Lost In Thought's blog: "Mom"

To just say I miss you will never be enough to fill this whole in my heart.

I know you look down from above and watch us.

Loosing you has made me so cold to areas in my life.

Yet it's the very thing I crave, an undying love.

One that no one can touch like a mothers.

To feel this pain is unbarable at times.

You were taken too soon with so much life in you.

I still have yet come across some one as strong, honest, and openly caring.

You were my best friend.

When I look in the mirror, it's you I see.

I couldn't be more proud to see you staring back.

Other times I can't even look in a mirror with out bursting into tears.

You were my soul the one person who could read me,  fully understand me, I was you.

I look at my daughter so proud knowing she is just like me another reflection of you.

So full of life, love, compassion, even empathy for such a young age.

No matter how much it hurts I carry my head high for you and for her.

I hide most of my pain, never fully did I come to grasp your passing.

I am my Mother's daughter none will ever change this.

So many people waste their life on such trivial things.

So many people fail to see what really matters.

Life is the longest thing you will ever do.... when it's gone that's it.

It's normal to grieve they say but don't grieve too long or it's frowned apon.

I will never stop grieving you because I constantly live for you.

I see you everywhere.

People tell me just don't let it hurt me move on or past it.

Really just live as if you weren't the most important thing to me? No I don't think so!

I will celebrate you everyday even if some of the days are sad.

I am my mother's daughter that's what we do. 

LostinThought