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Blood & Thunder
THE SCUM MANIFESTO by Valerie Solanas Life in this society being, at best, an utter bore and no aspect of society being at all relevant to women, there remains to civic-minded, responsible, thrill-seeking females only to overthrow the government, eliminate the money system, institute complete automation and destroy the male sex. It is now technically possible to reproduce without the aid of males (or, for that matter, females) and to produce only females. We must begin immediately to do so. Retaining the male has not even the dubious purpose of reproduction. The male is a biological accident: the y(male) gene is an incomplete x(female) gene, that is, has an incomplete set of chromosomes. In other words, the male is an incomplete female, a walking abortion, aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient, emotionally limited; maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples. As emotions themselves are the symptoms of a crippling disease I think it i

The Darkness Inside.
Why do girls always ruin my life? What breed of satisfaction could they possibly strive for by manipulating me and giving my mangina false hopes of ever having a part in the system? Females plow through my dignity and leave nothing but the long shot that I may come home one day and find them sprawled out naked on my bed. Honestly, why? I'm about ready to find the blueprint of life, crawl through the ventilation system, and sneak into the closet through a heating duct. I bet it's a lot better in there than it is out here. Phew. I'm glad I got that off my chest. It's quite difficult getting some things off my chest. I'll give you one example - a fat chick I just ate out. She'll lie there panting like a enormous ball of pulsating wet silly putty and drool all over my bed sheets. Once I get her off and out the door, I can't go to sleep right away because my sheets look like they were regurgitated out of a Proton Pack. Changing bed sheets is one of the most intellectually stressful ac

Jen's Thoughts...
Why is it that everyone is so fake and disgusting on here anyway? People obviously do not read profiles on here and they just look for good looking people to add as "friends". Listen, I know I'm not ugly and sure, its nice that you think so as well but seriously, from now on I think when I get a friend request, I am going to quiz that person before adding them. I will ask them questions about what my profile says and if they answer all of my questions correct, MAYBE I will add them. As for you MEN out there who keep asking to be added to my list, what the hell? Do you not read? READ MY DAMN PROFILE BEFORE BEING A PERVERTED PIG! Umm, thanks haha. Dont forget about my friends site. http://www.netquesta.com I was taking a nap the other day lol (yes I'm lazy) and I had a dream. I wont go into detail what it was about but, I woke up and for some odd reason I thought about why we have dreams. Do we have dreams because of life experiences? Is it because we are remembering something from t

About Me
Survey # 2567 Best... [1.] Male friend: Joe [2.] Female friend: Barbara [3.] Vacation: Daytona [4.] Time of Day: Night [5.] Day of the week: Friday [6.] Food: Seafood [7.] Memory: seeing a shooting star in the moonlit sky while swimming in the ocean. Last... [1.] Person you saw: Dennis [2.] Talked to on the phone: Joe [3.] Text: Brian [4.] IM: Barbara [5.] Message over myspace: Crystal Today... [1.] What are you doing now: filling this out [2.] What are you wearing right now: A pink night gown w/ cherries on it [3.] Better than yesterday?: No way! Tomorrow... [1.] Is: Friday [2.] Got any plans: well someone wants to come over, but I'm not sure yet. [3.] Dislikes about tomorrow: *shrugs* Favorite... [1.] Number: 77 [2.] Song: Far Away- Nickelback [3.] Color: Blue [4.] Season: in the North- Fall/ South- Summer Currently... [1.] Missing: Alot [2.] Mood: Tired [3.] Wanting: Cuddles True or False: [I am a cuddler]: True [I am a morning

Half Truths What If And Life
why is it people you care about irritate you the most sometimes and why is it some of us dont have brains enough to walk away from a situation before we care or are attached to someone to much. i walked away from someone a few says ago because after nine months being told patience and giving i just couldnt take it anymore. i was always there for her when she needed anything and always giving but the more i think i never really got anything in return and i was willing to give her everything i had. i got told half truths and wasnt told the truth about a few things slowly the story changed till i knew what was going on and you know i didnt deserve that decisions arent always easy some right some wrong but we all have to make em. someone i care about made a decision to move the other day and a long ways away and in with someone else. she said she needed to clear her head maybe she does but i'm smart enough to know she's going to be different he'll change her and i know she wont be co

Keep The Kids Home On September 11th
EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH!

Ever Have One Of Those Days??
Well, I have about 11 more days until I get to see my first grandchild and I can't wait! I wish that my daughters' dad was here to see him with me.RIP!!Daryl.. Kasey and Shane are staying with John and I until Skyler arrives and about 2 wks after so I can help her. I want to help her and give her advise something I didnt get and I want to be best mom and grandma I can be!! NEW UPDATE!! well, there is no room for her this weekend, so she will go back to the doc next wed and then she will go into the hospitol, thursday (9-4).but if she goes into labor on her own that is another story. but we are all on pins and needles waiting for skyler. Well,to start off after work yesterday,i called the bank and checked on the balance of my checking account(which i so need to do a better job of!!) Something came through that i didnt think would just yet(so there goes two hundred dollars right out of my account) Here i am trying to figure out where to come up with the money to make up for it.Finally

Sex Stories
Water…hot, soft, pulsating. It runs down your body as you stand under the spray. It trickles, making rivulets, running down into every hollow, and every crease of your body. It caresses your face, your neck, and your breasts, dripping off of your nipples. You can feel the heat from the water coursing down your back, and you think of my hands, roaming over you, exciting you. You reach for the soap, lathering your hands, and bring them to your face, smoothing the bubbles over your soft skin, inhaling the scent. Your hands move to your neck, rubbing, circling, and caressing, down to your breasts. Your hands are slick, sliding easily over the mounds. Your hand softly cradles a breast, while your other hand moves across your stomach, making a trail of lather. Your thumb grazes across a nipple, and slowly circles, bringing it to a peak. The bar of soap falls from your hand as you cradle your other breast, pinching a nipple. You squeeze them both simultaneously, and gasp at the sharp knife of

The Best Blog Ever
I'll be working on my book starting here shortly, I've had to scrap it so many times, I think its about time I whip out the ol pen and paper and get back to it. So if I'm not on as much this is why I'm going to say that I love my fiance more than anything. Ever since I've been with here, I've been forced to grow up, and be a man, but to be honest, I love it. I came into a relationship with her son (now ours ;) ) and now I'm a father. She has changed me for the good, going from a party boy to a adult (A few party's here and there ;)) She gives me everything I want, and we've both adapted to each other, and grown into this great relationship. We'll be getting married in March and she agreed to have it In Arkansas which is only a few from Missouri which is my home. It meant so much to me that she'd let that happen. She's stuck with me through the hard and I love her for that, I hope she knows I love her just as much.

Love Is Like A Soft Summers Breeze
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, to ask if you would marry me, two hearts ti intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, i love you is what you will be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me, now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live.........

Powerful Lyrics
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least

Love Is A Beautiful Thing
Love is a beautiful thing, its never just a fling, its the emotion and grace, that makes someones heart race, and brings you both to a special place, to hold each others hand, when you are walking through the sand, under the lights of the moon, your hearts feel in tune, to hold each other tight, would truely feel right, to others its a beautiful sight, but to me its my delight, for getting to know you, having you in my life, wondering how you would feel being my wife, to love and hold, to always be told, you are special and unique, no im not a freak, i have a heart of gold, too much i have been told, i'll take care of you when you have a cold, i will always be here for you to hold, i want you as the beat in my heart, i never want us to part, you are very special to me, this much i hope you can see, what our love can truely be, with you standing next to me, as our hearts soar free........................

Something Very Very New.
Hi friends and family...... if your not wanting to read NSFW then please dont go any further. 18th August 2007 - 8.30pm Sydney I am having my next lil adventure on the abovementioned date. Last month i did my 1st Dungeon play with the Diva..... also did my first bi experience with her. hubby took 240 pics and 90 mins of video which was a blast to look back on. On the 18th I am going a lil further..... we have found 3 other fems who are going to help me live out a lil fantasy. Im being tied to a bed and blindfolded......... then the 3 fems are going to enter the room and oil me up, touching, teasing, kissing, licking, sucking from top to toe. They plan to gently whip, spank, slap also. Hubby is taking the vid cam and digital cam..... and this play will be on webcam also, free webcam btw........... So wish me luck as im nervous as hell....lol. Kylie..x

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. When the road you're trudging seems all uphill. When the funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a person turns about When they might have won had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow... You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up when he might Have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown, Success is failure turned inside out... So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worse that you

What Should I Do?
Um ya......Where to start....I have been in a relationship with a guy for more than 7 years And there are attachments. You see he tells me he loves me and that he wants to come home but when I call him he can never talk to me. I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if I should hang on or let go. Some people come to me and say "You and (my boyfriend?) aren't together any more?". And I ask him why I hear this and he tells me he never said that . But why would I be asked that? What should I do? Keep him because I think too much? or dump him because he is lying to me? Please comment..Thanx

Things You May Not Know About Me...
Four Things you may not know about me.... Four places I have worked: 1. CiCi's Pizza--TX--loved it! 2. Claires--TX---loved it! 3. CiCi's Pizza--GA---loved it! 4. Bed, Bath, and Beyond---GA---it was ok. Four places I have lived: 1. Temple TX 2. Lichtenau, Germany 3. Killeen, TX 4 Macon, GA Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Charmed! & House 2. CSI Las Vegas! 3. Without a trace. 4. The Meantalist! Four places I have been on vacation: 1. Berchstesgaden Germany---1993(with parents!) 2. Savannah GA--Summer Vaction 2000 3. Savannah GA-- St.Patricks's Day 2001 4. Panama Florida - July 2008 Four of my favorite foods: 1. WATERMELON 2. Pork Chops 3. PIZZA 4. PASTA Four places I would rather be right now: 1. San Francisco 2. Ireland! 3. Hawaii 4. Germany Four friends/family I think will respond: 1. Candi 2. Stacey 3. Christina 4. Khandi Now, here's what you're supposed to do..

Please Read
http://twitter.com/fscotty1 click the link and join me im in the middle of a dilemia and need advice. i have recently found out that bloke i know supposively fancies me and i dont know what to do. everytime im in the room he leaves the room and we have known each other for years, he has recently sent me some rather rude and suggestive texts. he wants 2 know who i feel about him, this is scaring me as i totally didnt expect this so much it is scaring me. WHAT SHOULD I DO ? merry christmas and happy new year anyone got any nice ideas to what i can get up to. im so bored even bored.com cant help. leave comments or message me and i will get back to you promise

When People Like Me
Im writing this to the person or people that think i dont help anyone. Somehow along the line I think you lost sight in something. To make a statement when people like you help me ill help others. Why should people help you if you arent going to help others. I rate and help level as many people as i can. Don't throw something in my face about helping people. If anyone can honestly say that on every level I have started it hasnt been completed please speak up. But when you got 2,000,000 points to level..DOn't come at me with harsh words about helping you..Oh and by the way where was you when I was actually God Fathering..Nowhere to be found..Oh yeah im venting..Im sorry but we all help alot of people to be told I don't help makes me mad.I deleted the ccomment so noone can go looking to see where it came from....Peace to all and Good Night...

A New Blog With A New Subject
...Ok, so last night I went to bed early, resulting in a very sextastic dream. It was a dream of somebody I like a lot. And I must say she is beautiful from the inside, out. Anyways, I saw her at the edge of a bed draped with silk and candles lit throughout the room. The window drapes were open, so I was able to see the luminance of the moon shine upon her figure. She sees me just stand there as if she's waiting for something spectacular to happen. And as she does, she smiles with the beauty of her heart, which always smiles and therefore makes me smile at the same time. I draw nearer to her and she seems to be a bit anxious as she observes me walking towards her. She appears to be wearing lingerie that you would see at Victoria's Secret or Fredrick's. Her hair curled to perfection, and her make-up makes her eyes stand out the most. I go to her and kiss her first with a putter kiss and then slowly develop into a makeout session. I put my hands around her neck, and seem to stimulate

The New Kid In Town
I really hate being single....worst thing ever. There is this one woman I really want to be with however it won't ever happen. She's already with this other guy and chances are that won't change, but who knows.....wishes might come true. So yeah, I've only been on here for a couple days now and already have met alot of interesting people. I never thought that in the first 5 minutes I had nearly 30 people look at me and some rated/commented. I really do think I'll enjoy myself here. Least i hope so.

I'm Angry Tonight
I feel like except for money and a vibrator women don't need men for squat. I love women. I love all the women I've had an opportunity to chat with on here. So let's start there. I love my wife dearly, and she and I have an incredible relationship, but tonight she let me down big time. And it's not about sex. I went to my psychology class tonight, and the [female] professor decided to talk about abuse, in a class of 8 women, and 2 men, one of which is me. I have been on the receiving end of abuse. Not so much physical, but in the classic sense of being beaten, but in the sense of being demeaned, told I'm not good enough, and sabotage of finances. I won't get into the details unless someone asks, but it took me nineteen years and the demand "that if you want me to stop you'll have to hit me." Of course I didn't, knowing she was using it as a power trap. Anyway. In class the ladies are talking about how bad their past men have been to them, and they were crying, which is e

People Haveing No Respect For Privecy!
I HAD BROUGHT THIS NOTEBOOK THAT I MADE INTO A JOURNAL FOR A MEETING I HAD TO GO TO. I HAD A SO CALLED FRIEND KEEP AN EYE ON IT FOR ME AND HAD ASKED HER NOT TO READ IT NOR TO LET ANYONE READ IT WHATSOEVER. BECAUSE I HAD TO RUN AN EARREND REALLY FAST AND NOW SHE IS PISSED AT ME FOR WRITTING SOMETHING DOWN INTO MY JOURNAL THAT I WOULD TELL HER ABOUT (IT WAS ABOUT HER MOVING) AND SHE GOT FUCKING PISSED AT ME, AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD. ITS PRIVTE AND IF I WANTED SOMEONE TO READ IT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN PERMISSION. THIS PERSON HAS NO RESPECT FOR SOMEONE ELSE PRIVTE PROPERTY. I WAS GONNA TELL HER HOW I FELT BUT WITH ME I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO HAS TO WRITE THINGS DOWN FIRST TO MAKE THEM SOUND RIGHT TO OTHER PEOPLE. A JOURNAL IS PRIVITE. I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO BE PISSED OFF AT THIS SO CALLED FRIEND WHO READ MY PRIVITE THOUGHTS. I JUST HATE THAT SHE HAS NO RESPECT. IF SHE DID THIS TO ME WHATS GONNA STOP HER FROM DOING THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE? THIS PERSON KNOWS WHO SHE FUCKING IS AND ALL I HAVE TO

Just Some Things
~Nocturnal...: ok ->~Nocturnal...: yep a fubar wedding ->wadeio: i will fuck u up one way or another ->wadeio: i dont cry bitch i get even and we aint through ~/~ Sassy ...: a real one/? okay hun whoo hooo ~Nocturnal...: ??? ~Nocturnal...: wedding ->~/~ Sassy ...: i will be there to help when i am done with my friends wedding wadeio: used to it thats ok if you want to cry lol ~/~ Sassy ...: the wedding?? ->wadeio: attack my weight i dont give a fuck hahahahah wadeio: lol wadeio: right looking like that i bet you need makeup and well yeah slim fast ->wadeio: and u aint no man a man dont speak to a woman like u did ash ->wadeio: dont need a man i choose to b free http://fubar.com/user/254264 want to show him as much love as he showed me tonigt copy his link and show him he needs to chill the fuck out on women All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they

Levelers Tommorows Happy Hour Target
I'm just preparing everyone ahead of time for tommorow.During Happy hour we have a God Father to level up.Please don't rate anything tonight point go away faster on a Happy Hour and she needs a little over 200,000 to level.If you do anything tonight.Please just Fan,Rate and add. {snoogums boogums}-fiance to $hawnbear@ fubar

Bllllaaaahhhh
Last time I tried to make a blog it didn;t work. So snce I joined this site I noticed a coule of things I don't like : !. Some things you have to pay for. 2. I'm getting nasty things from old ugly hairy pedophile looking guys 3.Trying to keep up with everything since it moves so fast. 4. The limitations on ratings and dumb stuff like that 5. More fake people pretending to want to talk to you to get more ratings and points 6.People who are assholes and downrate when they probably need to be rated a 0 7.People always bothering you obnoxiously purely for ratings and points who never want to hold a conversation with you Things I do like better than myspace: 1. easier to meet different people and have conversations 2.its kind of fun having the challenge of getting to a level 3. people who aren't here just for ratings are really cool and seem to have their own fubar family, help each other out with ratings and stuff, like a real community 4. The fubar bucks and being able to b

What I Have Learned
Things I have learned as simply learned, difficult to swallow. As long as I learn by the things I have learned, I am wiser than the average bear. What I have learned follows.... ~ When you think you know someone, look deeper. You will one day realize you did know them at all. ~ You are going to get your heart ripped out of your chest with no reason. Learn how to pick yourself up as quick as you can and go get help to sort it all out so you can move on in life as you piece your life back together. ~ Just because you are with the same person for 18 years does not mean you know them. I woke up one morning and realized I was sleeping with a stranger. ~ When you feel you can trust someone, know you are not alone when you are told by people that your man/husband was trying to lip-lock with them and your closest friends. ~ I learned that all that really matter to me was providing for my 2 perfect children and teaching all about life and all the values I could. I learned t

Subvert The Dominant Paradigm
soo... .. . just a thought; a girl, ugly or pretty, posts a few pics of herself in skin revealing clothing, even if , those too are just as ugly as her body, she will somehow, obliviously attract this creepy crowd of ppl who sift through photos and profiles just to find a peek of someone elses skin, they undoubtedly think is so "sexy". eh.. makes me think too much from disgust and confusion ... .. . and i was just thinking about a few months ago, when i was approched to live with this couple in cinci, i think they wanted me as a sex slave, but they were wiccan, and had just gotten married, and wanted to add one more mommy to the mix or something, and then i remebered that guy who asked me if i was interested in having a kuckhold. erm. however you spell it. i didnt even know what it was. lol. but. i do now. and uhh.. for facts sake, i dont want one!. altho, living at my moms again sure does make me rethink that couples proposal a tid. lol. ;| sooo

Top This
I wanted to pimp out a friend that everyone should have. I say she's the ultimate for showing love. In the last 2 days she's spend hour rating and showing me love as well as others. We all want friends that show love. So you all know what to do add, fan and rate her. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fubar Wife 2 "GoozTX" *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar

A Written Tribute.
Drifting through a minefield explosive carnage everywhere.. one touch is all it takes to ignite what's in the air.. shadows drift on by haunting the very road.. the staring of their sightless eyes betraying nothing of the unknown. the charge now held in hand reeks of blood.. sweat and tears.. it holds the essence of those now gone.. those lost throughout the years. hard fought has the battle been as tears now soak the road... for each droplet that now falls.. is for those who have fought for what we know. ~Candyce~

