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66 Year Old · Female · Joined on December 5, 2007 · Relationship status: Single · Born on September 11th · 26 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 2 different people have a crush on me!
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You are The Empress


Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.


The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.


The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


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PRAY FOR UNDERSTANDING THIS IN THE ~UNIVERSAL~ SCHEME OF ALL THINGS




Remember when i asked if ANYBODY REALLY READ THESE THINGS?? apparently, this guy f210a830a2032cc62d1ef6033ea7d729_VAGUE_sm.jpg Rockstar did and surmised that i should stop saying that no one reads my profile which makes me think it's time for an update on this thing hmmmm.. still, if you happen to read the damn thing, please let me know..i can tell when i'm chatting with someone who's bothered to take the time to read what i've expressed about myself..

~ two and some years of going through the seven stages of grief and as the pendulum balances out life is returning to normalcy as much as possible. Working on taking my own advice, which is..

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life goes on by paul hanley

LIFE IS A GIFT, CHERISH WHAT YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN..

my son is in his last year of high school & working on getting into local college and hopefully on the college football team.

my daughter has her own place and is working with david & sebastian on their upscale clothing line.

i am working on my multimedia/art degree and still attempting to stay offline, be creative and get ART work done..

i've taken up belly dancing along with my qi gong and yoga and love to walk to the park and feed the squirrel unsalted roasted peanuts ;)..

will be updating all this on fubar, which i will use to chronicle my life to some extent so it won't be a completely totally useless outlet.. i've made some cool cyber friends, still wondering why i'm so ADDICTED TO THE FU *lol*..

I'm looking for love and am not averse to finding THE REAL THING here.. HAH! and if you're read this far let me know..

other than that,

i'm not looking to have cyber sex, or to cam..

and please don't ask me for my email unless you've taken the time (a loonnnggg while) to get to know me

i am always thankful for my fubar friends and fans who send me comments and rate my stash and my photos!

Please feel free to GET TO KNOW ME FOR REAL!!

ADD/RATE/FAN/COMMENT MY PICS & PROFILE AND I WILL BE HAPPY TO DO THE SAME!

FROM NOW ON, I AM LIVING AMAZED IN MY GOLDEN JUBILEE YEARS!!




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This fubar place is interesting.. I found it quite accidentally and as I enjoy being able to play at expressing myself and being able to relate to people from all over the place, I'm really relishing another outlet for writing and for self-expression. I'm a student of being here now and I believe that each moment is precious because there is some kind of discovery, whether it's something I've experienced that is personal, social, psychological, mental, spiritual or what ever other sense, that I get to experience in this body temporarily in the space time continuum. it's a rather unique experience.. but that may be a little TMI... so tell me, what did you expect?

In every one of these experiences, negative or positive, I've gained a seed of growth and a sense of understanding . I'm at the age and stage of my life where my perspective is unencumbered and I seem to have become solid yet flexible from my amorphous beginnings.. so let's raise a glass to evolution and revolution..

Want to talk to anyone with a exploring mind..

i'm an artist, exploring my creativity and sometimes i and my muse do hit the collective, a nerve or paydirt and reaching for the big picture and to ascend jacob's ladder or to evolve out of the skin's limitations.. my art is housed here

i got a live journal, i'm was on consumating (which is now defunct as of 3/14/08), i'm on tribe.net, i got a yahoo 360 and an msn live space.. online waayyy too much really *lol*..

i'm just one of those people who believe that we are stewards of this planet and we are wwwaaayyy behind the ball in taking care of it.. instead we exploit and abuse it and the creatures we are meant to take care of..it makes me sad and i hope to do what i can to help.

I believe in humanitarian causes and to that end, I've chosen to focus on..

Earth Ecology Recovery and EarthHands_op_621x413.jpg Earth day 2008 is coming up on April 21, 2008, I hope to be participating in cleaning up a modicum of the trash we've strewn and to educate people about healing our planet and the creatures we're here to take care of..

Here's a very educational series called Altered Oceans from the L.A. Times.altered_oceans.jpg LOOK AT THIS PICTURE AND TELL ME.. WHAT ARE WE HUMAN BEING DOING???? sad.. so very sad...

I've always loved horses and am planning to become more active in Horse & Mustang rescue.. one of my co-workers has a sister who's deeply involved and has founded sanctuaryPic.jpgReturn to Freedom.Org, which has a number of acres close to central coast of California and her goal is to provide immediate rescue and sanctuary to the beautiful wild horses and to protect their freedom, diversity and habitats for generations to come.'.. what a heartfelt cause..


66 Year Old · Female · Joined on December 5, 2007 · Relationship status: Single · Born on September 11th · 26 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 2 different people have a crush on me!
Interests
i like stumbling Stumble It!


my dis::to::functional art, here are some images...


