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Morals
donkey in the well One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happi

Book Report
Book Report One student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report. Titanic:.... cost - $29.99 Clinton:..... cost - $29.99 Titanic:..... Over 3 hours to read Clinton:..... Over 3 hours to read Titanic:.... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton:..... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic:..... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton:..... Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic:.... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton:..... Ditto for Bill. Titanic:..... During the ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton:..... Ditto for Monica. Titanic:..... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton:..... Let's not go there. Titanic:..... Rose gets to keep her jewelry Clinton:.... Monica's forced to return her gifts. Titanic:..... Rose remembers Ja

Growing Things
Yes, call me a dork....I am growing an avocado and papaya trees.... I just dried out the seeds and planted them...and guess what....they grew! (amazing) The fruit of the avocado if there is any will not be edible, but the papaya might be. Time will tell. That's life here in deep south Texas! (gotta love it!)

Beautiful Bubbles
I've started making soap and some other crafts... The soap is all handcrafted from natural ingredients. The pricing varies due to the cost of each batch... And yes this is Chocolate soap... I also have Chocolate milk bath Take a look and yes I am selling them you can message me if you are interested... I'm starting to sell the soap I make, Hopefully this will work out... .

Memoirs Of An Asshole
yea so i fucked up with a girl got caught doin stuff i shouldnt of been doin. week later she found herself someone that makes her happy. Breaks my heart but shit i got no right to any of the emotions im feeln so im just ignoring it...that and the urge to run out and nail the first piece of ass i find to boost my ego. same ol story, so easy to replace my ass it aint funny and yet i dont really diserve to be clung to. besides i know me and how i work, anything after this that my girl and i tried i would only use to abuse; so its final curtain call. goin to try and be the bigger man this round, keep my head low, my mouth shut, and my dick dry for a time. Give it about a month till im at least ready to go out and fuck with women. i just hope my girl's new boy treats her right cuz goddamn if he dont ive got a world of pent up aggression and nuttn to do but work out. Cheers to you babe... i hate being depressed. Specially when its the ones you care most about causing it. No this isnt some lo

Sick Of Life!
I'm so sick of people always assuming the worst about me. " oh shes just a pretty face shes nothing but a bitch" You know something if you ever got the chance to know me, you would realize I'm one of the nicest people in the world. I care way to much and probably thats why i get hurt alot. I am SO sick of guys thinking all im good for is some ass. When guess what guys & girls I'm 23 years old and I've only been with 1 guy Oh yeah What didnt think a pretty girl like myself wasnt a fucking whore? Yeah see you dnt know much so shut the fuck up! And another thing, you fucking racist fucks. DONT ever comment me message me or anything and call me a N***** Lover! Yeah I dated balck guys so? They probably treated me better then any white guy ive been with so you can take your words and shove them so far up your ass! I'm sick of people !!!!!!!!!!!!!! So You fucking assholes can suck off, I posted a salute, if it gets rejected i dont care sorry i feel like shit and thats what it was SHIT So

Not What I Left Behind
i find that thangs are diffrent and im not even home yet. i hate talking to people online or the phone. every day fells the same and i try to better my self but feels as if im falling to do so , over and over agine. I read the news to stay up on shit at home and i find all is in a downward spin. then being here my friends are die for people who dont even care any more. all was great when the war started, but now everyonr is board with the idea. then you guys say you your with the troops but your not into the war, that is the dumbest shit i have ever heard, if theres no wars theres no us. IF you guys really cared about us and for are lives you would be here, putting your ass on the line every day. some of you dont get this its 24/7 here when were up and when where sleepin. well i guess im just going on about shit sorry

My Darling Husband.....
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX BE SURE AND SCROLL PAST THE PICTURE P.S . Your girlfriend called.

Working At A Hotel!
Yeah.. so... tonight was great.. not.. lol There were like 8 or more boys staying w/ these three older ppl... they were all like 15-18 and one girl that was like 14... mmhmm i let them all go swimming as long as they were quiet yea they were swimin til like 4am.. and there was this kid named mason pissed me right off.... i smacked the fucker! haha really hard on the back of his head.. he probably dont remember either... He kept goin in the office and lookin on my comp one time at porn haha.. and he left a pizza in there yeah i totally jacked it.. haha there was one kid that was really nice and kept talkin to me i dont know his name but his gf was there.. which they didnt even act like they were dating.. lol he kept askin me to go swimmin w/ him and stuff... and kept talking to me he also bought me a energy drink.. not the one i wanted but he said he oculdnt find it and made his friend go to every gas station lol ... but he picked out a pretty good one never had it befor

Levelers Home Page
Below is our home age for the levlers. Please all levelers and friends of ours add it to your friends name. If your bored come join me for a few ..Im going to bomb it to level it up some for more rates. It dont have to be nothing fancy.We are bombing the profile itself. Have a nice morning..Much Love Level Up Team@ fubar

Me
I wanted to give a big thanks to everybody who helped me get my giveaway done you all are awesome and thank you thank you so much. these are the people that I can remember if i forgot you im sorry but thank you also for your help Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar sabbath...the maddman back,lol.@ fubar Jables@ fubar $ P.I.M.P $@ fubar

Writers Block
I hated it when she teased me. Placing her soft lips upon mine. So I could taste the salty ocean water. Her hand tossing my hair about, allowing the wind to take hold of it. The warmth of her hand caressing my cheek. The taste of the ocean upon her skin, as I kiss her palm. Wishing I could wrap my arms around her. But she dances out of my reach, blowing me a kiss. I can always remember the taste of her, upon my lips. Watching as she dances upon the sand, twirling about, the warm ocean air that lifts her glorious hair. The long brown length past her waist, watching as the sun dry it into salty ringlets. Her toes curling in the cold, wet sand. The waves slowly crashing in flowing over her feet. Hearing her laughter fill the air, the twinkling melody. Gripping the wet hem of her dress, splashing the ocean waves. Seeing tiny water droplets fly into the air. Creating tiny rainbows across her skin. As the sun sets behind. How I long to join her. Take her into my arms and danc

Catch Me Live!!!
i'm live again!!!! members get to see and chat with me now! hsha! check the pic stash to find out how! there is a link that automatically lets you view me un my pic stashes...come see me now :D

Missing The One From Inside Of Me
Missing The One From Inside Of Me Here in the morn at 45 after three, I Am Missing The One From Inside Of Me, longing for her response,her touch and her kiss, to look in her eyes I'd do anything for this, I'd walk through the fires of hell just for that, One chance to have my dear babygirl back, To show her she's truly number one in my heart, before the day fate had tore us apart, She was the love of my life,my rock,and my soul, and now all's turned to black,everything seems so cold. I never meant to hurt her,my intentions were pure Now she's gone,this disease of pain seems to not have a cure, I once had held happiness in the palm of my hands, but now I've been sentenced,condemned to be damed Eternal this hell,Perpetual the pain to know that nothing in my life can ever be right again To be denied her laugh,her smile and her love feels like being blinded from god's sight from on high and above On bigger than everything I say to you so you see, I Am Missing T

Try N 4 A Babii
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE TRYED THIS HARD TO HAVE ANOTHER BABII . BUT NOE WE ARE TRY N HARDER THEN EVER FOR TWINS I HOPE WE SUCCEED its been three months now still no babii? its been a sad tyme in life yet we still try to create this lil miricle yet those all around us are getting knocked up with out trying as hard as we are? maybe its me maybe its stress? why god why? Just wish it would happen .... well good nite thanx for here n me out

The Hesperides, Daughters Of The Evening
We are the three sisters of Evening, We are the nymphs of a garden. Our voices bring forth beautiful singing, We can become trees among the golden. Their apples ripe with immortality, Ladon stand guard over them. Those who steal face fatality, He is the one who will condemn. He talks to us as we sing, Our voices lilting in the trees. Aegle is the luminous one, The willow blowing in the breeze. Erytheia is the crimson one, I am the willow in the grove. Hesperia is the evening one, Her poplar is full of love. Once our apples were stolen, Hercules had tricked the God Atlas. Aethena returned them crestfallen, The scared fruit returned alas. We are the Hesperides, Daughters of the Evening.

Sisters Three
We are Goddesses and sisters three, Fighting for unregalled redemption. They call us the Dirae or the Fury, We came without need of exemption. Our Fiery eyes and snake hair, Mark us apart from all of the rest. Our skin is darkened and not fair, We are hunters and are the best. We were born of our father blood, His son destroyed that which made him. Our father is no longer a clever stud, He cannot breed anymore on a whim. We seek revenge for those wronged, Women and mothers who were abused We keep the torture far prolonged, We revenge those we have accused. My eldest sister is Unceasing, I am the middle I am Grudging, Alecto's anger is ever increasing, Megaera (me) is always judging. Our little sister is called Tisiphone, Is the one who is ever the avenging. Her heart is made of blackened stone, Her swift sweet justice is abridging. We are the mighty hunters three, We are impartial and impersonal. Our pursuit is of maximum degree, Release from tort

Hel
Long have I faced this place full of dread. I distrubute those about that arrive I am watcher of the dishonored dead I am among the living, but not alive I am a half white and black is my other side That which is white, does not see or speak That which is black, is how i will abide A ripple in time, that i must find and tweak For then I shall return to find my prey My servants are both tardy, Ganglati and Ganglot Their names are slow as are they I watch them for hours and they don't move alot My father is Loki a Giant and a God by all rights My loving mother Angurboda is a great giantess I was stolen by other Gods, the cowards of night They feared the God of cunning and his boldness I am known as a great horrible Hag, ruler of Helheim My plate is full of hunger, my knife brings famine Those who die of age and disease are mine for all time My sick bed with glimmering misfortune sheets i examine An impassable river flows around me for eternity a monstrous

War
You fight for what you are taught You fight for what is right You fight for what you believe in You fight for a world in blight You help others when they fail You help those who can't do it You help those in need You are stong and intuit You come back to chaos You came back misunderstood You were there to help You helped how you could The fight was never yours The fight will always have you You need to learn to let it go You need to release your view Take up arms against whats wrong Take up arms against the past Wrap your arms around loved ones Wrap them in your arms and hold fast

Hitchhikers
You try to figure out your life the best you can. Your parents are always in your way. So off you go to find your piece of mind. You take a map and start for the highway. You walk on the side holding out your thumb. Waiting for someone to stop to give you a ride. You're all alone in a big lonely world. All you want to do is go somewhere and hide. So fret not and go home Someday you'll find yourself inside.

Foolish
It never seems to fail; You fall in love with him and he turns against you. He tells you he will be there; But he never shows up. I don't know why I do it; yet is always seems to happen. Maybe, I am just foolish about the way I am. I care about everyone, but they don't give a damn

I Hate My Life!
Okay everyone this guy likes to hate on lette's and when My Friend said somethin to him he decided to talk about her mother and she informed him that her mom was dead and he continued to say how she is still a good fuck...So to all those who have my back or are fam help a homie out..It all started cause he was hatin on twistid http://fubar.com/user/1046260 Hey People, my life is a wreck right now and i dont know what to do. My best friends dont care about me anymore, i think im on the urge to loose my Wonderful Girl Friend Chloe which i got a really bad feeling she is going to dump me and i wouldnt know why. i feel like nobody cares about me, i got no job, no money, i have lost vauable things my parents through out of my room when cleaning and can never be replaced. Im so tired of living like this. I feel worst than i have my entire life and i dont know what to do anymore. i got nobody to turn to, i got nothing to live for and i feel like i am a complete nothing. can anyone gi

The Darkening
My soul burns to find release Its hounding me to set it free I try to, but it pulls me far I want it to be released to thee I search for you, not knowing who you are Where will i find you, will i know I look everywhere searching for you i travel all over wondering where to go I dream of you, yet never see your face I can feel you touching me, my skin getting hot You are always on my mind the shadows hiding you That is when i fell you, your touch hits the spot I will never find you out on the light I must search dark places I must hurry and find you Looking in all the faces Will i know when i have? My soul screams for release the darkening hours drawing near Take me now, please!

Desire
What are the things I desire? What are the things i need most? Why do i sit here and write nothing down? My soul as empty as a ghost. I desire warmth, of flesh and blood. I desire your touch ever so soft. I desire your lips upon my skin The touch making me rise aloft. What are the things I desire? What are the things I need most? I wrote a few things down I am your welcoming host.

Bored
im gonna just hold this key down s long as possible and see how many ".'s" ican get before i get bored w/ it also here it goes in 5,4,3,2,1..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ok this sucks

Vastness
I have traveled many places, but still not seen it all. I wandered down side streets, where others will fall. I am powerless to stop death, But wonderous at birth. A soaring, helpless spirit, full of joy and mirth. I linger in the shadows, looking for a good cause. So many need help, it makes me take pause. I long to be strong and help, to take care of those who can't. To guard the simple minded, from the voices that shant. To hug a stranger in need, when they are feeling low and down. To show my feelings, and spread the love town by town. I am just one soul, and the world has many. If i wander this vastness, will I get back any? I could spread myself out, when problems appear. then like the fog in the sun, i could simply disappear.

Missing
I walk through the shadows, to an end with no light. I can't seem to find you, there is no end in sight. I wander to and fro, with nothing but blackness. My hearts beating faster, my limbs feel the slackness. I call out your name, with no answer back. I hate when we're missing, can I ever get back? Is it you? Or is it me? Lost in this darkness, the abysmal sea. I wander and wander, searching high and low. Will I ever come out, will I ever know? My head pounds as I ponder these thoughts, alas, The weariness creeps in and brings solace. I lay myself down, too tired to go on. I wake in the morning, my heart fallen. Then I look up and there you are, My brave knight, my little morning star. I wish I could tell you, these things that you mean. I play it in my head, a great romantic scene. I just look at you and smile and blow a kiss. My soul knows, it is you i shall always miss.

Then Came You
I was left all alone; with my heart in my hand. I walked on the beach; and built castles in the sand. For now I know the reason; for all the salt in the sea. It's from all the tears shed; from other girls like me. As I walked from the shore; a solitary figure came into view. I began to wonder who it was; but then came you. You took my hand and kissed it; then told me your name. I couldn't believe what was happening; things just weren't the same. You held me close in your arms; and things felt so right. You took me home later; then left for the night. You came back day after day; saying things I needed to hear. You brought warmth into my heart; keeping away every fear. I look back on that day; the first day we met. Thank you for your love darling; Your love I will never forget.

Punctuation Is Everything
Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com An English professor wrote these words "A woman without her man is nothing" on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly. All of the males in the class wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." All the females in the class wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing." Punctuation is everything

Poems
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way. A Cure. Today is the day, That I will find my way. Alwa

Sweet Serenity
Sweet Serenity Touching your skin, As you slowly kiss my lips. Feeling as if it were a sin, You slide down my body with your finger tips. Hoping this is not a dream, All the passion makes it seem. Time moves so slowly, No one else matters, it’s you and me only. Our bodies in twine, Each movement filled with love. Sensual behavior creeping up my spine, As if we were a flying dove. Looking into your eyes deeply, As you pull me nearer. Breathing becomes rapid with more intensity, Feeing your heartbeat as it gets clearer. With each motion it seems longer, My love for you grows stronger. The sensations that I feel, Seem unlike anything you could steal. Your body arches with pleasure, Sweaty with excitement, That no ambiance can measure. Reliving our commitment. Of the day we said “I do”, And the days that we had in the past. I knew it was true, Through our love would last. Hearts racing, beating together, As one we harness the supremacy. Each

Social Skills
I think it's time for me to admit it: I'm boring. That's why some people on here don't wanna talk to me that much, because my personality's extreme boring, and I need a change. I'm a type of person who don't know how to talk to people that good or carry a good conversation, that's one thing I always have a problem with. I need to change that, but I don't know where to start. Anyways, I have a lot to improve on (and yes I'm admitting it), cause my social skills are that bad. I know it's gonna take me a while to improve on that. Please give me some advice on this I admit, I'm a type of person that don't know how to talk to people really good, or could hold a good conversation. I always had this problem. Maybe I don't have much in common with the person, I don't know. It has really been bothering me for the past couple of months, and I really need to change, because my social skills are not the best in the world, but I'm still working on it. Please give me some feedback on

Feelings
I would start at your neck. Kissing it and moaning in your ear alittle. Then kiss your shoulders nibble on them a bit. Work my way around to your lips kissing them slowly long and passionately as i run my hands up and down your chest and arms. Playing alittle with your nipples. then have you lay down on your stomach go down to where your spine ends and lick your spine all the way up to the bottom of your neck then blow hard all the way down where I licked .Ok we'll I turn you around and take off your pants throw them on the chair. Then I lean over you and run my hair all the way down your chest until I get so low I stop. I start to tease you rubbing on your inner thighs. Then rubbing around it without touching it . You want to see it slide in my mouth watching it go in and out feeling my mouth wrapped around it so bad. The warm sensation . Your body starts rocking up and down telling me you want it . I finally just slip the head in my mouth nice and slow looking at you.just teasing you

Feelings And Shit
all i dream about are his hands. touching me, feeling me, using me. i was a child for fucks sake! his hands would rip at my clothes and tear away the innocence inside me. his hands would hold my brother so caring and tenderly yet rip open my soul to leave shreds hanging on the outside. his hands would help my mother make dinner and slap the shit out of her for cooking the noodles too long. bits and pieces of these memories in my head all the time. the one thing that i know that bothers me the most is how blind he was able to make us all. my mom totally oblivious to the abuse he was raining on me when she would turn her head or was working the grave yard so she could go to school the next day. my brother unable to grasp the fact that hitting his mommy was in fact not ok and he shouldnt be seeing this go on. and then there is little me. oldest of the 2 kids, youngest of the whole family. oldest because i was simply born first, youngest because i was not allowed to grow past the ripe age

My Luck!
WEll...it has been totally frustrating the past week...my laptop is finally ..completely..and utterly down..sending it back to Dell to try and repair. I guess that is what happens when water is splashed on it..lol But anyways..to all my friends..that I talk to quite a bit..I so miss you all and the fantastic conversations we have! I hope to check in periodically and maybe catch some of you online. Kisses and wish me luck!

