omg i have no idea what im going to write here. but im bored so i figured i would mess around a little bit.life....is hard. its been really hard lately. surprisingly im taking all pretty well i think. im not blowing up and im settling back into a depression. at least i hope not. im eating and sleeping. im not crying all the time. which is good. im working a lot though. which is probably helping a lot. it gives me something to take my mind off whats going on in my personal life. weee ok im done being a freak.