I want to cry.
I want to die.
There is no future for me.
Death is what I want.
When I die, I don't want my friends to cry.
When I die, I don't want my family to cry.
Don't pray for me.
God was never for me.
God is not an issue.
For I have not sinned.
My soul will not leave.
I'm stuck in my own hell.
There is no God.
There is no devil.
There is no heaven.
There is no hell.
Its what we make of what comes next.
So when I die don't bury me.
I don't want to be cremated.
Leave my body to rest in the desert.
So when I go.
I want to so slow.
I hang myself.
Suffocating to death.