâ€ Of course I clicked immediately not caring what or who was around. The message seems like its taking forever to open. Finally It opens and immediately I smile the first line said. OK the time has come, to take this to the next level. Its time to finally meet face to face. I couldn't believe that we were actually going to meet. We both wer

Writing & Poetry
I never had a policy; I have just tried to do my very best each and every day. ~Abraham Lincoln I hate mankind, for I think myself one of the best of them, and I know how bad I am. ~Joseph Baretti, quoted by James Boswell, 1766, commonly misattributed to Samuel Johnson Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none. ~William Shakespeare Transcend political correctness and strive for human righteousness. ~Anthony J. D'Angelo, The College Blue Book Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it. ~David Star Jordan, The Philosophy of Despair Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught. ~J.C. Watts If you have integrity, nothing else matters. If you don't have integrity, nothing else matters. ~Alan Simpson Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live

Her.own.words
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" -eleanor roosevelt Harsh words & violent blows, Hidden secrets that nobody knows, Eyes are open, hands are fisted, Deep inside im warped & twisted, So many tricks & so many lies, Too many whens & too many whys, Nobodys special, nobodys gifted, Im just me, warped & twisted, Sleeping awake, choking on a dream, Listening loudly, to a silent scream, Call my mind, the numbers unlisted, Lost in someone so warped & twisted, On my knees, alive but dead, Look at this invisible blood ive bled, Im not gone, my mind has drifted, Dont expect much, im warped & twisted, Burnt-out, wasted, empty & hollow, Todays just yesterdays tomorrow, The sun died out, ashes sifted, Im still here warped & twisted -Brittney Galbraith push me, touch me, slip me, slide me; pull me close and whisper to me; grip me, grab me, hold me, stroke me; realize you cant be without me; feel me, dig me, need me, crave me; go with

About Me
So Ya my friend Ryan wants me to use this website so guess what Im useing it. Im 21 single, no kids,no stress, and very very cute. Ask anything you want to know about me, Im an open book This past week my roommate brought home a new puppy. The puppy is very cute but it shits all the time on the carpet and cries. Our roommate forgot to think about how much work a new puppy is. With a 2 year old dog and six snakes my boyfriend and I busy taking care of our pets.

* Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye Of Ra / Re * Eye Of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat *
********************************************************************************************* * Horus * He Who Is Above * Eye of Ra / Re * Eye of Horus * Wadjet / Wedjat * Udjat * ********************************************************************************************* HORUS - The Son of Suns, Horus is the Eye of creative focus. It moves through the cosmos as a spherical imprinting devise, rolling across the star fields imprinting the divine logos or word or breath of activation upon each and every particle. Through the Hori (Hor Eye) the whirlwind of breath expands and contracts the vision or focus of worlds in motion. Consequentially, the Eye of Horus (representing the primary Horian principle) develops the Language of Light and the many signs, symbols, sacred utterances and language which come out of that font. Horus as a whole system develops contact between the Creator and the created, which are both really the same things from different perspectives. These perspectives

Me At Work
I was at work last night , Trying to lift a semi-heavy roll and this it happened. My back and a pinched nerve! I tried to lift these Rolls of material at work.. man i was limping around for 8 hours.. ugh.. lol I tried to be a hero and cut back the bad part then.. bam.. i'm on the floor for 5 mins .. I've fallen and I can't get up! lol I went down like a sack of cookies.. ! Even now it freakin @*(#&@(*#&@ hurts! Its hard to sit or stand or anything.. I took some ibuprophin so hopefully that will help me. If now .. I want a morphine drip stat! Man it hurts.. i can't even sit up ! ugh Me go now.. Times like this I wish i had a gf.. oh well.. i got the asprin.. hehe laters The upside.. i'll be rich bitches! lmao The down side.. I'll be so stressed and warn out that i'd smack a person that annoy's me at the job. lmao Meaning.. I'd smack anyone acting all bitchy and hoey! lmao Now people want me to fix there pc's too. Thats mor

Funny Stuff
Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 203 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? You Should Get a Rose Tattoo Sexy and classic You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo. What Tattoo Should You Get? Which of the SEVEN DEADLY SINS will consume you????(with great pics) Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join |

Randomness
ummm if only the whole week could feel as glorious as this day right here. Man-o-man! I freakin' love it!!! Just another Monday-Friday run through, and someone tells me theres something called the "weekend"?? Never heard of that..but people tell me its awesome. =) Nothing like writing in a online journal so to speak. One that everyone can read at that! well I suppose it would be only right for me to say hi and goodmorning....but tell me what's so freakin good about it? I woke up this morning like hell...took a shower, felt a little better...then got thrown for a loop. I really dislike being a woman sometimes lol. Shit just eats me up errr...choclate tears, choclate tears running down my check. rant rant rav rav.....I like my Andy babe...hes the shit don't ca' know....now stop drop and roll cause I'm on fire down in my soul yeah that's why this is called randomness....anyways I just wanted to say that this man Andy man...Captian Butthead of the world rules...and he is the only kind of

Life Of A Traveling Man
Today we went to the TES festival! I am including some video I shot (did it with my digital camera, so the image may not be all that clear)!! This robot is the whole reason I am in Japan. I am training on it, and when I come back to the states, Jim, David and my self will be responsible for maintaining, repairing, and showing it!!! Hope you all enjoy the videos. You may have to let it play once to buffer it, then it'll play smoothly if you play it again...I hope, at least it does on my machine! Okay well enjoy the vids!!! Click the PLAY button Click the PLAY button I put all of the vids in my stash, including two others! ....it was taking to long for my blog to load with 5 on here, so I took 3 off...sorry! I hope you enjoyed those clips!!! take care and have fun!!!! Later Gators, -Fred Jr. Hey All, Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. Th

Summer Of 2008
OK SEXY FRIENDS OF MINE.. U DID A PART ONE.. SO HERE IS PART 2 MY FAV. COLORS.. HOT PINK AND BLK MY FAV.. FOODS... ARE INDIAN. MY FAV. SEX POSTIONS... DOGGY AND RIDIN OK TO LET U ALL MEN AND WOMEN KNOW .. JUST BECAUSE I DO NAKED PICS AND HAVE THEM POSTED ON HERE. DOES NOT MEAN I WILL FUCK U .. (GOT THAT) OK MY DEAREST SEXY FRIENDS.. YOU ALL WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME RIGHT? WELL HERE IT GOES.. MY REAL NAME IS JOY MY AGE IS 29 IM A MOM OF 2 BOYS.. THEY ARE 7 AND 9 IM SINGLE. ( PROBLEY WILL STAY THAT WAY) IM A SWINGER.. IF YOU ALL DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS LOOKIN IT UP.. AND SWINGIN IS NOT CHEATING. WHEN U SWING.. EVERYONE THAT IS INVOLVED.. KNOWS WHAT AND WHO IS SLEEPIN WITH WHO CHEATING IS WHEN THE OTHER PERSON DOES NOT KNOW WHAT OTHER ONE IS DOING.. PLEASE GET THAT SHIT STRAIGHT. ( I DUMPED MY MAN.. THAT I WAS WITH.. BECAUSE HE CHEATED .. THAT MEAN.. HE SLEPT WITH SOMEONE THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT OK) AND DID NOT AGREE WITH.. I NEVER CHEATED ON ANY OF

The Roaming Roman
1. For what element of childbirth did the Romans not have a goddess?Caesarian sectionIt would be some time before Julius Caesar, after whom the procedure is named, would be born by Caesarian section. Partula was goddess of childbirth, Prorsa the goddess of births occurring head-first and Postverba the goddess of the breech birth. They also had Rumina, goddess of breast-feeding, and Vagitanus, who oversaw a baby's first cry.2. Contrary to what one may think (given the sound of the name), Puta was not the deity of prostitutes. Over what did Puta have dominion?PruningObarator oversaw ploughing, while the busy Sarritor was patron of both hoeing and weeding.3. Janus, the god of Beginnings, had what distinguishing physical characteristic?He had two facesVulcan, god of blacksmiths (Hephaestus in Greek myth) was lame. A little-known branch of English known as 'Janus words' deals with the very few individual words in the language which can mean opposite things, such as 'sanction' ('restrict' an

Vocab
The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.You are intelligent. You use your time to its fullest potential and will go very far in life.In the future you will be happy and live richly.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com Rissa -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Ramblings
I am soo proud of Renea. She rode her bike all the way around the block. It has training wheels, but it is a big step from her being terrified of it. She is doing so well. She is also excited about the baby. She talks to him/her a lot. Things are going pretty well. Hopefully it stays that way. Christmas is soon, my FAVORITE holiday. I love the spirit and the music and everything about it. Seeing the look on Renea's face when she opens her gifts from "santa". We are going to make a countdown to christmas chain out of construction paper.... That should be a fun project for her and I to do together. There are soo many toys I want to get her, but toys are soo damn expensive. I worked it out with my mom, and I am going to get the small things, and my mom will get the big things. I saw this cute sleepover tent for $15 at walmart.. I think i am going to get it for her. Its the Princess' of course.. We shall see. Have a merry Christmas all. Love you. xoox Sleep escapes me tonight, yet agai

Zodiac Bombers Member List
Hey everyone....just so your all aware...I tactfully stepped outta the contest today....I so appreciate every single bit of time you each put in for me but there is NO way possible that I would have ever caught up...and there was only one prize so it was not going to happen...rather than giving basstracker our comment points ...I think we need to all focus on getting Kat(shes da bomb..ha ha) and Tiggy there comments for VIP and we need to get Polarisman leveled!!! Again.....I thank you all ....I know who truly cares and believe me....when or if you ever need my help here.....please do NOT hesitate to let me know....hugs to you all Do you have what it takes?? Now Hiring** Enforcers-Greeters- Promotors.....Stop by the lounge and let us know you want a job..HURRY though..these positions wont last long!~! KICK ASS TUNES AWSOME GREETERS CLICK ANY PIC TO JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE Click any of the pics below to If your interested in joining Th

Mother Earth
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CAN U BELIEVE VERIZON IS SCREWING ME OVER ON MY DSL ALL BECAUSE I DROPPED THEIR PHONE SERVICE.I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE FREE FROM THE OPPRESSION OF BIG BROTHER BUSINESS..WHY IS IT THAT THE ESSENTIAL THINGS WE NEED TO FUNCTION IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY ARE THE HARDEST AND MOST DIFFICULT THINGS TO DEAL WITH..GRRRRR...THEY CHARGE ME AN ARM AND A LEG FOR THEIR SERVICE..BUT I CANNOT GET GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE.FUCKING VERIZON.JUST WHEN I WAS BEGINGNING TO ENJOY MY PEACE OF MY MIND THEY HAD TO GO DO THIS...FUCKERS..I WISH I CAN DROP A BOMB ON THEIR CORPORATE OFFICE. NO HIGH SPEED CONNECTION..NO PHONE..TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THEIR ONE COMPETITION IN MY STATE IS AS BAD AS THEY ARE...I'M..SCREWED. GRRR..FUCK VERIZON........BLOODY MISERABLE COMPANY! wow..talk about being lost...i never knew how bad i got until i could not get online. thanks to verizon i've been kept out of the loop for two weeks. i can't use my phone i can't send e-mails.bloody bastards..well i got news for them it's good riddance and by

