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Every girl wants a Prince Charming and while he may be nice and all, I want a guy who will come up behind me and put his arms around me, and just hold me. He'll whisper in my ear that he loves me. A guy who will lay awake at night, just thinking about me. A guy who will call at 3:00 am just to tell me how much he misses me. He would come over just after we get off the phone because, he wants to know how I'm really doing, because I said I was fine...but we both know I was lying. He'd kiss my forehead and tell me everything's going to be alright. He may not be Prince Charming to anyone else but, in my eyes, he fits the part perfectly.
That is a glimpse of what I'd love to have... I layed in bed last night watching t.v. and got to thinking how sometimes my life is very lonely... I have great freinds and family...I mean lonely in the love department... As I was laying there I thought about how I miss certain things about a relationship... The intamacy you share with that person and that person only...your little inside jokes, the comfort of knowing someone is there for you, etc... I miss the kisses on the forehead, the lazy Sundays on the couch, movies together... I miss having someone to cook dinner with, though I can't remember dating a guy who cooked dinner with me, I always did the cooking & cleaning, but I'd love to have that... I miss having someone to sleep with at night... I miss having someone to lean on... I enjoy being single for the most part..but it's hard sometimes because I am such a romantic... I love..love... I love being in love... The feelings it brings... The feeling you get when you meet someone and you can't stop thinking about them, or wanting to talk to them, or be with them... The butterflies in the stomach feeling when you know you're going to see them and you're just so excited... The feeling when you're not the 3rd wheel anymore... I know that relationships have their ups and downs...I know that I am not perfect by any means. I'm just tired of being lonely and not having anyone really to talk to... I have great friends that I love to surround myself with who make me laugh and love me for me... So why can't I find a guy that'll do that... It just baffles me that love eludes me because I know what a good catch I am... I am funny, outgoing once you get to know me, caring, giving, and so much more... I have a lot to offer...just can't seem to find anyone interested in what I've got...Now granted I haven't really tried to go out and meet someone mainly because where do you go to meet nice guys?.. Can't find them in a bar...this I know... And most guys from the internet (and a bar for that matter) end up just wanting sex... I am not built to be just a booty call...I need more than that... I want more than that... I deserve more than that... I think my pity party is brought on by the weather/time change... It sucks ass... I'd settle for a date...I haven't had one of those in who knows how long...But they say my time will come...so we shall see...
XOXOXO
