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What are you waiting for?
once upon a time
these two were quite deadly,
destroying all in there path
willing ,ready,
a city turned to rubble, one sex at a time
by the time help did arrive
twas much to late feelings hurt hearts crushed,
you were lucky enough to survive
good fortune to you, by the end of it all,
if you were not torn apart from the eye
found screaming in the dark {I cant be alone}
{so fuck it id rather die}
but when these two met, the world knew fear ,
a new fate had befallen them all
no one can save them, no one would dare try,
there is no one out there to call
one hell of a storm brew , they felt the need to collide ,
and there power was then x10
when the two finally met , they knew no reason ,
to ever part ways again
yet their normal routine, was not in their actions ,
they seem to be quite at peace
no violence displayed , they were well behaved ,
it seemed to have calmed the beast
and to this day , they still just sit , as if
they were frozen in time
sharing the moment , sharing the day ,
a sick sadistic smile, mesmerizing from every angle
its as if the darkest being, has taken the form of an angel
to prey on the weak, the strong ,the fools, that happen past her way
a black widow in a butterflies skin, patiently awaiting the day
she can have her chance to show them all, how deadly love can be
to heavens gate she alone knows the way, she has the only key
ask her she may let you in, but be careful with your tongue
have respect she loves suffering and pain, you may think her wrong
but with no pain there is no love, this is common knowledge to most
to truly be free one must know suffering, in hells fire you must roast
then and only then, will you know pleasure from pain
and then and only then, heavens key can be obtained...
LOOK at me pierce my soul deeply
show me I have your complete attention
like a burning crucifix in a church full of people
floating in mid air suspension
all eyes on me every time I spark
except the two I desire
comments from every direction I turn
truly I meant to inspire
only 1 just you my love
yet I seem to have failed at this
on a scale of 1 through 20 I wonder
if I even make the list
and if so what place
16 17 maybe even old spot number 20
I have no reason to act as if
I were so shallow and empty
no one need know where I fit in
or where my place would be
nobody should care if I WAS 1
no one but you and or me
happiness is nothing more than a dream foolishly chased by man
I sleep so even I may peruse this dream and catch it if I can
unsure if I will ever succeed but I know with out you I am lost
so through my dreams I shall follow you till the end at all cost
the shell in which that beautiful soul of yours is encased in is pure perfection///
so perfect in fact the rest of the world is cut off to it's own section///
and that's why my dear ,you are lonely inside , because no sane person would dare///
try standing next to, the most beautiful , and ask how they compare///
only a fool, a true buffoon, a moron's tale the sequel///
not your average idiot, but the offspring of 2 would consider themselves your equal///
Stairing deep off into,
the black abyss,
HOW MUCH CAN ONE MAN TAKE!
I've drank water ,counted sheep,
done all that I can .
WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL AWAKE !
A NEWPORT ! strike one,
A JOINT? strike two,
WAIT THE WEATHER CHANNEL OF COURSE !
2 STRIKES 1 BALL! wait what?
my body is sleep, but my eyes are peeled
this BS is just my luck .
doomed to die,
from lack of sleep,
& at the hands of the weather people...{lol}
well not really the flesh,
but im losing brain cells,
and that to me is the equil,
and why cant I sleep?
lets focus on this,
rewind the events from that day and I laugh
I it is not me !!!!
the reson for this tourture !!!!
something is wrong with my other half !!!!
{who is of course sleeping right now....}
Chocolate sauce all over
nuts sprinkled on light
cherries on the top
come have a spoonful of delight
eat until im satisfied
as sinful as it may seem
sucking around the lips
making sure to leave no cream
molten fudge and caramel
to go with your wants and desires
none better to enjoy it with
a nice eve by the fire
passion fruit finley chopped
hot and dreamy heated with steam
lick until my tongue is numb
that is my faveriot ice cream
So much pain I set aside,
So many rules I must abide,
So how do i distinguish the line of a girlfriend,
As apposed to that of a bride,
I wouldn't want to stray to far,
because i've never been touched before,
but we both know I can't stay still,
so I run around some more,
Could I loose her, have I already,
My god am I too late,
was I a fool or just being played,
sometimes I believe its fate,
peeking over my shoulder slapping my hand,
whenever I try to reach,
Destined to be "in the land of laughter",
stuck on my own one man beach,
Other couples walking slow,
pointing as they whisper by,
Saying he'll never be able to love just one,
but I know that's a lie,
I strive to be the best,
that is the best I can,
Play my cards listen to my heart,
but i'm the first high maintenance man,
I need someone to tell my problems,
we laugh and they go away,
I need you near at 5 am,
when I have something sweet to say,
Am I asking too much of you?,
My dream girl my everything,
one whose presence melts this stone heart,
as this dark soul tries to sing,
Ive spent my time learning about myself,
changing things just a touch,
Only half the man i was before ,
because i'm missing you so much,