Quizes Lol
You scored as motobike. motobike100%car88%cars or motobikescreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as pie. dammit, you are nuts! you have no clue about any form of social conduct! i enjoy your insanity!pie70%Darth Vader70%THORAXE THE DESTROYER70%Toph65%YODA50%quiz of evil!created with QuizFarm.com You scored as lana. Lana and luna are twins. lana wears her dark brown hair short and never pays attentionlana

My Rants Of Rage
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

Life In General
http://fubar.com/lb_share.php?to=fubar&uid=1790047&type=lounge&item_id=77521&link=http://fubar.com/l/77521 alrighty guys im in an auction and i would love for all of ya to come bid on me :) heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=800157&albumid=1456110&i=3026743017&idx=34 ok... i dont get it... i go to a bar... not necessarily to pick up guys or to get hit on but it normally makes me feel good if i get a little attention... here lately though everytime i go my friends always get the guys or get the attention or at least here damn ur good lookin ... not anything against my friends but come on what is so wrong with me... hell even when i do go somewhere to meet guys im just the friend... FFS the guy that my friend met last night didnt even bother rememberin my name... i was... The Tall One... woohooo i hate bein looked at so different... not that i wanna be the same as everyone else but it sucks... wtf do i have to do to get attention in these situations... i do everythin from

Auction
I'm having my very first auto 11's auction. It is running right now and will be running until november 1st/08 at 3 pm est time. if u care to bid on it, just click the link below! Brought to u By: AARON owned by ~cruel but cute~@ fubar The Way I Are - Timberland ok ppl, i'm up for auction again so go show some love auction ending on Aug 13th http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1323075&i=3324881680&albumid=1115859

Craigslist Ads
Saw you at the flea market Sunday afternoon. It was in the second bldg front restroom. There is not a seperator between urinals. You were very hot !!! Tell me something so I know it's you We did chat a little. Thanks

Mike S.
***MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

Football Love
Wow! So I spent part of the weekend watching the draft. I am proud to say that the University of Tennessee had 5 players drafted to the NFL this weekend as of the 6th round. That is as far as I got before heading out today. On another note, northeast colleges were well-represented as well. Connecticut, Boston College, University of New Hamphshire and the University of Maine all had players drafted! I am really looking forward to see what UT does to keep building their team, and of course I am on the lookout to see what the Patriots are doing :) Buried at PhotoCasket.com College: Let's start with Ohio State. They played a great game continuing to demonstrate why they are #1. Joe P. left the field early. He just ran off the field. There was no mention why. At his age, I kind of wondered if he had to go pee. Nope - I found out later he was battling the flu. What a coach, though, to show up and try and work the game while he must have been feeling that bad. Tennessee w

Daily Bread
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are what I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven Have you had the feeling that you were acting like a little child? Have you had the feeling that there was something wrong, how could it all seem so right? Have you had the feeling when someone was so excited about something you would do for them? Have you had the feeling that made you happy every moment you took a breath? Have you had the feeling someone was watching over you? Have you had the feeling that your life seemed so complete? I do have that feeling! I enjoy that feeling. I don't want this feeling to ever stop. Why is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down?

Nsfw Folder
OK HERE ARE SUM UPDATES.. OK.. AS U ALL CAN SEE I HAVE TOOKEN SUM OF MY NSFW PICS OFF.. THE REASON IS BECAUSE... I HAVE MY OWN WEBSITE. AND MOST OF THEM ARE ON THERE.. ON THIS WEBSITE.. THERE WILL BE PICS AND ME CAMIN TWICE A WEEK.. SO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR.. PLZ COME BY AND SURPPORT ME.. THE MEMBER SHIP IS 19.50.. AND TRUST ME U WONT BE DISSAPPONTED.. MUAH.. OK TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS OUT THERE.. I HAVE 2 SPACES LET IN MY FAMILY. IF U WANT TO BE IN THE 2 SPACES.. FIRST U CAN.. RATE AND COMMENT ALL MY SFW PICS. AND 1. GET MY ANY BLING AND THAT = U IN FAMILY FOR 2 HRS... OR 2. GET MY A AUTO 11 AND THAT WILL LET U BE IN FAMILY PERMIT.. I DO UPDATE MY NSFW EVERY WK.. AND TRUST ME THEY ARE HOT SEXY PICS.. ok my dear sexy hot frieds there will be change in my nsfw.. ok.. im not tryin to be mean or rude. but i have to many people that want to see my sexy side of me.. will heres the deal .. ok.. im goin to be switchin people out.. once a month.. ok. unless u want a

Pimping
I just saw this and all I can say is that she rocks! Go show this photo some love and bomb it. -----ORIGINAL POST--------------------- PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AND LAY DOWN SOME LOVE!!!!! SEXY KISSY LIPS!!!!! BOMB THE HELL OUTTA ME GUYS!!!! Please click on my picture link and vote for me by rating my picture. If you leave a comment I will know you were there and will share the love. Thanks! OMG, I have just been entered into "The Best Personality" contest on LC. This is not something I asked to be in and I am so honored to be put in it that I do not care if I win or not. It really made my day to find my pic there. If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. LC's YOU ROCK! The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TI

Ironic
today episode of wife swap my good friens Kevin and Dolly was on it.. Kevin and Dolly own The Heart Of Darkness( the haunted house all the NightStalkers work at) boy could they have found a perfect opposite as they did.. at least in the end they took some good things from each other so their families can grow...i know this is not one of my usual type of stuff i write.. but it i had to just put this out there for my friends to know... Have you held someone to make them feel better and/or had someone hold you to make you feel better an you only felt empty inside? You scream for comfort but because of certain things you choose to stay neutral. To continue to do what you have in the past.To guard. To Protect.The more you want things to change the more cold and distant you grow. Damned if you do , damned if you don't. So what do you do? You choose the one that others happiness comes first. You remember that the life of a guardian angel is a lonely one. You start doing things to help you kee

The Dominant Wife, The Dominant Life
HARLEY DAVIDSON FACES STIFF COMPETITION WITH NEW LINE OF MOTORCYCLES FROM JOHNSON MARINE . At a press conference late Monday, the CEO of Johnson Marine, makers of Johnson outboard marine engines and other recreational equipment, unveiled a new line of heavyweight cruiser style motorcycles designed to compete head to head with industry leader Harley-Davidson. Peter Long, Johnson brands marketing manager said, "We have studied the market and determined that Harley, while highly successful, has narrowly missed the mark when targeting motorcycle buyers". Long added, "We at Johnson are convinced that our product hits the target dead center and promises to draw sales away from Harley-Davidson in a way no other motorcycle has been able to accomplish". The new line of bikes, marketed under the name Big Johnson Motorcycles, will, according to Long, deliver what Harley has only promised. "Our research show that this, a Big Johnson, is what Harley buyers are really after". At the unve

My Favorite Things :)
I entered a contest and I am going to need some serious help to get this done. So here is my offer. Leave 200 or more comments on my pic and I will add you to my family and who knows what I might do if I actually win this thing. Help me and let's find out. That's the link down there Kisses and Hugs Sandy I am a BITCH and I dont give a FUCK.I'm one of those girls you either LOVE or HATE, there is no in between.I was raised with two brothers and I was in the middle. I cuss like a sailor.I am an old soul...I have seen a lot in my day and yes, there is still someone in the world with morals.I am outspoken, independent,and hard working.I cannot stand losers and deadbeats or liars because I have worked my ass off and if I can do it anyone can and I just don't have the time for any no talent ass clowns.If your name reflects how sexy you are, or how cool you think you are, or how I wish I had a boyfriend as hot as you....pass on by we probably don't see eye to eye on anything so

Crazy Quizzes!!
A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams,"PINCH MY NIPPLES,PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are you saying that?" In a huff, the woman says, "BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES PINCHED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED !!"

Audrey
well first off i hope u all r doing well.. im not doing that great.. i spend the last 3 days in the hospital with a very serious condition my large intestine got infected from diverticulitis and made me very sick.now they r talking about going in and cutting part of my colon out ... i am so scared.. so please pray for me as i am undergoing all these test and surgery... thank you and god bless u all!!! audrey on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless..

Littleb
Never Argue with a WomanOne morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottageafter several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boatout. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, andbegins to read her book.The peace and solitude are magnificent.Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongsidethe woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are youdoing?'"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, isn't that obvious?)"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her."I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.""Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.""If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says thewoman."But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden."That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any mom

Life's Lessons
DIVORCE: Fault and No-Fault Divorce is the ending of a marriage ordered by a court. In Virginia. No-Fault grounds for divorce: No-Fault: (1) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 1 year; or (2) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 6 months if there are no minor children and the spouses have entered into a separation agreement. [Code of Virginia; Title 20, Section 20-91]. Back to Top Grounds: Fault Divorce There are three principal players involved in your marriage that will also be involved in your divorce: you, your spouse, and the Commonwealth. You cannot simply break up, saddle your charger, and ride off into the sunset. Among other legal considerations, you have to give the Commonwealth an acceptable reason why you should be allowed to break up. The reason is known as the ground for your divorce. Over the years each state has enacted legislation that governs acceptable grounds. Grounds

1st.
Damn it did things get f'ed tonite. I've been divorced since labor day and have finally gotten to the point that I can live again after all of the expense of the proceedings. Well my ex and I were trying to be friends and not hate each other like others we know and I was fine with that,hell we even had alittle fwb going on which was o.k. for a while. Anyway I've recently,very recently met some one else and we have very strong feelings toward each other. The ex shows about 2 hours ago thinking she'd repay me for building her new computer with a little booty call. Well I was on my cell with my new gf and she heard my conversation,not good for some reason. Were divorced right? Well things get out of hand fast she loses it starts alot of shit and hell raising. She trys to get my phone away to call my gf and start shit with her too. My gf lives about an hour away for now. Would she understand why my ex would be calling her at midnite,I don't think so. So I kept my phone away from the ex an

Lyrics
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling down You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Paint, I can't get enough I heat up, I can't cool down You got me spinnin' 'Round and 'round 'Round and 'round and 'round it goes Where it stops nobody knows Every time you call my name I heat up like a burnin' flame Burnin' flame full of desire Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher *Abra-abra-cadabra I want to reach out and grab ya Abra-abra-cadabra Abracadabra You make me hot, you make me sigh You make me laugh, you make me cry Keep me burnin' for your love With the touch of a velvet glove Chorus I feel the magic in your caress I feel

Fubar Help
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My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate.

Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know.

What Happened?
Operation Paperclip Casefile http://greyfalcon.us/restored/Operation%20Paperclip%20Casefile.htm Home Page After WWII ended in 1945, victorious Russian and American intelligence teams began a treasure hunt throughout occupied Germany for military and scientific booty. They were looking for things like new rocket and aircraft designs, medicines, and electronics. But they were also hunting down the most precious "spoils" of all: the scientists whose work had nearly won the war for Germany. The engineers and intelligence officers of the Nazi War Machine. The U.S. Military rounded up Nazi scientists and brought them to America. It had originally intended merely to debrief them and send them back to Germany. But when it realized the extent of the scientists knowledge and expertise, the War Department decided it would be a waste to send the scientists home. Following the discovery of flying discs (foo fighters), particle/laser beam weaponry in German military base

Lunch Recipes
Gyro Patties: 1 1/4 pound lean ground beef 1 1/4 pound lean ground lamb 1/4 cup oregano 1 1/2 tablespoons onion powder 1 tablespoon garlic powder 3/4 tablespoon ground pepper or more 1 teaspoon thyme 3/4 teaspoon salt Yogurt Sauce: 1 cup plain yogurt 1/4 cup finely chopped cucumber 1/4 cup finely chopped onion 2 teaspoons olive oil garlic powder salt and white pepper 8 large pita breads; cut in half thinly sliced onion rings For patties: Preheat broiler or prepare barbeque. Combine ingredients lightly but thoroughly in large bowl. Shape into 16 thin patties and broil, turning once, until done as desired. For sauce: Combine first 4 ingredients in small bowl. Add garlic powder, salt and pepper to taste. Fill pita with meat and spoon yogurt sauce over. Top with onion rings. INGREDIENTS * 1 (6 ounce) can water-packed tuna, drained * 1/4 cup teriyaki sauce * 1/2 cup bread crumbs * 1 egg white * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper *

Life
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Club Poison
First of all I and DJ Master Tough T are no longer with Club Poison. I am not going to bash Ivy which I very well could but she will see someday that I was right and the guy is another Fu player like so many on here. Second of all I will keep up all posted on when Master and I will be opening up our own lounge. Thirdly, either Thursday or Friday I will be heading out to make my new home in Tn. So if any of you are on my way from South Dakota to Tn. holla at me maybe we can meet for coffee. I am not for sure how a Northern redneck is going to fit in with the Southern rednecks but it will be fun to find out lmao!!! I will miss you all and talk to you when I get back online. In the mean time continue to show me love until then. CHECK OUT THE ULTIMATE DRUG CLUB POISON DJ MASTER HAS OVER 6800 TUNES TO PICK FROM AND YOUR WISH IS HIS COMMAND MEET THE STAFF Gorgeous Owner Ivy ~~ Poison ~~Owner Of Club Poison``( 2nd Alarm Hotties)

Rfs Scam
RFS ScamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowAll the reverse funnel system is…is an automated sales process that closes people into your business for you automatically. Ty Coughlin and the inner circle hired VERY expensive copy writers, and web conversion experts to design the system.But how does it work for you? You need to work the system and you need to get hard workers to work underneath you. When working for GRN (Global Resorts Network) you and your uplink get a $1,000 commission. So when you become the up line your worker’s and you get $1,000 commission. That’s a thousand dollars free for you as long as you teach the people under you valuable marketing skills.So the Reverse Funnel System is a system that has enormously high conversion rates on the back end, 30-40%. On the front end you run traffic to a provided front end sales page and will hopefully get most people to fill out the $50 paid survey.You're a net savvy techno freak and you've probably come across a hundred h

Poetry, Mayhaps?
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both.

Week 1 Football Pool
Lately ive been recieving shouts for different fu-ladies,and im told that im hard to approach for discussions or comments cause they feel intimidated by me..My question to you is...Do most women label most men that workout stuck-up, antisocial ppl? For the most part i feel im very easy to talk to and im very approachable.. So whats the deal? Are women more shy then men? Thanks ppl 'Just Curious' lol Instructions... Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird things,or random facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "your it",and ask them to read your blog.You cant tag the same person that tagged you. 1) I love to workout 2) I enjoy watching Nip/Tuck 3) King of Queens is my favorite show. 4) I work for UPS 5) I eat meat/potatoes at least 5 days/week 6) I drink Budweiser lol 7) Im an honest person 8) Im addicted to mad

Boredom
Well, i got a phone call last week from one of my brothers, telling me my other brother was in the hospital. its been wicked stressful worrying about him. he has cancer. and they gave me 6 months. he ad a surgery to remove it. But they didn't get all of it and it spread. now this kind of bums me out. they live in a different state. i have seen either of them for 10 years. we lost contact for awhile, and just recently started getting back in contact and getting to know each other. and i feel like i am being selfish for wishing there was more time to get to know him better. it sucks that stuff like this happens to such good people. he has 3 kids and they are really sad and that is understandable. i just wish there was something i could do . i hate that someone who i just started to get to know again and getting close to is going to die. i know most people will say make the best out of the time you have with them now, and i intend to . I just cant stand to see someone suffer. it's j

Yahoo 360 Blog
Making Tester Cookies Tonight I started baking tester cookies, these are recipes I have never made before and I will take some of them to work tomorrow to see how everyone likes them. I bake a massive amount of cookies for Christmas. So far I have 22 different types of cookies on the list of ones I'm going to make. People ask me if I have alot of family for Christmas... I don't, there is maybe 10 people who come, so people ask me why I make so many, I tell em that I'm an idiot.. I just like making different kinds and like impressing people with the cookies. Bellatrix is a boy! I know I stated in an earlier blog entry that I took in this black kitten. I thought she was a girl, I mean it looked like a girl, no little gonads to speak of. The other day she was walking away from me with her tail held high, and I saw em.. Little black cotton balls. I picked him up and re examined.. Yep, those are balls alright. I am not going to change his name. More Cowbell and Colonel Angus

My Freakin Blogs..
Help him out and I can help you out ... click the pic...it's a comment contest...help please.. Love has no boundries, it doesn't follow a time frame, it just happens. When you fall in love fast, your head beings to spin and it turns you upside down and inside out. It's scarey because love is such a strong feeling for someone to have about another. When you fall fast you have so much to learn about each other but be an open book, ask questions, ask anything. Love is about being open with one another, learning each other, and looking past what they have done in other realationships. Be yourself, love should never change you or what you stand for. Love doesn't know that you don't live close to each other, it doesn't have boundries. All you can do is see what happens as time goes by. So don't hold back let yourself be loved and love back. Some people are going to be negative, when they see that you found someone and you are happy, let the negativity roll off ya and hope

Umm
till i move to ASU BEEBE!!! im startn EMT school on monday. so im ready for that!! umm got my fridge today so im gettn it cold so it will be somewhat ready. Im kinda scared cause i dont know a single person on this campus but...hell it will be a great new start. At the end of the semister i will be at a cross roads...my parents arent gonna help me pay for Paramedic next year and just the books and other uniform stuff put my broke ass down to 20 bucks to my name..whats new there. So anyways i can either stop my edumation on start workn as a EMT and do Paramedic later...or stay in school and be broke ass. Any ambulance service here will pay you to do Paramedic with them but...you gotta agree to work for so many years and its only like 12 weeks were as at this school its a year long..but you gotta pay and do some extra classes...so i guess ill figure that out when i get there. so anyways i guess im just excited that i get to move out Saturday and start my path on to a good carrer with

Current Events
S&M clubs, nude parties, porn, X-rated romps rule at Columbia Famed as a hotbed of debate over academic freedom, New York's most elite school is also a playpen for sexual hijinks, sophomoric antics and the wacky indulgences of the children of the rich. While their parents shell out $33,246 a year in tuition, Columbia University students doff their clothes at naked parties, flock to sex toys workshops, broadcast porn on campus TV, bake anatomically correct pies for the "Erotic Cake-Baking Contest" and heat up the steps of the Low Library in a mass makeout session called the "Big Kiss." And of course, there's always the stimulating game, "Guess the Number of Condoms in the Jelly-Bean Jar." Others volunteer for the bullwhip at Conversio Virium, the university-sanctioned S&M club that means "exchange of power" in Latin. It calls itself a "discussion group" that provides "education and peer support" and promotes "safe, sane and consensual play." But the club doesn't just talk.

Special From ~nyne~
Dancing In The Rain "Test submit" It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would b

Dreamweaver
HELLO MY NAME IS TERRY KRISTOPHER AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO ALL OF GRANDMA'S FRIENDS AND FAMILY I CAME INTO THE WORLD AT 5:5I AM AUGUST 28TH AT 8LB.S 3OUCES. AN 21 1/2 INCHES LONG. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers we love you all. DreamWeaver :) some friends are true some friends are blue but through it all friends are to be honest. within themselves first then they can be honest with others. i know myself and all insecurities and doubt but friends real true friends are sent from God and those are the real friends and i have but few but the top of the list is my dear sweet husband who knows me better than i know myself. you all know who my true friends are i love you blessed be......KDS 4-23-07 Who cares what happened last week. more is not always better. Dont nod on the phone If your going to laugh, laugh out loud make up a reason to have a party a little kiss can make a big difference hug people for no reason wave to people you dont know If it h

Fubar Auction!
AUCTION RULES Auction will run from Saturday 11 p.m. EST until Saturday 11 p.m. EST (thats April 12-19) Entry is fee is 75K NON-REFUNDALE Fubucks payable to ME :D All entries and fees must be submitted to me BY Friday at 11 p.m. EST, April 11 Minimum bid is 100,000 fubucks All winners of auction will be notified by Fu-Mail and given 24 hours to pay winning bid to auctionee! Self promotion is ENCOURAGED! Need a little help with that? Just private message myself or Sweets for a custom made bully for 5000 FUBUCKS :D Winners will be determined by highest bid. Blasts, VIP's, HH's and etc will override any bid of fubucks In the event the highest bidder does NOT pay, a bulletin will be posted telling ALL of FUBAR how NOT COOL that was and the second highest bidder will be taken As the promoter of this Auction/Giveaway, I will not be responsible for any bids not paid to auctionee Auctionee has the right to REFUSE any bid offered at no responsibility of the auction ow

