Master0fPuppets's blog: "My Everyone Blog"

Just spent the last two days with my Parents here... hadn't seen them in almost 4 years. It went well, we had a good time, my Mom even brought a bunch of pictures and old stuff for me, but I made her bring them with her - I lose shit all the time, and lost most of my things from my past with that cvnt in Ohio, so I'd rather her hold onto that stuff. I uploaded a few pics of me and my childhood to FB, for those of you that are on there too... *sigh* I miss them already. You'd think by almost 40 I'd be less sentimental about stuff like this, but in the past 15 or so years, I've only seen them a handful of times, and my Dad's health is getting worse. He had a small stroke a few years back, messed with his memory only though, thank God... but now he's 100x more likely to get Alzheimer's *sighs* They're in their 70's now. I know that one of these times might be the last time, so I think that's what's getting to me the most. I have no grandparents left, my sister died in 96, my other sister lives in Chicago, and the rest of my family is in NY, so all I have here is my daughter and my son. Meh. I think I'm gonna go take a long walk this afternoon. The weather is perfect for it, and I need to try to get my mind off this.

Ok, I'm in the new apartment, have my internet, my new PC, my phone, and just about all my furniture. Anyone that wants the #, just ask. I'll be back on here more often now, since I don't have anyone over my shoulder while I'm on the PC. *slurpz everyone's face*

Update, for those that give a shit...

Apartment is mine, just waiting on the apartment building peoplez to finish prepping it n stuffz.

Pneumonia is gone, finally, and hopefully not coming back, like it did a few times.

I haven't been on here in 9 days, and probably won't be on for another week or two, cuz I've realized life is better without the drama and stress this site causes. I won't delete, but I definitely won't be on here day in and day out like I used to be. Sorry, but it's just not what it used to be.

 

I miss a lot of my friends, but most of you know how to get in touch with me... (only one person has called me, btw... and she's just as, if not more, happy as I am about her new place and job and stuffz. I'm SOOOO happy for her. She knows who she is. ♥) and those of you that are too busy, I understand... life happens sometimes... :P

Just know this - I'm here for my friends, if any of you need to talk, or anything, just IM me, or call me, and I'll take the time to be there for you, like I always have tried to do.

 

Laterz!!! [prolly will be afk, so if i don't reply, i'm sorry]

Rob

I'm writing this out for my friends who have been wondering whats going on with my health and new apartment and such. Forgive me if parts don't sound right or aren't in order - sleep deprivation does that to a person. HEALTH STUFFZ: Cough is about 70% gone, and I'm seeing a pulminologist in a few weeks, to find out why I've been sick for so long, and why nothing seems to get rid of the wheezing. Yes, that's a little scary, and I would be quitting smoking (with Chantix) if the doc agreed to write the script, but... he won't yet - because... I'm on day 12 without sleep. No, I'm not kidding. They started the prednisone (100mg a day) Father's Day night. Since then, I haven't slept more than a few minutes without waking up wide awake, only to have to lay another hour to try to fall asleep again, to being on the verge, and poof, wide awake again. As soon as my body starts falling asleep, for some reason, I stop breathing. Not congested, not blocked airway, my brain just doesn't tell my body to breathe, so I wind up gasping for my breath, which wakes me out of an almost sleep. I don't know if it's more frustrating, or more scary that I wasn't breathing... *shakes head* The prednisone is down to 20mg a day now, but the doc insists that I can't just stop it. Needless to say, there are serious side effects of lack of sleep, and they're kicking my ass. The doc put me on 30mg Temazepam to try to help me sleep... not enough. I've even taken two before bed, still not enough. I have to be on the prednisone another 2 weeks, but I don't know if I can handle it. Gonna talk to the doc tonight again to see what else can be done. APARTMENT STUFFZ: My new apartment is HUGE. It's a large studio in an apartment building at the dead end of a country block (along the river), in a small town, walkable to anywhere in town, so it's pretty damned awesome. It's bigger than the whole first floor (livingroom, kitchen, and two bedrooms) of the house I'm at now. It's all-inclusive, has laundry-room on 4 (out of 9) floors, two elevators, locked front entrance (security code/intercom), HUGE community room with free pool table(that's all I need, ffs! I friggin heart pool!) and HUGE screen TV with a buncha couches, outdoor deck/patio with HUGE EFFIN BBQ, ALL utilities included, except to run an A/C they charge $4 a month toward the electric. Stove, fridge, and full bath as well. I don't think I could beat that, ANYWHERE. Rent is, and I'll only say this, less than I paid for my first efficiency apartment in 1988 in Tulsa, OK. I'll be moving in probably the third week in July, since the maintenance d00d is on vacation, and can't repaint/ready the apartment for me right away. I am SO damned psyched for this. BIG time. Now that all that is out of the way... My son and his girlfriend were here the past 3 days, left this morning, that's why I haven't been around. I'll probably be spending most of my time trying to rest, until I can get this sleep thing figured out. It's affecting everything in my body... I'm a miserable fuck as far as attitude, and as cranky as a 2-year old with colic and a fever. I don't wanna be on here and possibly take it out on anyone, so I will be scarce till I get sleep. I hope everyone's doing well, and you all know you can reach me if ya call. *slurpz everyone's heads* ♥♥♥ Rob

