My ending
Why did I pick up the bottle?
Where did I find the knife?
I’m finally putting an end to this miserable life.
Walking down that long and narrow road in silence,
I can’t figure out where I got all this violence.
I stopped in the green and growing pasture,
Trying to find a method to make me die faster.
I want to go away off the face of this earth,
I hate my mother for ever giving birth.
I walked a little farther to the old rusty bridge at the end of the road,
Knowing that the water below would be freezing cold.
I stood up on the edge of the guardrail,
No matter what I try to do I always fail.
Not this time because today my dream comes true,
I get to fly away to freedom away from you.
Getting good and ready to take the fast and scary dive,
I stop to think of any reason that I should stay alive.
Then it clicked inside my brains as I came down from the ledge so fast,
Why kill myself over what happened in the past?