Fap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Instructions......(I was tagged by Kevin) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I am the authority on all things midget 2.Boobs can tuck into socks 3.I am messy. Get used to it! 4.I love nerds 5.I haz teh ghey 6.Not really. ppl assume I'm either a lesbian or Bi.. I am neither.. I loooove the cock! 7.I am not interested in your NSFWs 8.Just because I am nice to you.. does NOT mean I want to fu*k you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9.I can watch Family Guy all day everyday if I had to. 10.I love mumm orgies with: Pixie 1HOTMAMA DADDY ROCKS HARD JAMES J Cannibal SO I got Tagged by: Serenity AKA Not That Girl, That Girl and Kloverlynn.. so far..If you plan

Misc
Are You More Angel Or Devil You are : 70% Angel and 30% Devil You are mostly angel but you have a little devil inside you that likes to pop up every once in a while for some fun Take the Are You More Angel Or Devil quiz at Quizopolis.com Your Teddy Bear Name is Hugable Little Bear Get your Teddy Bear Name at Quizopolis.com Your Superhero Name Generator is The Amazing Surfer Get your Superhero Name Generator at Quizopolis.com

Fucked Up Tattoos
I, as most people love Tattoos. I have five myself but some people need to understand that tattoos are FOREVER!!! If you are wondering what the hell I am ranting about take a look at www.ugliesttattoos.com. Tattoos are meant to have meaning behind them and say alot about you, but come on people, dont get Cum Slut inked on your lower back. I know some people that get tats of faces. unless the person that

A Dangerous Mind
I have some rules that govern my life. By doing so I have become a much happier person. 1. I don't do drama... if you are a drama queen, and feel you need to always be the center of everything... then I don't need ya. 2. I'm NO ONES savior... if you are looking to be rescued or saved from your current situation... look some where else.... Look to Jesus... I hear he did a good job of being a savior... 3. I don't do guilt trips... my mother was a pro, and I just don't fall for them any longer... 4. I don't surround myself with negitive people... they drain you, emotionally, financially, and physically.... 5. I don't lie, and I don't take it kindly when people lie to me... I have been known to kick people to the curb for lies... these are my rules... they may seem harsh... but hey... that's life.... My Idea of the perfect woman. 1. I've always had a soft spot for Blondes and redheads. This doesn't mean I don't like brunettes.. after all my ex wife was one... 2. she has

Window To My Soul
Master Darius pushed his reluctant submissive through the door of their house, the force propelling her onto her knees. Jade had pushed him beyond the limits of overlooking her behavior. She'd gone beyond cheeky, into royal pain in the ass, and straight on to a god damned bitch. The last straw had been at his office party when she'd finished off her third glass of wine, and when he'd told her she'd had enough, she'd said loudly, "Fuck You, you asshole!" Grabbing hold of her arm, he'd dragged her out of the room and to the car, pushing her in and slamming the door. The whore hadn't had the good sense to keep her mouth shut after he got in, and kept mouthing off, calling him a "fucking faggot," and repeating "Shut up, you fucker." Finally, he'd had enough and keeping his voice low and even, pulled over and grabbed her hair, pulling her face to his. "You will shut your fucking mouth now, or you'll feel some goddamned pain. Don't test me, you little cunt. You will NOT like the resul

About Me!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you can ta

My First Day Of Mumms.
ahhh..... Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day. Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t

Coc
=== 'Home of the 2nd Alarm Hotties' wrote the following at '2008-10-02 19:08:38'.. > > > > > 2nd Alarm Hottie Code of Conduct > > 1. All Hottie members/prospects must have a verified salute and a minimum of 15 pics which include S.F.W body shots. > 2. All hotties must be female by birth. > 3. Shout box and Fu-mail must be open to officers for communications (Profile may not be set to friends only for this purpose). Officers must obtain a yahoo screen name. Firechief, and acting chief must have all officers yahoo sn for communication and meeting purposes > 4. Chief and Hottie homepage must be added to your Family while considered a prospect and remain in family after administration. All new hotties will be assigned to a Team, your team leader must be in your top 7 friends and upon your acceptance to the group you must add '2nd Alarm hotties member' to your fubar screen name, you are allowed 5 days to conform with all C.O.C.rules. > 5. All current 2nd alarm h

Wtf Moments!!!!
So my dad recently had gallbladder surgery to removie it it was gangrenous. He could have died so he has a huge incision on his chest. My mom took a terrible fall and is beat the hell out of and has to uses a wlker, my uncle is dying of leukemiahe has 6 months to live this will be his last thanksgiving. So guess what happens to me when i woke up this morning.... IM FUCKING SICK. So now i cant go to my familys thanksgiving i could fucking get them horribly sick because of their issues and potentially kill my uncle because he has no immune system. So here i fucking am alone sick by myself. Man fuck this shit seriously fuck this ive been hearing odd noises since i moved into this apt on saturday. This morning i was in the kitchen and my fucking cupboard door opned and shut on its own........ WTF........ You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer

-bad Romance-
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

" A Feeling "
The sky was an azure blue and the sun was starting to set , casting a purple glow which was beautiful , it alway relaxed me to watch the sky turning different shades of colors . It had been two years sense my beloved husband had passed away . I really missed him , but it was time to start looking for a man. I got up out of the porch swing and went into the house , went in the bathroom and stripped , started the shower and when I got the temp just right , stepped into it. As I lathered my bath sponge up , running it around my full swinging breasts , up around my neck , down my arms and to my pussy , back to my ass-cheeks and then down my legs , washing in between my toes . AWWWWW felt good . Rinsed the sponge and resoaped my public hairs as I reached for the razer , wanted a bald eagle there , sweeter to lick if I got lucky , wanted to be ready. Shaved my legs and arm pits , rinsed the soap suds off and stepped out , wrapped up in a huge towel and headed for my bed-room. Dryed my hair a

My Writings...
He doesnt have your eyes I knowCause when I look at him I cant seeThose certain gorgeous baby bluesI want to see look back at meHe doesnt have your eyes you seeThis man just isnt youThat ship has long since sailed I guessTheres nothing left to doHe doesnt have your laugh I knowI remember perfectly the soundThe way that laugh washed over meAnd how one grin knocked me to the groundHe doesnt have your laugh you seeThis man just isnt youThe way we were is in the pastAnd before me my future loomsHe doesnt have your touch I knowI remember every single oneThe way you used to hold me closeOur bodies melded tightly as oneHe doesnt have your touch you seeThis man just isnt youI wish this all would just go awayAnd these feelings I could subdueHe doesnt have your kiss I knowIt just doesnt feel the sameWhen he puts his lips to mineI try hard not to cry out your nameHe doesnt have your kiss you seeThis man just isnt youHis kiss doesnt make my knees go weakLike only yours could doHe doesnt have your

I Dunno
I don't really think anyone has ever asked me how I got the name Lucky...I am bored so why not make a long winded Blog about it...lucky is short for luckydice40..which I have been using forever....when I started Djing for JFR (which I miss Btw) I shortened it to Lucky....I have Irish blood in me but that is not why I use it...I use lucky because I grew up in Las Vegas and the name rminds me of home and the good times that I had. Last Friday I went golfing for the first time this season..it was close to 80 degrees, and a little wind...well I started my round off pretty well..I was hitting the ball well..I was hitting close to 300 yard drives which I was really happy about. but then I had to use my irons...things went well for the first few holes..then all hell broke loose..just like in the cartoons I would go to hit the ball and stick my club dead into the ground right behind the ball..I felt like a complete ass..now granted things get better as the season progresses, but damn that rou

Movie Reviews
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I really liked this one!! Stephen King has never let me down and he delivered yet again.1408 definitely had some pretty scary moments in it,and at this point I really dont get "scared" anymore ,this was done really well,nice twist endng all in all a great watch,Check it out,let me know what you think. http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com OMG! If you like comedies you will love this movie. I already love John Krasinski from The Office,so I had no doubt that I was going to really enjoy this.It is absolutely HILARIOUS! FYI The store scene with 'the twins' is a do NOT miss,Pee your pants funny stuff!Robin Williams is still full of his comedy genious its just a great film,Definitely worth the watch! =) http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This is really good! A must see for any Pacino fan.He is a Seattle college professor that gets wrapped up in a series of murders,then ultimately ,gets a phone call that he has 88 minutes to live,therefore he must sol

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik

My Thoughts
Recently, I have been graced with the opportunity to be reacquainted with a very special person. Even though I have known you for over ten years and have been intimate at points throughout, I don't think I have realized how great a person you really are. I want to thank you for sharing you love with me and letting me into your life. This has made you, without your knowledge, a beacon of light in some fairly dark times for me. You have done so much for me, most you know, others you don't. It is because of this affection and love that I have been able to focus with a fairly sound mind on my problems at hand and to the good aspects as well. I know you sometimes wonder why it is that I do some of the things for you that I am willing to do, affectionately, emotionally, and in other aspects as well. This small thank you letter does not even come close to the love, admiration, and respect that I have for you. I am looking forward to continuing to return the attention that you give

Anything Goes...
i wish you knew how badly my heart is hurting right now you ripped my heart out of me then you put it back im pulling my hairi let you just a million times i love you even though it isnt fair What is the single largest item in your house? my bed How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand? like a 5 yr old What color is your bedroom? white What type of computer mouse do you use? the lil touch pad on my lap top What is your earliest memory? its notta good one... but my dad being hauled off by the cops Have you ever jumped off of a high dive? fuck that Do you take vitamins? my flinstones When did you first become interested in sex? hs probably?? Do you like to color inside the lines? hell no bitches What do you have set as your home page? GOOGLE Do you have your own radio? a few of them Where would you hate to have to work? in a cubical Who is on your speed dial? whats speed dial lol Do you prefer lightbulbs or candles? depends on what the occasions is

Have You Been In My Situation?
Each passing day shows me a little bit more Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?' With every argument, with every fight I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life Every time you broke me down I stood back up to look around For every time you broke my heart I wished I could begin again from the start When love was all that mattered My heart, before broken and tattered Torn apart, broken dreams Is all that's left, or so it seems I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me Look past my eyes, and into my mind Take a good look, see what you'll find Instead of looking at me, look inside You see, I've got nothing to hide Just close your eyes, believe in me Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw

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Words Of A Phantom (poetry)
Going a hundred miles an hour. Scattered thoughts Mismatched a quilt from ages past Part the cobwebs To let me out. To set me free. Have it linger From end to beginning. That's where I'll be. Maybe one day I'll let you in So we can dream together Carelessly, eternally. Sitting on a stair Waiting for your presence As the clouds pass by. More than just an echo in my mind. Will you come? This impatience stings like poison, Burning in my breath. In my soul. Encompass me with your passion, For our fate is written From obscurity. Abnormality. It is certain From my heart's curtain. Where have you been? For years I sought, Helpless, Hopeless, Carefully yielding to the thoughts let astray The numbing ache lingers, Remnants of a life I left behind Only a striking gaze, A gentle caress, Can only bring me back from the dead. Only my shadows reflect what remains. Help me.. Save me.. Guide me back to the light.