My Thoughts
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That

Just Shit That Pisses Me Off...
You know, I put myself down, and kick my own ass, more than anyone else probably ever could!! So when people come along that start picking shit apart, and poking at me, like they are all fucking that and the chips, it just generally pisses me off! Maybe I'm just selfish, but you know what, nobody gets to do that to me, but me. Now don't get me wrong, if I am having a dumb ass attack, I expect the people closest to me to point it out, and wonder even if I've lost my marbles. But outside people? Absolutely not. I have had a day full of it!! First my boss and co-worker was just poking at me, with the whole do this, and this, oh wait you should be doing this instead!!! Like I don't already know!!! Then my EXXXXXXXX, calls and jumps my ass because my son wasn't home for his damn girlfriend to pick up for swimming lessons. Well ok, geez, the boys were good today, and my daughter had a brain cramp and took them to the park!! Totally forgot about his swim lesson. When the girlf

Me
~~~If you had the chance to go on a date with me and you had a whole 24 hours ~what would it be like.... Or would you even really want to spend time with me...It would be in your best interst to be very open and upfront with me...Cause I am wanting to see what the hell I am missing out on~~~ I want to know what you all see or feel when you talk to me~ so please tell me what kind of a person U see me as....please be brutally honest cause I would be that way with you...Thanks...

Poems And Rano Tghts
I was thirteen when I stopped idolizing my father. It was at this same time that I actually started to hate him as well. It was the summer between my seventh and eighth grade year. I was at that stage in my life where I was unfamiliar with my own body and felt awkward. When you looked at me, I was one of the kids whose arms and legs were to long because their body hadn’t caught up yet. Despite my inability to control my body properly, I was looking forward to this summer more then any other summer in my entire life. My father was moving back in with my family and me. I felt like a sixteen-year-old going out on his first date as I helped him move his things into his room. I would finally have the opportunity to have a real relationship with him, get close to him, learn from him, and love him more then I already did. It was only Wednesday afternoon when we moved him into our house but we already had plans for that Saturday and I couldn’t wait. I n the beginning we had our mome

First Blog: Confusion - What To Do And Think?
this past month has been a doosey. its been harder beyond anything i have deal with. working 4 jobs. going to a technical institute studying advanced computer networking systems. haveing family problems. money problems. problems just pertaining to being an 18 ear old sophmore in college. but the most that bothers me is the one girl designated to me as being the love of my life. like any relationship, we have ups and downs. but lately, our downs have been below the surface. in some dark place under the crust of our lives. we've had issues of trust, love, communication, loyalty, truth, and much more. we both talk out our problems with our friends. but in the end we only listen to each other. my main point is. if there is no trust. if you cant so much as leave your fone around, or remain logged in to fubar, or myspace, or facebook, or anything; should that relationship continue? should you continue giving chances to the one you know you love in your heart and you know that they truly love

Daytona Vacation
Well not much to say at this time but I will be going to Daytona on August 12 and staying in a condo on the beach close to Main Street till the 19th . I will post more after I get back and hope to have some new Pic's. Hi I'm back, Had a great time on the beach, and in the pool. did a little shopping and a lot of drinking. I took some pic's but then my camara broke or something so I lost all of them. looks like I will be buying a new one when I can.

Luxe.archives.
"The World Is Our Bedsheet We Share A Geography Now.." MAC LOVES BARBIE COLLECTION Substancial Moments have to still happen., and it seems like my less than adamant feet have been doing the round of late night usuals,(rey, john, ricardo, sara) or perhaps the trips out of town that seemed to have succumbed my friends and I, on the road, and always flowing to what were wearing or some kind of au naturel high I believe, that could lead to anything from politics to religion in split seconds. . And because Ive become such a workaholic, and the promotion has been fairly critical, its enough to say that Ive been indulging and making things decadent as much as i didnt intend to. And It has begun to take luscious cycles once again.,..stampeding On Books, lovely impulsive buys at the cosmetic counters and our spontaneous road trips to...wherever johns Car leads us....and im always buying those utterly cute super shorts, well, because its almost spring time, and looking i

Friends
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party. After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday." The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, and then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday." The third man said: "Well, that's terrific! My son studied in

A Fine Testamonial On Our Coveted Politicians...
John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several Hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs.. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't ring. He woul

Do I Have Any Bomber Out There??
good evenin family i want to thank each an everyone of you for all the help in my contest the most wanted i won will the help of the my family the nite hawks an the independents family members , the independents need our help so you all must go an show our love to them an bomb as if it was one of us , i will check to see whos thier love rubia all bbwbhmbombers are go to my contest now OK..WE NEED TO TRY AND GET BACK ON TRACK AGAIN. I TOTALY UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYONE HAS LIVES OTHER THEN FUBAR. ALL I ASK IS THAT IF MY BOMBERS GET ONLINE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW WHATS UP. WE HAVE A CONTEST GOIN AND THERE IS NOT MANY BOMBERS THERE. PLEASE JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLIN ME WHATS UP AND IF YOU GET ONLINE PLEASE PLESE LEAVE RUBIA SUM LOVE. THIS IS THE CONTEST SHE IS IN FOR A 3 DAY BLAST. SHE IS GOIN TO SURE THE BLAST TO PROMOTE THE BOMBFEST IN SEPTEMBER. I NEED TO MY BOMBER TO COME TOGETHER SO WHEN THE BOMBFEST STARTS WE CAN KICK SUM ASS. A HUGE THANKS

Rayvenred's And Other Writings
Calling to tuck me in, Chasing away my ghosts, Whispering assurances as I drift away, He gets me. Marge Simpson and pterodactyls, Oscar in his trash can, "We don't need no stinkin' badgers," He gets me. Daisies instead of roses, Quiet nights at home, Together even when we're apart, He gets me. His voice, His smile, His patience with me, He gets me. Today. Tomorrow. Every breath I take. He's got me. i hear you calling you're giving me a headache you flood my mind with words i don't wish to see Why do you scream for life when you know it will only make me cry, make me feel that pain i've tried so hard to forget Must you be so insistant selfishly intruding on my thoughts not giving me a moments rest until i put you to ink Then you'll force me to watch your first breath i cannot look, for if i do i'll have to finally admit YES! this is how it is without my rose colored glasses instead, i'm putting my shades back on I'll argue with

Waiting True Love...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Women...
Women Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don’t drive in circles at any cost So I don’t have to admit when I am lost Don’t act like I’m in a timed marathon Every time I go to the john Let me tell you men Listen to me boys Those things in your pants That you treat as toys You love them more then we ever will We would rather suck on a cold pickled dill I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you’re two hours late I don’t watch movies with lots of gore Don’t need instant replay to remember the score I won’t lose my hair I don’t get jock itch And just cause I’m asse

Way Back To Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking from someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There a

Strong Women
how many ladies out here have said these: the next man i meet is going have to try twice as hard to get me cuz im tired of men, or he is really a nice guy but were just friends. alot of men get tired of paying for tha mistakes of tha sorry azz brother before him, when we come into tha relationship trying to do what right when ur expected to mess up 95% of tha time. theirs alot of women out here that label men as friends knowning that every thing you want in a man is standing right by your side but you dont choose him because you rather chase what u didnt need in the first place. i know its hard ladies to tell whos who because theses days dudes are willing to stay with you 6 months just to get what they want before they change but u cant say that u dint see signs hanging ova thier heads saying dont do it and u ignored it. all im saying is ladies thier r good men out here but he cant become a good man if you treat him as if he was tha dawg that hurt you! You have a sexual IQ of 153 Wh

50 Confessions (thanks Brandi Dawn)
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Mom or Danny. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. I hate having to push the cart with my car. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Wait who was it?? KIDDING! Of course. 4. Do you take compliments well? Rarely. Still not used to them, and been used too many times, so I always think it's a ploy 5. Do you play Sudoku? Never have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Most likely. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? My poor kitten, and my art work/supplies 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Danny. 9. Who do you text the most? My Mom or Danny, kinda a tie. 10. Favorite children's book? Stellaluna. 11. Eye color? Honey brown. 12. How tall are you? 5'6 ish 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nope, because than I wouldn't

To All My Friends & Fans Of Fubar
To whom it may concern, To my friends on my list that I have accepted on my list I would be willing to give my email n messenger if you wanna chat outta this place... Sincerely, Wild Childaka..Lucky Charm :) Subject: To all that are interested.... Body: Just wanted to give you a heads up I finally left the So.Cali area and still doin animal rescue up here where I'm at in Montana so if you need help in finding a home for your pet feel free to contact me and I will do my best to help you and your situation!!! Sincerely, Charisse aka...WILD CHILD

You Might Be A Jedi Redneck If
Your Jedi robe is a Camouflage color. You have ever used your Light Saber to open a bottle of Boone's Farm Strawberry Hill. You think the best use of your light saber is picking your teeth. At least one wing of your X-Wing is primer colored. There is a blaster rack in the back of your landspeeder. You have bantha horns on the front of your landspeeder. You can easily describe the taste of an Ewok. You can find no grammatical errors in the way Yoda talks. You think that the Stormtroopers Elite Guards are just KKK members with really good sheets. A peaceful meditation session is one without gas. You can levitate yourself using a force from within, but not the force. Your master ever said "My finger you will pull..hmmm?" You have ever had an X-wing up on blocks in your yard. You ever lost a hand during a light-saber fight because you had to spit. The worst part of spending time on Dagoba is the dadgum skeeters. Wookies are offend

Ahhhhh
Geez...today was not a good day for me. I've had it up to my eyeballs. It all started me getting woken up to my kids screaming that our dog was gone. So I get up, get dressed and look for my dog everywhere with no luck. Then, being irritable from the rude awakening, my boyfriend and I start bickering cuz he was irritable too. Then of course comes the bills...and that tops it off. Me and Lamar both being irritable and discussing bills...not a good combination. The one good thing that came out of that was on our way to go pay them, we found our dog. Some bitch had her and had her on a leash at her house like she was her dog....I dont fucking think so bitch. So anyway, we stop and pick up our dog, take her home, finish paying our bills and then come back home to relax for a little. Well then it started pouring down rain and my son STILL had football practice. IN the damn rain. My god, he is 5 years old for crying out loud. We get there, they practice for a damn hour then cancel the rest o

Cold Or Just Taken The Wrong Way?
I am sooo confused right now....I have made many awesome relationships on here with friends. But I am confused because I have been told by some that I am soo sweet and funny and then there are others who say that I am cold and hardcore..I don't see it or understand how I am cold. Yeah, I maybe act like a hardass(or smartass) at times but thats me(a sarastic bitch at times in a good way though). But if I act like a hardass and then try to be sweet don't think that I'm trying to kiss ass because I'm not. I'm just being me..I just have my days like anyone else...I am shy believe it or not... so If you want to get to know me... give it time..but hell you really can't get to know who I am really unless u actually spend some quality time with me ~Not on the computer~ Well I love all of my friends and you guys and gals ~ROCK MY SOCKS OFF~ LOVE YA~HEATHER

Yep
YOU PASS ME ON THE STREET AND SNEER IN MY DIRECTION. YOU CALL ME "CRACKER", "HONKEY", "WHITEY",AND EVEN "THE MAN" AND YOU THINK IT'S OK. BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, "NIGGER", "KIKE", "TOWELHEAD", "SAND-NIGGER", "CAMEL JOCKEY", "BEANER" OR "CHINK" YOU CALL ME A RACIST. YOU SAY THAT WHITES COMMIT A LOT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST YOU, SO WHY ARE THE GHETTOS THE MOST DANGEROUS PLACES TO LIVE? YOU HAVE THE UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND. YOU HAVE MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY. YOU HAVE CESAR CHAVEZ DAY. YOU HAVE YOM HASHOAH. YOU HAVE MA'ULED AL-NABI. YOU HAVE THE NAACP. YOU HAVE BET. IF WE HAD WET(WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION) WE'D BE RACIST. IF WE HAD WHITE PRIDE DAY YOU WOULD CALL US RACISTS. IF WE HAD WHITE HISTORY MONTH, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD ORGANIZATIONS FOR ONLY WHITES TO "ADVANCE" OUR LIVES, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD A COLLEGE FUND THAT ONLY GAVE WHITE STUDENT SCHOLARSHIPS, YOU KNOW WE'D BE RACIST. IN THE MILLION MAN MARCH, YOU BELIEVED THAT YOU WERE MARCHING FOR YOUR RACE AND RIGHTS.

Swearing At Work
This was sent to me tell me what you think..... > Dear Employees: > > > RE: Swearing at Work > > It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals > throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of > normal conversation with their co-workers. > > Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, > this type of language will no longer be tolerated. > > We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately > express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. > > Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been > provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in > an effective manner. > > > 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't > know what the f___ you're doing. > > 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing > bit__. > > 3) TRY SAYING:

06-02-85 To 08-08-07
I will leave her page running for a short time. Until I know at least most of her friends have received the message. But I am removing the pictures. Only a few pictures of Ashlee smiling and happy will remain on the page. Thank-You. Kristin Ashlee was a victim of depression on the day of August 8th 2007. She took her own life. Leaving behind 2 children ages 2 and 3. As a last task on this earth, She wrote both of her children a 30 page book, On how much she loved them, And how she didn't do this to them on purpose, And how she left them in the best possible care she knew of. She also left the children each some of her faverite items. Including t-shirts ect. To comfort them. She wrote a letter to her family,, That simply said,, " I told you I could only be pushed so far" Then at 7:23 am Ashlee tookl her own life by stabbing her self in the chest repeatadly until she had no more strength. She had a request that her friends know what happened so they didn't

Miss You Grizzy!
Wow, today really sucked. I had to put my dog to sleep today. Damn, it is one of the worst feelings ever! She was 13 years old and such a good friend! I can't stand how much it hurts. Why do dogs have to have such short life spans? They are our best friends, so loyal, so loving and they show such unconditional love! Where did the time go? I can't believe I got her when I was 20 years old. She had been through so much with me. Always willing to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on. It's just so unfair! I will miss you forever my sweet little girl. I know that you are in a peaceful, beautiful place with plenty of squirrels to bark at and chase!! I will always cherish you and your wonderful demeanor! Thank you, Bad VooDoo for being there for me like you always are. You are my rock and I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life! I love you so much! RIP Grizzy Bear!!

Mistress Genevieve's Meanderings
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Some Insite Please
so please after you read this tell me what you think. i dont care who you are or who reads it i just wanna know ur thoughts on it. I'm Threw Im threw with this world Im threw with this life Im threw with it all Just one slit from a knife I know that its hard I know ill get threw I know that it might end 'Cause my fuse already blew Theres a few that do care I know that some do I just dont know all what ill do Take care of my family The few that i have Im sorry that i didnt survive My heart is torn well more just shattered The one who might care...... Well this might not matter Please someone help me I'm not right in my mind Threw this tortured life And all the pain has been baired My life should be over But im still right there 'Cause my mom still needs me As long as she is around It's because of her that My corpse hasnt hit the ground.

Sex Storie!
We meet in the doorway, the moonlight through the windows casting a silver sheen on your raven tresses. The candles give a golden glow to the ivory negligee that parts just enough to allow me a glimpse of your silken breasts yet still hiding the treasures of your secret places. We speak no words, but enfold each other in a tender embrace. I gently turn your face up to kiss you, your cheeks, your neck, your eyes, and finally your sweet lips. As we kiss, you move your body so your thigh is pressing my awakening flesh and mine can feel the rising heat of you. The negligee slips from your shoulders and falls to the floor, as does my robe, so we may stand skin on skin as we caress each other. Back, shoulders, arm, hair, all come under our questing touch. As your lips part to receive that intimate kiss, my hands of their own accord reach down to cup the sensuous curves of your bottom and draw you nearer to me. You guide us to the bed and we lower to it still holding each other. I gently t

One Of Those Days
but it just seems like one of those days when all of the women I talk to today have an attitude. I have been nice and friendly (I think), but all I get are short quick answers (or no answer at all). Is it nationwide today? Is it me? What is going on?

Lost My Snakes!
At least thats what we think happened at work. We lost 4 ball pythons and one red tail boa....needless to say, they're pretty much my kids and I'm very upset about it. bloody hell. I don't know why I putting that here I just need some place to vent. I hope we can find, Petey, Bob, Roo, and Jake. Hell.

Words Women Say
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

Irish Prayer
And sheperds we shall be. For thee, my lord, for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patris, et filii, et spiritus sancti.

Fearless...
Fearless Break it down let it all out I’ll give you my opinon Walking around running my mouth Cause I’m not about pretending I talk tough calling your bluff Don’t tell me what I can’t do Don’t ask me to ignore what in my heart I know is true I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to myself Be fearless and nothing is impossible So fearless and know that your invinsible Be fearless prove the undeniable Cause your so much stronger than you know So let it go It’s crazy never be done It’s revolutionary Don’t phase me I won’t run Nothing you can say to scare me Bring on fame I got game See I was born for this part Just have to start by following the voice inside my heart I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to

Rainy Day...
Rainy Day I wake up in the morning Remember that you're gone I wondered where the sun went The rain is falling now And I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah Yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah yeah I tried to come and see you But you wont let me in I know we've had our moments But can we start again? Cuz I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah And tell me how I'm gonna live without you Feel like my world is falling apart I watch the rain Falling again Wash away Wash away I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah oh

Luv Me I Luv On U
Come on guys... I think nothing about rating everything you have. I never turn anyone down may not be exactly when you want it. I understand im a God Father. Im not here for points..But come on ..I need Fubucks just to buy gifts. I help 10 -14 a day leve..If im going to rate you please rate something of mine in return..If im really asking to much..Im just going to go and see who wants to rate swap. I love to level but i need love too.....

Wooo Hooo
Okay there will be some cussing in this one. Thus far I've had no problem with neighbors on either one acre beside or in front of me. Lately, every morning like clock work..I leave at 7:20am and come back around 8:45am....it's only the school bus summer run...so it don't take long. Anyhow, 3 days in a row this neighbor hassles me and stands in front of my driveway. I politely asked her, "Could you please move so I can get into my driveway?" She then turns and says if you weren't such a maniac driving, I might move but this slows you down. That was the first day...I then said to myself..shhh don't say nothing to the fat bitch. I continued into my driveway and the tire spun and threw dirt ...it hit her in the leg...ooops!!! I didn't mean to do that it was the trucks fault...lmao. The next day...she does the same thing...so did I....or I should say ...the truck did. The next day...she screams at me when I asked her politely to move...my child is on her bike and you are sp

Me
