Purple Angel's blog: "Purple_Angel"

I am sitting here thinking off all my friends.The ones I left behind wen i mived from Utah.The ones I left wen i moved from the canyon.The ones I mad here.The ones I met in rl the last few mouths.The ones i have yet to make I am aslo thoink of the people I loveThe once who also love me even ager all these years. And the other once I made online and wsalked away form me. I only have a few people that I am realy cose to. I do not have to say name. You know who you are. You are the once that love me even if my beleafe are a bit difent the everyone seces. The once who are passaintwith me. Even wen I am not passaint with myself. I was tought wen i was little to luv everyone. And I do. But there are ony a few that I love. Stepahnie Have a great Summer day to all I love, and Luv

I think I have done the one thing that i valed I would not do. I broke the heart of my best friend. He is also the man in rl the I love more then anything. Yesterday he was ting to get me to show just a little ection. And I didn't. I guess you could say he got me back with not say good by before he went to work. I know he wanted me to jsut tuch his are orven just kiss him, something. Here I was thinking he did not love me anymore. Atleast not the way he once did. I still feel that way to a point. I jsut wish he would tell me what he feeling so I knew for sure. So I could hold on for deal life or let him go. Now I will prbly nver get the change again. And Now he is probly thinking I don't love him. I do not know what to say.

I want you to sit down in a quiet spot. Close your eyes. And clear you mind On foucse on the beating of you heart. Let the thoughs that come to mind float away. Let the people from your prest and past though though you mind and feel the emossion each one give off. Let your bad feel with the lovers you have had. You may even see images of people you have nver met As each image and comes focus on how fast or slow you heart beats. Never listen to you head. Always listen to you heart. Even though at times, you may find a rugh reoad. Your heart will lead you to ware you belong. And whome you are saposto be with. Wether it be with friends. Ore wether it be with lovers. Your heart will never lead you astreay. Purple_Angel

My day starte out great. I got the numbers for the family mimbers I lost tuch with. Even one to a stp dad the only dad I ever knew. It was great. My day jsut keep geting better. Now I have got in tuch with somoin I have not talked to online for about six mouths. It felt so good to talk to him and here his accent. My rl bf took a step back from our rationship. I think it nee to happen though. I think we both felt it was moving too fast. So we both deced to be freinds with benifts for now. And if down the road it is ment to be great And if not That will be ok to. We both have jsut been hurt by one we love too much. So I think this wounderufl for both of us. My past came back to upset me again. All the bs from wen I was a kid jsut snuck up on me and I got to talk it out with a fried of min. And I had a good cry. Them are good once in a while. I have been abble to read some of you bios. And I have red some great ones. I like to here about good things in peoples lives and what make them smile. Wther it be friendships,l Lovers, Or family. I think that one make everyone smile. Purple_Angel

Sorry have not been around for a while. I have been busy doing devorce stuff. and I get to enjoy my b-day. I got lots of great stuff and I have been spending time talking with family and some friends. I have missed everyone so much. Wen i get my new computer working I will be on more. And no one will have time to miss me. LOL I care fore each person I have met on her verry much. and as for the one person I brought her. Blue I love you. And I will make up for being away so long I promis. Love ya all. Love Purple_Angel

i am sorry to the new people I have added to my page today. I am sorry that I could not rate some of you sites like I wanted. The comeputer was having a small glish I hope it is fixed now and i will try to go back and rate the sites I missed. Sorry all. And a higher note, as most of yoou know my b-day was last week. It was a great day for me. It started it started with a give from my mom on Thurdsay. Then I wen with someone I consider move for a all afeternoon fun time. And to me it ended yesterday wen my rl bf gave me his gift. Witch I will be using as soon as he is done doing all the upgaradies to it. LO I want to ty you all that sent gift to my gift bix. That was so sweet of all ove you ty. Love P_Angel

I was sitting at the computer on night. Just listing to the rain outside the windo. And feeling the storm browing in my heart. Not knowing what was coming next. I could feel the claps of thunder in my soul. And here the lighing in my heart. All I wanted to do was frun and hide. Yet I knew I need to ride out the storm insted. Regardless of the fair the the lighing and thunder. I sate down and let the rain dropps fall over me wassing away all the pain I felt. Beteen the rain, the lighting and the thiunder. I fellt my heart geting stonger and as I watched the storm pass I stood up. As all the pain I was feeling during the store went away. Purple Angel

As you know I met my now bf almost ten and a half years ago. For me I fell for in almost as soon as I looked into his sexy blue eyes. I could not do anyting though at the time becsause I was mared. A few years later I shared a wonderful inconter with him, that I will nver foget. It was the fist time we made love. I know then that I truely loved him. But I steeel could not bring myself be stay with him. I tryed to work on a marged that was doomed from the start. Because I thought bece my ex and were friends I should say with him. Even though he was paing me no mind. A few more years wen buy and I would see my curnt bf from time to time. Know one day I would be with him for good. And develing a conetion to him that I can not explain. Finaly faight stepped in and I took my chance on true love. The one thing I should have done years ago. And now I am the happies person in the world And I know I am lucky to be with a mon that loves me the way I love him.

I want to thanks the people that red my entries absout my mom and my ex lover. And I also want to thank them for leaving such great coment on it. And such great words of friendship. I realy do apeasate it. I have found some great friends here. And they keep my spirts up. Thank you everyone.