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Blaze's blog: "November 2006"

created on 11/01/2006  |  http://fubar.com/november-2006/b20218

The 11th ~ Midterms

here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can
Daughter Defendant I'm on trial, but the judge, he can't hear me. Through I try my attempts growing weary. And my efforts to win seem to turn into sin as my pleas and my cries fail severly. They're trying to drown out the sound of my head beating into the ground. And the fire in my eyes only grows when I rise. I'm burning up here in their lies. Expectations that can't be attained Are the root of my self ridden shame They're pulling my arms towards direction of harm. One more step, someone sound the alarm. This pain of which I'm inflicted isn't physical, and yet I'm addicted. I'm mentally bruised emotionally abused and it's me, in the end, who's accused. My shield always shines with a smile but my core weeps with hurt all the while. For I strive to achieve and surpass their belief but esteem I will never recieve. You won't ever get to heaven If you've never been through hell.

The 19th ~ Sorry Guys

Sorry I haven't been around guys! I probably will be back a LOT come Wednesday, but I have been so busy lately and I feel really bad but I havent had time to breath much less be here. The contest I am running ends Tuesday and I will be here for that, but other than that I dont think I'll be on mucht the next few days. I hope everyone is well and that you all understand <33
Betwixt And Between I must remember the night that you killed me I still remember you holding my hand When I stopped breathing you wiped the tears Away from my crimson stained face I must remember the night that you killed me Lest I forget all the things that you said You told me you loved me and that you were sorry But I was still bleeding alone in the dark I can never forgive you You left me there for dead They found me, they turned me Into this monster Now I'm neither living nor dead I must remember the night you betrayed e Lest I forget all the things that you did The ways that you hurt me won't soon be forgotten The ice flowing through me will make me accept I can never forgive you You left me there for dead They found me, they turned me Into this monster Now I'm not living nor dead

The 14th ~ CANCER

Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and man-boobs, healthy, beautiful and funny! http://www.thebreastcancersite.com

The 12th ~ Contest!

I am going to host a contest. It will start as soon as I have 15 contestants for it. So, here's the rules: 1. Send a picture of yourself to me by private message. I will rip your pic into the contest folder and give you the link. The contest is for the most UNIQUE picture, so be creative. 2. The winner will be determined by the MOST ratings, not the highest rating. If there are two with the same ammount of ratings, the person with the most comments will win. 3. The winner will recieve a very special prize, but everyone will recieve a prize at the end. 4. This contest is open to EVERYONE, guys and girls. SO SEND'EM IN!

The 12th ~ Neglectful

I haven't been on much the last few days. Nor have I been writing blogs regularly like I mean to. I have been SO busy though. I had a wonderful weekend, and I guess I will tell you about it. So, Friday: -wake up -go to class -eat lunch -go to class -go home AND THEN a boy that I like a lot picked me up and took me out to dinner. We went dancing and had the greatest time, and then we went and got coffee because it was cold. We sat inside the coffee shop and talked until it shut down and kicked us out and then we sat outside on a bench and talked for like two hours. It was pretty wonderful. Then he took me home around 4AM and I crashed into my bed around 5. Saturday: -wake up -eat brunch -go to the airport SO my friend Sam came in from Norway Saturday morning. She is going to be here a while but she stayed with me on saturday and left this morning. We are old friends from primary school and I hadnt seen her in forever. Anyways, we basically layed around, watchedmovies, ate ice cream and talked about life (and boys) Sunday: -wake up -eat dinner -go back to sleep -wake up AND now here I am typing away. Yeah, I was quite tired. So anyways, what'd everyone else do this weekend?

The 7th ~ Contests.

If you would be so kind, please go vote for all these people and me =] image.php?u=171588&i=869619770&tn=1 image.php?u=324839&i=4234749214&tn=1 image.php?u=322224&i=4141243659&tn=1 image.php?u=214085&i=194082218&tn=1 > here is the link to the other please vote lots in both thanks > > image.php?u=171588&i=1948131915&tn=1
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

The 6th ~ No Sleep

Have you ever wandered what life would be like if we didnt have to sleep? If we didnt sleep just think of how good our technology would be, how much more time we would have, and how much more fun we could have. Now dont get me wrong i love to sleep but some nights like to night i just cant calm down so i cant sleep. Have you ever wandered why when you have some thing of signifigant value like a gold wach money,a girlfriend, or a boyfrined that you dont ever relise how much there worth untill they leave or you lose the watch? Im being real, Nobody Really know how good they got it. I mean a the first couple times or the first couple weeks are so easy beacuse your showin off and you think everyone is jelious because you thinkits goin to work out jst fine, but of course we all know that unless its love it detiorates into nothing after a while and your eyes start looking at different things Have you ever wandered what were here for, or what the future may hold? Has any one whos read this thought of alternative places or what going to happpen whne oyu get int o the pount in yourlife that your out of high schools and tou werent a good enough to get a scholarshiare oyu gonna go to the army or what. Igeuss my big Question was have you ever wandered what or why you as an indavidual are going to do .
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