.... I wouldnt have any luck at all...The past few weeks have been nothing but HELL for me...on Easter sunday, i find my uncle in my bathroom dieing..then last week my best friend shot and killed himself, a few days ago was the 2 year anniversary of my ex's death, and now today, my other uncle is in the hospital on life support from over dosing...i dont know what to do anymore, i feel as if im in a huge crowd, screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothers to look up...aside from all that, we are still having money issues cause we had to pay for an unexpected funeral, and now we are going to have to do it AGAIN...everyone i care about isnt here, and everyone i have lost is gone. i need help, i need advice, i need someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok, that all the bad stuff is over with... i cant handle it much more, the stress is eating at me little by little till there is nothing left...BAH......