Our First Meeting
OUR FIRST MEETING After talking with this special lady for about two months on the phone, the internet and text messages, we begin to talk about meeting for the first time. While talking to her on the internet one evenning things begin to heat up.....there has always been an attraction from the very beginning.....I start to tell her that, I think if and when I met you in person I wouldn't even say a word....I would just take you to the closest private place and just have my way with you......and not speak at all! Surprisingly she responds...WOW...ok..thats a turn on. That would be so freak'n sexy wouldn't it? YES..It would be. I thought you would like that, because I do....and we are so much alike. I like it...verrrrry much she replies....something about just letting go and loosing control huh? Then she says tell me more.....well lets see.....I would lead you to a secluded room or place and there I would start to kiss you passionatily......kissing your neck and suckin

Just Pieces Of Me
You don't know how it Feels.............. Most parents don't know how it feels... and I hope you never do to have a child that is special and to have all your dreams taken from you. I had the same dreams, of ball games, driving, and first dates but plans now have to change at a very fast rate. Our lives now different, doctors, therapy, special schools, and tests it is hard and scary but I love my child so I do my best. When I go out in public with him just to have some fun all the stares and comments sometimes I just want to run. For some of us we just can not bare all the tantrums and aggression then some people think that we just don't care. The hardest decision in the world is the next one I had to make to place him in a home please keep your opinion of my choice to yourself for goodness sake. I take him to the home that I have chosen to try then I leave him there and all I can do is cry. I hope the workers will treat him as they

Blog
"Its like, fat girls are embarrassed when they cant find their size; but a Fat Girl goes up to the salesperson to ask for it. Or, fat girls hide their bodies in big, drapey, shapeless clothes; Fat Girls show off their cleavage and draw attention to their curves. Fat Girls question statistics and ask for more research; Fat Girls tell mean people to mind their own buisness. Fat Girls fight back. ... People take your cue on how to behave around you. If you act ashamed of yourself, they will be ashamed of you. If you act proud-even if it's just an act-people will kowtow. Get over it. Dress well. Own it. Fake it long enough and you may start believing it yourself. As for those who freak about the f-word (fat) or the f-body, just try to shine some love on those poor fools. Go ahead and take up some space." you can be Fat, proud, and healthy, or you can be fat and ashamed. i need to walk with my head up. Fat Girls Guide To Life has got to be one of my favorite books. first time i r

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Ct Marriage Over
TO ALL OF MY CT(FUBAR) FRIENDS , FANS , FAMILY, AS OF 7/28/07 WITCHIE AND I ARE NOLONGER CT(FUBAR) MARRIED :( IT IS A DECISION I HATED TO MAKE AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER. BUT IT IS FOR THE BEST OF HER NEEDS , AS SHE NEEDS TO CONCENTRATE ON HER SCOOLING , AND HER REAL LIFE GUY THAT I KNOW SHE WANTS. BUT PLEASE NOT THINK BAD OF HER OR ME, AS IT WAS A VERY HARD THING FOR ME TO DO , I REALLY LOVE(D) HER AND WANTED TO BE HER REAL LIFE GUY , BUT I KNOW IT WOULD NOT BE AT THIS TIME , BUT WE NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN. MAYBE DOWN THE LINE WE JUST MAY END UP TOGETHER OUTSIDE OF CT(FUBAR) I STILL PLAN ON BEING A GOOD FRIEND TO HER AND HER TO ME . ____________________ JUST THINK OF THE POEM: " IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , SET THEM FREE , IF THEY COME BACK TO YOU , THEN IT WAS MEANT TO BE! BUT IF THEY DON'T, THEN IT NEVER WAS MEANT TO BE! ____________________ SO FOR ALL OF YOU THAT ATTENDED THE WEDDING IF YOU WANT THE WEDDING GIFTS BACK THEN LET ME KNOW , BUT SORRY WE ALR

Thoughts, Ramblings, And Stuff
Well guys, I'm back :D I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it. I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything. Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me. So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on. And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta

I Hate Everything
OK So I went on my date tonight. Had a pretty good time. When I got home my (ex?)wife just starts laying into me. I mean just tearing me up. Saying stuff like you treat her better than you ever treated me. WTF? I've met her one time. How the hell should I have treated her? I know I messed things up with my marriage, and by the time I was willing to do the right thing it was too late. But now that I am trying to do things right with someone else how does that give her the right to be so angry. I've admitted and apologized to her for the wrongs I've done, and she knew I was willing to really try to make things work. But she wouldn't have it, I didn't make the effort soon enough so f**k me, right? Am I being an insensitive ass here? She asked me if I felt bad at all during our date. I told her no, and she got all pissed of saying "Well, then you're over me." I'll never be over her. She was my first true love. But she no longer loves me. Why do I have to suffer for what she d

Drkdestiny's Thoughts
PLEASE............AND THANK YOU :D Welcome to my blog. i am not sure where tostart. I guess with the days happenins...lol ok here ya go.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... What a fun filled day today was huh? Nothing happened that is even news or should I say Blogworthy. It was my ONLY day off this week so that's always a nice factor. I played on the internet most of the day after making sure my "chores" were done. My day will start at 5am EST tomarrow. I wont be on alot during the week but will try to "pop" in to check on things. I love my job its my 1st priority in my life. Bet ya haven't heard too many people say that about their jobs. If your wondering " well Renne what is that you do?".....I am a stripper...haaa h

Friends
Ok so I joined cherrytap/fubar to meet new people and to chat. So when I added people to my friends list I figured we would chat. However I feel there are some that just want the points of haveing friends and that is not what I am here for. That would not be so bad if I could sort through my friends and put the ones that actually talk to me to the front of the list but oh no, not the case. To find people on my friends list that will actually talk to me I have to flip through pages of friends who will never talk to me. Not cool, If you have no intentions of ever chatting with me please, delete me as a friend or sooner or later I will get around to it myself as I figure out who my real friends on this thing are and who are just for points.

The Hour Of The Beast
The Hour Of The Beast my blood boils in my veins waiting to be released. like a rabid wolf, my patience is wearing. its almost the hour of the beast. i turn to many methods to relieve pain and anguish, but yet have found one that doesn't involve cutting flesh. Yet i feel it rising up in me, pushing, and tampering with my mentality. its almost the hour of the beast. like a volcanic eruption, it will not cease. my last inch of energy is being used to barricade the uprising. the last hour is upon me and i yet have found a way to suppress this feeling. its almost the hour of the beast. i see the beast in the distance calling for its throne. the howl of this beast is a shrill, my hearing ability is being over-thrown. my body is aching from fear of being consumed by my own tomb. its almost the hour of the beast. i feel the beast breathing on my neck, its as if he has moved all around me now. his breath smells of corpses and stagnated blood, such a smell is ever so fowl. i

Dog Show Judge Has Judged Too Many Dogs!
I went to a dog show today and heard the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life about a judge. I was sitting with a group of Whippet owners and we were watching a group of whippets being judged. One in particular was quite striking and I commented on the head on him and the group of owners started laughing and they said: " yes he does have the perfect head and apparently the softest testicles on any dog!" My mouth dropped , "WHAT?" They told me that apparently yesterday he won again and the judge turn to the owner and crowd and said" This dog has the softest testicles I have ever felt in all my years of judging". The owner of the whippet was so shocked and embarrassed. OMG I said. Well of course this dog won again today and the owners stopped by and said " well we are off to buy some lotion" and shook her head. wow never heard that one!!

What Happened....hmmmm
Seven Minutes til 10 So-- the unending circle stopped its path while pausing for a deep breath... One that would never come without giving away the ending-- Somehow spiraling to the next, Energy never dissipates fully, merely becomes transformed With the new shape creating epiphanies For the next metamorphosous Or is all o fit idealistic crap...? Designed to make the weak feel better While the play-doh reaches the light? All I really know is there is a constant Now missing from the equation of me. (written sometime after her death while i cried in a window sill) For those of you who don't know, my Maw Maw died. And for those of you who don't speak Southern (as Booz puts it), that would be my Grandmother. The last one I have left. I was blessed with 4 and that is a long story, in and of itself! She is the one who taught me how to cook, how to live, and to be. I live in my kitchen, i live to feed the people I care about. I really need my own

Poem 1
These scars are mine you didn't make them these tears are mine can you take them? This warriors heart has been broken These angles wings are tattered and this spirit has been battered you taught me to smile despite the pain but memories croud around me, and the hurt falls around us like rain. This isn't your debt this isn't your price can you help heal the hurts? Or are you thinking twice? As the party winds down and the night falls the truth of her heart silently falls. As she embraces him her thoughts race shes in another time and at another place. A time when things didn't seem so hard a place where she wasn't so on her gaurd. When she was with him And he held her so tight there hearts beat as one all through the night. It will never be the same It changes day to day She will never hold him again And for now thats “Okay”.

Beaches-sunsets-sand
Imagine for a moment... There is a place....where cool breezes run through your hair, gently caressing your neck.The warmth of the sun shines down upon your body as if to nourish it. Soft waves roll up onto the beach playfully as you lay there without care. The sand is soft as if made of something quite different. a calming sensation flourishes deep down inside. The wind gently rustles thru the trees overhead. White doves fly in circles above because they have also found this wonderful place and do not wish to leave it. There is a total calmness and a welcomed silence that allows you to take in all of Gods beauty. The waves continue softly up onto the beach slowly touching your legs and parting to roll gently around your waist in a way that reminds you of a gentle massage. You lay, enjoying this sensation. Taking it all in. Slowly you press your back against the soft sand. It gives,just a bit,as if to accept you and comfort you. Your stomach tingles with excitement at this

Info
Saving this for myself .. I know I can stash it but don't want too lol. http://www.biggalslingerie.com/babydolls.html Service in Iraq: Just How Risky? By Samuel H. Preston and Emily Buzzell Saturday, August 26, 2006; Page A21 The consequences of Operation Iraqi Freedom for U.S. forces are being documented by the Defense Department with an exceptional degree of openness and transparency. Its daily and cumulative counts of deaths receive a great deal of publicity. But deaths alone don't indicate the risk for an individual. For this purpose, the number of deaths must be compared with the number of individuals exposed to the risk of death. The Defense Department has supplied us with appropriate data on exposure, and we take advantage of it to provide the first profile of military mortality in Iraq. Between March 21, 2003, when the first military death was recorded in Iraq, and March 31, 2006, there were 2,321 deaths among American troops in Iraq. Seventy-nine percent were

Bordom
Love (is a drug) Reproduced from the Sunday Times, Aug 1 1999 SCIENCE has now proved what the band Roxy Music knew long ago - that love is a drug. The giddy excitements of mutual attraction are nothing more than a chemical reaction in the brains of courting couples, according to the results of research conducted in laboratory conditions. Mercifully, though, the chemically induced insanity is temporary, as Roxy Music singer Brian Ferry discovered more than 20 years ago when girlfriend Jerry Hall dumped him for Mick Jagger. Men and women are biologically designed to be in love for 18 to 30 months, says the author of the research, Professor Cindy Hazan of New York's Cornell University. She interviewed and medically tested 5 000 people from 37 cultures and found that love's limited lifespan is just long enough for a couple to meet, mate and produce a child - there is no evolutionary need for the beating heart and sweaty palms associated with high passion. Hazen has identif

Jokes
The 1st Affair > A married man was having an affair with his > secretary. > > One day they went to her place and made love all > afternoon. > Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. > > The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to > take his shoes > outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. > > He put on his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, > > "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex > all > afternoon." > > She looked down at his shoes and said: > > "You lying bastard! > > "You've been playing golf!" > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- > > The 2nd Affair > > > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters > but always > talked about having a son. > > They decided to try one last time for the son they > always > wanted. > > The wife got

Spiders
First time doing a blog so not sure if i am doing this right! Here we go. I cannot stand spiders, but I have been very fascinated by this spider that hangs out in the back yard near the door. I watch it almost every night. Very interesting seeing it make its web and kill its prey. Very strange but it does not change my opinion of them just intrigues me!

Poems
If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I still want to be born? If I knew what it felt like to be in Heaven, would I want to be alive? If I knew the choices that I made would be a mistake, would I still make them? I feel the risks you take would be worth the thrill sometimes. If I knew where the road less traveled would read, would I still take the opportunity? The answer is dear to me. If I knew everything from the begging, and if I knew everything my life would be empty! Nothing left to wonder, nothing left to dream. Somethings you should know, and others are best to be a mystery! I Love You By: Jen Peterson I love you for the happiness you bring to me each day. I love you for the tenderness that lies within your heart. I love you for the way you said "I miss you" when we're apart. I love you for your patience when I've done something wrong. I love youu for your la

A Little "tlc"
A LITTLE "TLC" My Sweetie calls me on the phone and begins to tell me that she is having such a bad day, after listening to her and lending an ear I asked her.....You are in need of some TLC and a slow relaxing screw tonight aren't you? ....that would be nice, she replied. Would you hold me all night? she asked. Yes... you know it I replied. And would you kiss me first ting in the morrning? Yes...I told her! I would wake up before you and slide my hand down your tummy and start to rubb and play with your soft skin, all the while I kiised you so softly about the neck and shoulders....then i would slide my fingers down making my way to your clit after teasing you for a moment with my fingers.....then I would slide down and begin to kiss you all over teasing you with my tongue as I start to lick it. You start to waken, you wonder why your body is all tingly then you realize that I am licking and sucking that tight clean shaven pussy. You reach your hand down and run your fi

Online Status
From the Shouts I have been receiving when I log on, it seems that it shows me online when I'm not. So - if it shows that I am online, but I don't answer your Shout, PLEASE don't think I am ignoring you. Odds are that I am not online. I have seen bulletins from other people saying they are experiencing the same thing. Hopefully they'll get this problem fixed soon. Thanks!