well about my husband john, last night he got another tattoo, he got my name tattooed on the back of his neck, it looks really good. then today we did some house cleaning and then we went to our friends house for a birthday party. we all had fun. and now i'm headed to bed nite all. hi, my name is april, i have 1 son, which is 7 n his name is dason. i am married to a wonderful guy of 5 years n his name is john, we have a 2 yr old st. bernard named tator n 3 cats named ginger,gia, n gabby. we live in a town called lewistown, my hubby works at monroe n i am a stay at home mom for now. my son has adhd, so my days r very stressed so this helps me gets some quiet time lol. well thats it for today well lets see, today i am going to kristy to have our yard sale one more time for the summer. last night my husband n i looked at the st.bernard that we might get but it isn't gonna work out because the dog won't get along with the one we alread have. too bad. thats it for now i'll be back later

A Cry For Help-or Something Worse?
i've been suffering from severe sadness for a month or so now--thank you all who gave me love to help me through-when i receive some respite i know that soon the sadness will return to debilitate me totally again-and boy was i right this time-now i'm on the edge-not sure what will happen--thank you for all your love

Desperate Trash
Wow I'd like to see more faces and less tits around here I'm sure every guy on here would disagree haha. Seriously though seeing some girl showing herself off and guys too is so tacky to me if everyone can see it what fun is it to go after? Just a thought take it or leave it!

Drinkin
last week i decided i would live like i did when i was in college and go out every night and have fun. well i had fun, but what the hell i spent over $900 in alcohol and food in seven nights. no wonder i was in debt to my eye balls all the time back then. that means i was spending $128.57 a night in booze and food. and it wasn't like i was ordering drinks and eating steaks i was having beer, pizza and burgers and maybe a salad. jeez i'm glad i'm not addicted to anything. except maybe warcraft, but that's only costing me 15 bucks a month. damn 900 bucks pissed away...man makes you wonder.

Movies
As one I will meet the sum of my own memories Inner seeking silence And know that I am just a shell outside I too have sacred joys inside of me This fear, I fight comforting silent side So free through flight comforting silence Infinity within my consciousness An ever expanding sphere Immortal spark ignites Spreads by the air of bliss Embracing warmth that heals No fear nor fight comforting silence So free through flight comforting silent side Ok so I love Dream Theater, and I love the drums... here is a kid rocking out to some of my favorite songs. ------------------ ------------------ ------------------- Christian Bale is an amazing actor!!! ----------------- --------------- -------------------- I love this scene he gets so upset

Downraters
http://fubar.com/user/843940 this ass hole is a down rater so be aware for all i care you can ** screw up his page how many down raters do you get on a daily basic if your a downrater and if your going 2 rate my page a 1 or not over 9 then do't bother 2 stop bye go down rate someone else cause i don't and don't wanna deal with that alright if you can't understand what I"M saying then **** off better yet go back 2 1st grade there they can teach you ******* oh i ain't joing if you read this and still rate me a 1 i will black your/ her ********** cause i had a few and I"M getting tired of it so yea i don't what other people or they jusr accpet it but hell not me rate me a 10 or up if not then don't bother at all it will save me and who ever the downraters is

Dallas Cowboys
IRVING, Texas (AP) - There are so many ways to hype the Colts-Cowboys game Thursday night. Wade Phillips making his debut as Dallas coach against a team playing its first game since being crowned Super Bowl champions! The Colts returning to Texas Stadium, where their bid for a perfect season ended after a 9-0 start last November! And All I got to say is GO COWBOYS !!!!!!

"prettyboys"
"Pretty boys" Are you typical guy all around reguardless what there skin color is and thats inculding the ones that wear uniform its for their job or not.. and inculding the ones that are in the military inculding all branches in the military as well. From what i was told my hmgirl they all want one thing is piece of ass regaurdless and once they get that you don't even hear from most of them from what my homegirl said since she dated one thats all he kept saying was " when can i get laid" and when she found that out she knew right of way she was a pretty boy and just was dispointed and just quit talking to him and she was dispointed because he wasn't interested in anything else.. And she said that all she wanted a nice guy not a pretty boy.. A Man with a brain on his shoulders proves it as well, and NOT USE HIS DICK AS HIS BRAIN. She also said all pretty boys are all bull-shiters as well nothing more then that. So if ur not one then prove it if not then thats not her problem or

Ten Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers secure

Kitty's Got Klaws!
I am still stumbling a bit trying to learn some of the basics around here. Thank you for all of the wonderful warm welcomes! Kisses all around! I have no idea what I am doing here on FUBAR so far. Am just floating along and basking in all of the wonderful men and their fabulous comments. *purrrrrrssssss* I will try to catch up witheveryone as soon as I figure out up form down. Kisssses!

Confessions Of A Self Proclaimed Nympholeptic
Noun 1. nympholepsy - a frenzy of emotion; as for something unattainable delirium, frenzy, hysteria, craze, fury - state of violent mental agitation I can't say for sure why I'm always drawn back to Klimpt's painting The Kiss when I get like this...why that is the image that I focus on in my head...its not exactly your stereotypical vision of the Cinderella story with the happy ending. Everyone will look at it and see something different. I see perfection, the perfect kiss, the perfect embrace, the perfect setting, the perfect amount on intimacy without indecency. And in the middle of all that perfection I see myself.....not as the perfect compliment to the other elements....but as the woman who can't quite decide if she buys into the perfection, who holds back just enough to not let herself be drawn in, who can close her eyes and recognize how much she has around her but who knows that as soon as she opens them the real world comes rushing back in at her and she's ju

Prayer
Dear God, Today is my pryaer, Forgetting yesterday And unaware of tomorrow. Oh let your strength Fillmy need; An inner knowing Tell Your guidance; Your peace As the calm center Of my being. Show me the need You would have me fill And make me aware Of You all this day long. I don't know if i should actually write this here or not but I guess any where is fine as long as i get this out. Tina Green was beautiful woman inside and out. I never had the pleasure of getting to know her before she was taken from us. In part if feel almost responsibility for this; let me explain why. You see while the love of my life, Rob, was in the hospital I had this over whelming desire to pray for Tina. I said a little pray and went on my way. The feeling never left me but I thought that one prayer was enough. When Rob got home form the hospital and told me about two freinds dying I wondered who but didn't ask. Several times I wanted to asked about Nena and TIna as they both had been on my m

What To Do.......
Well have no idea, what I'm actually doing yet, or for that matter, what I really want to do. But, I know my life is getting better, and for now, I'm just working on that. Eventually, I'll move on to knowing and doing what I really want to do with my life. But for now, this will work.

Fan, And Rate Me So I Can Get Back To You!
Ok, folks here is my situation, at least the part you need to know. I do not have internet at home (again) So if I am online , I do it from work, off and on through the day, or I am at the library. And at the library depending on which one I go to, I have a limited amount of time. So if you fan me, I can go back and (try ) toreturn the Rate/Fan/Add when I get the chance. So keep them coming, I will do my best to return as many or all if I can. Thanks, Errol

Got Posted Nsfw Lol Lol Watch It Tell Me What You Reckon
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First Fubar Blog..
Thats my daughters temp this morning. I am taking her to her DR office at 2:45 this afternoon. They can only get her in with a physicians assistant. I hope shes ok. After I gave her some tylenol this morning she was holding the medicine spoon and her hand was all skakey. Im worried... Not sure what to write, Im pretty much just still figuring out this site.. just thought I'd write my frist blog. Today is boring.. I have the day off and have pretty much done alot of nothing. I cut my sisters hair... put maddie down for a nap. Made myself a Mocha and am about to clean my apartment.. boring huh? Went to hoops with some friends and got super drunk. Kim picked me up so I didnt have to drive. We drank many pitchers.. a few shots and a couple bottles of beer.. I danced the night away once I was drunk. I had a lot of fun. I dont go out much so it seems when I do, I get totally drunk. Kim got drunk and a bartender from another bar that she goes to took her keys and gave them to Fred the bartend

Sex Jokes Lol Nsfw
A woman asks her husband if he'd like some breakfast. "Bacon and eggs, perhaps a slice of toast? Maybe a nice sectioned grapefruit, and a cup of fresh coffee?" He declines. "It's this Viagra," he says, "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunch time, she asks if he would like something. "A bowl of home made soup, maybe, with a cheese sandwich? Or how about a plate of snacks and a glass of milk?" Again he declines. "No, thanks. It's this Viagra," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At dinner time, she asks if he wants anything to eat, offering to go to the cafe and buy him a burger supper. "Or would you rather I make you a pizza from scratch? Or, how about a tasty stir fry? That'll only take a couple of minutes...?" Once more, he declines. "Again, thanks, but it's this Viagra. It's really taken the edge off my appetite." "Well, then", she says, "Would you mind getting off me? I'm fucking STARVING!" --------------------------

I Am Super Pixi And I Have Super Powers! (i Just Don't Want To Show You!) *~pixi- In A Nutshell~*
Welcome ye scurvy dogs to the Fubar Pirate ship! If ye wish to be crew, then send the Cap'n a message! If this be yer wish, then abide by these rules ye must! 1: Fan, add and rate yer Captain and crew as a show of loyalty! 2: Repost the ship's bulletins! 3: Spend a bit of yer booty and buy all of those who ye add a shot of rum! When ye've done this, contact the cap'n and he'll add ya to the crew to plunder the Fubar seas as one of our own. If ye wish not to be a member of the ship, then ye are condemned to walk the plank! En route towards the ever elusive X on the map of an unknown island, our jolly ship O mayhem and rummin' ran across an unsuspecting Spanish Galleon on its way back from Mexico. We hoisted the Colours and broadsided 'er with the long guns afore she could even round on us. Our steadfast crew boarded 'er and sent 150 Spanish dogs to the briny deep. Aboard we found the hold full of Aztec gold and jewels as well as a fine cargo of freshly made rum. S

Poetry-song Lyrics - N Stuff (all Copyrighted Works By Me, Please Ask Before You Copy)
Every smile you gave me was it fake every hug you gave me was it merely to take Every soothing word what was the goal every day did you think the moral wouldn't unfold well here I am with clear resolve no farther do I have to fall I'm at the bottom but sun do I see you I don't need I only need me How dare you think you had the right to smile to hug to laugh and then behind my back so false you thought I never knew you thought I'd never hear or see obviously you never were a friend to me. I have resolve no farther to fall but on my own at least I know I am true and the only way is up without you. Once upon a time not so long ago there was a little girl from a broken home. She was what some would call a broken girl with a broken smile but still in her heart she dreamed of love all the while. As she grew all she knew was regret and despair, so much love she would give only to be discarded without flair. Well as this girl grew a woman to be, she met a man as

Me Just Thinking
well hey dis is david her best firend she ask me to get online and lets her friends know if any happend to her she here it is grace passed away a week aago the cancer got finely Ok, I may just be out of it or somthing. But well heres another of my rants. Yes I know I rant alot. Get Over it. I am lonely. I really Liked a guy. But I know I stand no chance because I am sick. I am really shy when it comes to telling someone I like them. I can't help it. I was Always the geek in school, so yeah It scares me to get turned down. It takes me right back to my past. Plus I am scared to be with anyone, Lately I have gotten sicker I mean this is the sickness I have been. I hardly am able to get out of bed. Well needless to say it sucks But yeah back to the rant. I just don't want to get with someone for the fear of me getting so sick that I just mite pass...Ummm....Away... I just don't want to leave someone with that Kinda heart brake But on the other hand. I d

Poetry
God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think he knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain At trials and misfortunes Or some goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship Unselfish...lasting...true, And so God answered the heart's great need With a CHERISHED FRIEND....like you. This morning I sat and watched the sunrise over the mountains. It was a clear, crisp morning and the sky was a deep shade of purple. I could not help but think of you. I was wondering what dream you were dreaming at that very moment. As I sat, I saw the darkness turn to light and all the vibrant colors came to life Again, my thoughts returned to you, and wit

The Somewhat Mysterious, Half-way Serious, Slightly Delirious Interpretation Of My Life
martes, 06 de noviembre de 2007 a las 11:04 | Editar nota | Eliminar There comes a time when you have to look at the tabletop in front of you and count the bottles... empty. Drained to the fullest extent. So, on shaky legs we stand. We kindly pay our tab. We walk from the smoke and clamor, back out into a dark world.Swirling in like an import on tap, the shadows of my past have once again been placed in front of me. It's kind of funny now, looking back at who I've been... compared to who I am now. Drink. At times, these days, I often want to cry out at the top of my lungs, "WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!" I mean, honestly, this is just what I get for ever giving myself away.. haha. Drink. Nonetheless, here I sit, wondering what the path will look like when the time has come to head home. What was a straight (not-so-narrow) road... has now become a busy intersection. Red lights all around the grid. You know. That eerie anticipation, as each vehicle rolls slightly forward, as if a

My Feelings
I see a child in my memory, waiting to be set free, free from the chains that bend her, and remind her, that you show no love to her soul, I see her lay wide awake in the night, trying to heal her bruised heart, trying to break free, and now no more will those chains hold her, that broken soul no more Here's my feeling, spread out in front of you, written on my face, spoken with every word, blood sings my songs of my pain, my heart screaming your name, words will never explain the way you make me feel, knowing my every emotion is real, helping me find a cure for this cancer, this cancer eating me away from inside, my hearts ready to stop it's beating I'm ready to stop this bleeding Waking I know there will be someone I can turn & smile to Smile cause every time I thought I gave up You always proved me wrong Finally I can count my reasons for breathing And everyone one reason is you My reasons to fall over & over for you When they say we are too young to love

Pride
Do You Think You Have What It Takes To Step Into The Cage? Taking That Chance Of Getting Tapped Out, Choked Out Or Even Passed Out. Come Hook Up With Us And Try Our Training Methods. See Why We Are The Toughest Team In Indiana....................If You Think Your Tough.....Prove It.....GLOVE UP OR SHUT UP WHEN TIMES GET HARD AND I WANNA LOOSE IT SNAP AND HIT THE FENCE I LOOK IN LEXI'S EYES AND IT ALL MAKES SINCE !! LEXI BABY DADDY WILL ALWAYSLOVE AND PROTECT YOU !! ONCE UPON A TIME IN 1983 IN THE DANGEROUS STREETS OF INDIANAPOLIS A CHILD WAS BORN UNPRONOUNCED 2 HIM AND THE REST OF THE WORLD THAT CHILD WAS TO BE KNOWN AS JERRY LEE ABOUT TO EMBARK ON AN EMOTIONAL EXTERSION JERRY LEE VOWD TO USE HIS STREET KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL AND FIGHT THE WHISPERS THAT WOULD WISH TO KEEP HIM SILENCED DEVOTING HIS LIFE AND KNOWLEDGE TO THE BETTERMENT OF THE ONCE MISGUIDED JERRY LEE TALKING ABOUT THE HURT,PAIN AND STRUGGLES IN LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER JERRY L

Extremities,dirt,and Various Other Debris..
There is a Moor at Worlds End The endless grey night broken by only silver waves of moon and the ghost light of the whispering fools fires It's here that all secrets dwell. Where all sins reside in forgotten memories. Here the keeper of desires hidden flame walks in shadowed silence Forever watching over the worlds that came before from the Silver City before The Fall from Gehenna to here. To the ashes that remain from the burning of the Prophets of Reason, to the quiet despair which haunts the halls of the Palace of Delights. It is here that he waits. Alone at The Moor of Worlds End -The Moor of Worlds End- (A Fools Fire) - Fools Fire : Refers to the ghostly lights sometimes seen at night or twilight that hover over damp ground in still air — often over bogs It looks like a flickering lamp, and is sometimes said to recede if approached. Some times referred to as Jack O' Lanterns,Corpse Candles,Will O' The Wisps,Hobby Lanterns,and thought to be ghosts,fairi

Working Late
WORKING LATE We are working late in the office and its hot and we have been giving each other the eye the entire day...all of the other people that work in the office has left for the day.....its just you and me....we are suppose to be working and trying to get this project done but we keep getting destracted...there has been little looks and small indiscrete touches for weeks now and it is coming to a head.....I walk up next to you and reach around you to get a folder and you turn and look into my eyes and we both stop and freeze right where we are......there is more said in that one look than an entire hour of talking could explain and without saying one word we both know exactly what we are feel'n......I lay the folder back down on the desk and you turn your body around into me .......we are sooo close ...face to face....doing nothing but looking in each others eyes....then I raise my hand and start to slide my fingers up your arm......my slightest touch brings chil

Beliefs & Ponderings
Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

Wisdom For A Wise Man!
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you b

A Little Of My Darker Side
I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don't have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I will get them.

I Need Some Love!!!! :)
OOOOOOOOOOOH I GOT A REAL HOT THING WITH GUYS AND GOATIES.... LOL.. I ALWAYS HAVE .. DONT KNOW WHY... LOL.. :o :) BUT GUYS WITH GOATIES REALLY ROCK MY F*CKIN SOCKS...... :p AND ROCKERS IN BAND... :) IM A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD.... :p LOL.... SHOW ME SOME LOVE.... ROCKERS AND GOATIES TURN ME ON... I LOVE THE BAD BOYS.... :) ALWAYS HAVE ALSO.... NEVER GREW OUT OF IT.. LOL I AM SOO SINGLE AND LOOKIN FOR A MAN... TURN THIS SINGLE GIRL INTO A SEXY ROCKIN FUBAR WIFE FOR THEM!!!! :) AND CRUSH ME LIKE IT HURTS.... :p :o :p

Life
I cant think mind trapped just a wink a gentle smack wake up from this someone save me please Terror overwhelming I can't release Tears are falling you just can't see I am fading into disbelief thoughts of feelings racing through my head I want to I have to I just can't find the time loneliness is my trouble acceptance for it so weak I cant hardly speak I am searching beyond my boundaries and nothing I have found in there mind so wondered with illimulating faces simply just tease my lasting uncovered what do you do when the 2 people you love the most are areguing/fighting and you sit there and watch it. not knowing what to do. feeling as if they are falling apart and you are split between them, when you are trying to hold them together. trying to figure out where the communication isnt meeting up, and you feel you are falling apart as well. i an at the point of going outside and screaming untill everyone stops and listens. being an empathic person has its goods

Naughty But Nice
A cat falls in a pool A rooster laughs Moral of the story is: A wet pussy makes a cock feel good. Humpty Dumpty sat on a bed Little Bo Peep was given him head As soon as he came She started to weep She could tell by the taste He'd been fucking her sheep. Thought that was hilarious and had to share it. Two prostitutes were walking. One says 'Girl, we gotta get PAID tonight! I can smell dick in the air!' The other laughs and says 'Bitch, I just burped!'

I'd Impress U W/ Every Single Word I'd Say
Today- ----------- 1. Talk to a boy/girl you like? yes....if you count the ass crack of dawn as today! 2. Learn anything new? yeah... 3. Talk to an ex? no... thankg god!!! 4. Miss someone? yeah....alot -Last Person Who- ------------------------ 5. Laid in your bed? my kitty cat samurai 6. Made you cry? some boy... 7. You went to the movies with? my uncle kris.... transformers!!!! 8. Went to the mall with you? what mall... there's nothing in the mall in goldsboro!!! 10. Who Made you laugh? kris 11. Said they loved you? grandmother General stuff-- ------------------- 16. Favorite location? New Hampshire 18. Who are you most scared of? snakes and spiders!!! 19. Who do you want to get married to? ..... 21. Does anyone like you? i think so 22. Do you like being around people? yes! 24. Are you lonely right now? kinda 25. Song stuck in your head? you wanna make a memory 26. Been on radio/TV? tv, once... 28. Eve

My Speech!!
This is the speech I did infront of my mom's church last sunday. The reactions and the applause was just amazing and all the hands I shook and the thank you's was just truely amazing. I now want to be a advocate for the troops and do alot more for them. Its wonderful how God works in ways that suprise you. I am excited to see what happens in the near future. I have already gotten calls from people who want to help more. Hi, I'm Sharon and I would like to share something that started out as a thought and a call to the church. I wrote a letter to the church in May asking everyone to write up some thank you cards and letter to Our Brave Troops and little did I know it was going to turn into something great and amazing. A week after Lisa passed out the letters to the sunday school classes that I recieved a call from Jane Lowrey/Unity Class wanting to know if we could send care packages. Well we did, we sent 6 care packages to 3 soldiers and they all recieved them with in a week... Her

Giving Up
