And still as messed up as before some body pray for me.First I would like to say I am sorry for being away so long. I have been down in the dumps and out of order for awhile.I still don't think zI am as good as I should be, but yet here I am ack on line the only place I feel free 2 be me. Life has been crazy these past weeks hell even months , but I have stuck with it and and still I rize. So hell what Have I been missing? Kitten I know you been looking out for me who else? What I have been doing is taking care of home or trying to anyway its hard raiseing a family on ur own.Wow I can't think of anything else to say so I guess tihs is it till another throught comes to mind.