Lyrics
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

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Its Been A Long Time Since We Talked.
My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . I read your profile and thought I might stop by, say hello and see if you might want to become friends and talk? Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTSA or where ever. If you have children

Poems
The screaming and yelling , name calling and pain, where love once was , no longer your name, you once filled my heart but not anymore , no going back , done that before. No smiles on my face that you put there each day

Jokes 3
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. The next week the man realized that he would need his wife to wake him at 5.00 am for an early morning business flight to Chicago. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence, he finally wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5.00 am."

X
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you. I want to kiss away your tears, to take away your salted pain, and replace it with a smile... Wake up with me, so that we both might remember? Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caress

Yahoo Convos
Puntaz says: you're boring robyn r0byn says: wow thanks Puntaz says: you're welcome And he's known me for 8 years. I told you all :). Kenny: =X Robyn: hi honey :) Kenny: before you came into my life Kenny: :- Kenny: and now Kenny: 8======================D Robyn: =)) Robyn: that's soo sweet Kenny: GoodGuy4U: you haven't been on my Yahoo or my friends list for awhile lol ->GoodGuy4U: um ok lol no one else has a prob with me GoodGuy4U: my yahoo and my friends list GoodGuy4U: new yorkers are rude and obnoxious ->GoodGuy4U: and gone from what exactly? ->GoodGuy4U: I dont see what your problem is but ok GoodGuy4U: gone LMFAO ok, so I'm rude & obnoxious, but he was constantly telling me I was hot & asked me to get naked on cam. I went to respond & was blocked.

A Great Night
on a dark night there was a couple. this guy would do anything for his girl. he came home early from work that night and decided to make it a special night. he cooked her a gorgeous meal. he made a sweet boneless chickenbreast meal with a leaves on the side for flavor. he cooked sweetcorn for her and a great ceaser salad with grilled strips of chicken over top of a zesty parmesian cheesed topping,mixed with monzerala cheese and cheddar cheese. he fixed a cup of sweet white grape wine that just was mouthwatering.he turned on some soft music and dimmed the lights. his baby came home from a long day of work to a cleaned fresh smelling house with a great meal cooked. she came home so suprised of what her man has done for her. they sat down together and had a nice sweet quite meal. with a great desert. cherry pie with snowy white ice cold whip cream on top.after dinner they arrose out of there chairs.and he said. come here baby i have something else for u. as she thinks that wow this isnt e

Rants
WHEN I FIRST CAME BACK I HAD THE HELP OF THE BEST HERE MY FAMILY! WHERE DID YOU ALL GO?????????? YOU SHOWED ME THAT THERE CAN BE ONE HERE NOW I SEE PEOPLE BEING REMOVED BECAUSE THEY CANT AFFORD A GODBLING?? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? DELETE MY ASS I COULD CARE LESS ID RATHER BE FRIENDLESS ON HERE THEN SEE WHAT IM SEEING!! PAY ME PAY ME PAY ME! THATS ALL I SEE ON HERE NOW WAKE UP BEFORE ITS TO LATE FAMILY YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY TIL YOU PROVE OTHERWISE THAT HAS NEVER CHANGED WITH ME WHETHER YOUR IN MY 50 OR NOT! I SHOULD SAY ACTUALLY YOU ALL WERE NOW IM NOT SO SURE MY FRIENDS I HAVE SAT HERE AND BASICALLY KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT WATCHING MY BAR TAB THE STATUS'S SAYIN PAY ME X AMOUNT FOR A PIMPOUT OR PAY ME THIS OR THAT FOR A RATE IM DONE WITH IT YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL IM HERE FOR IS OUR LOUNGE WHEN ITS GONE I FOLLOW GOOD LUCK IN YOUR RISE TO THE TOP IM ALREADY THERE........................................................

Whats Inside The Wix's Mind?
whorecore is a fucking awsome band i just discovered them a lil while ago fucking amazing anyways i am wide awake and honestly i cant stop thinking about my wednesday boo... i love talking to her on the phone ahahah i am so shy to say things to her but i managed to let it out whats on my mind so nothing new is going on i deleted all of my account on VF, darkstarlings, and i think i am going to delet my myspace page but then again i am not sure cause a few of my friends are on there and thats the only way to get a hold of them... why i deleted thoughs account is because of 2 obessive stalkers that are my ex and cant seem to get the hell over me... one of them allready has started shit and the other i am still waiting for to start talking shit i am suprised she hasnt wrote wednesday yet but i will not doubt it one bit in a matter of time before she does blah anohter fucking immature lieing cunt... ÿ ðåàëüíî fucking ïðîáóðåí ÿ æåëàþ ÿ ñìîãëî talke ê

Rants And Ravings
It was an absolutely horrible day. Did it really get any better? No.I went to this supposed "conference" this morning. UGh. More like sitting through a class at school but more boring. The presenters were completely rude and lacking in any useful information. When I said rude.. I mean to each other also. Sadly I felt completely out of place being I was there as a student and didn't have some community agency initials next to my name. Every time a question was asked and I answered, I was completely ignored. How's that for a daily boost? *rolls eyes* Worst waste of money I've ever spent.. I'm calling the supervisor in the morning.Then Hope and I get to school. HAH! I'm always expected to take notes for all my "friends" when they aren't there, but do you think they could return the same favor? Well hell no because none of them pay attention.Screw it. The rest isn't worth typing out. I've just realized what I'm good for and I don't appreciate it. I think.. I made a stupid mistake that is g

Another One ???
~I Know An Angel~ I know a little angel with a halo all aglow Fragile little wings that take her where she goes She follows my every foot step Keeps me always in her sight Whenever I need a little blessing she makes everything all right She tips her tiny halo And blows me a kiss, or two, or three A little wink and then she's off again To show the world to me Things that go unnoticed she quickly points them out She tells me of God's secrets as she flutters all about I feel the brush of tiny angel wings As she gives an unexpected kiss To have a pair of angel wings is my greatest wish Her halo gets a little crooked as she gives a hug so sweet And I just have to giggle when that tiny halo slips and rolls away But she is always quick to find it and puts it back in place I can always count on my angel to fill my heart with love And remind me that life can be easy if I learn to lighten up Let's pet the pretty kitties and eat ice-cream just becaus

Erotic Poems
Waiting in this moment. For something I can't describe. As the thought of what can happen. Teases my mind. Wanting that dream of us. Floating just beyond my grasp. Unable to comprehend the power of what we could be together. While the thought of you drives me to distraction. Time and time again. Craving to feel your lips pressed against the back of my neck. As your breath tickles my bare flesh. Causing me to bite back a moan. Not wanting you to know the extent of the effect your having on me. Your hands lightly glide up my sides. Making my body shiver, and my mind cry out for you to take me. As I quitely stand, letting you do what you will. I can feel your body, the great length of it pressed against my back. Every part of my being longing for you to turn me around and reveal yourself to me. As your hands encircle my breasts. Your thumbs flicking back and forth over the areola. Unrelenting in your desire to tease my nipples to buds. Feeling your arousal grow. Beckoning a moan to fall

Other Stuff
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. The butcher had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!" Subject Please read and repost!! Body: Since the Pledge of Alle

Just Me
ok so i stayed up all night again and this time not bc of stress. I thought everything i have been through since the start of this year, all the good and the bad. I thought about the past and about how it had come back to haunt me. I thought about all the people i have met and why i met them. I guess this is my thoughts on it all. Please bear with me as i try to put it all into words. I guess that in a way this is my way to express my true feelings on some of the people who have touched my life so deeply and those who helped to catch my fault. I have met alot of people and had alot of experiences so im not sure if i will tell it all. I guess i realized tonight that sometimes things happen and we dont understand them bc we arent supposed to know why they happen. Tonight there are some special people close to my heart that i miss dearly bc they have passed on. I think about micheal who was a great friend and who i miss dearly. I think about my grandma and my grandpa who i miss so much

Happiness
To those who really are my friends, I am no longer a part of DLS. Thanks for all you have done for me. Just to set the record straight......... I have been away taking care of my dad who has cancer and not able to be there for my sets. I was told by the Co-Owner that I am being put on the "Fill In" DJ list. I found out later that evening that my Mods were taken away from me. This morning when I signed in to Fubar I found out that I was no longer a STAFF member. If this is how they want to treat loyal members, then I dont want any part of it so I unsubscribed and will no longer be there. Good luck to all who are there. Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games.

My Writing
I watched the light fade away. The glimpse of a future, I somehow already knew....flushed away. I took baby steps- that turned into my sprinting strides,... running far and fast. With no thoughts of caring to hide. At first I poped my neck at the sight,...that I didnt much like. It turned into a grin though...because i lost every ounce of care i ever had.... I stoped thinking of you...and i stoped feeling bad. And every relief I ever needed,...exploded out...when i realized neither one of us had been defeated. Both came out on winning terms...both came out standing firm. It truely took me this long to let go...with the question what could we be like? in the air,...I feel proud to say i dont want to know. And i take off the black band...throw it with the other gifts that dont mean anything ....im glad im not having to fight with my heart to make it understand. I have spent too much time thinking I was too good,..for too many...its better to know im just uniqu

Erotic Couplings 02
Bride's Maid by maanmathan_playboy © I knew that the girl was looking at me since morning when I first saw her. I am here at my best friend's wedding which is going to be happening the next day. The place was surrounded by a crowd all the time. She seemed to be the friend of the bride and was struck up with the bride like a glue. I was eager to find a chance to speak with this beautiful girl. The time was almost midnight and everyone was returning back to their homes. The bride and bridegroom returned to their respective rooms when it was 12 O' clock. Till then, we were all chatting and playing all sort of games. The stranger girl was all smiling and glancing at me often. I couldn't take my eyes of her pretty red saree decorated with glass beads and flowers. I tried to stop my imagination when my eyes caught a glimpse of her fair hips through her saree as she was dancing. I retired to the balcony and tried to work out a nice plan to speak with this un named girl the next day at

Help
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. Again, Thank you everyone for all your help!! Tons of Hugs and Kisses!! OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!!

Poetry
Out with the old....In with the new. Out with the ones that chose to be untrue. In to the ones that wish to not part... And the one that won the key to unlock my heart. Â© Tanya Lanea Carson 2006 Why am I always confuzed, Why am I never satisfied..even when when things go my way? I fight for things that mean a lot to me... But when I finally get what I want....there is some kind of emptiness... I can't explain it.... Maybe it is because I have been let down so much in the past.... That I am used to it... I hope that this phase ends... So that I don't lose what is most important... Tanya Lanea Carson This poem is dedicated to my piece of crap ex. That is all I have to say.....