Is it wrong for me to want to give up on everyting. Not to live life to the fullest when i feel its slipping from my hands inchs and heartbeats at a time. Love isnt caring for another,sharin and every lil cherrished memery or time spent with someone love is a crime. Only cuz after one decides to move on your heart enes up ripped up and your dignity. What you thought was everything that is great and that nohing could go wrong that is unity. But unity is nothing compare to what you go through when its gone leaving you with nothing left to say. wanting to give all your cherrised memeriesto the devil just to drink your existing lifeand you dying soul away. never looking up for anything good that passes under your nose thats when you know that lif is not worth living. nothing can ever help any more onece a heart warming person all cold hearted beats from a frozen iced heart with antartic water blood is all the heart is giving. after the death of that person feeli

Story 8
Let me start out with this statement. I honestly do no care who does not believe this story. Because it did happen. And it happened the way I am telling it. I know how defensive I sound, but I am willing to take that risk. A bit of background: I am primarily self-taught in the Occult Arts. I say "primarily" because the only "formal" training that I had had previous to 2005, was from some local teachers. But I am eclectic, (borrowing from several traditions), and I repeat, primarily self-taught. In the the Middle of 2005, I got involved with a girl I should not have. Among his other issues, she fancied himself a Necromancer, (among other things). It was a long-distance relationship, started on the internet. A Necromancer can call up spirits, both Human & Inhuman and "enslave" them to do one's bidding. And she did have some magickal talent, I grant her that. And she had no problem using ingredients she should not, to appease whatever Dark God she worshipped. Now the

How The West Was Really Won
A Cowboy sitting in a saloon one Saturday night, he recognized an elderly man standing at the bar who, in his day, had the reputation of being the fastest gun in the West. The young cowboy took a place next to the old-timer, bought him a drink and told him the story of his great ambition. "Do you think you could give me some tips?" he asked. The old man looked him up and down and said, "Well, for one thing, you're wearing your gun too high. Tie the holster a little lower down on your leg." "Will that make me a better gunfighter?" asked the young man. "Sure will," replied the old-timer. The young man did as he was told, stood up, whipped out his 44 and shot the bow tie off the piano player. "That's terrific!" said the hot shot. "Got any more tips for me?" "Yep," said the old man. "Cut a notch out of your holster where the hammer hits it. That'll give you a smoother draw" "Will that make me a better gunfighter?" asked the younger man. "You bet it w

Facts Of Life
funny request Current mood: amused Category: Blogging 9/18/2006 12:16 AM Penis Demands A Raise!!!! Or Will It Go On Strike!!!!!! I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. _______________________________ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other

An Interesting Joke
Steal quietly across my windowsill ease yourself upon my soul cover me with your veil of love so warm, so moist and so gentle Lay my dreams on banks of passion cause my thighs to capture dew place soft droplets of nature’s kisses upon ivory orbs and yearning roses Lick soft my tender crimson buds from pink to red please make them swell spread soft my petals of pleasure that I may blossom with a garden of sighs Let me taste your delivered dampness across lips embellished with fire suckle my tongue with caring night winds till it mimics the cricket’s yell Widen my legs for more than a moment I beg you to enhance this twilight dream douse me with your airborne waters of love and turn my honey into cream Johnny asked his father, "Dad, when birds die, why do their feet always point upwards?" "Well, so that God can reach

Love
Love is a strange and beautiful thing, It spans time and space, distance is no object to love. You will wait forever for the one you love, Travel wherever you need to be with them. When you are in the arms of the one you love, That love can make a moment last a lifetime, Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment. When love is distant it grows strong, When it returns it flowers. People crave it, strive for it, fight for it, and die for it, And when they find it, they know they are complete. For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness, Belief, completeness, passion, and security. The one we love is someone for whom we would do anything, And never ask for anything in return. It produces a love of all that person is and will ever be, Regardless of what that may mean to me. Love knows that when you are away, That you are still loved, cherished, thought after, and missed By the one you love, And they know that you love them back. That is Love.

What Is Running Though My Mind And What To Do About It.
Well for all of those people who love the military then this guy will piss you off too. apparently my crush here on fubar who has been my friend for 3 years is interested in this guy I'm not gonna put out his fubar name here (flying chevy duck) who claims to have lost his arm in the military yet in his pics which or on his and her site he has both of them and tells her that he rides a motorcycle. I don't think it is possible or legal to ride a motorcycle with one arm. Now I hate lyers but i hate guys who lie about anything that is involved with the military. I served for two years in the Navy and I saw friends of mine get hurt and lose limbs in the service and i was usually right there when it happened. i love my friends and this guy is a slap in the face to anyone who has served in the service. I don't know what to do about this whole situation. I love my friend yet it hurts me to see her dealing with this guy who just lies and gets away with it. She has no clue that it hurts and dis

The Beauty Of Love
No matter how far you are or where you are No matter how much space between us My heart can only picture you But I will wait for you with hope in my heart My love still lonely and search for your soul Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me I am sure my world is better when I am in your arms My love for you is pure, divine and grows sure in me Waiting to feel your gentle touch Waiting to hear your soften voice Waiting to get hugs Waiting to get your deep kisses I can see your smile I can hear your voice I can feel your touch I hold you inside my heart I find all my happiness in loving you No matter when or how soon you will come back But my heart is waiting for you. The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance. I long for your touch I

How To Really Please A Woman
Lesbians guide to eating pussy. Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don't like it but because it is really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it's time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can't read the emotional road signs, you're going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, "Although I am about to rock your insides with 3,000 pounds of explosives, here's a little treat session to show you how I really feel." Instead of a screamed "OH MY GOD!!" like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous "ohmygodohmygodohmy god." Kin

Front Row Seat
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be moved to the balcony of your life.

Silly Me
I have a lover who drives me crazy...we have been doing the dance for a few months now. He asked me a while back if I would have a threesome. I wasn't crazy about it because it was not negotiable as to if the threesome would be any other combination then girl/girl/guy. I'm not bi-sexual. The thought of being naked with a woman definitely wasn't appealing. But I gave it a lot of thought and decided it would be ok as long as I was drunk and slightly stoned. So I did it. I won't share the details as they are too personal, but I did it and thats all. p.s. I don't want to do it again! So I was toying with the notion of changing my name. Many fun things come to mind, but not many are sticking. Since I am a nut it has to be nutty! I will share some of them and you can tell me if you have any other suggestions. :) Princess Road Head Icum2u OPhaquable1 Tease Yes I am easy Fluffer for Hire Loves to Ride obviously my mind is in a very knotty place..so help me if you can

To All Troops On My List And Their Families
I wanted to make a video in support of our military this holiday season hope u like how it turned out. Much love and Happy Holidays to u all. Love Denise aka Sweet D This was forwarded by a friend This is another great opportunity to show this generation of Vets just how much they are appreciated. This past weekend I saw a young Marine in a wheelchair that could just barely communicate. I would say that was in his early twenties. Although sad, it was not important that he could talk but more important that he understood how much we appreciated his sacrifice. There isn't a Politician that can measure up to this man's service. I thanked him and just barely understood that he thanked me as well .... God Bless our Vets. I have the address to reach this young man and so many more like him but will only give it to those I know love and support them as I do,these men and women DO NOT NEED HATE MAIL.If you'd like it please send me a message. I have so many wonderful men and women

To All Scf Bombers
members in a contest. all SCF Bombers plz bomb Christina needs 20,000 comments total to win vic. Barbie needs 100,000 comments we have 2 members in contests they both need our help. Teresa is behind but we can catch her up christina's contest has no time limit and she needs 20,000 she is 3,000 behind contest ends today need help stop by and show some luv

Kells In The Nude
ok i have a question?!?!! as sum of u may know my old page on here got hacked into and i was a level 18 worked hard to get there...so i had to start all over ive had this page less than a month and im already a level 15 and have had almost 10,000 profile veiws...my question is i actually put myself on here topless and sum ass shots...do u think that makes me skanky,or trashy? cuz i didnt do that on my last page but still got lots of attention...please lemme know what ya think,thanx kells

Indian Wisdom
I need a few answers to a few things that puzzle me about joining a group. I understand you want people to fan, rate profile and befriend them. OK that is understandable. My question is when that is the only time you ever hear from people and that is over 90 percent of the people in the group, why must you keep them???? If they never rate you again, send you a comment at least once a week or so, or even yell hi to you once in a while, what the hell use is it having them clutter up your friend's list?? I have rated many people in the group and not even a thank you. All I ever see in the bar tab or in bulletins are whines about rating me, fanning me, comment me! If people would do the same for others as they want, they would not have to beg and whine for that stuff. Everyone has become so dang rank crazy they don't care who they step on, or who has helped them all along, not for points but because of friendship (gee people remember that word??) There used to be a lot of lau

Colour Me Careless
COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S TOUCH IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME ALL THAT MUCH DRESS ME ARRANGE ME PUT ME ON DISPLAY IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I WAS MADE THIS WAY ~ COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S FLAIR IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I DON'T CARE PAINT ME DESIGN ME PRESENT ME ON STAGE IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER MY BODY'S A CAGE

Contests
It starts Saturday, September 8th at Noon. Thanks sweetie!! Help me win this for my birthday! LOL It ends on Thursday, 09/20/07 at Noon!!!! If you don't want to/can't bomb, that's fine. Will you please rate it? LOL PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1ST place-- CORVETTE 2ND place-- SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3RD place-- DIAMOND RING SELF BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ENCOURAGED!! COMMENTS COUNT AS 1 POINT AND RATES COUNT AS 20 POINTS!!! IN THE EVENT OF A TIE, THERE WILL BE A 2 DAY PLAY-OFF BETWEEN THE TIED CONTESTANTS!! OK well due to circumstances beyond my control, there was a period of time today that no one was able to bomb the pictures so I have decided to extend the contest. It will now end at 12:00 p.m. (Noon) EST on Friday, August 17th. Come show these people some love already!!!! Esquire - Donna (FuBar WIFE Of ChicaTgurl ~~Lady TxCowGirl) - Chris (jokerLUVSboobs~RECRUITER of P.D.Y~ PANDORA'S PIMP) - Kelbel - Doing88 (name with

Purpose
Tiny Angel rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so". Author Unknown Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old!) Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it woul

Musings
Your Harsh Glare Wilts My petals, Closing them Until dusk's Safety. Opening tentatively, Revealing their Beauty to No one. A fubar friend posted a blog entry that made me think of this poem, which I feel is applicable. I wrote it 07/17 and just filed it away, but am glad to share it.

Funny
How to Tell the Sex of a Fly A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. ! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone.

Your Best
Don't Sweat the Technique Each of us has something we do especially well, a move or trick that drive our partners BANANAS. I have learned some "soul kiss" techniques that when used after the "getting to know you," tongue work on the outer lips and before you zero in on the clitoris, can get the pleasure zones inside the frontal vaginal area, which are very sensitive, to be very responsive, and if you follow up with with more stimulation by entering her while her hips are elevated either be placing her feet on the thighs of the penetrator or lifting her hips with a pillow folded double the G-Spot is massaged if you get the angle right. Don't go to deep at first until she tells you to. What are your best techniques?

Ones Peice Of Mind
Ones Peice Of Mind Is something that im takein back and none human man or woman will take from me ever again... I have sat here for days and days on end and got so agervated about the little tinny bullshit that i have had going on that i have snaped at the tinny bullshit. Take whatever u want anymore but u wont take me down with you. I will admit im a fun, loveing, careing, person more than most people out there in the world. Its a gift given to me from my dad. I thank him every day for it (rest his kind soul)...If you cant stand the fact of who i am then im sorry for u but i dont need the bitching and snaping in my life. I dont need people in my life that try to bring me down or bring my fiends down because we are better than that, Oh and a new flash IM A PROTECTOR. I protect all my friends close and near from harm and always there for all of them. If i cant do it then i have friends that are there in my coner to help me through it all, and wont let me down no matter what the cause o

A Fubar Sorta Question ....please Help Me Understand Something .
Now that I have got some funny responses (please read the first part of this blog, A Fubar sorta question...), yes Dawn you are a riot ,I had more questions . Do you get to go on a cyber honeymoon , along with cyber sex the minute you go into your cyber hotel room ? How about a pre-nup ? Can you have one of those just in case ? Ok , what if you decide to have kids , can you buy cyberkids somewhere also ? Kinda like the old pumpkin patch kids .....LMFAO !!!!! Boy Oh Boy am I going to get some lovely comments on this one .....Maybe Fubar Bouncer can save me !!!! What in the world would possess someone to make up this cyber world marriage . I am not trying to knock anyone , but come on ..... It almost has me put off on the whole just chatting with people on here because of the imppression it gives . I saw where some people were very proud to display this Fubar marriage certificate and photoshopped marriage pics . Kinda of freaky if you ask me . The cyber world to me is not the real world

Proud Mary's Aches And Pains
Dying Spirit By; MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary SHE SITS, UNAWARE OF THE NOISE AROUND HER SHE THINKS WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT SHE CRIES WITHOUT ANY TEARS SHE’S HERE BUT GONE….. SHE LOOKS BUT DOESN’T SEE SHE HEARS BUT DON’T LISTEN SHE NEEDS A PLACE TO LAMENT THE DEATH OF HER SPIRIT HAS FINALLY COME A FRIEND SHE SEEKS BUT THEY NEVER STAY IT’S WARM, BUT OH SO COLD INSIDE HER CREEPING UP TO FREEZE HER GUTS GONE IS HER SMILE…. SHES INVULNERABLE, YET IN PAIN SHE HURTS AND CUTS DEEP TEARS FINALLY ROLL, ROLL UPON CHEEKS THAT’S COLDER THAN HER RAIN…. A SAD LONG WAIL A DEEP MOURNFUL MOAN SHE WHIMPERS, SHE CHOKES, SHE GAGS SHES ALIVE YET DEAD SAD TIRED EYES STARE BACK EMOTIONLESS, THE GRIN HAS SLOWLY FADED LAUGHTER TURNED INTO A SUBTERRANEAN GROAN SHES DRIFTING… SLIPPING…YES… SHES GONE…...... Bones and Butterfly By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Flickering her wings she gently settles on his skull, let

Bang Or Pass
BANG OR PASS There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd bang you." SCARED? lol this shits funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as ""Bang or Pass""

My Fubar Wife
FetishDoll@ fubar You can also see Kimmy at http://cams.com/p/cams/view.cgi?who=UmFuZG9tSVbG5w9c72P6R6GOXjLJLk7Az3nJNyvNGUGiQ7gLaPjVYjrBBX6ZgBl0Hlj00Vsxqao0HOaD5oZCg0jeJnhS7nPUk8H34iAcnS2WBemnwkCMCQHAkn63miJEiM/6w8jCmDLJTwoloT_2l6za_va0fH_7cnNOCkgg0mBUZKyljbrqL3nKpkvxi9J1&site=cams&stream=Kimmy&action=bio My Fubar wife "Kimmy (1005166)" is a super sexy webcam babe from Europe. You can buy a HOT!!! webcam show with my Fubar wife at http://www.realgirlsoncam.com/burn4u/ You can also add her to your Yahoo messenger list to get better acquainted with her at http://profiles.yahoo.com/xoxyourdreams

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Whoop Whoop
Whoop! Whoop whoop! There's just something 'bout your Whoop whoop! It makes me wanna whoop whoop! I just can't help but whoop whoop! There's just something 'bout your Whoop whoop! Whoop whoop! Whoop whoop got me jumpin' through hoops 'Cause a day without your love girl, I can't recoup Send chills down my spine every time we touch You say come here I get in gear, like poppin' the clutch That rush like you're rollin' down a hill You said, "Be still, I got a chill!" I said, "Okay girl, I will!" With the sweat accumulating in a pool in your navel I'm rockin' your body 'cause I'm willin' and able Truth not fable, I make the bed sing like the movies on cable Holdin' on tight sittin' tall in the saddle Your heels inside just like spurrin' cattle Hearts in rhythm, nibble on my ear please be my friend Your hair is gettin' tangled 'cause I make your body tingle By the hair of my chinny-chin chin, gotta get your Whoop whoop! It makes me wanna whoop whoop! I just

Life Savor Flavors
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: ">Red............cherry," ">Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," "Orange.........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"

Jokes
A Koala bear decides he wants to get laid, so he picks up a hooker. He goes down on her several times and they are really enjoying themselves. After they are finished the koala bear starts getting dressed. The hooker says, "wheres my money?" The koala bear shrugs his shoulders. The hooker repeats herself asking for her money. Again he shrugs his shoulders. The hooker grabs a dictionary and looks up the word hooker and shows it to the koala bear. It says "gets paid for sex." The koala bear picks up the dictionary and looks up Koala Bear and shows it to the hooker. It says, "Eats bush and leaves!" Little Lucy found her cat, Tiddles, lying on the ground with its eyes shut, and its legs stiff in the air. "Daddy! What's wrong with Tiddles?" Daddy gently said, "I'm afraid Tiddles is dead, Lucy." "But why are his legs sticking up in the air, Daddy?" asked Lucy, as she fought back the tears. At a loss for something to say, he replied, "Well, ah, Tiddles' legs are pointing up b

Let's Get Personal
Ahhhh the question I'm always asked, different forms true; but same question. "What's your view on love" "What's love mean to you" "How would you express it" Honestly? Fuck love. Seriously. The words hella over used. But it takes a lot for a person to contain all these feelings.... Love is that overwhelming feeling you get int he pit of your stomach. When you see someone and... you know that you'll remember their smile, scent, hair style, clothes, eye color, hair color, pretty much EVERY thing about them. When you like their faults... and don't mind when they have bad days. When you miss them even while they're there with you. When you think about them every second of every day. When all you can do... is tell all your boys about how amazing your girlfriend is. When you can accept everything about her... When you know when she's upset, or when she's happy. You know every kind of smile she has. And you can tell when she has that Distinct smile... the one that she

Excitement
I just totally can not get over the excitement of knowing that in roughly 22 days I will be with my hunni again. Everytime I talk to him or talk to anybody about this flight back my heart starts pounding very rapidly. The past few months has felt like a lifetime away from him and I have absolutely hated it. I am very thankful for my friends on here because killing time on Fubar has really helped the time go by a little easier. It was really cool to quit the job I was working last night, I was technically suppose to work there thru the 22nd but when that payday is after the time I will be back in Germany, why do it. I did however call my 2nd job and she will be working me 5 days rather then 3 next week and I get paid from that job before I fly across the pond. During the 1st month I am sure that I will be on the site Monday thru Friday when my hunni is working out of town. After that I really need to concentrate on the language. That is my goal, to be able to carry on just a very basic

All About Brian
WELL I GUESS I WILL TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT MYSELF.... I AM THE MOST EASY GOING GUY YOU WILL EVER MEET,I LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH, I ALSO LOVE TO SAY OFF THE WALL STUFF JUST TO GET A REACTION OUT OF PEOPLE.....I GREW UP ON A DAIRY FARM WHERE I LEARNED VERY EARLY THE CORRECT WAY TO GENTLY PULL ON NIPPLES....LOL THAT MADE ME LAUGH....I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE, LETS SEE THE REASON I HAVE THE WORDS VOICE OVER BITCH AFTER MY NAME IS,I DO IMPRESSIONS OF ABOUT 20 DIFF PEOPLE AND CARTOON CHARACTERS AND I WAS DOING VOICE OVERS FOR DJ'S , SO IF YOU WANT A VOICE OVER HIT ME UP.....UM LETS SEE I AM NOT USED TO TALKING ABOUT MYSELF, I ALMOST FEEL GAY DOING THIS LOL..... WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT TOPIC I LOVE LESBIANS, I HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WITH THEM... MY FAVORITE CONVERSATIONS ARE ABOUT SEX, POOP, BREAST, HEMEROIDS, MUDDIN, HUNTING, FISHING.... OK I CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT SEX AND POOP ARE THE FUNNIEST, LIKE WHEN YOUR HAVING SEX AND YOU HEAR YOUR SWEATY BELLIES TOUCHING AND MAKING T

