Angel Of Death's blog: "Life"

My heart depleats I see within. The you I see is the one I love I wish to hold you in My arms and kiss your lips I dream of you every night and in my dreams we are as one. Two people who's life has been foretold in the stars I wish for love that comes From you to me to have and hold for all time Say you will be mine for all the days, We are as one to feel love that is pure and ture. I will always be with you here on earth and in the heavens I love you so much I'll be the man in your life that you always what and need I love you so much This I promise you I will always be ture to you my sweet angel.

To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart because I miss someone that i really want to be with but it is not are time I guess but i hope maybe one day it will be. If not i will always be her friend no matter what that is just how much i care for this person. She may not be ready but i hope she care about me still. I could say so much right now and keeping about my feels but this is be one person in this world that as a really big heart it will alway be this way for be to care as much as i do sometime. To end this i will say that for every thing that has happen to me i will never give up or lose hope for love or caring. In life we are face with so much we all want to find someone to care about someone to fall in love with. In one of are songs: Even the best fall down sometimes even the wrong words seem to rhyme. Well that is it for now what i am trying to say here is that never give up for the one person that makes you happy and if u get hurt or if you sad just remember love is out there be strong.

Life as i know it now seems cold and sad with out u in it. I was also once in a dark place to where i could not see the light of day. Then you came back in my life and from there I been so happy. What was a hole in my chest now is filled with all the happy thing that I feel like a new man that has been reborn. I alway want to see you happy in life to smile then I look at you and to feel so much when I kiss or hug and to blush when i tell you how beautiful you look. When i look in to your eyes kiss you or hold your I feel so warm in said it so nice after so many years to feel this way again. I am yours i will be here to stay to spend time and see u smile.

To the one that as made me the happyest man in the world i know and feel the warm smile of her and my cold heart is melting away for so long i have lived in pain and saidness and in my dark place. She is the one that i look for in the dark the light that shines to me when nothing eles matter.Thus the moon is high in the sky i don't have to ask my self if i can love her one day. I feel as if i know her like i know myself. To thy self is to know your own heart to love or be loved or to be in love. There is no time on love to have that person in your life is to know what u can do and act on that wich make u happy in life there are so many thing that we feel as poeple in life no matter where we go and who we are it is to be that the person that gives us that smile that we hold so dear to are heart that make up for all the thing in the world. I say this my star found me once as and i could not be happyer if i tryed. I know that i am deep i am true thus i am a man with a heart that as so much love to give someone and this is who i am and alway will be

Life and love go hand in hand so be ture to thy self and know thy heart.To your self be ture know your heartis to know your mind. To live life like it was your last day on earth. To love as much as you can and make love know to thy family and your friends. To live with love in your heart is to be at pace with thy self.

My heart is made up of all diffent thing from this world. What i have done what has been done to me. The pain that That i have made for my self and pain that i have sent to the ones that ki have care for or loved in my life. My heart is full of love and will always hold places for the ones i have loved or care for in my life that is all good night and sweet dream and always rember when u wake in the morn it is always a new day to start over. Matthew

Broken me if i had one more chane with her one more time to be near her. Broken me that sits here with out her the love that we had i thought it would last for ever. Broken me i can not cry because i know that is weekness in my eyes. Broken me i am here thinking about u 3 years later. Broken me i am still in love with you and i don't know how to let anyone eles in. Broke me i feel dead in said with a broken heart that can not be fixed. Broken me this is how it will be.

I stand here and day dream of a sweet girl to be in my life to have and hold and to love. Thus I have not found her yet so I will keep looking til the day I find her. All will be well and happy til the end of are days together.

Today is a new day all the pain and sadness is gone away from me. I can live my life now with out the pain i can stop crying feeling sad. I feel that i can start to live again with out feeling that i was dead in said.Today is a new day to feel better in said with out a broken heart that was been keeping me from doing so much. I am ready to live and have fun. Just like it saids the wheel of fate turns all the time things come and go the wheel will keep turning. There will be people that come in and out of are lifes sometime there will be happy times and sad times as well but people come in out of lifes. People meet poeple they get togeather become girlfrined and boyfriend sometime it will last but not every time. It's good times we rember when we are with these poeple. We are on this earth for a short time sometime we don't do or say thing that are on are minds or in are heart. The things poeple feel the most id love and loss sadness and happyness all the feeling. I say that one thing i just seen that life is to short to hang on to something for so long but now i am done holding on to it. I will not live my life like that anymore. It's time for me to be happy

Oh the sweet taste of pain that i feel in my heart. Why do u fill my heart with such pain and sadness. I say this the heart i once had is gone all there is now is pain anger and biterness that i feel in the new heart that i have. Thus as days go by and i hear no words from you why should i try if u don't want to try as well. My nights are long can't sleep because the thoughts of u but all that is done i wash my hands of you and will start over again. Today i sit and think what is now done and over no more tears will fall as i hold them at bay. I have grow cold and dead insaid all the walls i had are now back up and will not come down any more.