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I just need to get this down somewhere so I can maybe get it off my mind. Ok so my boyfriend is being a total ass. He actually got mad at me because I didnt want to go out after physically getting sick. I get yelled at at least 4 days a week. He never touches me. Doesnt want to have sex any more. My mind is starting to wonder. I have this insanely hot neighbor. And he keeps doing these little things that just drive me up the wall. He comes over a lot and he will pull up chair so I can help him do diff things. Hes been rubbing his hand up against mine. And when he rests his hand on my leg he starts to rub it. Last night when he was over he even called me babe. I thought that was odd. I dont know if he even knows hes doing it. But with my current lack of sex, and being someone who like to have it at least 5 times a week, its starting to drive me crazy. I know its wrong to be so turned on by him. But I cant help myself. I also know that nothing will happen. I really care about my bf. And thats the reason I say. Hoping it will get better. But I dont know how much longer I can take it. I just dont know what to do anymore. Part of me wants to leave and part of me wants to stay. Im not saying that all our problems are his. I know im also at fault. But I just cant take it. Grrrrr Im losing my mind. If anyone reads this please feel free to give me ANY advice. I really need help.