What Irritates The Hell Outa Me!!!
OK....so I am pretty new at this meet someone online...then go meet them in person stuff! I find it a little weird! Call me odd...old fashioned...whatever! But...if you say...."Hey...I don't live far from you...why don't you and I meet up in real person!" You better damned well show up! I was gonna be out and about and passin' through the town that one of my "friends" lives in and she and I were gonna meet up....she was a NO SHOW! *click* *click* DELETED!!!!!!!

Dragonz Train 07-08
This is a free FAN RATE AND ADD train. This is the first and original Dragonz Train. New look and new members and all updated. RULES are simple. FAR all members before you are add and when you have done so leave me a email letting me know. DO NOT leave a comment on the blogs. I miss a lot of them. You must be a level 10 and higher with a salute. So what are you waiting for come on and hop a ride and meet some awesome people. If you have leveled, please let me know and I will update you on the train. This is brought to you from the Owner and Founder of this awesome train: 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ **~CLUB F.A.R~**Founder of the BADD-AZZ VIXENZ*~~Founder of th@ fubar

Why Is It So Complicated!
i am lost in life, but found in love.. they say good things come to those who wait...i never believed it. however the past week, i witnessed it. the guy that i have loved is with me! i am falling in love with him majorly! AND I AM NOT LETTING HIM GO!! i love you baby!

Blog This Biotch
Yet again life's toll is taking me down. I am very thankful for the things I have in my life. I realize things could be much worse. However, in the last five years (almost six) I have never in my life had to deal with such financial problems and such struggles... My AC unit seems to have dead yesterday, my roof leaks, and the lack of money is killing me. As most know I am a single parent of two. Even lately with them things between us seem rocky...My son started sixth grade and all of a sudden he's this smartass kids with a chip on his shoulder. My daughter started thrid and talk about freakin attitude from hell! She is the spawn of satan I tell you! I have the devil's kids! eeeek! Don't get me wrong, I love my two monsters with every last breath in my body but what happened to my kids lol Not often to I break down, usually Im pretty good and keeping things inside - for the most part because of not really having anyone to talk to. Well because I don't let people get close

Livin Life And Loving It
Well i am having so much fun just living life to the fullest. Yes i know you are probly saying how am i working to jobs and living life to the fullest well its easy. At both jobs i work with fun loving ppl. and so many cute guys lol like Carlos the photo Tec... the two job thing is working out good someday i will work at least 4 hours but that is if i just work at my part time job when i work both jobs its a twelve to an sixteen hour day.. Crazy but that’s ok. I’m banking it!! lol

12 Steps To Recovery
A Marine's 12 steps to recovery: 1. I am a Marine, I have a problem. This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: -Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0530 or 1400 it is 5:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). -Words like deck, rack, and "PT" will get you weird looks; floor, bed, work out, get used to it. -"Fuck" cannot be used to replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". -Grunting is not talking. -It's a phone, not a radio, conversations on a phone do not end in "out" 3. Style: -A high and tight looks really dumb -So does a low reg, but not as bad. -A hat indoors does not make you a bad person, it makes you like the rest of the world. -you do not have to wear a belt ALL the time. 4. Women: -Air Force girls are easy, very easy, not all women are this easy and will probably punch you in the nuts if you treat them like Air Force girls. -Being divorced twice by the time you are 23 is not normal, neither are 6

Cheaters
I don't usually post these things but figured maybe everyone should be updated..for those who care. I am now filing for my second divorce..first was a beater..second was a cheater..god do i know how to pickem lol. anyway..myself and CidakaTazz,aka Tazzmosses..are finally through..he decided to spen two nights with his new whore and with the aidacitity only the truly ignorant can posses thought i wouldnt find out..needless to say his shit was packed and nready ..so guess whats folks..........laugh/cry im singel yet again!!!..may not be on much but wanted my true friend to know i truly love and will miss u greatly! love sandra..aka crazybyytch

Blinkie Name Tags
hey all im making blinkie name tags if you like to have one fubar mail me i will need the colors you want up to a max of 3 and what name you would like on it so please fubar mail me if interested ty Devilish DD -- Owner -- Grand Theft Radio & ***Single***@ fubar

Whats Going On With Me Now
well first i found the one i want to be with i met her five years ago when she lived next door to me and we were always happy just being round each other and stuff well when she left we never told each other how we felt about each other and after five years and alot of pain later we finally talked again and then we said thing we didnt tell each other in a long time and on top of that the guy she was with at the time had gotten her pregnant and decide to leave her and thats when we told each other how we felt and we talked for a while and we were together even tho she is in another state i asked her to be with me and we agreed to be with each other cuz we want to have each other but anyways a lil while ago she went back to him only becuz of the baby and she has only gotten hurt by him and still is and it will only get worst if me and her r not together cuz i know they dont like each other and she only loves him but he dont love her he has done alot of bad things in his life like lots of

Sad News...
i am holding on to whats real i am no longer here with you i wish i was so close to you now only to be torn apart by the distance holding on to save myself as well as you questioning god for another chance to see your beautiful face but i guess i can't trust him either walked away plenty of times to know that i am only hurting myself now when will i learn that pain is not love? when will i learn that love is not easy to find? praying for your pretty face dying for my love to you and i am only hurting myself only time will tell my story and when it it ends i hope no one misses me Unfortunately, 96% of ppl won't repost this. When Jesus died on the cross He was thinking of you. If you are one of the 4% who will stand up for Him then repost this with the title: SAD NEWS :(

Yesterday And Tomorrow
To Be or Not to Be" Be understanding to your enemies. Be loyal to your friends. Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone. Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with that you need yourself. Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be trusting enough to believe in miracles. Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty. Be first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be last to criticize a colleague who fails. Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you; they may change. "Above all, be yourself Just Today There are two days in every week about which I should not worry.

Peace
I made a decision a few days ago to rededicate myself to the Christian faith. Since i made that decision i have had a sense of calm and peace like i have never felt. I will be going to church on a regular basis now, and bible study as well. Even for the people who stabbed me in the back, i feel no hate, it is time to move on with my life, and be someone worth knowing and having. For the first time in a long time, i am truly happy.

Happy Hour Slammers
Hey all im gonna attempt to start a new bombing family ect... here on fubar and i am looking for members if interested please fubar mail me and let me know ty to all that decide to join Devilish DD -- Owner -- Grand Theft Radio & ***Single***@ fubar

Honoring Our Soldiers
If you are able, save for them a place inside of you and save one backward glance when you are leaving for the places they can no longer go. Be not ashamed to say you loved them, though you may or may not have always. Take what they have left and what they have taught you with their dying and keep it with your own. And in that time when men decide and feel safe to call the war insane, take one moment to embrace those gentle heros you left behind. Major Michael Davis O'Donnell January 1 , 1970 Dak. To Vietnam

Rain
Rain rain rain rain it’s raining it’s raining your playing your playing watch yourself watch yourself keep yourself from your knife keep yourself from the fright keep yourself from that gun help yourself help yourself stay away from that sun darkness darkness is your salvation release release your main aggression feed feed your main sensations scream scream of your temptations forget forget your suicidal message go away go out of your way to become the one who makes no sense cleanse your mind don’t ever make sense don’t ever fit in -© J.Bendiksen

Still I Wonder
Still I Wonder What happened to us We were once in love But now we are enemies We once belonged to each other But now we ignore one another’s existence At time I wonder if you could have changed I wonder if things have to be this way We used to be perfect for each other We used to dream of a life forever together Now it’s gone In a blink of an eye Everything gone Our dreams Our hopes Lost forever Gone in a cloud of dust What happened to us Where did we go wrong What happened to the meant to be Time to move on Time to start all over To start brand new And yet I can’t seem to forget about you And yet I can’t seem to forget all you did All the bad and all the good Thoughts of you they haunt me They ask me if I made the right choice But deep inside I know I did And still part of me wonders what would have happened And if we could have started over new I uses it just wasn’t meant to be Just not our destiny But I still wonder and fear that I alway

Grandpa
Last Night(Aug.8,2007)I became a grandfather for the second time.My son & his wife had their first son.Little Stephen was 7 lbs 19 inches long.I'm sure he'll grow to be a big strong man like his wrestling father.Little Stevie's sister will be a year old this Sunday.Now I'm the proud grandfather of 2 beautiful children.

Night Sky
Night Sky The moon shines bright and all the stars are out I hear you whisper in my ear that you love me My mind goes crazy and I turn and say I love you too We embrace one another and dance under the night sky I never want this night to end; it is ours and ours only -© J. Bendiksen

Wishing I Could Turn Back Time
as my pregnancy comes closer to an end im starting to miss my ex boyfriend more than ever now. because of all the problems we had now he wont be there when his baby is born, before we started having problems our relationship was perfect. we were happy, we worked together as a team, we understood eachother. then he started acting weird after i got pregnant his mood changed, i started to blame it on him not taking his meds but i wasnt able to keep track of whether or not he was taking all of them. and now im starting to realize how good our relationship was and i miss that, i mean what guy would cook breakfast in bed for his girlfriend, or sit with her when shes recovering from getting her wisdom teeth pulled, or bring her to the er if she has an allergic reaction even if he hates hospitals? who would buy their girlfriend flowers for no reason, or bring their girlfriend's son out while they ran errands just so their girlfriend could have 2 seconds alone to shower and eat. he used t

"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink, I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~

I Need Help
Im going away thurs til sunday for the National Ladies pool competition so i wont be here and neither will my best friend Kelly.... Hope this Pool comp knows whats its let itself in for :p however my brother "Lyndon" is looking after my 11s for me so please be nice to him guys lol, Hope you dont all miss me too much hahaha. I will be back sunday night to catch up with all those that regularly chat to me. Take care everyone Shell xxxxx Ok guys, seems i have a fan that i dont really need. http://www.fubar.com/user/1081996 This user is a newbie and has decided rather than use own pic he/she would use mine! so im warning you all now that if its not a level 22 Shell its not me! Unfortunately for him/her they decided to prey on people in my friends list so i was informed asap. Thanks Gaz for telling me x Be warned everyone, You know im not malicious. This account has been reported so hopefully theyll not be around long. x x x x x S H E L L ok i need 7,991 now to leve

Stuff & Things
Do I have NSFW pics? Yes I do! Is it because I'm nude, or even partially nude in them?? NO! It's because "Fuck Off" is written on my shirt! TOO FUNNY!!!! I entered MJBlette Of The Blette Family's "Sexiest Eyes" contest. I did so because I've gotten many compliments on my eyes throughout my life, so I thought I might have a shot at winning. So... if you'd like to be nice to me, or more importantly if you think I actually deserve to win the contest, please... um... do whatever you're supposed to do to vote for me.... comment & rate, I think, right? (hey, it's my first contest - I don't know this stuff!) Click here to see my photo entry in the contest. OR... you can copy & paste this in your browser: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&albumid=497356&i=1684390893 Edit: It's over now & I didn't win. Oh well! Today (the 19th of September) is International Talk Like A Pirate Day. So, happy International Talk Like A Pirate Day, everyone! Or should it be MERRY Internationa

Poetic Attempts
A glimmer of hope to know you care to know you want me to know you're there interest it comes and fades away nothing changes just the day it seems to be the way it goes a vicious cycle my heart knows I let go i have no hold waiting i am to be told we can be friends this is true but wasnt my hope when i kissed you the hand is open laid down by me i cant take more misery the flowers bloom refusing to die why must this make me cry? Lonely is this place I have built Completely entangled inside my quilt Pushing out the laughter I so enjoy Embracing the sorrows I now employ Remaining still while time moves on Dredging up memories very long gone Keeping me safe from anything new Trapping me here away from you A trick I had learned early in life With a mind as sharp as a knife Hiding here now I am once again As I withdraw a paper and pen Thoughts tumble to paper with ink Selfish tears I shed with a blink Pitying myself I will not rest But you see, a

Pimp Out!
Is going to be this wonderful woman below me. :D Probably the worst time to do this being a Saturday evening and all, but I know half you fawkers are sitting there bored with nothing to do just like me, well I'd normally suggest midget porn as you all already know :P But not this time. On with the point, she's 700,000 away from godmother, yes it sounds like a big number but it won't be with the help of my awesome friends :D She's got a give away going on right now, currently has 4 people in it, you could make 2 peoples day and help by bombing some of them, or you could hit up her pics and stash, whatever floats your boats, I'm not a picky begger 8-P I've done enough rambling damnit! Come join me in getting this lovely woman to godmother already!!! Love you guys and thank you in advance for those that take time out of their busy days to help :D Shell is in the process of setting up a new contest, best cleavage contest in fact. Here's the breakdown for the contest. (and trust me

Why Can't I Sleep???
Ok so here's the deal I only got about 5 hours of sleep last night and then took a nap that afternoon and here we are now 6:29am and I am wide awake. I even took some sleeping pills to try to knock me out but that was at 3am. I layed in bed counting sheep I tryed to meditate but nothing I'm still wide awake. I want to get some sleep I know I have to but I have alot going on in my head and I think that is part of my problem. We are looking to move out of this place and into a apartment but I have to find one that I will be comfortable in. I need to have room to move in a home if I don't I begin to feel traped and I just can't handle that. I really do hope we find something soon this place is driving me crazy the town is small there's nothing to do. My friends don't like comeing out here because it's so dead and it's a far drive. I want to be closer to them so that if we decied to get together at the last min. I can. But anyway that's my rant for the day. Hopefully sleep will come soon.

Hmmmm.......serious
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq .. 17. The wise men were from Iraq .. 18. Peter preached in Iraq . 19. The 'Empire of

Contest
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY. SHELL IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS 20,000 COMMENTS TO WIN. SHE'S HALF WAY THERE NOW. ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR HER KNOWS WE WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU, ALL YA GOTTA DO IS ASK.

Pierced
well i have always tried to be the best mom i can b to him because his dad left me when he found out i was pregnant.i was 18 years old and scared to death.but i did it, graduated from high school, got a job, actually 2 just so we could get by. now he is 15 years old and acts as if he hates me and it tears me to pieces, i love him so much. sometimes i wonder if he blames me for his dads sorry ass leavin but that was his choice we got along gr8 back then. he has not once in 15 years seen my son nor tried supporting him so i think i did a pretty good job myself. if my parents did not help me through all of this i dont know what would have hapened. but i never had any regrets. he is my baby and always will b! Your Love Type: ISFP The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested some

Myspace Addy.....
Yes I changed my mind and Im staying, again. Im just not going to be on here all that much. Mostly because I can't do anything for some reason. The only thing I can do is rate pics. Everything else I have to do an ID check. I don't know why and nobody can tell me. Yes I went to a bouncer and scarpper. Got nowhere, big suprise there. I am only going to post a couple of pics, only a few on my list will even rate them (you know who you are). The reason that I wanted to leave is that I have been letting the internet rule my life of late and I have a lot of things going on in the real world to deal with. Just wanted to clear that up (cause someone thought I was leaving because of them, and you know who you are). MySpace Addy is the same name as here.....Slave to the Needle.....My name is James Vincent.....for those of you who wish to keep in touch with me that is where you will find me, unless I have givin you my e-mail addy......I will not be using my Yahoo messenger much anymore but to ta

Dead Puppies.........
He took a step towards me and grabbed the hair on the back of my neck. He pulled me towards him until his lips were firmly pressed against mine. His kiss dominated my lips. It wasn't only my lips that were at his mercy. He pushed his tongue into my mouth, taking control of my tongue. I moaned. With his free hand, he unbuttoned my blouse. He lightly traced my cleavage with his finger. He kissed my breasts and traced the top of my bra with his tongue. He pulled away with his hand still entangled in my hair. "Don't you EVER argue with me," he said with a firm tone. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "What did you say to me?" he asked as he swatted me on my butt. "Ouch! I'm sorry, Sir," I corrected. "Good girl. Now, lie down in the middle of the bed," he ordered me as he released my hair from his grasp. I laid down on the bed. He approached the bed. He slid my skirt up to my waist, revealing the black lace thong with red ribbon ties on each side that I was wearing. "What's

Age
George Carlin on age. (Absolutely Brilliant) IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. How old are you? I'm four and a half You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. How old are you? I'm gonna be 16 You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16 And then the greatest day of your life . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun

Rip My Big Brother Tommy!!!
Monday evening the unthinkable happened and I was devastated beyond words could ever tell you!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost one of the most important people in my life and my world just came crashing down!!! My big brother felt he needed to leave this world and I still don't know why and I am just so crushed cuz he left behind so much!! Two beautiful little girls who when I look at are a spitting image of their father so it makes it even harder!! Why did you do this Tommy, WHY?? You are my mentor, best friend and big brother so this hurts more than anyone will ever know!!!!!! You are the greatest Tommy!! You helped me through the tough shit and get my shit straight and I love you so much for that!!! Nobody could replace you nor would I EVER want them too!!! Tommy always remember me cuz I will NEVER EVER forget you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! RIP THOMAS G. MOSER

Hot Wet And Pink
This entry deals with the current bullet points of my life and I shall edit and update where they apply. ~REVAMPED~ I guess I never truly wanted to believe it but I assume that the reason I'm so quiet and why sometimes I can't answer certain questions is because in the past I unknowingly let people change me. Overall I think it was definitely a change for the better (though I do wish I still had some of my old assertiveness back...) but damn do I hate awkward silence! so many times I want to just chat away with folks but I have not the words or I rely on feeding them random general questions and it just feels so forced and phony. I guess that's why I prefer talking to people who have a lot to say or talk about themselves and their life the majority of the conversation as that way I can emphasize my strengths (Listening, nodding and occasional agreeing) and hide my conversational weaknesses. If it's something I can relate to or know a great deal about I have no problems at all but

Shit That Leaks Out Of My Brain...
Hmm...I'm 24...24...I thought by now I'd have some stuff done but I don't. However I am in the process. I am saving money to buy a house. I am back to working on my art to start an apprenticeship. I am doing more photography which says a lot, I stopped doing it for years. I guess I was in a weird mood for a long time. I don't know what was wrong with me but I finally feel a little normal. Now all I need is a vehicle...oh wait I'll have one in a matter of days. So I just need to get that second job in place and that will keep me out of trouble. Today is my birthday and all I have planned is helping my mom make and decorate my own birthday cake, and eventually going out to dinner. Everyone is giving me money...whoopie. I wanted a something to unwrap damn it! I'm a princess...fuck that I'm the queen and I wanted a damned box with unrecycled paper on it that I can rip off and throw in the trash can, only to open with some crap in it. Is that too much to ask? Revenge on your

