Sheesh, is it me or does everyone seem to be having a small bit of depression going on this week? I think it might be the weather in Oklahoma. Anyways, I have been doing a lot of thinkin, which is not good when I actually do think about things. So, I spent quite a bit of time on the phone last night with a close friend, because I could tell that person really needed to talk to someone. After our conversation it got me thinking about a lot of things kinda focusing around me in my life.
We all know that saying, "The grass is not always greener on the other side" Single or Married, Right? Why is it, my friends envy my life because I am single? Why is it, I envy them for being married? I think we want things so much that when we do finally get what we want, it't not so satisfying. Well that seems to be my case. Anyways, both sides on that fence, suck, Married - Give a lot, take nothing...and of course there is that life of just can't do what you wanna do. You have to consider someone else's feelings when you not single. Single - hmmm well there is no time to get to know anyone, too busy working trying to pay all the bills, oh and I love that saying of "Do what you wanna do" LMAO When do you have time. And ladies, buy lots of books, because there are things you are going to need to know if you plan to stay single and own a house, and oh yea a car too. Like I told my friend, lol, either way it sucks. Lots of pros and cons to both sides. So the grass is not always greener on the other side.
Sheesh, I have lost my faith, oh and not to mention my sanity on this subject. I hope everyone has a good day and to my unmentioned friend, keep ya head up it only gets worse, but I still love ya and always know that!!!!
