why do you look up to me
what is it that you really see
don't put this halo on my head
you have no idea where I've been
I'm not what it is you think of me
I'm the exact opposite of how to be
to live my life is only pain
fuck'n up whats in front of me
now your search’n it for gain
all I’ll do is cloud how you see
my head is so fuck'n full
n my vision is only dull
i hate to be the way for you
to find a light that you pursue
it will end in only dark
you will miss Noah's ark
life will sail so farr away
in the light you will now decay
