Lamar's blog: "Poem"

A passionate night between me and you I can't begin to tell you the things I want to do. First we can dim the lights and get closer Wait, that's too fast, let's go back a little and move a little slower I'll kiss your lips that are so soft and sweet then move on to your cheek that's so smooth and unique let me move along your chest... oh I missed a spot, let me move back up to the neck As I move my tongue around you start to feel it as I go down slowly as I kiss your chest your hands go up but I'm not finished yet I go further down towards your navel As I move down past your waist line I begin to kiss Damn, I just wake up to realize it's a dream

There is a brand new me There is a brand new you And you know the love I have for you is so true So come to the new me And i can show you how a real man do Because anything he do i can do better to you And make you want to stay with the truth of this Brand New

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Lonley is the only thing that comforts me Lonley has always been there for me Beacause look at me Wait there is no me Iam just in a room trapped Alone from the world And now lonley is my world Its there when iam cold Its there when i have no soul So when you look at me dont call me by me Just call me by the name i alaways see And in the darkness its always lonley

An echo fades into the night an eerie mournful sound A shooting star disappears from sight and I crumble to the ground There is no life within this garden my sobs are the only sound I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears How do I know what is right How can I ease my fears If I do call you again would the old wounds reappear I can’t stand to cause you pain Hurting you again is my worst fear

You took chances Once too many times As a child you thought Oh no, never me Life is a gift Given and taken at some Unknown time Your time came too soon Your life was over in a flash The joy you brought All just a memory Behind us.

Fubar fam i dont like Fubar fam i dislike Fubar acting like lil kids Well fubar fam yall can be you Because Big P dont want to be apart of you If yall want to be a crew Well yall can be that without you know who I dont have time for this shit So if you got beef with me about what iam sayin Then come tell me Because Big P is always going to be me Ya feel me

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