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AngL's blog: "Random *B* Babble"

created on 11/09/2007  |  http://fubar.com/random-b-babble/b152135

For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life.  But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid.  At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.  This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness.  Happiness is the way.  So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.

Happiness is a journey, not a destination...

~souza

 

I was sitting in the airport in Phoenix in January and found this quote on a card that was blank inside.  As I read this, it seemed to me that it was the perfect way to describe the way I should be living my life.  It is so true that happiness is the journey and to always make the most of the time you have with your family and friends and those close to you.  The ones that you know treasure with the same equal power as you do them.  When walking your path in life, try to keep in mind to make it all you can.  See all you can see.  Do all you can do. 

 

With luvz to all!!
~AngL~

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AngL

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I make decisions each day in every aspect of my life that impact not only my life, but the lives of others. My children, my loved ones, my family, my friends... and all that I am associated with. Sometimes, even if I feel I made the right decisions, they may not be right for all around. I very much dislike the decisions that hurt someone. Anyone. I feel rotten inside and out when I know someone is hurting based on a decision that I made. Recently, I made a decision in my life that I am reminded daily since of the pain caused by that decision. It hurts me deeply. I wish I could get rid of that pain. For my friend and for myself. The decision, was the right one for my family and I... but in the end, someone still got hurt. I can't, nor do I want to change the decision, but I wish I could get rid of the pain I caused. I know this is a part of life, but it doesn't mean I have to like it anyway. In fact, I despise it. I know that there will be many more decisions to make that will cause someone somewhere some level of pain, just as I know I have done this in the past. Never with intention of hurting anyone. I only make the decisions that I believe are the best for me and my family. It really pains me though. Right through to my heart, to the point that, I hurt too. I would feel guilty if I didn't have some level of pain as well... and knowing that someone is hurting based on something I did, that hurts me in itself. I always knew life would be more difficult that we all believed in High School and even younger when we are "invincible". When we KNEW everything better than our parents. Decisions... they are a painful reality to life... Just know, if you, my friend... are hurting... I hurt to... for you. With Much Love To All... AngL
Hey Everyone!! :) I know I have been logged in and not around, I also know I haven't updated the List of Levelers in the past few days... I am so sorry. I have been working and sleeping, packing and throwing things in storage, and then... on top of it all, my kids have the annual standardized testing that starts NEXT WEEK!!! We just came off of Spring Break and we were all sick before then, so the kids missed a lot of the starter info before vacation, and now.. ITS CRAM TIME!!! I am going to update the list real quik, and hopefully once exams are done, my life will be back to some level of normalcy. I have been signed on the internet, as the kids were using the computers in the house to go online to take practice test, research things they weren't sure and so I apologize for all the shouts not being returned right away, fumails and everything else.. Thanks for your understanding!! With Much Love To All... AngL
There is a time and place for everything. Everything happens for a reason. These are things that I say so often to my children. They don't fully understand the concept of the meanings behind the sayings, but I do. I try my hardest to teach them to do things by thinking ahead of the consequences, the rewards, the reactions others may have and so on, and as with most children... they don't. They do first and ask questions later. I try to think of what my actions or words would do to someone or how they will feel based on my actions or words. As much as I know I can't please everyone, and at some point someone will get hurt.. I still try. I have made decisions in the past months that have hurt a few friends of mine. For this, I am deeply sorry. One person said my words hurt him so bad, that he now never wants to speak to me. I know in my heart if I had done things differently, he wouldn't be so mad. I truly hate losing a friend. I know that I can't hold back things sometimes, and that I know whats best for me and my children. My relationship didn't last for various reasons. No one is to blame entirely. We were both at fault, but whenever any relationship ends, there is usually some level of hurt involved. Things happen for a reason. When a relationship ends.. be it a friendship or love... it ends for a reason. Some good, some not so good. No matter - it happened for a reason. It could happen to help build up a weakened state, mend a broken heart, open the door to another relationship that could be the one that lasts forever. Who knows really. We just need to know its for a reason and that one day... that reason will shine through and all will be well. It will take time. It will take lots of tears, sweat, stress, friendship, worries, and more, but it will come through. There is life on the otherside of the darkness of a broken heart. There is also a light shining brightly to help guide you. You just have to look for it, pay attention to it.. you have to know in your heart that this is the right road to be on. This is where you belong. You may think it many times, and you may believe it many times, and one day, you will just KNOW that this is right. Even if it doesn't last forever, what is right for you at the time, jump on it... be happy... experience the joys and wonders of being in love and being happy and content with yourself, your love, and most importantly.. YOUR LIFE!! With Much Love To All... ~AngL~


