Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007.
They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!!
I really think I am falling fast!
I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**