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aphrodite and her mermaidens ~<>~ vanity screen, oil paints on hinged pine wood panels

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african savanna detail ~<>~ vanity screen, oil paints on hinged pine wood panels


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ohm blooming lotus ~<>~ colored pencil and marker on paper


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red dragon retro ~<>~ colored pencil, marker and metallic pen on paper


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blue mermaid ~<>~ colored pencil, marker and metallic pen on paper


~<>~my art~<>~ is available for patronage, commission and gallery showings. please contact if interested.



other than that,

the art work of my friends


m_0cb0dba4f5876267961fe908abadbec0.gifmike malone comic book art


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daniel quinones POAB Design



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melissa leslie



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understanding what i contribute to humanity,

as yellow cosmic warrior and the mayan 'real time' calendar,

agape love,

gratitude-water-crystal255.jpg practicing gratitude,

laughter,

intelligence,

hilarity,

hanging with JEWELLstar200.jpgthe pontiff's blogstars,

star gazing,

fun,

koi-tattoo-big255.jpg tattoos,
94_miracles_totem_taboo200.jpg tantra,

jean_paul_gaultier_fragile2.jpg fashion,

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jewelry westafricanwoman.jpg
7-04altar_repousse200.jpg,
diorfullfacemaquillage200.jpg maquillage,

jag.jpg big cats,

culture,

mythology,

symbolism,

the arcane,

architecture,

horticulture,

botany,

landscape design,

interior design,

design,

reading,

writing,

creating art,

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divas,

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gaining & sharing knowledge,

going on adventures,

long drives in open country,

dancing,

communing with nature,

horses200.gifhorses,

horseback riding,

hiking,

swimming,

biking,

past life regression,

kundalini yoga,

qi gong,

brucelee200.jpg jeet kun do~kung fu,

capoeira,

psychology,

healing therapy,

astronomy,

physics,

music,

creating music,

singing,

parenting,

making friends,

healing,

conversing,

qi gong,

exploring,

creating healthy rituals,

traveling,

science,

making wish lists,

making plans,
oh,

and working on

creative,

expansive impulses

and pursuits...


READING

naked lunch, the catcher in the rye, mother night, wicked, 1984, a clockwork orange, the illustrated man, brave new world, siddarta, the glass bead game, narcissus and goldmund, steppenwolf, stranger in a strange land, symbols of transformation, the course in miracles, anything by deepack chopra, the art of sexual ecstasy, hellraiser, weaveworld, imagica,abarat and anything by clive barker memnoch the devil, the vampire lestat, the harry potter series, the lord of the ring series, possessing the secret of joy, awakening the buddha within, bradshaw on the family, the writings of alice miller, the unbearable lightness of being, the celestine prophecy, dreamwork: psychotherapy and self change, the portable jung, the prophet, a return to love, a little yellow dog, the four agreements, the bondswoman's narrative, delta of venus..


Music


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bring me the disco king loner mix featuring maynard james keenan and john frusciante, appeared on the soundtrack for the movie underworld in 2003.

david bowie


bring me the disco king


You promised me the ending would be clear

You'd let me know when the time was now

Don't let me know when you're opening the door

Stab me in the dark, let me disappear


Memories that flutter like bats out of hell

Stab you from the city spires

Life wasn't worth the balance

Or the crumpled paper it was written on


Don't let me know we're invisible

Don't let me know we're invisible


Hot cash days that you trailed around

Cold cold nights under chrome and glass

Led me down river of perfumed limbs

Sent me to the streets with the good time girls


Don't let me know we're invisible

Don't let me know we're invisible

We could dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire


Feed me no lies

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Breathe through the years

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Bring me the disco king

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Dead or alive, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king


Spin-offs with those who slept like corpses

Damp morning rays in the stiff bad clubs

Killing time in the '70s

Smelling of love through the moist winds

Don't let me know when you're opening the door

Close me in the dark, let me disappear

Soon there'll be nothing left of me

Nothing left to release


Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Dance, dance, dance thru' the fire

Feed me no lies

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Breathe through the years

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Bring me the disco king

I don't know about you, I don't know about you

Dead or alive, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king

Bring me the disco king, bring me the disco king


released 15th September 2003



~<>~ music is an endless vessel filled with wondrous gifts and mind blowing super conscious messages (etc)....


on the radio..
kxlu,
kpfk,
eclectic 24, this american life with ira glass & henry rollins' saturday evenings, among other great music at public radio kcrw.org
Jonesy_Wood_thumb.jpg jonesy's jukebox::click yourself onto planet mongo!! ::, the man who can play whatever he wants anytime he wants.. one never knows what one might hear on planet mongo...1708663304.jpg where all the jukebox junkies go..

my funky sounds (in no particular order)...