Lyns World
hi everyone of my Friends hows things withyou I'm OK hear I'm leaning to put my life back together how do some of you cope with the sorrows of life for me one day at a time live for today as tomorrow is promised to no-one I've met a lot of nice people on hear some not so nice you win you loose some so if anyone likes to chat feel free i like meeting nice people please feelfree to sigh my guest book love linny Gairfield my favorite cat he-he. hi all hope you are well . as itleaves me . it is spring hear .which i love life is good life is bad. we have to have both .to get though the pain we grow stronger everyday just rember never let anyone make you cry real freinds or partners wont. so be happy with you thats all that matters you .got to go to work take care lyn . I'm a friendly person love chatting to new people be happy with yourself it is unimportant I'm still learning that had a lot of good and bad in my life one day at a time live for today as tomorrow is promised t

Is Anybody Paying Attention
You know that you've been brainwashed by corporate owned media IF YOU ... ... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal. ... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq . ... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq . ... are unaware at least $8.8 billion is known to be missing in Iraqi oil revenue from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware 198 million in Iraqi dollars is missing from the Iraq treasury from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware that war is exceptionally profitable for a small number of investors. ... believe Halliburton's no-bid contracts have nothing to do with former CEO, now Vice President Dick Cheney. ... are unaware that the Iraq war is the biggest case of war profiteering in human history. ... belie

Lost And Confused
Right now I am pretty confused. Tears flow down my face....just so much on my mind....I feel lost..My heart is so fragil..and so full of love right now.......I want a good life, and to live life to its fullest. I had a best friend who, I thought I could trust, and found out she was going behind my back and trying to get my man away from me. Why are people so dishonest?? I could never hurt anyone like that. I would never go after someone else's man, NEVER!! I would NEVER cheat on my man. Honesty is so important. Oh well, just found out a friend of mine is selling her bike, gonna take a look at it, excited about that........thanks for listening..love ya all Sassy

Information
So ... I had the thrill today of seeing my ex hubby ~ Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , resisting the urge to slap his face. Took as much resistace as I could muster and a quick peak at the police officer standing in the corner. Giggles!!! Our case has been continued for a month ... ???? WTF. So there you have it . Thanks for the continued prayers for Taylor and I. Luvs ya all.. Huggles Laura and Taylor Hello friends .... an update for you on where I have been . I am still fighting the custody balls the wall with all I have got . It has taken its toll but I will NOT give up. I long time ago I would travel the ends of the earth and do whatever is required for my daughter. This is still the case, determination, tons of faith, and a love for my daughter like no other love I have ever expierenced, keep me focused and occupied. I know that God will not let my little angel nor myself down. I have begun to notice that we are so blessed and there are alot less coincedneces and tons more m

New
i dont understand im going out of my way to rate peoples contest and their stash and pics and yes i get a little help it just dont seem like im getting anywhere im still in the 400,000's please stop in and rate my new stash im adding more and more a littlle at a time show me the love i show you for those of you who havent stopped by my page and dropped some rates i invite you to do so its happy hour i will gladly return the rates ask anyone im true to my word for some reason i cant get my photo bucket to work i been trying to get it work for 2 days now anyone have any suggestions for me i have lots of stash to put up

Message Theropy
MESSAGE THEROPY yea laid back on the bed with soft music going real low and nothing but about 20 candles lit with you in nothing but a smile and me rubbing you down with hot oil, starting at your feet and rubbing that oil into your calf muscles and working my way up from there, as I slide by your tummy I start to kiss it very gently and softly, I work my way around to your back and start to rubb that hot oil in very gently, raise up to your shoulders and down your arms and to your hands and back up the same way, you close your eyes as I rubb you all over, I am sitting on the bed and you are sitting in front of me leaning back against me, I start to rubb your breasts and start to kiss your neck very gently ...your hair is all on one side of your shoulder and you can feel my breath against your neck, you lay your head back on my shoulder and your eyes close and I continue to rubb your breasts and making my way further down as I work my way down you take my hand in yours and

Just Rambling
Today has been a long freakin day... Ever have one of them days where you have 100 different things on your mind and your so frustrated you just want to scream then break down and cry... I swear i know ive done some bad things to get punished for in life but geeeeeeeeez when is it enough already!!!! Would it kill him to give me one break thats all im asking.. Ever feel like your standing in the middle of this world compleatly alone, in some kind of hole crying screaming because you just can't seem to find your way out. People pretend they hear you they look as you talk but never see the pain and never offer a hand to help you climb out. I wan't this i need that oh could you please thats all i ever seem to hear for one moment for one single second could they please just see me and actually see me not just over look the pain and the fear in my eyes. I just need help someone who understands me someone who will help me make my way give me the strength to find the answers w

She Can Watch!
SHE CAN WATCH she can watch, just not touch, she might get so horny that she might not be able to contain herself, then she can play with herself, well what if I just pulled her over there and made her just start licking and sucking your wet dripping cunt while you sucked my hard cock? You sitting on the soffa with your legs spread wide and her kneeling down and just going crazy licking that wet juicy pussy as I stand beside the soffa and you take my hard cock in your hand and pull it in your mouth slow and easy at first, as you pull me deeper and deeper inside those wet moist lips I feel your tongue just roaming around the head of my throbbing cock.....you reach down with your other hand ang grab a handful of her hair and pull her warm tongue deeper inside you waiting pussy, your knees start to raise and your back starts to arch and you are squirming with desire, moving your hips in unasin with her tongue...as you take more and more of my hard cock deeper in your warm wet

Preparing Dinner
PREPARING DINNER! Your standing in the kitchen trying to cook with nothing on but an apron, while you try to prepare dinner I slide in behind you and reach around your waist and slide my hand down your tummy and as it goes further and further down I start to kiss your neck and suck on it....then I reach your prize with one finger and start to rubb ever so slightly you forget that you are suppose to be stirring the food and get caught up in the moment and start to breath heavier,as you reach down and take my hand and start to help me find the right spots....your eyes close and your head lays back on my chest you take your other arm and sretch it around the back of my neck and start to rubb it back and forth...all the while I slide one finger inside your wet aching pussy, you are tingling all over, finally you can't take it no more you turn around and unbutton my pants, slide them down and slide my boxers down, you quickly push everything off the counter top and jump up o

A Night To Remember
A NIGHT TO REMEMBER... I take you away for the weekend,just you and I, to a shale or cabin, in the mountains ...there is a hot tub I put out a lot of candels and light them. ..I place them all around the hot tub and in the bedroom the doors open from the bedroom to the hot tub, I fix you a glass of wine and place it beside the hot tub, we get in the hot tub and you sit between my legs and lean back against my chest your are slid down so your head is almost under my chin, I reach my hands around you and start to caress your shoulders then start to caress your tummy with one hand and start to rubb your breasts with the other I untie your bikini top and it falls in the water, your head now lays back on my shoulder and your hands are rubbing the inside of my thighs under the water sliding back and forth....your eyes close and I start to kiss and suck on your neck and ears you feel my breath on your skin and feel my eratic breathing knowing that I am getting turned on, I sta

Damn It!!!
people and ratings!! now i have who knows how many friends on here and for the most part most of them have not rated any thing i have stashed or uploaded!!! now there is people that does rate the things i have and i thank you for that and i try to repay the ratings and if i dont just let me know and i will!!!! now many of you i have rated and you dont have the kindness to repay the ratings!! if there is anyone out there that wants me to rate there things let me know and i will all i ask is you repay the rates.... now you can call me a asshole for this but the truth is i really dont care if you call me that!!!! thank you and have a nice day

To My Lil Pet
i walk in watching her clean dishes,i stand there watching her body move as she gets the last dish clean.i walk up behind her grab her bend her over the table and rip her panties off,i whisper in her ear your mine lil slut as i enter her slow and deep,moving hard in and out of her tight hot pussy.i run my hands in front playing and squeezing her fine breast i moan in her ear how she burns me inside.my hips grow harder into her as my cock owns her insides.squeezing her breast hearing her moans and squeals as my hips thrust harder into her my balls slap her clit.i hold her breast firmly in my hands as my hips work in and out of her moving hard and deep.my moans fill her ear as my cock build with cum rweady to explode i moan god you are mine i own you and this is how i own my slut i pull out turn her around,i push her back and explode all over your cunt and belly as i cum up on her breast moaning loud as i cum cover her body so nicely.i look into her eyes fire burning i love you so much m

Idiot Sightings....
IDIOT SIGHTING: Hubby and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not. Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: " Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS ________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco.

Whats With Everyone?
OK....Heres the deal. This is my first blog and I really didn't want it to be this subject matter but, some people on here really chap my ASS! If you are a woman and you are on here and showing your body in pics that are really revealing and even naked. Quite your "bitching and moaning" when someone comments you on the pics that you posted for the whole world to see! Just because you do not like what that person had to say about you. Take the good with the bad. If you want people to jump through hoops just to add you as a friend ....get over it! you are not that special and for the record neither am I! And while I am on the subject why do you little shits rate someone's pics less than a 10? If you don't like what you see move on! don't down rate their pics just to be an ASS! or to be mean to someone! I am so frusturated with some of the people on here, they are expecting way to much from you on here! It is supposed to be a site for grown adults and I am seeing more and more gro

Jenny 's Message In A Bottle
have been on cherry tap ... and on 360.. i am sexual but very hesitant about the men i meet. I am very submissive oriented.. and would like to learn more. Men I have met seem more interested in building a stable of women.... talk to me if you are not like that.. if you are a dom and don't want just another lil girl... I like sharing me :) and have some old pics that I will set to friends only... and want to make new ones but have not been inspired lately..

Read Before Joining
******This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. :-) :P :-) :P:P We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. We will NOT approve any member that is currently IN a contest during the time of your friend request, or anybody in another bomber family. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. This 10 day probation period is so you can prove yourself as a bomber and that you do intend to bomb others and are not just here for yourself. If you do not read the blogs or bomb in your first ten days you will be removed. We don't need ALOT of

Video Life
So this is me and one of my best friends, Kaleb (ie Faking Insanity on here) during his little detour to come see me after his cruise (that bastard got free booze and cabo wabo tequila.) Anywho, here's us shootin pool, and suckin at it (well, I was at least) and just bein weird like usual! And just so y'all know, I found my way to where I was going, turns out the road I was on turned INTO Pecos Rd, so I was good to go!! Leave some love, let me know if ya liked it! *kisses* ~Sinful

Feet Of Flames
The FINALE from Michael Flatley's FEET OF FLAMES I ADORE AND LOVE THIS MAN! DANCE ABOVE THE RAINBOW from Michael Flatley's FEET OF FLAMES... The Choreography in Michael's productions are so precise and brilliant. I have seen Feet Of Flames a couple hundred times...that is how much I love it. DANCE ABOVE THE RAINBOW from Michael Flatley's FEET OF FLAMES... The Choreography in Michael's productions are so precise and brilliant. I have seen Feet Of Flames a couple hundred times...that is how much I love it.

Song Good Song's And Lyrics..
I Tried Bone Thugs-N-Harmony lyrics (feat. Akon) [Intro: Wish Bone] You know nothin' come easy, you gotta try real real hard I tried hard, but I guess I gotta try harder [Chorus: Akon] I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery, Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, Ain't my fault cos I try to get away but trouble follows me, And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me, But until there, I'll be posted up post it up right here real slow Until there, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough [Verse 1: Krayzie Bone] First let me explain that I'm just a black man, And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man, My mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin (yeah) Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me with complications But I'm layin back, playin that, you can't have piece of m

Juggalo/juggalette Stuff
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.) Our Father of Shangrila, Hallowed be thy name. If the world turns over save me from the fire rain. Keep me pure, keep me clean, as the

What Is Normal
How do you start over and what is normal. Normal? Hell I don't know. When you live for so long in a disfunctional relationship how does one even begin to think they know what normal is. See, we are creatures of habit. We make the same choices time and time again. Shouldn't there be some kind of magical bell going off in your head saying, hey asshole this is the same thing you did last time and see what it got ya. Normal, I just wish I knew. My normal seems to be looking back, finding broken people with problems, turning some sense of pitty into what I believed to be love, fixing them up dusting them off, pointing them down the right path only to see them walk out of my life. Sad part is every time they went down that path they walked away with my kids. Normal? Well if that's normal, I want nothing to do with it.

Us Navy Seal Vs Atheist
Two things Navy SEALS are always taught: 1. Keep your priorities in order 2. Know when to act without hesitation A college professor, an avowed atheist and active in the ACLU, was teaching his class He shocked several of his students when he flatly stated that once and for all he was going to prove there was no God. Addressing the ceiling he shouted: "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes". The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by. " I'm waiting God, if you're real knock me off this platform!!!!" Again after 4 minutes, the professor taunted God saying, "Here I am, God!!! I'm still waiting!!!" His count down got down to the last couple of minutes when a SEAL, just released from the Navy after serving in Afghanistan and Iraq and newly registered in the class, walked

Rib Fest 2007
HOWDY YA'LL, JUST WANTED TO LET THOSE THAT LIVE IN MIAMI OR THE HOMESTEAD AREA OF FLORIDA. THIS YEARS RIB FEST CONSIST'S OF: GRANK FUNK RAILROAD FEATURING BRUCE KULICK OF KISS AND COUNTRY SUPERSTAR PHIL VASSER. THE SHOW IS FREE AND IT IS NOVEMBER 3, AND 4, HOMESTEAD AIR FORCE BASE. ALL DAY EVENT FOOD, HORSES, MOTORCYCYLES, AND YES TONS OF BEER AND GOOD LOOKING WOMEN. ANY OF MY FRIENDS COME LOOKING FOR ME I"LL BE TOP SIDE ON STAGE, JUST ASK FOR ME AND I"LL COME DOWN AND MEET AND GREAT WITH YA. HOPE TO SEE ALL MY HOMESTEAD BUDDIES. TOMMY

Just A Little Time
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family... My friend Miss Sxyrebel aka Linda and I would like for you to show our good friend Finster Baby some love.. Please go to his profile and love him...spank him..or do to this Hot Blooded Italian just whatever your little ole heart desires... He's a great guy and a lot of fun.. He deserves only the best... Let's all show him a good time.... Finster 'Need that gypsy lovin' Baby@ fubar We love you baby!!!! Hello Everyone! I would like to ask just a little bit of your time.. I entered a VIP formerly known as a VIC Giveaway... I need 14000 to receive my VIP... I would appreciate any comments you could give me.. Thank you in advance for your help. I will return the favor and I will be stopping by anyone who helps to drop you an 11... and if you do help and I miss you please let me know because I'm not on 24/7 although I am signed on I'm not sitting here lol.. Thanks a lot... Fubar love to you all.. Amy

Church Bulletin Bloopers And Typos
The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight "Searching for Jesus." ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Our youth basketball team is back in action Wednesday at 8pm in the recreation hall. Come out and watch us kill Christ the King. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Don't forget your husbands. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our community. Smile at someone who is hard to love. Say "Hell" to someone who doesn't care

Links To Rate Leveling Team Name
We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS H.E.L.P=HELPING OTHERS LEVEL PROMPTLY L

The Dark
Take a deep breath,.....cause it all go's down when you pull the fucking pin......this is the dark.....your laying on the ground..praying you don't fall asleep. praying you will awake. waiting for the next doomed person to cross my path......wish he would have walked another path......so....i shot him in the head.....then 15 or 20 others shot at me....then you think...fuck...am i hit...shit....gotta run now. running....shit...there is one of my guys dead. shit..i'll cry later...gotta run now,

Rude Boy Prayer
momma said too rude boy so you live so you die , and if you dont come back i hope you drown and then she cry's , but i got to say save me, oh lord say (save me) now that your free c'mon and save me am a weaping soul ; i do what am wanted i 'am wanting so bad i shoot up shanty town & shoot all over town (save me) oh lord now that your free , save me.... ------------------ Mmmmmm unreleased song this doesnt exist no where... so here is lyrics & song from the early years of bob marley and the wailer's recorded 1966... at studio one kingston jamaica ------------------------------

Horses Ass
Texas Bartender A man walked into a bar in Fort Worth, Texas and ordered a drink While he was sitting at the bar watching T.V., one of Hillary's political ads came on. After it ended, he stood up and announced to everyone, Hillary is a horse's ass!" The bartender reached under the bar and brought out an oak club about 18 inches long and hit the man square across the head, knocking him off his stool and onto the floor. After a minute or two, the man got up, straightened himself up and said to the bartender, "I'm sorry. I didn't know this was Hillary country." It's not!" replied the bartender. "This is horse country".

Landing In London
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe ill be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what i will do Youve got to understand its a hard life That im going through And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New york is getting kinda cold I keep my head from geting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear When the night falls in around me I dont think ill make

Help
It's weird i never really do contests cause i'm not part of a family...but I saw a contest for a HH so i decided to give it a try. I mean hell I have people that i talk to on a daily basis..i figured they would have my back..But then i ask for a little help...and they all seem to not know who the hell i am. I mean what kind of shit is that? I'm getting lame excuses like i'd do anything for you but i don't have the patience for that or I don't like adding guys..or even better the ones who were like yeah i'll def help you..and then don't. Now I remember why i don't do contests. Anyways thought i'd vent a lil...but i'm gonna keep trucking with the friends that i do have helping me and mabye i'll at least get second. To all of my real friends who have been helping me i luv u long time!! ♥ I'm in a contest for a HH..so if you can take a few minute and help me out that would be awesome!! Please make sure you add/fan/rate him if you decide to help..THanks ♥

Pc World
Well lets see what everyone thinks about what goes on on the internet. Personally I think that the internet is a great way to meet new and interesting ppl and have friends all over the world. It is also good for jobs and something to do when you are bored and have nothing else to do with your time. I personally have pages all over the place and I really dont know what I would do without them. I am a mother of 2 and when you have kids and a job you really dont have alot of time for much of a social life. So I turn to my PC to keep in touch with friends and family and meet new ppl. I love to talk and know what is going on in the rest of the world. You do have your downs to the internet to like hackers that wants to destroy ppl's lives and the porn you can find on the net. Tell me what your opinions are about the internet. What are your views about what goes on in PC land.

32 Strange Things You Likely Didn't Know
1. A rat can last longer without water than a camel. 2. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it will digest itself. 3. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate. 6. A duck's quack doesn't echo. No one knows why. 7. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". 8. During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance (and Heston's wearing a watch). 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily! (That explains a few mysteries... .) 10. Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. 11. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. 12. The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in

Kids Write About The Sea
1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea. My baby brother

News For All
Just wanted to let everyone know that I hadn't been online since early Friday because I went to the E.R. Friday morning and was in there for four hours. I wasn't able to get online again til today, I have been too sick. The Dr. said I have a bad virus that is just as bad as the flu but doesn't last as long. He put me on 3 different types of meds and said I needed to do a nasal irrigator to help rid my body and sinuses of this infection. So If I am not online to answer and email, comment or message, I am sorry but I am not feeling well at all. Thanks for understanding everyone. Take care Brenda News for all. As of Monday I will not be online much. I have been overloaded with alot lately and the internet will be shut off on Monday. If you want me to contact after that day, leave me a phone number to reach you at. That way I can still call after that day. I am planning on getting a regular cell phone that day instead of the prepaid one I have at this time. Just want

How To End A Relationship
She told me we couldnt afford beer anymore and that i would have to quit Then I caught her spending $65 for makeup I asked her how come I had to give up stuff and she didnt She said she needed the makeup to look pretty for me I told her that was what the beer was for I dont think shes comming back!

