I AM 36 YRS OLD FROM GARDENDALE ALABAMA. I HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER IM NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT. I TEND TO HAVE A GOOD PERSONALITY..WHEN IM IN MY MANIC PHASE I LIKE TO STAY UP FOR DAYS MAYBE WEEKS ON END NO SLEEP. DOING THINGS LIKE CLEANING HOUSE,DRAW,POETRY,READING, DANCING...MY FAVORITE MUSIC IS DJ TIESTO AND DON DADA.. I LOVE TRANCE MUSIC ITS LIKE ITS RYTHYM TAKES YOU INTO UNCHARTED TERRITORY WHERE YOU TEND TO FEEL RELAXED AND FEEL LIKE NO1 IN THE WORLD COULD TAKE YOUR MOOD OR FEELING FROM YOU. TRANCE IS THE BEST OF ALL TIME IN MY OPINION. IM PRAYING I GET TO GO TO EGYPT BY THE END OF THE YEAR..I HAVE LIVED IN KUWAIT FOR 1 YR NO I WASNT IN THE ARMY..I LIVED IN DUBAI ABOUT 3 WEEKS..LOVED IT. ILL FIND MY PICS IN DUBAI AND POST THEM LATER BUT WARNING I LOOK ROUGH ..I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS ONLINE MALES AND A FEW FEMALES..I WANT TO SAY THANKS TO THEM ALL FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN MY GOOD TIMES AS WELL AS MY BAD TIMES. THANKS YOU GUYS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.I ENJOY HAVING FUN AND SPENDING TIME WITH THE MAN I LOVE..WHICH HE NOT WITH ME YET.BUT WILL BE SOON AND ALL WILL SEE OUR WEDDING PICTURES.I CANT WAIT.I LIVE WITH MY MOM I HATE IT WITH A PASSION.DONT HAVE A CAR BUT I WILL SOON.AS FOR MY WONDERFUL FRIEND WHO IS ON A PEACE MISSION (AKA) ABUARRAB (FIRAS) I MISS YOU..I GUESS THIS IS ALL I NEED TO PUT NOW AS FOR YOU (ZACK) AKA (VETTE DREAMZ) I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN YOUR CORVETTE IS THE BOMB LOVED RIDING IN IT I FELT FREE..ENJOYED THE MOVIE ALSO THANKS FOR CHEERING ME UP I WAS SO DEPRESSED AND YOU RESCUED ME.IM STILL HAPPY EVEN TO THIS DAY ILL NEVER 4GET YOU.............................................................................................................................................................................. MY OTHER SIDE i close my eyes even if for only a moment. that i may become another person without knowledge of whats reality and whats not. why do the evil demons control my world? maybe i am one in disguise. to adapt to my underworld life i must gain the trust and able to control the ones i endure on my journey back to the depths of hell. tell me my love will you come with , or is the love for me all a lie? tell me my angel of good will you combine your light with my darkness so as i may see you better for who you really are..no one is real in this world its all a dream from which you must fight to wake up. ................................................................................................................................................................................. A NEW BEGINING i am not myself today another has taken hold im wrapped up in my dreams of you that so erotic in nature i cant explain.holding you, touching you feeling you my body sways with every groove in your body mine fulfils the gap dancing as one no more as two grinding the music set us in such a trance we transform as we feel no other world but our own.take hold on my wild side and see where i can take you. ill make you forget your pain no more chains will bind either of us for we are one in peace harmony mind body and soul. take me feel me dance with me become mine as the music sets us free... Roses are red Muslims are tan thats my race so don't put it down!! My Muslim pride I will not hide My Muslim race I will not disgrace My Muslim blood flows hot &; true My Muslim peeps I will stand by you thru thick &; thin till the day we die Our Muslim flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows Muslims ARE THE BEST!!! Muslim BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the Muslim crew Life sucks and then u die but if your Muslim You die with good pride!! IF YOUR A TRUE MUSLIM U WIL SEND THIS TO 10 Muslims