friend –noun 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? 4. a member of the same nation, party, etc. 5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object) 6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom 7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to. [Origin: bef. 900; ME friend, frend, OE fréond friend, lover, relative (c. OS friund, OHG friunt (G Freund), Goth frijōnds), orig. prp. of fréogan, c. Goth frijōn to love] friendless, adjective friend·less·ness, noun —Synonyms 1. comrade, chum, crony, confidant. See acquaintance. 2. backer, advocate. 4. ally, associate, confrere, compatriot. —Antonyms 1, 4. enemy, foe. My mother used to tell me how true friends will last forever. Man, was she right. I have friends that I have known over half of my life. I can go a year, two, even three in between conversatins and its as if we never missed a beat. Then i have my newer friends. Some I met when I first started on the internet in the late 90's in the AOL chatrooms (where I learned to actually type without looking at the keyboard) to my newest friends I have met on fubar. To me, a friend has no requirements. It doesn't matter whether male or female, old or young... I do my best to talk to my friends, help them, listen to them and just be their friend. Friends, my friends, can fill up empty spaces in the heart and in life to make me smile. To me, they are so special to me. I love them all so much and each in a different way. Each one has their own qualities that make them who they are and make the effect they may have on someone's life. My friends to me... Are Awesome!!! With Much Love To All... ~AngL~


Its amazing the things that go on in this website. In the past I have taken somethings seriously. I have also learned that a majority of the "shit" that goes on here is nothing more than people acting like asses to fullfill their own ego's in life. They seem to think that they NEED this site to be a person, a friend and or more. This site is on the INTERNET!!! That should be enough said, however, I have known a number of people that take this site toooooooooo serious. Way TOOOOOOO Serious! I have in the past taken this site a little serious and I can admit it. Now, anymore, its my release from my real life. My own personal dramas. Most people on here are doing the same thing, getting a release from their everyday lives. Some live on here... I know I am signed on a majority of the day, but in the past month or so, I have not spent that much time actually looking at my home page. Or anyone elses pages for that matter. If I am logged on, its because my internet AUTOMATICALLY LOGS me in when connected. If I am at the computer, I am not looking at fubar, but other websites in general. I have friends. A lot of friends. They are virtual fubar friends, but some have turned into a lasting friendship with nothing more attached to it than just that... FRIENDSHIP. I have loved on here, and lost on this site. Mostly my own fault, but through it, it made me who I am today, I have learned forgiveness... Something I haven't had much of in the past for anyone. I am greatful for this. :) Just rambling along... sorry for this rambling outburst, but it was an irritating day to say the least... High school antics should stay in HIGH SCHOOL!!! With Much Luv To All... (no matter what OR WHO!!) ~AngL~


My heart skips a beat I skip a breath My nerves are shot And I get the shakes My feels warm I tingle All Over Just at the though of you. You make me smile On the darkest days You have my heart For the rest of our days. I can't stop Thinking of you As I sleep You dance in my dreams. As I am awake Your smile is what makes me Thankful of each day. I can Bear through my days With the thoughts of you. Know you are always Within my heart. ~AngL~


Dreams... I would lay in bed thinking... of what it would be like... to be held all night in his arms with my head upon his chest to hear his heart beating in melody with mine to feel his breath to feel his lips so gentle upon my forehead to feel the security of knowing that he is mine forever... To know that when I wake he is there to let me know that he loves me with all of his heart. To dream of his hands softly caressing my body with the power of love gently pulling me closer to hold me tight and never let me go... To live without boundaries to smile with happiness to glow under the cover of love a true love lasting... forever... in my dreams ~AngL~
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