Stuff
I thought you knew me but it seems you never did I tried to find you in the castle where you hid I took the pictures that you ruined from my wall No one remembered me I was right after all I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am the hero to you You are the villain to me I jumped a building or two To write this love story I was the prince that every dame was looking for But you gave your love to every jester at your door Well I always knew that you would end up stepping out But that's what this cannon aimed at you is all about I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am t

Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto stopped in the desert for the night. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, Look towards sky what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars" "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will >have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?" Tonto is silent for a moment, then says, "Kemo Sabe, you dumber than buffalo shit. It means someone stole tent."

The Cat That Predicts Death
Oscar the cat seems to have an uncanny knack for predicting when nursing home patients are going to die, by curling up next to them during their final hours. His accuracy, observed in 25 cases, has led the staff to call family members once he has chosen someone. It usually means they have less than four hours to live. "He doesn't make too many mistakes. He seems to understand when patients are about to die," said Dr. David Dosa in an interview. He describes the phenomenon in a poignant essay in Thursday's issue of the New England Journal of Medicine. "Many family members take some solace from it. They appreciate the companionship that the cat provides for their dying loved one," said Dosa, a geriatrician and assistant professor of medicine at Brown University. The 2-year-old feline was adopted as a kitten and grew up in a third-floor dementia unit at the Steere House Nursing and Rehabilitation Center. The facility treats people with Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease and other

*** Last Night ***
I lie awake waiting for you. As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel the strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, You lay on my naked body.... You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishing, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you....... "You fucking mosquito!!" he he he...Tc n peace..Boo

Blonde Joke
Homer walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM. He sat down next to this blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 news was on. The news crew was covering the story of a man on a ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Homer and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Homer says,"You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't." Homer placed $20 on the bar and said, "You're on!" Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death. The blonde was very upset and handed her $20 to Homer, saying, "Fair's fair. Here's your money." Homer replied, "I can't take your money. I saw this earlier on the 5 o'clock news and knew he would jump." The blonde replied, "I did too, but I didn't think he'd do it again." Homer took the money

Hind Lick Maneuver
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a drink, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress,yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to his table. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that thar Hind Lick Maneuver, but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

My Life As I Know It
well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do what it takes to seek my recovery... i was coming up an a year clean and uuuhhh yeah i slipped ...i feel it was a message from my higher power whom i care to call god.... he put my ass in check by sending back out cause i thought i no longer needed to take my medication. (which consists of meetings and alot of looking into self) for those that actually call themselves my friends on here have helped alot by just being there for me today.. both in and outside of the fellowship ... i also learned that regaurdless of what i think of myself i am a decent person.. regaurdless of what i have done in my past i cant hold my self hostage about all that.. and believe me i have done and witnessed some foul shit.....

Who Cares Lol
Best Tummy on Fubar (Male and Female and even prego bellies) 1st- 1 day blast 1,000$ in fubar gifts 2nd- 3,000$ in fubar gifts 3rd- 1,000$ in fubar gifts *gifts are your choice and amount is subject to change* Comment Bombing is allowed rates worth 2 pts each comments worth 1 pt each no downrating or ill kick your fubar ass! =P send all pics to me or direct me to the apporpriate picture! Heather "O" ~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~Gerry's Mistress@ fubar (repost of original by 'Heather "O" (fubar wife to Big Deal)~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~' on '2007-07-28 12:58:31')

Having A Bad Day?
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m., regardless of their medical condition. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m., all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits. Just when the clock struck 11:00, Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner. Having a Bad Day???? The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exx

Just Stuff
I hate today. I hate waking up feeling sad, lonely, and pissed off. There is no reason, really, well except, I am sad, and lonely, and that pisses me off... I guess there is something really wrong with me, I have lots of friends, and shouldn't feel so lonely, and sad, but I do. I don't think how I feel has anything to do with my relationships with my friends, I think it has to do with me personally. My personal life sucks, and sometimes I just can't deal with it. All I want to do is find a place, go there, and sit. I don't want to think or feel. Like I said, I hate today. Darkness My son is all moved out now. I will miss him, lots. He will do good out on his own, he has proven that, he has been on his own for a while before. When I was his age, I was on my own, and it was a wonderful feeling, but then I am a very independent person. He is as well, and I feel that's not such a bad trait to pick up from me. At least he is just 45 mins away, and I can run see him. Ok

Happy
Hey, I am just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I want to be with this guy and he wants to be with me. The problem is that we live in 2 different states and that makes it really hard on us both. I am trying to do what I think is right by trying to get my life straightened out and then moving out there to be with him and I am thinking that if I do that things will be much better for us. If anyone has any advice please help. Thanks Jessica

Stories
She dressed in the morning in a short, casual jumper. She'd made it from a fine wale corduroy in deep, autumn tones. She wore a green turtleneck underneath, but no panties. She put the black panties into her pocket. No one would even suspect such a thing. Not about her. She'd been awake most of the night. Her mind was floating into the realm of the unknown. Into possibilities of fucking the forbidden. She wanted that guy at work so bad. But he worked on the docks. She worked in the office. There was this interoffice no-no at The Company about being friends with those from "the other side of the tracks" even though they worked at the same place. She was the college graduate, he was the felon. Everyone upstairs would die if they knew she was interested. It wasn't even daylight yet. He arrived at his job at 4:30 a.m. She walked from the bus to The Company, crossing city streets, into the industrial end of town. She doubted she was going to be able to go through with what she'd i

Stress
Man I messed up today.. I ran a red light today and damn do I feel stupid.. I feel like shit.. I like have a fever and I don't know why.. Although I did get a manny and peddy today that made me feel kinda good.. I went to the gym and damn I am out of shape.. I need to really step it up and make my body back to its tone self...

It's A..
GIRL!!!! Awwwwwwww... it's a 3D ultrasound.. I'm 6mo. pregnant and she's just the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world.. Can you see the lil nose and lips? awwwww Just thought I'd share this excitement with my friends.. If you don't like it, don't look.

Blogs About Nothing
Ok, so these are the many things I dislike, and/or are scared of. Most of them I do not have actual and total "phobias" of, it shall give you an idea. I got this from a long list of phobias... Some probably aren't even real, who knows... Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint. Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single. Apiphobia- Fear of bees. Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting. Aviatophobia- Fear of flying. Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria. Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia) Cnidophobia- Fear of stings. Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions. Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents. Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church. Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting. Gerascophobia- Fear of growing o

This Is The Poem
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face,For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then,And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too la

Feh
What a freaking addicting game... given how it is just pachinko on steroids. Enough... quiting now. Time to go to the store and get fixins for BBQ this afternoon. Ribeye steaks, white corn, garlic/cheese bread, strawberry shortcake. Gonna make a few killer steaks... marinated only in Dave's insanity sauce. Five bites and you're done... hey, sounds like a good weight loss program. Mark These seem to be the key vehicle to getting ahead in the FUBAR world. But what's with investing 15 minutes of time and only THEN having it tell you that you're suddenly not qualified to participate in the survey? Clearly if you don't use the product they are sponsoring, you may get "disqualified." I've been steered now to Tylenol, Buick and some unknown citrus soda... never used these product... never (ever) will. So I get DQ'd? Stupid. I've worked in marketing... you don't go far if you only listen to folks who use your products. You excel when you listen to those who don't.

Vicks Kleenex
If any of you have not tried the Vicks scented kleenex, you really should they are great...I do have one suggestion though, when you run out of toilet paper and think about using them, ya know, on ya lol...Think twice, it feels as if someone wiped ya with a vicks lozenge ya get that tingly coolish feeling...Don't ask me how I know this, I JUST KNOW... lmaooo I've not been able to be online for a while, I'm not ignoring you my friends...I am sitting in a motel parking lot swiping wifi to be on right now lol...I'm hoping to be online in the next 2 weeks and will be returning all the love you all have shown me...Hugs and Love to all my friends...Blessings...

Lost In The Woods
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased... Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are mo

Ranting And Raving
Yanno, I know I have said this before, but when a normal person posts a bulletin, hardly anybody looks at it, but when someone with a VIP or something of that nature posts a bulletin pimping someone everybody and their momma reads it. But I bitch even once about something and no one looks at it. But when it benefits someone and they know they are gonna get points for it, it gets stickied in a goddamned minute. The fact of the matter is, I know everyone on here is just a regular person in life (well maybe not everyone) but on here some are treated like damn gods, and it sickens me. And I know full well someone is gonna have something to say about what I have said in this blog, and personally I don't give a damn anymore. Because the thing is, not everyones opinion matters but certain people on this site seem to think that theirs is the only opinion that matters. But opinions are like assholes...everybody has one. I will be making custom names for those of you that want them...I expec

It Does Not Interest Me...
"It doesn't interest me what you do for living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventures of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with the wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of

Stop Harrassing Dazzy-lynn!!!
Here we go AGAIN.....FIRST FORNICATES NOW DAZZY...Grrrr.. Stop harrasing DAZZY!!! Dam... Ya haters needs to stop that shit..... She is BEAUTIFUL the way she is.... So if ya dont like it.. Get off it.... Before I ZOMBIE bitch slap ya'll.......... Dazzy a kewl chick!!!!! So GUYS and GALS.... Stop by her page add her Fan her rate her and TELL HER MIDNIGHT ZOMBIE GIRL SENT YOU .. :) HEHE... ........MIDNIGHTZOMBIEGIRL....... Click on her Pic to get to her site of the LINK below!!!! :) Thankies.... http://fubar.com/user/660533

Slipknot
SIC Enemy show me what u wanna be I can handle anything Even if i cant handle you Readily either way it better be dont u fuckin pitty me get up get off what the hell am i saying i dont know about malevolent sure as hell deadent i want somebody to step up step off walls! let me fall get a grip dont let me slip 'til i drop the ball fuck this shit, im sick of it you're goin down this is a war who the fuck am i to critisize ure trusted state of mind you're leavin me suspect im leaving u grotesque feels liikea burn from wich u never learn cause and effect you joalous ass press ure face against the glass-suffer ive just begun its about that time i gotta get mine Su

Friends
We're Not In Love So often people say they found their lover in their friend. I just have to wonder if they’ve found a means to fit their end. I thought I knew you for so long, but now I’ve come to see That this man is a stranger, and you don’t remember me. For the first time in my life I wanted someone I could keep- To treasure me both heart and soul, to hold me in my sleep. When I saw you I was overjoyed, my search at last concluded, Who knew that I would come to find that I was just deluded? Because as we grew together something still kept us apart, I have your body and your mind, but I’ll never have your heart. And I still wish that we could have that true love and forever, But reality stole my happy ending, leaving me with never. And if you asked, what would I say? Would I dare to throw it all away? Would yes be right? Or is it no? But we never ask, so on we go. And still I know that in the end, You’re not my lover but my friend. This is the truth th

7 Years Ago Today
Today 7 years ago I lost one of the most important people in my life, my mom. No matter how much time passes I still cant help but to wake up on this day and go wow, its been another year, its been 7 years since i've hugged her, kissed her, told her I loved her, or heard her say my name. So to my mom I love you, I miss you and your always in my heart.

Day Dreamin
I was cruisin down the road on my bike and it was like i was in a dream...everything was a blurrrrr except thoughts of you. last night was awesome and holding you in my arms while to sun cam up made me feel like this was the way it should be. you smile, your touch, the feel of your body against mine was awesome... ive never felt a woman move like you do, in rythum, so soft and smooth, arching your back at just the right time, putting your hands right there and feeling the fireworks when we exploded.... i dont know how long i rode today but you were with me every mile.... you are a sweet dream baby. xo

Cutting Back My Intake Of Fubar
You know what....now I'm really fucking pissed...I just wrote a whole fucking thing about why I'm leaving and because a fucking subject box was'nt filled I now have to do it all again....just yet another reason why this fucking place blows.....anyway I'm writing this to Tiff,Ramel,Honielynne and Kelly....I "doubt" you cats will read it but here's to the chance that you do because it's to you guys this goes out to and maybe like the 3 other people that "might" take the time to read it and that's probably giving it more credit than it deserves. Anyway enough of me "bitching" as I seem to do that too much anyway. I'm not gonna be coming on here like I did or have been anymore...I hate this place it fucking blows....to me it's a fucking popularity contest. I hate thae fact that I gotta rate pics,stash,profiles,blogs,mums do contests and I hate the fact that I feel obligated to do so just because someone rated me....it's bull-fucking-shit....Yeah I know....there goes T "bitching" about poin

Friends
I was told it was time for me to grow up.. Geez. Do I have to. I guess so not a kid. Guess its time to take responsibilty for me. Instead of letting someone else do the job. But hey it's so much easier that way. I like the easy way. Is that such a bad thing. I guess so at times. You got to work and manage your life to accomplish the things you want. I so much wish I had directions, an instruction manual. Tells you how to make it through life. If it were only that easy. Well have to make a plan now. That should be fun. Probably take me forever to make a plan, but least I'm starting. Soon I'll be all grown up. Lmao..... When friends become more... When you least expect it. Your a friend and some how feelings on one end or the other move to another level. Do you stay best friends. You made a pact when you first met. Friends always. But the pain then it becomes more. There's pain , how do deal with it. How can you talk about it, because the one that was your best friend , your confidant. I

Will Be Away For A Few Days....
Hey, all! Just wanted to let you know that I'm gonna take a break from Fubar for a few days....so be sure to leave sum love in my absence and I'll hit you up when I come back. Muchos Love to ya'll!

Step Back Iraq
"To the Soldiers of the US Militaries" Can you hear the Liberty Bell ringing? Bong...Bong...Bong... That's the sound of freedom singing her song... We've worked hard to build this country and yes, we stand proud... Don't tread upon our land with your face behind a shroud... We'll never run and hide like Al Queda in the sand... Our military defends our country with their guns in their hand... We're not proud of death and destruction for we've lost loved ones to... But they will die standing tall and proud from a war created by you... Our good will win above all evil heart, love and great pride... That's the difference you don't see the almighty God, he's our guide... The Lord is our savior, this we know he'll pull us through this long cold war... And when our boys come home from this land of afar... They will stand ready and proud to answer that next call... So heed our warnings, from the start we promise, your land will fall... Lay down your

Random
I finally finished my re-enlistment! I leave on August 27th for AIT, and should be at my home duty station by November. I wont know where I'm going to for a few weeks yet, so I don't know when I'll be online again after I leave. Thanks to everyone who has supported me in this! I love you all! Go Army! Today was my oldest daughter's first day of Kindergarten. I am so proud of her, and I'm excited for her, but I still choked up walking out the door. Her teacher wrote a poem to the parents that had me fighting back tears some more in the car. I will miss being here to see her off to school, and to pick her up. I've been so strong and determined, but the closer to my ship date the more of a wreck I am. I'm sure Sunday will be the hardest, my final goodbye to my children for a couple months. :( My favorite quote... Exactly how I've felt for many moons, and even amidst the torture I continue to feel the same! "When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like a

Sad......
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know I love you I loved you all along and I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

I Promise
JUGGALO CREED as written by Rev. Last Rite... I am a Juggalo... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love

Teena's Sanity
So this random guy starts talking to me on my shout box, he seemed nice so I gave him my yahoo SN when he asked. We werent talking for more then 2 mins and he says "You have great tits" Ugh, seriously! What a pig, (Yes that boy was a P I G pig!) I told him if he surrounded himself with women that respond to things like "Great tits" he has no class. Then he informed me that I was uptight, since when did having self respect for yourself make you uptight? I am a women, I deserve respect. Moral of the story, treat all women like you would treat your mother. I wanted to thank everyone thats been so sweet and supportive!!! And thank you for all the comments, friends, fans ect!!! Keep them coming, a girl always appreciates to know shes loved!!!

