Today, I had to have my kitten put to sleep. She had what is called FIP, Feline Infectious Peritonitis, a uncureable disease for cats. I found out that she had it on May 19th and she just kept getting worse as time went on. Like I said, it is uncurable, and the vet couldn't even give me a timeline for how long I would still have with her. I had got her from the Humane Society on March 9th of 2008, and at that time it was estamated that she was about 12 to 14 weeks old. She passed on May 28th of 2008 in my arms, knowing that she was loved so much. She was only about six months old. Thou she is gone from this world, she well still live on in my heart and my memorys. Her belly was filling with fluid and today her legs gave out on her when she hopped down off the chair she was laying in to get soem food and water. Yes I only had her for a few months, but she is dearly missed already. I know that I did the right thing by ending her suffering, but a part of me is second guessing myself about it. Was I to fast in doing this? Was she really getting better, and I took her legs giving out as a sign she wasn't? If anyone can answer me that, I would be greatfull. I don't know how I well feel when I do go to bed tonight, of how I well feel in the morning. I have an album set up in memory of her on here, please feel free to to comment on the pics and/or show your support.
