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Kill you just to watch you die Make you laugh just to feel you cry Tell me what I did and I'll stay 'Till honour is repaired then I'm on my way Can't explain to you how I feel, Can't even tell if I'm real All I can do is cry for you to stay As you take my reality and walk away.

Random Page Of Rambling BullSh!t. watching the news and they just anounced that america was placing iraq under a type of martial law, you know the same martil law that we americans were under as part of the patriot act? and now because it's beening done to someone else SOMEONE KILLING OUR OWN!! bleeding hearts of america wanna bitch? i wanna bitch,bitch slap every one of them too stupid to realize that they greatfully accepeted the same SLAVERY without blinking their eyes. People like Sadam take control by force and maintain it by fear, yeah they suck. Hitler took power through propaganda, told the people what to see untill they saw it they then used force UPON HIS WORD. army. if the government of the U.S. of A. continues to teach it's citizens to care more for the other tribes of the earth than for our own then we shall end up slaves in service of the new Roman Empire, and with the countries we've "helped" in the past, bet if they check the contract they ended up as americas allies "to call upon as we fell nessassary" bet it's there, look at the signature line with an 1800x microscope. america, the main governmental bodies there of are preparing for world domination, if we care more for the tribes accross the oceans then we do for our own tribe we turn a blind eye to those dying in our streets, we turn a blind eye to those being killed in our streets, God Damnit America, you wanna save the world? Save your fukin self FIRST! yeah i love my country and i hate that i have to be afraid of my fukin government.

normality is a state of mind in the state my mind is in i'm perfectly normal, its the rest of the world that needs a shrink (Blurb) Welcome to realities embrace where in the mirror you have no face you look and in it's place you can only see bits of what could be, yet all the pieces amount to nothing. (Blurb) So many fold into one when it's over what will there be? When all is said and done what'll be left of me and will i shed a tear at how nice it would be to again be a sacrifice. (Blurb) Tear me open and bleed me dry Scatter the ashes or I'll be back And don't you cry 'Cause I don't want that. (Blurb) Million miles from where we were A thousand years to get here And how much has changed My insecurity still rips me And your words of comfort Offer no joy, but make me Suffer worse than before. I married you so you could kill me and I, Die like a RockStar!

The Wrong way's Right Cursing angels Blessing deamons Fighting Christ Embracing Lucifer Not a Christian Not Satanic But I'm hell bound And that ain't about to change Smoke like a train Drink like a fish I know i'm killing myself And I'd rather slap you Then hear You bitch So just shut up 'Cause I don't wanna hear Any screaming when I jump

Trust Your Government What I call freedom they call anarchy An' that's fine by me What they call Freedom I call slavery, Why can't they see I'd do anything for mycountry But I'm terrified of the Government

Swollen Black eyed, busted lips, Cracked teeth and a broken nose; Destroy my face, Steal my idenity, It doesn't make it right but it explains my love of the fight.

Ashes Lost in your sparkling eyes i easily find a beauty that shines so bright it's seen by the blind the purity and softness in your skin the song of your voice calms me more than I've ever been when i see you your raven hair flowing i can't deny what inside is growing with the thought of your soft eyes i could never tell you any kind of lies but since i deny what i really want to say i must ask does this confession matter anyway?

Not yet titled (I hate using 'Untitled' unless that's the title) Who knows the things I've seen Who knows the beast I've been Who knowsthe pain I've felt Who knows the blows I've delt Who can see the writing on the wall Who can see the world waiting to fall Who cares about the dead in the streets Who cares if there's not enough to eat Who will cry at the end of time?

Disposed of You were high class, I was white trash, we got together and had a blast but that's in the past now I'm runnun' fast to get me some class and you're where i left you're ass, wallowing in the trash 'cause you're memories turned to ash when you split in a flash.

Prayers I'm two years old again, and scared of the dark: It's eternity vast and full, and increadably stark. I pull the blankets up over my head, but the rational adult kicks in and I uncover my face instead: 'They can see me even if I can't see them, and it's no good to be caught unaware'. Then the synical snaps: 'Nor to waste my breath 'cause I'd choke on a prayer'