so i got uber jealous tonite when i have to remember who it is He sleeps with every night...jealousy is not allowed in a kajira mind and it keeps creeping into mine...how do i stop it and when will i be able to fully trust that nothing will go on? i trust Him with my life but yet i get jealous over a lil flirting online...get your head out of your ass Susi...He loves YOU!
it upset Him and i promised not to do it again but i should have promised to try harder not to let it happen again...i am really sorry Master....this is eating me up more than a punishment ever could...i really do love you and only you...and i want to be a good slave for you and i will do my hardest not to let the jealousy over take my mind again...