Maybe its because its the holiday...
But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio.
I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago.
I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over.
Ok, so i dont like the big city life...
I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy.
I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too.
Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway.
My family isnt here... cept my daughter but that is because she came here to ohio to live with me now she is out on her own.
Im not happy here anymore... I think i stay because I dont feel like moving all this junk i dont need. Spend alot of money to live on my own and now i cant even figure out why i want to do that.
Maybe im just homesick... so im going home today. Maybe then ill want to come back... I usually do.
Its just not the lifestyle here for me.. Im
not the bar hangin chic or anything it was fun while i did it but thats not me. Never was.
Imma take some time to think about it... and talk with family and friends and see how i feel in 30 days. I have been this way before and i always change my mind.
Just venting ... thanks for reading it.
Happy Easter
Erin
