KuntryBabe07's blog: "i love quotes"

Who said you cant find happiness with someone that you barely know. I joined this site because my sister invited me. Not thinking anything of it. But I've come to be friends with some of these people. I dearly love talking to a few of them. They lift my spirits when I'm down. I was idiotic tonight. Made someone mad at me that I would never intentionally mean to hurt in any way. I wish I could turn back time...for I'm not sure at what point the downward spiral began. Its another thing to add to my list of let downs. I'm used to it...my whole life I've been a let down. This hit me differently though. I cared for this person....as odd as it may seem. I enjoyed talking with them and looked forward to the talks that we did get to have. I apologized....but sometimes apologies arent enough. I'm not sure what else to do....I dont handle things well...I steer clear of confrontations and stress of any kind. I havent had an easy life....yeayea everyone says that right.....I could tell you stories that would make you cringe. But I dont let it get me down. Maybe because I cope with things by pushing others away and not dealing rather than facing what I fear. I suppose that if I face my fears then it will finally become reality. That scares me more than anything. I guess that by making this friend mad....its brought up all these questions of why am I such a failure and why cant I do better with my life....maybe if I did my hair differently or wore my make up differently .... or acted differently.........somethings gotta change....I just dont know what.....................

I'm so sorry for everything. I screw things up and they become tangled...so tangled I can't unravel it. I wish I could say that things would get better....that people would stop hating me, but I might take a chance at lying if I said that. Look me in the eyes and you'll see that I regret the things Ive done...but would never change a second of my life. For the past is what has made my present...and that is what molds my future. "Distance never seperates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cause I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss." One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you.The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, & loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it, that girl who saw past your pretty eyes & treasured parts of you that noone else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever, the girl that sees this & still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't even though she deserves it. Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else... makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain, we anestitize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. and for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it

don't believe that old cliche, good things come to those who wait, i believe good things come to those who want something so bad they can't sit still." [Ashton Kutcher] You’re brought back but you’re running I’ll find sleep in the end tonight I can’t shake this little feeling I’ll never get anything right. Watch your step ‘cause the path is steep. Hold your breath cause the waters deep. It’s a long way down the lovers leap, but falling’s half the fun. I just wish people would say what they feel. Who cares about fucking signals? This isn't a four way crossing. You continuously ruin my life. && I continuously let you When you kissed me and told me you loved me and laid me on your bed i didn't know it then-- but i was the only one being honest in the room. come on darling just use me i can promise that you wont be the first. Be careful not to confuse coincidence with fate. Do more than exist, live. Do more than touch, feel. Do more than look, observe. Do more than read, absorb. Do more than hear, listen. Do more than listen, understand. Do more than think, ponder. Do more than talk, say something whatever flaws you have-- people are going to notice them. whatever strengths you have-- you are going to need them. Class is dead darling. it died with the dinosaurs-- it traded its' pearls and white wine for myspace and a corona. welcome to the 21st century, would you like fries with that? && now you decide to push me away? don't bother. i'm walking. you just lost me forever. sometimes you gotta get fucked up to feel sober cry to see clear -- and fall one hundred times to learn how to pick yourself back up. love has such a bittersweet after taste We are all a little damaged, some of us hide it better than others but on some level we are all torn up. we take it our on others, and beat through life carrying it all & we will end up damaging someone else and most of the time we won't notice, nor care, because we are too busy with our own little disaster. its really thoughtful of you to rip out my heart and hand back the peices to me almost as if to say ' hope the next guy can figure out the puzzle ' As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasnt supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once , and its harder everytime .You`ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You`ll fight with your best friend, and maybe even fall in love with them. You`ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You`ll cry because time is passing too fast and you`ll eventually lose someone close to you. So take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you`ll never back.