including
arthur lee and LOVE,
curtis mayfield,
robert johnson,
leadbelly,
gun club,
motorhead *lemmy!,
supertramp,
YUSEF also known as cat stevens,
the vandals,
STEELY DAN,
sidestepper,
grace jones,
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d'angelo,
sam cooke,
brook benton,
marvin gaye,
stevie wonder,
smoky robinson and the miracles,
the delfonics,
the temptations,
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patti la belle,
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la belle,
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nona hendrix,
amiel larrieux,
chaka khan,
new birth WILD FLOWER,
joan jett and the blackhearts,
iggy pop,
the stooges,
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fishbone,
black flag,
the mau maus,
outkast,
the fixx
stone temple pilots,
velvet revolver,
portishead,
arrested development,
Dead_can_dance.jpgdead can dance, lisa gerrard
live,
incubus,
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maxwell,
sade,
tom tom club,
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tupac shakur,
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tina turner,
delasoul,
pink floyd,
sly and the family stone,
rickie havens,
BLOOD SUGAR,
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the pretenders,
rage against the machine,
pearl jam,
nirvana,
foo fighters,
dandy warhols,
stiff little fingers,
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the undertones,
bow wow wow,
beastie boys,
gang of 4,
joy division,
L7,
killing joke,
midnight oil,
the cult,
madness,
the specials,
social distortion,
my bloody valentine,
god lives underwater,
filter,
english beat,
gwen stefani,
no doubt,
beenie man,
sean paul,
lady saw,
shabba ranks,
siouxsie11-peepshow255.jpgsiouxie and the banshees,
the cure,
the CLASH,
U2,
the flaming lips,
the asian dub foundation,
LIVING COLOUR,
tamar-kali,
angelic upstarts,
fear,
X,
nuyorican soul,
los amigos invisibles,
lucinda williams,
the pixies,
sugarcubes,
bjork,
nusrat fateh ali khan,
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psychedelic furs,
michael franti and spearhead,
nina simone,
billy holiday,
dinah washington,
sarah vaughan,
XTC,
tom waits,
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diamanda galas,
transplants,
rancid,
black rebel motorcycle club,
wyclef jean,
the fugees,
lauren hill,
peter tosh,
the funky stylings of pharrell,
N.E.R.D,
the neptunes,
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now a>,
del the funky homo sapien,
PARLIAMENT FUNKADELIC,
fela anikulapo-kuti,
femi kuti,
breakestra,
cesaria evora,
peaches,
peter glass,
brian jonestown massacre,
kronos quartet,
sigur ros,
she wants revenge,
monsters are waiting...,
silversun pickups,
wendy o. williams,
the bellrays,
gang of four,
depeche mode,
(the) catherine wheel,
sisters of mercy,
hector zazou,
bill laswell,
harold budd,
bauhaus,
petermurphy255.jpg peter murphy,
jimi hendrix,
the doors,
milton nascimento,
ry cooder,
ryuichi sakamoto,
beck,
oumou sangare,
baba maal,
kinky,
los abandoned,
ursula rucker,
black eyed peas,
jurassic 5,
talib kweli,
mos def,
cut chemist,
dj shadow,
the chemical brothers,
prince,
?uestlove,
the roots,
a tribe called q.u.e.s.t.,
trickie,
velvet underground,
bob dylan,
lou reed,
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erykah badu,
circle jerks,
dead kennedys,
elbow,
led zeppelin,
Massive_attack.jpgMASSIVE ATTACK,
morcheeba,
MILES,
john coltrane,
the adicts,
sexpistols200.jpgSEX PISTOLS,
PiL,
john lydon,
steve jones,
super furry animals,
MOZART,
holst,
the beatles,
thelonious monk,
suicide machines,
roni size,
REPRAZENT,
john lennon,
COCTEAU TWINS,
SEAL,
the thrills,
nine inch nails,
trent reznor,
9186166_l.jpg texas terri bomb,
brian eno,
joan armatrading,
simply red,
air,
afro celt sound system,
chemical brothers,
aphex twins,
RADIOHEAD,
fiona apple,
laurie anderson,
bad brains,
patsy cline,
bob marley,
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buzzcocks,
allison krause,
mozart,
burning spear,
erykah badu,
kate bush,
nick cave and the bad seeds,
jane's addiction,
HIM,
johnny cash,
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the damned,
sun rah,
king sunny ade,
orchestra baobab
U.N.K.L.E,
CUFF,
lee horrocks,
shotgun radio,
the futureheads,
RESTAURANT,
jr case,
gram rabbit,
shiny toy guns
THE GOSSIP,
the mormons,
cut chemist,
jurassic 5,
hector zazou,
bill laswell,
harold budd,
devotchka,
the shins,
the doves,
midnight movies,
....

how about EVERYTHING AND THEN SOME tbc...

