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i been thinking... i dont think it is worth it 2 keep trying ... i been tryin 2 b happy but it never works i lost alot of my friends and i did sum things im not proud of... and i understand im not meant 2 b happy... i just wish there was a way that i could b a little happy... but i can c its not poissible.. i dont wanna try ita not worth it.... if u wanna b my friend then go ahead but im not gonna try my dammest 4 u 2 like me.... im here 4 myself but i dont no wut i want anymore... i no i cant ever b happy and i also no im not meant 2 b in this world
Ok so i am startin 2 feel it the lonelyness is creepin up on me. I feel like there is no need for me in this world. Like im just sum1 every1 can tell wut 2 do and if i dont i get screwed on.... I try 2 help whoever i can but sumtimes i need a little help of my own.... rite now is a time when i feel like i wanna leave this life and never come back... alot of the people i met r well they only think bout themselves or they like hurting other people ... i had my fair share of hurt and i wish it will stop .. i feel like everythig in life is all a lie and i dont want it....
ok so I been thinking if u have true friends they wont make u feel bad everytime they turn around or always tell u that u r wrong....so ppl no im going through alot im sorry if i try 2 make myself feel better by cracking jokes or saying funny things dont hold it against me its not a sin..... ill b a friend 2 every1 but its ridiculous that ppl treat u bad bc of who r u they r not true friends or those other ppl who keep tryin 2 change u into who u dont wanna b then get mad about it.... i may not say it everytime but i appriciate every friend in different ways.... so im sorry if im not good enough 4 u but i no im me
Ok so I been thinking.... I have found alot of the people I know are fakes... They will tell you they are your friend and then never want anything to do with you... Or you havee them people who tell you up and down they want to be your man and then you find out its all a lie he was only a fake.... Then theres them people who only want to get into your pants... I don't know how many times a person has to say they are not here for sex or dating... And then some people have the nerve for cutting you down because they didnt succeed in getting your im or your phone number..... I have noticed that I am liking this site less and less due to the people on it and there is really no reason to want to stay on it...
