KouBoi FE2 Lady Gwilanna's blog: "KouBoi's Music"

INTRO:
I , sit in the dark
Ripping my world apart


Sitting in my prison cell
Every day’s a living hell
No one knows that I exist
GOD DAMN it makes me pissed

I dream of days way back when
Back at home and in my den
I had my pipe and my beer
But that was back many of years

CHORUS:
I , sit in the dark
Ripping my world apart
While you, sit in the light
Telling me what’s right
But I, love the darkness
So I’ll, just sit in the dark


Fuck the system and you too
Fuck God, the police, and your crew
What the fuck you think your gonna do
Let me shout to all a big FUCK YOU!

What makes you think I wanna run with your click
I drive my own car, so YOU can ride bitch
Look in my head and see the bomb ticks
I’m a witch, yup, and you can suck my dick!

SUB-CHORUS:
Every once in a while, someone acts like they care
Bout me yankin’ my hair in this living nightmare
Got my shit-eatin’ grin stretched from ear to ear
BUT THEY DON’T REALLY WANNA HEAR…

CHORUS:

Go ahead and hate me more
This is your blood smeared all over the floor
You fuckin’ bitch-ass pussy, get on your feet
I’m the one you’ll NEVER beat

And this is why they lock me up
I guess they feel that I kick butt
How the hell can I get through it
I know… “The Devil made me do it!”

CHORUS: (X2)

OUTRO:
Yes I, love the darkness…
Love the darkness… (repeated fading echo)

I sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin' out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light Are they like venting on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay Tell 'em I can feel them looking at me I can even hear them talking when I'm tryin' to sleep Sometimes they start spinnin' or just closing in And it's just too much to be, I can't win Don't grin, it ain't funny I just set it ablaze I had to burn a whole ounce to escape that maze. I was buiseded from my neck to my feet But it was worth it until I went back I didn't even hurt it One wall surrounds me, no roof, no floor I started falling as soon as I stepped through the door Plain walls, don't let me see a crack in the paint Where I'm focusing in and focused I ain't Clang bang, I bloody the walls I leave stains So the next man falling at least can see things I think of my life, reliving every memory Starring into the walls of my epitome, falling Nothing but walls, but its all right My back to the room in the corner all night (Even in the darkness) Nothing but walls, but its all right My back to the room in the corner all night (These walls keep watching me) I always catch myself starring into a dark day Same place, new age Bitches punch with rage If they could talk, they probably wouldn't say much Because I always keep myself looked away in such Such a sheltered life being wasted away Like four walls on a casket being put in a grave So many hours spent looking at nothing But I keep on glaring steadily hoping for something I stare into space through my cell gate For 3 years I've been known as inmate 58824 Walls can't confine me, on the noose every week And when the guards take me for my sol-confinement I be leaving out the space in my head To control the minds and unearth the undead The problem is, I'm only out for two years And I return to my coma and these walls and bars around me. Surrounding me These walls ain't holding me back They can't tell me where we at I'm uncontainable Surrounding me These walls ain't holding me back They can't tell me where we at I remain in control

I liked you when you took me in, But I wasn’t sure what to think back then. We flirted and gave in to lust, As time went on we learned to trust. I worked all night away from you, And that made you feel sad and blue. You asked if I would stay with you, That’s when our love really grew. Chorus: Baby times are lonely. I just want you to hold me. When everything is said and though, I’ll be waiting here to hold you. Your baby needed a father, But you told me not to bother. Yet I wanted to be “Daddy,” So we became a family. Soon my boss said I should go, What to say when I got home. Instead your love was tender & smooth, Then we packed our things and moved. Chorus: We found a place so perfect, But later realized it was a wreck. I had good jobs but lost all three, Because of previous felonies. I came home one night & you were cheating on me, My heart cried just like a big baby. When I caught him I just started to wail, Now I’m sitting in the county jail. Chorus: [X2]