Movies
the cook, the thief, his wife & her lover, bladerunner, the matrix trilogy, constantine, eraserhead, the james bond series, mulholland drive, blue velvet, lost highway, dune, chicken-little255.jpg chicken little,
msmovieclockworkorange.jpg a clockwork orange ~<>~[Listening to Beethoven's Ninth Symphony]
Alex: Oh bliss! Bliss and heaven! Oh, it was gorgeousness and gorgeousity made flesh. It was like a bird of rarest-spun heaven metal or like silvery wine flowing in a spaceship, gravity all nonsense now. As I slooshied, I knew such lovely pictures!
,
velvet goldmine,
ReservoirBlondeAgent200.jpgreservoir dogs ~<>~ Mr. Blonde: Listen kid, I'm not gonna bullshit you, all right? I don't give a good fuck what you know, or don't know, but I'm gonna torture you anyway, regardless. Not to get information. It's amusing, to me, to torture a cop. You can say anything you want cause I've heard it all before. All you can do is pray for a quick death, which you ain't gonna get.
[He removes his razor]
Mr. Blonde: You ever listen to K-Billy's "Super Sounds of the Seventies" weekend? It's my personal favorite.
,
wag the dog,
the spanish prisoner,
daughters of the dust,
GirlWithPearEarring255.jpg ~<>~girl with the pearl earring ,
hedwig255.jpg hedwig and the angry inch,
magnolia,
trapeze_Himmel-_ber-Berlin2.jpghimmel uber berlin~wings of desire,
city of angels,
constantine,
maria full of grace,
monster's ball,
wrider49A.jpgthe whale rider~<>~Koro (to his granddaughter Paikea): Wise leader, forgive me. I am only a fledgling new to flight. ,
hotel rwanda,
the discreet charm of the bourgeoisie,
city of god,
nil by mouth,
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blind swordsman ..19: zatoichi the samaritan ~<>~Shinkichi: Massuer, did you see that?
Zatoichi: I don't see much
,
casino,
the big lebowski,
sexy beast,
the sleeping dictionary,
rockyhorror200.jpg rocky horror picture show,
lost in translation,
requiem for a dream,
koyaanisqatsi,
o brother, where art thou?,
afropunkt-screams200.jpgafropunk,
annie hall,
deep cover,
the life aquatic with steve zissou,
igby goes down,
powder,
the adventures of buckaroo banzai across the 8th dimension,
the legend of sleepy hollow,
it happened one night,
the green mile,
the life of brian,
Con_la_Ekberg_La_Dolce_Vita.jpgla dolce vita,
mystic river,
bringing up baby,
twelve monkeys,
the color purple,
raising arizona,
fargo,
the shawshank redemption,
msmoviepiano.jpg the piano~<>~Ada: I have told you the story of your father many many times.
Flora: Oh, tell me again! Was he a teacher?
Ada: Yes.
Flora: How did you speak to him?
Ada: I didn't need to speak. I could lay thoughts out in his mind like they were a sheet.
Flora: Why didn't you get married?
Ada: He became frightened and stopped listening.
,
pulp fiction,
one flew over the cuckoo's nest,
as good as it gets,
memento,
the silence of the lambs,
red dragon,
princess mononoke,
psycho,
norma_desmond.bmp sunset blvd.~<>~Joe Gillis: [narrating] The poor dope - he always wanted a pool. Well, in the end, he got himself a pool.
Joe Gillis: You're Norma Desmond. You used to be in silent pictures. You used to be big.
Norma Desmond: I *am* big. It's the *pictures* that got small.
,
american beauty,
msmoviefilfflg.jpg the filth and the fury,
mad max,
dig,
to kill a mockingbird,
the birds,
spirited away,
rear window,
blade runner,
the sixth sense,
the 5th element,
the usual suspects,
american beauty,
some like it hot,
vertigo,
8 1/2,
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le fabuleux destin d'amelie poulain ~<>~Amelie: [to her father, who is not paying attention] I had two heart attacks, an abortion, did crack... while I was pregnant. Other than that, I'm fine. ,
the matrix,
taxi driver,
se7en,
monty python and the holy grail,
crash,
some like it hot,
the incredibles,
madagascar,
lost highway,
the life aquatic with steve zissou,
amadeus,
braveheart,
mullholland drive,
run lola run,
eraserhead,
pulp fiction,
kill bill vols 1 & 2,
the lord of the rings series,
the harry potter series,
true romance,
magnolia,
gladiator,
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~<>~ the jacket::
Dr. Laurenson: How are we doing today?
Rudy Mackenzie: For me...that is a really difficult question Dr. Laurenson, because the world around me is *shrinking*... and the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse are comin' to see me today, and they're not bringing flowers which... just makes it real difficult to get organized.

~<>~ just to name a few..

Idols
david bowie, jesus, gautama siddharta buddha, the greek pantheon, the egyptian pantheon, carl jung, joseph campbell, alice miller

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