Elise's Random Thoughts
Ok so for those of you who dont know.. My grandmother (my Mother's Mom) was in the hospital since August and died 3 weeks ago. I have been failing school because of all that is going on. Well I have been working my ass of the pass few weeks to do better. Just as I feel like things are getting better I get a call this morning as I am getting ready to go to work. The call was to tell me that my other grandmother ( my Father's Mother) had died in the middle of the night. So basically within 3 weeks I have lost 2 grandmothers. I am so totally beside myself. I am doing horrible in school and I just don't know what to do. I am not over the death of my first grandmother, havent even had much time to grieve and now I have to deal with the other grandmother passing. Along with this stress I also have to deal with seeing my father who was abusive. He is on his way from FL up here because of the death of his mother. I feel like there is too much going on all at once and I honestly dont know how

Help!!!
well ill try this here, i tried posting a mumm asking anyone who doesnt want comments made on their profiles to let me know, but for some reason it was removed. so, if you dont want me to make comments on ur profile, plz let me know and i wont. thanx and have a great day everyone!!! :) SHES GOT LESS THAN 148,000 LETS GET HER LEVELED PLEASE.. :D CAN YOU COME AND RATE THIS PIC FOR HER PLEASE, SHE ALWAYS HELPS PEOPLE AND ID LIKE TO TRY TO HELP HER. ITS A BOMBING CONTEST, BUT ALL IM ASKING, IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO BOMB, COULD YOU JUST RATE THE PIC??? THANK YOU!!! XOXOXOX

Poetry
As the night falls, The light leaving the edges of the walls, Time is closing in, A day is coming to its end, Patience may grow thin, The heart tends to bend, Tell that thing you yearn to hear, Those simple words make you cheer, In this night I will be, Just trust me and you shall see, I am here for you, Believe me, I'll say it too... Why must it feel this way?? So good it felt, now you go away, inside I melt, alone again, I no longer feel human, it’s tearing me apart, you took my heart, I have a hole, will I regain my soul? like a vampire with out blood, I’m down in the mud, I still try, for you I cry, my chest is empty, my eyes are full, my body went cold, of you I need plenty, this blade so dull, story so old, I cut, make a rut, my head fills, now I take pills, emptiness will soon fill me, to the point of agony, as darkness takes dawn, again my heart dies on and on........ In my head I have this thought,A thought that's a bit strange and what not,I may be a

Sadden
Time moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing you,your touch,your kiss now I have to move on so I can stop bleeding my heart dry for our love,our passion as I think about you my heart beats faster and I feel the blood running cold in my heart I feel dismay come over me, over us I let you go with a wish that one day you may remeber our passion and how our embrace felt and you bleed as I have bleed for us As the waters of love lay still and untouched, As the moon of passion rises from its deep slumber, The rays of moonlight hovers over the still waters of love, As the waters awaken to the moonbeams, they dance and embrace and melt into one another,as the light intertwins with the waters the love flows into one another,The waters bre

All About Me
Movie Quotes Quite The Movie Buff!You really know your movie quotes! Or maybe you are just a really good guesser. Either way, Great Job! Take this test i find this really wierd when ever i have a friend ask if i can give them a hand cause they are in a contest i go and help but when i am in a contest and ask for help no one comes to help me out. i posted a bullentin and not even one person read it. now that just shows me how many friends i do have on here. i'm not trying to cause shit but i think it's retarted that no one helps me out when i ask, but when they ask i always help them so i will tyr this one more time if anyone does read this i would love it if you could rate and comment my pic with my son in a contest just click on the link and i will make sure that i return the favor to ya. thanks everyone i have been thinking of ways to say it, but here is goes. my best friend is going to marry his other best friend. which is not me (hehe) but me and him have b

Funny Crap
You Are Bold and Fearless You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very charming... dangerously so.

The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest!
If you haven't Rated to VOTE for the funniest picture in "The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest" yet... click this lil vote picture to do so! Come see what these funny FU's do in their spare time! ONLY 6 Hours left. Ends tonight at 7pm FU TIME! A TWIST! A TWIST! A TWIST! I have been trying to think of something to do that's a lil' different. So, here it is.... A NEW PRIZE! I will be recording the amt of rates tonight at 9pm FU Time! The contestant with the most rates to come in between tonight @ 9 amd tomorrow night @ 9 will receive a 1 day blast! I know, I know...it's not much but definitely reason to plug along and keep at it! So, you gotta get the rates anyway to win...why not try to get the most you can in 24 hours and win MORE! HAVE FUN! The "5 Thinger Discounted Contest" is Almost Over! Contest Ends Friday Night at 7pm FU Time. I challenged my friends to be creative and find 5 random things from around the house and put

Poetically Speaking
Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze. I only meant to love you Not to cause you pain To be the one you’d cling to Your sunshine after the rain I know my words have stung you I feel I’ve scared your heart I’ve cried myself to sleep Because we’re still apart My greatest wish is to be with you For your love my soul does yearn We both have make mistakes We still have things to learn F

You're Cute When You Scream
What could you see? What could you find? If we meet please avert your eyes. What I'll never show, what you'll never find Is explosive so hide your eyes. What should mean nothing to you Has left a poison running straight from your lips And into the poison I'm becoming. Walk right through me, I'm not really there. Once it meant something to me. I find it rather stunning. I draped it in cold and clarity. It's true, I find the look becoming. Walk right through me, I'm not really there. It's a day gone away. Turn away from the day, it's explosive. This isn't fair I don't think you're allowed to oh so causally break my heart when I'm at work. Piece of shit. I miss you. If you call me at all Don't tell me that I'm ordinary Cause I won't be passing you, please don't leave And if you tell me you're listening to everything you read Turn off this light, call my name Don't talk, just ride Who wouldn't let you be all about me? I'm only trying to work this ou

So Much Fun Forgot The Kids
"Spread your legs." He said in a deep dark whisper.She smiled and parted her thighs so that the cool air hit her bare cunt lips. . .they were already damp with arousal. He looked her in the eye as his hand slid under her skirt and let his fingers brush against her lips."Mmm nice and sloppy already." He grinned.She nodded and wiggled her ass against the chair so her lips rubbed his finger tips harder. "All sloppy for you." She bit her lip and grinned innocently, her eyes flashing an evil glint as she pushed forward so his fingers parted her cunt and let her juices begin to drip down her ass crack. "Very sloppy for you." "Mmm." He purred. "Such a good slut for me huh?"She nodded and wiggled again and enjoyed the feeling of cum dripping out of her wet pussy. She loved being sloppy wet for him, knowing her cunt was his, that her pussy was waiting for his big cock to stuff it full and fuck her hard. She wanted to

Union Jack's Ponderings....
Things to do at Wal-Mart while your shopping buddy is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares ..... and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he kn

Politics And Other Crap Like That
THIS IS SO FUNNY THAT ITS SAD THAT IT CAME FROM A BRITISH NEWS PAPER. I KNOW HOW IT WILL SOUND THAT IT BACKS Obama BUT IF YOU SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT IT, IT REAL INSULTS HIM. SO BEFORE YOU THINK I'VE GONE NUTS AND STARTED TO BACK HIM I JUST FIND THIS PIECE FUNNY. From The Times July 25, 2008 He ventured forth to bring light to the world The anointed one's pilgrimage to the Holy Land is a miracle in action - and a blessing to all his faithful followers Gerard Baker And it came to pass, in the eighth year of the reign of the evil Bush the Younger (The Ignorant), when the whole land from the Arabian desert to the shores of the Great Lakes had been laid barren, that a Child appeared in the wilderness. The Child was blessed in looks and intellect. Scion of a simple family, offspring of a miraculous union, grandson of a typical white person and an African peasant. And yea, as he grew, the Child walked in the path of righteousness, with only the occasional detour into the odd

Quick Thoughts
Thinking be to nice can be a bad thing..apparently it scares people or maybe i just scare people? comments apperciated Why do bad things happen to good people? A writers Imagianation is place we can not physically touch. That is why we write.

Day In The Life Of A Pine-apple
Its never worth it in the end loving someone how doesnt love you. Protect yourself from the pain and suffering. Protect your self. Dont not be consumed. Consumed by the jealousy. The jealousy of not having her love. This vacation has shed alot of light on my life. Helped me define what is real and what isnt. And alot of the things i hoped were real arent. And alot of other things have become more real to me than they were before. This fantasy we call cyber space, the internet, online, whatever isnt real. You cant even say the people you meet on here are real. Ive done it before and i may do it again. end the fantasy. Well i doubt ill get to talk to all of you much in the next couple weeks. some of you i really enjoy talking to others i love talking to. Ill be working up until i leave to go see family up north. sad i wont get to hear from yall in two weeks. funny part is most of yall havent heard from me much in the last two weeks anyways.

Ty Coughlin
Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe reverse funnel system is a marketing system that was launched 2nd quarter of last year, and has created a great deal since it was introduced to the public.The reverse funnel system has created a total automation for your home business, able to create you, $1000 per sales without having to call people, qualify them, close them, or do anything other then send traffic to your Reverse Funnel System.In this lens I will be step by step show you what exactly the Reverse Funnel System is, and on black and white show you whether it is a scam or this is real deal and avoidance to back the claims up.Reverse Funnel System is a home business. Like any other legit business that you get your self involve with you have to invest time, energy and of course money.Now what makes Reverse Funnel System so different then other online business is your job ends at advertisement. They do the rest. Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIn case y

Just Random Rants....
GODDAMN STALKER!!! dougfunny123@ fubarMyspace Insult CommentsGraphics for Insult CommentsInsult Graphic CommentsMyspace Insult Comments So today i had a custody hearing with my ex husband , because ever since september of 2006 when the original ordered was put in effect the kids have all come home complaining that hes abusing them . Well they didn't have marks so there wasn't anything i could legally do except sit and wait for him to screw up .. well he finally did !! .. So i went to modify the existing order , and get full emergency custody , which ofcourse was granted due to the severity of the allegations .. So this morning while i'm sittin there telling the hearing officer everything , all i can hear is my ex talkin smack under his breath .. so everything he was saying i was bringing up , which was basically the assanine accustations he wanted to make against me LoL like i get my kids high *i dont do drugs thanks* and that i have sexually abused my kids *Ummmmm i'm not the

My Stories
It wasn't hard to spot her, a petite girl standing all on her lonesome outside the roller coaster ride. Dressed in a short black leather skirt which hugged her ass perfectly, the straps coming down from her shoulders hugging her breasts tightly. They were not huge but made to appear bigger than what they actually are by her nicely toned and slim frame. Her high heel platform shoes made her taller and more easily noticeable. But, only just since her long, uniquely colored hair which seemed to be a stunning mixture of auburn brown, red and orange shone and reflected brightly in the sunlight. He looked at her side on, trying to be subtle at first but the subtlety being lost as he looked at her more and more, eventually staring. Obviously she was dressed for the attention. She must have caught a glimpse of him looking for longer than what most people do, because she turned to face him front on. As she did, he could see the front of her tight skirt seemed to curve ever so slightly in