As long as the paperwork goes through tomorrow, I move into my new place Jusy 1st. It's in town, not in the middle of the woods like I am now, so I'll be able to... get this... DO THINGS!! *gasps*

Finally, I'll be able to get the rest I need to get better, too. No 4 kids running around screaming all day, no roommates complaining about everything, no NOTHING. Just me. Oh yeah, and PEACE AND QUIET!!!

Soon as the papers are signed tomorrow, I go get my internet turned on (priorities, yano lmao) and the phone will be through the net, probably vonage.

Everything else is included in the rent. I CAN'T WAIT TO NOT HAVE TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER AT NIGHT!!!! *cough*

Ok, I'm done being all psyched for the moment.  

*slurpz everyone*

Yeah, I'll jump on the bandwagon for as long as I can sit here, I guess... can't sit long, breathing gets harder at night... :| Not that I'll get many people in here, but why the hell not. Ask me anything. I'll be 100% honest, if it's at all possible.

I don't know how many of you know, but I've been sick since October. Bronchitis, and pneumonia mostly, but pleurisy and emphysema have been discussed. I've had many blood tests, several x-rays of my lungs, been on 4 rounds of different antibiotics, and am now on corticosteroids, albuterol, and singulair to help me breathe. I have to call my doctor in a week if I'm still not better, and if I'm not, we start the next step - which he didn't tell me what it was - he just looked at me. I'm assuming it's either being admitted to the hospital for IV antibiotics, or oxygen treatment, or other lung stuffz, or all of the above. I've been so sick lately, it's taken all my energy to sit here more than a few minutes at at time. My breaths are about 1/10th of what they normally are. It takes a lot out of me to type and stuff, believe it or not. I'm sorry if I've ignored anyone, or forgotten to reply to anyone, and that's why I'm writing this. I'm gonna visit my son this weekend, and be back some time Tuesday, then I've got a ton of crap to do around here to prepare this week for my move - yes, I'm moving. Not getting into details, but it's just more stuff I've been dealing with that no one really knows. I don't know if I'll be on here regularly for quite some time - and this isn't me "taking a break" or "deleting for attention" or anything that anyone else wants to think or say, it's just fact, and I'm letting my friends know it. Period. Those of you that cared enough to come in here and see how I'm doing, thank you, it won't be forgotten. I'm gonna be up and down the stairs a while tonight, so forgive me if I don't respond right away. *slurpz everyone's heart* [EDIT: I need to post a picture of my prescriptions, because now it's going around that I'm making all this up, for attention and sympathy. Some people are REALLY fucked up. Really.] Here's my prescriptions, for those that don't believe what I've said. Rob

This is good... someone writes a blog about their ex that left him over a year ago, AFTER she moves out of her house and can't get online anymore, and advertises how she's a skank in his status, and that he blogged it... puts it in his status for about 2 weeks straight! Fishing for sympathy?? Maybe... read on...

 

THEN, he goes and makes another one today, slandering her even more, insisting he had to "everyone" blog it, because he couldn't email her because he forgot her email address.

 

IT'S HER FIRST INITAL AND LAST NAME @ yahoo dot com.

 

After dating her ONLINE for a year and a half, he forgets her name is her email addy? Also, if he forgot that, how does he remember every little detail about what she did wrong to him? Pfft, damned if I know.

 

I pointed these obvious faults to his logic out in his blog, and guess what? Soon as I out that her email addy is her name, HE DELETES ALL MY COMMENTS AND BLOCKS ME!! /dies

This is someone who BRAGS that he never blocks anyone because he's all Mr Toughguy. Gotta love it!!

He's been using the failed relationship to get sympathy and pity from all the women that fall for it. It's pathetic, actually. I pity him.

 

Please, anyone that gives a shit enough to read this petty crap, if you EVER EVER EVER see me doing what he is doing, KICK MY ASS!!!

 

kthxbai.

No, nothing's wrong, I just had to mention that my best buddy GraficzGrl has her auto 11s on, and if you don't go rate some of her pics, you'll suffer the wrath of m0p. Why are you still here? GO! ~GG~

@ fubar