mojo613's blog: "I'm Grown......"

Well i been divorced for a year now and i've come to the conclusion that im a drifter. i can go where i want and work damn near anywhere cause of my profession, but not to say thatz a bad thing cause im loving it! right im in maine but hoping to go somewhere else in the near future! holla back and keep on drifting!

Aiight Ladies & Gentlemen, Whut's the deal??? I know we all have our sexual preferences that we like,but dont put people down because they not up to YOUR standards!! Thats bullshit! Not only that but it makes it harder for guys like me to get a shot of ass cause you done broke some womans heart! Not to sound selfish but i like to fuck as im sure every human on this planet likes to do. I have no preferences in my women im not a big guy, i'm not a millionare, and i damn sure ain't Mr.Perfect. So? Whut do i have to offer women who find me attractive? I'll tell you and this may be the secret to get more women to like you, Wan know whut it is?? TELL THE FUCKIN" TRUTH!!! That's it! Easy huh? It sucks that i waited 28 yrs to start doing it, but better late than never. Anyhoo, yea tell the truth, i do. When i meet women sometimes i tell them flat out i wan fuck. They seemed surprised at first but it's the truth! Why wait 3wks, 3mths before we come to the inevitable?? at least i know im not wasting my time with bullshit. im single, divorced, and my credit is fucked up! im not looking to get married no time soon and like i have said many times over this world ain gon be round too long and i dont know when my time is gon be up so im living it up to the fullest!! So yeah im not the best looking guy in the world but then again...i really dont give a fuck if you dont think im the best lookin guy in the world!! I like my women with meat on thier bones! Wan know why? Cause it mean they healthy!!! It means they eat when they hungry just like the rest of us do!!! And most importantly is cause their happy with who they are!! And for those of you limped dicked, coward-ass,muthafuckin punks out there who put down big women grow the fuck up!! You know why some guys like skinny broads?? I'll tell you cause skinny broads cant handle dick!! think im lying?? Look at your next porno, see the skinny girl screaming?? its not cause it feels good its cause it hurts!! now a BBW she dont scream...she moans... know why? cause she can handle it and it feels good. I havent met a female i have'nt been able to please one way or another and i see a female i wan get with i give it my all!! Why?? cause i would like to get return visit fuck!! If there's one thing women do is talk and they will tell each other who packin and who aint!! now i don't know bout you guys but when i see a group of women laughing i dont want my name said while their doing it!! So to all my BBW's out there i wan give you a 21-cumshot salute!! Stay the ways you are ladies you know joe loveyou just the way you!!!! HOLLABACK!!!! ONE...................!

OK! here goes....I'm not into writing this blogs to express my feelings,but here goes! Well as some of you know i've been divorced for almost a year now.Granted we had some good times and some bad, who does'nt? What i was wanna know is why does it still sting a little after the fact? Is it normal to have such anger and rage as i'm feeling now? Could it be the reason why i'm so "moody" as i've been told before? I guess the reason i'm asking this is cause last night i had a dream about bumping into my ex at a county fair( dont ask)But after a lil tit for tat with her i proceeded to beat the ever loving shit out of her!!! And what's worse is it felt so real i woke up in a sweat.Seeing as how she fucked me over after we got divorced this was a feeling i really wanted to carr out in person,with my own hands i wanted to stangle the shit out of her! But i don't do shit like that, So how do i release this anger i have buried so deep within myself? Is it healthy to keep things bottled up like this? Is it normal to still hurt a little bit when you come across an old photo? I know i say alot about how i tell whats on my mind, and i dont give a fuck about what anyone else thinks about me and i really dont. I try to make myself feel better by smoking weed and fuckin this person or that person.Don't get it twisted i'm not on a road to self-destruction or anything like that, i'm not that fucking stupid. Sometimes i see people on the internet or in person and think "Should i try it again?" How long should i wait before i decide to jump back into something? I mean i know my bad habits and my good. Should i find someone with the same ideas as me or should i wait and see how the single life plays itself out for me? Is it my fear of being alone that makes me grab on to someone if anyone just to know there's someone out there i can just talk to? How difficult is it to actually find someone who's a match for me. And i don't mean a companion, i mean a REAL fucking match!! Someone who i don't get tired of fucking/seeing/hearing? Is that so hard to find?