Delusions Of Grandure
yayyyy i lost my contest that i was tryin for ohhh well life goes on enjoy my favorite song by icp My husband today did something that made my heart sink to the floor.....he was explaining to my 8 year old heaven where to clean and stuff when he picks up the the back of the recliner and starts to turn it over so you could see what was under neath....my heart raced and sucn to the floor i scrreamed the baby and lunged in her direction and caught her before she could begin to fall hubby came and we sat both on the floor lookin at the baby and she smiled not knowing what could have happened in her lil world she was safe...hubby felt sooo bad about it...but talk about heart sinking. Well last night i got really drunk off of some Jim Beam and pepsi.....It was pretty good but i like the shit we had the other day lol it was a cherry bomb which consists of cherry vodka and redbull makes you a wide awake drunk lol...i guess thats all for right now lol i dont know what else to say

Just Talkin
I just wanted to make everyone sure of something, I'm NOT a crazy cat woman........ I swear..... I just love my cat like he's my kid. I've had lots of problems and stuff with pregnancy, and right now I can't have one, so my cat is like my kid. I don't have a million of 'em runnin through my house or nothin, only him. He's just my big fat spoiled ass house cat. I hope that straightens it all out. :D I am so happy right now, I finally got someone that actually cares about me and wants me for me! I know things are not going to always go exactly the way that is planned, but at least I know he cares about me for ME! For some people, everything just isn't enough. I'm so sick of users in this world that it's not even funny.

Tears Of The Fallen
we go in to life with thoughts of hope and dreams of beauty close to unthinkable,we smile,we think,we hold dreams close to our hearts and smile .we dream of thoughts that happen everyday and hold them close inside ,always waiting for hapyness to shine down from heaven like a angels breath or a suns slow warming kiss,but some times it slips though your fingers like a warm brezze or sand .i will always wait for my angele breath and hope to feel its touch . What Does The Color Of Your Eyes Mean? (Details and Pics!) Your eye color is: dark blue. You're much more serene than your light blue iris cousin. You like peace and quiet and people find your presence soothing. You're extremely mature and know how to make good decisions. You're shy, but people enjoy having you around. You can sometimes be stressed, but don't show it. You need to pour out your emotions once in a while, with writing or poetry. You also like to be a perfectionist, but you need to learn that

Were A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

My Pics Are Back Open!!! :)
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO......HOOOOOOOOOO.. I HAVE DECIDED TO OPEN UP ALL MY PICS BACK UP AGAIN..... :) LOL.... SO PLAY NICE... OR I WILL CLOSE THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN AND MAKE THEM PRIVATE YET AGAIN .... LOL..... SO COME SHOW THIS DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL SOME LUV... YOU KNOW SHE ALWAYS SHOWS IT BACK!!!! MUCH LOVE....

Stuff
there is this guy im completely in love with. and i dont know how to get ahold of him. no one likes me. and i wish someone did. ive been single 6 years, and no one wants to even know me. it makes me so depressed. i just wish that i could find one guy that would make me happy. the one, my one true love. and maybe my emotional pain would go away. i wish this could happen for me. but it never will....... who said that i wasnt right ive lived for years without a life dont have a soul on my side still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried dont take me under your wing i dont need a hand dont need anything ive got a roof over my head as if i'd rather be alone with me instead close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are ill tip my hat to those who cant believe its me though i never never never ever wanted this to be i can hear the sounds of the city sunrise and set are the same to me a hesitating pulse is good company and my reflection offers no apolo

Wtf Is This
LADY DI IS SMOKIN!!!!! Come help her out in this contest she is in for a Happy hour. If everyone on my list could please please please come and leave 25 comments or more that would help make sure she says on TOP. The comp came in last night and pulled up over 5000 comments, so they are on our butt now. Thank you all so much for anyone who comes and helps out. Bites and Licks, Dark Enigma.

Back Home :(
So yeah im home now from disney.... totally felt like i was fucking 5 there again wont lie. there was a fair share of little kids that got into my way for ride that i "accidentally" elbowed in the head! oh well, i guess theres always next year :(

Got Kicked Off Of Mumms
Mo tards an retards,no more mentions,sorry for the comments,was just trying to be humorous,apparently not,will not do again,I swear.....An promise to brush out my mouth with Crest Whitening!.......Anyhow,hope most of all of you had fun,was not poking fingers at anyone,I apologize.

Please ...read, And Visit!
I have a "youtube" channel, and I was wondering how to add a video from there to my stashes so that you can see and hear my songs.... Can some one please help me do this? Thanks for your help, I don't know what else to do. please reply with or without solutions. Come on people...help me out here....(please?) No you don't get points....but help me out here, ok? FRAK! .... Rio Personally I don't care what rating anyone gives me...but some do! So , what is the harm in giving some one a "10" or "11" if you can. It might just make a special moment in an otherwise dull life. If I want real I would not be online ....you too? So, everyone take heed and think about what rating you give....it might just make someone smile...and quantify their life just a little bit. Every one is a "10" in my book, that does not mean that I give them out with out regards to reality, it just means that I give respect to every one, unless it is not deserved! Then I will let reality be your judge...and

My Horoscope
Something has been bugging you lately, and the answer won't come to you on its own. It's time to hit the library or go online to get to the bottom of it -- expect a bit more complexity in the final result. Something that seems to be an impassable barrier is actually just slowing you down a bit -- as long as you're willing to keep trying. Your perseverance should pay off in a big way in the long run. You've got more power than you may realize and now is the best time to exert it. Try not to step on too many toes -- you may need the people they're attached to at some later date! Your brain is a big help.

Honesty
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. What turns you on? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is fore play to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you have sex with me even if your in rela

Big Bro
live cam up now ..usually seen playing pool .. lets us know ..what ya all think If ya like big bro 8 let me know......It is great this year and if ya have showtime ya can watch live feed 3 hours a day and 7 days a week...peace

Am I Here
I was thinking the ather day. I work and work and don't seem to get anywhere. Don't get me wrong my kids are taken care of, but I just really can't figure out where this life is going. I guess it's like a lottery ticket you just wait and see. Life really sucks sometimes.

My Health
What is a friend? For that fact what dose it mean to be a best friend? I'm not one to burden others with my problem but life really sucks and over the last twenty years or so it just keeps dealing me one bad hand after another, each one worse than the one before. They say that God don't give us things we can't handle but dam if my cup don't runnith over already! I guess my bad luck started about three years ago when I took in a bimbo bitch. In less than six months she made me get rid of my roommate and not long after that she had me arrested for domestic dispute. When I got out of the county jail two and a half months later coz the state drop the charges for lack of evidence she was gone…so was my apartment, my car, twenty thousand dollars of PA gear which I used to make a living with as a sound tech, my pass ports and everything else I owned in the world. It has not been easy to bounce back; heaven knows I always have before. A very short time after the above fiasco I was diagno

Hatefiles
-Damnation- hey bitch, bring me the gun my painted hollow heart could care less if you cease to breathe your actions, so monotonous, predictable an obvious you make me sick, you make me sick I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should living doesn't hurt when you don't have a heart sure i've got one in my chest, but the beat has yet to start living sure must hurt when you follow your heart the one I had in my chest, I've cut out with the lie shards I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should get your shit straight sucker no one gives a fuck about you come on motherfucker show me what you're gonna do you think I fell in love? sorry for misleading you you mean everything to me until I'm done and I reload though you don't mean a thing to me shaking on the floor I will lead you to safety my bloody, broken little whore hey bitch, bring me th

This Is Me
WELL MY FRIEND BABYGURL TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE AND I THOUGHT ID CHECKIT OUT....IM GLAD I DID!!! IVE NEVER FELT SO WELCOME WOW IM SPEACHLESS WELL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT ME: IM ENGAGED TO GET MARRIED ON AUG THE 12TH 2007 TO MY BEST FRIEND JOSHUA( HIS PIC IS IN MY PIC ALBULM) I HAVE THREE CHILDREN AND A SASSY ATTITUDE. I LOVE ALL THINGS AND HAVE A VERY OPEN MIND AND VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. IF YOU DONT WANT MY OPINION DONT ASK! I HAVE HOBBIES AND WORKING ON A COLLEGE DEGREE IN BUSINESS AND IM A STAY AT HOME MOTHER AND SOON TO BE WIFE IM HERE TO FIND FREINDS NOT A LOVER UNLESS YOU ARE FEMALE THEM ILL SHARE WITH MY MAN HE LOVES THAT ABOUT ME!!!!! WELL IF I HAVE LEFT ANYTHING OUT AND YOU WANT TO KNOW THEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK BY THE WAY " I LOVE TO FLIRT!!!!"

Ann's Blogs
Ok, thats a story I just found on yahoo. It was cute,so I thought I share it here for the ones who missed it. It came from Reuters btw. Chocoholic squirrel steals treats from shop Thu Aug 2, 10:44 AM ET A Finnish squirrel with a sweet tooth heads to a Finnish grocery shop at least twice a day to steal "Kinder Surprise" chocolate-shelled eggs. "I named it the Kinder-squirrel, after the treats. It always goes after them, other sweets do not seem to interest it as much," the manager of the store in Jyvaskyla, central Finland, told Reuters. The confectionary, which is intended for children, has a toy inside. "It removes the foil carefully, eats the chocolate and leaves the store with the toy," Irene Lindroos said. Unfortunately, the bushy-tailed thief does not clean up after itself, but leaves the wrappers behind, she added. Squirrels have a well deserved reputation for being clever and adaptable animals. Many a home owner has seen the small rodents raiding thei

Ups And Downs
Life can be simple and sometimes torn, looking back to what was once instored. Turning back the hourglass to a year ago, finding that someone to gather all the pain. In your heart you feel empty and sometimes alone, the best of it all is that life has its ups and downs, til one day you look the other way and you are back on the ground. Fallen tears looking into what lies ahead, following your memories and the one's that are about to come. Laying in bed thinking about the one who turns you on. Remembering how life would be if he was there just holding me. Life has its ups and downs, damn dont I know that. Life is always full of hope just waiting to be set free.

My Letter For You
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

I Was........
I was old before i was young, the question thus becomes, where am i? and where have i run ? from, who am i ? and why do i have this gun? run. away into your pleasantries the beast and i are one. run. away into eternity became a sungod son eternal. not strung along by funds. subdermal. the beast and i are one. run. right back from where you came from. all ive ever needed is the one. me and my monster sungodsons.

We Were Once
I once loved you so much And for so long. Why did you leave When I did nothing wrong? Your smile was once the sun On a dark, rainy day. It would clear up the sky And keep it from being gray. Your eyes were once the shine Of the world's glowing light. Or were they the twinkling stars That once filled the night? Your hands once had power To give me the softest touch. They'd always give me a slight tingle, Which is why I loved them so much. Your hugs were once the medicine That'd change a frown to cheer. A shiver would run through my body Every time I feel your love near. Your kisses were once the wind, They were fresh and breezy against my face. They were gentle, so gentle, It's something no one will replace. But, now you like someone else, And it's driving me insane. Although it's over for us, The love we had still remains. And so I tell myself... Never again will I cry. You were once everything to me, That I ca

Feelings
Once there was a destiny that I wanted to fill in my heart, dreaming and a fantasy.. Life is very open and sometimes closed. You share your precious moments with someone you have trust and faith in them.. You bare your tears and a shoulder when you know that person is just a friend. You weep from memories, just to keep you going on the next day. When thinking about the great times you shared when they were always around. Pieces of life will always be there, you put them back in your heart. Beyond Life only gives you strength, No one is here to judge you, nor hate you. Life is away of living, dont take it away from me my love is unfound.

You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Video
I have some really sexy DVD'S for sale if you would like one let me know..Can email me at ktrjb@yahoo.com Come see my new videos http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=1&model=beachbunny

Nympho
Ok so I have a problem, I'm a real nympho and its not all its cracked up to be... I'm always horny and need it 3 to 9 times a day most of the time. its like I'm never satisfied, most women don't know how to really please me sexually, and it suxxx, I don't have the support I need to help me out... The thing is, I don't even have to cum every time, just to make love and please my partner is what I want, but its hard to fine someone that has what I'm looking for I guess... If you would like to help me out please let me know. Show me some love. I'm a real person with real feelings and a want for love like anyone else would, please don't think bad of me for needing sex so much, I'm not a bad person. I wanted to add an edit to this, I hope you have read my war blogs as well, I have tried lots of meds for the pain but nothing really helps me. I have found that sex is the only thing that takes the edge off, it really helps, and also drives my addiction even more, but I have ha

My Life
so i am single once again... sadly things didnt work out with me and casey... it was probalay the whole lying thing that got to me but i told him i would stay friends with hime and all that fun stuff.... ya there is an date so you see here i am being all me and stuff. I am miss catherine k... the wicked! Im born in ireland and classified as gothic, but thats not all there is to me. I quiet out going. i mean come on not everyone can work 18 hour days and be fine lol. i love read, write, danceing, music, and taliking!! well if you want to know more jut write me ill write back unless you like 40! so im so in love right now!! turly un beleive head over heels in love with this guy... he has stolen my herat and i wear his around my neck!! He is my everything right now... he nows just how to make me smile... or make me cry... in a good way of course...the crying thing anyways!! lol By the way his name is Casey we meet at my work and have been dating for a little over a month now... i know i h

Life!
Hello everyone, Well as u all know my bf and I are still seperated hes in DK and I am back in the states...... He should be coming back in Sept if I dont mess it all up..... I keep pushing him away.... more and more each day.... He is an amazing man he would do anything for me.... But one thing I seem to just push him away in things that I say or do ...... What the hell am I thinking everyone He is all that I have wanted and then some...... I feel as though i dont deserve him and why would he love me ...... we come from two different worlds ..... I am the girl from the other side of the track.......I dont have anything to give him but my love... I cant do for him like i would love to ..... I dont know if its cuz of the distance r if its cuz I am so scared that I just push him away or is it both..... We have been through so much shit in the time we been togather more then i have with anyone.......He truly is my best friend and I dont wanna lose him but if I keep doing this I will....

Just Stuff
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

Ok Folks
I have someone harassing me on here. I dont know how much longer I am going to stick around. I have this person blocked under 3 different names on fubar and They are still coming to my page leaving negative comments. My father is in the hospital right now and I have enough things to worry about without signing on to my page after working 12 hours to find nasty comments on my page. I know for sure I have this person blocked from my myspace page. So if ya'll would like to keep in contact with me , Add me as a friend on myspace @ www.myspace.com/Mesmerized72 or Add me to yahoo messanger @ supaflychick25. Peace Out, Missy = )~

For My Friend...
I just posted a bulletin about this, but last time no one read it, so i will try posting here, too. My very good friend (ddlittle) is having a REALLY rough time lately, and has been away from her computer dealing with real life issues. What i would really like to see is for everyone that reads this to go and leave her a comment/pic comment. The catch is that your comment has to have the word BABE or HUN in it.....trust me, it will make it that much better. (she HATES those words, so i make sure to use them all the time with her lol). OK, here she is.... ddlittle@ fubar This would really mean a lot.....I want her to come back on here with lots of love waiting for her. Thanks everyone!!!!!

The Difference Between Men And Women
Men.............It's not so complicated! It's like this....... The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money are pigs. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank GOD are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE! The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO IN THE WORLD UNDERSTAN

Fcc
Earlier today I told ya'll about Lord Wolf being blacklisted. Here is an edited version of what he says: "I contacted a Laywer to see if we could get the FCC involved with the mistreatment of us but the FCC doesn't cover internet sites as internet sites are a free interprize" Does anyone know who to contact in such matters? Are the people who create these sites allowed free reign over everything? Is there a "FUBAR GOD"? Blacklisted by Fubar where I can nolonger write in my Blogs I can put pic's in but all other Material is invisable.This is Proberly Retaliation of Deleteing That Punk Ass Punk.I do not need to mention his name he knows who he is an a few Kingdom know who he is as well.Now if I was to add him back this might all go away.A Lawyer was Contacted to see if we could get the FCC involved in this matter that has to do with Cruel an unual Punishment by Fubar.But the FCC does not Govern Internet Sites as Internet Sites are a Free Interprise.Fubar is a Socialization Exs

Just Me
well it's the brickyard time here in indiana and i can't wait big huge party in speedway tonight and the race tommarrow right now it's raining here but i dont care a little rain never hurt anybody i think it's funny when whinnyass people run from the rain,anyways just as long as it don't rain dureing the race i dont care.anyways you all have a great day

Old_man_mike
Possible embilishments may occour below so be forewarned. It was only my second citation to have ever served. I had taken far too little for the job and knew better but I wanted to get the business even if it meant undercutting the competition far too much. Red flags were in abundance; A Jittery legal assistant eager to get me out of their office with only a shrug as to the disposition of the defendant. Errors on the actual address that were I not the most diligent person cost me hours and miles. And finally, the service was in a part of town I shouldn’t to be going to at any time of day. I thought, “This is where the wild things are.” And then I thought, “Shouldn’t I be in my pajamas that have the little feet sewn into them?” After an interminable drive, I arrived at the address in question which turned out to be the projects unquestionably. Squat little eight unit one and two bedroom apartment buildings right off the ass end of a noisy major highway. The sign said welcome to

Hey
Hey everybody! This is my first blog post and unfortunately I probably won't get to do them that often because I work so much. On average, 90 hours a week. You can call me crazy. I hear it all of the time. Classes are going to be starting soon, so hopefully, I can get my hours cut down a lot and I will be able to do more. So, anyway, just wanted to say HI to everyone.

