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another song I wrote

I got a little pissed off at work and decided instead of murdering someone I would write a song. Seemed more productive (and less illegal). Now my song is stuck in my head. Hollow Just Stop Don't wanna hear it anymore It's all those things that you say, everyday, go away and never question why I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed Just stop I can't take your voice now Bring the negative vibe, now you lie, deep inside, close my eyes and I picture in my mind How I'll make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you bleed Can't Hear it, can you feel it? Never again Cause I made you bleed Cause I made you hollow And I made you scream out in pain now you'll never say anything more I wanna make you bleed

A song I wrote

Enter My World Inside, I don't remember While I was going under Bring back the feeling in the air With me and still I'm trying Gone Through and still I'm lying I'm here and still I do not care Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare Alone, this world surrounds me I scream, the pain shouts at me The way is clear but still I stare Broke down, my legs wont' hold me I'm lost, will never be free Enter my world now if you dare... Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare There's a road that forks at the end (Delusion seeping in) There is no stopping me now (go back, stay back) Choices that have to be made (We won't release you now) I'd go, but now I'm afraid... The Pain won't go away... Come to Me whispered voices in my ear Stay with me, you've entered this nightmare...

Beauty of the Beast

Trees have dropped their leaves, Clouds their waters All this burden is killing me Distance is covering your way, Tears your memory All this beauty is killing me Oh, do you care, I still feel for you So aware, What should be lost is there I fear I will never find anyone I know my greatest pain is yet to come Will we find each other in the dark My long lost love [One More Night To Live] Safely away from the world In a dream, timeless domain A child, dreamy eyed, Mother's mirror, father's pride I wish I could come back to you Once again feel the rain Falling inside me Cleaning all that I've become My home is far but the rest it lies so close With my long lost love under the black rose You told I had the eyes of a wolf Search them and find the beauty of the beast All of my songs can only be composed of the greatest of pains Every single verse can only be born of the greatest of wishes I wish I had one more night to live A saint blessed me, drank me deeply Spitting out the misery in me Still a sinner rapes 1000 saints Sharing the the same hell with me Sanest choice in the insane world... Beware the beast but enjoy the feast he offers [Christabel] "Oh, sweet Christabel. Share with me your poem. For I know now, I'm a puppet on this silent stage show. I'm but a poet who failed his best play. A Dead Boy, who failed to write an ending To each of his poems." performed by nightwish

Falling Again

Falling Again I lay, looking at my hands I search in these lines I've not the answer I'm crying and I don't know watching the sky I search an answer I'm free, free to be I'm not another liar I just want to be myself... myself And now the beat inside me is a sort of a cold breeze and I've never any feeling inside ruining me... bring my body carry it into another world I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down I pray, looking into the sky I can feel this rain right now it's falling on me fly, I just want to fly life is all mine some days I cry alone, but I know I'm not the only one I'm here, another day is gone I don't want to die...? Please be there when I'll arrive, don't cry... please performed by Lacuna Coil
"I'm Alive" Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm no slave Are you feeling brave? Or have you gone out of your mind? No more games It won't feel the same If I hold my anger inside There's no meaning My soul is bleeding I've had enough of your kind One suggestion, use your discretion Before you label me blind The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive performed by disturbed
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