Addiction Drugs An Alcohol
Almost 8 weeks Sober + 30 odd drug free.I finally have an inner piece.Made my 30 day key chain at NA.That was the hardest,cause temptation is always around my home life.Was wondering why they changed the Name.Then I thought maybe it was also a name of a porn site.Missed it here. Miss those awesome comments,Hannah + shy left for me.An a few others.Caught a bunch of trojan downloaders at myspace an they sorta fucked with my internet service. AVG free seems to work the best McAfee kinda sucks,but both together work well.An the antivar isn't bad.So many places I get caught into in my search for a Posible new lady Love,to possibly move to her part of the U.S. or Canada.Was thinking I was to fussy,but have decided to Lower my Standards,in my search for my perfect Soulmate.An Outdoorsy Gal whom likes to be Pamperd a Simple non materialistic.No make-up type of gal.Country,southern would be Nice.Compatability would be Awesome. Relatively new here at the LC.Great place I injoy it hear.About me

Me
mp3 codes | John Michael Montgomery MP3s What it means to just be friends and how to move out of the friend zone If you’ve ever wanted to breakup with someone before you even date them, telling them “let’s just be friends” is the way to do it. Unlike a breakup with a boyfriend or girlfriend, you’re able to crush this person’s idyllic fantasies of your hypothetical romance when it’s at its peak. No longer will they scribble your name in their notebooks, nor will they try to count the freckles in your eyes when they talk to you. By saying these words, you have a 99 percent chance of hearing this person’s heart break, even if you’re saying it over instant messenger. Yup, it’s that powerful. Think about it, they’re just about the worst four words that you could ever tell someone. So why do we say them? They’ve crossed my lips, I’ll admit. For each victim there was a different reason why I knew ‘we’ just wouldn’t work out. For one it was lack of

Well This Is Just My Lil Ole Blog..
My life belongs to you for you to cherish till death has parted us from this human world My heart belongs to you for you to hold till death has parted us from these human bodies My soul belongs to you for you to intertwine after death has parted us from our human existence I want to give you all the love i posses in my heart for you to feel what true love is and to heal you from the pain you have suffered To give what no woman could before me The Desire to be the man you have always wanted to be by: ~Wicked Lover~ aka Leigh 10/28/2008 MySpace Comments SCORPIO - "I DESIRE/CREATE, THEREFORE I AM." Everybody has Scorpio in their natal chart . . EVERYONE! Even if your sun sign isn't Scorpio or your rising sign isn't Scorpio, you still have Scorpio somewhere in your natal chart. Depending on where Scorpio lands in your chart, this would be the type of energy you would bring into that house. PERSONALITY AND WORLDLY

Sometimes When It Rains
there once was a man from nantucket, he had a pickle so big he could truck it. and he said with a grin as he wiped off his chin, if my ear was closer i`d bucket. Imagine the mind of a 48 year old truck driver and replace the appropriate words,lol!! MADE YA LAUGH! Dreaming of you As dawn awakens the morning, My eyes open and you`re not there. I suddenly remember,like the sun in September, The color of your hair. I can still see your eyes that sparkle, Like a star that shines so bright. And your lips that i kissed, Are the ones that I miss And the ones that I`ll kiss tonight. I remember your arms that embrace me, And I hear your heart like it`s beating out loud. And that beautiful smile all along for awhile, That couldn`t be misplaced in a croud. Soon I come to realize, I`ve dreamed my day away. But I know one things true, It was worth it for you, To feel the love that I felt today I love the moments I spend with you,

Poems
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL LIES PROMISES KEPT DAILY 2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES EYES TELL TRUTH AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!! Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark

Education On Drugs
OXYCONTIN What does it look like? OxyContin is available in tablet form in 5 doses: 10, 20, 40, 80, and 160mg. (However, the manufacturer is no longer shipping 160mg). How is it used? As pain medication, OxyContin is taken every 12 hours because the tablets contain a controlled, time-release formulation of the medication. Most pain medications must be taken every three to six hours. Oxycontin abusers remove the sustained-release coating to get a rapid release of the medication, causing a rush of euphoria similar to heroin. What are its short-term effects? The most serious risk associated with opioids, including OxyContin, is respiratory depression. Common opioid side effects are constipation, nausea, sedation, dizziness, vomiting, headache, dry mouth, sweating, and weakness. Taking a large single dose of an opioid could cause severe respiratory depression that can lead to death. What are its long-term effects? Chronic use of opioids can re

Bad Habitz Member Info
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Special Characters
Leave out the ; & type the &code to get the symbol in your text ♠ ♠ (solid spade)♤ ♤ (open spade)♣ ♣ (solid club / shamrock / clover)♧ ♧ (open club / shamrock / clover) ♦ ♦ (solid diamond)◊ ◊ (open diamond / lozenge)♥ ♥ (solid heart)❤ ❤ (heavy solid heart) ❥ ❥ (heavy rotated solid heart)♡ ♡ (open heart)☻ ☻ (solid happy face)☺ ☺ (open happy face)☹ ☹ (open frowny face)₪ ₪ (arabesque)♀ ♀ (female symbol)♂ ♂ (male symbol)↑ ↑ (up arrow)↓ ↓ (down arrow)→ → (right arrow)← ← (left arrow)↔ ↔ (right & left arrow)⇑ ⇑ (double up arrow)⇓ ⇓ (double down arrow)⇐ ⇐ (double left arrow)⇒ ⇒ (double right arrow)⇔ ⇔ (double right & left arrow)Δ Δ (triangle / delta)

Tale Every Day To The Fullest
All rite you all its that time again. the thoughts of the dog "ife is a highway what a wonderful song" wich leads to my thought life is a highway It runs smooth for a while. but when you hit thos back roads thats when life gets bumpy. Thats when you find out how strong your vehicle is(your personality)on how you are going to take that road as long as you meet the rite people along the way and bring them with you along the way it can be a wonderful experience keep your friends close ;) luve you all ct friends and family. The dogg Ok Ct, Yes its that time again i am felling philisophical the ~Devil Dog ~way.Ok food for thought If words hurt more than a two edged sword and it takes more muscles to frown than smile. Why is it so hard for people to be nice to eachother it is actualy easier al the way around. So lets test a theory out if some one comes by and says hi you have a beautiful smile or I am happy to see you Now dont that feel nice. Especialy when a st

Omg Come Hear The Sounds Of Sturgis ***monday 3am To 5 Am***
COME INTO THE SCOOTER BAR AND LISTEN TO DJ SUNSHINE PLAY THE SOUNDS OF THE RUDE BAND AKA THE RUDE AWAKING....... INTRODUCING BEN.......... INTRODUCING TO YOU GREG...... INTRODUCING GARRET.......... AND THE THERE IS VANCE........... COME IN TONIGHT FROM 3AM TO 5 AM AND TAKE A LISTEN TO THE RUDE BAND LIVE AND IN CHARGE...... FROM SOUTH DAKOT

Random Thoughts
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such. Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving. Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall. Its a shame that i have to spen

Teo's Fire Always
Depth of His Darkness Benighted is his dreams of fame and glory. Now upon his life and career is a shroud of darkness. My heart fears from him. My soul longs to save him. Now his mind, heart and soul lurk within the depth of a darkness that keeps him from the light of reality. How I wish I could appear in front of him to hold him strong? Does he care what he has done to himself and all those who care for him? I lingering lost in his trembling regrets of how he turn upside down his life and career. I extend my hand out to him, But He can not see or touch it. Depth of his darkness is now my fathomless need to go to him. Would my love spare and save his life from falling apart? The reflecting of sunlight coming through the window is now becomes a destitute light of lost dreams. Obscure is his knowledge of what is upon my heart and soul because of this. My dream has come to end. My desire and reason to dare love has been taken away from me. Depth of his darkness has now

Dont Have A Name For This One Hahaha
ok i was just seein how i do the blog thing on here cool now that i know how hahahaha i can put stuff up here hahahahahaha Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls... There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher c

Surveys For All
The porno of Jill's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com http://www.blogthings.com/howhonestareyouquiz/ What Piercing Are You? http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=5741

Low Flyer News (my Band)
Last night was our first show at The Boardwalk, and let me tell you, it was fucking amazing! The bands that came out were all really great, so thank you Shadowbox Theory, South Of Sunshine, Raining Glass, and Dopamineak for playing such damn good sets and being severely cool people. Thanks to all of our friends who showed up and supported not just us but all the other band, good times were had by all! Also, if anyone has any pics from the show, we'd love to see them! We've got more fun stuff coming up soon, so keep an eye on the shows page and this blog, and we're looking forward to seeing you guys at our next show! Lou / Low Flyer Want to be kept in the Low Flyer loop? Subscribe to our Myspace blog!!! Completely freakin' psyched, tonight we rock the Boardwalk! Sacto people, you have to come out, it'll be amazing! Info: http://www.boardwalkrocks.com Us: http://www.myspace.com/lowflyerband 7:30pm, $13 or so at the door! Txt me if you have it if you're comi

Mrguards Words Of Wisdom
A Big Thank You to Everyone for their thoughts and well wishes on my birthday. Well folks I will be traveling to Kentucky and Denver over the next 3 weeks.. Id offer to meet ya guys in the areas, but my time is pretty tied up, not to mention I dont need runing into DJ Dumb Ass or Hop-A-Long Swabbie... Yes I know they couldnt do anything, look at their stupid threats LOL.. And anyways for our Texas Marine, I think we would just put a stick in his wheels or something.. Rule One.. Know always who you are gonna Push, Cause if you don't, you dont know who is going to push back.. Thats what I am.. the Unknown. But anyways, I have the chance to embark on a perfect job in the next 18 months.. This is gonna Rock! Hello to all my new friends out there. Thank you for visiting my little piece of the tap. I appreciate all of your kind thoughts, comments, and ratings. (Of course to those who want to rate my photos low and that, leave a comment, I would love to hear what your th

Bbws Come To Me
friends fans family and people im fans of im deleting people who dont talk to me or dont respond when i write them if you do not wanna get deleted write me a private msg or write me a comment you have till 02/07/06 if you dont know when that is its febuary 7 2006 its a wenesday and if you dont write i will delete you and if you look and dont write im deleting you..... hello everyone that know me and is a friend and fam and all the fans some one come talk to me im bored and need some one to talk too hit me up please it will be fun hello every new and old friends that has come if you wanna get to not me the guy that luvsladiesfeet come talk to me im openminded and will talk about anything possible i do have a heart and a mind and i do think with them so look im on come hit me in my shout box comment or a private message i return all and i will talk so hit me up