Politics, Religion, Miscellany We All Agree On
Last month, a former colleague invited me to join her Feminist Book Club. I cringed. And then accepted her invitation. Feminism, for the unschooled, is simply the belief that men and women should have equal rights. I've always considered myself a feminist, and most of my friends, both male and female, consider themselves feminists, too. That said, the word Feminist has some, ahem, negative connotations. Bra burning comes to mind. Man-eating. Dick-hating. I could go on, but there's probably no need. Suffice it to say that not all feminists are the same. (Think Andrea Dworkin: crazy cunt who believes that all sex is rape.) Anyway, Feminist Book Club. I was going somewhere with this. The day of the meeting, I went to the market, picked up a variety of fruit, and put together a nice platter, carefully cutting slices of pineapple to resemble juicy little penises. nom nom nom I talked with one of my friends that day, and told him that I was going to Feminist Book

Anal Sex. Open Up Chicks!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell everyone that I had some awesome sex last night, and I didn't think it was going to feel good at all. My partner loves anal sex and I haven't ever really been into it, but last night was different. I love toys really big long ones, I have one named Dr. Johnson. I have seen girls getting fucked in their ass and their pussy at the same time but I have never tried it before so I got the doc and decided to try something new. My partner started off by sticking his cock in my ass then I stuck the doc in my pussy it hurt so bad but felt so good. I didn't want him to stop even though it was hurting, I wanted him to pound me harder! I felt fucking filled up! It felt so good I started playing with my clit and I couldn't handle it anymore and I squirted all over my hand and popped the doc out. My partner was like damn girl I think thats the fastest you ever squirted. I think that everyone needs to open up and have fun with something new. It will feel

Sorry Ladies
i am so sorry that i have not been communicating with anyone, but i guess im being punnished for something, i cant leave profile or pic. comments. if anyone has been thru this please help me out.send it to me thru my mail. still having problems with the shout box. love you all bob.

Will Be Having Surgery
To my friends and family i will be having surgery on the 30th of july and most likely wont be on much the rest of that week.So know i'm not ignoring anyone just not feeling well. Will let you all know when i'm back to being myself. love and kisses CERIDWEN

Haters
Seriously, fubar just sent me an email saying my account will be deleted because of the mums i posted!! OMFG!!! I FUCKING HATE FUBAR!!! Why do people have nothing better to do than to ruin other ppl's fun? someone got my mum deleted for having offensive and NSFW content in it when all it said was "Vote A or Vote B" and another said "should i or shouldn't i?" wtf is wrong with ppl? anyone else think its wrong to have ppl's mums removed for stupid reasons without a proper review? please comment! seriously. just since i have been online this morning i have been blocked by 5 people. wtf? what need is there to block me? you dont wanna look at my pic, then dont. you dont like my profile, then dont look at it. you think i am a pervert, so dont talk to me. blocking people is like putting them on a blacklist of sorts, like putting their face on those big bulletin boards with a caption saying, this person is bad, do not talk to them, block them at all costs. i know thats a bit extreme, but come

A Bit About Me
Here is a little bit about me... I was born in Bronx, NY. Grew up on Arthur ave. and roamed the streets alot. when i was 15 i was already clubbin.. (helps to know people).. I grew up with a wide variety of people.. and bands. (Acid Rain, Le Noir, Winter Rose, Smoke Screen, Shootyz Groove) to name a few.. had a bit of a rough childhood.. which led me to be a rough teenager..when i was about 16 I became NYC S.H.A.R.P skin head... lol yeah me... NYHC forever. got into way too much trouble then at age 23 I moved out to Hollywood, CA..(like everyone else lol) got drunk and married one weekend in Las Vegas.. and regretted it since..in 2002 I seperated from the jerk and it has been a battle since.. these days.. I am an independent kinda gal.. like to have fun, act like a dork and do what I need to do. I am an easy goin , and down to earth punk chick (who would have thought that lol) I love to collect weapons.. especially shrp ones..lol i am into katana's mostly and love the Japanese cult

This And That
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some glue my heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even there my heart now as an empty space my heart needs u to fill that place my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced my heart wants you to still keep me safe my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more my heart knew you were going to shut that door my heart told me to let you know how i really feel my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend my heart never told me my world would come to an end my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good my heart thought u would of understood my heart now misses all fun we have had together my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone my

Illegals In America
Interesting, and this is only one State If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here ill! egally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal.

Photos And Questions
I’ve been going through photos on this old PC and found a few more of me to post to my profile. I hope you will have a look and let me know what you think of them. I would like to hear your thoughts on a couple things that interest me but seem to freak out a few men. 1. When you are bound to my bed……..can I play with your ass…tongue, fingers a toy or two? 2. Are you comfortable with the idea of me using a strap-on? 3. I enjoy threesomes whichever mix comes up. Are you comfortable with another man in the mix? 4. Can he touch you? 5. When both of you have cum in my pussy……will you still lick me clean? 6. Would love to have a man bound to my bed…….have him desperate to cum, his only option to cum is to let my other man lick and suck his cock….are you up for it.? Just a few questions to get the conversation rolling. Please email me with your thoughts. Leah Good morning, Rumors abound about the continuation of this site, I hope they are wrong. I don't want to loos

Something For Everone
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE: Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all

Live And Love
The sparkle in your eye The warmth of your skin Your breath on my neck That quivers within. The touch of your hand The smell of your hair The kindness of your smile That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips Your body near mine The stroke of your touch That feeling inside. The sound of your voice Compassion in your embrace The serenity in your stride The power in your face. The calming of your presence The beating of your heart The promise of tomorrow That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss and the magic in your touch. It is all these reasons and more, why I love you so much. Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one We've been together before In other lifetimes WE've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed WE've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment P

I Love You Daddy
From: Rana ~ To: Spanky Oremovich Subject: i love you Message: i close my eyes and see you i feel your breath upon my skin i touch your chest and feel your heartbeat the morning sun awakens me and i wait until i close my eyes to see you

Why Do All Good Things Come To A End
Flames to dust ............ lovers to friends........why do all good things come to a end...? Honestly what will become of me dont like reality its to clear to me honestly life is dandy.... the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon and they could die! Love holds many keys to different places of where our souls want to be

Pain Verses
bleeding on the inside giving in to the pain not hiding it from the outside letting it ooze from my veins more then enough of my rage to share torn asunder and heart still beating most don't even care not sure that i do on most days thousands of pin pricks all in the same place. pain fills the world and i add my share. enjoying the suffering like most wallowing in my disrepair.

Only Me
warm weather fan,collector,boat owner,ocean fisherman,tattooed and still receiving ink,love of many art forms,female form,gentle kind in mannor,outer shell not what expected,most surprized,very kind,animal lover,nature, photography,black/white darkroom in home,enjoy feeling, warm active hands,closeness a must,or not at all,no matter,your decision,movie fan,sometimes couch potatoe,not a bar person,homebody,small gatherings preferred,background of mind altering trips,not any more but retained a different view of seeing,weed smoker no cigrettes,well liked and easy to talk to if you take the time,enjoy eating so cook at home,not overweight,large body frame from years of labor,love all lady shapes,soulmate,playmate,best friend wanted,but would settle with relaxful cumpatable companions,please help me love you

Random Verse
you tempt me when i am asleep you haunt me when awake you come to me differently each time still i watch for you whether it be wake or sleep i am putty underneath you i am nothing without you i am dead to the world when not thinking of you you are my end you are my everything why have i not found you time time it waits for no man or woman it does not go faster watched it is a endless stream stretched out before me waiting and watching for you. i wish to let you inside i want you to be my everything i need to give up my control i want to see nothing but you every morn i wish to be seen as more then flesh and bone i need to show you all the keys to my soul worship you like the moon above adore you like the rock gods give you more then i thought i ever could let you be my setting sun have faith in U/us together more then words can ever say tied to you till my dying day. i see myself as i was wanting to be in the world

Texas
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

Random
well i no longer have to worrie about not having a job when my store closses at the end of the month cause today when i was at work i was told that i know have a job working for Build-A-Bear!! im so happy cause i get to work with 4 of my friends its going to be soooo much fun ok so the 15th Annual KFOG KaBoom Saturday, May 10, 2008, 4pm Piers 30/32, San Francisco its $15 prsell and $20 at the door but if you plan on going get them on line you have Los Lobos, Collective Soul and Matt Nathanson, its always a blast and im going to do my best to go this year but i dont know if i can cause on the 9th is the Dixon May Fair and ZZ Top will be playing there and it is also Jacobs Birthday so i dont know when Jessica plans on have his party but if you can go i say go Well we tuck pooh to the vet today and there wasn’t any thing really wrong with him the vet thinks he might have pulled on of the ligaments in his leg or he could have burned his pad last week when it was hella hot here so he’s on

Limp
"Limp" You wanna make me sick; You wanna lick my wounds, Don't you, baby? You want the badge of honor when you save my hide But you're the one in the way Of the day of doom, baby If you need my shame to reclaim your pride And when I think of it, my fingers turn to fists I never did anything to you, man But no matter what I try You'll beat me with your bitter lies So call me crazy, hold me down Make me cry; got off now, baby- It wont be long till you'll be Lying limp in your own hand You feed the beast I have within me You wave the red flag, baby you make it run run run Standing on the sidelines, waving and grinning You fondle my trigger, then you blame my gun And when I think of it, my fingers turn to fists I never did anything to you, man But no matter what I try You'll beat me with your bitter lies So call me crazy, hold me down Make me cry; get off now, baby- It wont be long till you'll be Lying limp in your own hand

Never Is A Promise
Never is a promise Youll never see the courage I know Its colors richness wont appear within your view Ill never glow - the way that you glow Your presence dominates the judgements made on you But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights The shades and shadows undulate in my perception My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you Youll say you understand, but you dont understand Youll say youd never give up seeing eye to eye But never is a promise, and you cant afford to lie Youll never touch - these things that I hold The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own Youll never feel the heat of this soul My fever burns me deeper than Ive ever shown - to you Youll say, dont fear your dreams, its easier than it seems Youll say youd never let me fall from hopes so high But never is a promise and you cant afford to lie Youll never live the life that I live Ill never live the life that

Tender Is Your Touch
tender is your touch, that i want so much, to feel your heart beat, would be so sweet, you rubbing my chest, would feel the best, as our bodies intertwine, you will feel devine, ill make your heart race, when i bring you to that place, and that time, knowing that you will be mine, will you stay true, so i dont loose you, for if you cheet on me, you will see, the person leaving will be me, if you can stay true, ill always be there for you, to stand at your side, never to hide, to respect and care, to show you you are a dear, to honor and love, never to push or shove, to remain true, to no-one but you, this is how i am, so i wait for the day, when someone will say, i want you with me to stay, to hold me every day, to love me in every way.................

Morons
on i was drinking last night well a lil after a while my neighbor and my nephiew get into0 it over a cig i was doing my best ot ingore the bull well low and behold my neighbor acusses me of taking sides truths is i took no sides it was as stipud argument so well he pushed the limit i told his ass to head home we got to argiung and well nex thing im wailing on his ass lmmfao he said he was gonna call his dad hes 21 OMG if u was me what would u do whoop ass like i did or 'what well i did what i had to do its not the first time plus he is a nuisance funny thing is he told me not to touch him i poked his ass oh man clazsic well hes no longet allowed imn my yard or i will stomp a muddhole in him ok so i had posted a mumm about a certain situation i wont go into deatil butt my ass was stomped bigtime and no it was harnfull now all i have to say u diont like dont read post whatever leave it be if ya wanna get pissed off do in away from the comp yadda mean peace out

Contest Blogs
I wanted to thank everyone who took some time to leave me some comments. Though I came in 5th place, I had fun. A big thank you to Shanonlee for running the contest Congrats to Roadie69 for winning the guys side, and a thank you for all his kind words. And congrats to Hot Mamma for winning the womens (I think). And a big ound of applause for Cherrypiex and her impressive total.

Rant Ahead
The following was a bulletin I had today from one of my myspace friends in part (I'm not going to say who it's from): ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ahhh, yes. It's Friday night. Let's do something..! If you happen to be a pretty girl, and you have nothing to do, reply to this. I'm going out with Bryon, girls should most def. come! =] Enjoy a fun and entertaining night with us! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Anyways, the 2nd part is what got me. Can this person be so VAIN that they only allow pretty girls to hang out with them? Who's to say the author is Good Looking? How do you define what "pretty" is? Is it what society tells us what pretty is? In that case it's girls who starve themselves to be thin, who reduce themselves to someone else made up of plastic silicon bits because they have an INFERIORITY COMPLEX,

About Me
Visit www.hostdrjack.com keep an eye on the time make sure u visit !!!! HELLO EVERYONE I AM JEANNIE ..AND I AM NEW HERE... I AM 5FT6 BLONDE DARK BROWN EYES... I AM A BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN.. SINGLE... I LIVE IN VIRGINIA AND LOOKING TO MAKE AND MET NEW FRIENDS... SO LOOK ME UP...THANKS SEXY JEANNIE

Real Estate
Top first-time home buyer tips In a down market, they are valuable purchasers — but do research By Matt Woolsey Forbes Updated: 3:45 p.m. MT July 24, 2007 There is more to buying a home than collecting curtain swatches and making sure you've got enough moving boxes. Other, just-as-important details include calculating the cost of renting vs. owning, the quality of the local school district, legal fees, local preservation laws and signs of value in the neighborhood in which you are looking. Consider house hunters in San Diego. There, the single-family home market is experiencing a significant price correction. In 2006, the market dropped 4.5 percent. Renters pay 38 percent of the cost of an owner's mortgage payment, according to data from Torto Wheaton Research, a research firm owned by CB Richard Ellis. That's compared with 79 percent nationwide. The situation illustrates a key point. Owning a home fulfills a central element of the American Dream, but if you don't do th

The Past Few Days
Well I made it in one piece to Arizona. The flights were bumpy and very sickening. A big smile came over my face when I seen my man even though it went away when we spent 45 minutes looking for my bag. Only because my bag looks like everyone elses. Im adjusting well to the hot heat, not yet sunburned:) Im trying to get a job at UPS, go for an interview on Wednesday. I plan on dieting and working out cuz im tired of the extra fat on my body. Well I will update you guys again on things in a couple of weeks. Hope all is well.

Willi Wonka Is Nsfw??
I posted a Mumm asking people if they liked Gene Wilder or Johnny Depp better as Willi Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. After 74 votes and 20 some comments, I got a message from Fubar Admins stating that the content was either offensive, or NSFW. I was warned that my account would be deleted if I posted an NSFW Mumm in the Fubar Public areas again, and I cannot post Mumms. Do Fubar users lose their Mumm privileges automatically if a mean spirited individual clicks the box referring to a Mumm as NSFW? It looks to me like Mumms are NOT reviewed by a breathing human being if that box is checked. I wrote a reply back to the Fubar Admin -it looks like I won't get a reply for 48 hours. I hope that an Admin does actually review the Mumm content, and that the person who was "offended" by my question about a G rated movie will get some heat... The good news tho, is that I got a GREAT Deal on my car insurance ;) What do you think of all this?

Nothing But Tears
if only things would change if only you knew just how i feel if only u could see my pain If only u walked my shoes If only u could know me If only u cared for me If only u loved me If only u didn't lie If only u didn't make me cry If only u knew what it was like for me to see the pain and stop the hate and calling me names. If only u saw me cry and have me as a friend and to trust and see how it is to be happy again is what i want if only u knew what i'm like in life then you wouldn't be saying the bad things u been saying about me that make me cry so if only it would change so i can smile again. If only u cared it would make me smile in life and i would always help u no matter how mad i am at u. by rachell brink Tears have flew out of our eyes. You ask me y i still care. i'll keep telling u that i will always be here for u. tho we dated for a short time i'll always still care for u. tho u don't want friends. I'll help u to the end. just as long as u don'

Love
To renounce your individuality, to see with another's eyes, to hear with another's ears To be two and yet one, to so melt and mingle that you no longer know you are you or another, To constantly absorb and constantly radiate, To reduce earth, sea and sky and all that in them is to a single being so wholly that nothing whatever is withheld, To be prepared at any moment for sacrifice, To double your personality in bestowing it- that is love.

