its funny how.
one person can have such a giant effect on you and the way you feel from day to day. someone can put you so high up in the clouds, and make you feel invincible; or they can shove you right down in the dirt. its rediculous, its fucking retarded; that the price you have to pay for letting somone in your heart is that they OWN it. they own your emotions and THEY get to pick and choose how you feel at any given moment. they might not mean to, and they might regret it, but that feeling is now etched in your brain. it doesn't just go away after a good nights slumber. you will ALWAYS remember that soap sud fight in the laundry room, that grade 7 pact to be best friends forever, the day they told you they loved you, the day they told you you weren't as special as you once thought, nooks and late night conversations... every single memory, good or bad, is driven right to the depths of your heart.. a little token of what that person has helped you become. because believe it or not, every single person is a puppeteer, and with those words and memories and actions they pull your soul every which way, and mold you into the person you are.
-tessa wensel.