Story 7
About three years ago, I was sitting in a local coffee shop in lousina during a little road trip. The restaurant was empty except for me and the night waitress. She was really pleasant and talked a lot; she was offering places to check out while I was in town and seemed amazingly astute. In fact, she seemed almost prescient, even guessing my age almost to the day and month and even certain things that I was actually planning to do the next day. It was so light-hearted, I thought I really lucked out by meeting a easy-going, smart young lady quite out my my normal way. At closing time, she went to the back to, I guess, put some cash in the safe or something. As I was sitting there wondering what time I wanted to get up and hit the road again the next day, I momentarily thought I might even invite her for a few hours of "R&R." I decided instead to just remember the store and next time I passed through the area, to remember to stick my head in a say "hi" (no reason, I just wanted to pl

Love
love is toruter when u want it its not there. if u call it, it wont come to u . u have to find that someone. when there is someone there for u thats when love is there. when u are all alone it disappears from u like ur soul is leaving ur body. u die from being alone and not wanted. all u want to do is disappear from this harsh world.because there is nobody o love u like u want to be loved

I.a.r.
We are on the move. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. Rate, Fan & Add All the People above you before you add yourself. When you send your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. Note: This is not a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album so if u would like me to use a different picture please say so when you comment me. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Family Page ~ ~ Members ~ "Fez" Real Life Husband to H♥llieH♥ttie™{I.A.R.Bombsquad#1} SheeRa{I.A.R.Bombsquad & Fan Train #2} Çrå§h *Real Life Hubby 2 ♠Lµ¢¥&

Hate
hate brings the soul down it fills ur life with nothing.it makes life worthless. when everybody u love leaves u. i u do is hate. there is no laughter just sadness. u feel usless and nothing ever goes right again.life is filled with this evil. it never ever goes away. no matter what u do.sometimes it hurts so much u want to curl up and die. u look happy on the outside but within u are hurting getting eatting alive with hate.u go completly insane cause of it u have noone there to help u out of it. then nothing is ever the same...

Scary
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he finished lunch, I allowed him to play i

Short And Sweet
Well I just wanted to make this short and sweet....like that ever is the case. I have been enjoying the single life, being able to flirt, go have fun dancing with my girls, not being told what to do, and all that jazz...its been great...until you meet someone you think is just wonderful and you find yourself saying maybe he could be different from the rest of them. Ok it scares me to death but excites me at the same time with the idea of letting someone get close since it has been a long time. The last boy I kissed with my eyes closed showed me that love can be cruel. Part of me is afraid of letting that happen again!! For the past year I have been very well guarded and if things get too close if they even get that far I leave or find a way to end it, avoid it or just say fuck off. I know I can't run forever but I don't know what to do...........

Life..
My fiance, a man of honesty and purity of heart, 20 years old, is taking on the duty of stepping up and defending our freedom in the United States Army. He is an Active Duty Soldier being placed in Iraq for a deployment of a 15 month duration. I have been with this man for about 2 years. I never thought that anything would be this hard. To love, back, and stand beside a man who I hardly see. Love is what it is and you know fate when it smacks you in the face. I met him a week before Christmas in 2005 and have been faithful to him since then. He was in Washington State for 6 months and I stayed, and then in Germany for a little over a year, and here I still am. I have a bond with him that I believe nobody else posesses. We are stronger than ever now. He is a man of morals and believes that sex should wait until marriage. I love and respect him very much for that. He knows about my past and looks past it for our love. I respect him for the strength that he holds and I would give anything

Story 6
This happened during my senior year of high school. I was very close with my small group of friends, and we helped each other through some very rough times. My friend Donna was involved in a very unhealthy relationship at the time. She was never one to be completely mentally stable, so we rallied around her to help her through. I had a rather large fish aquarium in my room, so it put off a lot of light during the night. On this particular night I had fallen asleep fairly early. At around 11:30 p.m. I awoke to the sound of weeping in my room. I opened my eyes and rolled over not sure of what to expect. When I looked, Donna was sitting against my dresser with her knees bent up against her chest. I remember speaking her name in confusion, wondering how she got in there and what exactly she was doing on my bedroom floor. When I spoke her name, she looked directly at me and said, "I love you. Please help me. I need help so bad." At that she was gone. I tried to call her but there was

My Blogs
Oh its so good to be home! a little tired but i did Make it if anyone cared :D! But for now i'm in Ohio.. and hopefully later on the end of the year or the beginning of 2008 i'll head to Jacksonville Florida! i have to wait for all my furniture gets here and it won't be until probably like Dec. time frame when it does get here... thats the sucky part... but then i can get a move on and decide where i want to live at and stuff! well this Jet Lag is really suckin so i am off to bed again :D talk to you all later... I'm coming home to the states on Sunday... i'll be leaving here on Sunday afternoon and arrive in Dayton Ohio at 3pm... i hate the long ass flight but i'll deal.. i won't have to do it anymore... oh yeah thats whats up? i am too excited... i am ready to leave this place! that is for sure! but its for the best and so i can move on and be happy! i have a kid to think about! so i am excited but keep me in your prayers... for this flight... i hate flying! and its like 13 hours...

Eh What Ever.
Got informed by my overnight Asstant Manage last week that I was being made full time. Just signed the paper work for it lastnight. I am now full time at work. Yay for me. Dont people realise that rattings of pictures are entirly subjective? I know this and honestly I do not care what I get for rattings or even what people think of the rattings that I give out but seriously do a lot of people automaticly expect a 10 no matter who is looking at them? Take the Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

Eyes
eyes reflect personality and soul,i cant deny your eyes, they draw me in. i see warmth and love , pain and heartbreak, haterd and vice. i would love to take away that pain and heartbreak and turn it into something beautiful.i look into your eyes and want to stay there forever. i cant explain it. my emotions run wild we i look into ur eyes. i see that u want to be happy and i will make u happy. im alive when i see u.its all a big dream and i dont want to wake up from it.

Tales Of The Twilight
So im sitting here looking at some old pictures from back in middle school and high school and realizing how many people iv known that have been murdered.. six people ... so many dieing over petty shit.. example my friend tomi was murdered by her boyfriend casue she was leaving him after and after a fight he shot her in the head ... the dumped the body near a dumpster... i dont get it.. i really dont..

Howdy
hey all i didnt forget about you all just wanted to say howdy and let you all know that i have a very special guest comming up on my show.but anyway wow never thought i would never see 26 lol and i have yay lol going to the NCTS satuorday night was fun especially for my birthday i wish i could have been here to do so with you all but things happen.well anyway i am still trying to find a part time job good luck there but hey i am glad i am here everyday to see all my friends yeah this 9/11 thing is serious but this is the day to remember those that lost loved ones all i have been hereing is its like a holiday that has to be celebrated no way i remember those that we lost. 9/11 YOU WILL BE MISSED TO ALL THOSE THAT LOST LOVED ONES ARE IN MY PRAYERS well time to hit the hay take care all hey yall just wanted to send out a big howdy to you all.i updated my profile to where i got music and what was suppose to be a background but didnt work.so hopefully things will speed up hopefully wi

Fu--youuuuu
for all who have missed me i was in a car crash and got messed up good just getting around to doing things again look forward to talking to every one again just want everyone to know I may ask to be friends and leave notes and what not and even judge pic but if anyone was wondering why i dont rait the people who am i to to say who is better , no on is better than the next yes I am new to the fu but as I learn my fu is getting stronger.

Ode De Sade (poetry)
My deviant libido suffers like candle drips on the deepest slab of marble keeps. Goddess of rays- Did I slip from your quickening into the mundane corners inhabited by obedient citizens? Fear can be intoxicating... for those that plan on dying. Waiting for spontaneous combustion is nonsense- Guide the match in my lips to the acceleration of your carnal fires, where emptiness is filled with celestial bodies and all substances are ambrosia.

Just Some Writing I Did
all the pain i have inside its like a flood.it floods my hreat and soul im drowning from it. i try and pull myself out. but i cant seem to get a grip of anything.but i figured it out i need to have some peace in my life. i need to get out of the flood. i try and block it. but it overflows and i explode from it and everyone gets hurt. i will let myself go and live will the flood of hate i have inside. i deal with it everyday i wake up. but when i see my kids smile i look into there face a smile. my flood seems to drain. wearing a smile on the outside,though inside torn apart.So many things to say,not knowing where to start.My life seems ruinedbefore its even had a chance to begin,trying to do the right thing and stay away from sin!! Its so hard to do the right thing when your the only one that seems to be tryingsometimes it seems better off just giving up and dying yet i try to be strong and carry long and stay away from the things that are wrong so i kneel here and pray that i will be

Dealing With Moving Away...
Well I'm moving to Arkansas in September and well some of my friends are not dealing with it well. I'm having trouble with it to, I know no one there but my mother in law...lol I love my friends to death and would do anything for them. A couple of them are planning on moving there with in a yr or 2. I just wish they would not make me feel so bad and then say oh gf I understand its just fucked up. I know its fucked up, if I didn't have to leave I wouldn't. I'm 30 yrs old and my husband is going to be 49 on the 30th and this is the only way we will ever be able to own a home or 2 or 3...lol It's so cheap there its great. Well I'm done I feel a little better by getting this off my chest. It sucks that the people I'm talking about don't even have Fubar accounts...LMFAO anyways peace out and much love...

Im Sad
i sit and think of why my life is the way its is.i am never happy but u know i made my life like this and its time for a change im leaving from this place i call hell. and believe me it is. i cook clean work and take care of 2 little one everyday 24/7 and i now find myself thinking. what if... dont get me wrong i love my kids they are my world.. but why did i choose this life of mine. i thought iit would be better for me but i thought wrong. every think u have a soulmate out there. i do everyday oneday i will have mine and i will be happy. im trying to fix everything and all i do is get yelled at for nothing. so i give up. i hate my life. but its time for a change and by the end of the month i will have my own place and im gone i need to make myself happy for my kids.

Monica's Blog
It's been awhile! I kno... My summer life here kinda picked up, which is totally rad. I decided to get out, meet some people -- and quit sulking. So! I haven't forgotten about you guys here, who were willing to keep me occupied when I had NOTHING to do. I'm going to start stopping by again and stuff. Jasper! I've missed you the mostest. I hope you can forgive me :P I added a few new pics. Nothing fancy.

Rabblerouser Ii
Is there some truth to the term, "terrible two's"?...tonight I made macaroni and cheese. My 2yr old decided to see what it would sound like if she dropped a few macaroni noodles behind the fan which was on high-speed. It sounds like a pfftttttt! sound.

No One Cares And Fake Friends
i am goin to bed and want to see if any one cares and who my friends are ? i got so many on my list yet no one really talks to me or reads my bulletins. why add some one if you arent goin to talk to them or anything? lol funny title i know but thats the small things in life that make me happy lol walmart shoes and hairdye lol........oh and new make up lol i am such a dork today sucks otherwise it is raining and lightning and me and the loin fruit are stuck in the effin house...argh. but yay new shoes and hairdye make my day HA HA FOUND THIS IN THE URBAN DICTIONARY TOO.... sex A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand

Fender Guitars
Just wanted to wish everyone out in Fu-land a very good morning. may you all be safe in your work week,or your daily routines.smile big and smile often...... I use a Hotrod deluxe most of the time with visual sound effects. I love my 59 bassman, but for practical use the hotrods works really well. If you have'nt tried them, visual sound has some awesome stuff. I use the route 66. liquid chorus, really smooth stuff.Holy grail for the bassman and a boss octive pedal... can't forget the wah pedal. lol Your fave is ? Do you prefer Strats or Teles? I play both, but my best work horse is the James Burtons.You've basically got a strat in a tele body...lol but the feel and look of the tele.But application wise... they lend themselves to about any genre. What do ya'll think?

Kats Thoughts
Thank you for all that replied ti my mumm. Those that thouhgt I was drinking I wasnt and my two year old didnt write it.Thank you for the postive points made on really meet nice people and making great friendships.Those that were mean, you are the people I was talking about just out for points or kicks of hurting someones feelings or to see what they can get. Well I an glad I am not like those people. And a;so I am glad there really are nice people here. its so hot down south you have to walk around naked

9000to Level
We are getting closer..If you could just take a few minutes he only has 30 pictures..If you like to comment bomb well thats what im doing..Come keep me company.You all know i like a challenge.im inyterested to see if we can do this tonight. We need some help on this level up.Hes got 30 pictures and a few stash.Can you show him some love I THINK I'LL STAY A LITTLE LONGER@ fubar

Man Why The Hell Does The Nice Guys Like Me Get Crapped On Man My Kindness Always Gets Mistakin For Weakness And Now My Feeling Are Dyin And Aint Neve
someday my pain will end, but... until then my pain will end feelings that kill me so upon death my heart will flow once more i say good bye to you thats why we die young

Personal
Who is he to do these things? a monster? has satan taken over him? what has he become? she was a new light in his life, a reason to live, yet he still finds himself pondering the thought of suicide, that thought caused by her, what does he do? the things he has made her watch, the ugly things that hes done. she deserves more than him, better than him. she deserves the best, because she is the best. she saved his life and never even knew it. the thought of her saved him, it stopped him from finishing the job. for years he has thought of this, thought of killing himself, but for years, he couldnt do the job, he couldnt strike that final blow on himself, the thought of death was too much. but that would all come to an end... the day she left him, tore his soul, and lied with another man, that was the day hed feel deadly, and not long after, he would stare into the abyss wondering... what is life without her? in this bitter torment he would lose sight of what mattered most, he would no

I Need Your Help!
a friend of mine is in giveaway and could really use your help :) come join me in dropping him a few comments...i wont forget your help :) thanks :) heres the link i have a ton of ppl on my friends list...and if ya'll need votes in a contest or whatever...i help ya out.....and i am not asking for myself but for a sweet friend...shes in a contest...and she has worked her ass off trying to get rates and comments...she has no "bomber" friends....and shes up against a few who have quite a few....until today she was holding her own...ive tried to help all i can but i am only one person...As a friend i am asking u to Plz show her some luv...drop a comment or two for her....shes a sweetheart and deserves it. the contest ends saturday...friends help friends....when i accepted your friends request...i became your friend...it wont cost u anything but a min or two. Thanks.....Brandy Heres the link

Lessons
well you know how your told one day they grow up and move away and you think u can handle it well guess what u cant... i learned this the hard way when my oldest one moved away... i wish she would come home and be my baby again..... so for thoughs of u who have little ones keep them as long as you can cause they will grow up and break your heart and that was a hard lesson to learn..

Go Talk To Kelly
here is a blog for some to enjoy is from a very great friend of mine http://fubar.com/blog/38178/470493 I just want to frist say that this person here has had my back with alot i have been dealing with lately Kelly thank u so much and if u have any question about anything then maybe u need to hit her up and she will tell u just how to take ur candy asses on some were ™KelKel™ ÇHã®M€Ð ÃÑG€£ PîP€®@ fubar thanks love to the ones that mean somehting to me

My Perfect Date…
At any beautiful beach, (I would love it to be at the beach at Cafe Del Mar Ibiza), along with my lover, under the stars before the sunset. sitting on a thin but comfortable long cloth with many rose petals on it, a lit lavender candle on top of the cloth, with a picnic basket, including some minute maid apricot juice, lemon hinted chicken, a dozen purple grapes, a star fruit, and chocolate brownies. also a music player and a c.d that plays love or relaxing music, and while eating the chocolate brownie last, finally enjoying the view of the beautiful and magnificent sunset, by the side of the one I love…

Learning How To Have Fun..
"They're either married or gay. And if they're not gay, they've just broken up with the most wonderful woman in the world, or they've just broken up with a bitch who looks exactly like me. They're in transition from a monogamous relationship and they need more space. Or they're tired of space, but they just can't commit. Or they want to commit, but they're afraid to get close. They want to get close, you don't want to get near them." Oh wow. Another reflection of life. This was well thought out in the shower today. Honestly though, society is a bunch of whiners. Everyone complains because they don't have this or they don't have that, get over it you could be starving in a third world country. How about I give you your Ipod and we ship you off to Iraq? Or try living in Africa. Come on people. We over-react when we have relationship issues too, it's not the end of the world, honestly. I was thinking about it this morning, 2 years ago something happened to me that changed me

Vialicious
Well Im stressed and fed up with some shit... and I have been thinking alot about a bunch of shit lately.... and now I have a eadache.... so Im gonna go lay down or something cuz im in a bad mood now b.c. of shit thats been running through my head! I dont know... but I pretty much give up.... but im out.... peace peeps! Im so sick of this constant bullshit... im seriously 3 seconds to deleting all my online shit... I really hate my life right now... it sucks really bad... :(

Hello?????
Well it has been 2 months and things are still crazy and a mess but I need the pc back so here i am yet again only this time I have a plan . Yes i said a plan (((Start Shaking in your boots))) . I came to a conclusion in six months if things are not better financially ....well... I am gonna sell house and move back towards Indiana till the economy here on east coast is alittle better . My mom found out today my plans and she got pretty upset but I have to do what I have to do for my family . Since I have been gone not to much has really changed . But I did finally quit smoking and I didn't kill anyone in that process(So far)!! I do feel better . This is gonna be a crazy six months and in all honesty I am hopefull that something wonderful happens financially so I don't have to move . Win the Powerball!! LMAO Okay I am shutting up y'all drop me a line and say hi ~~Laters~ Lill ~~ I am not one to Bitch about life , so I won't do that here either. I am also not one to get overly personal

Dissapointed
A few days ago the man I know as my grandfather(who had raised me from a young age) shook his head, and told me he was disappointed in me then walked away. It seems all my life I've been a disappointment to him and his wife. I've lived most of my life striving to make them happy but, it seems I've always failed. The horrible irony to all of this is while my brother and sister have always done nothing for themselves but, to get into trouble to have my grandparents praise them. They were always there to tell me how horrible I was but, when it was time for praise on my achievements they were no where to be found. I look back on my childhood, and the most memorable part of it was them blaming me for my older sisters actions. I remember one time in particular that I burnt my neck with a curling iron, and they insisted it was a hickey. They spent at least an hour leaning over me calling me a whore, slut, ect. Once my grandmother slapped me accost the face, and when my grandfather got home he

Redneck Vascectomy
Redneck Vasectomy After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. "A less costly alternative, said the doctor, "is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10." The Alabamian said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count... "1" "2" "3" "4" "5" At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and resumed counting on h

Pain
