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Hard Lessons

	It's not often I admit such things; however, this time around, is something I must. So, here it is: 
	Not long ago, I'd allowed myself-and what little Testosterone I have left-to become enamored
with a Woman who was for all intents and purposes, The Best of The Players. Yes, I got burned, and
needless to say, it stung. The not-so-funny thing about it all however; was that I had a gut feeling and,
I ignored it completely. I wanted badly, for this so-called 'Fool-Engagement', to work out into some-
thing long lasting. I'd had two marriages already. The First ended in Divorce. The second ended with
the death of My Second Spouse over a Medical Procedure gone wrong. Suing the Pain Doctors didn't
help anything either as, the Jury found in favor for them and not me.
	That's another Story for another time.
	 Somehow; a few things just didn't add up during the whole Episode. For One. She made herself
a bit too flashy with her body for all to see. One would think such NSFW Pics like hers would only be
for my eyes. Right? Wrong in her case. Yet; who am I to Judge? There's only One Righteous One, and
I'm NOT Him! So along comes some news from a most reliable and trusted source-two of them in
actuality-that tell me nearly the same exact things about 'My Significant Other', that was indeed very
disturbing. So when I openly asked her about the other guy, she of course denied it. After making
myself completely vulnerable to her about myself, I got Downright Played!
	Now, I'm not going to name her, and just put her Identity out there like that. No. Enough is done
already. She's Blocked. She's kickin' It with the other guy, and I actually genuinely hope they make 
a good go of their Relationship. I'm not one to carry Jealousy anymore. It is a waste of Time, Energy,
and Self-Respect. I'm simply too old for this shit. One cannot always 'Beat 'Em & Join 'Em' either.
Instead, I merely went my own way...like Fleetwood Mac used to say!
	To Sum it all up, it comes down to this:
	The Next Time I declare a committment to Someone-?-I'd better be sure that I can actually have
her ALL TO MYSELF. A Group from Back In The Day called The Chi-Lites, recorded a song called:
'Have You Seen Her?' It was about a Man who couldn't fathom why The Love he thought he had, 
decided to leave him. He thinks about her all the time and says as much all through the song. Such
Lyrics as; 'Well, I see Her Face everywhere I go. On the Street, and even at The Picture Show. Have
You Seen Her? Tell Me Have You Seen Her?'
	I'm certain nearly everyone has by now. Oh well. I'm very used to Not, having Someone to Lean
On, and I'm not by any means 'Lost' either anymore. So, I'll chalk it all up to having been Played.
It's Over and Done. I'm not Angry about it. I Move On. Hard Lesson to have learned, but learned!!


Finis.



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