I Just Want To Be Loved......
Is it wrong for me to want to be loved for me and not want to play second best to some other female? I don't understand.... I really truely don't ask for much except for honesty and respect. That means alot to me. I will give 110% of myself in a relationship and would except the same in return. And I really don't say those three words lightly....You know the ones..."I LOVE YOU".... Cause when I say them I mean them but I don't want anyone saying it to me unless they mean it...Granted there all different kinds of love.. the kind u have for ur friends, family, but I'm talking about the kind of love that makes it to wear you can't eat, sleep, or think about anything else but that one person... the one that makes ur face light light up everytime u hear their voice, look into their eyes, or hear that little shit eatin laugh, or if ur lookin at a pic of them. I don't know... how this is suppose to work.... been outta the playing field for a long time and now im in it and what the "Fuck Out"

Recalled Cans Still For Sale In Grocery Stores
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19994676/ Recalled cans still for sale in grocery stores A week later, word hasn't reached all outlets selling possibly tainted foods Gene Blythe / AP A pickup truck is checked by security at the entrance to the Castleberry's Food plant in Augusta, Ga., on July 24, 2007. The plant has temporarily shut down after it was linked to botulism in canned chili. Video Steak 'n Shake clears up recall confusion July 27: The restaurant chain has recalled its canned chili from stores, but the fresh chili they serve in restaurants is just fine. NBC News Channel Updated: 1 hour, 56 minutes ago WASHINGTON - Stores nationwide are continuing to sell recalled canned chili, stew, hash and other foods potentially contaminated with poisonous bacteria even after repeated warnings the products could kill. Thousands of cans are being removed from store shelves as quickly as investigators find them, more than a week after Castleberry's Food

Any Recommended Upcoming Shows?
Does anyone know about any good upcoming shows that are worth attending in the Arizona area? I've been pretty disappointed with the ones i've been to recently and i thought i'd try some recommendations instead.. :D Ty Anyone who gives me their suggestions..

Phantom Of The Night
Barrier of hidden darkness shimmering dark veil shivering from the starkness cold torturous hell Light struggling to penetrate a soul so twisted invading evil verberates shadowed eyes misted Shattering screams awaken projected fear frightening dreams vivid reality appears Saved by the light heartbeat thrashing so wildly fearful endless night memories overtake the child Insanity lurks open wounds forever remain her abusers work endlessly shedding tears of pain Sleep evades her mind waiting amidst the blackened hole thrusting from its bind talons gripping her fragile soul. COPYRIGHT 2007; ROBBIE L. BROOKS ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Friendship
Am I a fool a cheap half wit.. for the little things I just don't get? Am I a book with blank pages to fill.. short meaningless phrase you seek to spill? Am I just some stop a pass over at least.. where upon my heart you can dump your grief? Yes... I say to all thee above. For I am a friend - showing unconditional love. I may not be perfect... But I am ME. ~Candyce~

Thank You!
To all my friends, Thank you to everyone that sent me well wishes! I am home from the hospital now. I was rushed in to emergency Wednesday morning with 104 fever and 178 heart rate, very scary, I honestly thought I was going to die. To keep the details to a minimum, I am home after 2 very long days in the hospital. I just wanted to send a quick thank you and to let you all know how much I appreciate your well wishes! I will get back to everyone within the next week as I start to get my strength back! Special thanks to my hubby, Bad VooDoo, for being a great hubby and daddy! Thanx for the luv, Mely

This Is Me!
For those of you who have read my other blog regarding my study habits... I took on 20 units Fall quarter and I just found out I got all As and Bs...which is good considering I have two kids and an important job. Yayyy me! Thanks to everyone who still showed me love while I was away. I'll be back for a little while, until about Jan. 7, then I'm back in school and gonna take on 21 units. Wish me luck! HOpe everyone had a great Christmas!! Teresa I am very excited to announce that I have officially been accepted into the Pacific Graduate School Of Psychology! Finally, all my efforts have been recognized! Love you all! Teresa "A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore s

Daddy Blogs
This weekend my daughter starts horse riding lessons. She has literally been counting the days since she was 8. She is so excited. Im alittle nervous. I remember going horseback riding when i was about her age with my Dad. I got thrown off the horse. Havent been on a horse since. I take my daughter at least once a month to the stables where she will be taking her lessons to feed and pet the horses, but im still nervous i guess. But horses are her favorite thing in the world, and im excited as she is that she will be living out her dream of learning to ride,and take care of a horse.

Ouch!!!!
For those who are wondering, I am feeling better from the snakebite! Its been a rough couple of days since it happened. Tomorrow Im going to burn the brush pail that the little bastard was hiding in. If he has any friends in there they going a DIEEEEE!!!!! Teach them to bite me! Little bastards. Just thought I'd let everyone know, not going to get rid of me that easy! I wont be dieing any time soon. Still got a few people left to piss off. Ok so yesterday I'm outside weed eating the grass around the house, I go to this downed tree in my yard, the winters here have been hard on the trees in my yard. I'm working away, all of a sudden I feel this stinging in my leg. I look down and see a snake pulling back from my leg, a Cooperhead no less!! I took the weed eater to its ass, I uselly dont kill snakes but this one had it coming. Bite my ass will it. So I run into the house grab my keys tell my son that I have to go to the ER, cause I got bite by a snake. I'm driving like a madman thru town

In The Face, Oh So Stereo Typical
I think you ought a know that every day on the radio all I hear, all you show, is another blank verse of the same song about bitches & hos. Don't get me wrong, I'm guilty too and no better than you for bouncing along to the rhythms of a cataclysm, my renunciation of avocation in not seeking retaliation for this repudiation and annihilation of every woman you claim to know. All the same it's all so tame, playing the game and building a name by the shit you proclaim about the girls you meet while disclaiming our voices and seeing only meat. So come and get it while it's hot, I've got a lot to say, so go ahead and spew your best shot before this bitch, switch, educated diva witch exposes one hell of a scratch to itch. It's alright, I can take it, and if you want we can even fake a bit of real animosity if it's what you need to spill useless seed and beget profitable hypocrisy instead of becoming the prophet able to pour rage through pens like a camera lens snapping off

Pics Gone Private...lol
YES AS MANY OF YA'LL HAVE NOTICED ALL MY PICTURES HAVE NOW ALL GONE PRIVATE...LOL... SOME ASSCLOWN THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA BE FUNNY AND RATE ME ALL 1'S... LOL... SO I PUT THEM ALL PRIVATE FOR NOW.... HAHAHHA....... AHHHHHHHHHHH THE LIFE OF A WALKING DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL IS SOOO HARD ..... I AM SOO CIVIL TOO UNTIL THEY GET ON MY BAD ZOMBIE SIDE..... THEN I GOTTA ZOMBIE BITCH SLAP THEM.. LOL... BUT NO WORRIES.. I WILL OPEN THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN..... :)

Tunes
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Update 7-27
I go out tonight to the store. I look around me. EVERYONE and their brother is taller than me. I never thought I was that short but seems like I am shorter than I thought or everyone else is growing or I'm shrinking. I even had to ask for help to get some Cocca Puffs off the top shelf in the store. Over the past week I've noticed it more and more. I don't know why it bothers me recently but it has. I don't wanna be the shorty. Most of my friends are tall too. Even the women. Shit.. my son's even 5 ft 10. 6 inches taller than me. (or so I thought) So, in my fustrations I get a tape measure to see how tall I really am. PSH!... I lost an inch. DAMN IT!! Now I'm going to go and kick rocks and pout.... I know I haven't been around much other than today but I've had a lot on my plate with my Mom being sick. I assumed today my mom was going to be coming home from the hospital but looks like it's not going to happen. They ran more test and indeed the cancer has spread to

Looking For Rock/metal Djs!
Message me if interested. No experience is needed. Just got to want to DJ. Training usually takes 3 phone calls within a 5-day period. But it's all at your pace. Must have a computer microphone and a good MP3 collection.

I'm Over 6000 Behind!! Any Help Would Be Appreciated!! At Least A Rate Purdy Plz!!
HAPPY HOUR CONTEST!! & Ends on Aug 5th @ 5pm(PST) 7PM(CST) 8PM(EST) Most comments & rates at the end of the contest wins. Each pic rate will count as 1 comment 1st Place: Happy Hour 2nd Place: 7 day blast or Month Vic 3rd Place: 3 day blast You must rate, fan & be on his friends list to comment in this contest so I would like to plz ask all my friends to do so now :) »†HøHå§« Here's my link to the contest... H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad} That is all Thank You :)

Home Ownership
So I just recently purchased my first home. Wouldn't you know it, the moment we get in the door, something major goes wrong and dealing with the home warranty for the last few days has been daunting to say the least. I'm a firm believer that most warranties are scams, only getting you hooked with the hopes that you will be covered when you central air or dishwasher goes on the fritz. They are like any health insurance; they will only cover so much and their "technicians," deem whether or not the issue you have is something that should be covered or not. I'm serious when I say that I'm completely fed up with calling these people on the telephone. Just venting...

Dead Beat Dads
Ya know, I'm a pretty laid back guy. Read my profile. I look at life just like I write in my profile. Always up, always laughing, always 1/2 full. The one thing that does, however, change this mood more than anything is dead beat Dads. As a man, with three wonderful kids, and an ex-wife that left me for someone else, I'm at a point in my life where I had to come to some terms with some pretty challenging issues that not only questioned my beliefs, but my spirit as well. I want to post this for those guys that think that they got "burned" or that their ex-wife is a worthless bitch. You know something, she pretty much thinks of you the same way? Life happens sometimes. Shit gets in the way. No matter what happened to you, face it, the courts are going to side in her favor, and you're pretty much going to get screwed in the whole custody and child support thing. Unless you have a ton of money, and you can expend your children's emotions over a big, long, nasty custody and support

How Sexy Are You?
You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift

This Is A Good One
im feelin like i may need to take a break from all this..... i dont know what ill do ,i may change my mind in the morning.... if you dont hear from me for while its not because i dont like you ... I just need life outside this is all and dont really have it...at all....My yahoo is metalron67@sbcglobal.net or my other messenger is metalron67@msn.com i may try to get on these some in the near future...i dont really do so to much right now but theres people on here i really care about and wanna stay in touch with...you know who you are... good bye 4 now but not forever..... (dreaming bout you!) i have 25 11s left...its worth 25 times 50 worth 1250 during hh ...first person to post a comment in this blog gets em...pretty simple...if i have all your stuff rated allready as i do many ...ill post ya 25 comments and so on for 2nd 1st place: Wikid One 40693 2nd place: Fubar Fred 37628 3rd place: Stephie 26329 Runners up Aleana: 9873 Butterfliez:9172 Robert: 8269 Thanks

Glimmer Of Hope?
Glimmer Of Hope??? A glimmer of hope, in eyes used to pain. Don't trust your heart; love is a game. Yearning to find love; love that will last. A glimmer of hope; sparks from the past. The past is your present and the future is unclear. Being alone is your greatest fear. Will happiness come? Or does loneliness stay? A glimmer of hope; you will find a way.

Life
Hello all, Just wanted to say hi. My wife and I are good. I am still having issues with my step kids "father", that jack ass had me arressted not to long ago, for something I did not do. And I am currently on probation, so that is bad. Now he keeps on jerking me around, and I am ready to loose it.... I do not know, I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listing.....

Life
i know you are probably tired of hearing me talk about this. But this is the only way i can get my feeling out is by writing. a couple months back i lost my mom my best friend and my bowling partner. life has thrown me some curve balls. but im trying to deal with. my mom raised me all by herself and i feel she did a good job she made me into the man i am today. im going to be blut im tired of leading my life like this by trying to keep up with fashion or new phone that come out im just going to be Desmond and if most people dont like that i dont know what to tell you im just going to be true to myself and not try to impress people. i feel like im doing that at time i wanna have the new phone first or lastest jordans but no more im just going to be me I LOVE YOU MOM RIP 4-21-07

Thoughts Of Love..
Thoughts Of Love.... Love is forgiving Even though it is hard to forget Holding hands and never wanting to let go Hoping that tomorrow will be as wonderful as today Sharing secrets in a star- spangled night And most importantly love is knowing That you will never be lonely again

Dr Romello Kissing
TOPIC : "KISSING" Let me start off by saying: If you don't like my columns, don't read the shyt.! No one is forcing you to..! :-) Ok. alot of people have been asking me, "How the hell to I come up with this stuff..?" haha Usually, I'll just come up with a topic, or someone will send me a question or a topic to write about.. So, I do.. Once I start writing, my brain just gets overflowed with comments, stories I've heard, info, music lyrics..etc..etc Add the fact that I'm a crazy mofo... and BAMMMMMM... That's how these topics/columns/blogs come about. HOLLA... haha Ok.... the ultimate goal is to have that other person exhale (thinkin, GOD DAMN he/she can kiss).. Or leaves them with that warm tingly feeling thru their WHOLE body.. You want them to get on that phone and call their friends (after you leave of course), and have them say.. (YO, he/she can kiss their ass off.. and I can't wait to see what else they can do).. A bomb ass kiss can make ANY man "HARD AS A

Faded Jeans Are For Assholes.
Want all the charm and personality that comes with old faded clothing, but don't want to wait years for your clothes to become worn out? Don't worry because now you can buy all the personality and attitude you want by owning your own pair of poorly made pre-packaged faded jeans. Now all your friends will think you're cool and original because wearing faded jeans is the hip thing to do. Nevermind the piles and piles of used faded clothing you can buy at thrift stores for 1/50'th of the cost of new faded jeans. Your objective is to look cool and there's no better way than to buy new clothes that come worn out because it means that you can afford to piss away your money on stupid bullshit while people who wear naturally faded clothing usually do so because they can't afford new clothes. Here's an idea: if you want to wear faded clothes so that you look like you can't afford new clothes, then why don't you buy real faded clothes from a thrift shop and give away the rest of your money to

O Got A Friend That Needs Some Help
If you have the time please stop by and bomb the hell outta this pic i will try my hardest to return all the love to you that u show to him he is up against a bunch of winey cheaters

Countdown To Zero
A mythical crown, a warmongering Demon King, destiny and fate, struggling humanity all come to a head in War of the Crown: Demon King. Can the Demon King conquer Celestria and find the broken crown of the realms? Will the Gods sit back and watch the mortal realm of Celestria fall, if so could Wairua be far behind? Can the Demon King, while questing to conquer the mortal realm, safegaurd his own holdings in the hellish Tartaros? The Rules of Nine have been tainted and the forces of the Demon King Melark pour into the realm of Celestria. The allied human armies fall quickly into disarray against the vicious and merciless onslaught. The Demon King is not the only entity interested in the goings on in the mortal realm, others seek the power of the crown and human souls. The Gods petty jealousness has caused cracks in their foundation and the fall out will change the face of Wairua. Lines are drawn and sides are taken and even the Gods cannot abstain from war. Who will prevail when heave

About Me!;)
Name :GNick Name :JTBirthdate :09/66Birthplace :Athens, GRCurrent Location :NYCEye Color :BrownHair Color :BrownHeight :72''Weight :220Piercings :NoTatoos :YesBoyfriend/Girlfriend :NoVehicle :MountaineerOverused Phrase :WTFFAVORITESFood :Anything spicy, asian, indian, ....make mine hot pls!:)Pub/Disc/Restaurant :PubCandy :Not really a big fanNumber :7Color :BlueAnimal :DogDrink :JDBody Part on Opposite sex :butt, legs, toesPerfume :212TV Show :not reallyMusic Album :So many. Lately...Dirty Pretty Things!Movie :Pulp FictionActor/Actress :De Niro/This or ThatPepsi or Coke :CokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing :BKChocolate or VanillaChocolateHot Chocolate or Coffee :CoffeeKiss or Hug :Hug and then KissRap or Punk :BothSummer or Winter :WinterScary Movies or Funny Movies :Funny moviesLove or Money :What is love?YOUR...Bedtime :Whenever..late thoMost Missed Memory :EABest phyiscal feature :They say...shoulders and legs! I say None!First Thought Waking Up :How am i gonna deal with this HO?Ambition :M

Terra Incognizant
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a

Ncrubicon
Many things this week has made me reflect on my past. All of the joyous moments, as well as the not so joyous that I have endured and or created. I do not know how or why the times that stick out are the not so good moments. How is it that I cannot remember my thoughts and feelings when I first found out about my first daughter and all I remember is how I felt when she never took her first breath? Why is it that I cannot remember why I loved my wife, but I only think of my ex-wife's faults? How is it when a friend passes before you, and that is all that you see? Why is it when someone else loves you, then you push it away? Why is it that you cannot remember the good times shared compared to those that you wish not to remember? What is it about cops, are they psychic, or does that little radar gun have a built in sniper scope. You can go down the road as fast as you want for no reason at all and there are no cops around, yet if you are slightly speeding to get to work on time, there th

Abuse
i can not stand abuse any abuse it makes me sick i just want to tell them people what there doing is wrong and they should be shot or put in the street run over by a car don't you agree with me that im right ain't i leave comment and tell me what should be done in this country

What In The Fuck?
"Sorry Ingrid, the service is for close friends. Like Jeffrey's extended family. It's not something you'll really want to witness anyway. It's open casket and just awful. His Dad really just wants the people who were closest to him. There is going to be a get together sometime at Grace Family. I don't remember when exactly. But people who aren't able to go to the funeral can go to that." lets just say, there was a huge argument about that. just got a text "i love you to death baby" im thinkin, shouldnt you be fuckin sleeping? and please dont kill me. im flattered though, i must admit...;) CHARACTERISTICS of the NARCISSIST and others with Personality Disorders http://www.narcissisticabuse.com/ 1. Self-centered. His needs are paramount. 2. No remorse for mistakes or misdeeds. 3. Unreliable, undependable. 4. Does not care about the consequences of his actions. 5. Projects his faults on to others. High blaming behavior; never his fault. 6. Little if

Help!
Do you get bored being online because you ahve nothing else to do??? Do you have kids that like to play games or want pets, but they aren't allowed to have them for real? Do you like games? Join neopets.... Its fun, its cool, and its free! Even if you don't want to join to try it... Least just join so I can get cool stuff, because I like to play :) Here's the link! http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=_smurfed_ Anyone who joins, I promise to buy a gift for your page, AND make a bulliten pimping you if you want :) Enjoy!

