RoseofSin's blog: "Poetry"

It took a while for the sun to rise today I'm wondering if it will be the day That I will see you again You never used to disappear like you have now had the courage to always speak your mind something changed along the way Walked a path where flowers become windswept tried to remember your face in a memory To only see you once again It would be the best gift to man to finally know where I went wrong here only questions, never an answer The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to forget I want to go on but somehow i'm left with a face that burns in my heart These are my confessions I hope they serve you well and reach your ears wherever you truly are i'd sing them forever and always If I thought that they would make you return I wonder though, would it make a difference? to have the answers now. The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to forget I want to go on but somehow i'm left with a face that burns in my heart. -A

Whispering like the wind I can hear them as we pass by they look at us and I don't mind, I don't mind. Just as long as you are here and I don't mind I don't mind because there's nothing to fear As we pass by all of their faces We shall see all the sins we've committed and you don't care you don't care. Just as long as I am here. and you don't care you don't care because there's nothing to fear Tomorrow is another day, another sin and price to pay, but it's all worth it just to see you smile. Morning to another night starry skies, and the pale moonlight they all will fade and it will be alright Yes it will be alright... -A

My dearest muse, you cannot understand the pains in my heart, nor could you even imagine. I try to deny it, but no matter the song I play in high, your image is the one I see amongst the notes. You are my light, my reason for living, and in my secret hideaway, the masterpiece I play so frequently. I pray you, live and laugh like it was your last. One day we shall meet again beloved, or live alone amongst the sea of our society. Until then I remain your loyal companion, in tortured solitude. -A

I try to sleep again, and it never comes to me. A thought of you here, it calms me like nothing else. I want to feel you near, in bed where we can touch. The thought is so perfect, but I know it is impossible. It's like we take one step, and fall one step again. the thought of you is lovely, but it won't get me out of bed. I can't love you today, I can't love you tomorrow. But if I see you, my heart may tell me that... There's no time to waste, and tomorrow is coming closer. I'll forgive you for everything, and swallow my pride for you. It's like a thirsty longing, I can't seem to get rid of. If loving you is wrong, then let me be a sinner. -A

You are the sun, that keeps on shining in my world. You are the life, that keeps on pulsing in my heart. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. Where would I be, without your beauty? It captivates me so. Who would I be, without your presence? I really don't know. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. You are the song I can't forget. The constant figure in my head. Can't you see How much you mean...to me? All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. -A

I don't know if you notice me, but you're too hard to ignore. I want to yell out your name, but the words never come out. Will I ever see you again? will our paths ever meet? Or is this chance about to pass, and will you and I just never speak? I can't live without knowing you. You stole my heart so quick, almost seems a shame to waste it. Please don't lead me a stray I promise to never hurt you, If you give your heart to me. I'll treasure it forever and always, and won't ever give it away. -A

In a light or in the dark, I sometimes see your shadow with me. It brings me sadness and sometimes joys, and my thoughts return to you again. In your eyes I see such paradise, but when you're gone the paradise flees. All I want is to see you smile again, for in that smile I can feel so free. Please look my way, sit and stay. You may just be a fantasy but you're so real to me In my home I watch the shadows, and they dance on the room walls. But those shadows are in your figure, and I can't escape your dark reflection. The room goes silent with my memories, and the love returns to my heart. Sometimes I wish that these memories, would just flee with my lingering emotions. But please look my way, sit and stay. You may just be a fantasy, but you're so real to me. Is this fate, or am I mad? I don't know who you are, but I feel i've know you all my life. Is this dream, or is this reality? because your beautiful in shadows but in light you are not here to me. But please, look my way, sit and stay. You may just be a fantasy, but you're so real to me. -A

Lie asleep, You won't wake me when you go You'll leave, without saying good bye or hello Where did you go tonight? You tell me your stories, and I can't hear them anymore You are beyond forgiveness all I want is you out the door I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do I can't believe anything that you say When you come home in the morning Just when night turns into day But you will try to not make a sound... So Get out, forget that you know me I promise you, you'll be last in my thoughts So Goodbye forever, and don't ever come back. I can't, ignore the feeling that i've been getting At night, in bed when i'm thinking and regretting What are you doing tonight? It's time for the moment, when I catch you in the lie The moment you're found out, I won't be the one who cries. I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do So Get out, forget that you know me I promise you, you'll be last in my thoughts So Goodbye forever, and don't ever come back. So leave, go out the door I won't, think about you anymore This door locks from the outside. So Get out, forget that you know me I promise you, you'll be last in my thoughts So Goodbye forever, and don't ever come back

I wait in silence for your hand to touch, but every time I reach there's nothing to hold onto. I see the beauty in what was there before but it faded with the night and sun that rises. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with a heart that's split in two. I whisper to you so he can't hear me, but my heart beats so loud it is almost deafening. I see your eyes and don't want to leave, because everything makes sense when you are here with me. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again, on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with a heart that's split in two. I wish, in silence. I dream, of you. I wait, for morning. I write, to you. I see you when I dream, but that's all it will ever be. Until I hear your voice again, on the phone or in my bed. I'll sit here until the morning, with a heart that's split in two.

Desire A feeling I can't hide. a whisper in my ear. Love So easily mistaken in you, but hard to forsake you. Forgiveness Easily deceived but still given. a promise to be true. Fly angel fly, make my heart free. Burn devil burn, set a flame inside. Silence almost deafening to the ear, but reveals so much now. Touch I reach for you now. but then there is nothing. Hello, Do you remember me dear? or am I just a memory? Fly angel fly, make my heart free. Burn devil burn, set a flame inside. -A