I keep telling myself that I don't have very much more time left. Keep repeating it to myself, over and over again. "Not much time left" "Not much time left". Will I be able to hold on untill it's over. Have faith I tell myself and everything will work out right. Sometimes it's so hard. At times I just want it to hurry and be over with. That I can't take it any more. "Not much time left" "Not much time Left". I can hear the clock ticking it's time away. It's coming closer. As the days go by, I know the end is almost near. And I scream to my self. "Not much time left." "Not much time Left. I know it's almost at an end. As I breath a sigh of relief cause summer vacation is almost over and the kids are going back to school......