riverrose's blog: "Living and Loving"

Pouring out grief Into the winds of change Watching my soul discourse At the whim of unseen gusts How my weary tears Whipped into a frantic frenzie Of foamed waves Dispersing into nothingness Melding back into the sea As though they never existed What can measure my emptiness? Not the bowls of the ocean Nor the breadth of its reach Nor can it hold the longing He once created in me This pain shows no mercy It merely swallows me Like a hungry beast What once had the power Thrusting me into heavens arms Exciteing my body to ecstasy Caressing my mind to orgasmic pleasure Dissolved to just a momentary ripple In an endless ocean Where only illusions survive.

You rage through me like a storm Making my head spin Turning my life upside down Challenging all that I knew You have brought me to love In a way I have never known Taught me passion I never thought I could feel You have proved to me That I feel the most adored And stand the tallest When on my knees before you That for your touch I will tremble like a baby, That I feel most loved When I know that you are pleased Tantalizing, like liquid silk You explode all my senses Igniting the fires Once embers in my soul

I lie on the edge of passion Every heart beat another cry Breathing, an agony to bear I call silently, for you to find me These threads of lust That bind me to your shadow You slowly woven with stealth Threading with skill through my Heart I am a caged soul Fed just enough of you To keep me alive But not enough for me to live What you did not take I give to you anyway Like sparkling liquid of melted stars I poured it into your hands. My velvet black sky Sits like empty canvass And you the master creator Painting my destiny

The days of winter are passing As your eyes embrace me Like the whisper of spring Returning warmth t00 my soul The melody of love Ripples through this heart My frozen river Barren in your absence Once again flows in rhythm To your pulsating passions I crave your touch More than the air I breathe I hunger for your love Food for my starving soul Tears of calloused pain Kissed by your words My graying world of desolation Springs the miracle of new growth You fill me with the joy of you As I tumble in your fields of desire And beg you to complete my garden /www.FreeCommentTags.com" target="_blank">

Left in the fields Lifeless heart Soul desecrated In the hunt for love Decay lingers The vultures hover Looking for easy pickings Do not touch my flesh It surely belongs To him alone For he raised me Hand fed me Created me Abandoned me But still I am his What little blood May yet flow through me Belongs in his hands From his side I was gifted life Without his breath I shall perish Without his love I am nothing An unwanted gift Discarded in fields Dust back to dust Earth back to Earth

My heart beats wildly Like lavender growing in a field The perfume of his essence Invades all my senses My heart renders its lament My soul cries for his return Thoughts of all we had Erupting with the fury of a volcano My tears fall like raining embers His name like fire on my lips My arms embracing his memory The cravings for him Have captured my dreams As I run this way and that There is no escape Thoughts of him engulf me With hot molten lava I am prisoner to this love That has turned cold as stone Forever enveloped in rock Surveying the desolate mountins That I once climbed with passion Scurried fearlessly its cliffs Driven by hope to its peaks Captured in its Desolation
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A Long Dark Night by: Ann Lori Cooper I stand in absent memorie, looking down the hallway, of those years. Behind each door, another painfull tear. Your smell your eyes your words, Echo still, in every squirming room. My son, your other victim, gone far to soon. Today we stood there, you and I, Walked down the faded carpet trail, Meloncholic dialouge of all that made us fail. You clamied your demon soured by drink ripped violently my soul No forgivness or remorse can change that heavy toll Threadbear floors dust laden drapes Filtered out all ray's of sun In the cool dark timlesness, decay has long begun Fingers trembling, fluttered heart This door should now shut tight But I can't say good bye my son.! It is still a long dark night. Copyright ©2007 Ann Lori Cooper {Ann lori Cooper is my pen name}

I stand in half shadow No longer an angel Nor belonging in darkness I search for direction But the pathways blur Impoverished desires Masked between shadow and light Where is he who lead me here To the gateway of no return I call out his name But there is no answer I am, alone and unsure. Half made promises Enticed me to follow him A journey of my yeilded soul Belonging now to the one Whos heart is hidden By his billowed cloak I am naked and exposed In the dappled shadows Reaching out my unseen hand No way back to yesterday Only shadows of nothing For tomorrow.

You fill me With the wonder of desire, You create in me A prison of longing for you, Your name Crosses my lips like a prayer, Your touch alone, Would calm my long aching nights My yearning The chains that hold me there, My body Responds to your very thought With blazing fire, The taste of you All that will quench my thirst, You, My salvation, my crucifiction My dream.
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The Storm blows its weary way Through my echoed hall ways Whistling through the half closed doors Wisps of breeze brush my cheek Beneath the chill that lingers With your absence My watered memories of past times Grow more distant by the ticking of the clock Your smile fades from my grasp Your arms no longer reach my direction As other pathways cheer you on And still I wait for August’s moon For underneath its palest light I still dream, Your smile will chase away the shadows Your lips shall fan the dying embers Left to glow in ebbing shades of red Your arms will reveal their secrets Long since held from me Passions thrall will heal wounds, Misunderstandings shall mellow with truth Come quickly Augusts Moon Wrap us in your silvered beams For in these aching days of loneliness Nothing is ever as it seems