paranoia
gotta love it
when you feel like noone
likes you anymore
when you think everyone is
trying to stay away
from the cold
the freezing lump
inside my chest
too frozen to move
to stuck in the now
cant get to tomorrow
everything tumbing falling
just crashing down
fear
that you just cant do it
that youre not good enough
or that you once were
but youre old now
worthless and ought to be
thrown away
trashed and
discarded