All Women Must Read
A Rapist's New Trick >> >>Know what money you are carrying. >>You will see why as you read. >> >>Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. >>Share it with your wife and daughters. >>Know what money you are carrying... >> >>This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... >> >>I wanted to pass it along. >>Be safe! >>Something very serious to pay attention to. >> >>Criminals are coming up with craftier, >>less threatening methods of attack, >>so we have to be extra cautious. >> >>Read on... >> >>I live in Alexandria , VA , >>but I often work in Lafayette , LA , >>staying with friends when I'm there. >>As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, >>as well as the news media, >>there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. >>I just want to let you know about an "incident" >>that happened to me a few weeks ago, >>and could have been deadly. >> >>At first I didn't go to the police or anyone with it >>because I didn't realize how serious this

Angel Of My Nightmare
Angel of my Nightmare At night you come, through my door, Speaking softly, you come forth. Quietly sitting upon my floor, Gazing out my window, upon the star of North. Slowly you change as your wings turn black, Your eyes from their heavenly blue blacken with a fiery glow. Rising to tower over, your peaceful body begins to crack, With pain I wake only to see the show. Trying not to scream, As you come for me. Closing my eyes, clenching my teeth, Hoping this is only a dream. My eyes I did open, The life fled from me. For the words you had spoken, Showed me my soul was never free. Motionless with fear, Thinking you had been a friend. What had caused this bend? Looking as though to sear. Making me look into your eyes, Seeing all those helpless lies. Struggling to break free, As your hands rap around me. Your eyes in flames, Pierce through my soul. Hands as ice burn my skin, Crying in pain. Wings black as coal, Bring winds of sin. You pull ou

End Of Summer?
That July is almost over, to a lot of the country this means usually 1 more really hot month before Fall and cooler temps hit. That is what i always looked forward to back home in Kentucky, here in Florida we'll still be swimming possibly into Nov. and very possible to wear shorts on Christmas....LOL....such different environments. I do enjoy the warmer temps in the fall and winter here, but sometimes....i long for a cold cold snowy day.....SIGH......... End of October already.....wow..this year has flown....tomorrow is my birthday, gonna be 43 and it really is cool....no worries no bother.....this year i feel younger and better than ever....feel like wooohoooo. Went to a Halloween party last firday nite....what a blast, was with my co-workers.....so much fun. I've been not online as much lately, seems life has gotten busy, i hope things settle down some cause i seriously need to post and reconnect with my friends here....miss ya all. More later!!!!

Pissed
It is amazing how people hoe you out on this site. When I ask for help with a contest, I always offer my help in exchange. So when I help someone else out, i expect the same in return. Well this asshole(who I wont name cuz im so mad) asked me to help someone he knows for a blast. I helped, then sent him a link in return to help me and can you believe it he stiffed me! What a piece of shit! He better believe that I'm gonna let him have it next time he askes me for anything!(and on top of that, he is a member of a bombers) Thanks for listening! I feel better now! I got this email today, and it upset me. I posted a mumm about it and people agreed with it. I just wanna know what is wrong with being proud of your child???? Atleast im not a crackwhore who doesnt know who my kid is!!(sorry im just really mad) So here is the email.... Hello, Please don't take this the wrong way, I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything like that, but I was looking through your photos and notic

Life That Sucks
So I have this life that sucks, well only when it comes to my family consisting of my dad and brother. Here is the story so you can see why it sucks. My story goes like this....I was born in Ohio in 1979 to 2 alcholics, not 1 but 2 and off and on in my life my dad proceds to tell me that he did drugs then so its a wonder im ok, anyways i had a good childhood that i can remember until i turned 7 and my brother was born. All hell broke loose then, things got really bad around home, I remember times of mom and dad beating each other up, the cops there all the time and mo and dad both being hauled off to jail. I got older and things got worse, being of alcholics my parents spent most of their time in the bars and i had to take care of my brother. I had to take him everywhere with me, to band practice, to the store, to my then boyfriends(now my husband) house everywhere. When I turned 17 it was also my senior year of highschool and my paents decided it was time to divorce and then hell brok

O'my O'my, Advice...grow Up
GIVE ME A BREAK!! Okay not to offend anyone, but I'm mainly here for friends, to seek out people with same interests or just plain want a drink and chat, lol. It gets annoying when alls you get are people looking for a piece of cyber-ass. I'm a female, which means I like to be treated nice and not, may I repeat NOT like a fucking toy or something. I just found a way to express my personality and am letting loose through here. I've met some pretty fun people here, friends, close friends, those of you know who you are. So if you are just interested in getting a piece of cyber-ass, eh ahhh, it won't happen. I like to have fun, mingle...knowing when it is appropriate is the key. At least give me the courtesy of getting to know me a bit first, geez people. I feel a bit like an idiot writing this but hey, some people just drive you to do the craziest things and this is one of them. Thats all...carry on.

For Lack Of Coming Up With A Better Name, I Will Call This "for The Haters".............
OK FOLKS...TODAY I GET A BULLETIN...THIS IS WHAT'S INSIDE........... FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 State Profile 530 S CLINTON COLLINSV ILLE IL 62234 Name: FRED H AUBUSCHON Date of Birth: 2/24/1972 Height: 5 ft. 10 in. Weight: 175 lbs. Sex: M Race: U Address: 123 SCHOOL FAIRVIEW HEIGHTS, IL 62208 Sexual Predator Crime Information Victim was 10 years of age Offender was 25 at the time of the offense Crimes: FAILURE TO REPORT CHANGE OF ADDRESS CHILD SEX OFFENDER/RESIDE 500' AGGRAVATED CRIMINAL SEX ABUSE/BODILY HARM County of Conviction: St. Clair GO TO HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM HOW UNWELCOME HE IS HERE... I THINK ITS A SICK SICK THING FOR A SEXUAL PREDATOR TO BE ABLE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND POSSIBLY MORE POTENTIAL VICTIMS. talented tongue, lookin for love in all the wrong places!!! THIS IS MY RESPONSE TO THIS BULLETIN........ IF HE HAS ALREADY SERVED HIS DEBT TO SOCIETY, I REFUSE TO CAUSE HIM GRIEF. YES, IF

Oakland County Child Killings
During the winter of 1976/77, four horrific murders of children occurred in Oakland County, Michigan, that remain unsolved. They created a palatable fear in Oakland County and beyond because people in the area had just not experienced anything like it. All four children, two girls and two boys, were snatched out of thin air and after a matter of time, turned up dead. Mark Stebbin Mark, of Ferndale, was twelve years old and last seen at an American Legion on February 17, 1976. His body was found two days later in Southfield. He had been strangled and sexually assaulted post-mortem. Jill Robinson Jill lived in Royal Oak and was 12. She had an argument with her mother and told her mother she was running away on December 22, 1976. Her body was found December 26 on the side of I-75 in Troy (a major thoroughfare). She had been killed by a shotgun blast to the face. Kristine Mihelich Kristine was from Berkley, Michigan, aged ten. She disappeared on her way to a 7

Poetry
Murder Written By: Nikki J. Murray 01/10/06 The day is dark, the night is cold. Her lips are red, her words untold. Slip away, to nothing known The hole is deep, the coffin sewn The lock is broke, the secrets keep In eternity they will sleep Ssh...the silence dripped a whisper Slain by love, Casanova kissed her. Bear the blade in her heart In her eyes he saw depart. Betraying suitor, unsuspected Still her death is undetected. Unwanted Written by: Nikki JoLee Murray 5/29/06 Emotionless, tormenting the beat of my heart Nothing will change this world set apart. Drifting devotion that is my own Searching for something that left me alone Hollow is the word of truth that is told Vastness of echos becoming too bold Shadows creeping toward the plight The darkness is deeper than any one night Solitary deprivation comes too gently Trusting to become and /or destroy me Ceasing to continue appears too si

My Days
So I went to the Hatebreed show in Philly and I was hardcore dancing. Well some fuckin ASSHOLE kicked me in the side of my knee and now I am a fuckin gimp. I am so fuckin pissed that someone could have done that shit to me. Its bad enough that my back is fucked up, now I have to deal with my fuckin Knee too. My life fuckin SUCKS

Entertainment
Have u ever tried to be stripper? What do u think about that? That is very interesting for me. Do you like to play games on your PC? I wanna find "Driver". can someone send it to me? Most of ppl don't make diffenren about porn and erotic, and i wanna help u. here u r... Pornography, sometimes shortened to porn, is, in its broadest state, the explicit representation of the human body or sexual activity with the goal of sexual arousal and/or sexual relief. It is similar to erotica, which is the use of sexually-arousing imagery used mainly for artistic purpose. Over the past few decades, an immense industry for the production and consumption of pornography has grown, due to emergence of the VCR, the DVD, and the Internet, as well as the emergence of more tolerant social attitudes. In general, "erotica" refers to portrayals of sexually arousing material that hold or aspire to artistic or historical merit, whereas "pornography" often connotes the prurient depiction of sexual acts, wit

Help Me?
Hey guys I need some help getting some points I try and rate and comment everyone i can....little help?! Hey guys...Im just trying up my cherry points, if you have rated me yet please do, I try rate everyone on my friends and fans list including pics. I anyone has any suggestion please let me know

Random Thoughts
To everyone that sent me birthday wishes thanks you so much. You made a crappy day better. And to all my D&DC family you rock!!!!!! Thanks so much again!!!! Roses Comments Graphics at 123mycodes.com Ok, I've never really been good at this. But, I'll give it a shot. Today is my day off which I am glad. I had to go put insurance on my husband's mustang. Not too bad didn't cost me an arm and a leg like I thought it would. I'll just be glad when he gets the transmission in. That won't take him too long. Last night was hectic at work. I work for two car rental agency's which will remain nameless. Pretty much I get calls for extensions, reservations, directions, and people who want to bitch because they feel they have been done wrong. Well our company also takes the roadside assistant calls for both companies. Now I'm not a roadside agent yet and I'm starting to be glad that I'm not. One of our agents had to take the saddest call last night. A guy had called in to let us known that h

Need Some Help From The Juggalo Family
IF YOU WANT TO HELP!!!!!PLEASE DO SO!!!!! hey ppl this is krupt klown & Sweettooth,Twisted,and Prophetthakopykat ! We are trying to see if you juggalo's and juggalette's will help us try to find someone that can help us open the biggest psychopathic store's across the state's so if you know some one that might want to help invest in this please hook them up with this info: contact me at myspace.com/krupt_klown_snake or at myspace.com/thakopykat or myspace.com/Sweettooth692006 if you want more detail's you contact me on my personal cell phone (602)643-5934 thanks for you time ~krupt~klown~ ~Sweettooth~

Sweet Lips Sweet Thoughts
You know how in life we all have our own code of ethics our own standards and expectations of things. Usually that is because we want to be treated a certain way-Or we want a certain situation to turn out a certain way. If you want to be respected then you treat people with respect , if you want to be loved then you give love if you want a fight then you pick a fight you want honesty then you yourself be honest,and on and on . But what happens when you encounter someone or something where that concept is foreign? do you continue to apply the theory of "Do unto others as you would have done unto you" do you demand the same as you have given or do you say screw this and move on ? I would love all your feedback just to get a general idea of what others think. Thanks for reading ,and may your heart find joy in the little things in life.

Before All The Shit Starts Bein Said !!!!!!!!
as many of you know i have been on workers comp for almost 2 years now thats why i have been on fubar all day everyday . but i need to get my life in order . i have been a dumbass usin the lounge as an excuse not get the things done that i have to like take care of shit around my house , ive been usin bein on air an excuse not to go get a job . just because i have a back injury doesnt meen i can find a job . im 30 and i need to worry about my life . im not gettin any younger and if i dont do it now i never will . im sorry if this hurts people that was not my intention at all . this was also the reason why ibroke up with irishgodess . for once i need to worry about me and not anyone else . im sorry chrissy but this is something i have to do . i will still be on fubar but def not as much . i know i will prob loose some friends because of this but you know what if i loose you as a friend then that just tells me you were not a friend to begin with and fuck off im better off without you aro

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I'd write one everyday It would say that I'm in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you're pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you're a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as dorky as can be You're smart charming lovely And everything to me You're my comfort when I'm lonely You're my peace when I need rest Of all the women I've known I must rate you the best. You're the orchard in the jungle, you're the better half of me You're all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. MY HEART She's always be there for me Just talking to her can make me happy She tells me of the hard times she's been through In hopes that I won't go through them too She's an independent woman of stature and grace She has beautiful e

Youve Been F****d
Hornyscopes!! CANCER June 22 - July 23 Ruling Planet: THE MOON Which isn't a planet at all but the satellite responsible for this water sign's many mood swings! Love and sex go together for Cancer. They need to feel secure in love before they can relax in sex and Cancer often feels a little bit guilty after doing the deed because they usually associate sex with babies, especially the women, who either get pregnant at the drop of a hat or take longer than usual. All Cancers WANT to be parents!Cancers become sexually excited when they feel secure. They are turned on by home cooked meals and partners who love kids. In so many ways, Cancer is the dream partner! FAVE POSITION Any position that's comfortable and involves Cancer lying flat on their back with all their sensitive areas exposed! BEST SEX TOY A drink or joint that will relax the overly-cautious crab! CANCER MALE IN BED He is a sensitive lover and will put his partner's needs before his own. He has a tende

Usb Flash
ANYONE WANT??? $10 - see descrip (contact me for pic) USB FLASH WITH EMERGENCY INFO STORED - also has red laser light on it. A USB FLASH drive is basically portable computer memory. D.A.R.E uses them in their program for children. But my thought: Why just kids....what about the elderly, people with health issues, the parents of children, or anyone who just wants to make sure they can be identified if anything was to happen. Police have computers in their cars, and when things happen, are they not usually the first to show up. All the police have to do, is plug this baby into their laptops and BAM....there you are. They now have your name, address, er contacts, health issues, current picture, and whatever other important info you want to put on it. I have several of these..... You can put the info on them yourself....or I can do it for you....Same price either way.....$10 INFO CAN BE UPDATED EASILY They come with a string style lanyard to put around your ne

Falling In Love Quotes
This one is also for my baby! Falling in love consists merely in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common-sense. I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you. If I know what love is, it is because of you. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. This one is for my baby! You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love. I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love it never seems to last. The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love. Every time I look I fall in love again. I've looked so many times, and have gathered so much love. I have so much to carry with me I don't know what to do It takes a life time to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love. In your absence my heart grows stronger. In your presence I fall in love

Get Her Done
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&albumid=474805&i=4136276600 IN NEED OF HELP CATCHING UP OR GGETTING AHEAD PLEASE COME HELP ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED LETS TAKE A STRONG LEAD WE NEED MORE HELP TO DO IT WE NEED SOME FRESH COMMENT IN HERE PLEASE HELP SPANK HOT MOMMASHE IS A GREAT FREND AND WILL DO WHATEVER SHE CAN FOR YOU SO SHOW HER THE LOVE A FUBAR HAS http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=918572&i=2918452138 WE NEED HELP PLEASE COME BOMB THIS LOVELY LADY http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&albumid=474805&i=4136276600 I WILL SHOW THE LOVE BACK

Need Help With Leveling Up ?
Hey all guess I'm just posting this to see if any of my freinds or friends of my friends want help with leveling up. If so feel free to give me a shout and i will do what I can to help

The Best Love Quotes
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. Love is hard work; and hard work sometimes hurts!. We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first. You give me something no one else can, a reason to live. If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life I wont have to think twice on saying that I waited a lifetime to say I love you... If You Love Me Like You Told Me Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. To see you is what my eyes long for, to touch you is what my body longs for, but to love you, my heart has done already for a long time If, each time I

A Promise!!
I made a promise last night to my youngest daughter Brooke to quit letting things (or people) get to me.. She who gives me her share of problems told me how much she really loves me and how awesome she thinks I am. While some other people in my life may not beleive in me right now and may not remember the real me I know she does...I made a promise to her to back off something thats been bugging me - usually when I know Im right this would be hard to do...but because I love her so much this is one promise I intend to keep... So what did she do she went and left me home alone tonite lol - So I can either have a party or go out and party anything to keep me from doing what Im dying to do!! lol Who would you call? In those moments where nothing makes sense and you have no idea where to turn, who do you call? Do they know that they are that important to you? I wonder what number I am on your list. I hope I am on there somewhere because no matter how brief or long a period of t