No More Pain Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, as the dreams run through her head Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, Is she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith, there's nothing left. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything she thinks she can As one night she made her choice, There was just no way she could make it without him. As days go by her eyes are just blank. She wrote him a note,it was but a poem she wrote Saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. She couldn't take the pain anymore. Pain pills she did take, just enough to end the pain o

Fossils Challenge Old Evoluton Theory
Associated Press Fossils Challenge Old Evoluton Theory By SETH BORENSTEIN 08.08.07, 5:30 PM ET WASHINGTON - Surprising research based on two African fossils suggests our family tree is more like a wayward bush with stubby branches, challenging what had been common thinking on how early humans evolved. The discovery by Meave Leakey, a member of a famous family of paleontologists, shows that two species of early human ancestors lived at the same time in Kenya. That pokes holes in the chief theory of man's early evolution - that one of those species evolved from the other. And it further discredits that iconic illustration of human evolution that begins with a knuckle-dragging ape and ends with a briefcase-carrying man. The old theory is that the first and oldest species in our family tree, Homo habilis, evolved into Homo erectus, which then became human, Homo sapiens. But Leakey's find suggests those two earlier species lived side-by-side about 1.5 million years a

Life Is Ending
Life is Ending I dont think I can deal with this anymore no love, just agony and pain the pain makes me want to walk out the door staying much longer will drive me insane i realy have the desire to kill mine is in danger even if i lie but i would be the victim of this trill i surelly will be the next one to die simple, sweet just a very young woman love again i will never really feel i cant go through this kind of pain again i do not have the rapid urge to heal today is going to be my real end always remember me. Your True Love

Cheap Wine And Strawberry Gashes
A look of confusion, a single tear falls waiting and wondering why Security and promises await Love and devotion wondering why Lost in the spaces between a sense of belonging and the feeling of love Who am I to judge it could be true it could really work. Losing in the battle of love and friendship together we fall. The feelings differ from one to the other The knowing I need this I want this The knowing the love a broken friendship? With both the sense of security with both Should I jump at the first chance hang back and stay cool? A lost sense of all feelings a hopeless romantic with a crushed heart Wondering why Push it down, shove it in my face pull me right back to you bringing me to this point my heart just breaks how could you leave so far away A promise yet left empty a word taken for granted a pharse that meant so much do you feel it or am I wasting time trying to bring it all back I still love you. A dreamer lost in a fantasy is n

Def Lep Girls Blog
It's early and it's Sunday. For those of you who don't know, I've been off of work for the last 3 weeks due to a really bad car accident that I was in. Tomorrow (Monday the 13th) I will finally return to work. This morning I got up with work being the only thing on my mind, I don't want to go back. After having 3 weeks off with my kids getting up at 4am doesn't sound appealing. So I decided to come and check my messages and my horoscope and this is what it said.... Work could be a minefield today, or if you're not working, you may not be able to get your mind out of the workplace. Whichever the situation, take baby steps and keep your spirits up. Keep smiling, no matter what! I just have to say, WOW! Hopefully I won the lottery! I am a woman... girl... a goddess of everything living and breathing. The world revolves around me and my fellow ladies, for without us man would not exist. Yes, I am emotional, vulnerable and sometimes just a big pain in the ass. But, at the end of

Myyearbook Battle
im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx u can vote once a day im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx u can vote once a day im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx u can vote once a day

You'll Never Know
You'll never Know You'll never know all the tears I've cried, You'll never know how hurt I am inside, You'll never know how I've loved you, You'll never know I think of you no matter what i do, You'll never know how I feel will always be the same, You'll never know that I can't stop these tears of pain, You'll never know how sad You'll never know you're the reason I've been alone all along, You'll never know how much I care, You'll never know all the pain I bare, Baby can't you see, You're killing me, I want you to know that I'll be there to the end, No matter what I'll always Love you

Writings From My Pet
My Master is the most perceptive person I've ever met. He was able to get inside my soul from the first time we spoke, and has never failed not to notice when something, major or minor, is wrong with me, or bothering me, or making me happy at the other end of the scale. He is, when I speak of emotions, truly omniscient. He can pretty much gauge how serious the problem is almost immediately, though he doesn't always know specifically what it might be. The point is, of course, that he knows at such times my focus isn't 100% and makes me examine myself, because I am sometimes not aware myself that I am not focused totally. He has helped me to realize that when I am totally focused, it is a heavenly connection between two people. There are many times when we are together that He knows exactly what is on my mind… the words I need to hear and how I need to hear them. He is able to read me in every way, while this to some may be scary, to me it is very comforting and often times leaves me a

Life
life I lie alone My life a mess No family, no home My life a misery torn apart Just like my little beating heart My life of being sad Just makes me mad I do not wish to be lonesome As if love would make me wholesome Like love would fill my heart No one is there to make me smile Just there to tease and tear my heart apart While laughing all the while My tears of hope drift out of me just like a sea of misery

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Books Bound In Human Flesh
Brown University's library boasts an anatomy book that combines form and function in macabre fashion. Its cover--tanned and polished to a smooth golden brown, like fine leather--is made of human skin. In fact, a number of the nation's finest libraries, including Harvard's, have such books in their collections. The practice of binding books in human skin was not uncommon in centuries past, even if it was not always discussed in polite society. At the time, the best libraries belonged to private collectors. Some were doctors who had access to skin from amputated parts and patients whose bodies had gone unclaimed. In other cases, wealthy bibliophiles acquired skin from executed criminals, medical school cadavers and people who died in the poor house. Nowadays, libraries typically keep such volumes in their rare book collections and do not allow them to circulate. But scholars can examine them. Brown's John Hay Library has three books bound in human skin--the 1568 anatomy tex

True Love
I sit here and think of you. I sit here and wonder what you are doing. I wonder if you think of me at all. I sit here in this room with no windows or doors. I sit in the middle of this prison I have placed myself in because of you. I think of all the things we were going to do. I think of all the things we were going to say. I sit here and think over and over of everything that would have been “us”. As I sit here all these thoughts begin to take shape, they begin to become a solid living thing in front of me. These thoughts shift and bubble and move finally become an object I can understand, an object I can use. All my thoughts and memories, all my happiness and bitterness, all my hopes and fears, all my highs and lows, all my successes and failures, all these things come together to form a seed. I pick up this seed and plant it in the ground at my feet. I will water it with my shed tears, I shall nourish it with my desires, and I will light it with the only

10,000 Comments, I Need You Hepl! Please
K~crazy in a good way A~Hot R~smile to die for I~loves to laugh and smile ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~so does it fit me?? A: Hot B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: can kick ur butt E: has gorgeous eyes F: lowild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy in a good way L: very good kisser M: makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: smile to die for S: makes people laugh T: is a good person to be with U: Hott V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: smile to die for Z: can be funny and dumb at times

Very Sorry
i'm very sorry if i have missed some of you that may have rated me .not trying to be rude .a honest fuck up lol . at first i had no clue what was going on it was so quick lol but i just wanted you all to know i was sorry if i did miss you ...........

This Is Me... Take It Or Leave It...
Black man; I understand why you are alone in a city full of women Because: You are looking for a woman who is strong, but who can submit to you, who knows when to be quiet and communicate without saying a word. A woman who likes you because of your strength but allows you to be vulnerable You want someone who is independent but makes you feel needed in her life. You're looking for someone that you can travel with, take home to mom, and bring around the boys A woman who cooks for you 2 times during the week and every Sunday so you can still have a life, because she is busy living hers as well. You are attractive and looking for a woman who also has style and flavor, who you like being seen with who looks like a real girlfriend...not like a groupie chick that always looks like she is going to the club in the middle of the day... who honestly are only with men who have money or promise. You are looking for a woman who is open to you showing her new things in the

Things To Think About
I have to take just a moment to say thank you to my husband for being who he is. It isn't easy living on the island of blonde. Now mind you I'm not a complete ditz, lol, otherwise I would not be mistaken for an attorney most of the time. However, I do have those moments, and I will share a few with you, and I'm sure you will appreciate what he goes through, all with patience and a LOT of love. Since coming to the Island of Blonde, he has become fluent in the lanquage. He understands immediately, that when I mention we need "D" batteries for the dogs collars, I really mean 9 volt and thats what he comes home with. He does not ask me to clarify or laugh at me when I ask, when going to Memphis for the first time, if we have gone south enough to see an aardvark, that I really mean armadillo. He just smiles and says "No baby we haven't". He has found that there are complete blackouts on the Island that go much further than simple lapses of memory. A perfect example would be having no

Cruelty!
MICHAEL VICK; YOU FUCKED UP BIG TIMEDO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PIT BULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ?MAYBE THIS? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH?MOST DEFINITELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFRAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT IS WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. WE KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PIT BULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST IS NOT RIGHT. PIT BULLS SHOULD BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIRONMENT & PL ACED WITH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pit bulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to whether or not the pit bull BECOMES one, due to whether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pit bulls, really, are as SWEET as can be!Below are pictures of pit bulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring environment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVING AS EVER!

Wow What A Life!
Well, I have a very active life! I take care of my 3 kids and my 2 foster children! It is hard dealing with abused children, but they deserve love, compassion, understanding and caring! They deserve the chance to have a safe and healthy life. I have a 7 month old baby in my care that has had such a hard little life in such a short time span. It was hard to go to a hospital to get him, and a see the hurt and mistrust, the fear and the damage! I could see the external things, be told of the internal things, but being with him day in and day out, I was able to feel his pain. He was afraid to cry, afraid to sleep, eating very little. But with alot of love and care he is growing, sleeping and he actually smiles, and laughs, he like to play and crawl, get into my movies, and know that he isnt going to be beaten for it. Or starved for crying! In the 2 months he has been with me he has gain almost 8 pounds, and is crawl, trying to walk and being a baby! It is great and it makes me f

Bright Eyes
I picked you out, Of a crowd and talked to you. Said I liked your shoes, You said, "Thanks, Can I follow you?" So it's up the stairs, And out of view. No prying eyes. I poured some wine. I asked your name; You asked the time. Now it's two o'clock. The club is closed, We're up the block. Your hands on me, Pressing hard against your jeans, Your tongue in my mouth, Trying to keep the words from coming out. You didn't care to know. Who else may have been you before. I want a lover I don't have to love. I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck. Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet him here, But I'm not sure. I've got the money If you've got the time. You said, "It feels good." I said "I'll give it a try." Then my mind went dark, We both forgot where your car was parked. Let's just take the train. I'll meet up with the band in the morning. Bad actors, with bad habits... Some sad singers, they

Love Poems & Story's Some I Worte Some I Copyed
one nite the moon asked a boy if you love her then why do you not tell her the boy repiled i love her to much to scare her and she is already with someone the moon replied if you love her then tell her and see how she feels towards you then you love can be the next the boy went to the one he loves to tell her and found her beaten on the floor crying he picked her up and took her home he layed her down and cleaned her wounds and as he did he looked her in the eyes and said i love you so much but i have been so scard to tell you the girl replied for all this time i have loved you as well but was to scared to till you then last nite the moon told me of a boy that would come and save me and when i told the moon i was with a boy and he did this to me and then you came and saved me are you the boy the moon told me about he cryed and said yes i am for the moon told me last nite that i should come to you and tell you i loved you over time their love grew and flurished they where unseperatable

The Secret Is The Law Of Attraction
1. We all work with one infinite power 2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction (LOA) 3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting 4. We are like magnets - like attract like, You become AND attract what you think 5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy 6. People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same 7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation 8. You attract your dominant thoughts 9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak most of prosperity have it..etc.. 10. It's not "wishful" thinking 11. You can't have a universe without the mind entering into it 12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life 13. It's OK that thoughts don't manifest into reality immediately (if we saw a picture of an elephant and it instantly appeared, that would be too soon)

First Blog: Hello~
Hello to everyone who visits here. Well, I'm very new to this site and getting use to everything here. It's quite confusing, at least at first, though I hope to get a hang of it and stick around. Anyhow, a little bit about me. My name is Megyn, but most call me Sune, or a few good friends call me Sunage. Don't know where it came from but oh well. I'm 19, and I live in Illinois. I love to have fun, draw, catch things on fire and all that. I'm also a Furry. For those who don't know what that is, it's someone with a deep connection with a certain animal or animals, in my case a snow leapord, and have a habit of acting like, or even dressing up, as said animal. You can see an example with my yarn ball pic. I am also working at becoming a Suicide Girl. I'm signed up and all that, and just need to figure out some ideas for my first set. So if you have any Ideas, shout 'em out at me. And... I think this is all I have to say for now. Take care everyone!

Never Argue With A Woman
Subject: Never argue with a woman >I thought you might enjoy this little story. > >One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and >decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife >decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, >and reads her book. >Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman >and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" >"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") >"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. >"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." >"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at >any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." >"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says theÃ‚Â woman. >"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. >"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could >start at any moment."

Jasmne's Diary
I'M NEW HERE, SO I'M PROBABLY PUTTING THIS IN THE WRONG PLACE, BUT WHAT THE HELL, HERE GOES..I'M 50 (YES, 50) YRS. OLD..I'M DIVORCED AND "LIVING IN SIN" WITH MY S/O OF TWO YRS. WE R PRETTY HAPPY, BUT WE DISAGREE FROM TIME TO TIME, LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. I HAVE 3 KIDS, ALL GROWN UP, WITH KIDS OF THEIR OWN. MY GRANDKIDS ARE THE GREATEST! ALL SMART, ALL TALENTED, ALL BEAUTIFUL.(BRAG,BRAG) I SMOKE, DRINK, AND CUSS...I'M A NURSE, LOOKING FOR WORK..(WELL, RIGHT NOW I'M NOT..LOL) I WAS INVITED HERE BY BELLA'S DARK GRAPHICS, AND THIS IS AN AWESOME SITE..I'M BECOMING ADDICTED..SINCE I'M NEW AND "IGNORANT" OF SOME OF THE RULES, I APOLOGISE. I'VE HAD A LITTLE DIFFICULTY GETTING AROUND HERE, BUT I'M LEARNING FAST. JUST WANTED TO LEAVE A SHORT NOTE FOR ANYONE THAT MIGHT BE WONDERING ABOUT ME..THANKS TO EVERYBODY!! ONE OF MY PASSIONS IS PHOTOGRAPHY. MY CAMERA IS NEVER FAR AWAY, LOL..ANYWAY, I ENTERED ONE OF MY BEST PICS IN A CONTEST, AND IT WAS CHOSEN FOR PUBLICATION !! I JUST ABOUT SHIT MY PANTS, L

Recipes
everytime someone bombs my pic in the contest i am in, god saves a kitten. please save as many kittens as you can!!! please click the pic below and save as many kittens as you can strawberry soup 1qt strawberries hulled, juice of 1 orange, 3tbsp confectioner's sugar 1 12 oz can peach nectar 1 1/2 cups yogurt in a food processor combine strawberries and orange juice; blend till smooth, add the sugar, gradually add peach nectar blending well. add yogurt blending untill mixed, refriderate watermelon slush.....1 cup ice 3 cups watermelon chunks 2 tablespoons honey, blend all in a blender, makes 2 servings, doc's note, for cancer patients, watermelon seems to be the most tolerated fruit. its light, cool, refreshing and goes down easy

Wife Of A United States Solider
I am the Wife of a United States Soldier. I am a supporter of the United States Air Force- an encouragement for the greatest protectors of the greatest Nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband, and the uniform that he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service and the Nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all that I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principles of freedom for which my country stands. No matter what situation I am in, I will never do anything for pleasure, profit

Umm Ok..
So iam new to this whole thing and dont understand alot of it but i just wanted to say that when i rate a photo Iam being totaly honest and Iam sorry if you cant handle the truth. I dont rate myself any hire than a 2 maybe a 3 so get over it move on and deal with it its life and people can be rude..

Hott
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All About Me
What would you rather do?Scuba dive or skydive:Scuba diveCheat on a test and pass or not cheat and fail:Cheat and pass duh!Lose your sense of sight or lose your ability to hear:tough one I guess my hearingGo to a baseball game or go to a football game:FootballExecute Osama Bin Laden or throw him in jail for life:how about torture the mother fucker every day for the rest of his life while IN jailFreeze to death or burn to death:Eww freeze definitelyGo to Puerto Rico or Hawaii:HawaiiBe hot and dumb or ugly and smart:hot and dumbTalk over the phone or in person:dependsPaint or draw:Yep PhotoshopLive in the South or the North:SouthShot in the hand or the foot:dam um Live in an urban area or a suburban area:UrbanDie young when you're in love or die at an old age never having been in love:young and in loveBe a Hollywood star or a famous athlete:Hollywood-cause I would love to have my fucked up life made known to millionsBe in the Army or the Navy:Whoever sends you to the best places =)Run a

Naughty Application
THIS IS MY AFFILIATE WEBSITE ADULTS ONLY 18+ http://www.sextoysex.com/sex/start/affiliates.html?a=melissa45822 Home is where the heart is.... Mine has seen a many Some Big Some Small through tough times both good and bad to this day I am glad For you a many have rendered to me much Now i rely not on a man's touch but faith and prayer not just spoken to the air but the fair faint of my heart for that will never depart Oh jaded ones for you do not know how much love this heart HAS bestown keep a blind eye and a def ear someday someway there will be no more fear For i have come to believe the flesh is flesh and bone is bone My soul you have never bestown, bestown upon me for I am not broken over the ingnorant words you have spoken ashes to ashes dust to dust for i will move on for i must blessed be with you in despair for i cast your hate into the air.. in prayer for u to someday be happy & real Dont forget to feel..

You People Are Fuckin' Nuts...like Seriously
So, like, I already have a blog to which I write, and amazingly enough, it's mostly football - go figure. This is for me, and thoughts that strike me as important; read it as you will, as it's just for me, I couldn't care less the comments that arise, nor the panderings of the masses. If I gave a shit, I'd have a real job. Blog entries will crop up only when I feel something. Blame 'Damn Precious ♥ I'm Going Insane!!!!' for this, because she was what made me think of it. It made sense to me at the time. "Maturity is the realization that a dream attained tastes much better than a dream about which is only fantasized." Could I expound on this...yeah, and I could bullshit you enough to think it was your only mantra. The many crossroads in my immediate vision made this one hit home. Take it as you will, I know what it means to me. Why is Fubar such a race? Race to level, a race to points, a race to a prescribed amount of friends/points/rates/significant others/whatever.

