It is so hard lately. Since he passed, I am lost. I miss him. I will always miss him. I miss other things. I miss serving a Dominant. I miss the closeness, but most of all I just miss the simple things. I miss getting the shower ready for a Dominant. I miss making sure that his bed is ready and everything is where it should be before he lays. I miss getting up earlier than him to make sure the coffee, tea, or whatever is ready. Picking up his glass from the bedside. Making sure he has everything in the morning to start the day. I miss taking care of a Dominants clothes. I miss making sure everything is clean enough for a Dominant. I miss greeting a Dominant when they come home on my knees and putting my check on his boot. I miss a Dominant kissing me on my forehead and telling me "good girl" after I have done well. I miss the collar and the chain attached to me while I sleep. I miss watching a Dominant eat while I wait to be given permission to eat. I miss sitting at the feet of a Dominant when he requests company. I miss the request of laying at the bottom of the bed while he cuddles with another slave. I miss the requests of a back massage while he works on the computer or paperwork. I miss being of service to a Dominant even if it is just in a household duty......I miss it
