Magical Nymphie Fairy's blog: "Lady of flight's MeMo'S"

there are places we can go and places we can see but some of these places are just places to me i see so many things from high and low places places that have lots of water and some places are dry and some times when i close my eyes i imagine places in my mind i go there and he goes there they go here and there to many lil places, she goes there when he is there she is there when he is here some look forward and some look back word some have never been to many places , they have only been to one... here or there and every where the places you can go from a mounton top to the sea shore and places inbetween so many places with distance and sceanery some places are barrin where no body drewls there are places that have been forgotten places that are not found there are places just for wild animals and place just for people there are hang out places, music places and racing placses too.... there are so many places that you can choose from all you need is a map and a finger to pick a place. close your eye close them tight and spind your hand and put it down then open up your eyes there behold a place just beneath your finger lift it up and check it out and then start to your destination.

in the night at its blackest with only hints of light trashing in the sky like a fight getting loader as the fight escalates, deep thrusts as if some one was pushing and hitting hitting hard, a load crash in the sky near me huvering over my head like a violent blankett , clenching my eyes shut holding my self wishing wishing it would end like my parrents yes like my parrents frighting verbally bashing in laod shreaking voices i wish this would stop, the the calming starts the climax of the rage is almost over one onethousand two one thousand i start to breath holding my head now over the blanket in which i hid i start to lession the beats of my heart as i breath 3 one thousand four ahh its startinging to go away, one last crashing boom and then it fades into the night just like my father in a fight last words then departs gone the thunder is gone

i am in this dark ness for a reason, its not because thelights burnt out or even going dim i have blinds and or shades on windows and curtins, my walls are painted in a sorta grey the light never reaches me, untill it is night then i walk the cold paved roads insearch of victory, this is my life the life i lead every nite

i hate you for the things i feel for the baggage you threw on me for the fact that you dont know me for the fact that we fell apart i hate you for the distrust for not confining in me i hate the prejudgements i thought you really knew me well i hate that i can feel the feelings that i feel i hate that when i look at you all i have are tears i hate that i cant sleep at night when ever you are gone i hate that even when your here i feel spit and dismay i hate that you turned on me because i said i love you i hate that you made things bigger thenthey really are i love the person youtry tobe i love even when youfail i love that you layed your head on my pillow at night with me i love the way your mind works and when you get confused i love that when you look at me its soft and sure and sweet i hate that when i confert you you think theres more to it i hate that when i confide in you u take it out on me i hate that we couldent be just as we where i hate that you cant just see me and not see other things i hate the words you put in my mouth i hate that you said good bye i hate thes fucking tears i cry i hate that i feel week i hate that i have no control over things that you speak im sorry that i met you im sorry that i tried im sorry that what i knew wasent anything at all i love you for who you are to spite your featured flaws i love you as my best friend i love all that you feel i hate to say good bye i hate to see you leave im sorry that we cant conect im ashamed that i cant speak im powerless and confused and theres nothing i can say but that i will always love you just for you . good bye to my best friend good by to past days gone good bye to all te things we where hello to pain and hurt

he sits there at a party he feels drained and beat he feels like its a waiste of time yet he cant move his feet he looas around at every one how imature some people are the drama and the fun he looked across the room saw he standing there red plastic cup in hand slow sips trying not to be noticed hopeing no one will stare he glances continuallie over moving his head just a lil to make it not so noticalbe that he likes to look at her she with long dark hair bright brilliant eyes a shapely figure, and a smile to no compare she starts to walk one foot lingers behind the other her walk is almost motionless he feels hypnotised he wants to walk on over and talk to her there but his feet are lazy they will not move and he studders in his head how how can i talk to her what have i to offer her maybe another red plastic cup of vodca with something sweet to mix she walks right by him and brushs his thoughts of insperation flung his mind looping with possibilitys he starts to feel another feeling his pants just tightend there is lust in the air he undress her in silence all in his mind how he would kiss and caress her how he'd slay his fingers threw her hair he looks up and around and dident notice at first she is standing aside of him he freezes then and there he sees her pretty face and she looks down at him smiles a lil smile and begins to talk to him nice party dont you think so manny people are here i really dont know any one i just know them over there he ponders of what to say and speaks deeply from his brain yeah i know him and so and so and im just here for the beer he knew that that sounded awefull that it just wasent there but then he saw that smile and he knew it was ok she said do you live far from here he said i live across the way can we leave this party, or would you rather stay he took one look and stood up hand to her back side and walked her threw the door the wlked over to his house and threw the darken door way he turned on a lil lamp the hoverd over a table she said i never do this but fuck my inabitions she flung her dress to the floor and stood there his jaw dropped to the floor he had no clue what to think or even what to do her soft skin glowed with moon light that seeped from the window her breast of perfection round soft plush breasts round brown arreolas and inched perked nipples her belly wasent soled but lookd good enouf on her her hips had curve kissed from the breeze of wind he valva sticked from her lips and thieghs her goddess like features made him loose his mind he walked to her in slowness not sure what to do she tip toed near him and kissed him he wrapped his arms around her and carried her around lifted her on a table and spread her legs real wide he nelt down to her legs and kisses her legs softly walking his toungue to her womanly passions felt her dampness there her head tiled back her mouth cocked open a wheep of extacy sung out and he started in for her fingers met her clit her pussy gleamed and glittered the wetter she became her slid a finger in her and felt her warmth inside stood up and kissed her and she leaned and moaned she loosed up his buckle and unzipped his tight pants and found his manly stash she felt the hardness and grasped it firmly so stroking away and fondlling makeing his eyes close passionet kisses long deep thrusts he took her around him legs around him deep with in her he did feel and moved him self slow untill her weeps turned to moand he layed her on the table heavey thicker thrusts he fucked her hard and fast she lookd at him and then she begged let me take you now he pulled out and she began to twirl her toungue around his hard fat cock that was a throbbing to each motion that she gave he cocked his head and yelled a moan of everlasting defeat as he came you know she drank and she had won his game he took her one again and bent her over thrashing his cock inside her letting her feel is wealth she yelled and screamed and swore alil fuck me baby im gonna cum and he ponded harder and the she cam and squirter all over him he pulled her hair and pulled her back and still thrusted in her and gave a kiss and pulled out and gave this one a facial