You Hate Me But You Don't Even Know Me
if you love a good dirty joke see my stash over 350 jokes and still adding 10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal don't hate me hate yourself

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Messages
I hate not knowing where you are some nights I hate not getting to talk with you every night I hate only having 10minute conversations with you I hate that we don't get to be together I hate that while you're having fun, I'm sitting here worrying I hate that I feel guilty when we don't get to talk I hate that you tell me you're going to call or text me, but don't I seriously love you so much it hurts. It hurts because I don't want to ruin it and lose something I've honestly never had before! I'm willing to work with you through this rough time just so we can be together. I honestly just want you to see how much I love n care about you! The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour. Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wro

Other Stuff
“ Stand naked in front of a mirror for a long time, under unflattering light if possible. Trace the rises and falls of the little ripples on your skin — the scars, the dimples, the cellulite — and think about how much you try to hide these things in your day-to-day. Wonder why you hate them so much, and if this hate stems from somewhere within yourself, or as a result of being told all your life that it’s wrong to have physical flaws. Wonder what you would think of your body if you never looked at a magazine, if you never thought about celebrities and models, if you never had to wonder where someone would rate you on a scale of 10. Look at yourself until the initial recoil softens, and you can consider your features in a more forgiving frame of mind. Listen to the music which makes you want to both sob and dance with uninhibited joy, and allow yourself to repeat any song you want as many times as your heart desires. Think of the person you are when you have yo

Quizes
Are you random?RANDOMNESS ROX UR SOX!!!! WOOHOO!!!you are so random... no one ever knows what you're going to do... who knows... after this quiz you might go watch some wierd movie or prank call... just make sure that you're not hurting anyone with your randomness...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as BitingWhen it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth. Biting 83%Blind Folds 33%Blood 25%Bondage 25%Chains/Handcuffs 0%Whips

My Writtings
Looking out the window, they had pulled up in front of a very tall building. She saw the two men get out of the car ahead of them and drag a still unconscious Michael out of the car. The car door opened and with Jackal close behind her. They emerged from the car as well. She felt a nudge on her back to get her moving forward. Endora fell into step behind Michael and the bodyguards. The group entered the building, crossed the foyer to the elevators. When the doors opened, they all stepped inside the lift. Jackal hit the button for the top floor. The door closed and they were on the move upward. Endora looked over at Michael but he was still oblivious to his surroundings. Biting the inside of her cheek to keep from crying, she lifted her chin and tried to pretend to be brave. When they reached their desired floor. The doors opened and everyone filed out, walked down the hall to a door with a sign next to it saying: Roof Top Access. Jackal opened the door, and pushed

You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to.How Much Life Experience Do You Have? Your Porn Star Name Is... Jason JizzyWhat's Your Porn Star Name? Your Birthdate: July 30 You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: MarchWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How I Feel
Thats right, I have a new love interest......actually its not a love interest, he calls me his betroven....and anyone from my clan knows who he is......He goes by the name of Aldar.... In one year he will be stationed in San Diego where I will be with him......hes already called me his future Mrs. Eaton......I love him so much, he is finally the first kindest, sweetest, most responsible man ive ever met in my life....and finally things are going good in my life......I dont think theres anything out there that could tear us apart.... Well plans have changed, Im not moving....shit fell through, so im staying here a bit longer, for how long I dont know, i guess till something else comes up, but as long as im stuck in mesquite, i may as well stay here for a while.......::Sighs:: Well for the semi-good news:: I'm moving to a bigger place in two weeks A THREE BEDROOM YAY!! that will cost me only 150 more than im paying now....work is still going great, im in my eigth month and getting m

Just Some Thoughts
The Hour of the Wolf is the time between night and dawn, from about 4 to 5 a.m. The Hour of the Wolf is when lost lovers come back to be held in your arms one last time or to haunt you with what could have been. It's the Hour where life waits in a moment of transition between the darkness and the light, waiting in infinite patience for what is to come. The Hour of the Wolf is the Hour when one must decide if they are forever stuck in a time that has passed and can't move on from that point. It's the Hour where one must decide to embrace the coming dawn and welcome it's warmth or stay with the Wolf in the darkness of that eternal night.... I Long for many years to feel my soul awake I dreamed so many nights of knowing true desire I wrote down all my hopes I prayed for one true Love I sang so many songs of how my heart had felt In all these things I never thought In all these things I held no hope And then one day I took a chance And in that chance I felt your lips

Wicca
Each time I try to throw away my pain It finds its way back up the drain. I want to go away. Each and Everyday. I look in the mirror I see dead, cold, glaring eyes staring back at me This isnt the way things are suppose to be. I walk away. Its time for a change. I get in my car. For once it not to a bar. As I drive, feel so alone. I dont know where I'm going. Man what am I doing. I turn the curb, and I feel my heart break. Everything is turning colors From Black and gray. To full colors and rays. The sun is shining to my soul. It Feels so good inside. I finally feel free. An Introduction to Aromatherapy by Brigitte Mars Aromatherapy is the practice of using essential plant oils for healing body, mind and spirit. One of the most ancient methods of aromatherapy was to burn aromatic branches and inhale the smoke. The word perfume is derived from the Latin per fumum, meaning “through smoke.” Essential oils, also known as volatile oils are distilled or press

~*~quizes~*~
Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:Where did I leave my pants? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You will get laid online You will most likely get laid online. You enjoy the kinkiness (and convenience) of meeting someone online. Plus you don’t have to deal with the bar scene and are able to get what you want, when you want it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Robynne will go to jail for ... Wearing your pants at groin level with no underwear 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Motorcycle Wisdom
RIDING WITH THE FAT OLD MEN I have been riding with the fat old men. Their bellies lunge aggressively over their belt bands like boulders hanging balanced over a cliff's edge. They wear blue jeans suspended from bright red galluses as broad as four fingers of a thin man's hands. For real comfort 'overhauls' are the informal uniform of the day. The fat old men are sixty-something to seventy-something. They have knuckles scarred by slipping wrenches, and small patches of white skin where burns have healed from rubbing against red hot exhaust headers. They were too anxious to get the work done to let their motorcycles cool; too eager to get back on the road. The fat old men do not walk to breakfast with their riding companions unless the cafe is across the street. The fat old men are genial companions around a campfire, or at a breakfast table, but they leave the congeniality of group walks to their younger, merely plump, riding buddies and their buddies' comfortable wives.

Come Check This Out !!!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.When I'm thinking real hard I chew on my bottom lip 2.Before I go to bed at night I kiss my kids, and my cats goodnight 3. Whenever i go out to sit on my porch for coffee...I have to re-arrange all the furniture and sweep the porch 4. I always sleep facing the door 5. I cry when I really get mad. 6. Whenever I miss miss someone in my family/ or/ friends I light a white candle Now, I tag: Mistress Butterfly,I want too see you,Mrs Desrae, Moose, Naughty Nat, Iwanna...Have fun all ;P What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question

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So here's what you do. Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition! Tori: someone of great nature, beauty, ettiquette, and intellegent. often reffered to in the sense of a godlike being "Dude, Prince William is so awesome. Almost as awesome as Tori... but not quite, because no one is that aweswome" tori (n): pretty much the most awesome person you will ever hope to meet. many people try to be as balla as tori but in many cases do not suceed. toris are pretty awesome and pretty much the greatest thing since...EVER! many people hope to be tori but never are because shes a ballaholic! woah look at tori, shes more ballin then that kid in detroit son. Tori is

Family Life
Well, we were supposed to be3 moving to California this weekend but are we??? Nope...we are moving to Burlington, Iowa. Why? Troy has to, or actually chose to start working there on Monday which he'll probably start on Tuesday or Wednesday since we have to find someplace to live until the end of the year. Anyway, he chose to go to this job INSTEAD of taking the kids and I out to California, so now we're stuck here in central U.S.A until the end of the year, since this job goes until then. Once again, cold weather, BAD weather, you name it. Needless to say, I'm not a happy woman! I've been busy the past couple of days getting things packed up and of course we still have most of our stuff still in storage in Illinois which also includes things the kids will need for school along with some warmer clothes, although there aren't too many clothes in storage so we'll need to do clothes shopping for said warmer clothes. Point being is this....we're NOT going to Cali as of yet and I'm

Angel
Sorry to everyone My Bill Was Due and I could not pay it so I have been gone awhile and at the worst TIME :(((((((((( [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3205363341 ] Hi ,everyone I just wanted to see if you would like to help me out! In the sexiest eye contest! sorry all my sweet friends I have had no time to socialize at all I guess what my life adds up to no social life even while I am home :(

Rants Of The Goddess
My father is being released from the hospital today so this Goddess is soon on her way to his side. I will be in S.E. Alabama in a town called Dothan. Yikes lol Be good my babies I will miss you all. The Goddess Ellen Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL Its time, I have made my decision and am now looking for a live in lifestyle slave to join me in the French Quarter of New Orleans. Requirements are as follows. Single. Over 30. Have a job skill with the ability to support oneself. Able

Jam On Toast
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year) I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an

Quizzes And Stuffs And Surveys And Stuffs
Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Thoth, God of Wisdom and LearningThoth was said to be self-created, along with his wife Ma'at. He was said to be represented by a baboon, these grave facial features displaying extreme thoughtfulness. He supposedly carried a pen and scrolls with him, with which he records all things. You are a very intelligent individual. You know what is important in life, and that you have to be smart to live in this world. Perhaps you get a bit too caught up in books, to the point where you are oblivious to other things, but for the most part, you are wise and thoughtful. People can depend on you for advice and you can always give those crucial words of wisdom when they are most needed. You Are a Margarita You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party! You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. What Mixed Drink Are You? Which Horror Movie Are You? The CraftYou're whole life, you've felt differen

Abbott & Costello Buy A Computer
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, or at least reruns of them, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on First?' might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT [...] ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO : Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT : Mac? COSTELLO : No, the name's Lou . ABBOTT : Your computer? COSTELLO : I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT : Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou . ABBOTT : What about Windows? COSTELLO : Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT : Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO : I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? AB

My Writings
You and I by Michael How I miss the softness of your voice Sweetness of you kisses The gentle touch of your hands The evanescent smell of your scent Tender warmth of your skin And how you held me in your eyes Wishing I could have it once again Like the night we held each other Close as we were not too long ago How I miss that night you was there Holding me so close in your arms Hearing the sound of your sigh Surprised and thankful that you came back That one night care free and happy For that little time we were one, till our good byes We're both in love just enough to know That by our side is were you and I will be And where we should've been along!! Admiration by Michael The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of