I am a daughter, A sister, A grand-daughter, A neice, A cousin, A friend. I am a partner, A student, A young girl and A grown woman. I am confident and scared terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but A little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once and all I want is for you to love me.