to hold you to feel your warmth your flesh my flesh eyes meet mouth smile bashfull love plays conversation soft andintagle ment meets toes touch this sertin feeling lingers consuption of each other wonderment of the others thoughts a rythmatic beat hearts connected feelings met words not spoken of it time goes by like passing cloads over the sun eyes are closed and breath is slow and sitll i know your there wanting to kiss you hesitatation passing moment saddness that i cant willingness and wonder how would it be as lovers how would it feel to be would our friendship crash or blossem over time how far can another go how should our boundiers meet we fall asleep together cuddling as one i know your breath is on me i know you smelt my hair still no words any more as we fall asleep the protection of your arms around me the sweet feeling of defeat defeat of letting go to give in to your controls to let it all flow to know this may be the one to find your self starring the next morning when he sleeps to wish you could kiss his forhead to cuddle as he sleeps to know you ll never have him to know that thats ok to know that the bond you have may some day soon break you had a speacial moment where you both could bond and dream but know reality has set in you know theres nothing there you move on and your relationships a dance awaltz between two people that just will not ever be anything more then what you see two freinds that felt compassion had a chance to hold each other but you want to go back to that one and only nite where you felt the safest you ever felt the nite that you felt loved

she is a lonely girl pale pale girl she is never spirited she is cold and pale and blue she sits in her tiny room comparing her self to nothing as she never exsplores the world shes sits in her room like a doll still and exspressionless she is young and she is old she was born and she will die she feels nothing any more the thoughts have long gone past she waites for death like a passenger of a train waiting for her departure this frain pal thin girl cuts her flesh this is the only time you can feel anything the pain shocks her the blood warms her alive for a moment then the cuts they dry and she goes cold standing still once again she looks in the mirrer her plush soft dry mouth sunkin in the one corner, here pale blue eyes grey depression writen all over her pale thin face she gathers into a corner with a pillow on the floor a small balnkette she uses when she weeps to sleep she is what society has made of her her difference her slowness her unability to function no love to emotion no one to hold her close just something of an old shoe we have kicked in societys closet poor ale thin girl what have we done to you why have we abandined you poor pale thin girl we've neclected you now your wethering away and theres nothing left to do poor pale thin girl if society only knew if some one took the time to care if some one believed in you

we walk with intellegence we speace with vigalence we crusade as if we have a mission, and go no - where - fast we walk a mile in our shoes and shrug or shoulders at the blues we never seldom see past our own noses, we glance at another, but we dont see them we see what we exspect to see we judge by the color of their eyes the build of their body, what they have that we can benifit from we dont really see whats out there whats underneath the layers we dont value the whole person we just sit and stare exspect what we cant exspect from our own lives we consume our prey every step of the way plowing the streets like construction works making our own paths forgetting others long the way we have no real conception of wrong or right we ignore the tools we learned we hurt we distroy and manipulate each other as if on a giant chees bored ponder to the thought, do you must you gain from loving imperfection do we need that trouphy gf, do we need prince charming is there more for us to see under each lawyer under neath could you love a poor man could you apreciate a fat girl could you love with your eyes closed could you walk a mile in their shoes could you see potential even if its not right there on the spot can you just be you and me be me and them be them can you not exspect a thing and just let things be

you and i used to be so close it seemed but then you changed and thought to much about things that just werent there you crushed my heart and now i cry wish we were back in time when you and i could just be friend to laugh and cry no matter i seem to try you just dont see me for me you think that i am something else cuzz of something in your head and i must turn and walk away so i dont fall apart

I am some one of the past of cherry when things where new and very scary, then i left for a lil while, took time out took invantory, sometimes people need to grow, need to think of how to be, made tons of friends, lost a few too, but thats ok, this is just the internet,now i return and see a big community, like how it's improved, like how people carry, I have alot i'd like to say, but hope that these words exsplaine, I was angrey alot of my day, KI had a cheating heart in man i once had dated, now he is gone and i made possitive change, its been months since i been in this place, things are new and my heart has mended, i grew and hope many here have to... if you want to know me and see who i am i have private reg pictures here for friends to ask,