jackies having fun's blog: "meredith"

Fear How does fear start? When we are so small, Fear of being alone, With our cries we call. Then comes further fear, Fear of things we can't see, Fear of the dark, “Please don’t leave me.” Then comes more fear, Fear of unacceptance, Do they want to be my friend? Will this fear ever end? Then comes teenage fear, Fear of growing up, Is this all I will be? Will anyone ever trust me? We pass through, So much fear, We go through it, Year after year. In old age we come full cycle, Fear in our old bones, We return to the oldest fear, 'I don’t want to be alone.' Finally fear of death, Comes with our last breath, And that's when one comes to see, Fear is reality. Fear is the biggest test, It never lets us rest, So don't give fear a chance, To hold you in a trance. Take it by its toe, In your heart, open a window, Throw fear out and you will see, Once and for all you can truly be free. Aisha Sherazi

there is so much bickering that we need to grow up and act like adults not children. we have so much to give to each other that we don't have time for this bickering. i don't why we have to bicker amongst ourselves. all we are doing is showing our children how to keep acting like children. GROW UP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I love to work with numbers that is why I work for H & R Block during tax season 2. I believe that when a woman works that the man should help keep the house clean instead of expecting the woman to pick up after him. 3.I have the habit if getting up late but just before i have to be to work. I race around the house getting ready for work that sometimes i forget my diabetes testing kit. 4. I love to plant flowers and gardens just to watch them grow into beautiful things. 5.Sometimes it just drives me crazy when I am talking to people and they just completely ignore me. 6. There are times that I just bite my tongue when I want to say something that just might hurt someone else. I dont want to hurt them so I keep quiet on what I am thinking and listen to them on what they are saying. Now this is fun here is who I am tagging! Mrboyd428, lynda getting freaky, sassy bitch, mstasteelips, poohbear, Starhaloz Now you guys start tagging people!! Anyone can do this blog! You don't have to be tagged to do it, but if you are Tagged, you HAVE to do it! :D .

All of us have a special heart when we give more than we receive. That comes from caring about others and the way that we were brought up by our parents for they taught us how to give without asking any questions. They gave to us this and we have accepted it without any questions as to why they were teaching us this. They have the most special heart of all. Now we can teach our children this but with the changing times will they listen to it or learn from it. All we can do is give them the same wisdom that our parents taught us and hope that they heed to this.

The young lady standing next to me is my daughter and I had not seen her in 18 yrs. That was because her and her sister Karen where adopted at the ages of 9 and 10. This day will always live in my heart as a very happy day and I will never forget it. Just pray that I get to see the other one for I miss her very much.