Leaving
I will be deleting my account in the near future. I have been doing so thinking, and I have realize something about this account. If you aren’t in the in coward or in a clique, or some chick showing her tits, no one wants anything to do with you. And the ones who usually don’t. So I am leaving. I have meet a few nice people on here, but most are fucktards, drama queens, and cowards. Have a nice life. Real life has been more fun and less drama. Beside in real life I don't have to take a bouncer ID check everytime I do something.

Rachel
please if your there. i most know everything . i am lost in the darkness without you . you have to know the future . you have to see. that what lays ahead i must be. with out your friendship i am lost . surely . can i tell you it will be ok will you whisper back and say friends are forever and youll never go away . i truly hope that you doing great but honestly i dont want a life without your kindness on my plate. please if your there

This Is, What It's All About......
They didn't have you where I come from Never knew the best was yet to come Life began when I saw your face And I hear your laugh like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough, Cause I'm never, never giving you up I slip in bed when you're asleep To hold you close and feel your breath on me Tomorrow there'll be so much to do So tonight I'll drift in a dream with you As you wander through this troubled world In search of all things beautiful You can close your eyes when you're miles away And hear my voice like a serenade How long do you want to be loved Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up Is forever enough Cause I'm never, never giving you up The Trail of Tears refers to the forced relocation in 1838 of the Cherokee and Choctaw Native American tribes to Indian Territory in what would be the state of Oklahoma, resulting in the deaths of an estimated 4,000 of the 15,000 Cherokees and Choctaws affected.This was caused b

Recipes-desserts Yummmy
LACE COOKIES 1 cup flour 1 cup coconut (or nuts) 1/2 cup brown sugar 1/2 cup karo 1/2 cup margarine 1 tsp. vanilla Preheat to 350. Mix flour with coconut. Combine karo, sugar and margarine in sauce pan. Bring to a boil. Remove from stove. Add flour mixture and vanilla. Stir well. Drop by spoon on a foil covered cookie sheet, 3 inches apart. Bake 8 to 10 minutes. Cool at least 3-4 minutes. Peel off foil. Place on absorbent paper. Gets limp if made on a humid day. Bourbon Balls It's no surprise that these no-cook holiday favorites come from Kentucky. They are sometimes dipped in chocolate rather than rolled in powdered sugar. Makes about 3 dozen 1 cup Vanilla wafers 1 cup Pecans 1 cup Powdered sugar 2 Tablespoons Cocoa 2 ounces Bourbon 2 ounces Corn syrup, white Place the wafers in a food processor and grind until fine. Place in a bowl. Add the pecans into the food processor and grind until fine. Add the remaining ingredients and mix well. Form

Reipes-drinks :)
"Irish Cream Recipe" 1 can condensed milk (14 ounces) 1 can rye whiskey (14 ounces)--(Canadian Mist?) 3 eggs 1 cup heavy cream 1 table spoon chocolate syrup 1 table spoon vanilla extract Combine all ingredients in bowl. WHISK!!! (Do not put in blender!!!!). Put in bottles and refrigerate I just copied and pasted this one, when the f*** did whisky come in cans LOL

Observations
Here's some observations that may help explain some things for you. I've learned them by experience. 1.) Very few people want, or even understand, a real relationship anymore. Many people confuse "friends with benefits" with a relationship. I've seen several "I want a relationship without attachment" ads recently. WTF? No such thing, and if you think so, you're misusing the word. 2.) Only younger women, say, 18-22, might possibly be capable of falling in love. After that, they go through a "I want to prove I don't need anyone stage", and they leave you to go back to school or pursue a career. After that, they decide "hey I'm close to 30, I need to get married and poop out babies". They'll get married to someone "successful", have 2.4 kids, then divorce him. At that point, they'll be fat, jaded, smokers with floppy vaginas and no time for you. Yet, they'll still post ads seeking "a real man" or some such. At this point what they really want is a penis and a check. 3.) Anyone

Shorty Is Mine
( whats worng with this ) (HIM) WELL WE ARE WORKING ON THINGS IN ARE LIFE WITH GODS HELP WE CAN DO IT , HE ASK ME BACK JUST AS I WAS GETTING ON MY PLANE TO KS, HE CALLED AND SAID PLEASE DONT GO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I HURT YOU , AND I LIKE TO MAKE UP TO YOU , I WAS WORNG FOR WHAT I DID WITH HER AND IM SO OOO SORRY I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU TO FOR GIVE ME BUT I LIKE TO WORK OUT EVERY THING WITH YOU AND WELL YOU COME WITH ME , I MISS YOU TOO , AND I WISH I NEVER DID WHAT I DID THEN NOW , YES YOUO ARE A GOOD WIFE AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU THRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE THIS LIFE OF ARE WORK AND I WAS THE ONE DID NOT , SO (HER) WHY YOU HAD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND EVERY THIG ELSE , AND YES I KNOW YOU TEELING ME YOU CHAETED ON ME WITH HER AND YOU LIKE ME TO FOR GIVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A 2 CHANGE WITH YOU BUT HOW CAN I SEE ITS NOT GOIONG TO GO ON WITH HER AND EVERY THIG ELSE , I CANT DO IT ANY MORE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MINE , HOW CAN YOU 2 DO THIS TO ME ?

Recipes-appetizers
CHEESE BISCUITS **************************************************************** INGREDIENTS 1 teaspoon garlic salt or powder 1 tablespoon parsley flakes 1 teaspoon Italian seasonings 2 cups Bisquick 1/2 cup cold water (or gingerale) 3/4 cup sharp cheddar cheese, grated 1/2 c Butter DIRECTIONS: Preheat oven to 450 degrees. Mix Bisquick, water and cheese. Drop by large spoonfuls onto greased baking sheet. Bake for 8-10 minutes. After baking, (while hot) brush on melted butter or margarine mixed with garlic powder, parsley flakes and Italian seasoning (a little seasoning goes a long way.) Serve hot. * TIP: you can place a piece of aluminum foil under your napkin or paper towel in a bread basket to keep the bread or rolls warm longer. YIELD: 12 biscuits Swedish Meatballs 2 cups fresh breadcrumbs 1 small yellow onion, finely chopped 1 1/2 lb. Ground beef or veal 2 teaspoons Salt 1 teaspoon Nutmeg 2 1/2 tablespoons freshly cho

Cleaning Time
Hi friends! I am getting ready to start cleaning house. Everyone has their own way of managing their list, and of course I have mine. I fan and rate everyone that sends me a friend request I think it's only fair to get the same love in return. So Im going through my list starting tomorrow and if youre a friend that hasn't fanned or rated me then Im sorry to say you will be deleted! If you dont believe in fanning or rating then do me a favor and remove yourself. Its nothing personal towards anyone its just the way I choose to manage my growing list of friends! Thank you and Much Love Always!

Can You Please Listen
I want everyone to listen to me just for a few mins. First of all who ever sent me that message altho I'm not going to mention names but they know where they are. I want you to listen to me carefully. I don't know what the heck you are talking about. I was not putting anyone down. I'm not that skinny myself. I'm not prejudice at all. Altho being big is not always in the best health. You can put me down all you want but if you think thats going to hurt me you have another thing comming. There are going to be people that like me and people that hate me and personally I could care less. I don't think that with what you just said is going to ruin me in any shape or form. But for me I need to be skinner cause its not in the best health for me. I think you misunderstood me and instead of trying to find out all the facts you jumped down my throat and tried to insult me. I feel sorry for you and wish you the best of luck in your life whatever that might be.

Recipes-asian
Egg Foo Young This somewhat forgotten dish makes a great brunch item. Serves 2-4 6 Eggs 2 cups Mixed Oriental vegetables (canned) 2 tablespoons Oil Sauce: 1/2 cup Chicken broth 1 teaspoon Sugar 1 teaspoon Rice vinegar 2 tablespoon Soy sauce 1 teaspoon Cornstarch Heat the sauce ingredients (except the cornstarch). Mix the cornstarch with 1 teaspoon of cool water and whisk it into the sauce. Simmer for 5 minutes. Set aside. Heat the oil in a heavy skillet. Whip the eggs. Drain the vegetables. Add them to the eggs. Spoon the mixture into the skillet to form small patties. Turn, browning on both sides. Serve warm, drizzling the warm sauce over the patties. General Tso's Chicken 1/2 c Cornstarch 3 lb chicken* 1/4 c Water 1/4 c Dark Soy Sauce 1 1/2 tsp Minced Ginger 1 tsp White Pepper 1 1/2 tsp Minced Garlic 1 Egg 1/2 c Dark Soy Sauce 1 c Cornstarch 1

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Take the Superhero Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to the

My Prayer
My Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Story 5
When I was 15 years old, my granmother worked as a hospice nurse (home care until a patient dies). She would occasionally have to go out in the middle of the night to work a patient's death. Most times, my dad or I would go with her to keep her awake on the way to the patient's home. I remember it was a summer night, and my grandmom got called out to a patient that wasn't doing too well in the town of Hart Texas. When we got there, she went in and I stayed out in the car and waited on her for what seemed like hours. As I was flipping through the stations on the radio trying to find something decent to listen to. I caught movement coming out of the house. I thought, "Yes! We finally get to go home!" But it wasn't my grandmom. A man walked out the front door, down the steps and over behind a tree that was in the front yard. Then he peeked around the tree at me. All I could think was: it was some old man just trying to play childish games with me. After two or three times of him pla

New To This!
Hello fellow Fubarians! I'm Candace. I'm new to this Fubar thing so if I make a few mistakes once in awhile, cut me some slack! I already know about downrating so that won't happen! lol Any other help to get around this circus, would be appreciated. I would like to find some good people that don't have a lot of drama in thier lives.(Is there such an animal?) Anyway, thanks for bein patient with me, I hope to meet a lot of cool people. Thanks for reading my drivel!! lol Candace.

Motorcycle Safety
A recent Mumm sparked my interest and I wanted to post a blog because it is important to me. Even though the MUMM started out about something completely different, it ended up taking a turn about how sportbikes are death traps waiting to happen, and I completely disagree. This is my posted reply to the MUMM... "A motorcycle is only as safe as the person riding it. You could be riding a 2-horsepower Vespa, but if you ride it like an idiot, you'll get killed just a quick as you would riding a Ducati sportbike. Conversely, if you exercise sound judgment and some discipline, and are willing to learn, you could ride that Ducati sportbike every day for the next 20 years and never have an accident. It's 90% rider behavior and 10% everything else that makes for a safe or dangerous ride. Like a car, a motorcycle is just a vehicle under your control and subject to the laws of physics. How the two mix is up to you."

Booboo's Pimping Out
I will tell anyone my friends RAWK!!! I can pimp out 90% of my friends and know that you wont come back and ask why you added them. These are just a few of the many I'l be pimping. My list is never ending Stop by and show them some love. kelli2you@ fubar ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar Fawny aka DJFawn~Far~#1 DJ HOR~Shadow Levelers~Fubar Mum to Castironbitch(fan & rate b4 adding)@ fubar I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-@ fubar Boone, Plz sign my guestbook@ fubar Pєяĸy Mя. Đ's Wife Owner of the O.C.L@ fubar † KDM † BooBoo'z VaMPiRe@ fubar ~hot momma~@ fubar ~~Doing88™©~~My heart ♥ for ShanonLee !!She is my everything !!!!@ fubar Warlox~WRR~Cru's Soldier~Embrace The Eternal Flames@ fubar

Your First .com
Many people everyday are starting their first .com Getting a domain name is the buzz of all entrepreneur website...but just exactly how do you do it? Step 1) You need to find an available domain name. This is done through a domain registrar, such as GoDaddy.com Lets say you run a business called Fabulous Graphic Designs. You may decided that you would like to register the domain fabulousgraphicdesigns.com This can be done for about $8 per year. I like to use GoDaddy.com to search for available domain names. Once you begin searching you will quickly see that the domain name you want may already be registered...so you may have to change your domain name from fabulousgraphicdesigns.com to fgd.com or something similar. Step 2) Once you have your domain name registered you will need to host it somewhere. You can think of it like a horse. If you were to buy a horse you would have two options...board it yourself in your own barn, or go to a boarding stable and lease a space in

In Case You Missed The Bulletin
You know it's not every day on a site like this that you come across genuinely good people. Ecspecially being a female and trying to decipher the good guys from the bad guys. It is soooo nice to have friends that are willing to see beyond T&A and are willing to not only listen to the craziness in your life but are there with words of wisdom (Herbie), the best advice (Chuck), a heart of gold (Kurt), more love than you could have ever imagined receiving (Daddy) and will have your back NO MATTER WHAT (Kellz, J-Baby, Tiff and Miss Honie). I can't thank them enough for being there for me at the times when I just needed an ear and to get things off my chest. So, if you got love for me....go show these people some love....they deserve it!

Driving Forward
I will be scarce for a while due to pre MOB training preping me to be in the desert by mid September. I will be in scenic New Jersy for no more than 25 days starting 26 August. Ft. Dix sucks. Any who off I go to the land of Hajis and such. All power, Chris Sorry been out of comms but you know how it is... I'm stationed somewhere in Iraq and its not that bad, could be worse. my direct email is christopher.j.levi@us.army.mil Take care, Chris

Sunday Morning Sex
SUNDAY MORNING SEX... I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling. Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along."

Thoughts
A Few Good Doorman" ...You can't handle the truth! Son, we live in a world that has bars, and those bars have to be protected by men with black shirts. Who's gonna do it? You? Your drunk friends? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You weep for your drunk friend who got kicked out and you curse the doorstaff. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know- that your buddy getting tossed, while tragic, probly saves lives. And my existence, while grotesque to you, probly saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me at that door, you need me at that door. We use words like float, identification, stamp. We use these words as a backbone of a lifetime spent watching a bar. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor inclination to explain myself to a person who gets loaded under the blanket of Security in which I provide, and then questions the manner in which I

Life Is Not Over
A man in Grand Rapids, Michigan took out a $7000 full page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. It really touched my heart and I hope it will yours too. How Could You? By Jim Willis 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I "was bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs,"

Thank God
For those of you who know me, you all know I have been stressing pretty hard the last few months, due to being out of work. Well so I don't have to keep repeating myself, the search is over. I start my new job on Monday. I am officially rejoining the white collar group and will be able to play catch up before I lose it all. (I hope) Thanks to everyone who has helped my through this time, both with financial and moral support. I love ya Ok, so here's the story. My best friend's brother and him moved to Alabama about 3 weeks ago. The brother has been in the hospital the past week. Was due to be discharged today. This morning at 9:30 am he called his brother and said to hurry up and get there they were trying to kill him. My friend arrived at the hospital,at 10:30 am to find his brother outside, slumped down in a wheelchair, with blood pouring from his mouth and arm. The nurses inside looked at him like he was crazy, but it was too late, Vick was already gone. This is about as much o

Life
I promise you my love ..I promise you my heart..I promise you my life..I promise we'll never part..I promise not to hurt you..I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie..I promise you forever.. I promise you tonight..I promise you my respect..I promise to do things right..I promise to always be there..I promise until the end..I promise to always love you..I promise to be your best friend..I promise you my love I promise you my life..I promise this forever..I promise our friendship is my life..your the peanut to my butter..your the star to my burst..your the m to my m..your the pop to mt tart..your the milky to my way..your the fruit to my loop..your themilk to my duds..your the lucky to mt charms..your the ice to my cream..your the ghetto to my booty..but mostly...your the best to mt friend...until the end......... AS A LIL KID LIFE WAS SO EASY AND SO GIVING AND UNTHOUGHT OF HOW IT IS TODAY AS WE ALL GET

Recipes- Breakfast
Swedish Pancakes These light, crispy pancakes are just as delicious at breakfast served with exotic jams or with caviar at the cocktail hour, just as long as they are warm and fresh. 1 Egg, lightly beaten 3/4 cups Milk 1/4 teaspoons Salt 1/2 cup All-purpose flour 1 teaspoon Baking powder 1 tablespoon Sugar 2 tablespoon Butter, melted Lingonberry jam Sour cream for garnish In a large bowl, beat the egg together with the milk, salt, flour, baking powder and sugar until smooth. Stir in the butter. Preheat a large skillet over medium heat until a drop of water sizzles. Pour 2 tablespoons of the batter on the pan and cook the pancakes for about a minute on each side or until golden and crisp. Serve immediately with jam or jelly and sour cream. Makes 20 pancakes. German-Style Pancakes Try these puffy, baked pancakes for a change of pace. Serves 2-4 2/3 cup Flour 3 Eggs 2/3 cup Milk

The Tenth Circle.
(Originally posted to my "real" blog on 12/9/05. Want the link? Throw me a shout.) In response to an earlier post, where I'd mentioned that I'd stripped to a g-string in public, when I was the MC for a male strip group, a friend asked me the following question: "All right, if you were the MC, why were you wearing a G string under your clothes? Hmm?" The first time, I wasn't. The show was a private one - we were the entertainment after a banquet for a women's bowling league. The bar was rented out to the league for the night, and by the time we came on, every woman in the place was either seriously ripped, or at least well on the way to it. The bar itself had a second story that was off-limits to the patrons, but we were using it as a dressing room. There was a railing upstairs and the other guys in the group could look over it, and down directly on the stage. I'd been doing shows with them for three months, and had never removed anything more than my tie and jacket. When

Recipes-entree-ish
Beef Steak 2 lb Round steak 3 tb Oil 4 Lemon slices 3 md Sliced onions 2 Cloves minced garlic 1/2 c Flour 1 cn Beef bouillon 1 cn Beer 3 tb Brown sugar 1 Tbspparsley flakes 2 ts Thyme Salt and pepper to taste 1 oz To 8 oz cooked broad noodles -or 2 cups cooked rice GARNISH: Green pepper slices, fresh -parsley and cherry tomatoes Cut steak into serving size -pieces. Brown on both sides -in 3 tb Oil to which you have added -lemon slices. Place steak in pan large enough in which to bake it. Layer onions and garlic over meat. Sprinkle flour over top. Now combine bouillon, beer, sugar, parsley flakes, thyme, salt and pepper. Pour over steak and bake uncovered in 325 degree oven for 3 hours. Serve over cooked broad noodles or cooked rice. Garnish with green pepp

Random Stuff
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e

Death Premonitions
Each time someone I know has passed away, somewhere from five years to the day prior to the death of the individual, I have seen their demise. Not only did I see the actual death of the individual, but there were two of them that I actually had conversations with. As I said, this would happen prior to the passing of the individual. I can't predict the time or place, and with the exception of one person all the individuals that I have seen die were relatives. To give you an example: I had a cousin who was killed in a car accident a few years ago. Two years, roughly, before the accident, in a dream, I was standing next to a road, and I saw a car coming toward me, the car locked up the brakes, the driver lost control, hit an embankment, rolled, and landed right side up. I then went over to see if the driver was okay, only to find that a piece of the car was sticking through him and that he was physically mangled. I didn't know who the person was, but we talked for a few minutes about wha

Bitching Room
Seems like no matter how much I try I will always be where I am. Looking out the window looking at the world through sad eyes. Leave me where I stand, Carry me to the wannabe promise land, I don't want to die alone, I don't want to cry alone. But here I stand alone crying and screaming. Wont anyone help me? My life seems to be hiding and staying in the shadows. When can I see the light, feel the radiant heat of love? Passion seems to be slipping through my very fingers, never seem to get a grasp on it. My very soul aches for the touch and carress of the man I love. My mind cannot control the way I feel, my heart cannot carry into the next day without breaking. Everyday I cry and I'm in so much pain from trying too hard, not wanting to let go of the one thing that helps me through my day. The words of Lithium by Evanescence really tells my life in one simple song, Lithium lyrics Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithiu

Blog's
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Mykala's Updates
Mykala is now 13 months old and growing like a weed. She is going to be a fairy for Halloween. I will have pictures up when the time comes. At 8 mons old now she can say mom and dad. She is also trying to crawl but lazy. I do have pictures I will put them up soon, I have just been so busy with classes and every day life it is hard to keep up with everything. This morning Mike got up and took Mykala to the doctor to see if the jaundices was going down. When he called me at 11 am and told me that it was 11 I was happy. Now that I know my little girl is going to be alright. Her weight is now 6lbs 9ozs. The doctor said that she is doing really well. She doesn't have to go back to the doctor until next Friday, I will update more about her then.