sexkitten72278's blog: "OMFG"

Well i'm single i was just informed that me and friend in the military are just friends. So i'm up grabs guys. I want to go out and have some fun. Yes i'm hurt but i think i was prepaired for this. I'm done crying over silly men who don't know a good thing when they have it. That is all drop me a line woot.

Ok another venting session. I just don't get my soon to be ex but i never did so what else is new. It is ok for him to try and move on and see people. He can post on his my space page how happy he is and blah blah blah. I start to say that i have not given up on the one that i think is my true love. Change my layout to lovey dovey stuff and he trys to start a fight last night thru yahoo. I didn't give in to it like i use to. I didn't respond to his mean comment and then he said ok and got off line. I'm very carefull about what i say on my myspace page due to the fact that when i first left my husband he contact my soldier and bugged him all the time. I don't want that to happen again. Matt his happy and unstressed a little right now. We have fun again like we use to. He is also helping me with my diet and staying on it lol. I just want to be divorced and be done with my husband. I know that sound mean but that man was not right for me. He turned me into somthing i wasn't. I use to be so out going and bubbly. I was a friendly person who love to have fun. I use to able to make anything fun just took me awhile sometimes. I'm getting back to being that person just taken sometime. I have my bad days and my good days. Right now my head is trying really hard to make this a bad day and i'm fighting it will all my will power that i have. Well i'm going to go for a walk and listen to some happy music. Thanks for reading for my venting session.

I can't believe men. My soon to ex has sent me many message asking to help make the house payment but he can go buy a new fucking camera and buy a lot of little figures from World of Warcraft. That makes no fucking sence to me i have just started working. Have to ask my parents for money so i can eat and now i'm going to have to ask for gas money. WE all know how pricey gas is. Now his new GF is being all lovey dovey on his my space page. OMG make me vomit dont' get me wrong i'm glad he is not bugging me anymore and i have found a guy who is 110% better then my ex. I just feel like my ex is doing all this to piss me off and you knwo i can play those games to. I will if i have to and part of me right now really wants to damn it. I will just vent here for now. I'm sorry but this new GF of my ex is only 21. My ex is 33 don't get me wrong age is just a number. I have no idea how long they have been seeing eachother but she is already say she loves him. Now i talked to my soldier for like two months before i ever told him i love you. Yes i have not meet him in person but to me that is not a big deal. The heart wants what the heart wants. I left my husband because he stopped showing he cared and just treated me like crap. That is about it for now. Thanks for listen to the rant.