My little boy is now a young man
he has made it through things, people couldn't understand
his whole life and being
rests in god's hands
every day I wake up
My eyes are swollen and red
Some days I am just afraid
to even get out of bed
A mother never wants
to bury their own child
it is not a transition that will be gentle or mild
Every waking moment, of every single day.
I think in my mind
God why?
Why this way?
I have cherished every moment
Right from the very start
The moment I felt him and heard his little heart
A mothers love is precious
and our relationship is true
Why do we have all these rough times to go through
There are many moment burned into my brain
That I honestly hope I can see once again
watch him with his skate board
under his strong feet
watch the sparkle in his eyes
with a victory that's sweet
hoping that some of his dreams come true
Before my beloved son must go to visit you
Let him have a day filled with joy and no pain
Let him please just be a teenager again
Let him see the world
As it was meant to be
A loving caring world
Filled with love and family.
