TiGGeRKiSSeS07's blog: "My Poetry"

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Forget his name. Forget his face. Forget his kiss His warm embrace. Forget the love that you once knew. Remember he has someone new. Forget him when they played your song. Remember when you cried all night long. Forget how close you once were. Remember he has chosen her. Forget how you memorized his walk. Forget the way he used to talk. Forget the things he used to say. Remember he has gone away. Forget his laugh, forget his grin, Forget the dimples on his chin. Forget the way he held you tight. Remember he's with her tonight. Forget the time that went so fast. Forget the love that moved, it's past. Forget he said he'd leave you never. Remember he's gone forever.

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I Am: A daughter. A sister. A grand-daughter. A young girl, and a grown woman. I Am: Confident and scared, Terrified and excited. I Am: Loving and caring. Thoughtful and hopeful. I Am: Sick and tired. I Am: Shy and friendly. Careful and careless. I Am: Broken and whole. I Am: Misunderstood. Misguided. Misled. I Am: Hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to love me.

I'll love you if you're tall, I'll love you if you're short. I'll love you if you're pretty or smart. My heart is open now, unlike it used to be, 'Cause this love I feel between you and me can't be changed by you or me. I LOVE YOU

Never say "I love you" if you really don't care, Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say you're going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, 'cause forever makes me cry.

These cheeks of mine are filled with tears, You've blown me away all of these years. Now you're there and I'm stuck here, Wondering why now, you're the one I fear. Utter rejection is upon your tongue, My heart, itself it has hung. Night after night, I get blown off, no big deal, I don't know why I bother to feel. I'm stuck here to my inner demons fight, Panic attacks have consumed me at night. Your voice is the light I hear, Lately, you've been no where near. I'm stuck alone, choking back tears, Hiding all my deepest fears. Cuts threaten to consume my skin, Dealing with the hurt--I don't know where to begin. Take my hand and take me back, Put our relationship on the right track. Happy and together, just like we once had, Inside I feel so bad. Pick up the pieces that've broken off me, I wish my tears would let be. Go away for good this time, don't come back, Lead me to the rightful track. Fulfill my needs, be there for me, Is that too much to ask of he? I don't understand where I've gone wrong, I'm starting to feel with him I don't belong. He could do better, I know this is true, He says better than me he doesn't want to do. The road ahead is a long one, indeed, To walk that path, you're all I need. I can't go alone, it's a path for two, It's up to you to do. Take my hand and follow me, Or let me go and let me be. Don't lead me on and leave me here, You haven't wiped a single tear. Become my comfort, listen to me, I'm pleading you on bended knee. Answer me true, answer me now, I need to know so you I don't disavow.

Our past has killed me inside out, I'm left wondering what you're about. Memories flash before my eyes, scenes of another time, Around the time you committed your crime. ~~~~~ Christmas time was drawing near, Erasing people's everyday fears. Presents were placed beneath the trees, Every heart was filled with glee. There you were, with another girl, The thought of it made me want to hurl. Drinking and drugs were both used, Two substances that should never be abused. It happened on a wintery night, a light coating of snow covering the ground, When, apparantly, no one was around. She slipped in bed, quietly drunk, With my man is where she wanted to bunk. Whatever happened, I'll never know, I've heard plenty of stories, though. Someone saw and reported the crime, Nobody knew the exact time. A girl was violated, that's all we knew, I knew not what to do. I couldn't believe it, it couldn't be true, Suddenly my world turned so very blue. My heart stopped breathing out love for you, Wondering how the hell did it you do. Being a victim me, myself, I placed my heart upon a shelf. Safe and protected, that's where I wanted it, I wanted away from the cold winter's bit. All I felt was stone-cold anger, a quiet fury, I wanted all my feelings for us to bury. Time went on as the truths came out, Nobody knew what it was about. I tried to go on, as if I didn't know, Around us, a chilly winter wind did blow. You looked at me, and promised me this: "I didn't do it. We had such bliss." I believed every word you said, Inside I felt very little dread. Then one day, you were gone, Of the law, you became a fawn. Placed on probation for two full years, The mere words and my eyes filled with tears. We broke it off, and said goodbye, I walked alone; no one ever saw me cry. ~~~~~ Here we are, a full year later, To the law, we have to cater. Another year and your time is up, Place your memories in a cup. Seal it up and toss it out, Nothing for you to worry about. But I'm left here, broken and battered, People act as if it doesn't matter. I'm left here to pay your price, My heart is stuck in this vice. It squeezes tighter with every thought, Sometimes I wish, of this I forgot. You're doing your time, you're paying your dues, I'm left alone to deal with my blues. How to trust you, I don't know, An icy wind, over my heart did blow. It chilled it out and forgot about us, What's a relationship with no trust? A year later and I'm still hurt, Our past, with me it still does flirt. The hurt goes on and nobody knows, My scars are hidden beneath my clothes. Beneath my skin, I hold my pain, I still feel I'm to blame. Not the best friend, I know that for sure, I don't think for that there's a cure. I did my best, I thought I did, About still loving you, I did fib. I love you still, I really do, But I hate my feelings for your crime do brew. I have to pay the price for you, Because of this, my heart's broken in two. I don't know what to say to you, I don't know how to act, Life hurts, and that's a simple fact.