OK here goes again. i figured if dont write this now i'm gon forget it.You ever fee like your alone no matter who is around and who isn't? See i've some to realize that yeah sometimes things suck and there's nothing else left for you to do,right? We all have fears of almost anything and everything. Some people are scared of being burned alive or being killed, But i think whut everyone fears the most is the fear of being alone. i have been there and one that and i tell you there is nothing worse i can think of than being alone. You know, you meet people and you try to find out as much or as little as you can about people just to see if we connect on some term. Example: in the 70's it was okay to fuck and show "free love", in the 80's it was okay to fuck whomever,so as long as they were the opposite sex,90's everyone was fuckin everyone but couldnt talk bout it if you were gay. Here it is the new millinium and there's nothing more to shock ourselves, nothing is taboo anymore. Jason aint scary no more, freddy is just a burned out boogie man. yeah movies like saw and hostel are very fuckin scary not only in a sense of being a movie its cause its real. With that said i feel the reason we hold on to so many people is that no one wan be alone. So with that said "Fuck hard, Smoke daily and enjoy the rest of your life cause you never know when its gon go!!!!

OK!! We all have "friends" on the tap but whut tha fuck!! why after a few convos you dont talk no more. For instance when i see someone on the tap i make sure i try to hit everyone up with a shout out or a comment due to the fact im not on my own computer (you know how that is right) i dont do as much as i want to.But if shout you in the box have the same fuckin common courtesy to holla back. Dont talk to me then STOP and leave me hanging, not only is it fucked up but its rude and downright fuckin nut-driving!! i thought the reason for us to talk and shit was to MEET people but it seems all anyone wants is points and shit like that. Well thats fine to each his own. Matter of fact i hear people talkin bout how awsome cherry tap is and their right the site is the bomb but some of these people are seriously slacking. I think when i get the money i gon plan a cherrytap LIVE mett and greet. I mean those of us who remember yahoo know all about the chat parties some people threw and the wild times that happened. well why cant the Cherries have one, one for each district. i think it'll be fun. But anyhoo Back to the subject at hand. if you wan holla fine holla i dont bite ( unless you want me to)but if you dont wan holla let me know so i can holla at someone else. Give me my respect as you would want yours!!! peace and im out!!! one!!

Aiight folks here it goes....i just finished watching a movie and the scene for it was set in 1955. There was a scene where the guy was dancing with the girl and he told her she was pretty, pretty lame right? But she completely was awestruck! And it got me to thinking how the times have changed, nowadays you gotta ask "do you got a man, got kids, live alone,got a job,married,divorced,got a job???" now although these are valid questions, it seems as though the singles game aint whut it used to be.i remember when you could find a female with no kids or a female with a job( ladies you got the same deal to, just using female references cause im a dude)Anyhoo,whut does it take nowadays to find someone whos real? Shit!! People nowadays get their feelings hurt to easily you cant even say anything to them and then they wan call you a perv, or an asshole! but excuse me but your the one with the naked pics and all the kinky shit on your profile, but yet when you meet a bigger freak than you and you cant handle it you wan call names. well fuck that! I dont have time for the bullshit. i holla at ladies cause i love ladies aint nothing wrong with talkin if something happens it happens if it dont fine my feelings aint hurt. But be real with yourself because the way things going nowadays you gon miss out on something big cause you steadily palying games and trying to play people and for whut?? i find if you really put your cards on the table you got nothing to lose and both players are on the same page!! ponder on that one!!!! more in the future stay tuned peoples, one!!