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Happy Mother's Day to all you moms of little brats and furr babies. Wearing my mom's stuff today, miss her dearly. This is my first mother's day without her. I cried at church this morning. I just haven't been feeling well physically and mentally. I'm so tired and drained. I did stop sitting around crying and sleeping all the time. I redid my entire rose garden and have been cleaning the hell out of my house. It feels good mentally, but not physically. I did see my primary doctor last Friday. She told me I need to see my gastroenterologist again and have my hernia checked out again. I've been having chest pains since a little before my my birthday. So, I either have a pinched nerve or it's my hiatal hernia that is causing my constant chronic chest pains all the time. I need answers. Unfortunately he is out of the office till the 22nd. My primary doctor also said other things, but I have the grill going. Going to cook a tomahawk steak and asparagus on the grill, yum. So moving on.
tomorrow is my final eye surgery. I am soooo stressed out about it. The first one was very nerve wracking for me. I suffer from anxiety problems, so the light sedative they gave me last time didn't do jack shit for me. I'm going to break out one of my keef sodas and drink one, well,maybe half. I am so dreading the eye drops. I'm still doing my right eye, but I'm only down to one a day for that starting tomorrow. Still, it's going to suck putting eye drops in both eyes, even if I do only have one week left in my right eye, and no more of the horrible antibiotic eye drops. Those SUCK!!! Plus, eye drops hurt like crazy after the surgery. I'll have to remember to NOT rub my eye at all this week. I'm looking forward to getting ALL my sight back, and being able to drive at night again. Unfortunately, handbell choir is over for the season. Last Sunday was their last performance. They did a beautiful job. I sure do miss them, and I sure was missed. Anyhoo, I think that's about it for now. I have other stuff to do. Take care and pray for better health for me please.
