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PiNkLaDy xJBFKx's blog: "Leveling"

created on 07/22/2008  |  http://fubar.com/leveling/b233437

As a Carer you'll watch me do things and instantly judge me for them, you'll look down your nose and see me as nothing more than someone that deals with other people's body fluids and makes cups of tea.
You'll wonder why I can walk out of a room and instantly into another, forgetting that I may have promised your relative a blanket or a cup of water because I was "distracted" by someone else.
You'll wonder why I've walked past your relatives room and not entered theirs, you'll wonder why some people are attended to sooner and you'll curse my name under your breath as they wait.
You'll wonder how I seem to have time to sit down and write and wonder why I cannot fix things immediately.
You'll wonder how, under any circumstance, I could be sharing a smile or a laugh with a co-worker as if laughter has no place.
As I walk in for my shift, you'll look at me, your eyes saying that you want me to help and you'll wonder why I can't just make that happen.
But here's what, if you're very lucky, you'll never see.
You'll never see me lose. You'll never see me take off my sweaty gloves and say a goodbye to someone I've cared for for months or even years
You'll never see the weight that we carry home. For minutes or hours, days, or weeks, or even lifetimes.
You'll never see our children's faces as we kiss them goodbye on Christmas morning so that we can make it a special day for your family member.
You'll never see the deep breath we take as we walk into a room to prepare a loved one before family enter to say their last goodbye.
You'll never see our hearts ache with the pain for those we have nursed and passed and those that continue to battle.
You'll never see our minds as they tirelessly overthink and overwork scenarios, wondering how or if we could do something better next time.
You'll never see us break the news that someone's husband or wife, that they have been married to for 50 plus years has died because they have forgotten again, you'll never see us comfort them as they cry.
And for the most part, I'm okay that you can't see those things. It's my job to do, my burden to carry, and my labor of love and service so that you don't have to, so that the relationship you have remains as it always has been, so that you don't have to become their Carer. I'll take on that role for you.
However, I'll be honest, there are times that I wish you could understand the alternative to your relative that's waiting. There are times I wish you understood the difference between urgency and emergency. And there are certainly times that I wish I could be transparent enough to tell you when your relative dies it breaks our hearts too.
If you know, or love a Carer please do me a favor and just give them a hug. Or maybe a fist bump if hugging isn't their thing, or maybe even just a nod of approval.
We're working as hard and as fast as we can, and most days, it's never enough."

Our friend Hunny is just 362,846 Points to go! away from becoming God Mother, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. AUTO 11'S ARE ON PLEASE HELP ALL YOU CAN She is a wonderful lady & i know that all luv shown to her will be returned. Please help her as she is such a good friend of ours. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~

@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

Our friend Hunny is only 81,854 Points away from becoming fu-queen, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~

@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

MY GOOD FRIEND DARKANGEL IS 51K FROM LEVELING. SHE HAS LOTS OF PICS & STASH SO CAN WE SHOW HER SOME FU LUV PLEASE & GET HER TO THE NEXT LEVEL INSIDER Darkangel - Rate 100 pics 10's during HH and get 10,000 fubucks or 100 11's and get 30,000 f


Paul my Fu-Hubby needs 26k to level. Please go show him some fu love paul fu husband to pinklady the orginal

@ fubar Thank you Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx

Please help my friend below level to fu-king by his birthday. At the moment he needs 150k to get there & it is his birthday tomorrow. Im sure with your help we can get him there by then. Anodyne - Shadow Levelers & Member of W.I.S.E.U.K .. I cant comment bomb .. dont ask ..' Anodyne - Shadow Levelers & Member of W.I.S.E.U.K .. I cant comment bomb .. dont ask ..

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