spazcx's blog: "my poems"

love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow

so much pain so much sorrow every night i go to bed hoping i dont see tommrow sit here at times with a knife but to afraid to take my life could things get any better they could not get any worse i wake up in pain cuz still no hurse at night i go to bed wishing i were dead so mush pain so much sorrrow this i as do you have a life i can borrow every night i go to bed mad every morning i wake sad yes its true i dont know what to do sometimes i fear the end is not clear sp much pain so much sorrow do i realy have to deal with tommrow

this is my own work do not rip

there is a person out there for who i realy care for waiting see you walk thou my door hoping to hold you in my arm so i know you do no harm dont know what to do to prove its you its you i love knowing you is truely a gift and my heart you truely lift when you came to me you love was truly a gift from above i love you my valintine i love you nancee its you i fancy

have you ever reached out to some one you did not know have you ever lost all control have you ever thought you meet that speisel somene only to find out you did not know have you every thought true love was going to last only to find a dark black past have you ever gave all your trust to find out they throw it in the dust have you ever takein time to see beind the mask and into there past and hope what you feel will still last have you every decided to stay even though you just want to run away have you ever felt a pain in your heart the second you were apart have u ever loved some one more when they wlked back throw the door what im tring to say is have you love someone even though there far away but true question here is do they love you this way too

felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die

i never want to be apart but when we are i hold you in my heart i never want to hide always want you by my side never want to go on without you would not know what to do hold you near to my heart never want to drift apart just a thought can love be bought i think not when shall we part never i want to be together forever

to the one i love your like a gift from above though were so far apart i hold you in my heart your love i hold near wishing you were here have fun when were togher cant wait till its forever when im in your arms i know you can do no harm to the one that i love your like a gift from above i just want to hold you in my arms and shield you from all harm i want to live out my life with you as husband and wife

when were were not talkin i fell so alone yet there is such a calm when i have you on the phone weve never met but you have stolin my heart trust you wont tear it apart cant wait to have you near cuz my love is sincire reaching for the phone so i dont feel alone cant wait till were near and i can cast aside all fear reaching out to you what am i to do feeling so lone so i reach for the phone cant wait to finaly meet so all these fears can retreat my heart skips a beat,whenever I hear your voice on the phone when i talk to you i no longer feel alone

when were were not talkin i fell so alone yet there is such a calm when i have you on the phone weve never met but you have stolin my heart trust you wont tear it apart cant wait to have you near cuz my love is sincire reaching for the phone so i dont feel alone cant wait till were near and i can cast aside all fear reaching out to you what am i to do feeling so lone so i reach for the phone cant wait to finaly meet so all these fears can retreat